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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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Heyy, can you wrote a Oikawa x male reader who does extremely reckless/dangerous stuff (like drinking till he passes out, speeding on highways, taking random drugs people give him at raves and clubs) because He just has no self preservation or self care and he doesnt care about what happens to him or whether he lives or not. And Oikawa is worried/mad at the reader because He's scared for The readers safety and the reader is trying to tell Oikawa that he will be fine but Oikawa refuses to listen. Sorry if this is super specific but I'm going through at lot rn and this kinda describes it

oikawa tooru x m!reader

a/n: hey! most certainly. i hope that you're ok and please don't hesitate to reach out if you need someone. i know life kinda suck balls but it's good to have someone and if i can do anything for you, please don't hesitate at all to reach out to me! my inbox is always open 🖤 also i hope this story helps a little

tw: mentions of alcohol and drugs

you have always been on the wild side, as others would say. you were reckless with life and you didn't cared whether you lived or die.

from passing out drunk and accepting drugs from strangers in clubs, to speeding on highways, sometimes half sober, you didn't cared if you ended up dead in the ditch.

as much as you wanted to do all those reckless things, there was always someone nagging at you. that someone being your boyfriend, oikawa tooru.

props to him for being so patient despite you doing all the shit you do. he had always told you how worried he was when you're out and how you always shrugged him off by saying you'll be fine.

i guess even the most patient person has his limits.

his last straw was when you almost got into an accident when you sped home from a party, after taking god knows what drugs that stranger gave you at the club.

"y/n, did you drive home like this"

you just stumbled into the house and nodded ever so slightly.

he quickly pulled you to the couch and sat you down.

"you can't keep doing this. i'm always worried the moment you leave the house, not knowing if you're going to make it home alive. not know if i'm going to get a call saying that my boyfriend is dead. please y/n, you can't keep doing this."

you suddenly sobered up from whatever drug you were on as you watched your boyfriend cry.

oikawa was never one to cry. he was always the stronger one in the relationship, always the one trying to hold things together when you're out, living your life so recklessly, not caring about your life or safety. and while doing so, you forgot that you had someone worrying and caring for you waiting back at home.

"i just need you to know that i don't care what it takes for you to live properly and not recklessly. i know that you don't care what happens to you but i do. i care so much for your safety and for you and i'm so scared to lose you."

he was so vulnerable.

"i'm sorry"

that was all you could mutter out.

"i love you so much. please, try to live better for me, if you don't wish to live better for yourself"

he hugged you so tightly, it felt like your lungs were about to collapsed.

but i guess if you can't live for yourself, the very least you could do is to live for him.

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #oikawa tooru #oikawa toru x reader #oikawa toru x you #oikawa x you #oikawa x reader #oikawa x y/n #oikawa x male reader

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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bulls in the bronx pt 2

kenma x reader

angst

tw: mentions of suicide

a/n: part 2 is in kenma's pov

part one

"fuck kuroo, i love them so much but it's getting harder everyday. it seemed like i'm getting so irritated by every little thing and it's so frustrating sometimes."

i just left home because i didn't want to quarrel with y/n anymore.

i know that i was wrong for picking a fight when i'm at fault but it's so frustrating because everything just felt wrong.

we started dating when we were in school and now, it seemed like they're always at work and coming home looking so down and it frustrates me because i don't know how to express my feelings besides being angry.

i love them so much that it hurts because i know they deserve someone that can express their love for them.

"i just don't know what to do kuroo. i don't know how to let them know that i'm not angry because of all those stupid things. i know i went too far today because it was my fault that i lost track of time. i just want everything to be the way it was, when they looked happy coming home. they don't even talk to me about how they feel anymore or how their day was."

"i think you need to look inwards and really think about why they were so happy. remember those days, you were opening up to them about your feelings and what was bothering you and playing games together with them. now y/n don't even have the time because they are so busy with the workload that their boss is giving them. have they not told you about it? that's why they have been coming home tired all the time because they were rushing to get work done so that they can come home to you on time after work"

they never mentioned anything to me. how could i possibly have known. it wasn't a surprise that kuroo know all of these because the both of you worked in the same company.

"i think i need to go home right now"

i felt so guilty. how could i possibly not have seen all of these? how i just ignored those growing eyebags you had and how tired you looked everyday after work?

fuck i'm an idiot.

i started sprinting home as quickly as my stamina could take me.

i quickly opened the doors to our home.

and there you were

as if in slow motion

you fell to the ground.

i ran towards you, almost missing the pill bottles and empty alcohol bottles on the ground.

fuck

"y/n, please wake up"

i fumbled around my pocket and dialed for an ambulance before calling kuroo.

"kuroo, please get here quickly"

tears were falling down uncontrollably

"i'm so sorry"

"i'm so fucking sorry"

"please don't leave me please"

"i love you so much and i'm so fucking sorry for being stupid"

your chest seemed to stop rising as the paramedics pushed me aside.

everything was slowing down.

the last thing i heard was "time of death: 2149" and kuroo trying to pry me away from you before passing out.

i woke up, expecting to be in the hospital.

but there you were, sleeping soundly right beside me.

it was a nightmare.

it felt so real that it was suffocating.

"kenma, why are you up?"

i heard you groaning with half opened eyes.

"i had a terrible nightmare and i thought i've lost you forever"

you sat up immediately and pulled me into a hug. i didn't know i was crying till then.

