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fatbiatchforever · 2 months
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So I might have randomly thought of the way I want to be proposed to:
So Idk why but we have a small get together with his and my family and close friends. We’re all chilling, hanging out together and chatting. I don’t see him for a bit but I figure he’s chilling with someone. Let’s say 10 minutes later, everyone turns to find my bf standing with a microphone on the stand thing and a Bose speaker by him lol. Atp, I’m confused by what he’s doing there. He says an awkward joke because he’s nervous and idk it makes me laugh. After a deep breath he looks at me. ‘Until I found you’ by Stephen Sanchez plays quietly as he goes,
“[my name],”
I’m like Woahhh, pretty sure I would say that out loud lol.
“Wrap me up in all your,”
Someone in the crowd nudges me towards him. He extends his hand for me to take,
“I want ya in my arms, oh, let me hold ya”
He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me closer.
“I'll never let you go again like I never did”
I laugh as I wrap mine around his neck. Ik I would be giggling beyond control because I feel like I know what’s going to happen.
“Oh, I used to say,”
And then everyone around us sings,
“I would never fall in love..”
I’m like dying atp when he says something nice that lowkey gets me teary before he moves to kneel down and says,
“Marry me?”
I would kneel down and basically pounce on him for a hug and literally say yes ten thousand times.
This is when both of our families and closest friends tries to sing in complete harmony,
“I found youuuuuuuu”
Lord, it’ll be soooo cute. The few cons is that i already thought of this so hence there’s no element of complete shock. And, oh, to find someone who’s head over heels in love with me and would do this for me.
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fatbiatchforever · 2 months
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You guys Ik what my serenity song is. IT’S SUNFLOWER!!!!!
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fatbiatchforever · 2 months
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Literally me rn😭 I should have got dressed 10 minutes ago but gym and existing has tired me out😭😭😭😭
me and my 3 hours of sleep against the world <3
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fatbiatchforever · 2 months
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If you read books, you’re automatically a baddie. Sorry, I don’t make the rules.
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fatbiatchforever · 2 months
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As someone in there 20s, makes me feel better ngl. Atleast there’s light at the end of the tunnel.
the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????
i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.
so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.
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fatbiatchforever · 2 months
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The cheating rate among my socks is astonishing.
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fatbiatchforever · 2 months
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Out of time (Pt. 6)
Pt. 5
"Are we ever going to talk about what happened?"
Yeppppppppppppppppppppp, take a good guess which dumbass blurted that out. 
YOU.
Last thing you wanted to do was seem surprised or nervous by the question, so you held your head high and gripped the counter a little tighter for some courage.
Bucky was surprised, clearly. Both of you held eye contact for ten long seconds before Bucky looked behind, "You want to talk about it here?"
You looked at the kids, "No," He does have a point, "But, I don't know. Yeah, it's something I thought about."
"Y/N," Bucky's hesitation was showing. You felt bad that you just springed this on him. 
You moved back and turned around to not look at him for a second, to breath out and internally curse yourself for getting here. 
"I'm sorry, forget it. It's all in the past and everyone's moved on and-"
"I haven't."
You turn to Bucky. All of the hesitation you saw before had disappeared. Bucky looked you straight in the eye, which made you feel way too vulnerable. Like he was back at it again. His whole attention on you and only you. Noticing each and every movement of your body, trying to read what's going on in your head. 
You shake the chills away as calmly as you could before asking for more, "What do you mean?"
"It's only you till you tell me that we're done. I kept my word."
The fact that your eyeballs didn't pop out of your socket was unbelievable, "HUH? But, but, you, what?!"
While you broke into million pieces, Bucky was doing pretty well. He simply nodded and continued to look at you like he said the most simplest/straight forward thing ever.
You looked at the kids before you continued, "You fucking left, so how's you waiting for my signal make any fucking sense?!"
"I didn't leave."
"Oh, so you were in the city this whole time but led me to believe that you were gone for five years?"
"WH-" 
You both look over to the kids, who were way too deep in the game to focus on your bickering.
"Cass, can you look after the kids for five minutes?" Cass nods before picking Riley up and focusing back on the game.
Bucky stares at you before you roll your eyes and walk to your room. You flop onto your bed. This was a lot to process in the span of a minute.
