I feel so stupid and lonely every time I text someone and that person doesn't answer and just reads the messages without saying anything back (it happens everyday).

Am I bothering you? Do you hate me? Am I not enough? Am I a boring person?

I fall into this endless paranoia and I feel like I'm a burden to everyone around me.

Please, don't ignore me.

I hate myself so much, I'll never be able to love myself.

I'm so mad and I want to hurt myself because I'm not enough and I feel so lonely

No one understands or even tries to understand and it feels so bad... it's k1ll1ng me

having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.

I hate how attention deprived I get in only a few hours.

I wanna feel human again,

right now I feel like a monster.

Maybe nothing is real...?

It doesn't feel real...

Is this all a dream?

Please, make this nightmare stop.

Of course I'm disgusted by humans, we are horrible creatures who judge and are mean to each other just to entertain ourselves and feel superior

Ok guys, I found a way out of the "lack of healthy interpersonal relationships" dungeon... Let me level-up some more so I can finally beat the bpd boss!

Wait, why is it not working? What do you mean I can't beat it? GAME OVER???

Don't worry guys, I just need some more time!

Let's use cheat codes ;) *takes meds*

I REACHED 999999 DMG!

Wait... I JUST GOT ONESHOTTED???

The bpd boss is tough ngl

These girls r so pretty I wanna r1p my own face 0ff!!!! Im inferior compared to them I cannot compete, what’s the point of living if i cant be prettier…

I’m so obsessed with comparing my body and face to others that idk who I am anymore, I mean it when I say I can go HOURS staring at photos of pretty girls nonstop for the sake of ruining myself as self discipline, why can’t I be like them?.

I have an obsession with cute things…I feel that this isn’t healthy anymore…･:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+

I honestly want to destroy myself.

But I also want to get better.

I'm so indecisive (⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠）⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

It's been five years and I can't forget him. I don't even know what he looks like now, but every time I see his house I wonder how he's doing and if he still lives there. He used to treat me badly, he didn't like me at all, but I can't deny how I felt. I've never been a good person so I can't complain, I deserve to be hated. But somehow it hurts, why can't I forget him? He never cared about me but I kinda miss him.

I dislike how I need validation all the time.

When I look into the mirror,

I see the thing I said I wouldn’t become.

Is there anything left of my real personality inside me?

I took so many sides of my personality from other people and fictional characters, I don't know who's the real me now. If you take away all those parts what will I become? What will I be? Nothing? There will be nothing left, right?

I don't know