I am so fucking scared. I feel that... you know it's not about death. I'm not so scared of death. I'm so scared of being displaced. I want to go back to my home--and I'm so near, by the way... Gaza is so small. But I can't go there because the Gaza Strip is cut into pieces, and vehicles and tanks are in the borders between these pieces so I just can't go anywhere inside my homeland. My place. And... it's unacceptable. It's unimaginable. You know I have never imagined before that one day someone would just grab me from my... my homeland. My place. And just throw me away and prevent me to come back.
By the way, we don't know if we could go back. If we could go back again. Ever. And I'm so scared that they could displace us from Gaza Strip to the desert. [Bisan's voice breaks, she breaks into tears] We will die in the desert because of hunger. They displaced us to Egypt. To the north of Egypt, to Sanari desert. People just die. We will die.
[Sob] I don't know why do you guys are watching without doing anything to end this. Just in the... just stop it. Just stop it. Stop it in any price, stop it in any cost. Just stop it for anything. Just stop this. It's a nightmare. I can't continue just thinking about the displacement more and more. It's a nightmare. And I can't-- I can't keep it alive while thinking of being displaced more and more.
I just wanna go back to my home.
-- Bisan in a heartbreaking voice memo on Instagram, 2.14.2024
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vip_roses on ig
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hey y’all!! <33 major apologies for not posting for so long, honestly i’ve been hitting a real rough spot mental health wise.
i’m hoping to come back and start regularly posting soon. ^^ but for now, i really just need a lil break. i do appreciate all the kind comments i’ve been getting though, and all the reblogs and likes. thanks to everyone for being so sweet!! i love this little corner of the internet, it’s nice to have so many people interacting with my silly stim blog.
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stop shaming people for being passionate about the things that they love. stop mocking people for having unusual interests. like, honestly, i'm so tired of feeling embarrassed for being "too much". if being too much means having deep interests that fill my life with romanticism and excitement, then let me be!!! i'd much rather listen to anyone ranting about their latest obsession with 16th century swords than have a boring ordinary conversation with those who shame passionate people
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currently working on this bun bun stimboard!!! i’m having trouble with the links rn though :( otherwise it would’ve been up yesterday :((
i’m back from my hiatus and i wanted to set up a poll just for fun 😌
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i’m back from my hiatus and i wanted to set up a poll just for fun 😌
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