i can't STANDDDD the abyss sibling. in my case, it's lumine. anyway i can't stand her. imagine your sibling chasing after you, pushing themselves to their limits JUST to find you--to find answers about you because they love and miss you more than anyone else--and when you finally decide you will see them again, what the fuck do you say? NOTHING OF VALUE?????? and you just go on your way, acting like you don't give a fuck????? when that's literally your only family, you walk away without reassuring that you do care for them and it's just that you have your hands tied or... fucking SOME explanation for why you won't talk??????? the abyss twin does not care about the other at all i swear. like imagine making your allegedly "beloved" sibling stretch themselves so impossibly thin just to find you instead of using your words and, idk, talking to them???? i would just stop looking for them at that point fuck that. anyway this is just a pet peeve about the genshin storyline. it's so annoying.

(i am not an only child btw. i do have an older sister.)

You know what I love about Dōma? His mannerisms. That demon is just so...I don't really know how to put it into words, but he's memorizing through his personality, characteristics, and design.

I mean by simple observation, you can tell he's a laid back demon who seems nonchalant about his actions towards others, and if you go into the manga, it's all a facade he created; You don't even have to read it to see how odd he is at first glance, slightly more so than his peers in my opinion.

Take this for example:

His stare is honestly unnerving. It's like he's boring into Gyokko's soul. He even does it towards Akaza.

That's the smile of a natural born psychopath and his eyes fare no better. There's no meaning behind it. No mirth or positive affliction. You can't get a good read on Dōma and understand what's skittering around in his mind. It's a dull kaleidoscope of rotating personas, shifting and blending into one another to give everyone what they want to perceive.

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You see this?

That's extra submissive behavior in my opinion. Groveling to your knees in front of your superior and subordinate, humbling and playing off a terrible act as nothing, but fair play. It's a simple, yet great technique to manipulate those around you. Act so soft and caring, maybe even become like a dunce once or twice and no one will suspect a thing, except that you're a nice person trying your best.(only easily persuaded people will fall for something ridiculous like that) He's got a good act going: soft spoken voice when needed, his plastered smile, the personality of diffusing situations and slipping in tiny insults towards others.(even when it's not, it's more of speculation or facts. Usually statements like that get to people especially if it's close to the truth.)

That's why his followers are by the abundance; it's due to his charisma with added features. Yet to the upper ranks, mainly Akaza, it's more of an annoyance than anything. They can't get to him, but he can get to them through blunt retorts and simplicity.

I wouldn't be surprised if Muzan at one point became jealous of Dōma. The man might be their "creator", but he's still has some sort of humanity attached to him like the rest. Emotions can be unstable under certain circumstances and Muzan definitely lets his emotions take control of him to often. Anger is his most prominent trait towards others when things doesn't go his way. Dōma? Usually unfazed and annoyed when things don't go his way, maybe even curious.

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I don't know what's the point of this post anymore, I just wanted to talk about Dōma. He's a neat little specimen.

Sometimes i really hate myself for being too innocent and going around trusting everyone like a frickin idiot

Like, koi goli maardo mujhe!!!

i'm drunk and could use a good dicking down rn. some take advantage action. coercion. manipulation. just saying

Can you make a coquette criston

He’s so princess Babygirl prettiest girl at the party

I had way more fun than I should’ve been allowed

Me: I don't have a type.

Also me:

Do you see a pattern?

Ok let me try again.

Rant thingy

people can say what they want about radqueers but i’ve never had any other community not shun me for being hypersexual or treat sex like it’s unclean or something

This isn’t about Paras, this isn’t about transids, this isn’t about any of that. This is about how in every fandom im in they will treat liking a character sexually or making any sexual jokes (maybe not even to a single character) is gross and shouldn’t be done. This is how in the Mogai community there’s a high chance they either praise hypersexuality for their “bravery” to talk about it, or be mad when you talk about any part of it that actually has to do with the sexual part of hypersexuality.

I say a character is cute? That’s fine!

I say i’d date a character? That’s fine!