"i love you so much y/n. i'm sorry if i have been a terrible boyfriend but i promise that i'll do whatever it takes to make you feel loved and wanted. i never ever want to lose you ever. so please tell me if you're not okay too"

"i love you too kenma. i promise i'll tell you if anything is bothering me so please come back to sleep okay"

as we lay back in bed, i counted your heartbeat before drifting back to sleep, knowing that i'll wake up to you, safe and sound and alive.

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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bulls in the bronx

kenma x reader

angst

tw: mentions of suicide and depression. this fic can be extremely triggering as there's a strong mention of suicide and description of a suicide attempt so please skip this story if it triggers you easily

it felt like any other day.

getting off work and going home to kenma.

it has become a routine that you have been very fond of as you get to see the love of your life after a stressful day at work.

you'd never thought that tonight would end up like this. it all started because kenma didn't want to get off his games when it was supposed to be a pre planned date night.

you were supposed to takeaway some of his favorite food and have dinner together before having a movie marathon.

it took him almost 3 hours to get off his game when he said "5 more minutes"

at this point, you have already gotten sick of waiting and finished your portion of the food before placing the rest in the fridge for whenever he decides that he's hungry.

one thing led to another and here we are again, quarreling about how you didn't wait for him to finish up and how you were going to just go to bed when you said that you were going to have dinner with him.

you were exhausted.

this wasn't the first time this quarrel happened. you've lost counts on how many time you had to wait for him to finish his god damn games and have a proper meal with you. it felt like you were living with a man child that needed constant reminder to do basic necessities like eating and showering. it was draining.

work hasn't been good too as your boss has been putting more workload on you and not giving you the pay raise that you deserve. what's more frustrating is that the new comer that joined a month ago has already gotten a promotion because she has big tits and she sweet talked her way through it.

it seemed like everything is falling apart and you don't know how to spiral out of this dark hole.

you knew that the medications weren't working anymore so you've stopped taking them for months now. it just made you feel numb and you didn't want to have a pounding headache everytime you take it.

but life was not doing well. life was kenma and it seemed like he's halfway out the door too.

"please don't take this out on me"

cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive

kenma just looked at you like he was bored.

"i can't do this tonight, i'm going to kuroo's"

the door slammed shut as you were drowning in your own thoughts.

he just left.

what's the point in anything anymore?

your parents have already disowned you for god knows what reason. it seemed like you were going to get fired anyday now. and kenma just seemed so disinterested in you.

everything is falling apart.

at the corner of your eyes, you could see 2 full bottles of anti-depressants on the shelf.

the ones that were left untouched.

you stumbled your way there and grabbed the two bottles, and walked to the kitchen to grab the half bottle of vodka that you never touched for months.

i'm sorry but i made up my mind

you easily swallowed down a bottle of pills and downed it with vodka. you felt the burn from the alcohol going down your throat but nothing can hurt more than life itself.

you didn't expect it to hit you so quickly as you downed the rest of the pills that were left.

and seconds later the bottle of vodka seemed to have finished too.

everything felt like a blur. you were stumbling into the kitchen to get whatever alcohol you can lay hands on.

and then, there was the agonizing pain.

it felt like your stomach was ripping itself apart.

you couldn't stand properly and you were using all your strength to hold yourself up as you reached for that bottle of alcohol.

that's when you hear the doors opening.

and that's when everything went dark.

part two

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu hurt/comfort #kenma hcs #kenma scenario #kenma imagine #kenma drabble #kenma angst #kenma x female reader #kenma x gender neutral reader #kenma x you #kenma x male reader #kenma x y/n #kenma x reader

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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50 followers event

hey guys!! i'm doing a 50 followers event. i'll have some writing prompts and you guys can send in which prompts you want me to write for what characters (i'll only do haikyuu characters though)

it's a small milestone event because i'd never expect myself to even have a single follower so i'm gonna dedicate this event to you guys and i'll try my best to write to my best ability

rules:

- on my pinned post on my profile, there is an "ask me" link that you can press to send in your request. it's a little troublesome as this is not my main blog so i can't put it directly on my profile

- when requesting, you can state which prompt you want with the haikyuu character (e.g. driver's license + sakusa kiyoomi)

- all these prompts are based on the song title and a part of their lyrics and i may or may not use the meaning of the entire song as a concept for the story

- there's actually not much rules there is to this but if there are things that you want to see in the story, you can state that as well!!

- lastly, i hope you guys enjoy this little milestone thing that i'm doing!!

driver's license • "you said forever, now i drive alone past your street"

forever • "darling, nobody said that it would last forever"

lookalike • "but when you look in his eyes, do you think of mine"

until i found you • "i would never fall in love again until i found her"

glimpse of us • "i'm only here passing time in her arms"

apocalypse • "when you're all alone i'll reach out for you. when you're feeling low i'll be there too"

heather • "why would you ever kiss me? i'm not even half as pretty"

lost on you • "to all the things i've lost on you"

cancer • " cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

i don't love you • "i don't love you like i did yesterday"

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu hurt/comfort #haikyuu sfw

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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i feel like if you have curly hair, i'd imagine your kids would have your features with moles above the eyebrows, and maybe their personality would be similar to his.

