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hwaitham · 2 months

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waaaa it makes mi so happi to hear tht u’ve been rllie happi ! ! ! ‘ve actually been feeling vrie accomplished recently ! just feels like ‘ve been able to get so much work done 4 m classes ! which is somethimf i struggle wif an embarrassing amount . . heh . speaking of doing work for classes tho , i dn’t think ‘ve evr told u bfore but ‘ la petite fille de la mer ’ has become m token study song ! ! i only learned abt dis piece through ur bloggie but m so glad i did <3 ‘s vrie nice 2 listen to while i study bcos i cn’t rllie tell wen it ends n restarts so like . i hv no idea how much time passes while m doing sometjing which i s’ppose cld b a downside but idk ! n anyway i thimk ‘ve trained m brain to hv da motivation 2 study wen m listening to it . . ( i hv no idea how brains work so i dunno if m jus making thimgs up but like . wtv ! ) i find that it puts mi in da right headspace 4 studying if dat makes sense . . ? but ya ! i hv been Okiez ! ( i jus texted m best fwen earlier todai after basically ghosting her for 3 monfs n then 1.5 months n she’s seen it but hasn’t responded yet so m tryin not to thimk abt it aaaa i miss her idk why i hv’t been texting her (⸝⸝o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅⸝⸝ ྀི) i rllie hope we hvn’t fallen out of sync wif each othr . . ‘s gna b okie tho trust )

++ omgiez i too am looking forward 2 spring a bunnie bunchez ! n chara reruns too ! i believe your haiyi will come home 2 uuuu ! ! ! if anipaw deserves haitham cons , ‘s coco ! mhm mhm ! n yisyis i saw boff’ arlecchino n boothill ! ! i dn’t think m gna roll for either of them bcos their designs dn’t appeal to mi as much ? but if arlecchino’s gameplay is supa fun to mi i might consider hehe ! there’re also jus lotsa charas i wanna pull for on reruns ! i hv neuvi at c0r1 but m gna go for his c1 + i wnna get furina her sword ! also waiting for a wrio rerun bcos i uh . skipped him on release ᑦ( ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀི)ᐣ LOL . n re : hsr i rolled 4 both jing yuan + sparkle dis phase ! ! i cn’t rllie believe i managed to get them both but m so happi i did hehe

++ on da off chance u’ve nvr heard it , m gna rec u shostakovich’s the gadfly suite , op. 97a : viii romance <3 i wonder wat th violin solo melody wld sound like on cello ooo i bet it’d b positively magical . . .

ilu 5eviez n beyond u sweet angel girl <3 — 🌷

m beloved rosebud ,

huwwo sweetest bbie — i do hope u're having a splendid weekend so far ! ! ◟꒰ྀི◍ ´꒳` ◍꒱◞ 💝🍀 what did u get up to?? tell me all about it if u wanna :D feeling accomplished is one of the best feelings in m vrie humble opinion . . u feel joy + free + an entire weight off your shoulder + all the more capable that u cn do it again . . . i too struggle far 2 much w staying focused n getting work done in a reasonable amnt of time , so im vvv happie for u rosebud ! ! ♡ n ‘ la petite fille de la mer ’ ! ! oooh im so glad u find it to b a good study song , bcos i do too heehee :3 a staple study song for sure . . i find there isn't rllie any climax to it n it is rather repetitive in it's melody so it makes it easy to focus on other tasks while listening to it ! n Yes i sooo agree w u when u say u can't rllie tell how much time has passed listening to it ^__^

re : ur best fwiend texting sitch . . has she responded ? if not — give it some time but if it worries u then maybe reach out to her again ! ! if she's a good friend then she'll understand the reasoning for late replies . . we r all adults w vrie busy personal lives n maintaining friendships at this age shouldnt require so much effort as consistently texting u kno :C at least . . dis is how i feel . . ! i do hope things work out for u ! ! ♡♡

