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melanieph321 · 2 months

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Dusan Vlahovic x Reader - Boss Me Around Part 1/6

I'm so excited for this one!🤭

Reader is a former yacht girl now newly moved to Turin, Italy for her job as a real-estate accountant. There she meets Dusan Vlahovic, a former client of hers, a client she never thought to see again. However, with Dusan being Readers new boss their past becomes a liability. Nevertheless the spark between them still lives. This story is a romcom with both His and Her POV!

Enjoy!

Miami did get a little crazy in the summer, thankfully it was your last year being a yacht girl. Yupp, you were keeping your promise. Once you were out of college you were putting your flip flops on a shelf and stuffing your bikini in the back of your pantie drawer. It was time to grow up and stop treating life like a circus. It was time to get a real job.

"But you'll still visit me when you move to Italy, won't you?" Izzy said, as the two of you shared a scooter on your way to the marina.

"Are you kidding? With my new salary I'm flying you out to visit me. We'll have so much fun together in Turin."

Although it was considered a job, you had formed many great friendships through yachting. Izzy was your best friend in the game, the one you never road without. If it hadn't been for Izzy teaching you the ways of the yachting game, you might as well have ended up in some really bad situations that a lot a girls do whilst seeking the fast way to earn some cash. It was important not to get too in awe of the experience. Izzy had tought you that. Izzy had also taught you that the biggest mistake girls in yachting did was fall in love with a client, a mistake you were thankful you had avoided throughout your career. Although college boys never realky gained your interest either.

"So who's this guy anyway?" You asked. "A nepo baby looking to party?"

"More like a self made billionaire. Raul says he owns like half of Serbia when it comes to real-estate."

"Impressive." You nodded. Your last job as as a yacht girl would be a breezer. It was easier to deal with rich entrepreneurs than spoiled nepo babies who believed to rule the world.

Or so you thought.

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"I think they're here." Alex said, looking over the boat deck, keeping an eye out for the girls. Once he spotted them Dusan rose from his taning bed, on his way to alert the crew to prepare the boat for departure.

"There's only two of them." Alex said, looking displeased as he returned from the deck, approaching his friend.

"Yes, one for you and one for me." Dusan said, pointing between the two of them.

"Man, you really have gone soft." Alex sighed. He was already suprised to be invited for a fun day out on his friend's new yacht, only to find the vessel empty of people if you excluded the crew members. "What happened to the old Dusan?" He said. "The one that likes to party. The one that taught me that the more the merrier, huh?"

Dusan chuckled. "I guess he's retired."

"At twenty four? How sad."

"Look, we can still have a good time. The girls said that they were up for anything."

"Yeah, but if I know you you're probably gonna ask them to watch you take a nap."

Dusan shook his head, a smile in his lips.

"When did you get so boring man, is that what a billion dollar empire does to you?"

Dusan opened his mouth to get back at his friend but that's when they heard voices below.

"Hello, anybody home?"

"Up hear!" Dusan shouted, a minute passing before they heard footsteps climbing the stairs. Two girls emerged, dressed in nothing but strips of fabric, bikini's barley covering enough.

"Hi, I heard you guys were looking to party." The blond one said. Her hair was cut short with several tattoos covering her arms.

"Yeah, that's us." Alex grinned.

"Well, the party has arrived." She cheered.

Dusan had nothing against girls with short and bleached hair, but tattoos never did it for him.

"Great. How would you girls like your martinis?"

"Dry." The blond girl was quick to make clear. "And no olives."

"Got it, dry and no olives. How about your friend?"

All eyes turned to the second girl who's presence hadn't been as notisble as her friend. But now that he had his eyes in her, Dusan found it almost impossible to diverge his attention from her.

"Y/N?"

"Huh?" The girl seemed distracted, her gaze having stuck to a point below Dusan's chin. He wasn't wearing a shirt, only swimming trunks. Perhaps she found it rude, him introducing himself half naked. Not that she was any better.

"What drink do you want?" Her friend asked, in a bit if a rush to get the party started. The crew was heard above their heads, the yacht would set sail at any minute now.

"S...ame as you." The girl stuttered. Her voice was unique. It was quite deep but in a very feminine way.

"No olives?" Her friend confirmed.

"No olives." The girl nodded. Her friend then followed Alex downstairs to the bar, leaving Dusan with no trail of thought in the presence of the girl which his eyes had yet diverge from.

"You have a very nice boat." She said, trying to somther the rise of an awkward silence.

"Um, thank you." Dusan said, clearing his throat. "It's new actually."

"I can see that." She seemed fairly fascinated, as she dared approach the boats railing, admiring the view of Miami Beach.

"Yeah, how so?" Dusan asked, joining her side. But instead of admiring the view, he couldn't help but to admire her. She had eyes that sparked something within him, a sudden thrill.

"What do you mean?" A frown ruined her face.

Dusan felt the need to make himself clear. "You said that you could tell that my yacht is brand new, how so?"

"Oh." She turned for her back to rest against the railing, her eyes now wandering across the newly swiped deck. "Well, it's every billionaires dream to own a boat and put it on display in Miami, or am I wrong?"

"I don't know." Dusan smiled. He was quite entertained. "I've never heard of this fenomenon. Surley the expert is you considering your experience with billionaires and boats."

The girl's eyebrow rose with interest, however Dusan's slik comment did not seem to have insulted her.

"Perhaps it's not every billionaires dream." She said, turning her head to face him. Again, her eyes sparked a thrill within Dusan, a thrill he was more than excited to explore. "But it sure is every newly crowned billionaires dream."

He wrinkled his nose.

The girl had a twinkle in her eyes. "My friend googled your net worth on our way here."

"I see." Dusan nodded. "Fair enough. I may or might not have bought this yacht in honor of my business flourishing this past year. However I'm not planning on docking it in Miami for display."

"Your gonna sail it across the seven seas?"

Dusan snorted, unintentionally of course. How did she make him do that? Her comment caught him of gaurd. "Not really." He said, collecting himself. "I'll have a friend of mine bring it home for me. He's more of a professional."

"Yeah, that's probably a better idea. Sailing a boat through pirate infested waters can be tricky without experience."

Again, the girl made him chuckled. It was pathetic how tipsy he came across. The girl must smell the glass of champagne he had earlier on his breath and think he's one of those creeps to invite yacht girls on their boats just to get them drunk. He had to assure her that he wasn't like that. He had to assure her that she could feel safe with him.

"We got martinis!"

Just as he was about to ensure her safety, the girl's friend showed up, followed by Alex who carried a tray of filled glasses. "Let's get this party started!" He said, handing out the drinks, making sure everyone had a glass in their hand for a toast. "To a lovely day, spent with two lovely girls." He said, as cheesy as ever.

"Cheers to that!" The blond girl said, rasing her glass.

