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ishratmumtaz · 4 hours
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Woh ek aadat hai
jisse main chodhna nahi chahti
Woh ek aisi aadat hai
jo mil jae toh khushi
nahi toh sirf dil becheni hoti hai
shayad main iss aadat ko mohabbat samaj bethi hoon
shayad yehi meri sabse badi galti hai
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ishratmumtaz · 4 days
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ishratmumtaz · 9 days
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I finally had the courage to speak with you but I didn’t know what to say
Will you be able to understand my silence?
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ishratmumtaz · 13 days
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they see me happy and say they want to be like me
but can’t they feel that this is all a show.
A mask that I am wearing on me so I can survive
I often think how long will I be able to keep it?
And how long will they take to accept the real me?
what scares me the most is that I know they will get tired.
they will run away, leaving me abandoned
and once again, I will have to put on a show of happiness.
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ishratmumtaz · 13 days
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Tum Meri yeh khamoshi samaj kyu nahi rahe? Mujhse aakar poochte kyu nahi ho ke mujhpar kya guzar rahi hai?
aisi kya galti hai Meri ko mujhai yeh saza mil rahi hai?
Mujhse aakar poocho toh, tumhe pata chal jaega meri mohabbat ka.
Mujhme himmat nahi hai ki main tumse yeh khud keh saku, bus aakar mujhse poochlo ek baar.
-an unfinished letter I wish I could send to him
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ishratmumtaz · 17 days
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I hope that my death arrives a bit early
suddenly but early
This world does not fascinate me,
without you, I do not have a reason to breathe.
no one’s presence makes me feel like home, anymore
all I hope for now, is an easy death
o god, is that too much to ask for?
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ishratmumtaz · 17 days
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There’s this eternal sadness inside me, where ever I go, who ever I meet. It doesn’t seem to leave.
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ishratmumtaz · 20 days
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I read somewhere " And life went on , it was not the same but it went on "
But in urdu the poet said :
' Wo mere paas se guzra , na dil dharka , na lab larze qayamat hai , khamoshi se , qayamat ka guzar jana '
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ishratmumtaz · 30 days
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Khatam ho chuki hai meri zindagi ki saari khuwahishe jo dekhi thi maine tumare saath,
Ab agar koi khuwahish rehti bhi hai dil main toh woh hai tumhari aarzu jo shayad kabhi poori na ho.
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ishratmumtaz · 30 days
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I wish I had someone who knew the real me. The raw version of me. Someone who could listen to me. Someone who would understand my heart and its problems from my perspective, not theirs. Someone who won’t judge me for who I am. Someone who won’t change me just so that I can fit in their world.
Sadly, this “someone” will probably never exist in my life.
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ishratmumtaz · 30 days
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The Year of Blue Water, Yanyi.
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ishratmumtaz · 1 month
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Love is that feeling which destroys you and every other person standing beside you. This is exactly what happened with me. Things before him were fine, I wouldn’t say that it was perfect but after him, everything changed and I don’t know if I should say for good or for worse.
#excerptfrommystory
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ishratmumtaz · 1 month
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Ya Allah, I hope I never love someone who doesn’t love me back.
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ishratmumtaz · 1 month
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I think my dream of being with you, being there for you has slowly started to fade away.
the worst part is that I don’t think I’ll be able to live with these old memories of yours.
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ishratmumtaz · 1 month
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Ab roz tumhe tahajjud ki namaz main maangna shuru kar diya hai.
Ab yeh Meri aakhri umeed hai.
Agar iss ke baad bhi nahi aaye tum toh shayad main apni zindagi aur nahi jee paugi.
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ishratmumtaz · 2 months
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"کوئی عشق مانگتا ہے کوئی دنیا مانگتا ہے اور کوئی خواہش کا ختم ہونا مانگتا ہے"
" 𝙆𝙤𝙞 𝙄𝙨𝙝𝙦 𝙢𝙖𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙩𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙮, 𝙠𝙤𝙞 𝙙𝙪𝙣𝙮𝙖 𝙢𝙖𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙩𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙮 𝙤𝙧 𝙠𝙤𝙞 𝙠𝙝𝙪𝙬𝙖𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙠𝙖 𝙠𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙖𝙢 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙖 𝙢𝙖𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙩𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙮 "
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ishratmumtaz · 2 months
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But luxury has never appealed to me, I like simple things, books, being alone, or with somebody who understands.
– Daphne du Maurier
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