I at all make any sexual comments, joking or not? Oh i’m a horrible sinful person.

I literally had to stop talking on an entire social media site for a bit because someone who has MUCH LESS sexual thoughts than me said that they were having too many of them. It made me realize that i’m not wanted there, even though they were fine with me talking about it for years and years, even in high detail. But apparently they didn’t care, because sexual stuff of any kind is considered Taboo, even in adult spaces.

someone made burningantis and now we feel guilty cuz theyre burnign specific people 😭👎👎👎 not being rude but not cool man

edit: okay nvm we just checled burning-radqueers they do it that way too its just rare to see individual burning lol thats awesome then

hello bestie. im very sorry for making you the victim of my endless rambles about the shit i like. 💙

and i know you're fairly new to the babymetal fandom, but i gotta share my thoughts on the similarities between megitsune and metali. it's been itching my writer brain for days- ☠

both of the songs share similar vibes, traditional japanese culture and music mixed with metal. the music videos are filmed in the same place im pretty sure, and i personally think it indicates that the girls have matured and grown up since their first few years.

the lyrics are fairly similar too, 'wasshoi!' is repeated alot in both songs. the maturing part i think indicates using past songs and lyrics as a way to express their growth as young women and a band as a whole.

and holy fuck the short bridges in the middle portions of both songs makes me all giddy for no apparent reason. momometal's little solo part is a way to show that she's an official member of babymetal and that with the screaming bridge in megitsune really goes well together in my opinion. (and momo growls 'are you ready?!' during the live version after her little solo).

(again, im sorry for rambling to you about a silly kawaii metal band, i had to itch the scratch somehow- 😭)

no dont be sorry i love when people ramble to me! AND OMG thats such a good take on it though and i agree honestly i think it shows growth in not just their music but them personally and i love it 💪🏻 (momo's voice 👏🏻)

I have NEVER. EVER. Seen a more gorgeous being than my sunshine. I just keep staring and staring at my screen, shaking my head at how ETHEREAL they look.

I'll say it.

THEY LOOK WAY BETTER THAN APHRODITE HERSELF. YOU GAN GO FUCK YOURSELF, GIRL, IDC FOR ANY WRATH OF THAT GODDESS OF BEAUTY, I AM SAYING A DAMN FACT.

Go on, hit me. What you gonna do? I am too busy in love with my husband to even care😎👍

... Yall know that feeling when you just wanna marry your love over and over AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN? Yeah, I wanna marry Hanami again, even though were already married.

(Genesis and Hanami actually have this one thing, listen- they keep re-marrying each ten years just because they like the symbolism and important meaning behind it so much🥺... But they do it privately, the only witness being their own child😭 ENMEI ACTS LIKE THE PRIEST and he says the oaths for them🥺🥺🥺)

I want a family like that :(

Babes I’ve been thinking about Remus since I started writing a smut fic for him😮‍💨

OH I WILL BE EATING THAT FIC UPPPPP!!

on a real note i’m always thinking about remus lupin, i have a very unhealthy obsession with him 😭😭

At this point, my trust issues are at peak because of NTA 🤡

I’m just gonna put it out there. I kinda feel like we got robbed for the English translation from Japanese.

The original Japanese version has very different takes on things,

Like kaito being worse but he still had his hero complex so the translators just made him that off hero amalgamate to fit their narrative. When I say worse I mean I think the translators may have just had favouritism to kaito. He was terrible. Here’s something:

English interaction, kaito to kokichi: "I don't wanna survive it it means I have to stoop to your level!" Japanese,exact same encounter: "I won't let SOMEONE LIKE YOU survive with us!!!" They really tried to heroise someone like this?

