New Nightly Routine:

1. Read a poem about death

2. Think of all the beautiful things about being alive

3. Ugly cry and hyperventilate until I'm too exhausted to stay awake

Re-entering my heartstopper era once again. (I never left)

I know I am in love.

I've never felt so sure of anything.

I like thinking about the future. I like thinking that the somedays that I dream about might happen. I also like the idea that something totally new and exciting might take the places of my daydreams. I want to feel it all.

Finally finished my costume!!! The jacket was just for the cold lol.

I'm watching Heartstopper in Spanish now. I've seen it in English so many times I figured I'd switch it up.

I love them to the point of insanity. How do they hold so much power over me!?! I'm here for it though.

Nearly done watching The Midnight Club on Netflix... it is amazing. Very sad yet very sweet at the same time! Has some thrill factor to it, and amazing psychological twists. Definitely worth the watch!

My top 5 songs at the moment:

1. The Beach-The Neighborhood

2. Happier Than Ever-Billie Eilish

3. Juliet-Cavetown

4. Back to December-Taylor Swift

5. In the Air Tonight-Phil Collins

What are yours?

That moment in heart stopper during the field day when Nick leaves the rugby match to talk to Charlie, they make sure to leave the camera on Imogen long enough to show her genuine understanding and happiness for Nick. I don't like when people hate on Imogen for having a crush on Nick. When it came down to it she handled the whole situation pretty well, and respected Nick's choices.

If I need inspiration I go to my local lighthouse. There always seems to be some useful graffiti there...

In my philosophy class we had to post about our personal philosophy. What we live by. I said that as long as I'm living, I will always be a student, and every experience or interaction I have will be my teacher. I will always have something to learn. What is your personal philosophy?

I was rewatching heartstopper for probably the 100th time, and of course I realized something new. The moments after Nick and Charlie's first kiss at the party were filled with so much guilt and confusion from both sides, and they both left feeling horrible, but the fact that they didn't instantly try to avoid each other or stop talking in the next few days tells you so much about their relationship. They would rather face their feelings even if it was uncomfortable and difficult than risk losing each other. It was such a healthy way to deal with the situation, and honestly stays fairly constant throughout their relationship. Any thoughts?

The cast of heartstopper on Tower of Terror is my new favorite thing. They are all adorable.

Anyone else totally loving the Don't Hug Me I'm Scared show?!?! I'm geeking out.

Me blogging on the Tumblr at midnight:

My friends and I found this bougie frog and took some aesthetic pics.