Before downing his drink Dusan turned to her friend, making sure that she looked to be having a good time as well. He was suprised to find her smiling at him, an empty martini glass in her hand. "Drink up." She winked.

Dusan did exactly that. He would do whatever she asked him to, whatever.

#fanfiction #football imagine #dusan vlahovic imagine #dusan vlahovic x reader #dusan vlahovic #juventus #italy #italia #turin

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kakumeikalaila · 1 year

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So……

Finally we are actually getting some info and not skipping to someone else!

I gotta say… I did not see that coming but I’m loving it!!! Some good old war tactics and not just charging in head first (coughLuffycough). Love it. It shows exactly how long this has been building up for! So far we have only speculated how good of a strategist Dragon was based on few little cues but to actually see the extent… I’m glad I was right! No offense to Luffy: it’s fun to see him punch people, but this is more my piece of cake. Also… KARMA IS COMING BACK BITCHES!!!

Anything that can make Dragon make that face is a big no-no in my books… This is going to be fun: I can’t wait to see them all fight seriously!!! Also… is that Shanks? Or his evil twin maybe?

LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!! Finally! Someone said it! People really need to take Dragon’s words here and tattoo them on their foreheads. We need more of him in the real world… I’m real glad we are getting some answers to the key questions we (o at least I) had on the revolution. Again, we always speculated and there were debates around but to have it put black on white is great!

This opens a whole fucking gate on how different the revolution is from what Luffy is doing, for example. They are an army: they fight a war that is bigger than all of them and it needs sacrifices, it’s not all happy-go-lucky. Yes, they know there are bad and good kings. Yes, they are saddened if something happens to the good ones. BUT! They know the general public doesn’t and won’t understand that. They know that things are too complicated to be just black and white but that sometimes that’s all people can see. And they are not above getting their hands dirty if it’s what is needed. They all have a heavy weight on their consciences but they will gladly carry it if it means that the generations after them won’t have to. Sabo’s cold statement here and Dragon’s sarcastic comment just a second later make that very clear. Their hands are covered in blood already. And I adore that Oda is going with this more realistic version of a war and has not just decided to put together a bunch of idealists that are destined to fail. I love how it all works as a sort of balance to Luffy and the Strawhats. The revolutionaries are older, more seasoned realists and the Strawhats, while not exactly idealists either, are more dreamers and optimists. I know I’m generalizing but I think it gets the point across well enough. And I’m in love with all of this. Good job Oda!

Yeah, I can see why that might look quite incriminating… I wasn’t so happy about the revolutionaries all just believing Sabo did it so easily if it was just a headline but I understand now that we know there was an actual picture. Like: boy, I raised you since you were a child, you are my most trusted and my second in command but wtf are you doing with a dead body in your living room?!?!?

Happy to see them holding their grounds on a one on one. Sure, there were handicaps and all but still! That’s no small feat! It took like a fuckton of samurais plus a dragon to do that before and Morley is just here swinging that trident around!

This is gonna be bad. This is going to be very, very bad. God, I hope we are sticking to this storyline and not cutting to someone else. I NEED ANSWERS ODA! NOW!

And now that I said it, next week we are going to see fucking everyone but this. You’re all welcome.

Love the Strawhats to pieces but I am realky enjoying these last chapters without them. Distance makes the heart grow fonder, right?

#one piece 1083 #one piece spoilers #flame emperor sabo #sabo #monkey d. dragon #dragon the revolutionary #emporio ivankov #kamabakka queendom #revolutionary army #reverie #god’s knights #eichiro oda

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henrioo · 2 months

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this isn’t a request or anything i just wanted to tell you, i love your stories so much. As someone’s who’s ftm your stories make me so happy and seen and i literally scream when i see you’ve posted because i love all of your stories 🫶

ARE YOU LISTENING THIS??? THIS IS ME CRYING A RIVER

THANKS YOU SO MUCH FOR SAYING THIS I NOT GONNA LIE IM REALLY INSECURE BECAUSE I ALWAYS PUT MY WORKS TO EXTERNAL VALIDATION SO WHEN I DONT RECEIVE THIS EXTERNAL VALIDATION I GET REALLY INSECURE THAT MY THINGS ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND THAT I SHOULD BE BETTER OR JUST STOP

AND THIS VALIDATION IS LIKES BECAUSE I DONT KNOW I PUT THIS THINGS RHAT IS MORE LIKES = BETTER QUALITY OR STUFF IDK IM DUMB

BUT EVERYTIME I RECEIVE SOME LOVE OF YOU GUYS I GET SO HAPPY BECAUSE IN THE END THIS IS WHAT I WANT YOU KNOE

ITS SO HARD FINDING CONTENT FOR MALE READERS AND EVEN FOR TRANS BECAUSE MOST OF THEM IS NOT SAFE BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE REALLY DONT MAKE ANY RESEARCH ABOUT TRANS PEOPLE BEFORE WRITING ABOUT THEM

AND THEN I BE LIKE I GONNA CHANGE THIS I GONNA MAKE CONTENT FOR MALE READERS SO EVERYONE CAN KNOW THEY ARE LOVED AND APPRECIATE BECAUSE GAY MIDIA IS BASICALLY INEXISTENT SO I KNOW A LOT OF GUYS FEEL BAD IN BEIGN GAY OR JUST BEING ATTRACTED TO MEN BECAUSE WE ALWAYS THINK WE NEVER GONNA FIND SOMEONE BECAUSE THERES NO REAL MIDIA ABOUT GAY COUPLES

AND I SWEAR ITS SI GOOD WHEN I RECEIVE ANY MESSAGE OR EVEN ANON ASK FROM READERS THAT LIKED MY STORIES BECAUSE I KNOW IM MAKING RIGHT IM MAKING PEOPLE HAVE GOOD FEELINGS AND HELPING WITH DYSPHORIA AND OTHERS SUBJECT JUST FOR SAYING THAT YES YOUR CHAR CAN LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU ARE MALE

AND RHE CRAZY IS I ACTUALLY RECEIVE SOME KINDA OF SUPPORT AND THIS IS CRAZY FOR REAL FOR ME LIKE I ALREADY RECEIVE SOME ANON ASK SAYING THAT LIKED MY STUFF, I RECEIVE SOME MASSAGE TOO AND IN MY ASK PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS SAYING HOW GRATEFUL THEY ARE BECAUSE IM WRITE FOR MAKE READERS AND THIS MAKE ME SO HAPPY BECAUSE SOMETIMES IS HARD FOR ME REMEMBER THAT I REALLY HAVE PEOPLE THAT APPRECIATE MY WORK

OMG IM WRITING THIS ALL WRONG BECAYSE IM REALLY EMOTIONAL NOW SO IM REALLY HAPPY AND PROBABLY CRYING FOR REAL NOW

REALLY THANKS FOR THAT AND THANKS FOR EVERYONE THAT STILL HERE I KNOW IM KINDA DUMB FOR GIVING TOO MUCH ATTENTION TO NUMBERS AND I SWEAT IM TRYING TO STOP AND BE BETTWR