n' oooo ! did u see arlecchino's burst animation leaks . . 0////0 i wasnt rllie considering wishing for her but that animation js hv changed Everything for mi LOL$&^*)$(# jk . kidding . actually Nothing cn pry mi away frm haitham's arms it's alwys gonna be him >>>> . . good luck on ur neuvie + furina weapon + wriwri pulls ! ! i think bcos . . u r d sweetest girl in da world , they will come home to u ^__^ u must belieeeeeve it is true ! i sure do :3 ! ! n YIPPEE ON GETTING YUANNIE + SPARKLE ! truth b told . . i deleted hsr frm m phone a few weeks ago ๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐ it was js taking up too much space on m phone for an app dat i barely ever open . u know :C hoping i cn get back into it when i hv more free time !♡

n shostakovich stoppp omgie i faintly remember playing one of his suites in high school but i hv never listened to the gadfly suite ! ! i had the piece u rec'd playing as i typed up m litl love letter to u hehe — went straight into m playlist ! :D i love it so much thanku for thinking of mi + recommending it waaah ! ! !

anywhosies . sigh . sorrie i talked so much . . i never seem to kno when to close m mouth when im chatting wif u hehe ! sending u a piece of m heart w this letter — i hope u cn feeling the love radiating frm it ! ! ૮꒰๑´ `๑꒱ა

#( ˶˘ ³˘(｡˃ ᵕ ˂｡ ྀི)#making sure rosebud is d last person i tlk to before going zZzZ . . so that i may meet u in m dreams 2nigh :3 ⭐️ ! !#pwz come visit !

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holy-ground-tv · 2 years

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hello i know u are a child and as a fello child (not 18 but older than u)

i kno u might not want to hear this but like that one post u made that is basically saying "give me 1 mil notes or i will not try to get better" is genuinely a damaging mindset not only for you but for everyone who sees the post tbh. 'give me attention or im gna hurt myself' is not healthy behavior & not something to promote even if it was a joke it has not been taken as such outside of ur circle sorry.

I have been there before where it doesnt seem great and maybe seeing that absolute strangers can say they care about u i guess might inspire something thats just genuinely not a good mindset to have. being dependant on others or strangers for ur self worth isnt healthy and when that attention stops or slows down it will crush u by accident

u matter bc ur alive. also u prob wanna remove ur age from ur bio ESPEC if u r trying to get a big post lol who knows how many people w bad intentions will see that and see ur post and then decide ur a good target to groom

genuinely hope u get help that u deserve and get better homie, but this is not the way <3

thank you <3 i’ll try a different way

#ask #asks #anon #anonymous

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sleephearts · 10 months

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theme so cute, just like u! ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა wishing u a happy friday my luv~ mwuah! how have you been? ❤︎

OUGH im so sry 4 getting 2 dis late but just kno dat ur ask made me smile sm >///< i rly like being complimented on my theme !! tis my fav n i will never let go of da cotton candy combo <3 ive been super relaxed dis past week n just enjoying my down time ! summer is going by faster than expected ... gna try n make da most of it!

#㊓ — mail #kissing u all over nini u3u #u r so so sweet!#ssssmooch!

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bakatenshii · 4 years

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breeding

kinksame, i just,, i’ll indulge u momo my bb— feral mothman!shig in heat needing to breed? mmmmm,, when all he knows to do is pump u full of cum over nd over again til it’s spilling out? that’s what i like ꈍ .̮ ꈍ

♡︎ come make fun of my kinks ♡︎

#kinksame kinkshame #send me a kink nd ill say kinksame or kinkshame!#everyone it’s time to bully angel!#LOOK IM NOT SAYING IM ON BOARD WITH MOTHURA JUST YET #the fur still icks me a lil bit #but the tongue? the heat?#*grabby hands*#u nd alison i swear #ur gna get to me i just kno it #moth momo <3

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surejess-arc · 2 years

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who: @samson-clemens what: may finally gets to acknowledge, ic, that essex looked at a sex toy and thought ‘perfect.’ where: why, the crimson veil ofc!

for the first time in a good while, jess had no underlying mean or motive to just pay a visit ! ( of course, that was what tended to land her in the occasional slot of ‘nuisance’ -- most people preferred a heads-up, but, unless there was an underlying mean or motive, who was she to know when she was going to visit who ! and may doesn’t know if that makes sense on a grammatical level, but it’s 5:21am as she writes this sentence, you’ll have to excuse her. ) the grand majority of her ‘going out of the way’s seemed to lend a hand to anything -- absolutely anything ! -- essex-related.

