𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 ♥︎✌︎ #4444 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #healing #spirituality #wellness #meditation #spiritualjourney #spiritualgrowth #healingjourney #selflove #selfcare #spiritualcommunity #healingcommunity #love #peace #peaceful #peacefulmindpeacefullife #peaceofmind #nature #naturephotography #naturelover #alonetime #art #photography #poetry #explore #explorepage #spiritualcommunity #personalblog #lifestyle https://www.instagram.com/p/CfsmgmpMT1h/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

today 💛😌 𝗔𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗿𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗗𝗮𝘆: 𝖨 𝖺𝗆 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝗋𝗈𝖼𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝖻𝖾𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝗒𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 📚🧸⭐️ my mood today was just sooooooo bleh and heavy and wack. like ugh. so much coming up today, ty full moon 🥲😭 whatever comes up, must come out 🪷💗🌻 so im trying to be kind and patient w myself. 🥲 💗🪷💗🪷💗🪷💗🪷💗🪷💗 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #healing #spirituality #wellness #meditation #spiritualjourney #spiritualgrowth #healingjourney #selflove #selfcare #spiritualcommunity #healingcommunity #love #peace #peaceful #peacefulmindpeacefullife #peaceofmind #nature #naturephotography #naturelover #alonetime #art #photography #poetry #explore #explorepage https://www.instagram.com/p/Cez5x4HMZCv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

my day in a nutshell 💗 these past few weeks have been rocky, not even gonna lie to ya’ll 🥲 but, i take comfort in knowing that everything is working out for me. and even though I may not see it now, soooo many blessings are on its way to me, and are already in my life. i can feel it ❤️✨ change is in the air, just gotta go with the flow ❤️🐇❤️🐇❤️🐇❤️🐇❤️🐇❤️ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #healing #spirituality #wellness #meditation #spiritualjourney #spiritualgrowth #healingjourney #selflove #selfcare #spiritualcommunity #healingcommunity #love #peace #peaceful #peacefulmindpeacefullife #peaceofmind #nature #naturephotography #naturelover #alonetime #art #photography #poetry #explore #explorepage https://www.instagram.com/p/Cep3Sv-OUma/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

in love with this new secret spot (i call it a secret spot bc i never knew it existed in my town 😭) and it’s just soooo peaceful ❤️❤️❤️ it’s healing for me to spend time alone https://www.instagram.com/p/Cefl2zFu7fE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

yoga pants or leggings, don’t know don’t care. just a wide eyed stare

Random Journal Entry: #1

✨(this one has two because the messages like connect 😭)

I want to post more of my journal entries to share the honest raw thoughts that go on in my brain and the guidance i receive as i experience my life and navigate through my lessons and journey. i hope these entries help you in some way, even if it makes you laugh or you can relate. or feel something, idk. enjoy 😭

Angel numbers/significant things??: 111, union, 333, 1234, union with self, 222, 555, 🦋

Sat. 12/18:

Songs of the Day: THE MIDDLE BY JIMMY EAT WORLD!!! OMG (don’t be so hard on yourself, do your best and do what you can, live right now and try everything you can! Don’t listen to the negative thoughts in your mind, and who cares what negative things people say when you’re a away? The stories you make up are only in your head. You are what you make it. Just be yourself, you’re only in the middle of the ride and everything is going to be just fine!! keep doing you, keep shining your light, keep spreading your love, keep following your inner child and allow your intuition/joy guide you. Allow your emotions to flow and just be, in the now! Enjoy where you are right now because you are only just beginning and so many good things are on the way to you! ❤️❤️ it takes time, be patient and give yourself time and space to grow) You ARE your future!!!! ———————————————————————————What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club (you already know what you want, it’s right in front of you! and has been this whole time! following your inner child, living in the present moment, doing what makes YOU HAPPY!)——————————————————————————-Float On - Modest Mouse (everything is going to be okay, regardless of the hardships we all float on in life, we all move on, good things are always on the way, flow with the ups and downs)————————————————————————————Jan. 16th, 2022

It’s crazy how I’m just seeing this message from exactly one month ago that had made me smile so big, and something I needed to hear again. On that day, I was happy asf, making myself ramen, enjoying my show (One Piece) and just allowing myself to be myself and flow freely without judging myself or harshly criticizing myself. I was rockin OUT to my playlist of FOB and PATD, all those songs above resonated with me so deeply at the time because I was allowing myself to just be myself!! And to have fun!! Life isn’t so serious and it doesn’t have to be.