BUT REALLY IM NOT GIVING UP OF THIS PROJECT SO EASILY I KNOW SOMETIMES I MESSED UP AND I ALREADY HAD TWO HIATUS ON THIS BLOG BUT I PROMISSE I GONNA TRY MY BEST TO NOT STOP FOR TOO MUCH TIME BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS THAT I WANT TO WRITE AND SHARE

THANKS EVERYONE THAT IS HERE AND IS GIVING ME A LITTKE OF TIME JUST TO READ MY STORIES OR SAYINF SOMETHING NICE FOR ME I REALLY APPRECIATE THIS FOR REAL

I GONNA POST A LOT OF THINGS IN THE FUTURE, I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS, FOR PLATONIC, FOR NSFW, FOR ANGST, ROMANCE, FAMILY ALL GENDERS, FANTASY, LONG, SHORT I SWEAR I HAVE MORE THAN 100 IDEAS FOR STORIES AND IM NOT JOKING I HAVE PROVES THAT I HAVE MORE IDEAS THAN DAYS IN A YEAR OKAY MAYBE NOT THAT MANY BUT IS A LOT OKAY

THANKS AGAIN I TALIKING TO MUCH BUT IM REALLY EMOCIONATIEL I DONT KNOW MORE HOW TO WRITE I AM REALKY SLEEP BUT I PROMISE I LOVED RHIS AND SORRY MY ENGLISH I DINT KNOW ENGLISH TOO MUCH BUT THAT ITS THANKS I DONT KNOW HOW TO FINISH THIS

LOVE YOU THANKS AGAIN

#henri talk

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aphrorite · 2 years

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-ˏˋ sweetheart diaries ˊˎ- #4 !! 🌷🌸🎀

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⋆ ✧₊ may 24th 2022 ☀️✨🌷 ⊹ɞ

hello diary ! its been sos long sinc ive wrote here :S thahts okay though, life gets busy soemtime and sometime i not able to write becos of it <3 today was great!

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hmmm where should i start disry ?!??! i havent seen u in so long ))): i lay on teddy comfy back as i weite this bc he make a fluffy cute pillow and he is so generous 💕💕💕 i luv teddy .

umm so the last time i weote was on may 14, si mayb i make list of notable thing ! here it is (:

felt sick one day so stay home n then m found out ir was plumbing day

my cat discover new window n he lobved it so much. was up on bhis tupy toe n was enjoyin fresh air .

had olumbing com over n get toilet fized >_>

may 15 made toast n agua for meself on a lil chop boar dn enjy brekafast

may 17 i groute d my mosiac media ezploration . i did an ugly magenta tbh and it iddnt turn out how i intended but then again ir was only media ezploration )): next time i go fir darker grout. here was finished mosiac before grouting

may 17 at work befor my shif i also saw thes realky chte tanks !!! i trie them on but they didnt rlly hav my size n the pink didnt look as nice as i thought it would but the white did n the blue ehhhh ,, here they r ! i also found out my fav coworker too has the same disorder as me and i felt not so alone knowing tht . it made me feel like someone understood my struggle an di am so grateful to have a coworker like her. i am not happy that she suffers with the same issues but i am glad thqt we can both fight our hardships together . <3

may 18 very sad day ): am work very hard on makeup but had not so good time at school dance so was vert sad. m felt very out ofnplace )): but in hindsight, m also call tht one guy n ask if hed like watch stranger things this friday ! so we hav that day for him n i <3

may 19 m thought of very cute leggings, leg warmers n new aesthetic more , so now am want to change my room up and go for my pink idea ! i always felt bad for wanting it to be all pink ebcause it doesnt necessarily align w my feng shui but i wa s like , “ let me stop confinin myself “ , so im plan 2 get cute pink posters (n design them,) more ffske folliage, hanging plants , lace curtains/ transparent , pink rug and wayyy more plushie !!!

may 19 i also went get my mediciatuon refile , they gav me 67 when they meant 74 but utl l b ok cos i up dosage upon next appointmen maot likely ! i also saw pretty lipblam 🥺🥺 may 19 i paint my mosiac frame black !

fri may 20 i wok up too late 2 get ready n missed bus so instead of adking relativ who im not fond of,,, I WALK 3 KM!!!! 3000 m in 40 minute to my school n cross highway ^_^ it acc big feat for me bc ive never cross highway bflre when walking n also NEVER have walk that much in ine moring. i was determine to get to school and i did !! did NOT MISS SCHOOL !!! 😎

fri i also went to awerie n se etheir flare n i tried them on and i relalt like d them !!!! i didnt buy them rhoguh becaus when i tried to it didnt work out bc theyw erent accetin phon paymen t / it didnt work ): so i put on hold.

fri was grwat doe cos i ALSO MADE MY LUNCH !!!! LOOK LOOK LOOK. IS SO PRETTYYYY I SO HAPPY BOUT IT ! i wish i had sandio lucnh box tho so i will get one soon. is was yummy bc usuall i wake up too late to make lunch ): so i had ice tea , 2 pb sandwich, cheeseit, breton veggie cracker, granola and croutons ! yumyum

friday i work bery hard in fitting room to make sure every cloth wa s detail so i proud myself ^-^ i sad tho bc on fri i found out my one friend isnt who she rlly was n she like dark humor for attention which made me feel really invalidated )): so i never hangout w her anymor and gonna distanc

saturdy i did pintwrest, made new board n cleaned up pinterest but still hav to work on it, clean some cameraroll, shop n hav fun ! i thin k i also watch show another close friend n i kinda hav lil crush on him ))): we wathc 5 episode n fall asleep in calls o i b his alarm clock . funny thin is tho before we hungour he called me while i was showering n it was funny cos i was wondering ‘why my music so quiet?’ peek out curtain and see a pleasant surprise ! i told him call me back doe cos ofc i busy cleaning meself !!! hmph , we laughed abt it tho cos😁 i was happy he called me tok bc he was on my mind n i always wish hed call instead of me doing it first . n then later he put me to bed cos i got drowsy cos mediciattioon aargeghh but we spend whole day together <3 n i folded my cloth too! i also look at more room inspo n made list for wht i want to buy !

sunday i did LOADDDDSS of math hoemwork n i so proud myself for it , i finish and got caugh t up! sister b so kind n she help me clean room , so i fibish xleaning and also DID MY LAUBDRRRRYYY I SO PROUD I HAVENT DOBE THT IN FROWVER

monday i fibisb painting , did more pinterest work on spotify n look at shein for little, n during weekend i learned how to weite upside down ! coolio . i slso took walk, wore cute outfit black stocking w plaid skirt black sweater and white collar and did my makeup 😋 i soend time wi my cat too !! i also did sims 4 reblogging on other acc hehe