and that was what made her choice so very, very wise. his gravitational pull was just outstanding ! and he, unlike most others in her life, seemed to have no ties to the 'house.’ in approach, in personality, in demeanor... so on and so forth... raffy was just a breath of fresh air !

oh, she would wait if he seemed to be actively working ! everyone needed that cold cash, right ? and there was a vast difference between interrupting, like, a bartender and anyone who worked at the crimson veil for any reason at all ( ...save for jack... ) -- one even she recognized !

and, ya know, it seemed like he was ! but she had always been a master when it came to entertaining herself, passing the time -- so she was fully ready to do just that !

but --

there was a gag.

“ samson ! ” the tone was far different from what had become her usual greeting towards the man -- and not just because said usual greeting, more often than not, meant addressing him as ‘raffy.’ tunnel vision kicked in. the gag ! what she had gotten rid of ! no, wait -- no. and she -- no, he couldn’t talk.

go fast. save. go fast. save. everyone who had not been --

first: take out the person who had caused it. who it was, she didn’t know. but there was only one other person she could see near him. and that was enough of an answer. first: lasso that person. throw them against the wall. leave them there, still tied up. finish them after he had been freed. everything but the gun would take too long. and the gun was for an immediate threat. they were subdued. for now, they were subdued. and samson still needed his freedom. that was what was most important.

second: free samson from the gag. just from approach, from quick glance, it was faulty. it wasn’t advanced. the person had been relying on the -- restraints -- were those fucking restraints ?! -- had been relying on the fucking restraints to keep samson from clawing it off. because fucking hell, would she -- no, would he claw. claw until her -- no, his scalp had a crimson halo, bleeding as if he wore the crown of thorns -- bleeding sacrilege, and then some. NO. because this was a fucking easy mechanism -- a fucking belt buckle, they had put so much faith into his restraints. his fucking restraints. second: free samson from the gag. this could not be the work of essex, that much she would usually know. they were more advanced than this. they were stealthier. but now -- what if they weren’t ? or what if this was just another fucking person who wanted nothing more than to see the end of their people ? fucking christ -- even unconsciously, she knew better than to ask him anything. she -- no, he couldn’t fucking answer ! and that was the worst feeling -- always the worst feeling, all communication stripped after a loss -- no, all communication stripped. he could answer when he was free. if he wanted to answer. and only then. and he could earn the kill.

second: it didn’t need it. it was a fucking belt buckle, they were relying on those fucking restraints that were next on her to-do list. it could simply be unbuckled. but the frenzy -- a pocket knife was drawn from the air, moving with as much haste and power as she could to cut. the. gag. off. and free him to speak. “ are you -- fuck, those fucking - ” - restraints - “ - it’s -- are you okay ? are you -- fuck - ” - get to the restraints ! get to the restraints ! get to the restraints ! cut them off, cut them off, cut them off !

#interactions !#interactions || samson !#interactions || samson 3 !#OK SO I TRIED TO GET IT TO THE POINT THAT SHE IS ALREADY STARTIN A RUCKUS #and ok i was gna stop it around where it seemed she wld be wrestling with the gag then i realized he wldnt be able 2 #tell her 2 stop FHOAISULDAFJKNS so ok ok the gag is off if that's alright!!! the restraints r still on but-#u can godmod her into cutting thru them if u wld like or they can stay on or he can take care - so on and so forth - in ur reply!#(also for context bc this hasnt been done much bc ic. it developed in essex so it's emergency only. but ooc.........#i just didn't kno that 'variations' meant 'this can happen with this power just not always' hofauieldnak BUT #every time a prop or action is mentioned (the lasso the knife etc) it's from miming whatever that action would do!)#(ALSO LMK IF U WANT ME 2 CHANGE ANYTHING u can totally add a gif but since she didnt say anything in the first half* and #the second half was mostly just a lot of action and thought i was like 'hm.' ehofaudhsl #*fun fact: i wrote the first half after the second half so if it seems disjointed.......... that's why fhladskj #also my god there r so many keysmashes but!!! OK I HOPE THIS IS ALL GOOD APOLOGIES FOR MY OVER-TAGGING HAODSUILJK)