(rip science and genetics)

but i think that since both of you have curly hair, your kids would definitely have the curls too. and i think sakusa would spend time with your kids by making their hair look neat and tidy because he knows how difficult it is to tame curly hair.

if you guys have a daughter, he would take his time to tie her hair into a bun/ponytail for school just because.

regardless, he would love the kids so much because the both of you made them and they're like little you and him running around the house

insecurities

husband!sakusa kiyoomi x reader

fluff

sakusa kiyoomi has always been self-conscious about his moles. they were scattered all over his body, but there were two very prominent ones above his eyebrows.

it has always been a part of him.

he always thought that it was quite ugly how the two moles sat so openly on his face and how he wished that he could pluck it out because he felt so insecure about it.

that was until they came around.

sakusa kiyoomi never thought that he would fall in love with his moles until he saw it on his kids.

how they perfectly capture your features and his moles.

how one of them had his curls and jet black hair.

it seemed like all his insecurities disappears when he first lay eyes on them.

sakusa kiyoomi used to hate his moles

but after seeing it on his kids, on the kids that you both made, he fell in love with his insecurities.

because he couldn't possibly hate the kids and how they look so much like you.

#sakusa headcanons #sakusa kiyoomi #sakusa x reader #sakusa x y/n #sakusa x you #sakusa comfort #sakusa fluff #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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bf!suna rintarou random text messages

fluff, crackhead

just for shits n giggles tbh i needed more suna contents

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu sfw #suna rintaro imagines #suna scenarios #suna imagines #haikyuu suna #suna x reader #suna x y/n #suna x you

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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insecurities

husband!sakusa kiyoomi x reader

fluff

sakusa kiyoomi has always been self-conscious about his moles. they were scattered all over his body, but there were two very prominent ones above his eyebrows.

it has always been a part of him.

he always thought that it was quite ugly how the two moles sat so openly on his face and how he wished that he could pluck it out because he felt so insecure about it.

that was until they came around.

sakusa kiyoomi never thought that he would fall in love with his moles until he saw it on his kids.

how they perfectly capture your features and his moles.

how one of them had his curls and jet black hair.

it seemed like all his insecurities disappears when he first lay eyes on them.

sakusa kiyoomi used to hate his moles

but after seeing it on his kids, on the kids that you both made, he fell in love with his insecurities.

because he couldn't possibly hate the kids and how they look so much like you.

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu sfw #sakusa drabble #sakusa fic #sakusa headcanons #sakusa kiyoomi #sakusa x reader #sakusa x y/n #sakusa x you #sakusa comfort #sakusa fluff

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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ghost

sakusa kiyoomi x gn!reader

angst

tw: mentions of death

not proofread

a/n: i'm sorry in advance

i miss your touch on nights when i'm hollow

it has been 3 months since the love of your life, sakusa kiyoomi, passed away.

your omi

the death was so sudden. he just went to practice one day, just like any other day. then, you got a phone call from one of his teammates, atsumu, that he has collapsed during practice and was on his way to the hospital.

when you arrived at the hospital, everything happened so quickly. his heart stopped beating and he passed away minutes later. the doctors said his brain was lacking oxygen and he was basically brain dead by the time he arrived.

your omi. the one that you saw that very morning and kissed him goodbye as you sent him off at the door.

your omi. the one that was wearing your favorite cologne. the one that smelled like cedar wood and fresh laundry at the same time.

your omi. the one that gave you a smile that's only for you as he left for practice.

your omi. that was perfectly healthy that very morning and pronounced dead hours later.

you couldn't grasp the reality. everything felt like a blur. you don't remember what exactly happened that day but you knew it felt like as if the world was slowing down as the doctors said those words.

"time of death, 1409"

people around you were trying to comfort you but all you could hear were muffled noises.

i know you crossed a bridge that i can't follow

three months have passed.

the house still feels like home.

his smell still lingers a little.

you couldn't bear to wash any of his clothes because it still smelled like him.

he never smelled bad, even after practice.

his pillow still has that little indent that you never flatten because you couldn't bear to make the bed.

you have been sleeping in the guest bedroom or on the couch because the bed felt too big and empty.

but the house still feels like home.

it was your house with kiyoomi.

since the love that you left is all that i get

today was the day where you decided to visit him again. today was a special day.

it was your 5th wedding anniversary with him.

you brought flowers and a picnic mat, along with some of his favorite food.

as you lay the mat in front of the gravestone, there was the love of your life.

"omi, my love. i'm here."

you smiled, as you dusted off some fallen sakura petals off the stone.

"omi, look how pretty the sakura flowers are. they're your favorite"

you placed the flowers on the grave.

"it's been 5 years since you married me. i've never been so in love with anyone before. i'm so happy that i could be yours."

you started taking small bites of the food you brought.

"i miss you so much, omi"

you felt hot tears falling down your cheeks.

"i thought we would grow old together. i just can't believe you're gone"

if i can't be close to you, i'll settle for the ghost of you

"it still feels unreal, omi. i still feel that you're still here"

as you say that, a blue butterfly landed on the mackerel that you brought.

blue butterfly.

you and kiyoomi had this conversation once. he said that if something ever happened to him, he'll come back as a blue butterfly.

i miss you more than life

"you're here, my omi."

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu hurt/comfort #sakusa drabble #sakusa fic #sakusa headcanons #sakusa kiyoomi #sakusa x reader #sakusa x y/n #sakusa x you #haikyuu angst #sakusa angst #Spotify

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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reckless pt. 3 - the wedding

fiancé!sakusa or soon to be husband!sakusa x f!reader

after a year, sakusa and you decided to hold your wedding (since it's off season and there isn't any overseas matches). what happens at the wedding and what kind of drama would happen?

a/n: i'm currently sick so there wouldn't be any proofreading. also i've never been to a wedding before so i have no idea how it actually works so i had to google a lot of things but i hope it still makes sense! anyways, this would be the last part for the reckless series. i never thought i would write more than 1 chapter but here we are, 3 chapters later and we're done!

