Today

I just wanted to post this. I’ve been working on another worldbuilding post these past few days, and its taken longer than I anticipated. I originally intended it to release Wednesday, but that didn’t happen. Then I planned on working on it yesterday and releasing it today. Yesterday was a very off day for me; I basically got nothing done. So, just wanted to inform everyone who follows that there…

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Scars

They beg for forgiveness, As the scars they gave slowly heal. They tell me to let go of the pain. In truth, I wish I could; But the scars they gave me are deeper than they see. The scars they gave on my soul, a stain. I can never forgive them, even if I feel I should, I can never forget. I hold on to them, not because I choose to; But because the scars still hurt the same today, Even if…

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Daily Answer

Daily writing promptWhat topics do you like to discuss?View all responses I’m neurodivergent, which means I hyperfixate a lot. So, truthfully, the topics I discuss can vary quite a lot depending on what I’m currently fixated on; typically though, I fixate on fiction, writing, worldbuilding, and self-expression.

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Daily writing promptWhen is the last time you took a risk? How did it work out?View all responses Honestly I’m not someone who takes a lot of risks; but the last one I can really think of was me trying to upgrade my computer myself. I’d spend ages practicing and looking through everything I had to do to get the parts installed and such… it did not go well. Luckily we managed to get someone else…

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ARFID and Belonging

This is going to be a shorter post today; I’ve actually spent the last four or so hours writing up a post I intended to post today, but as I’ve made my way through it, I’ve decided it will absolutely not be done today. So instead I’m posting this. What is this? Honestly, not sure. I just wanted to talk about eating, and yes, part of this is that I’m just hungry (I’m making myself some food after…

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Daily writing promptDescribe a risk you took that you do not regret.View all responses Simple, opening up to both myself and my therapist that I’m trans. It took a long time to get the courage to admit it to myself, and ever longer to do the same to tell my therapist, but I don’t regret it at all.

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Daily writing promptWrite about a time when you didn’t take action but wish you had. What would you do differently?View all responses This answer requires a bit of context. First off, my mom is gay. Second off, my extended family are… well not “really” accepting of that fact, but they have gotten to a point where they just exist with it. Third, my grandmother lived in front of me (until she…

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No post

There will be no new post today as we’re working in my house and we need to focus on that today, also we’re working on my room and my pc is currently unhooked, typing this on my phone right now.

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What makes you nervous? I have anxiety; everything makes me nervous.

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Daily writing promptHow do you unwind after a demanding day?View all responses Several mentally taxing hobbies that would wear anyone else out, but because my brain is weird (neruodivergent)

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Daily writing promptHow do you unwind after a demanding day?View all responses Several mentally taxing hobbies that would wear anyone else out, but because my brain is weird (neurodivergent), I can hyperfocus on them for hours on end and not feel tired at all.

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Starting Over

“There’s no feeling more intense than starting over. If you’ve deleted your homework the day before it was due, as I have; or if you left your wallet at home and you have to go back after spending an hour in the commute; if you won some money at the casino and then put all your winnings on red, but it came up black…starting over is harder than starting up.” Bennett Foddy, Opening Monologue of…

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Daily writing promptHow do you use social media?View all responses Me and social media have a strained relationship, to put it best. I used to use Twitter (still refuse to call it X) but I deleted that account a while back because it just became torture to even use Twitter – like, genuinely, so many idiots, assholes, and straight up Nazi’s; never a good combination. I do still have a Facebook,…

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Daily writing promptJot down the first thing that comes to your mind.View all responses Stars, potatoes, and chaos. Why? No fucking idea.

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Innocent Eyes

The abandoned child you’ve taken in sleeps on your lap as the god who gave you immortality softly warns you. “This will hurt.” The child was nothing special, just another human who would be dead in a hundred years or so. I know I should have just left him there; let someone else take him in, teach him, raise him, and then finally give him the gift I never can; the gift of understanding that time…

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Self-Hatred

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com Lately I’ve been feeling one way, I’ve been feeling I’m worthless, useless, pathetic, and a million more things. It is not fun to feel this way. It is not easy to feel this way. So many conditions overlap to create moments that make my shields break for just a moment, and in that moment, everything I try so hard to keep out of my mind comes rushing in. I never feel…

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Daily writing promptDescribe a random encounter with a stranger that stuck out positively to you.View all responses Honestly the only one that comes to mind is one time when I was like a dollar short for buying something and the guy behind me gave me the extra buck. Nice dude.

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