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n now we in present ! today i wore the same fit i wore the other day bx ir wasntn dirty, woke up in time but had trogbl gettin out of bed bc it was rlly cold. blanket so warm so i lau at floor of staircase burrowed in blanket cos ellie so warm aargrggh then got ready.

i didnt hav kuch in lunch but moma camw in cluctch with making more pasta so i toon tht for work n also had breton cracker n 2 made good granola bar.

i brin canvas n wallet cos today i want handed in. y canvas n buy the flare legging ! school was good n i did really well in math w anawritjng question and understanding material :3 i so happy abt that bc usually i feel like i am strugglin behind , but my misophonia kept kicking in ),:

theguy still havent stopped courhing and the orher person vocal tics (whxih i know they cant help) relaly made me angry . i know not to be angry and i am not acc angry at them rhouvh it is very irritating ): ofc i am bery stonefave so no one can tell i am angry , and plus i dont want to make anyone sad .

art class went bot so well ): ,, i was finishing my sides and the sand when I accidentally tip uellow paint all over my cabvas 😭😭 theguy who sat across fron me was kind and saved my canvas from fultl flipping over , dude had great reflexes but there was a big fat blob of yellow pajt on floor witb some splatters . it got over my canvas so i had scrapped off w cardboard n then scrapped the paint w the cardboard off the ground and back jnto fhe conrainer, and then i use dawn soap, brown paper towel and sponge to scrub dub dub, and then u couldnt even tell it was there . i am proud for cleaning ip it sow ell but i think mybe god was telling me tht i had to do one kr more finishing touches, sooo i went to work w canvas and home w it, and also saw dat my framw wasnt black emigubso i brough it home too to paint it more black.

i bough flare legging tho, got free agua at satrbuck bc i forgo watnottle, had starbuck popcorn (yumyum i luv popcorn !) and it wa great!!! 🍿💛

hehe, i felt so pretty wwaring the legging rht i wore it to work hehe and i got compliment on mt outfit too. i favetime sisrer during lunch too. and guess wha diary? i ddi amzing at work today :33 i also listen to my sleepy agedre playlsit rn while i write this !

i did 3 stock boxes in 30 min!!! thrts 10 mins for wach unpacking, and then i hung then up n tagged them all by myself ^w^ i was so proud tht i got it done (securi tagging in 57 min, total time took for 3 boxes is 1 hr 48)

my ocd was kicking in ahain with the number of aecurity tags i had and it was a little difficult but i trudge through it n tried to not breakdown over it n so i didnt !! i also met new coworker today, her name angelina 😇

i was so happy tht i did it i felt unsfoppable, n i got praises for my pretty painting from wmployees when i walk into shops n also praises from my coworker s n pll were impressed that i did stock so quicj so i very proud ^⏝^ i put clothes out on sales floor too but at end of shift i went back to get my canvas cos i forgo x_x

when home came my ankle pain rlly kcike din bc it was sore during my shift n still hurts as i weite this ))): hopefully i sleep it off n it go away . i didn do much homeworks until 7 ish but i still trusges through my sampling math homework and painted my frame black and fixed my painting yellow mistake n then got ready for bed 💤💤 i beush my cat today too n he got lots fur, i saw him climb up a carpet n it remind me of spiderman !! he gwtting realt confident n it make me happy

i felt little meh abt wanting to self care but i pushed myself to do so ! 😼 so i lotion my sof skin, gargle w mourhwash, brush teef brush hair n then got into bed w comfy comforter ! i also went on walk w sister n went barefoot, got feet dirty but i wash it before bed, n also walk in grass which is theuropedic !

anyway diary, i look at list, go use lou, and shop for a lil befor ebed. love u!! i check in once in a lil bit. baiiii!!!! 👋👋😴

p.s ⭐️🌻 i forog mention, AHHHH kendrick lamar is in town soon !!! when i am not agedre/agere, i would LUV to see his concert n i think i migh b able go so im gonna b stoked for that OMGOMOMG 🌼💛

╭┈─────── urs truly, ࿐ ˊˎ-

╰┈➤ sweetheart xx

#sfw agere #sfw agere blog #agere #aphrorite.diary #🌸

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caffeineaddicted-noonie · 2 years

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Hello i hope you're having a great day and i wanted to ask for a matchup! Creepypasta romantic :)

I'm an enfp and december capricorn, idrk know what my sexuality is but any gender is fine! I'm around 170 cm i think,

Ive got shoulder length blue hair, green eyes and i'm a bit chubby, i like to wear comfortbale stuff so im mostly just in my pajamas all day lol but if i go out id like to look cool in a fairy grunge type of way yk

Personality;

I'm a pretty chill person, tho i can get annoyed fast (for example; if id be in a relationship with someone i wouldnt mind cuddles etc but if theyd want to be affectionate all the time id be a bit annoyed by that lol) so like yk there are some boundaries, im pretty much down to do anything fun either at night or in daytime it doesnt realky matter as long if its fun im both introverted and extroverted it depends on the situstion and who i'm with lol but overall ig im nice 😋

Stuff i like;

I'm gonna try and keep this short since i could go on and on about stuff i like haha

Art (drawing, digital art)

Music

Reading

Crochet

Greek mythology>

Sleeping ( i sleep alot so cuddling would be nice)

Playing videogames (fnaf, sally face, genshin impact, etc)

Cosplaying

My fav type of activities to do;

Walking around forests and listening to music

Theme parks>>>

Ice skating when there are barely any people

Swimming ( going to a beach or just in a river)

Swinging on swinfs at night its so comforting

Sleeping

watching series, anime, movies

My fav food is vegetable or chicken soup, pancakes and sushi! Its kinda basic but its so good, i love to talk about my interests like greek mythology alot so someone that would listen to that woukd be so nice, i'm not a very energetic person at day so i usually just vibe in my bed all day or i go out and do some fun stuff but jts different at nighttime so i'm usually up at night and vibe while drawing stuff :)

I hope this isnt too much i tried to keep it short 😰 so im sorry if its a bit long! But anyway thank you in advance! <3

ORAITY! Hemlo! I‘m sorry this took a long tme to post, it’s mainly because of I was unsure to match you up with who. Brain conflict? Maybe :D But it’s fine bc know it is complete! Yep! Now here it is

