you ever think about how kanan's death and ezra's yeeting to peridea happened in such quick sucession that it probably doesn't fully set in that kanan's dead.
because ezra's separated from everyone, he doesn't know if he'll ever see ANY of them ever again. ezra associates all his time in the rebellion with kanan and when he thinks back on that time, kanan's always there since he only spent like a week still in that galaxy without him.
when he gets back he half expects kanan to be there too, just standing around the corner because for the past several years, whenever he thought about home it was with memories of the whole crew, and now that he's home his brain associates it with all those times with kanan still around. he feels another force sensitive being at his door, and he turns around assuming its him before he turns to see jacen standing there, several heads shorter, kanan's eyes and kanan's expression.
and he's reminded again that his master is dead and it hurts like its fresh. it doesn't seem like that long ago, but its long enough that this little boy grew up without ever knowing ezra, and ezra feels like reality is slipping from him. he wants to turn to kanan and has to keep reminding himself that even though he's home, kanan's not here anymore.
Hey uhh uhhm if yall dont hear from me in a while/I dont post many updates, no im not dead, I just may or may not have taken on a very large project ✌️
Just realized I never posted this here, little something I made in a day for the Wayward Son AU!
(Short summary of the AU I below the cut for those who might be curious!)
Wayward Son is and AU helmed by myself and my co-writer @carmelo-san, which basically boils down to “What if Ninjago but Lloyd is a baby in season 1 and the ninja adopt him”. Currently we’ve got a rough plan of everything that happens all the way through Crystalized!
This thing in particular takes place sometime right before season 3 I would imagine