As I’m laying here, enjoying the moment and coloring contently in this coloring book i bought and never touched. I brought my colored pencils back from home and finally opened it up, and just followed my intuition on what colors to use, where to start. The theme I want in colors. Allowing it to be imperfectly perfect. Knowing it doesn’t have to be perfect, the fact that I’m enjoying it right now is just so blissful and peaceful! and fun!! and I realized that in this moment, i’m embracing myself. Idc what anyone would think if they saw me rn, laying on my stomach, pillow under my chest, legs up swinging as i’m coloring in this book. I’m having FUN! And I’m happy! It doesn’t matter that I’m not working, or doing anything productive right now. I don’t have to be! I’m taking care of myself and doing what I love, and that in itself is productive and purposeful!

And like I just love embracing myself and who I am. I feel so whole reconnecting with the things that bring me joy, while opening up to new ideas and hobbies. Shows, genres (gaming & shows), reading, writing more (journaling/expressing myself), coloring, the list goes on of interests I have and ones I want to explore! Like there are so many opportunities and inspirations. But right now, I’m doing what I love and want to do i. this moment. And I’m so grateful that I love and appreciate myself so deeply ❤️❤️ I feel really good today and blessed.

Affirmations:

“It’s important to take time for myself”

🦋💗 222, 111, 333

“I step back from overthinking and allow God to lead the way” 🪐✨💜 555, 222, 666

would it be cool if I started posting like short stories or series’ on here? 👀

I haven’t wrote since middle school, but I used to really love it and I’d love to get back into it again. What would you guys be interested in reading?? Let me know :)

Love them without attachments, don't ruin them in your head. Love with pure intentions, without expectations. Love them for who they are, not what they can be.

things always work out beautifully for me. i have nothing to worry about.🕊

reminders for everyday:

you are more than enough

you are strong

you are beautiful

you are amazing

you are smart

you are kind

you are brave

you deserve an amazing day

you deserve an amazing life

you are worth everything

you are inspiring

you are yourself, and that is enough.

you have time.

you have time to make life what you want it to be. you have time to be happy again. you have time to find peace. there is still time for things to get better.

remember that.

here to remind you that you ALREADY have your desire, STOP worrying about the when and how, you already have it! it's a fact. you're the GOD, right? then stop questioning your power. take CONTROL and live your best life (which you actually deserve, honestly).

reblog if ur a princess

Healing NOT Healed ❤️‍🩹

Many people believe that you cannot accomplish anything major or life changing until you are “healed,” and that is NOT true!! Healing is an ongoing process that occurs throughout the duration of life’s course. Until life stops happening we as humans will continue to heal, it is inevitable.

1. Instead of forcing and rushing your healing process take time to be present in that moment. Healing is not a race nor does it have an instruction manual giving full directions on what steps to take. Your healing journey is uniquely designed to fit you and only you.

2. Do not miss out on life changing opportunities because you don’t believe you are “healed.” Remember that you are human and as humans healing is on going until you no longer have breath in your body. Any person, place, or thing that’s placed in your life is meant to serve a purpose in your journey whether it’s for a minute or a life time. It’ll either be a lesson or a blessing but either way be grateful for the experience alone.

3. Healing is NOT the responsibility of those around you, but it is your responsibility and only your responsibility. You are in control of your own destiny but that first requires you to deal with what it is holding you back. Get to the root of your trauma, forgive those that have hurt you, and most of all forgive yourself. Do not allow people that have wronged you to have so much power over your life that you can not move forward. If not for no one else… do it for you!

4. Lastly, BE OPEN! Be open to change and adjusting to your new life. With healing comes differences as well as growing pains. Healing is not always pretty which means sometimes we are required to part ways with people, habits, and emotions that no longer serve us. Take this time to find your purpose and walk in it!! What’s meant for you will be for you in divine timing and nothing or no one will be able to come in the way of that.

Make healing a habit ✨💛🌻 R. MaWilson

It’s okay if you don’t go out tonight and have the time of your life

It’s okay to be at home, in ya pjs, chillin this New Years

It’s okay to not have New Years goals set

It’s okay to just relax and enjoy your night

Don’t let the pressure of society to make you feel inadequate

Love ya ❤️❤️

I radiate love and others radiate love back to me.