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discobops-remade · 5 years

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i kinda wanna say smth but idk if it'll make ppl mad or not oh well (in tags)

#my scorpio/aries dom is fighting my pisces sun #imma put it in the tags #but rmbr i said nonblack poc will go to bat for each n even white ppl before they apologize to a black person ?#yea when tht thing happened w n*c i feel like a lot of ppl didn't believe me n #surely some of u didn't !#some ppl told me to fuck off n i was being rude n should give her a chance bc it's just a mistake #a lot of ppl were trying to still protect her even tho it was clear she was a mess #like . idk it rubs me wrong tht it happens a lot #a lot of nonblack ppl will excuse their friends for being antiblack bc to them its just a mistake #but it's not especially when ur grown???#idk like ik the situation is over thank gosh but it rly just hit me like a lot of ppl went to go bat for n*c before theh #*they #understood she was antiblack n more disgusting than ever #i'm just saying just bc someone is your friend doesn't mean u get to exempt them from being racist #or try to pass it off as a mistake n protect them #like honestly. n*c was white so it's like ???? why protect a yt omg #anyways yea i hope this makes sense??#it's just upsetting that nonblacks will bat for each other n protect one another in case of antiblackness #before actually apologizing or realizing their friend is antiblack u kno?#anyways im gna eat i didn't eat today at all wow fghjkfghjkf

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mattelodchikova · 7 years

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wrow u kno what's nice is when u tell ppl ur specific insecurities and they use them against u n make u feel bad abt it :~) love that

#me: my brain gets scattered sometimes so its hard for me to make a point w/o repeating myself #i kno its annohing but im trying to deal and im on new meds that will hopefully help #and pls bear w me i just fee like no one bothers to listen to me #them: wow yeah that must b really hard ill keep that in mind :( :/#them literally 10 mins later: god ur wasting all of our time and ur monopolizig the conversation :/#stop repeafing urself and let other people talk for once ur being selfish :/ also im gna interrupt u halfway thru what ur sayin bc im bored #and when u start talkig again im gna look at my phone ans rhen be confused ehen u get upset abt it bc im sorry ur just wastig all our time!!#weow srry this is a rant im just v :(((((((( rn

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reversecreek · 3 years

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pops hip n winks at the dash. haaaaiiii. me again. i’ve honestly missed playing lana fr a while she’s one of. my most treasured muses bc she’s jst a silly n vivacious ball of sunshine or alternatively? a train wreck depending on which way u turn her in the light..... i actually hv two playlists made fr her n one is rly old bt it’s more like. songs that Remind me of her which u can find here n then here is more like. stuff u’ll most often catch her blasting on her record player as she dances around in her underwear w the curtains open. OH and here is her pinterest 🍓⚡

* kristine froseth, cis female + she/her | you know lana jameson, right? they’re twenty-three, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, a few hours? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to play that funky music by wild cherry like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole cherry red gym socks worn with nothing else, doodling penises in the condensation of a stranger’s car window, a bumper sticker on the back of a convertible cadillac that says ‘scrappy doo is a filthy slut’ thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is june 2nd, so they’re a gemini, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( nai, 24, gmt, she/her )

HISTORY:

lana grew up in a big house in albany, NY. i picture it w dark oak floors n lots of light furniture. albums framed on walls. mayb some rolling stone covers too frm way bk when of the bands her dad’s label signed. kind of like… a rock star palace w no evidence of children at all. i think i described it best in one of lana’s self paras once when i said the garden ws “as big as it was unloved”

lana’s mum victoria (vic) ws a music journalist w a pretty fruitful career ahead of her when she met lana’s dad richard (rich). his record label ws jst starting out, founded on the coattails of his wealthy best friend’s (jensen peters) investment w his other best friend (who he jst calls knoxville). it rocketed to success when they signed poppy injects, a rock band w an electric stage presence, n vic ws drawn to the glitz n glamour of a man tht ws at the helm of his aspiring industry. their love ws very impulsive, all or nothing right frm the start, n it ws almost like she ws mre in love w his accomplishments n what he represented than him.

