Today
If only I could
Get away from the noise and masquerade
Relieve the past and bring to shame
All the memories that came on board
Are my actions to blame
If only I could
Made sense and not dwell
I could be king
In my own courtroom
Instead with my head off
If only I could
I really wish I would
Be wise and proud
Of the person today
That I have become
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Foam
I found you
At the bottom of the ocean
Spoilt and notion
You told me to hide
But I wanted a soul
So I flew away
To a distant ocean
With my aching bones
I found a diamond that was too precious to hold
He was blind and selfish but I loved him the most
Now I’m trapped; terrorized by my broken heart
When dawn breaks, I will go as well
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Blanket
Do you know I mean?
When I see people gather and stare at something
I only knew nothing
Cause my heads’ not there browsing through plastics
I don’t know about you but I have never been protected
I am never secure
Till it becomes an excuse
That I use every single day
To keep myself awake and further away
And when I am truly alone would I doubt if I am okay
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Amazing
Just one of those days
Where you went dancing on your kitchen tiles
From left to right
Swinging shoulders from side to side
With your honeys holding you too tight
Right before you bring your hands down and feel easy inside
Floating away
For magic takes control tonight
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Blue Whale
I had a dream once when I was young
I dreamed that I was floating in a calm sea
Then I watched me sink slowly and then at still
There stood a blue whale as big as can be
Blue as my heart and eyes that was so sharp
I tried moving but I was frozen, cold and weak
She looked straight at me
Wondering how I am even here
Overwhelmed with fear of lonely
Curious; like she was talking
Then I felt a sudden joy
A joy that so peaceful
One with the ocean, one with me
And when I woke up from that dream,
I felt so happy with ease
I will never forget her smile and tears
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Feathers
Wandering aimlessly
Fighting demons, fall too steep
I went backwards and hit on my knees
The shame awoken many of the fears
I brushed cowardly and spoke endlessly
Of how the hurt has toyed with ease
Now I want to get back
Back to where I should be
Falling deeper but only when I plead
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