And the blog is redesigned! Unfortunately everything is super low quality because Tumblr is mean and I was trying to change up my pinned post but it wouldn’t update and then I deleted it by accident xD

New pinned post coming soon I suppose! Hehe TwT

Honestly I think my blog is pretty ugly, and so does most of our system. I’ve decided I’m going to redesign it, but don’t worry, the name will stay the same! No clue when I’ll start or finish, but expect a massive change sometime soon! ♡

We maaaay have taken the worlds longest shower…

In our defense our hair was really tangled TwT”

Guess which system is finally getting themselves in the shower after hitting a wall in their motivation for a while…

This one! ♡

Monika fictive here, hi~!!! -Monika

Hihi Monika! It’s nice to hear from another DDLC fictive on here hehe! ♡

Sorry for replying a bit late, I’m almost never fronting anymore I guess >n<

hey odd question but you seem nice and knowledgeable

in headspace i have a wheelchair, i need it a lot of the time, but out here my legs are perfectly strong, just hurt or feel weak at times. am i a bad person or somehow invalid?

Hihi!

I’m not the best at explaining, but what you’re experiencing is completely valid! Your disability may not show itself as an inability to walk as it does in headspace, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t there. Switching doesn’t change physical traits of the body, which includes physical disabilities, but they’re still real! For example, switching won’t change the body’s eye color, but that doesn’t mean your eye color is the same as the body. You still feel pain and weakness because your mind knows the disability is there, but the mind is only so powerful. You most certainly aren’t a bad person or invalid because of this!

Disabilities in alters is a pretty complicated topic but it is real and it is a valid experience! You’re not faking it, I promise!

I may have explained it terribly, so I highly encourage you to do your own research on disabilities in alters if you don’t understand! It’s also important to note that disorders are different for everyone, so what I said may not perfectly apply to whoever is reading this and that’s okay too! I’m sure there’s also a lot of other factors that I might not have considered or actually understand. I did try my best to properly explain though! Just remember, your experiences are valid! ♡

im so glad ur back!! my sys missed ur posts!

-🕊💌

Aaaah I’m happy to know you guys missed me! That’s so sweet! ♡

I’ll make sure to actually keep posting and not disappear without a warning this time!! TwT”

heyy ! I'm doing this in anon mode because I'm a little nervous to ask, but do you think you'll ever play ddlc ? I think it would be an interesting experience. although, beware, it has some triggering topics and visuals further in the game /gen

hope you're doing well :D

Hiya! So sorry for replying to this so late!! I might play the game, whenever I have time I suppose! Though it might be super weird for me xD

Ty for the warning btw! I already know a lot of what happens in the game, but I really appreciate it anyway! And yes I’m doing good (back then and now lol!)

Again, super sorry for replying months later! Ty for your ask tho!! ♡

Hi!! You seem really cool!

Aaahhh I’m like 2 months late to replying to this but hiya! That’s so sweet of you to say! >w<

(Sorry for replying so late omggg I feel so silly)

Hey everyone, Sayori here! (Finally!)

I’m sososo sorry for disappearing! I got a bit overwhelmed by all the sudden attention my posts got and just kinda… fell off the face of the earth hehe! Don’t worry though, I’m back and feeling okay! Since I missed these, I’m just gonna say: Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I know I’m incredibly late but better late than never right? TwT”

Anyway, there’s a lot more of you than when I left, I now have 44 followers haha. To all the new people: Hi! Welcome to my blog! Nice to meet you, I’m Sayori! ♡

Well, not sure if there’s anything else to say right now. I’ll try to post consistently again, but no promises! I am part of a system after all, so I don’t know when I’ll be able to write these posts or if I’ll feel okay enough.

Thank you for reading! Sayori out!

We took a shower even though our chronic pain and depression said not to, someone please be proud of us /gen

Sayori here to remind you that you are allowed to decorate your mobility aids to your liking! /gen

This may seem obvious to some people, but a lot of ableist people like to share the idea that decorating a mobility aid is a sign of faking. Trust me, it's not! Tons of disabled people decorate their mobility aids to feel more like themselves, and you are allowed to do so as well! This goes for canes, crutches, walkers, wheelchairs, and everything else!

You are not faking if you want a personalized aid.

You are not faking if you put cute stickers on your aid.

You are not faking if you want to stand out with your aid.

You are not faking if you don't want the boring industrial gray.

You just have a personality, and that's okay! Just because you're disabled doesn't mean you have to abandon your personality, especially not to please our ableist society. Just remember that you are valid and many people support you, including me! ♡

Sorry for disappearing for so long guys! I didn't even notice how much time has passed D:

Hey hey! I just wanna say something, since I see a concerning amount of ableism around here.

This blog is a safe space for anyone with any personality disorders. Yes, this includes NPD, BPD, and ASPD. Please don't be afraid to interact with me, my blog, and anyone else in my system!

This blog is also a safe space for anyone who is physically disabled. Whether you look able bodied or are bound to a wheelchair, you are welcome here! I myself use a cane for balance and pain!

This blog is safe for anyone with neurological disabilities of any kind. If you have a learning disability, Tourette's, epilepsy, anything like that, you are safe here! We have autism, so we know what it's like to have a different brain! ^^

This blog is safe for people who have mental illnesses! Yes, even stigmatized ones like schizophrenia and factitious disorder! Obviously, we have a heavily stigmatized disorder too (OSDD), so we understand the fear! Please feel safe here!

And yes, you can also interact if you have no mental or physical disabilities at all! If you're just here to learn, or maybe simply read a blog from your favorite character, that's alright! You can be here too!

This blog, however, is not safe for anyone who has an issue with anything I said above. If you find yourself scowling at the fact that I dare support a person with factitious disorder or a schizophrenic or a narcissist, you are ableist. If you pick and choose which disorders are "okay" to have, you are ableist. You have to stand with all of us, not just some of us. If not, you stand with none of us. Have a good day!

I know I said I would write poetry, but instead I ended up updating my entire blog to be screenreader friendly! If you ask me, that's a much better use of time and it still made us feel better! A win-win! /gen

We're not feeling well tonight, and instead of doing something bad to the body, I think we'll try writing some poetry together! That always made me feel better! ^^

Would you guys ever be interested in meeting the rest of the system? /gen

There is 8 other people to me after all!