f/o who doesn’t know they’re touchstarved until they meet you.

the heavy want grows in their chest and is absolutely undeniably there whenever you two even just briefly touch. when you’re so close that they’re so desperate have you closer, wanting to feel their body pressed against yours in a tight embrace, that the thought of your hand in theirs is barely enough. when you two finally hug, or whenever you do, they sink into your embrace almost immediately, a deep sigh of content heard as they wrap their arms around you to return the tender hug. it’s a little hard to get their arms off you afterward, with those small mumbles of “just a little longer” and “i don’t want to let go yet.”

maybe they’re super embarrassed about feeling so at first and are so glad whenever you indulge in their desire to have you, to feel your warmth. or they’re incredibly stubborn about it but their actions always say otherwise, finding every little chance to have their skin touch yours, to quietly tug on your sleeve or any other sign that you immediately know what they want with it.

eitherway they’re forever thankful that you’re so understanding. with the little touches you guys end up doing like from simply pushing a strand of hair behind an ear or running fingers through each other’s hair, they’re absolutely addicted. smitten, even, so incredibly much that they can’t put their love for this, for you into words.

need f/o to put their face in the crook of my neck pls pls pls feel their breath hot on my skin nuzzling and kissing hearing them mumble words near my ear whilst being pressed against me pllease Please

kissing f/o tummy… feeling them shiver under your hands touching their skin and pulling their shirt up slightly, the feeling of the kisses you leave on their stomach enough to make them think about it for days

big fan of f/o(s) kissing you anywhere but your lips. like them grabbing your hands, brushing their lips over your knuckles or lovingly pressing kissies onto your palm or wrist. kisses pressed to a wound or a bruise no matter how big or small. soft kisses on the forehead and on the top of your head. trailing kisses on your collarbone up to your neck and to your jawline when the both of you feel so comfortable to be close like this. maybe in the middle of it f/o either whispers near your ear flirtingly or a mumble slips out: “do you like this?” / “what have you done to me?”

loove thinking abt nonsexual intimacy with an f/o like taking bubble baths with them. their fingers running through your hair, massaging your scalp so gently with shampoo— it feels so good you’re tempted to make excuses of staying a little longer, feeling their relaxed presence so close to you as well. laying in bed with them with little clothing/none at all and admiring each other’s body, hands brushing over every scar, bruise, birthmark or stretch mark with absolutely no judgement whatsoever. mumurs shared of stories of those said old scars, whether they’re visible or not. helping each other dress up or get out of clothing after a long day, buttoning up or unbuttoning clothes, giggling while doing a small fashion show with them and helping them pick things out of their wardrobe

… honestly i say all of this but imagining them only in a tanktop or shirtless is enough to kill me already i think

cuddling with your f/o(s) in bed but your arms always fall asleep. their hair gets in your face sometimes or vice versa. being in the middle of kissing, noses bumping too much or you just miss their lips completely with your eyes closed. bumping foreheads accidentally!!! kissing even more and then breaking it off to yawn or giggle and trying to kiss again but it only repeats. goosebumps and shivering whenever you touch them. accidental (or very much intentional/jokingly) shoving/elbowing because the others feet are too cold or it is suuper warm to even be this close to each other. they love and love and love you tremendously still through anything and everything. even if you steal the covers off them when you sleep, maybe

f/o sticking out their tongue, being silly and going like ‘bleehhh’

catching your f/o(s) looking at you so fondly while you’re talking or doing a task… maybe they’re not aware of so and when you bring it up they get a little embarrassed or try to deny it. it makes you wonder about all the other times they’ve stared at you this way, when did it start? but in the end their gaze just says everything, really, about how they feel about you and how much special they hold you in your heart

definitely do not think about being called tons of masc terms by an f/o. if you’re comfortable with it of course, they make sure before doing so. maybe they start with calling you the petnames/nicknames they’d usually use for you, calling you handsome along with it (‘hey, handsome man’ or a ‘hi, my sweet, handsome boy.’) maybe you like being called pretty boy too, they’d definitely ask first. maybe they focus on the features they adore the most about you.