I MATCH YOU UP WITH

BEN DROWNED 👾

maybe it takes a moment log 1 - friends🌹

+ Ben and you, freinds. How? + Breakfast, cereals, you two. On a Monday morning, during breakfast, a single cereal box stood in the almost empty kitchen cupboard. Two pairs of eyes watched it. They look at each other. One had wheat blond hair and the other had blue hair. They both wondered if the cereal was enough for both. The blond looked at the other for a moment before walking towards the cupboard to take it. He struggles a bit due to standing on his tippy toes. After managinbg to grab it, two bowls were in his hands and he puts them down on the counter. He looks into the cereal bowl and sees that it’s quite enough. Ben pours the cereal equaly into the two bowls. He looks at you again and remembers about the milk. Masky had used it yesterday when baking bread (yes, Masky bakes, my hcs :D) He sighs. ”Can you check if there’s uh any milk in the fridge?” he asks you. ”yeap,” you replied. Upon opening the fridge, you were greeted with no milk. You sigh, ”no milk,” He groans *Damn you Masky* You two ended up eating with no milk.. + The both of you meet again when wanting to watch TV Noonie exited the TV room with a yawn. It was 11.45 pm. ”Right on time..C’mon, head to sleep,” Masky told her. She nods sleepily. The sounds of footsteps were heard heading towards the door to the TV room. A blue haored girl sat on the couch, her hands were on the TV remote. She was changing channels, nothing interesting was on at this time. Her friend left to sleep. The girl wasn’t really sleepy yet. Her attention shifted towards the door when the sound of the door nob being turned was heard. A blond boy was seen entering, ”Mind if I join you? I can’t really sleep..” You nodded, ”Sure..honestly, i have nothing to watch so..here,” you handed him the remote. He took it and sat a few inces a way from you. He immediately put on Animal Planet. His eyes were somewhat dazzled by the otters that were on the screen. You noticed and ask, ”You love animals?” He nodded, too focus on the show. You smiled slightly, ”So, Animal Crossing?” He looks at you, ”You play?” ”Yep,” ”Any others?” ”Yeah, Fnaf, Sally face, G.I etc etc” ”Cool…uh…what’s G.I?” ”Genshin Impact,” ”Ouhh, i don’t play it but I’ve seen it in youtube ads…heard it’s fun tho..” ”You should definitely play! I can teach you if you want to!” You told him eagerly. ”For real?” ”Yeah!” ”Ok, if you say so..sure,” + And friendship~ + Gaming with each other is a hobby. ”see you at 3 pm,” ”wait, wasn’t it at 4 pm?” ”…3 or 4?” ”What about 2? We could play Animal Crossing until 4 and continue with Genshin,” ”Sounds alright,” Noonie watches and wonders how could they play for so long + He’s not a big fan of greek mythology tho. ”Ares is Athena’s step bro?” “Uh, accurately, half-brother” ”But then she has a brother?” ”Imma start the story-“ ”Please don’t” ”Ok…” He will listen tho! Just not the second time because his brain gets jammed a lot XD + He might asks you to read some books to him. Just don’t read him the book about Zelda. + He will binge with you! Totally will. Watch anything, and he’ll binge. ”Wanna watch Downton Abbey with me and Noonie?” ”You watch Downton Abbey???” ”yeah, who knew politics back then were handled more properly.” + If you draw anime, he’ll ask you to draw him as anime. He will I tell you. + I can see you two walking around the forest rocking to songs. Like, when he listens to any song, he goes wild. Melodies just get him. + Does he tease you? Sometimes eheh. Or should i say, it’s his habit lol

to see it bloom beautifully log 2 - love birds♥️

+ Ok, I- Noonie helped him confess. ”Spending time with you have made me realised that I love to do nothing more. I’d probably be bored to death. I don’t know what and how to say…just…your voice melts my heart, your eyes enchant me in the best ways. How I wish that every second was with you and only you. But here I am, speaking to you through writting. Straight to the point, you have my heart. I love you. Ben.” Noonie looks at you after reading his letter to them. ”Where is he?” you asked. ”He’s uh in his closet..” she says awkwardly. + You comfront him, calmly and comfortly. He admits his love for you. And you said ily <3 + Ah yes, adorableeee + When you ice skate, he usually watches you. Be’s not really good at skatibg and he’s a bit scared too, since under ice is water. If he wants to skate with you tho, he’ll want to do that in a ice rink. Very clumsy haha. You watched him as he skates for the first time in a few months. Ben holds on to the side railings as he tries to balance himself. You chuckle and skate to him. ”Grab my hand..” he looks at you and does so, ”Babe..i’m rusty,” he says ”You’ll get used to it!” + He would love to swing with you! Probably made one for you too + Please please take care of yourself when swimming. I beg you, he’s damn worried. But he won’t stop you tho. + He might look like he’s not interested in greek stuff, but he is. Even when he’s playing a game, he’ll listen to you. Because you’re fun, your voice is soothing and he loves you! + Theme parks! He loves going there for the stall games and the uh merry go round heh. Roller coaster is his fav too. Loves the thrill. + He always lay down with you at night. Whether you two are talking or you’re drawing or vibibg to songs, he’s there on the bed relaxing with you. + Overall, a promising relationship. He might be hard to get along or communicate at times but he tries to make it better for the both of you!

Sorry it took sooooo damn long @yosei1i! Apologies. Hope you have a great day and take care! Please leave a review or comment ^^

#creepypasta matchups #creepypasta #noonies writtings

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contrispos · 3 years

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Episode 12 - Rescue on Ryloth

[Star Wars: The Bad Batch]

Okay, so I know this is very late but I’ve been up to a lot of stuff, but here it is!!!

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RAMPFUCK

HOWSER😘😘😘

i hate rampass with my entire being

YES TELL EM ELENI

BOSS ASS BITCH.COM

I love Howser

I HATE RAMPASS

CROSSHAIR IS COMING AND I KNOW IT

CHOPPER!!!!!!!!

THAT is my man crisscross

Crosshair, arr you suggesting you won’t leave without your brothers right now??? IS THAT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING

THE BATCH

GONKY

GONKY IS A DEFECTIVE UNIT

I LOVE IT

I LOVE THAT THE BATCH NAMED THEIR GNK DROID GONKY BTW

ITS MY FAVORITE THING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD

HOLY SHIT ITS TECH

MY BABYYYYYYY

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

YEA DONT WORRY GONKY THEY ARE DEFECTIVE TOO

ITS SO CUTE I CANT

TECH MY BABY

I HAVE MISSED YOU DEAR

IS THIS TECH BEING A DAD

IS TECH WORRIED ABOUT THE MISSION

MY GOD HES BEAUTIFUL

yeah baby tell him

omega is the fucking best did you know that?

damn tech stop flying so fast u gonna die brother

MY CHILDREN ARE SO BEAUTIFUL

omg I fucking love chopper

HOLD UP

WE ARE GETTING TECH AND CHOPPER TOGETHER IN THE SAME SCENE

THE DOPPELGÄNGERS ARE UNITED

this post btw

AH the little shoulder grab my heart

awwwwee tech is so excited

why so cold hunter? ya need a blanket or something

how exactly did free ta survive a shot to THE FUCKING HEAD BUT FIVES DIDNT SURVIVE A SHOT THROUGH ARMOR

🎶four bros, chillin on a mountain, zero feet apart cuz they’re not actually gay just very close brothers who fight battles together and are like a family🎶

oooooooh another face off?????

why do i love the hand signs?