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it's finally the day. you and sakusa have been planning this wedding for so long.

it was off-season period and sakusa didn't have as many matches. you finally found a day where you can hold the wedding.

it took a few wedding drafts and many cake tasting before getting to this point. it was finally the day.

you were in the dressing room while your make up artist puts on your make up and the hairdresser does your hair.

you looked at the mirror and took a glance at the beautiful dress that was hanging that sakusa picked and tailored for you. you can't help but to smile.

after that day that you saw your ex boyfriend and bestfriend, your ex boyfriend tried to call and text you with an unknown number, trying to get your attention and begging for forgiveness. sakusa thought it was funny to send him a photo of the both of you wearing your rings and blocked him after.

not gonna lie, you're feeling pretty nervous. you started overthinking about what might happen or what if sakusa leaves you at the alter. you decided to shrug it off because it's sakusa that we're talking about.

your relationship has been nothing but a dream. he was the most patient person you've ever met. he loves you with all his being and you love him too. you just thought how lucky it was for you to land a guy like this.

fast forward to 15 minutes before the wedding, komori came in to check on you and ask about how you're feeling (sakusa TOTALLY didn't ask him to do it). you guys chatted for abit before he left.

you started preparing to walk to the venue as the ceremony is about to start.

you could see sakusa standing at the podium at the end of the aisle, looking at you in awe as the wedding music started playing out of the speaker. you walked slowly towards him, smiling and thinking that it's finally happening.

when you're up at the podium, the wedding officiant started to ask the both of you to say your vows.

"y/n, it has been a long journey with you so far. i feel like years with you feels like minutes. i remember the first time we met when we were kids and how it was love at first sight. no one has ever made me feel so comfortable, sorry komori, you're second in this. but i want to spend the rest of our lives with you and i hope there is an afterlife so i can spend those times with you too. i love you so much and i'm so happy that i'm able to call my bestfriend my wife."

"sakusa, i honestly don't know how to top your vows because that was so sweet and i wish there is an afterlife too so even death can't do us part. you have been my bestfriend for all my life, minus those years where you moved away, what a dick move. but you have always been the one for me ever since we met in university again. being together with you has been a dream and you are the best person i've ever met and i can't wait to be your wife for the rest of my living life and anything after. i love you so much sakusa"

there were tears of joy from the guests and the both of you.

"now that the bride and groom has exchanged their vows, if there's anyone that isn't in favor of this marriage, speak up now or forever hold your silence."

when the wedding officiant was about to ask you both to exchange your rings, someone in the guest seating area stood up.

"i object!"

you turned around to look at who said that and you see your ex boyfriend.

who the hell invited him and who let him in?

you were at the brink of tears when sakusa called his security.

"escort that man out. he wasn't invited and he shouldn't even be here"

you could see that he was fuming.

"i'm so sorry to everyone for the disturbance. this was really unexpected as we're supposed to have a high level security in the venue. if there's no one else that objects this wedding, is it okay if we proceed accordingly?" he said, turning to look at the wedding officiant.

"it seems like that was just a minor inconvenience so yes, we may proceed. do you, y/n l/n, take sakusa kiyoomi as your lawfully wedded husband?"

you nodded and said yes.

"and do you, sakusa kiyoomi, take y/n l/n, as your lawfully wedded wife?"

"i do"

"i now pronounce you, husband and wife! you may now kiss your bride"

later at the reception, you found out that your ex has bribed one of your acquaintance that you invited and ask her to bring him as a plus one.

needless to say, you kicked that acquaintance out of the wedding after party and cut all contacts with her after that day.

it has been 4 years since the wedding. as you thought about that day, it felt so nerve wrecking. but at the end of the day, it was all worth it.

as you continue to daydream and reminisce, you slowly drifted to sleep in the arms of your now-husband, sakusa kiyoomi, the most perfect man alive.

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu sfw #haikyuu hurt/comfort #sakusa comfort #sakusa drabble #sakusa fic #sakusa fluff #sakusa headcanons #sakusa kiyoomi #sakusa x reader #sakusa x y/n #sakusa x you

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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kenma and how he would act around you when he's drunk

bf!kenma and how he would act around you when he's drunk!

fluff and a little nsfw

a/n: this was requested by one of my followers and i thought it was a cute idea

tw: mentions of alcohol (a lot), mentions of sex

- i think kenma is either a red wine guy or a hard liquor guy, there's no in between. but this also depends on his mood. if it's a chill night in with you, i think he would sip on a $2k++ bottle of wine (because he's boujee that way)

- when it comes to liquor, i think it would be when you guys invite kuroo (and his girlfriend if he has one) over and maybe a few other friends. choice of drink would most likely be soju (apple flavored soju!!) and sake

- if you don't like wine, he would definitely drink whatever you fancy more but he will make sure that the alcohol is top quality

- i feel like kenma would have develop a strong tolerance for alcohol for business meetings (drinking with clients) and i feel like he would casually drink a cup or two of red wine/alcohol while streaming. so i think it would take quite abit of alcohol for him to be drunk

- when drinking with you, he would usually drink quite alot as he doesn't need to worry about entertaining a friend or client

- when he's drunk, he talks A LOT!!! he would talk about absolutely everything and anything

- he would compliment you and would say how good looking you are every 5 minutes and he would blush alot and giggle alot when he does that

- he's just a really cute drunk and super clingy (literally would be clinging onto you like a koala)

- but kenma gets very horn knee when he's drunk too so he will be extra touchy (and you don't mind it because you're either drunk and horn knee too or you're just a loving it)

- drunk sex with kenma is the best because he will have an extra stamina boost (aka alcohol) and he could go on for hours (rip neighbors and your legs but maybe not neighbors because he probably stays in a penthouse and the whole floor would just be you guys)

