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Thought a lot about the Close fam, doodling ensued
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#nick close#nicholas foster#glenn close#close boys gets out of my head please and thank you#how does one character make me simultaneously so happy and so devastated at the same time??#idk but here we are blegh#wanna ramble about them so so bad
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Chapter 25 is one of my favorite for many reasons but Akane not being scared of touching Hanako to make him look at him in the eyes to be faced of what he is
vs Him putting his gloves back right away not to make a handshake with hands which were used to kill someone is really important to me
#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#aoi akane#yugi amane#I am INSANE about these two I need them to interact so bad AidaIro why#Hanako having a “celebrity crush-like” stuff on Akane my beloved#ramblings#jibaku shounen hanako kun#Akane ily#Akane being loved by most people and Hanako having his guts hated by half of the cast my beloved#jibaku shonen hanako kun#This is one of the scene I wanna see the most animated#I wanna hear those two threatening each other on screen#jshk#jshk hanako
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i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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okay, art/lore dump for my fic Body Horror Baby. This kid's backstory is basically that Donnie accidentally scienced himself into being a teen dad. Like most Donne kids actually lol.
She was formed from a piece of Krang tissue removed from Donnie's back after the Technodrome that he kept for experimentation (this one was of particular interest because it retained some of his own genetic material). They slowly transformed over time from a shapeless blob into something resembling a tiny turtle, although Donnie didn't connect the dots until about a year post invasion. He immediately told his family upon figuring it out, although reactions varied.
After about 6 months to a year longer of living in the observation chamber Donnie built, the baby was removed and given the name Beatrice Helena (after two separate Shakespeare characters because Donnie is a theater nerd).
(she's named after this quote in particular lol. It's from Midsummer Night's Dream about the character Helena, and also it happens to be making fun of her for being short.)
Beatrice Helena stays very small for the most part, and (with a few exceptions) grows at a very slow rate. In some ways, this makes them easier to take care of because it's so easy to contain them.
She also has some ability to shapeshift (it's beyond the normal Krang ability because she was a part of the Technodrome and seriously, that thing molded itself into donnie's face in two seconds flat). This makes for some interesting tantrums. In their baby/toddler years, this is mostly limited to growing eyes or occasionally losing her turtle form, but it gets more precise/intentional as she gets older.
And just for funsies, here's some lineless art of her when she's a bit older. That's about all the art I have, I think, but if anyone has questions feel free to ask!
#i have a couple more doodles of her but i kinda want to fill the page before posting it lol#and if you have any questions ask me i wanna ramble about bea so bad. SO BAD#this is kinda the bare bones introduction to them i have so much more info i dont know where to start#rottmnt#rottmnt au#rottmnt fankid#beatrice helena oc#rottmnt oc#rottmnt donnie#donatello hamato#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#my art#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt fanfiction#undescribed
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Soft little touch doodle, because I love them.
#the false prophecy au#doodle#warrior cats#wc#spottedtiger#spottedleaf#tigerclaw#tigerstar the first#rarepair#Spottedleaf x Tigerclaw#I wanna work on my fanfic so bad#Life things plus other projects make working on my silly cat fanfictions hard#I love them though#If you have questions about my False Prophecy AU while I'm on my little break from writing it#Feel free to send an ask#I will ramble.#You will get all the tea
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If I made a wordgirl inspired icon pack (like for your phone apps, notion icons, or even to print them out to stick in your journals/sketchbooks) would that be something anyone would be interested in? They’d be in a similar style to the recent sticker update so super cute :3
#djsadbean rambles#I’ve been super excited about customizing my phone and I REALLY want wordgirl icons#I bought some on kofi for my phone and I ended up also printing them out to use in my journal (which added SO much color)#so yeah something I wanna do and put up so we all have matching phones xD#also if you’ve made it this far in the tags I have a secret project I wanna do this year SO BAD#if these worg inspired icons work out I wanna turn it into a fabric design!!!!!#I’ve been OBSESSED with sewing recently and I wanna make my dream wordgirl pjs!!!!#so I’d use the same drawings from the icons and make it into a cute quilt looking design#I’m thinking spoon flower might be the place I’d upload it bc Joanns discontinued their custom fabric service AUGH#but yeah!!!!!
