Thinking about Miguel being dominant once in a while. He's really loving about it.

Cw: drabble, vanilla comfort sex, riding, gagging

¤■☆🔞nsfw under the cut🔞☆■¤

You'd take a break from being in charge of the bedroom because for once you also have to realize how broken you are too. He knows. And after some sweet talking he'll reward you and try to make you remember how loved you are by sliding himself on your cock. He's riding you but it's not as fast or as rough as he's used to. Because he's going to prove how much he cares. Because he knows you've been sad lately. You've been making yourself lonely and you've been listening to the mean things your head has been telling you, despite you not telling him. And he knows what he can do to help.

With the way he's preventing you from disagreeing with him by gagging your mouth so that he can mumble about how much he loves you and how special you are to him. How much you matter and how much he cares. Eventually you're both so drunk under the pleasure you both share. You're covered in sweat and your thighs are sticky because Miguel is stuffed full with so much of your love and it's dripping past his hole and his chest is heaving and Miguel kisses you on your cheek one last time and cuddles with you until you both sleep. You matter to him. He loves you so much

“that he’d been vindicated somehow”

Don't talk to me today guys, there is only one thing I can think about and it's that damn hug from Häärijä

Another thing about tmc right now

tmc has been an interest of mine for 4 YEARS. Since 2020 I've been into it and I've loved it for so long

I still love it, but I hhAAte the creator (Alex) until he can come up with some sort of 'apology'

But you'd think.. having a special interest for so long would make you sad about the fact the creator is bad right???

Hell no

Like I mentioned in my last post I don't really care

I've gotten used to so many creators being creeps or horrible people that I was sad for like 5 seconds and then I stopped caring about it

I do feel sorry for the victim but yeah

This has happened so much that I still fucking LOOVVEE tmc and it's story and characters

but I'll NEVER ever support the creator

,,, sighs,,,,I wanted a fucking bps hoodie but if I don't wanna support him then I can't,,,fuck,,,💔

its so funny in a very ironic way that ppl who put themselves on such a high ground for having sooo much sympathy and for being soooo nice to others and for being soooo not abusive will look down at people who are literally trying just like everyone else to survive their trauma and disordered brains for having "scary" symptoms. they'll harass us, treat us like inhuman trash, like that just by our existence we are ruining the world. we're called abusers, rapists, murderers, monsters, disgusting, worthless, and incapable of being "saved." and you know what this does? it makes us hide. we dont get help for our symptoms, we get worse, we end up killing ourselves at a young age. just because we cope with trauma in a different way. and some people will see that people diagnosed with personality disorders have a high mortality rate and they'll smile and feel glad.

im just. there are books about borderline abuse. websites dedicated on how to hurt narcissists. every serial killer and politician and abuser ever is called a sociopath. histronics don't ever even get mentioned unless ppl are looking for a reason to misogynistic. and this is just cluster b. cluster a and c are usually never mentioned, and are just ignored.

without a seconds thought or care, people who claim to be mental health advocates will treat ppl with pds like shit. and when we try to tell them real people are diagnosed with these disorders, real people are affected by this, ppl without pds will sit and whine "but i was abusedddd !! im traumatizedddd!!! what about meeeeee?!!!"

its fucking hard having a personality disorder. like, surprise surprise, mental illness is fucking exhausting and disabling. we have to make sure we keep our intense emotions to ourself so we dont scare people away, we have to try and keep our mental illness under control so we dont end up hurt, and then we have to hear people call us terrible, terrible things, accuse us of being abusive just by fucking existing. and its like holy shit. do none of you even hear yourselves. can none of you tell how terrible you are. do you really think you're the ones in the right in this situation.

God the fucking shame of burying food in the trash so no one knows you didn't eat..only to unbury it any eat it soon after

genuinely forgot other people can block me also. like it wasn't just me who can arbitrarily block 🥴

I hear what you say about her, the way you shove diet culture down her tiny throat and ruin how she see’s herself.

She is ten years old, I am older. And yet she cannot stand looking at the numbers on a scale without hating how she looks. We are fifty pounds apart.

I hug her as her tears soak into my leather, stuck playing parent because you can’t take having children outside of the norm.

I am her sibling, not her mother. It is your job to wipe away her tears and assure you she is loved. For she hears what you say too.

You call her names behind her back, you see a dietitian to ‘fix your child,’ that was already born perfect, and you ruin her relationship with food.

And sometimes I think you forget she is ten too.

When you have an nsfw account and you accidentally reblog things about your mutuals in that account

I'm stalking my Ex's old Spotify Playlist and I saw a Playlist that said "not mad at u" and then I saw the bio of the Playlist and knew WHO it was specifically directed to (me) and the picture of the Playlist was my apology to her and the first song WAS MY NAME.

Jealous.

Why couldn't I get a loving family. Why couldn't I get parents that hugged me when I was sad. Why couldn't I get a parent who would tell me they're proud of me. Why couldn't I get a sister who would pay attention to me. Why couldn't I get a brother who would ask me for advice. Why couldn't I get a mom who would support me. Why couldn't I get anybody in my immediate family who cared. Why did it have to be somebody I almost never see who cared. Why couldn't I get a grandma who I didn't have to watch have a slow death. Why couldn't I get what you have.

I'm literally so normal about watching iDKHOW/Brobecks videos on the TV <3 (<- complete lies)

tonight’s finale is sponsored by the greatest hydrochloric acid everybody say thank you

I can't even kill myself about it because someone is going to deadname me on my funeral

I'm still so sad.... I tried to play duskwood again but I just couldn't....I start to cry. (SPOILER EP10)

😭😭😭😭😭 why you did it Richy????? Why? Every time I see his name or him typing in the chat... My heart breaks again 💔

He was always my favorite...the first of the group that I liked...😭😭😭😭 I will never recover from that

I can't believe a fictional character is affecting me so much

Is anyone else feeling this way? 😭 or am I just an emotional potato?

3 ; 11 ; 16 (the fandom/s you want) ;)

Ooh ty! 😊 but I must do some thinking re the fandom, uh oh 😂😴🤪 OK I recently finished s2 of bridgerton so let's go with that?!

3. Favourite ship ever

Lady danbury/mama bridgerton!!!!! What is the point of anything if they're not allowed to fuck?! To be clear I do mean each other, but at this point I'd take pretty much anyone 🙄

11. Ship that you would never have wanted in canon but like in fanworks

Young people/that much screentime?

There are maybe 5 great characters in this show, and they're all grown ups 🤷🏼‍♀️ the young ppl literally all need a smack -- this screentime ratio neeeeeeds to be turned around 🔁👀

16.Characters that you kinda ship but prefer as brotp

Madame delacroix & benedict?! What if she starts on the nonspecifically drugged tea all day and he starts talking in a bad fake French accent all the time huh?! THESE ARE THE WACKY ADVENTURES THE PEOPLE WANT

Numbers +- fandom shipping questions!