On a positive note, my dog is cuddling me :)
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My psychiatrist says I don't have an eating disorder because I'm a model
It's taken me over 10 years to reach out for help. I've lost count of the nurses, doctors, therapists and other psychiatrists trying to get me to admit to my eating issues
Multiple health proffesionals are scared I'm gonna die soon. But, my current psychiatrist won't help me because I'm a model
#pleasehelp
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Right after I turned 21 I fractured my ribs for the first time. Since then I couldn't do things other people my age could do, it's been over two years. I've been underweight for some time and I accept that my bones will break everytime I fall. But now, cartilage is growing over my rib fractures included my chest bones making them ugly. I don't wanna be ugly
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I am in love with being friends with Ana but she's caused me to have at least 9 rip fractures and they way they are healing is not cute. Ana??? Why can't you fix this problem?
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When your Dad who had a less than 1% or 5% chance of living (from cancer) and you are prescribed more pills 馃槀
We used to fill our weekly pill trays together lol
Lovely father daughter bonding time am I right?
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Why does every article about having osteoporosis/osteopenia have to mention how it鈥檚 mostly just older people who struggle with it. I鈥檓 22 for fucks sake. I have nobody my age who has any idea what it feels like to live life scared to misstep and fall, because if I fall I will fracture more bones.
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Don't you love when you ask people to stop following you and they keep getting closer and closer? Luckily this time when I screamed they backed off and called me a bitch. Fuck this world. Fuck this life
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Helter Skelter: Fashion Unfriendly by Kyoko Okazaki
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Anyone else's depression blocks out a bunch of their memories?
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It's so hard to find people on tumblr that need bonespo. I'm a model. I am not thinspo. I need something more extreme.
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Really wish I could be good friends with Ana but your body really hates you when you break 1 rib and then crack 9 others. I feel bad I haven't been able to exercise with her for so long
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Thank you redbull for the reminder food is just not the thing for me
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I鈥檓 fat. Everyone knows it.
My fianc茅, to make himself ugly, made himself look fat. He made himself look like me.
I just wanna end it all man. I鈥檓 worthless alive. When I die at least my family will get money.
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She's ruing eiththing. My family and I were doing better and she recked it all. Really thought this year was gonna be good. Fucked my boyfriends relationship, fucked my families, fucked another friends boyfriend relationship. We all love her but she hurts us so bad. She made us all spiral and feel awful
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Trying to figure out if I look skinny or not based on pics I'm taking of my legs without a scale
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Aparently it's super expensive to ship a dead body overseas so I gotta wait until I'm in my home country to kill myself. That way my family will have more money. I can't wait for death
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Don't you love when you start to create goals for your future and they all fall apart
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