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#I’m bad at small talk#I just want to talk about Sun and Moon#but I don’t wanna bother anybody with my rambling#and have them just secretly wanting me to leave lol#and I go on big discord servers but I’m not in the right timezone and nobody’s talking when I’m awake#and they get so busy I get a bit overwhelmed and can’t keep up with the conversations#it’s not anybody else’s fault I’m just bad at making friends#that is all
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Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode
#malik's rambles#okay i know my ass is gonna vent in tags rn so . tw for that !!#iwill never shut up i missed tumblr tags so much wow#itsnot their fault and like . like i dont want to blame them . but its so isolating being and living this way#ill always be grateful for them and I know its just my brain trying to cope and like !! its not their fault but this sucks so bad like wow#also doesnt help that besides how scared I am and how I just . wanna be normal . I feel like I sound insane to other people#it constantly feels like everyone is laughing at us and is just playing along with our “roleplay thing” because they dont wanna bother#and like !! im trying really really hard to be positive about it and just live as well as I can . all of us are !! but it makes me feel like#ridiculous . it feels like everyone'll laugh and think we're playing pretend. which shouldnt matter people will always be assholes !!#I dunno aough im rantingso hard rn . and masa2 wont share which is fine but imscared and worried and scared and aauahhggggggggg#ik the point of the disorder is to hide memories from me so i can function but like . man this suckss9 bad#okay enough of this . Imgonna watch monsters inc i love monsters inc
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i think i should do a drawing with my 4 main dust variants,,,
#i think ive only talked about 3 of them on here (festival c4(yes im keeping that) n mad sci)#also i have other dust variants but these 4 r from my dust centric universes (well minus festivalverse but he is my main dust so-)#4th is my newer one that i also dont have a name for#if any1 is curious about any of them plsplspls send asks i wanna talk about them so bad#rambles#dust sans#my au
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One thing about canto VI is like. I see so many people predicting it'll be about Fighting Evil Wife or Breaking Codependent Toxic Relationship and I just kinda think that would suck? If the major theme isn't grief AND love and the way both are seen as like Kinda Weird/inappropriate in the setting of the city. Then I'll be very sad.
#bell.txt#not putting it in the tag i dont wanna spam but yes limbus posting yes girls will be thinking about mortal regret#LIKE. LIKE. remember the discourse on twt about how like it was bad writing that yi sang didnt mourn dongbaek etc#and like that was the thing right. thsts not a thing you do in the city. that was part of why roland (who takes lots after wh's themes)#was so exceptional. that is the whole thing about the sickness of the city#to say it in comedia literary criticism terms: sins are split between wrongly-directed love and excess of love with sloth (lack of love)#being an outlier. i think heatho and generally og wh is about excess of love and not wrongly-directed love. it is the thing that lasts#all the way to the other side. it is the shared coffin and meeting again in the next life#i think itd be AWFULLY disappointing to get some boring boring 'they make each other worse' take. being APART due to societal pressures#makes them worse and horribly lonely. death makes them worse baby. so in my mind thats it#we get to see cathy die or still be unreachable in some way and then in very roland style we get furioso mode#and then the ending is about recognizing the love that has in fact been there all along and carrying it with u. and hoping to reunite some#where some other time. NO more slander of that awful girl. YES to the comfort of the memories.#me typing over my foscolo notes like i can surely post about heathcliff really fast and not write a novel in the tags (unaware)#i have more thoughts about this in regards to ruina with xiao and some stuff from leviathan but in the meantime. listen to my ramblings boy#ALSO. considering that implication. he feels for her what queequeg feels for ishy. ARGHH. RIPPING MY HAIR OFF#ok actually its been enough hours to not spam ppl I'll tag it now for blog org. i should maybe have a tag for posting specifically#limbus company
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whshshdgshdhdgdhdghfh f/o yearning hours
#at 5am. i know. i know….#i feel annoying talking about them to my friends rn i’m so sorry to them#i love them so muchhh whebsgdhbgshbh#idk if its the sleepiness doing this or the hyperfixtation but i wanna touch them so bad /nsx i wanna feeel them horribly close to me#wantt them ti give me kisses foreeverrr urgbhhh ughhh#maybe it’s the touchstarvedness too#mmhnnhghbnn i just miss them right noww i miss them soonmuch i dont wana get iut of bed#im sso tired f/o savee me f/o…#❥ vels ramblings
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The more I think about it the more I really feel like the recently coined term mesosex might fit me and it's been shared by several intersex education/advocacy blogs I follow now so I know there's support for the term but I'm still like. Scared I would be Intruding™ on intersex issues if I started using it. Like I mean. I'm an afab & (afaik) perisex person with a reproductive disorder that's likely caused by a (non-intersex) hormone imbalance which I'm now essentially having to take feminizing HRT to fix, and as a result I'm now growing tits and undergoing female-pattern fat redistribution at the age of 25 after years of having little to no secondary sex characteristics. I've always identified with intersex issues but now that I'm essentially having to undergo HRT to make my body match my asab that connection to intersex issues feels even stronger. And like that's what the term is for. But my anxiety is still like "but what if you're intruding tho" lol 🙃