"Y/N,"
You look up at him,
"I wouldn't have left if I didn't have to. I, fucked so much up in my life-"
"Buck, that's not true."
"It is. These five years, I thought about it all. I got everything I didn't have for the most of my life with you, but I lost you because I was scared. It was right for you to leave. I should've known what I had before losing it."
Bucky exhales, "The day of our," he looks at you, which you return back with a nod, "I heard from one of my sources, HYDRA was starting-"
"How do they keep respawning like this?"
You immediately cover your mouth with wide eyes, before turning your gaze for Bucky who had a smidge of smile to continue, "They were determined to get their most prized possession back."
"What?"
Bucky nodded, "They wanted their power back. I was the first part of the plan."
Your heart sank. It made sense. All of it made sense. You knew Bucky and everything he would do to protect you. You whispered, "So letting me go was easier than letting me stay."
"If it meant that you were safe, then yes. I knew if I said I wasn't happy you would leave. I needed you out of the house so if they found me, nothing happens to you."
You could feel Bucky's eyes on you, but you didn't have anything to say. You looked at your rug, relieving that night and the hurt, but with a different perspective this time.
"Ross heard about it and he wanted me out. He was convinced that HYDRA had something none of us knew about. He told me to leave before I ruin Avengers reputation by turning back to,"
You moved aside to make space for him to sit. Bucky looked at you to make sure, before taking the spot.
"Is that why you needed to leave?"
"Yeah," Bucky took a moment before continuing, "Ross was right. If I stayed and something did happen, the US government would've been less forgiving. It was better for me to leave,"
"Buck, you could have told me."
Bucky sighed, "Y/N,"
"I know." 
Bucky always kept his missions and Avenger related stuff away from you. He didn't want you to get tangled up in it and get hurt.
"Did you get them? HYDRA?"
"Took me a while to track them down but yeah."
"Did they have anything on them?"
Bucky's silence was all the answer you needed.
"Shit!"
"After we got them, I went back to Wakanda for a bit."
"You're okay?"
"I am."
"Y/N," Bucky called.
You turned to him.
"I, I know, none of this is fair to you. I didn't come back to ruin what you have here. I had-"
You couldn't help it. He was right there. The person you tried so hard to hate was right there telling you he waited for you. Telling you that everything you hated him for was all untrue.
You whimpered. No one could ever make you feel like he did. Bucky wrapped his arms around you, holding you closer, deepening the kiss, holding the nape of your neck that made you shiver. Just as you pulled back, Bucky wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you into him. 
You took it all in, his scent, his warmth and his presence.
"I love you." Bucky whispered in your ear.
You wrapped your arms him, "I love you too."
"I missed you."
"I'm not surprised."
Bucky laughed into your neck, his voice vibrating into your skin, "Fuck, I missed you so much."
"Why didn't you just tell me Bucky? We could have figured it out."
"I didn't want HYDRA anywhere near you. Anything to lead them to you."
Bucky held your face, running his thumb on your cheeks, "I could have done it differently. I'm sorry, doll. I did what I thought was right back then. You don't have to forgive me or even talk to me, or be anywhere near me,"
You raised your eyebrow, "You've been back for five minutes and I can't stop kissing you."
"Hmm," Bucky kisses you, "Good, don't stop. If you ever give me another chance, I promise to do better. Instead of making decisions for our relationship on my own, we'll do it together."
"Damn, character development." Bucky looked at you with so much love that you knew you had to be honest, "I, I was angry at you for so long, but I knew I loved you and it hurt so much. I know we have so much to figure out but I love you and I want to try."
"Me too."
Bucky and you smiled, staying tangled up in each other for a bit.
"Buck?"
"Hmm,"
"It's been really quite out there."
"Oh, right." 
Bucky moves his hands away and gets up.
You walk out, but immediately turn back,
"Don't worry, stays between us."
You smile and nod, "For now."
"For now."
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fatbiatchforever · 4 months
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fatbiatchforever · 4 months
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respectful relationship 🤝🏻 disrespectful sex
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fatbiatchforever · 4 months
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Girls don’t want real boyfriends. Girls want to marry their fictional character crushes.