- when he's not a horny drunk, you can expect cuddles and him being super affectionate and loving while you both have a movie marathon

- also, kenma eats fancy with wine (charcuterie board and maybe a good piece of A5 miyazaki wagyu steak)

- overall, drinking and getting drunk with kenma would be a lazy weekend night (or weekend day, no judgements) date sort of thing that happens almost every week

tag: @angeldevil0com (because you requested it!!) 🥰

#haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu au #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu nsfw #kenma headcanons #kenma hcs #kenma drabble #kenma imagine #kenma x you #kenma x y/n #kenma x reader #kenma x gender neutral reader #kenma x male reader #kenma x female reader

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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first off the kenma headcannons were mwah 🫶

secondly do you plan on making a part 3 for reckless?

hey!! i'm so glad u enjoyed the kenma headcanons 🥹

i have no idea what else i can write if i do a part 3 for reckless though but i'm open to seeing what you guys might want to see in part 3 🤠

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kenma as your boyfriend

just a bf!kenma headcanon and what i feel that he would do as your boyfriend

straight up fluff

i feel like kenma has major dom energy (we can see how he fights with yamamoto) and he would initiate almost everything

he may seem shy and introverted but i think that he is quite bold when he had a crush on you. he was the one that asked you out

lots of gaming dates!!! i feel like even if you don't game, kenma would get you your very own switch and pc console (those expensive pc console that costs at least $2k) so the both of you can play games together (even if he has to carry you in games like valorant and call of duty)

movie dates with cuddles. we all know that kenma has rich bitch vibes (ceo of bouncing ball), so you can bet that he has a huge house with a in-house theatre (photo below for reference). if you have a sweet tooth, you bet that he has a popcorn machine and some candy dispenser things, just for you

we know that kenma is lazy and would pretty much do anything to destroy gravity because it irritates him but i think that if you're someone that loves to go out for dates, he would gladly follow you

you can bet that this bitch would splurge on you so much that you can basically call him your sugar daddy. you like that new make up collection (even if you just like one lipstick shade), boom, whole collection at your doorstep the next day. looked at a louis vuitton bag for 0.0001 second? consider it purchased. he will spoil you so so much

i think that being in a relationship with kenma wouldn't involve a lot of fights. he's usually quick to apologize and know if he has done something wrong. even if the both of you fight, it usually don't last longer than a day because he will be the first to apologize and letting his ego down so you don't feel upset

when kenma loves you, he will make sure that you know it. when he streams, he will always talk about you to his followers and he's always in awe when he talks about you. he knows that you may feel lonely and neglected during those times when he has to stream for many hours so he always tells you that if you feel this way, you can always come into the gaming room and sit on his lap or anywhere while he games.

talking about the gaming room, he has a comfortable sofa bed placed just for you and comfortable beanbags for you're feeling lazy (reference photo below, just without the beanbags)

kenma is very passionate about gaming and he often forgets his meals, so when you bring him snacks while he's gaming, he will drop whatever he's doing for a second and give you a kiss and saying thank you before going back to his game while munching on the snacks

i feel like being kenma's girlfriend would means being spoiled endlessly, even if you have the means to buy everything that you want for yourself. i feel like he would adore you and would sometimes be shy about how in love he is with you.

#haikyuu au #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu sfw #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu headcanons #kenma kuzome #kenma kozume x reader #kenma x reader #kenma x y/n #kenma x you #kenma imagine #kenma drabble #kenma fluff #kenma hcs #kenma headcanons #kenma scenario

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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reckless pt. 2

haikyuu x f!reader, sakusa kiyoomi x f!reader

angst but mostly fluff

it has been 2 year since you found out that your ex boyfriend was cheating on you with your ex bestfriend. what happened since then?

tw: mentions of depression, nsfw (just suggestive), mentions of cheating and manipulation (from the ex bestfriend), cursing at almost the end of the story

a/n: saw one of the suggestions that i should write about what happens about the whole shenanigan in pt. 1

also no proofreading was done so it might be a little messy. i just wrote whatever that was in my mind without actually thinking to put it into words properly

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it has been 2 years since it all happened.

you stumbled upon your ex boyfriend with your ex bestfriend at a restaurant and found out that he has been cheating on you 4 months into your relationship.

you were angry.

you've never felt so angry in your whole life before. it felt like you wanted to scream at the whole world for everything that has happened to you. he was your first everything.

first kiss.

first sex.

first apartment with a partner.

you never thought you could have a second one, not after what happened.

you were so depressed that you had to see a therapist for a while, because you couldn't even leave home to go for grocery runs when you were low of food. you couldn't even get out of bed because you felt numb. it was as if your whole world fell apart in a day and you didn't know how to deal with it.

you never thought better days would come. you thought that that was it and there was no way that you could recover from that whole ordeal.

a week after the break up, you decided to text your ex bestfriend.

why did you do it? i thought you were my friend

he was just using you babes. he'd always loved me but used you to get to me.

and you didn't bother telling me because?

because you don't deserve good things. you've always had everything since we were kids and how exciting was it for me to finally be able to steal something from you?

that was the last text that you and her had.

the medications helped a little bit, i guess.

you started going out again.

you decided that you wanted to pursue your master's degree.

that's where you found your childhood friend, sakusa kiyoomi.

you remembered him as that introverted kid that was also a germaphobe.

but somehow, he found comfort in you.

he wasn't scared to take his mask off when you're around.

you did everything together.

until one day, he moved away as he was playing volleyball in a prestigious school.

turns out, he was on a volleyball scholarship while taking his master's degree.

the first time you both met was when you were getting coffee from the school's coffee shop and you bumped into him while you were entering. he was annoyed, and then shock, because it's you.

you didn't know back then but before he moved, he had a crush on you as you were the only person that really understood him (besides his cousin of course).

he was so sad when you weren't home when he left. he didn't get to see you one last time.

when he saw you at that coffee shop again, it was as if his crush for you never went away.