(DRUGS TW) anyway so jameson records repped a few rock bands bk in the eighties, altho poppy injects r who they’re mostly known fr, namely bc of hw brightly they crashed n burned. they were a big chart success bt the lead singer hd quite an intense struggle w heroin (wsnt rly subtle abt it either while he ws in the public eye as u cn probably imagine frm such an on-the-nose band name) n he ws always in n out of the papers. it eventually brought down his career n it ws a big publicity nightmare

lana pretty much… grew up around figures like this throughout childhood. real characters who wld kind of… b extremely volatile n destructive abt their troubles. the jameson house was an open one as welcoming clients went n a lot of parties took place there. a lot of the time musicians wld b snorting lines in the kitchen when she wnted to grab a bowl of cereal fr breakfast n it was just. a very strange environment fr a child to grow up in. more zoo than home. more shaken snow globe than resting place. (END OF TW)

(ABORTION REFERENCE) her parents always kind of jst… didn’t like her much. her older brother caleb ws unplanned bt they sort of welcomed the surprise more bt… quickly realised they weren’t cut out fr parenthood n then when lana came as another surprise 3 yrs later they didn’t even try to hide their resentment abt the situation. her mum ws actually booked in to have an abortion bt cldnt go through with it at the last minute. once when lana ws a kid she asked her why she’s so cold towards her she jst turned her head frm her dresser, looked at her, told her abt this n said “idk why i didn’t go”. lana didn’t kno wht to say to tht so she jst left her room n closed the door (END OF REFERENCE)

(DISSOCIATION TW) bc of the intensity of her parents ignoring her growing up lana adopted this sense of like…. she didn’t rly kno what it ws bt it ws a delusion of sorts where she thought she ws a ghost bc she gt this strange outside feeling. she’d jst sort of… drift around the halls w no-one acknowledging her n sometimes she ws jst convinced she wsnt actually there or they cldnt see her n she ws jst haunting the house frm a previous family. (END OF TW) her imagination festered an explanation out of smthn she didn’t understand essentially. lana used her imagination to do this a lot growing up. it ws kind of like the band aid she slapped over everything. after all she wasn’t alone if she was sword fighting imaginary pirates dwn the hallway with a poker from the fireplace.

the one saving grace tho tht sort of?? gt her thru this n made her feel Seen ws caleb. lana quite genuinely hs always thought the sun shines out of her older brothers ass like she jst thinks. he’s the best person in the entire world. wld b rly bewildered if anyone questioned tht. he wld always look out for her n cut the crusts off her sandwiches (he’d cook fr them most of the time bc their parents were too busy/didn’t care to) n sometimes wld even sleep at the bottom of her bed curled up like a guard dog. it ws always lana n caleb n his best friend tommy against the world in tht house (tommy lived next door bt was always over bc he had very strict parents tht he found suffocating)

(ARMY MENTION) SO when tommy announced tht he’d signed up to the army (bc of pressures from tommy’s military dad to fulfil some kind of stupid “legacy” tommy didn’t even care abt) n caleb said he was going with him lana ws understandably…….. completely blindsided. she ws rly upset tht they were leaving n was kind of like “wtf why are u doing this like what do u even think this is gna solve” etc n begged caleb not to leave her there on her own n jst to not sign up in general bc tommy had to bt he didn’t listen.

ERM i won’t go into it but it didn’t turn out well as u can probably imagine bc the army is a terrible industry n caleb had to return home without tommy. he wasn’t the same after that. (END OF MENTION)

what’d been a rly close relationship before where he ws basically like a surrogate father figure to lana was Not there any more. he ws rly withdrawn n always pushing her away n snapping at her for the sake of getting her to leave him alone. on top of this lana had a lot of shit go down while he was away n rly just shouldn’t have been a kid alone in tht house. regardless lana thought if she kept grinning as wide as she cld she’d convince caleb to join in too. maybe if she seemed fine n happy he’d take the lead. maybe she’d believe it too n start to feel it n everything could go bk to how it was before her world became so different. lana liked the way the sky flipped when she tipped her head back on the swings bt this was different. everything was upside down bt this didn’t make her belly feel like she’d swallowed a butterfly and it wasn’t funny bt still, she kept laughing. always desperate to find something to laugh at n if she couldn’t find it she invented it. as long as ur laughing the world can’t b that bad.