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fatbiatchforever · 4 months
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I wish I could detach easily. I need to learn to not have expectations.
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fatbiatchforever · 4 months
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December 15th
You prepared for this day for weeks. You were determined to get it all set-up today, so you could have everything you dreamed off.
“Do we have to?”
You shake your head in dismay as you arrange everything in front of you, “Of course we do, you Grinch! We need to get into the holiday spirit.”
“Playing Christmas music non-stop is not enough?”
You turn back to glare at him, “What are you trying to say Buck?”
He shifts on the couch to lay on his side, “Maybe we should skip all of this, get in bed and cuddle.”
“Laying on the couch, doing NOTHING, is not enough?”
His small but evident pout takes over as he gets the ball from Leo, your dog, “You’re not here.”
You smile as you gather all the supplies together, “That pout is not changing things today. If you don’t want to help, that’s fine Bucky. Get in bed and rest up.”
Bucky gets up immediately, to hug you from behind, “I’m helping, but we are staying together the whole time. We are not splitting up.”
He kisses your cheek and jaw while pulling you closer to him. 
“Fine! FINE. Don’t get too comfortable though. If I feel like you’re being distracting, you’re getting kicked out.”
It doesn’t stop him from smothering you with kisses. He follows you around and carries all the supplies, as you gather everything you shopped for the tree. 
“Okay, so the aim is to make it as pretty as possible.”
“How do we do that?”
You hand him the lights, “You go with your gut feeling.”
“That can’t be true.”
You stop Leo from trampling over the decorations, “Do you have any better advice?”
“No, but who has a gut feeling about Christmas trees?”
He hands you the light to cover your side of the tree, “Literally everyone. You have a gut feeling about everything. You should know.”
“Why would I know?”
“I mean, at work don’t you act on your gut feeling?”
Bucky looks at you annoyed, “No, we can’t go on gut feelings, Y/N. We analyze and go according to the plan.”
You knew he was lying, so you continued to look at him plainly.
“Fine, there’s a bit of that. There can’t be gut feelings for trees Y/N.”
You adjust the lights as Bucky covers the rest of the tree, “I beg to differ. You always have them and your gut feeling leads you to the right direction, mostly.”
“Yeah?”
You nod and hand him the reindeer ornament, “For example, my gut feeling led me to you. I mean, obviously, you being amazing is the main reason but it’s also because I had that feeling that anything with you would be everything I would want and need.”
Bucky’s eyes were glued to you, his smile taking over on his face, “I love you.” Leo sniffs Bucky, “I love you too Leo.”
“If you guys are done, can we please get back to the tree?”
Bucky sighs and starts hanging the ornaments, “She’s always trying to come between us.”
You scoff, “You didn’t even want him Bucky.”
“That’s not true bud. Y/N!”
“You deserve it.”
An hour of fussing later
“We did a stand-up job.”
You were done with the tree. Bucky and you were sitting in front of the tree, admiring the beauty.
“We did. Now, go, get dressed.”
Bucky sighs, “Right now?”
You get up and try to pull him off the floor, “COME ON BUCK!”
Bucky gets up as slow as he can as you throw his clothes at him.
“I need 20. I better see you both camera ready.”
“Waaiit,” Bucky pulls you back, causing you to go back to him, bumping into his chest. 
Bucky’s arm snakes around you waist and your hands automatically loops around his neck. He pulls you closer to him, his face leaning towards yours and his eyes on your lips. Whatever you had to say was stuck in your throat. Bucky closed the distance between to place his soft lips on you. And cue the butterflies. You were always surprised by how it never stopped with him. No matter how familiar you were to him, everything felt like it was one of your first. 
Only Bucky could turn something so soft and nice into a full blown, heavy makeout session. Before it got out of control, you pulled back and walked to your room.
You quickly changed into your clothes and got ready as fast as you can. You did your hair and made your face look as presentable as you could.
“Okay, I’m almost done.” You get the tripod and your phone off the counter, and walk out of the room, “Are you guys-“
Your heart melts when you look at Leo in his matching PJ set. You get on your knees to kiss his nose, “So fucking cuteeeee. I love you so much Leooo.”