"hey omi, it has been so long"

you pulled him into a tight hug.

somehow, you noticed some people in the coffee shop started staring and whispering.

was something wrong?

"hey y/n, i've missed you so much"

he snuggled into the hug, causing more commotion in the coffee shop.

"wanna enlighten me why the entire coffee shop is suddenly staring and talking about us?" you whispered.

he just giggled and pulled away from the hug, holding you hand as the both of you exited the building.

you chatted for hours (it was a weekend and you both didn't had any classes but since the both of you stayed in the dormitory in school, you bumped into each other at the coffee shop in the school campus) at the park nearby, as if those missing years meant nothing.

"i really missed you so much, y/n"

he sighed, while looking at the sun setting.

wait, the sun setting.

curfews.

he started freaking out.

"oh my god, we're going to miss curfews if we don't walk back now"

you just laughed at his panicked state and stood up, holding your arms out, as if to gesturing to help him get up on his feet.

"you're so silly, omi. we're literally 5 minutes away from the dormitory. you're so dramatic and for what?"

he took your hands and got up.

you both started walking back when he interrupted the silence.

"you know, i've missed how we used to sit by the sea and talk about everything. this,,, felt nice" he blushed ever so slightly.

the walk seemed too short for the likes of the both of you.

"i have to go, omi. or else i would (does air quotes) miss my curfew and get kicked out of school or whatever" you joked

"but, i really want to hang out again. give me your phone"

without even thinking, he handed you his phone as you keyed in your number.

xxx-xxxx-xxx my bff the loml

"there. remember to text me"

he looked at the contact name and burst out laughing.

"my bff the loml??? what are you, 12?"

you just smiled and said your goodbyes.

you guys texted back and forth every night and everyday when time permits.

you told him about your ex one day when you both were hanging out and you swear there were fumes coming out through the top of his head.

"how could he treat you like this? and with that homewrecker? i knew she had bad vibes when i met her right before i left but i've never thought she would stoop so low"

his face was full of anger and disgust.

you couldn't help but to feel a certain way, knowing how someone is feeling angry for you too.

you didn't realize but deep inside you, you've always loved kiyoomi.

he was truly your first love. when he left, you didn't leave home for days, knowing that school wouldn't be the same without him.

you thought it was just puppy love, those kind of love that would just go away after a while. but you didn't know that it was still lingering, not until you saw him again.

2 years in university flew by really quickly. you and kiyoomi graduated with honors, with you being the valedictorian.

that was when he asked you out as his girlfriend.

obviously you said yes but not before hitting his chest and asked him what took him so long?

that was 3 years ago.

you're currently on a plane to US, where your then-boyfriend, now fiancé, is playing against the Adlers.

you smiled, as the fond memory of how you met him again replays in your mind.

he doesn't know that you were on your way to surprise him.

as you reminisce the first time where he signed the contract with MSBY to play volleyball professionally, you knew that it was going to be tough for the both of you as it meant that you won't see each other as often, especially when he's playing an away game. but you knew that he was worth it and encouraged him to pursue him dream, even if you have to suffer from loneliness a few times a year.

you were so caught up in your own thoughts, only for it to be broken with a couple bickering on the plane in economy.

you thought they sounded familiar but minded your own business. you put on your headphones and drifted to sleep, only to wake up 7 hours later to the sight of USA out of the plane window.

"ladies and gentlemen, we are landing shortly. thank you for flying with japan air."

you heard the pilot saying.

once you landed, you met up with atsumu (he was a part of the plan) at the hotel. he handed you kiyoomi's hotel room key (totally didn't stole it) and quickly joined the rest outside. you made sure that the both of you were discreet, making sure that bokuto and hinata were doing their job in distracting kiyoomi.

you quickly went up to the room to put your luggage and once you saw that their bus drive off, you hoped into a cab and went to the stadium that they were playing at.

atsumu got you first row tickets so that sakusa could see you.

before going to your seat, you walk towards the back door to enter the court to surprise him while he was warming up.

while walking towards the back door, you bumped into him and her.

"hey y/n"

he chimed.

as surprised as you were to see them here, you looked at him blankly and decided that he wasn't even worth a hello and walked to your destination. atsumu was waiting frantically and basically screamed when he saw you.

"i swear yer' gonna be the death of me. pray that coach won't kill me before omi omi could"

you just chuckled at how dramatic he was.

as he opened the door, you walked towards the court and there he was, your kiyoomi.

"omi!"

he looked up, having the most surprised face before running towards you, hugging you and basically lifting you off the floor.

"baby"

he snuggled into your neck.

"you didn't tell me that you were coming"

you could see his little pout and his finger wiping his fake tear, acting like a child.

you just laughed.

"couldn't be away from your away game"

"get it? away ,,, from your ,,, away game"

he just rolled his eyes at your stupid joke.