And there was no justice for kokichis translation, small details that Really Matter in the overarching story to shape his little anti villain shtick got glossed over in English and only gets mentioned in forums about how his last words in English don't match up with his "how could i enjoy a game that takes peoples lives" < Japanese "how could i join a game that I'm forced to play"» <English. Japanese says that as of more evidence of his no killing rule, which gets majorly burried in English. And kokichi had so many random insults piled on when it wasn’t wanted or needed and this really made him the one to kick people when they were down when he really wasn’t

did you know kokichi was meant to refer to himself as a fairy? Calling him something known to be both mischievous and used as scapegoats for others, and they don't mention it once. Huh. Also what kokichi wanted to ask you before logging out in the virtual world? That was essentially a love confession but they brushed that off too

And this is new info here so I'm not totally sure on this one but apparently tenko was meant to be

much more respectful to people

there was much less himiko obsessions,

'degenerate male’ was meant to be a pun on ‘MENace’ but they made her mostly intolerable past chapter 1 with only three things she likes that become her entire personality past trying to throw you and she could have been a really fun character if they sticked to the original Japanese version

Apparently she was also meant to speak in third person sometimes ?

Ok… rant incoming, feel free to ignore it, somethings just come up and it really irritated me, I’ll put it under the read more because it’s a lot… personal stuff, family stuff, I’ve kept this rant bottled up for a pretty long time so it’s a long post

I don’t mind if you don’t read it

I came so close to scrapping this again (I have typed this story out in the past and deleted it) but sod it! I need to get this out of my system!

TW: Illness, death

So… I have a half sister, she’s my dad’s daughter from a previous marriage, much older than me and my brother

I’d not heard from her for 13 or 14 years but when my dad’s health deteriorated she turned up, acting like she’d been present for the last 13/14 years, my dad had invited her over so I remained civil, as much as I hated her being there

A little extra context, she has 4 children and my dad, their grandfather, met the youngest 2 for the first time just before lockdown in 2020, they were 9 and 7 years old!

When my dad was at his worst, about a week before he died, she turned up again, at the same time my dad was being seen to by an ambulance crew (his temperature was worryingly high, given his condition) and with lockdown rules, only 7 people were allowed in the room; my mum, dad, 2 ambulance crew, our GP was there as were the 2 visiting nurses that came to the house 4 times a day to help with his care, so I went in the living room out of the way, when she got there I told her that we needed to wait in the living room, so what does she do, yep… goes into the room where my dad is, acting the concerned daughter.

When she gets told to go and wait in the living room by my mum she comes in and sits down, never asking if I was ok, or anything like that, no she says “what’s wrong with dad?” Oh I had to hold my tongue sooooo much, I could’ve gone off on a rant, but I didn’t, I said “they’re making sure his temperature isn’t because of COVID” then she says “how would he have got that?”

Now bare in mind… I was still working full time, I was going into work not knowing if he would be there when I got home, I was at the end of my emotional tether, if it wasn’t for a couple of friends at work, I’d have exploded at that comment, I read it as she was blaming me for making my dad’s health worse, I couldn’t deal with her, so I retreated to my bedroom and cried for a while.

So… dad died in October 2020, I made it clear that I would not sit next to her at the funeral, we shared a hug at the end but she said nothing to me, not that I wanted her to, and that was the last time I saw her.

Fast forward to today… a whole 2 years, 7 months and a few days after he died, and my mum comes down with piles of photos, and she says “I know you’re going to ask, so I’m just going to say it, I got a message from her (she used her name but I’m not going to use it here) the other day asking if we had any pictures of her with dad, I know we have a couple so I’m going to look for them”

And this is what has irritated me, after nearly 3 years of no contact she asks if we have pictures of her and dad?! And assumes that my mum can just say “oh yes, we have a lot, I’ll send them you, dad kept them in a special box” because NO, he didn’t, we have like… 3, and they could be scattered in various piles of photos!

So now my mum is having to search through photos to find pictures of her… it’s just… it’s really annoyed me…

My mum has been avoiding looking through the pictures, because it upsets her, I know it does, so I insisted that she put some upbeat music on (Pet Shop Boys, mums favourite) and to stop when she needs to

Ok… rant over… I’m just going to… go and calm down for a little bit

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Just saw someone saying kinnie originated from tiktok (made in 2016, available in 2018 for us consumers), but i was seeing people use the term on tumblr before undertale was a thing (made in 2015)

Please get your facts straight before you say anything