she ws always well liked in school bc she jst tended to treat everyone like they were bffs no matter who like u cld have literally bumped shoulders w her once in the corridor n she’d be like OMG HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII let’s kiss<3 n like she ws a huge notorious flirt w any n all as well as incredibly impulsive n jst. wild honestly to put it simply too bt things like. changed a bit frm 16 onwards. (HYPERSEXUALITY & IMPLIED TRAUMA TW) she jst became far more reckless honestly n like....... jst didn’t rly seem to care after a certain point abt herself too much.... got herself in a bunch of bad situations.......... kind of jst flung herself to the wolves numerous times without any caution abt the way they’d bite. formed a lot of self destructive habits one of which ws cruising craigslist personals fr random hook-ups n like. she literally cld have wound up in a ditch somewhere honestly it’s a shock she hasn’t. despite various dips n inclines in her journey navigating this side of her it’s very much still present in her life to this day n she struggles to kno hw to control herself at points. sometimes she feels like a melting candle tht needs moulding by thumbs until it can form a person again. sometimes she’s only sure she’s real when she’s being touched. (END OF TW)

ANYWAY. laughs nervously. went to college to study dance bc she’s always loved dance in general bt specifically ballet (despite definitely not hving the discipline for it) n honestly this was both good n bad fr her. had a whole string of terrible heartbreaking relationships bc she tends to fall into those hard n fast n they were w a lot of bad people fr like 98% of the time. she kind of learned more abt what love is during her time there tho which is a gd thing bt she still isn’t very good at knowing hw to believe she deserves it so it’s a process. she hd fun tho. threw 498572598475 outrageous n elaborately themed parties. ws friends w pretty much everyone on campus.

despite a strained relationship w her brother n having to go home to visit n check on him whenever he got rly bad it ws the first time it actually felt like she’d found a home in a lot of rly loving n genuine friendships n lana will never forget hw much that experience meant to her even if she definitely struggled there too. college felt like a place she belonged n then suddenly she couldn’t belong there any more n there was a big sense of floundering in that. like where do u go now when u’ve never known home elsewhere? how do u happily go out into the world if it means leaving ur world behind?

she applied to a dance company in LA n fell in w a pretentious art scene there full of wannabe andy warhols n the like. became a makeshift edie sedgwick to some guy w dyed white hair n the idea his every concept was revolutionary when rly he jst shot her dancing barely clothed splashing around in a random fountain in his friend’s mansion on an ancient film camera. she’d spend her days floating around on lilo’s and prancing in feather boas and racing with glitter leftover frm last night in her leotard w smudges of faint red lipstick to barely make her job on time. always a sexy train wreck bt this time? make it hollywood.

(IMPLIED ALCOHOLISM TW) i won’t lie to u lana hs always partied way too hard bt then partying way too hard turned into slurping merlot thru a crazy straw shaped like a flamingo at 4 in the afternoon wearing penis novelty sunglasses n it wasn’t quite so much of a party when u were doing it on ur own. this rly snowballed into place in college bt carried on n wound up getting her fired from the dance company bc she turned up to rehearsals drunk one too many times n they didn’t allow fr sloppiness like tht. it was a “professional operation” that didn’t “accept that kind of behaviour” bt lana was jst like ummmmmmmmm that’s totally dramatic btw way to spank me in the town square like i’m gale w a raw ass n back in the hunger games bt ok sure i’m out ig. BOOP! (literally booped the director on the nose before leaving) (END OF TW)

honestly hd no idea what to do w herself after her job fell thru in LA n was pretty embarrassed actually upon sobering up the nxt day. cldn’t bring herself to tell her friends for a hot minute bc she felt like a failure or smthn n she was meant to be living this glamorous life out there being the classic wild n silly n fun Lana Jameson. cldn’t figure out how to repackage it into a funny story tht wouldn’t worry ppl. eventually wound up jst caving n telling her closest besties (shoutout freya n rosa) bc she ws hving a weird time dating losers n randomly living in LA even tho she didn’t kno why she was there any more after losing the job n they were jst like. fk it then. jst come here. we’re in irving. and so? mizz jameson packed her bags....

