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cherrydi3tcoke · 2 days

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another creep. please stay safe everyone and report them. i love y'all 🫶🏽

#@nor3×14 #light as a 🪶#light as a feather #thin$po #pro for me not for thee #th1nsp1ration #@na vent #ana angels🪽#@n@#thinspø #ana couch #@n0r3xia #@nor3xia #@na motivation #thinner is better #i just want to be thin

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cherrydi3tcoke · 3 days

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"it ain't starvation till you're on your deathbed."

#ana is my friend #i will be a skeleton #deathspo #@nor3×14 #@n@

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cherrydi3tcoke · 3 days

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(HEY 3D/4NA COMMUNITY)

avoid these guys like the PLAGUE

new creep!

remember to watch out and stay safe!

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cherrydi3tcoke · 3 days

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🌸 some diets for my thin angles 🌸

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cherrydi3tcoke · 3 days

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sorry it's been so long everyone, I've been so bad lately and been off and on starving and stopped tracking for awhile because I went on a trip and it fucked me up. I'm going to try posting more Thanks to all my moots for staying w me 💓🌸

#light as a 🪶#light as a feather #thin$po #th1nsp1ration #pro for me not for thee #@nor3×14 #@n@#ana angels🪽#@na vent #thinspø #ed behaviour tw #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #mia tw #tw 3d diet #tw bones #tw a4a

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cherrydi3tcoke · 3 days

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day 11:

one of my favorite thinsp0 blogs has gotta be @intermezzosvh

(i also love their calorie tracker templates)

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cherrydi3tcoke · 25 days

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day 10:

drinks. god I used to love trying fun drinks and making hot chocolate around the holidays and such. I won't ever be able to do that again because I never consume liquid cals practically ever

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cherrydi3tcoke · 27 days

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EVERYONE BEWARE OF THIS USER AND REPORT THEM!!

just another weirdo trying to pray on minors

#@nor3×14 #th1nsp1ration #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thin$po #@n@#thinspø #@na vent #ana angels🪽#light as a 🪶#ana stats #ana couch

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cherrydi3tcoke · 27 days

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day 9:

occasionally, some have called me heavy in the past and I've been called fatty and such because of my weight. people have also begun to make fun of how thin I am slowly becoming saying it doesn't look good.

#light as a 🪶#light as a feather #@nor3×14 #pro for me not for thee #th1nsp1ration #@n@#thin$po #@na vent #thinspø #ana angels🪽#i will lose weight #i want to ⭐️ve #thinner is better #i wanna be skinnier #ana stats

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cherrydi3tcoke · 27 days

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just came back from a trip and i feel like shit. i ate so much over the trip and while i didn't gain i didn't lose either. i want to be small for summer and id my fat ass can't pull it together i won't be

#light as a feather #light as a 🪶#pro for me not for thee #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #@na vent #@n@#@nor3×14 #thin$po #ana angels🪽#starv1ng #ana rant #ana trigger #ana stats #ana dinner #ana ftm #pro ana

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cherrydi3tcoke · 27 days

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my poem about anorexia:

"ana"

my caved in chest

and chicken arms

my pencil thin legs

and all my scars

my hollowed out cheeks

the rituals begin

the bags under my sockets

the definition of my chin

the fatigue every morning

the dizzy every night

the hunger pain

and the shivers

triggering myself

ana is the boss

find a way to cope

weight loss

decreased testosterone

or the absence of your period

workout routines

food diaries

nausea

sudden death

making others worried

shortness of breath

constipation or diarrhea

cut out food groups

weigh in every day

osteoporosis

my hair falling out

lanugo on my skin

bruises on my legs

my collarbones thin

my spine visible

my sternum is too

my bicep non-existent

daydreaming about my meals

every calorie counting

working out for hours on end

stomach flat

unable to keep a friend

a kilo or a pound

obsessed with the numbers

check each ingredient

water instead of oil

unsweetened almond milk

or a rice cake

oatmeal

scared to attempt to bake

blueish fingers

yellow-tinted skin

anemia

distorted self-image

feeding all my friends

counting while I eat

portioning myself

starving is my treat

women

men

children

and teens

memorize the macros

"i am not a dog, food is not my treat"

