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When the hunger wears off and the euphoria kicks in 👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼
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i dont think i have an eating disorder. i just struggle with eating and crave to be skinny all the time
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i’ve been doing so shit recently w eating. i keep bingeing and i can’t stop. like i started a job and whenever i have work or school i don’t eat throughout the day cuz it’s easier to lie about eating, but then i get home and just stuff my face and there is no way i’m weighing myself. i stopped going gym aswell cuz i don’t wanna go when i feel really fat. urgh. need to get back on track asap.
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i hate how stupid it looks with some of my clothes being too big for me, but at the same time i love it cuz it means progressss (((-:
#notproanythingjustusingtags#it's not as simple as just eating#notproanythingjusttags#pro for only myself#pro for myself#anamia#anareksja#not pr0 ana#ana diary#tumblr diary#lose stomach weight#lose weight#tw ed account#tw ed vent#tw ed meme#just wanna be thin
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i love coming on tumblr and liking my mutuals posts its like watering the plants in ur room
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just eating disorder things
feeling like you wanna fucking die after eating a normal meal
thinking after you eat that normal meal “fuck it i may as well”
and then eating everything in sight
hating yourself more after that
restricting more after that
repeat
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Don't kill yourself, please.
If you’re suffering from depression and are looking for a sign to not go through with ending your life, this is it. This is the sign. We care.
If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life.
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how am i supposed to live laugh love when calories exist
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Things no one told me pt. 2:
✿ You begin to spot other people in your classes, workplace, friend groups etc who have eating disorder behaviors.
✿ You’ll miss how hard it was to fast & restrict those first few times. Once your mind switches from thinking of restricting as a “diet” to restricting as a coping mechanism/comfort, you’re fucked.
✿ Water weight isn’t the enemy long-term. After having just one serving of progresso light chicken soup for dinner, I’ll likely wake up a little bloated and having retained water. I WOULD RATHER RETAIN WATER THAN GAIN FAT. If having that 70 calorie soup kept me from bingeing later on heaping calories of ice cream or chips, it’s better to have gained weight I can lose in any given 48 hours with water.
✿ You end up having to sell/donate/second hand a lot of your clothes. While you shrink and those large clothes stay well, large, they don’t always end up being the idealistic oversized sweater aesthetic we’re all hoping for. Most of those looks only photograph well but look like maternity potato sacks in real life. And don’t even get me started on saggy jeans…
✿ Your fat loss doesn’t always distribute well. Ladies: the butt and boobs might be the first things to go. Every body is different, and while some tumblr-famous girl’s “lazy” body might be perfectly hourglass and tiny, your DNA might just be looking at you from the sidelines going “HA. Doesn’t the hooman know it’s genetically impossible to achieve that figure with me?” “YA what a dumb fuck she’s gonna destroy her body trying 😂”
✿ Even when you’ve hyped yourself up to allow a cheat day or meal for a special occasion, it will be PHYSICALLY STRENUOUS trying to eat more than a few oz of food. Hi hello I’ve only had liquids and weed this week- so my stomach is a large strawberry at best and I’m wondering why a watermelon’s worth of food isn’t fitting. Who knew.
✿ Your alcohol tolerance drops. Fast.
✿ None of your actions or thoughts inside the eating disorder should be categorized by what OTHERS consider: good, bad, success, failure, right, wrong, ED or wannabe. So someone is having a breakdown after a 200 calorie “binge” and you think *I eat 600-800 calories a day and it’s hard to even do that…I’m a fucking failure* NO BITCH YOU’RE VALID! 2,000 calories a day is the standard adult need. You’re both restricting even less the caloric needs of a TWO YEAR OLD INFANT. If you think about it enough to consider it a problem, it’s a problem.
✿ Most people in your everyday life won’t notice your eating habits (or lack thereof) nearly as much as tumblr leads you to believe. Unless they explicitly know you have disordered eating, most humans are too engrossed in their own calories/meals to take note of anything you do. Even if you’re a minor, most parents only notice something’s wrong when a significant amount of weight has been lost.
✿ DON’T MARK YOURSELF AS A FAILURE IF PEOPLE DON’T NOTICE YOUR WEIGHT LOSS. They probably A) DO notice it but don’t want to bring it up themselves or B) Your tummy retracting 0.75 inched might be the biggest achievement in the world to you, but no one else scrutinizes your body half as much as you do to notice subtle changes.
DISCLAIMER PART 2:
-None of this is meant to “inspire” or “encourage” eating disorders, these were just things that I didn’t know going into my illness and hopefully it can serve as a some solid info for those of you struggling as well 🖤
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side effects of being numb due to mental illness:
not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about
not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely
instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything
not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out
losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say
word vomiting
mind “static”
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so i tried leaving you guys. i tried leaving the ana community. but i can’t. the second i do, everything goes wrong. literally everything in my life becomes such a mess. it’s obviously meant for me to be here. so i’m staying<3
#anamia#anareksja#not pr0 ana#it's not as simple as just eating#notproanythingjusttags#pro for only myself#pro for myself#ed stuff#tw ed account#tw ed vent#tw ed meme#anna miaa#eating disoder things#thinspri#lose stomach weight#lose weight#mentally drained#mentally unstable#tw depressing thoughts#anxeity#actually ocd#emotional dysregulation#attachment disorder#aspergers
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anyone else with an ed get severe stomach pain when exercising?
#notproanythingjustusingtags#notproanythingjusttags#notprojustforme#eating problems#ana tingz#ana relapse#anamia#ana diary#tw ed related#tw eating things#tw vent#tw ed shit#tw ed thoughts
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my list of thinspo TV characters
i’ll be updating this regularly:
• Hermione Granger (Harry Potter)
• Cassie Ainsworth (Skins)
• Nancy Wheeler (Stranger Things)
• Frances Almond Smith (The Hole)
• Elizabeth Stonem (Skins)
• Casey Cooke (Split)
#ed stuff#notproanythingjustusingtags#thinspri#thin inspo#eating disoder things#eating disoder recovery#anareksja#anamia#notproanythingjusttags#lose weight#lose stomach weight#thin insp0#tw ed account#tw ed vent#tw ed in the tags#tw ana things
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Kinda hate when people say to me “you deserve to eat” like no I deserve having my dream body thank you x
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love pretending to be excited about getting something from the shop to then get something like this;-)
#notproanythingjustusingtags#notproanythingjusttags#notprojustforme#pro for only myself#pro for myself#pro for tags#pro for me#eating problems#eating disoder recovery#eating disoder things#it's not as simple as just eating#anareksja#anamia#not pr0 ana#thinspri
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anyone else have an anorexic’s brain but not body cuz you still live with your parents and you’re anxious af they’ll notice and section you so you have to force urself to eat infront of them?
#notproanythingjustusingtags#pro for only myself#pro for myself#pro for tags#anareksja#anamia#not pr0 ana#lose stomach weight#lose weight
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