the worst feeling as an autistic person is thinking you’re safe to unmask and then finding out that other people don’t like you bc of your autistic traits

it’s just like “oh. i got too comfortable again. got it.”

Also yes this entire rant started over a hot guy with a big dick who I’m seeing tonight who prefers smooth women. I wanted to shave so I don’t worry about judgement but I’d rather fuck someone just as hot who likes my body how it is. This hot guy does like it I’m just worried

I feel like my sexual orientation and my gender identity are linked, at least sometimes. Either that, or I just feel like I have to change myself to others’ preferences at the expense of my own gender expression.

I’m abrosexual and genderqueer. I don’t shave my armpits or any of my body hair. When I hook up with someone, I feel this pressure to conform to feminine beauty standards and shave at least my armpits. So it makes me want to alter a form of my gender expression, my body hair, depending on who sees it. I want people to see me for who I am, but if there’s a hot straight guy who would be more likely to fuck me if I’m more feminine then I adapt. Ideally the hot guy would find me just as hot with or without the body hair, and like that I’m non-binary and not try to make me be a woman for them.

I think this is just internalized gender stereotypes and be afraid to be myself around people. If a guy wants to fuck me already, but some fuzzy pits turns him away, he’s not the type of person I’m interested in anyway because I don’t need to pretend around anyone.

I feel like my sexual orientation and my gender identity are linked, at least sometimes. Either that, or I just feel like I have to change myself to others’ preferences at the expense of my own gender expression.

I’m abrosexual and genderqueer. I don’t shave my armpits or any of my body hair. When I hook up with someone, I feel this pressure to conform to feminine beauty standards and shave at least my armpits. So it makes me want to alter a form of my gender expression, my body hair, depending on who sees it. I want people to see me for who I am, but if there’s a hot straight guy who would be more likely to fuck me if I’m more feminine then I adapt. Ideally the hot guy would find me just as hot with or without the body hair, and like that I’m non-binary and not try to make me be a woman for them.

I feel like my sexual orientation and my gender identity are linked, at least sometimes. Either that, or I just feel like I have to change myself to others’ preferences at the expense of my own gender expression.

I’m abrosexual and genderqueer. I don’t shave my armpits or any of my body hair. When I hook up with someone, I feel this pressure to conform to feminine beauty standards and shave at least my armpits. So it makes me want to alter a form of my gender expression, my body hair, depending on who sees it. I want people to see me for who I am, but if there’s a hot straight guy who would be more likely to fuck me if I’m more feminine then I adapt. Ideally the hot guy would find me just as hot with or without the body hair, and like that I’m non-binary and not try to make me be a woman for them.

i think you can jerk off to someone platonically. kinda a ‘this one goes out to you, buddy’ type situation, yknow?

me holding a gun to a mushroom: tell me the name of god you fungal piece of shit

mushroom: can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters

me cocking the gun, tears streaming down my face: I’M NOT FUCKING SCARED OF YOU

stop using google chrome. switch to mozilla firefox.

bro stop being so verbose the hoes keep having to look up dictionary definitions every time they talk to you

I'm so fucking productive. I got so much shit done today.

ⓘ Fact check: This user did the bare minimum for the first time in 3 months.

cannot recommend enough just walking around your neighbourhood, noticing the plants, trees, birds, creepy-crawlies, mammals, rocks, watercourses, etc that are around you. looking them up and learning about them, how they behave, their seasonal rhythms and changes. learning about their presence in folklore and mythology and culture.

these are your neighbours. if you take a few minutes to learn about them, if you make the small effort to notice them, be mindful of them on a regular basis, honour them and respect them - this is animism. this is re-enchantment.

we all live alongside and in community with a myriad of spirits. it is truly so beautiful and life-affirming and sacred to appreciate that and the unique character of your neighbour-spirits.

Why is everyone who works at costco so hot 😭

I hate having depression and a fucked up period cuz my acne is getting the the point where it’s under by chin like almost on my neck and it looks so bad, I feel so greasy and ugly. Still hot though

I hate it when someone I’m fucking with gets jealous. You’re not my fuckin boyfriend get a grip. You gonna answer my calls at 2am when I’m manic? You gonna text me multiple times a day and give me reassurance that I’m amazing and beautiful? You gonna buy me food and eat my pussy any day of the week? No? Then why the fuck are you mad that I have more than one person for those things?? If you can give me what all these people can give me combined then you can be jealous. One person isn’t gonna always be available. Fucking with several people means id one isn’t free to hang out someone else is. I’m too needy for you though, don’t be mad I’m getting my needs met from multiple sources when we both know one source could never take care of me all the way. I’m mentally ill, being with me is not for the fuckin weak.

Fr why am i constantly getting fucked and never cumming??

Pov: You're autistic and you Need Routine but you're also ADHD and Cannot Follow Routine so basically you're just fucked