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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 8 months

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i fucking miss tumblr so im starting it again to be angsty and dis0rder3d,, lmk if u wanna b moots ~~ if you want to we should add each other on disc/whatever ~~ im 17(nearly18) 4n0rexic, so basically, be anyone over 16 and don't be like a bigot or some shit but yeah if anyone wants to make a gc or even just be 3d moots and share music and shit that'd be cute x

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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fully failing my exams and I'm not even skinny. literally nothing to be happy about. before i was doing well now everything is just falling apart

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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planning tomorrow ->

water only till lunch

diet coke + 1 piece of fruit

when home , cucumber till full

then smallest meal you can get away with

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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my

head

hurts

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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naur bc look at the shit my dad found 💀💀

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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anyone else entirely motivated till there's something carb-y in front of you and nobody knows about your ed so you don't feel embarrassed eating it??

#disordered eating thoughts #ed vent #tw edd #ana trigger #skinnni #low cal restriction #notprojustusingthetags #tw ed vent #ed not sheeren #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 4na #pro 4na #coach ana #an0r3xic #anor3x1a #anorexsick #ana rules

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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im gonna start drinking a shit ton of water and pretending im changed person because of it

#pr0 ana diary #pro 4na #notprojustusingthetags #disordered eating thoughts

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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rules for me and my ed ~

☆ 1-2 glasses of water in the morning, every morning preferably

☆ always try to drink before eating

☆ never have breakfast/lunch when you don’t need to

☆ leave the house at 7.40 to walk to/from school (120 minutes total walking)

☆ try to leave 1/2 hours at least in the evenings to walk

☆ eat as little as is acceptable at dinner + don’t add anything extra to meals

☆ always eat the least amount of food in whatever gathering you’re in

☆ macros count - waste cals on protein rich foods

☆ if you’re in a binge-y mood drink a bunch of water and try to eat low cal foods first like cucumber

☆ don’t let bad eating habits seep into relationships and friendships, it’s not as important as that i promise - don’t trigger your girlfriend

☆ weigh-ins bi-weekly on monday mornings and friday mornings

☆ if nobody is there, don’t eat

☆ sweetener slays, it’s okay to use it

☆ if you binge - try to walk till total cals is 3 digits at most

☆ no snacks - drink water, if it’s a must, have cucumber

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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does anyone have tips for purg1ng for someone who has never done it -- advice for harm reduction + efficiency ~<3

#ed advice #bulimima #bulim14 #urge to purge #purg3 #tw edd #notprojustusingthetags #skinnni #ed not sheeren #tw ed vent #ed coach #ana couch #coach ana #ana butterfly

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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no but if you don't purg3 how can you acc deal w binges.

#ed vent #disordered eating thoughts #tw edd #tw ed vent #ed diet #ed not sheeren #4na diet #4n4 diet #ana trigger

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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creating a pinned post -> 🦋🩵

cw : 110lb (bmi : 19.2)

lw : 87.3 (bmi : 15.3)

gw1 : 105lb (bmi 18.4)

gw2 : 100lb (bmi 17.5)

gw3 : 95lb (bmi 16.6)

>can't go too low again for the sake of my relationship, but aiming to maintain a low weight that can still be considered healthy

>follow me if you wanna be moots, gonna post random ed thoughts/music/etc. gonna be random shit but i like random shit

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 11 months

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nah the way i haven't used this acc for ages because ive been healthy and now im back ✌️✌️ anyway back in edtwt to lose and make some moots if anyone wants to. follow me so long as you're on edtwt, not racist/homophobic/transphobic/etc. ily xx

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 1 year

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ughhh fucking depressive episodes. i have no motivation to move and I've basically done like 100steps.

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 1 year

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holy shit i fiviijg hate myaef jeaus chi rst

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 1 year

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i highkey need an 4n4 coach/buddy --- if anyone wants to be buddies or to coach just dm me <3 - i’m kind of desperate icl

#ana couch #coach ana #best diet coach #an4buddy #ana rules

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 1 year

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my reasons to st4rve:

note--- literally just typing this out to reference later before i inevitably binge

my girlfriend will be able to pick me up more easily

thigh gap can come back

waist back to 21in

cheekbones start to hollow out again

clothes start being looser and everything looks floatier

slim calves and thighs so i can wear skirts without c r y i n g over my legs

less alcohol to be drunk

i can drink without suddenly getting fatter

i can be slim enough to feel like i really am dis0rd3red

low rise jeans are c u t e

hip bones, ribs and spine stick out more prominently

look taller despite being short

underweight makes me feel more valid

bodychecks don’t feel so embarrassing

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0pt1m1st1c-4n0r3x1c · 1 year

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i don’t think this is a unique experience or anything but have any other anor3x1cs fully just had to deal with alcoholism out of nowhere and gained back like all the weight they lost. i gained like 10lb in a couple of months because of alcohol and holy shit i want to di3 because of it

#4namia #not pr0 4n4 #notprojustusingthetags #an4buddy #4n4 blog #tw 4n4 #4n4r3x1c #4n4 thoughts #4n4 vent

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