WHY DID WE NOT GET TO SEE MY BEAUTIFUL BABY TECH?????

shit

that’s a probe isn’t it

hunter is gonna save the day:)

bonk

stabby stab

oh tech my darling boy, please do a stand up show

crisscross is comin for ya!!

GOD

TECH AND CHOPPER ARE WORKING TOGETHER ON THE SHIP!!!!!!

WHY IS THIS THE CUTEST THING I’VE EVER SEEN??????

WHY IS DAVE DOING THIS TO ME?????

hunter is a little(very tall) bitch

HUHHHHHHHH

OMYFUCKINGGODTHATISTHECUTESTTHINGIHAVEEVERSEENORHEARDINMYENTIRELIFE

OMEGA LITERALLY JUST TOLD HUNTER SHE SEES THE BATCH AS HER FAMILY

I AM CRYING

HUNTERS FACE

wait are they just gonna leave omega there????

holy shit

wait

why are you bullying my child RAMPASS

HUH?

YOU WANNA FIGHT??!!

crosshairs scar is no easier to look at

my child is hurt!!!!

OMYFUCKINGGODTHEREMYHEARTGOESAGAINCANOMEGASTOPBEINGSOFUCKINGADORABLE

HE IS HER BROTHER🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

THEY ALL ARE🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

CAN I CRY NOW? WILL YOU ALLOW ME TO CRY??????

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

OOOFFFF omega i love you

howser is baby

HOWSER IS DEFECTIVE I KNEW IT

AHHHHHHH

I CANT

I LOVE CHOPPER SO MUCH

I LOVE THE BAD BATCH SO MUCH

YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND THE EMOTIONAL STATE I AM IN RIGHT NOW

OMG TECH IS BEING A DAD

HE IS BEING A DAD

I REPEAT

TECH IS BEING A DAD

HE HAS DAD ENERGY

HE IS PROTECTIVE

HOLY FUCK I COULD GO ON ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE DAD!TECH FOR HOURS

SSHHHIIIIIEEEEETTTTT

CHOPPER MY CHILD YOU ARE SO SMART I LOVE YOU

CHOPPER SUPREMACY YESTERDAY PLEASE

I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE IT WHEN CHOPPER HAS HIS LITTLE ROBOT ARMS OUT

“a little help?” echo, fives is very proud of you right now

“i won’t tell if you don’t” holy fuck i live my children

WAIT

ARE WE ABOUT TO WITNESS HERAS FIRST TIME AS A REAL PILOT??????

OMG GUYS THIS IS A LEGENDARY EVENT RIGHT HERE

THIS MOMENT RIGHT HERE WILL CHANGE THE GALAXY FOREVER

TECH

HELLO DEAR

there is something about the fact that tech is talking about his rebels parallel character that just sits right with me

OH MY GOD

DID YOU HEAR THE SLIGHT PANIC IN TECHS VOICE

HE THOUGHT OMEGA WAS GOING TO FLY THE SHUTTLE WITHOUT ANY TRAINING

MY BABY

WHY DID HE SOUND SO MUCH LIKE A DAD

HE WAS SO DAD-LIKE IN THE WAY HE SAID OMEGA

OH MY GOD THIS RIGHT HERE IN MY FAVORITE SCENE IN THE ENTIRE STAR WARS FRANCHISE

TECH IS SO FUCKING GOOD AT FLYING AND I LOVE IT

HOW IS HE DOING THAT

AH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

LIKE I AM ASEXUAL BUT LIKE THAT IS SEXY AF

TECH

I AM NO LONGER ASKING

I DEMAND YOU PUT YOUR COMEDY SHOW ON THE ROAD

HOLY MOTHER OF GOD TECH IS GORGEOUS

MY HEART

MY EYES ARE BLESSED

DONT GO THAT WAY HUNTER

YA GONNA DIE

hunter so knows that howsers chip is dead

OH MY GOD

TECH IS SO FUCKING GORGEOUS

I—

I CANT

HE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL

oh no

stop

omg

regular clones breaking orders??

THIS IS WHAT IM HERE FOR!!!!!!

YES HOWSER

BUT LIKE GET THE HELL OUTTA THERE CAUSE YOURE ABOUT TO DIE

WHY DOES CROSSHAIR MISS EVERY SINGLE SHOT???

IS IT HIM FIGHTING AGAINST THE CHIP TO NOT SHOOT HIS BROTHERS????

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME

WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME WATCH MY CHILDREN BEING SO SAD

A HIGH FIVE!!!!!!

OMEGA DID A LITTLE JUMP TOO

I CANT WITH THIS ADORABLENESS

ah- hunter resisting payment???? who’s this fella???

okay, let’s just break this down: hunter is breaking my heart with his fucking dad-of-the-group thing

wrecker is breaking my heart with his utterly confused look at what’s going on

omega is breaking my heart with her sheer cuteness

echo is healing me a bit by being the calm mom

BUT TECH IS FUCKING KILLING ME FIFTEEN TIMES IN THIS SHORT CLIP BECAUSE 1: HOW DARE HE BE SO DAD-Y TOWARDS OMEGA AND HERA AND 2: HOW DARE HE SMILE LIKE THAT??? HOW DARE HE BE SO GORGEOUS I LITERALLY CANNOT BREATHE RIGHT NOW HE STARIGHT UP KNOCKED THE AIR FROM MY LUNGS HE IS SO GORGEOUS AND I WILL DIE IN LIKE TWO SECONDS IF NOT LESS

HERA AND OMEGA ARE LESBIANS

I LOVE HERA AND KANAN BUT LIKE OMEGA AND HERA ARE SO CUTE

“keep an eye on your brothers” I CANT I LITERALLY CANT LIKE HERA KILLED ME RIGHT HERE AND NOW AND ALSO HOW DARE THEY SHIFT THE FOCUS TO THE BATCH WHEN SHE SAYS THAT

okay but hera literally thinks that they are brothers in the sense of how i have brothers or how she would have brothers, like they are a little family who grew up together and the batch are omegas troublesome older brothers when in reality they are clones, i think that is realky beautiful and i am crying so hard right now

OKAY BUT TECHS LITTLE SMILE AS OMEGA WALKED UP TO THEM I—

ah shiet

OH MY GOD CROSSHAIRS FACE WHEN RAMPASS SAID THE BATCH ARE HIS FRIENDS

HE WANTS TO GO HOME

nope

nuh uh

i dont want this

but i really do want this tho

NOW THEY CAN GET HIS CHIP OUT AND HE CAN BE WITH HIS FAMILY AGAIN

okay but if that’s not the face of a scared little boy i don’t know what is

like!!!

look at that!!!