#rambling#for the curious the specific disorder is endometriosis and recent research has shown that endo is most likely linked to#estrogen dominance which is where either your body makes too much estrogen OR not enough other hormones (progesterone & testosterone)#and given that the only thing that has helped me at all has been going on full progestin-only treatments#and the fact that everything ive researched about estrogen dominance and low progesterone matches up with my symptoms#it definitely seems like low/no progesterone is the issue for me#(although the docs didnt test my levels beforehand and now i cant get them tested unless i want to go off treatments 🥲)#and like. this progestin treatment has changed my fucking life. legitimately#like it didnt just stop my (pretty severe) endo it also fixed like. all of my physical health issues. stuff i didnt even know was related#dont wanna get off topic talking about my other health issues but. going on progestin has easily been the best health thing to happen to me#but it also feels so fucking weird to be going through the same type of changes that like transfems go through on hrt essentially#as an afab perisex person. its not a bad weird but like its just a strange phenomenon and it would be nice to put words to it i guess?#like im a person who has lived the last 10+ years disabled by a reproductive disorder that prevented my body from developing 'normally'#and now im going through feminizing hrt at the age of 25 to fix my reproductive disorder#thats not exactly like. the normal perisex afab experience lol. but at the same time my specific reproductive disorder and hormone imbalance#dont classify me as intersex (no hyperandrogenism just some mix of too much estrogen/not enough progesterone or testosterone#typical anatomy (afaik) aside from the uterine abnormalities resulting from endometriosis)#and its just. such a weird position to be in. i share a lot of common ground with intersex issues but im not intersex myself#and the whole purpose of mesosex was to create a word for people who arent quite either. 'people who identify with but not as intersex'#and i think that describes me. but also like.... do i count?? 😭#tmi#request to tag
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here take some gay whiteboard drawings featuring some of my favorite guys
#i have a backlog of hsr art actually#especially coach z/two o duo#also particularly whiteboards#as my few followers know i post whiteboard drawings a lot#some of these are old btw i have improved in drawing these fellas since then#especially coach z he gets subtle but needed alterations in my style over time#i do still wanna post these lol#also the sea snails are a ref to a drawing my friend did where sb infodumps about marine biology#& i like snails so coach z likes them too actually#uhh actual tags now i am ramble so bad#homestar runner#coach z#bubs#coach z hsr#bubs hsr#strong bad#strong bad hsr#two o duo#:0 my art
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Just ordered this bitch. Into the jar he goes🙏
#idk why i never write about the black ops crew#i wanna fuck all of them so bad#and i would hudson ass in a heart beat#☆*charlie's rambles
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I’m so sorry I’ve been gone guys, I have projects to do and they’ve been kicking me in the groin
Since Spring Breaks coming up, I’m gonna wanna try and draw more and answer the long awaited ask box (THEY’RE DUST- 💀) but I also gotta work on my big ass project, so please be patient 🙇♀️🙇♀️
Anyways…um, still a little unsure if I should post more about my ocs but I think you guys solidly liked them last time, so I give you more doodles of my sillies :]
Right now I don’t know what exactly I might do with them, but I just know what their stories are. Different, but there’s a reason why they’re both friends ❤️❤️
#Original Characters WOO-#Rambles#Again. Sorry for the lack of art on here. I don’t feel very motivated and that of school#BUT IVE SEEN THE NOISE UPDATE I WANNA DRAW STUFF FOR IT SO BAD-#Felix and Glenda#I like em’ both. And I like spilling facts about them so feel free to ask questions <:))
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Tag Game
I was tagged by @ineadhyn. tysm for tagging me <3
Tagging: @justabiteofspite, @cleric4vampire, and any other moots who wanna do it. Tag me so I can see! Also would be cool to do for your Durge/Tav
Use this order and insert images according to how you view yourself!
1. Animal— Bats
2. Place— Some creepy mansion that is brightly colored, but no less foreboding. You can hear me wailing while I suffer through the creative process and sometimes people think I'm a ghost sobbing in the window when the midday malaise and melancholy hit me.
3. Plant— Peach Blossoms
4. Character— Harley Quinn
5. Season— Spring
6. Hobby — Art, but like multiple mediums and types
7. Colour— Pink
8. Crystal— Amethyst
9. Food— Pistachios
#bat rambles#about bat#i'm so sorry i'm slow to do tag games#i promise i do them i just save them for when my brain fog isn't bad#or when i'm out of my art hole#also re: harley i've been cosplaying exclusively her since 2020 and bg3 is the first thing to make me wanna cosplay not her in a while#but people irl associate me with her real hard i keep being asked when i'll do my harley burlesque routine#the answer is hopefully march or april#i also have some of her tattoos from the film on my leggies#it's how you can tell which HQ is me when I cosplay TAS Harley
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