"do you have a ticket? the game is about to start so i have to go soon"

you waved your front seat ticket

"tsumu got it all figured out"

"so that brat is in this too?"

you nodded

"well, that's the first thing he has ever done right because i get to see you. but i have to go now, love. i'll see you after the game okay?"

he kissed you on your forehead and waved goodbye. you blew him a kiss as he was walking away and started heading to your seat.

but not before noticing that your ex boyfriend and bestfriend were staring at the both of you the whole time (the audience too because sakusa kiyoomi being affectionate?????? i think we're gonna struck the lottery or something)

you cheered for kiyoomi as loudly as you can, and as he made his last point, he looked at you and did his usual heart gesture, this time towards you and not the camera.

MSBY won and you were so proud of your fiancé. you ran out of your seat and ran towards the back door to finally hug your fiancé and to show how proud of him you were.

after chatting with the rest of the team and thanking atsumu, bokuto and hinata for making this possible, you and kiyoomi walked out.

you both were chatting away with hands intertwined when you bumped into a bickering couple that gave you an eyesore.

kiyoomi noticed your discomfort

"who are they?"

"it's homewrecker and adulterer"

he just nodded and giggled a little as the both of you walked towards the exit (slowly because both of you wanted to know what they were talking about)

"i can't believe you fucking cheated" the adulterer said.

"aww the cheater got cheated on. must suck to be you"

"i don't even know why i chose to be with you. you're nothing but a whore"

slap.

"i'm a whore? weren't you the one that cheated on that bitch with me? who's the fucking whore now? you didn't even have the balls to break it off with her"

that was the last thing you heard as you exited the stadium.

once you were outside, the both of you burst out into laughter.

"who's the fucking whore now? you didn't even have the balls to break it off with her"

you said mockingly, trying to sound like her.

"that just made my day so much better" (kiyoomi secretly lives for the drama)

once the laughter dies down, you held his hand

"shall we?"

he smiled.

i'm going to marry her for real someday, he just thought, as you both walked in a comfortable silence back to the hotel.

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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reckless

haikyuu x f!reader

angst

tw: cheating in a relationship, gaslighting

5 years into your relationship, you saw him and your bestfriend sitting in the restaurant that you both went when he asked you out as his girlfriend.

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you never thought that this day would come.

you thought that the both of you would last forever. he’s always told you that you were the only girl that he ever want in his life.

in the countless of letters that he sent you, always saying how beautiful you were and how he’s going to marry you someday, you never thought that you would see him with someone else.

you always thought that he was the sweetest guy. bringing you flowers after every milestone that you’ve accomplished in life, always whispering sweet nothings into your ear on your bad days.

who would’ve known?

“babe”

he called out as he enters the apartment that the both of you share.

“babe, i’m home”

he said, again, when you didn’t answer him, or greet him at the door like you always do.

maybe you were sleeping, he thought.

you tried your best to fight the tears.

that voice. that sweet voice that you were so used to. the voice that you swore could make everything bad go away in an instance.

he walks into the bedroom to see you laying on the bed, back facing the door.

“hey babe. i called for you, didn’t you hear me?”

you kept quiet, as a small whiff of that girl’s perfume fill up the air, almost chokingly.

he reached out for you, trying to pull you into a cuddle.

“no”

“don’t touch me”

he pulled away immediately, looking confused

“what’s wrong?”

you scoffed.

“what’s wrong? why don’t you ask (your bestfriend’s name) instead?”

“what are you talking about, babe?”

“i saw the both of you in that restaurant, acting like some couple straight out of a romance movie, yet you still have the guts to pretend like i’m spouting nonsense.”

he kept quiet, looking like a deer in front of headlights.

“you know, i really thought we were in this forever. with you saying how you would marry me and how i was the only one for you, i really believed you when you said that i was the one for you.”

you started to choke a little, gasping for air slightly as you find it harder to breathe by the second.

“why did you do this? am i not good enough for you? am i just not good enough for anyone?”

“i don’t know what to say”

that’s all he said.

“pack your things and leave. i don’t want to see you ever again”

“babe, let’s be reas-”

“don’t ‘babe’ me, you’ve lost your rights to call me anything the moment you lay hands on another”

he sighed and started to walk towards the wardrobe to pack his things.

“how long?”

“what?”

“how long has this been going on?”

there was silence for what seemed like forever before he spoke again.

“4 months into our relationship.”

those tears that you tried so hard to hold on just fall relentlessly.

4 months into the relationship.

the both of you have been together for 5 years.

“for the record, i really loved you, i still do.”

shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up.

you tried shutting down all the negative thoughts in your head.

but you can't help but to think what you did wrong for him to do this to you, to us.

"just ,,, leave"

you sobbed.

you watch him leaving the bedroom that you once shared with someone that was your everything, your home.

"i'm sorry"

he whispered, as he closed the room door one last time.

how could you be so reckless with someone's heart?

#haikyuu au #haikyuu hurt/comfort #haikyuu angst #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu sfw #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu drabbles #haikyuu fic #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu oneshot #haikyuu x you

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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about me

i'm c (just a nickname)

i'm 23 this year, pretty old (i think) to still be writing about anime boys but here i am

not sure how comfortable i am with writing nsfw works (because i'm not very good at them) but i will attempt to someday (i think)

i don't think i'll proofread most of my work because i'm lazy but i'll try

what i write about

i love to write about things based on what i've or i'm experiencing and hoping to share those thoughts and feelings with people who are going through the same thing as me

i can get pretty dark when it comes to writing about health (mental or physical) because i've been suffering from chronic illnesses since i was 9 years old and it takes a huge toll on my mental health and i love to let my feelings out through writing

however, if the above topic triggers you, please make sure to read the tw i have tagged before the story starts as i wouldn't want to trigger any one of you in any way

i write fluff too, especially those comforting fluff

i try to write as gender neutral as possible but sometimes it can be hard

characters i write about

i mostly write about characters that i love (sakusa, suna, akaashi, kenma) but i would love to hear about any suggestions that you guys may have about other characters too

i do write a few stories that i can't specify who it's about and those will have the haikyuu x reader tag at the top of the story's description

i hope you guys enjoy the stories that i write. i usually use this platform as an outlet for me to write my feelings while letting you guys enjoy at the same time. however, if i've written anything inaccurate or offensive, please feel free to let me know!

i'll do anything to let you guys read as comfortably as possible.

suggestions are welcome too!

