my bf who has 0% body fat, has abs, definitely has an eating disorder and he walks at least 6000 steps every day, he literally works as my biggest thinspo.

As a person who has bigger thighs, with a not-so-huge thigh gap, what's it like having a reeeally big thigh gap? Like, can you force your thighs to touch?

stop binging, start starving. don't you want to be the one who your friends see as thinspo?

relapsing in everything. self harm, eating disorder and smoking. fucking hate it. i hate that my mood depends on how much he talks to me, looks at me or, just speaks to me. i hate his friends. his friends make me wanna puke.

it is very weight loss motivating to have a crush on a boy, who looks like he weighs like 1kg

having a talking stage with this boy who won't date girls over 60kg so that i get motivation to lose weight ☺️🙏🏻

every day i wake up and drag myself to school, just to see my crush, and talk about him to my friends. i only go to school so i can see him. i love him. 🫣

everyday i wake up and check if lil ed people on tumblr have found my posts relatable 😸

ong.

a boy i found cute, made fun of one of my insecurities. thanks for the motivation to starve myself.

funny how my friends are talking about starving for 2 days, i kinda take it as a challenge.

i can hear my empty stomach go brrrr, it's fun

it's weird how even though i've started to eat less, and eat small portions, and go burn calories by walking, and i still see my self even fatter in the mirror?? is it the “typical eating disorder mindset” or am i doing something wrong? wtf

ik no one will probably respond or anything but, i shall still give it a go.

What's y'alls favorite things to do when fasting? Like, I'm trying so hard not to eat what i really am craving rn but it's kinda hard without having anything to distract you from eating. So what do y'all do while distracting yourself from eating/thinking about food?

ik going on walks and exercising helps mostly but like, i wanna know what other things could distract me, at least a little.

people who “bully as a joke” especially about someone's look or anything, or just laugh at you for just existing, and then post sad tiktoks on their private stories about not liking what they look like or not having a boyfriend/any friends, no one cares that your lonely ugly ass is sad, keep suffering 🥰🤞🏻

hurts watching a tiktok where a mom reacted very nicely when her child told about their self harm, knowing that my mom started blaming herself saying things like “what did i do wrong” and “it doesn't only hurt you, it also hurts me” and “you don't understand that this hurts me more than you” 🥰☺️

Bitches be like: "omg i binged so much today!! 😱" and they ate like 400 calories and burned 75% of them.

it's me, i'm “bitches”