“Leo looks good, but he’s a close second.” Bucky kneels down to pet Leo. Both of them in matching PJs was a sight you would hope you would never forget. Your reality had nothing on the vision you had for the Christmas photo.
“Yeah? Who’s first?”
“Me, obviously.”
You laugh, “Obviously. You look handsome Buck.”
“I have nothing on you, doll. Come here,”
Bucky peppers you with kisses, as Leo tries to knock the tree down, “Buck, let’s take the picture. I don’t know how long that tree can’t stand this bully.”
You set the tripod in front of the tree, and angle your camera right.
Bucky pulls Leo away from the tree into his lap, “Bud, you need to calm down. Be good okay?”
You took few test shots to see if you liked it, and you loved the pictures. Bucky and Leo looked so adorable, you knew what your new wallpaper would look like.
“Okay, so we’re all going to be sitting on the ground.”
You crawl back to them, “How should we pose though?” You sit beside Bucky with your hands holding his arm and Leo on his lap, “Maybe like this?” 
You click on the remote to take the picture and crawl back to your camera to look at it. You pout as you look at the picture, “I don’t know. It’s not giving ‘We’re going to have the best Christmas ever!’”
“I have an idea.” 
“Hmm?”
“Crawl back,” You crawl back to him, “Sit between my legs.” You give him a confused look, but he opens his legs for you to sit in between.
“Okay, now hold Leo.” Bucky hands you Leo, “Easy. What are you doing?” you ask.
“Trust me.” 
Just then ‘Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)’ by Darlene Love, plays on the speaker.
“Do you like it?” Bucky asks you. You nod, with no hesitation, “I love it.”
“Gimme the clicker thing.”
You hand him the button, “Are you sure you can work it?”
“Ha ha doll. Now, I want you to sing along and not think about the camera, okay?” You sang along to the music, swaying with Leo, with Bucky joining in on the ‘Christmas’ and ‘Please’ parts.
“I want you to look at the camera,” You look at the camera with Leo snuggled under your chin, “I love you so much Y/N.” Bucky presses the biggest kiss on your cheek, with his arms around your waist.
The song ends and Bucky takes Leo back into his arms, “Go, check if you got it.”
You get your phone and move back, so you could look at the pictures with him. 
“Oh, Buckyyyyyyy, I love THEM!!!” 
It looked so candid and like all of you. Leo snuggled under you, Bucky and you singing your hearts out to each other. You looked exactly how you felt about each other, especially the last one. You knew this one was it. You were going to frame it, forever cherish it.
You pull Bucky to give him the biggest hug, your arms around his neck and your face under his neck, hugging the living shit out of him, “I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!”
Bucky laughs, “I love you too doll.”
And that is how you got your new wallpaper. Happy Christmas everyone!!!
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fatbiatchforever · 6 months
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This is soooooo cute and amazing
Loki season 2 spoilers
No because the first time he said “For you. For all of us.” Was after he tried destroying an entire realm to earn semblance of love and affection
And now he’s saying it because he’s saving everyone because of the love he feels for them.
Every timeline.
Even new ones that branch off.
He’s going to make them all flow, all belong, all fit into his own version of Yggdrasil and he’s doing it for all of us.
Your fics are basically canon now. Officially. If there was any doubt you could go wild, do not doubt - there’s room in the multiverse for all of our stories. Loki made it so.
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fatbiatchforever · 6 months
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OMFG this makes sense.
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And that, kids is why the time stone was green.
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fatbiatchforever · 6 months
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This cut deep.
Whatever you do,dont think about the fact that all Loki ever wanted was for someone to love l and support him.Dont think about the fact that, to him, the throne was really just a symbol for his fathers acceptqnce of him.And whatever you do,do NOT think about how,in the end,it was the throne he had to take to save the life of the peope who truly loved him,all while sacrificing a life with them.
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fatbiatchforever · 6 months
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We lost a legend today.
Friends has always been there for me during my hard times. Put on an episode and every problem I had would disappear.
Chandler made us all laugh and I strongly believe the love we have for that character is because of Matthew Perry.
Thanks for the smiles you have put on our face.
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fatbiatchforever · 7 months
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I’m having one of those love surge things for him😭 Send help😭😭😭
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