HE IS SO SCARED HE JUST WANTS TO GO HOME

DAVE JUST LET HIM GO HOME

okay but i really did not need this much in one episode but like now they might actually save crosshair soooo, that’s good:))))

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dnarez · 3 years

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Chapter 5

"Hi guys! Dad weren't you going to the party?" You go to your dad and kiss his cheek.

"I just stopped by, since Roci-ya can't cook and I don't want my daughert to die in a fire cased by a moron" Law petted your head and went back to cooking "can you please make the salad?"

You nod and start washing the vegetables.

"Hey! I'm not a moron!!"

You look back at your grandfather and see him with a cigar on his hand too close to his featherly coat. "Granpa you're on fire" you say casually.

Roci trows himself on the floor and start rolling.

"Moron" Law mumbles, you chuckled at that.

"How is the search for job?" You pick up a knife and start to chop the vegetables.

While keeping a look at the beef he shook his head "Your mother put my name on the mud, it will be hard for any hospital or agency to accept me without hearing my side of things, and not only the documents" he sighed again and start to put everything on the table.

"I heard that U.A. was searching for a new assistent for recovery girl so why don't you try for it?" Roci helped putting plates on the table.

"I don't know... It's on the other side of the city, almost 2 hours of commute" both take their hats off as you sit down to eat.

"It would be grate for Y/n-chan's future" he smiles at you.

Law slam his hand on the table "If you are imposing what career path she has to choose we are out of this house!" Your dad glared at your grandfather, who huffed and crossed his arms.

"If I didn't do it with you, why would I do it to her?" You started to eat silently. "But I understand where you get it wrong, since U.A is the best school for heroes there is, but that doesn't matter, now days they let even quirkless people into their school, there are more then just the hero course, there is the Support, Business, General studies, but that school is one of the best ones out there, it would be an excellent thing to her, and you know it"

Law nods "Sorry, I will look into it"

Rocinante started to eat but your dad got up and went to change his clothes.

"And how was your day sweetie?" you keep looking to your father's bedroom door.

"It was good, I made a map of the region and marked places that I would like to visit, the school of this region has a weird bully guy" you go back to eating.

"Bully?" He looks at you worried.

"Yeah, but it's fine, Robin-sensei helped me, also..." you eat more of your father delicious food "that dude looks like our neighbor's dog with his spiky ash blond hair, just like a pomeranian"

Your grandpa laughs out loud and almost falls from his chair. "You totally are your dad's daughter!" And he went on laughing as you finish eating, the doorbell rung soo after.

You went to the door and saw two blond dudes "Hello, how can I help you?"

The one that had a head that looked like a pineapple smiled and said "I'm Marco and this is Sabo yoi, we are Newgates and we are here to fetch your dad"

"Oh! Your gonna be my teachers!" You smiled brightly.

"Oh my god are you realky daughter of that man and that monster?" You heard a third voice, when you looked behind them you saw Luffy, that was punched on his stomach, which he just laugh it off.

"BE KINDER YOI!" Marco said and looked back at you "I'm so sorry... what's your name again?" He extends his hand

"Y/n, nice to meet you" you shake his hand. "My biology and geography teacher right?"

"Right, and Sabo is your languages and strategy teacher yoi" Marco pats Sabo's shoulder and smiles "can we go in and fetch the most important person of the party?"

You open the door and let them in "last door to the right" as you were closing the door Luffy stopped you.

"We are going out as soon as we got Torao" you nod and wait for them.

You hear them going inside the house and say 'hi' to your grandpa, then a door bursting open and your dad shouting at them. After a little more shouting you see then coming back to the door... while Luffy carry your dad like a sack of potatoes.

You and your Grandpa laugh as soon as you close the door.

The night was good after that, with some more chatting and watching some pro hero drama.

...

You woke up on your bed and looked around your room, that still had boxes, so you did like any other person would do in this situation, you pouted.

As you got up and got ready, the guilt of having your dear things in boxes was heavy on your chest, so you sight and got to work.

...

From sunrise till the early afternoon you were cleaning and organizing your room, you had actually finished hours ago, but you were worried that the bed under the window would make winters unbearable, so you changed it.

Then the nightstand was too close to the door, and that made the mirror too close to the bed, so you basically remade your bedroom 5 times.

'Maybe I should ask for a rug, the floor is so wood cold..."

Finally glad with the result you noticed that you were hungry, probably because you didn't ate nothing all day.

As soon as you got out your room with the dismounted boxes you felt eerie by the empty house, making you nervously open you cellphone and calling Robin.

'If she's free I will like to go out and-'

Your thoughts simply vanishes as you see the house keys on the bowl that is by the entrance door, both your dad's and your grandpa's keys were there!

You run to your room and get the backpack, and run back to the door, you take the keychains out of their package and put it on their keys.

You put Granpa's key with the cracker, Dad with the dark chocolate, and you with the marshmallow.

"So cute! But... why are their keys here? It's a week day, they should de out and about" you go and knock on your dad's doors "Pa?" You open the door after no hearing anything, and is meet by your dad sleeping while hugging someone.

You slowly go back out and close the door...

'Who the fuck was that???' You run to your phone and call your grandpa.

"Hi Y/n-chan! What's up?"

"Hi grandpa Roci... so did you forget your keys?"

"No I got them right her-... omg I forgot my keys" he huffs

"Yeah and... did you called my dad this morming?"

"No, I let him sleep since he got back at 3 am"

"Hmmm... did you see anyone by any chance? Like a woman..."

"What? No, why?"

"H-he brought someone... she's on his bed... right now" you say and start making coffee for 2.

"Oh shit- sorry, mmmh... I-I don't know... what do you want to do about it?"

"It's not the lady's fault that dad didn't think about that with his probably drunk mind, I will go outside again and will leave a note for her, I would appreciate if you helped me and told my dad off about it"

You hear a sigh "Yeah, leave it to me, he isn't a teenage boy, there are rules about that, and also it could be dangerous to you"

"Thank you grandpa, I'm gonna spend the day with Robin-sensei, she just texted me saying that I should not eat here, I will talk to you later" you write a note saying "pretty lady please leave as soon as possible" by the side of the 2 coffee mugs.

You go outside the house and locked the door behind you, when you saw Robin's car and her smiling at you, you wanted to run to her and give her a hug so you did.

"Bye sweetie, have fun" he turned off the phone.

"Hello, ready to meet a new friend?" Robin asked while hugging you back.

"Sure! What's the family's name?" You separate the hug and goes to the other side of the car, sitting on the front seat.

