tethered-dissociation
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I just want to be small enough that he feels the need to protect me
#tw ed vent#tw ana diary#tw ed boy#tw ana related#ed ftm#ftm ed#i want to be thinner#i will reach my ugw#ana male#male thinspi#male anna#male ed
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don't stay too long
#dissociation#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminalcore#traumacore#dereality#oddcore#unreality#liminal#nostalgiacore#not my pic#nostalgia#weirdcore aesthetic#old web#strangecore#the liminal zone#the backrooms
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I was doing so well recently and now all I can think about is my ugw. I've lost 3lbs this week and the sense of self worth I feel right now is amazing, I just wish I could feel it from something positive instead
#tw ed vent#tw ed not sheeran#i want to be thinner#ed ftm#ftm ed#boy ana#ana male#tw ana related#male anna#tw ana diary#pro4n4#pro a4a#notprojustusingthetags#trans ed#ed trans#ed not ed sheeran
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It’ll all be over soon. Please stay alive until then.
#liminal spaces#liminal#liminalcore#weirdcore#dreamcore#aesthetic#unreality#liminal space#derealization#liminal reality#liminal tumblr#tw trauma#traumacore#dissociation#tw dissociation#nostalgiacore#nostalgia#strangecore#dereality#tw dereality#old web
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I think a big part of my ED has to do with people pleasing.
I feel like I have to be skinny enough that I'm seen as small and in need of protection, but also I need enough muscle to be viewed as attractive.
I also have to dress well, smell nice, have good posture, be polite, don't be messy when I eat, don't take up too much space, be agreeable but not so much that I'm seen as a pushover.
There are so many things that I try to achieve at a high standard and it can be exhausting.
#tw ed not sheeran#ed ftm#i want to be thinner#tw ana related#tw ana shit#someone tell me they relate#people pleasing#tw ed boy
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do you feel safe yet?
#dissociation#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminalcore#oddcore#traumacore#dereality#unreality#liminal#nostalgiacore#not my pic#nostalgia#liminal space#liminal spaces#liminal reality#strangecore#tw dissociation#tw dereality#lostcore#emptycore#the backrooms
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This
no bc i’m genuinely so fucking lonely rn i need to have the shit beaten out of me just for the physical contact
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Recently I've realized that I'm actually extremely delusional.
There's a voice inside my head that is able to convince me of almost anything if it means the painful experience/memory stops.
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I had a full blown asthma attack the other week and while in the ambulance on the way to the hospital the voice started telling me that I could breathe and absolutely nothing was wrong.
And so even as I was gasping for air I couldn't comprehend the situation anymore and it all seemed extremely dramatic considering I was "fine".
#dissociation#tw dissociation#derealization#dpdr#depersonalization#dp#ptsd#mental illness#delusional#why am i like this
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do you want to remember?
#dissociation#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminalcore#oddcore#traumacore#dereality#unreality#liminal#nostalgiacore#not my pic#nostalgia#liminal spaces#liminal reality#liminal space#the backrooms#emptycore#lostcore#tw dissociation#tw dereality
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I'm scared of recovery. I feel guilty saying it, but it's true.
The idea of being constantly grounded in reality and feeling my entire body as one single being is terrifying.
I don't know how to live in a world that isn't fuzzy or dreamlike.
I find genuine comfort in being able to float away and not feeling like I exist in any sense of reality.
Being dissociated on some level 24/7 feels safe to me, I don't want to "get better".
Does anyone else feel this way?
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#liminal aesthetic#liminal reality#liminalcore#voidcore#liminal art#void screams#weirdcore#nostalgiacore#weirdcore aesthetic#derealization#dreamcore#the liminal zone#voidpill#the backrooms#liminal spaces#strangecore#tw dissociation
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#my picture#my photo#dissociation#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminalcore#oddcore#traumacore#dereality#unreality#liminal#nostalgiacore#tw unreality#tw dereality#tw dissociation#tw trauma#nostalgia#liminal spaces#liminal space#liminal reality
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none of it was real. none of it was real. none of it was real.
#dissociation#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminalcore#oddcore#traumacore#dereality#unreality#liminal#not my pic#nostalgiacore#nostalgia#strangecore#the backrooms#tw trauma#tw unreality#tw dereality
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#not my pic#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminalcore#oddcore#traumacore#dereality#unreality#liminal#nostalgiacore#nostalgia#strangecore#tw unreality#tw trauma#liminal spaces#liminal reality#the backrooms
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I hate the fear that comes with being traumatized.
Not feeling safe with anyone, ever, not even your parents who were supposed to protect you when you were a child.
Being too afraid to close your eyes in your own home or turn your back to an open door.
The daily heart palpitations and fatigue from being in a constant state of hypervigilance.
Jumping badly at every tiny sound so much that it feels like you're being electrocuted.
Existing with trauma is exhausting.
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It's time to come home.
#not my pic#dreamcore#weirdcore#liminalcore#oddcore#traumacore#dereality#unreality#nostalgiacore#nostalgia#liminal#liminal spaces#liminal reality#the backrooms
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