cry yourself to sleep

"but I've seen you eat"

big

tall

short small

haunted by her curse

hours in mirrors

isolate from others

heart palpations

and restless nights

incurable thirst

intermittent fasting

binges or purges

all effects are lasting

normal on the outside

dying on the inside

questions from passersby

self-harm

"just one more hour"

"just one more meal"

"i already ate"

"it's not that big of a deal"

suicidal thoughts

being underweight

scared of being healthy

scared to get too sick

feeding tubes

hospitalization

thinking about food

hyperventilation

racing thoughts

loneliness

using laxatives

diets

going to the gym

going for a run

bodychecking

never having fun

infertility

cracked, dry skin

thin, brittle nails

weakened teeth

ruining my life

ruining my relationships

ruining my future

unable to eat a bag of chips

eating disorder speaks in my place

therapy

"just eat"

excuses for each meal

obsessed with my intake

obsessed with the math

obsessed with my weight

following this path

ice

water

gum

coffee

hoping that they notice

never tell a soul

hide it all from others

staring at my empty bowl

atypical or not

never feeling valid

covering my body

starving till I'm on my deathbed

recovery is useless

"i want to stay this way"

I'll have to fight my whole life

to keep her voice at bay

searches on the Internet

headaches

vitamin deficient

aspartame

comparison

"no cal is better than low cal"

refeeding syndrome

"I'm not good enough"

"once on the lips forever on the hips"

quick ways to lose weight

calculate my BMI

freak out about what I just ate

ana,

oh how she will lie

she doesn't want you to just be a number

she wants you to die.

-zsc

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cherrydi3tcoke · 2 months

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just finished an 100hr fast!!

i lost just over 11lbs/4.9kgs!!

literally so happy this is my longest fast 🫶🏼

(im breaking my fast w an apple. feeling clean and light ~)

#fastingtips #@na fast #@n0r3xia #4norexi4 #ana trigger #@nor3×14 #ed not ed sheeran #i want to ⭐️ve #light as a 🪶#thin$po #light as a feather #th1nsp1ration

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cherrydi3tcoke · 2 months

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day 8:

i don't really have a super specific one but I do 15 sit-ups whenever i think about eating (if i can obvi) and i usually follow this: (but i do other kinda random stuff, lots of jumping jacks)

#4norexi4 #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #workout #pro ana #ana dinner #ana rant #pro for me not for thee #notpro4n4 #i want to ⭐️ve #light as a 🪶#th1nsp1ration #light as a feather #thin$po

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cherrydi3tcoke · 2 months

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day 7:

no, they don't. if they did they would just yell at me or punish me for not eating

#4norexi4 #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #i want to ⭐️ve #light as a 🪶#light as a feather #th1nsp1ration #thin$po #bad parenting #ana bllog

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cherrydi3tcoke · 2 months

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My Therapist- “Is it really worth it? Being thin, I mean. Is it really that important?”

It’s everything.

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cherrydi3tcoke · 2 months

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day 6:

i do occasionally, I've been much better about it recently but doing long fasts (48+ hours) is very difficult for me as i always have the urge to binge once it's over

#4norexi4 #@nor3×14 #@n0r3xia #ed not ed sheeran #thin$po #bingedisorder #i want to ⭐️ve #thinner is better #ana trigger #light as a feather #light as a 🪶#th1nsp1ration

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cherrydi3tcoke · 2 months

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day 5:

i want to lose weight for others to notice. do I want to lose it for myself? yes, i do. but I want to be so thin strangers stare or tell me to eat, I wanna look like i belong in the hospital or like a walking corpse.

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