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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second home

haikyuu boys x sick!reader

probably angst but mostly fluff

hospitals, unfortunately, feels like a second home to you. but what happens when you bump into this random tall man while walking to one of your many doctor's appointment?

this story could be about any of the haikyuu boys. i can't really specify who exactly.

tw: hospitals, dealing with dark thoughts about having chronic illnesses

a/n: this is inspired by my personal life as hospitals feel like a second home to me (quite tragically). it's quite demoralizing having to deal with my illnesses alone but i guess writing helps sometimes. i hope you guys enjoy this story as much as i enjoyed writing it!

you've always hated how hospitals feel like a second home to you.

growing up as a sick kid, you can't recall a time where you manage to avoid stepping into any hospital for at least a year. the constant blood work and doctor's appointment, of course it's demoralizing as you walked into that same hospital where you call your second home.

you've always envied your healthy friends. they had all the time in the world to do whatever they want without any illnesses holding them back. you can't say you're not jealous because you would love to have even a day where you didn't have to worry about the restrictions that your illnesses give.

you were caught up in your train of thoughts when you bumped into this tall figure, falling back onto your butt.

"i'm sorry" you whispered, as you looked up to see who you bumped into.

"it's fine, are you okay?"

this man that you accidentally bumped into reached his hands out, waiting for you to grab onto it.

you took his hand and stood up quickly, thanking him for pulling you up on your feet.

"i'm okay, i'm sorry for bumping into you."

he just smiled and started walking away.

that was the first time you saw him.

during your next appointment a month later, you somehow managed to bump into him again.

"hey, it's you again. you really need to watch where you're going" he jokingly said.

somehow, that little encounter led to you finding out that he was in the hospital so often for some sports injury. you both exchanged numbers and texted quite often.

it started from simple texts like

"hey will you be going to the hospital again? i have an appointment today"

to texting everyday about your daily life.

turns out, he's studying in a school that's only 5 minutes away from yours and the both of you stay pretty much in the same neighborhood.

from bumping into each other at the hospitals, it quickly turned into the both of you walking to school together and going home from school together.

in the matters of weeks after you got his number, the both of you started texting everyday and every night.

oddly enough, that little encounter at the hospital turned into you calling him yours.

he recovered shortly after, but he still goes to your appointments with you, making sure no dark thoughts looms in your mind.

it has been a year since then.

your health hasn't improved, nor has it worsen. but that's what having a chronic illness is about, right?

but at least you don't have to go to these dreadful appointments alone anymore.

maybe calling the hospital your second home doesn't seem as bad as it did before, because you found home in this man that you accidentally bumped into a year ago.

#haikyuu hurt/comfort #haikyuu angst #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu sfw #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu comfort

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90skiyoomi · 2 years

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happier than ever

suna rintarou x gn!reader

angst

tw: toxic relationships, accusations of cheating

suna rintarou was a jealous man, and that was what led to his demise

your relationship with suna rintarou hasn’t been the least perfect.

sure, the both of you had days where you were heads heels for each other. but there were those days where the arguments would echo throughout your shared apartment and the entire neighborhood.

“so you’re fucking someone behind my back now?”

suna rintarou was a jealous man. despite his solemn demeanor, you knew very well that away from the public’s eyes, he was just a toxic guy, always finding little things to pick on.

“this is unbelievable” you scoffed.

today was no different.

you were just out with your classmate for a group project that was due next week. wanting to get some final touches done, you decided to meet him at a cafe nearby, not knowing that suna would walk right past the very same cafe as the both of you were joking about how irresponsible the rest of your teammates were, not showing up for a meet up to complete the project that you have working hard for.

it’s not like you hide the truth from him. in fact, you texted him a day before to make sure that he knew you were going out to meet your classmate for the project, to which he never replied and left you on seen.

you tried your best to be the best for suna, not initiating any arguments or do anything stupid that might trigger him and cause havoc and inconvenience to your neighbors.

even when he goes out drinking with his friends, not replying to any messages that you've left him, making you worried sick alone at home. or how he still drives back from parties despite being drunk.

“i can’t do this anymore, suna”

he blinked.

“w-what do you mean?”

“i just can’t do this anymore. i’m so tired of all these arguments and how you never listened to me. i’ve never once thought of cheating on you with another and yet, here you are accusing me of doing so”

you sighed, as hot angry tears threatens to fall.

“let’s break up.”

you grabbed your bag that was laying on the counter and started walking towards the door.

“wait.”

you continued walking.

“just stop, okay. please. i’ll stop doing all of those things. i’m sorry. just stop walking away from me.”

he reached out his hands for yours.

“suna, i can’t keep doing this. every time you’ve decided that you’ve hurt me enough, you apologize and pretend like it never happened. and each time, i stupidly forgive you for you to do it to me over and over again. it has been 3 years suna. 3 years of this never-ending cycle. i just can’t do this anymore.”

“goodbye suna.”

he let your hand go, as you walked out of the apartment that you once called home.

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