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you know, even if you were to die, the stars will keep on shining in the night sky. the earth will keeps on travelling around the sun. people will keep on going back and forth in their lives and eventually your very faint existence will vanish along with your scent. but one thing for sure, your parents wouldn’t be given another opportunity to have a child as dearest as you. and the day after your birthday, your mother would look restless with the dark circles under both of her red eyes, crying herself out the night before. I wish you would know better than to bruise your bones or hang yourself below the door.
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Your eyes were always fill
with every stars I could find
in the night sky
Your alluring smile that always
make me feel like I have
stardusts in my stomach
Your saintly, soft scent
of you still wander in the
corners of my room
You are my favorite
part of myself
You fill my raging, lonely soul
with dreams and the universe
You showed it to me
that I wasnt hard to love
when all I ever needed was
your warm company and attention.
-undyingstardusts
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heavy blue
"Why did you leave?" he asked. He looked at her cold, blue eyes while trembling on his feet. He was broken to the core, there was nothing left of him. His happiness, his memories, himself - all of them were gone. Shattered into million pieces that followed the footsteps of her.
"I am sorry for touching your golden heart with my dirty hands." she muttered.
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you were as bright as a daisy
and I was as sad as a lilac
forever we were never meant to be
not even in a garden
or reality.
-undyingstardusts
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betrayal.
this bridge between us
built of kerosene
and you;
you were holding a goddamn candle
i got love for you
even if you’re doubting me
i was trying to get to you
but you lit up the bridge
you watched me burn
and turned into ashes
all these words meant nothing
and you’ve always been this heartless
stabbing knives of deceit
behind my back
taking a part of myself
and set me on fire.
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the sound of the rain
reminds me of my tears
that fell down as the pain
beneath my skin continues
to engulf my pathetic self.
it hurts, so so bad.
but i have to live with it.
its part of me and it makes me, me.
i realized, things that hurt us the most
will make us grow stronger each day.
even when it means, some days we have to go through the day with fake smiles plastered on our face
and some nights we just cry ourselves to sleep
with hope to wake up feeling genuinely okay the next day.
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I am sorry that
no one told you that
this gonna hurt ―
I know that
you couldnt do this
on your own.
I want you to know that
there is a fighter
everytime I look into your eyes
eventhough theyre always
filled with tears.
When I embrace you in my arms ―
I know that there is still a bit of flame
inside of your heart that wants to retaliate and get back on your feet.
I want you to believe that there
is still a lot of fight left in you ―
waiting to be unleashed
from beneath your pale skin
I want you to see what I see
when I look at you ―
a wonderful and precious human being who is capable
of changing the world
with that incredible mind
and I believe in you.
― xn
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The last time we spoke, I knew everything would change.
- xn
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home
hello was the first word i said to you. hai was what you replied to me. we began to talk every single; days hours minutes seconds. even when; the stars collided the nights ended the days shone the sky cried we didnt care. but if you've decided you dont want to stay anymore its okay. everyone changes and so do you and i. and i wish you a; "good luck" and "be okay" from the bottom of my heart filled with the stardust you poured from yours, knowing that you wont be walking by my side anymore. just so you know, that i will be keeping this love in a good care just in case you return home.
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drugs —
Lips of a sinner Eyes of a saint Smile of a devil Freckles across the nose Hair as soft as the silk Words as cold as the atmosphere — at dusk. Telling lies, with an honest smile formed on her alluring, nude lips. The fading warmth of her touch; she's losing her head. The thoughts that go like bullets through her; the time she told him that — she wished she was dead. Playing with the demons in her head; feeding them with every little piece of happiness she had of life. Everyone left, but him — He spoiled her. Spoiled her with drugs we called; love. Oh God, she would be lying if she said, she wasnt lovesick over him.
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love letter;
Dear bestfriend, I miss you a lot. I love you a little bit more every single day and i am scared. I am scared of how much i love you. You make me feel special in every way that you could. You make me feel the whole zoo in my stomach all the time. Though, youre annoying and often give me stupid and funny remarks which made me laugh sometimes. I love how giddy and childish you get when you are sleepy during our calls. Your soothing voice is my fav. I love how you say my name. I really dont want us to end. I am sorry that you have to deal with my emo bullshit most of the times. I know that i can be hard to handle and unpredictable sometimes. Please dont get tired of me. Cause i will never get tired of you. Even when everything is falling apart. Every night, i am drowning in thoughts of you. Though it hurts that you might not gonna be mine but our happy memories together seems to calm me. The way you say "i need you" made my mind went blank. Cant you see? I am a mess when it comes to you. I couldnt think straight and I think I might not be able to stomach this special feeling i have for you anymore. But at the same time I dont want to end this special little thing we have between us. Love, Your bestfriend.
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blinded
What is it that you seek inside that empty; broken heart of his Oh honey, Cant you see? The death in him.
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strange —
chapped lips
breathing in the cold air
pale skin
burning lungs
cigarette in between his lips;
he spoke,
“you used to be my favorite kind of drugs.”
jealous of the nights;
that he didnt spend with her.
stucked in his daydreams;
sinking in thoughts of her—
who has stardusts
on every strands of her hair
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You escaped to an empty space where I cant feel
- xn
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nocturne —
I've been thinking a lot lately. About me, you — us. Are we really okay? Or is it just us pretending to be okay? Baby, I am really tired. You look at me with an empty look. I could still see the whole universe in them. Have you had enough of me? And my worthless — piece of shit heart? The lights we shone; burn us out. I know that we're running out of time. So please, for the last time. I would want you to hold me — Say that you love me. Though, I already know the truth.
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I am lost trying to be what the world forgot.
- xn
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I'll sing louder in the silence.
- xn
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