maybe you ask to be reassured with such words because you feel comforted by it and they don’t mind doing so, but in the end they really do think those sweet things that they mumble in your ear.

fellow secret f/o havers i am holding your hands and handshaking you even.

just remember you aren’t any less of a selfshipper by keeping your f/o secret, that those feelings of being left out by wanting to interact with those reblog games or want you and your f/o to be drawn are super duper valid.

your secret f/o(s) love you super duper much whether it be romantic, platonic, queerplatonic, familial, anything, yes even if you maybe havent consumed the media they’ve been from for a while or you think you dont give them as much attention as your other f/os (if you have other f/os). of course they love you even if you don’t post or gush so much about them.

also you deserve $500000 dollars in cash

finally moving into a place you can call home with your f/o(s) whether it be a house or an apartment… finally getting the keys to said home and both of you feeling that indescribable warmth as you step into your your soon to be filled home. going to furniture stores, unable to resist trying to sit on every soft looking couch (and maybe even playfully shoving f/o(s) to sit on one, or vice versa) trying to picture whatever table chair or bed you can find in the emptiness of your home. going through all the palletes of paint in another store, trying to see what would fit the walls of a room best. shopping for kitchenware and silly mugs and oh, realizing that you get to do groceries with them, even though it may seem like a mundane task to some.

when you guys unpack and get ready for your first night moving in, even with nothing but the possible discomfort of an air mattress or sleeping bags with no bed yet, the thoughts of ‘oh, this is our home,’ enter your mind. the fact that you get to come home to each other, the fact that there are so much memories to be made under this roof is comforting, especially to your f/o(s).

masc term likers imagine your f/o reading classics for whatever reason, maybe they just want to catch up on them or just found the book recently and found it interesting i don’t know. but as you’re trying not to disturb their reading session and wish them a quick good night, they just absentmindedly make a reference to one of their books saying “good night, sweet prince.” either with their usual tone of voice or in a silly fancy kind and it makes you freeze on the spot or makes you drop to your knees on the floor immediately, killing you

your f/o(s) planning dates for you guys to go on!! they’d ask you about your schedule and if you have anything planned beforehand, respecting your time away from them. making notes of where you might like or remembering even a passing remark about somewhere you’d like to go. maybe you two stick to the same places to have a date, like the same mall, cafe or playground and they’re absolutely fine with that. even just dates at home…!! them surprising you with dates too, whether it be a special day or not, picking you up from somewhere and surprising you with flowers too, maybe… no matter where you guys are or what you’re doing they enjoy the time they spend with you always

life before moving in with your f/o(s) if you’ve thought about the possibility, where you two visit each other’s homes instead… them leaving things at your place, from clothes to personal belongings that they’ve forgotten but it’s fine because they’ll be visiting tomorrow anyway, and they don’t mind you borrowing their stuff because in a way it’s become yours now too. them borrowing your stuff as well when they stay over unexpectedly, like your favorite tshirt or sleepwear. them going through your cupboards for food or getting cutlery for when you two eat because they already know where everything is. their toothbrush beside yours in the bathroom. an extra pair of home slippers by the door. all of this but vice versa, even. and whenever you two are even just sitting on the same couch or laying on the same bed or simply having a meal together, your f/o can’t help but think that this feels just right

Please

f/o who isn’t used to smiles and laughter that you have to just wait, treasuring every small glimpse of a dimple showing on their face or a small smirk… if they have a lopsided/uneven smile too you love that about them so much, even if they don’t. maybe you make the most stupidest joke ever and they snort or stifle back laughter, shaking while trying to hold it in. you try to make them laugh again after, wanting more, but with the appearance they’ve grown used to keeping up they fight the urges to do so again.

…maybe you do get to hear their actual laugh one day as they grow more comfortable around you to do such, the sound of it whether it’s loud or soft or belly laughter or a chuckle or a chortle or really just whatever seems best at that moment is not just special to you but special to them, too, because they’ve never thought their guard would be let down so easily like this one day. but here you are now and they can’t help but let you in