Robin came in after you "Midoriya, they are really sweet, I think you will like it"

#bnha x reader #bnha #bnha x y/n #mha x reader #mha #mha x you #mha x y/n #op #one piece #one piece x reader #mha x op #bnha x op #trafalgar d. water law #trafalgar law #trafalgar one piece #reader

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expiredvampire · 5 years

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Rant

Honestly i feel so fucked over

Somehow, my "friends" (I'm here with my friend and another girl who I'll just cal the other girl if revered to) manipulated me into joining a teip to berlin (mostly bc i felt real fucking bad since if i wouldn't have come along it wouldn't have happened) then they constantly have to sneak me in and out of their hotel, which means i have to leave about 10 minutes earlier then them when we go out and wait lile 10 mins after them when we come back, you know, it's all fine and dandy, they said they booked a 5 star hotel suit so I'm looking forward to a nice bed and all. After arriving everything was fine, a bit obnoxious, but fine. We go out a bit, hang around, ya know, i wanna see a bit of Berlin since i had never been here, but the first problem didn't wait long

My friend doesn't even seem to want to talk to me. This wouldn't be as much of a problem if she'd just told me "oh, I'm just not in the mood" or something along those lines but nothing, literally nothing, i feel uncomfortable, i was hoping that on this trip we could talk a but, i had felt left behind by her for a good few month and wanted to know what was up with that, since she used to care quite a bit at the start of our friendship, but at this this point i know i would've gotten something really flat as a respond, perhaps a "what do you mean?" Or also maybe a "i don't know what you're getting at..." and if she isn't noticing it there's no reason to even mention it, she won't change

But there's more, a lot more. After a while, we get back, I'm pretty tired, ready to sleep, all day long the two of them had been reassuring me how they'll surely not be able to sleep, that'd I'd get all the rest i want, bla bla bla

Bullshit. When we got back, they got slightly intimidated when the reseptionist talked to them, so i had to wait a bit mire then 5 minutes to go in, "alright" I think to myself, "a lil more time for a cigarette" so i sit down, walk around, wait about 10 minutes and think to myself "this should be about enough time" i text them, it took them a whole lot longer because my friend had gotten into a fight with her mom as it seemed, to 10 minutes turn to 15, to 20, to 40. Now you have to imagine, I'm about 40kg and about 1,55m tall, this is small and very skinny, I'm freezing my ass of, still not being able to go inside, my hands are shaking my body is so fucking cold and my nose is running, finally, after about 50mins outside they let me in, I'm so fucking happy for this, i waited so long, o dear sleep how I'll enjoy you, right?

Wrong, if this was the case i wouldn't be writing this, no, i come in, they're alk ready for bed, while my jaw is doing that nice *click* *clack* sound, i get in and guess what? "I don't think you'll fit in the bed, it's just to small" my friend looks at me, i don't see any emotion on her face. I think to myself "the fuck, what, there's still space" but decide that i don't want none of that bs and just ait in a chair for a while.

Little did i know this chair would be my fucking demise, my back hurt (I've got scoliosis) so already I'm pissed of, they go out for a cig break and i just decide that i earned this and go under the blanket for what, maybe 9 minutes at most? They come back, me friend looks at me, i smile and jokingly say "just 5 more minutes" she keeps staring, I'm starting to feel really insecure but don't want to drop my facade making the entire situation more uncomfortable. Eventually she tells me in a cold tone "well you have to get out, you're raking up like 50% of the bed." The hell? Well, thanks, i was joking, i knew i wasn't gonna sleep there at this point, so i stretch, get up and tell her that i just had some backpain (oh, i still do btw) and that i wanted to relax if a bit. Now i think I've really had it all, there's nothing more to complain about, nothing to make this more weird then it already is

Nope bitch. Halfway of them falling asleep, she makes me get up from my mildy comfortable position in my chair. Why you wonder? Well, the light of my phone was bothering her because it was hitting a wall, at this point i know I'm not gonna move a finger for her, especially not move my chair around to find the perfect spot for it, but she demands it, "wait no i can still see it, move a bit more" you'd think every human being has at least some sympathy, seemingly not, she literally put me in the situation, demand more from me and never once asked me how i was doing (acctually, the other girl was so much nicer to me the entire time) at this point i tell her "sorry, can't fix it" so she gets up amd finally moves it herself somewhere.

I'm not sitting in an uncomfortable chair in the entrance way to the room, nothing but my clothe and a slightly damp towel to keep me warm, crying and hiding ut because don't need the drama of waking them up and drinking wine, thinking that maybe she just invited me because i could provide money amd really realky wanting to call my mum and do something so i can leave, questioning if i even want to call this girl a friend

I fucking hate this but anons, now i need your opinion, I've you've made it this far, please send me an ask on what I should rn

-Your Ghoul

#gwyn talks #own post #jsjsnsvdb so long #rant #it's a lot #y'all tell me if ya know what's going on #lolollol wine keeps me happg

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neostitch · 5 years

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⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: talk of mental disorders + others⚠️

alright so this is just a rant, nothing else.

i feel so weird right now. like dude i want to break my knee caps. i know that sounds so absolutely off the wall and bizarre and frankly kind of concerning considering my history of self harm but that not the xase. like i cant explain it. honestly yall idk if im hallucinating or having an episode or sometjing bc of what im feeling n seeing rn but i alsokinda think im just high but i get like this all the time high or not. i sent my grandma (legal guardian as well as the one i live with currently) this video becase i feel like Daniel puts everything i feel into words perfectly. a car just rumbled by n i felt like i was going to puke bc i thought i was someone knocking on my door. there are somany sounds and vibrations in this house and i feel like someobws after me. like i have to go to the library at 2pm~ to do schoolwork since i cant go to school physically. i think i found out the specific trigger for tgat, people! like yesterday a lot of people came into the lil study area of the library yesterday and im twitching just remembering because i feel like im there. i feel like im going to be flayed alive when i post this because there are a lot of really mean mental help people on here so im really sorry if you think im lying or faking i just really want to write all this out while im experiencing it. i kinda want to talk abouz peggy my grandma cshes highkey abusive n manipulative n i feel like if i leave in this state and have a breakdown shell think im lying or overreacting like she always does and that makes me not wantto go anywhere but the last time i did that she almost beat me and said she was happy my moms dead. my momma died on november twelfth of last year and ever since then peggy has hated me more than ever. she fought to have legal custody of my but everytime i dont do ny work or something she threatens to throw me out or call the cops because im an out of control teen and im realky feelung kind of suicidal right now because she thinks ive done some work for a while now and shes gonna find out sooner or later and i seriously feel like im gling to have a heart attack. im so scared of her. i know i yell a lot and im sorry and i wish i was normal too peggy do you really thing i want to be like this. every single little noise and creek is making me jump out of my skin im so scared its her. and im afraid to go in the car with her because she talks with her hands snd i think she gonna hit me or touch me and ive told her that but she thinks im stupid and overeactong and i feel like if i stop typing shell come and get me and im so scared and no one believes me im going fucking crazy i think ill end this here because i cant think anymore

#mental health #mentally ill #deppresion #anxiety #paranoia

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