PERSONALITY:

always smells vaguely of wild cherries or strawberry starburst or jst the candy aisle in general. if she ws a vinyl record she’d b this one n she’d only play good vibrations by the beach boys, dancing on my own by robyn, play that funky music by wild cherry, femme fatale by the velvet underground n (i can’t get no) satisfaction by the rolling stones

the jameson family r pretty well off n bc of her relation to such a big music industry figure she’s hung out w a fair few relatively high rep ppl thru her teens. mostly kids of celebrities n stuff like tht. she amassed a bit of an instagram following #nepotism bt also fr her style (v penny lane-esque in some aspects. lots of fur cuff trimmed jackets bt then also jst…. a wild combination of everything honestly. pastel faux fur coats, seventies style platforms, bright red cowboy boots, pink fishnet tights, holographic stickers of planets on her cheek n glitter used like highlight, 90% of the time a red lip) n bc she’s not gna make ur eyes bleed to look at or anything let’s b real

growing up lana was always a huge social butterfly. knew everyone n everyone knew her. she ws one of those girls tht ws kind of impossible to ignore or forget. very animated, always made u feel like u were the centre of the universe whenever she spoke to u, always made it feel like u were best friends even if ud only spoken to her once.

deliberately puts on tht kind of Magnetic Alluring Act tht femme fatales wear in movies w most ppl. kind of…. is always playing A Role of the person tht she wants to b seen as. hates being sad n always wnts to be happy / making ppl happy. chameleons to situations. feels like she’s performed as the vivacious n fun loving Lana Jameson fr so long tht she doesn’t rly kno who she is beneath tht bt she isn’t too keen to find out. sometimes gets glimpses n feels the urge to close her eyes.

she’s always been rly spontaneous n adventurous. always doing something weird n wild every weekend. she has ten thousand ridiculously absurd n chaotic stories. she’s like oh ya this one time this guy made me ride him with a daddy saddle like i was woody and he was bullseye. he literally made me call him bullseye. or she’s like. oh ya once i had to run barefoot thru a cabbage patch bc this one farmer wanted to have a threeway w me n my friend tht we met off craigslist n every framed photo in his house was a pig dressed up in cosplay bt honestly they were kind of cute n he was sexy aside frm the murderous vibes n the fact he kept calling me babe which i’m pretty sure means he wanted to dress me up next bt like whatever honestly.... she tells jst the most batshit stuff n the person she’s telling it to is left blinking like. wtf.

uncontrollably flirty. insanely confident. cld make a joke out a paper bag n will try. she tends to laugh when she feels like crying n has a smile brighter than a ray of texas sunshine.

likes to roller skate n hs a red pair she’ll glide around in at night lit up by amber street lamps breath sticky w the taste of wine n lollipops probably heading to a random hookups. who needs ubers?

always dapples her fingers thru the breeze when she’s driving in a car w the window down. honestly likes dangling her whole body halfway out too. she almost always has some sort of sweet on her, whether it’s sour haribo cherries or strawberry lollipops.

luvs bowie (ONLY aesthetically) n prince (wholeheartedly) n madonna (completely) n anyone tht’s a vintage style icon w little care fr what ppl think.

daisies n poppies r her fav flowers bc daisies r wild n overlooked n poppies r the first thing u look at in a green field. she’s had like 8472493874 ‘relationships’ n none of them hav lasted beyond a month / hav been terrible / hav seen her being treated badly / she’s cheated on them. honestly it’s like a burning train wreck but u can’t quite tear ur eyes away. often the heart of many sordid gossip scandals.

PLOTS:

TBA bc she’s only jst arrived in town i won’t lie to u all but i’m gna whip things up on here anyway n link in chat w updates at some point........ that said? lana is insatiable n it isn’t rly unlikely tht she cld’ve bumped into ur muse in a grocery store aisle n somehow a wild spontaneous adventure spawned frm that alone.......... if u have any immediate ideas we can discuss 😋

#irvingintro #drugs tw #dissociation tw #hypersexuality tw #trauma tw #alcoholism tw #army mention tw #abortion mention tw #i won't lie to u all i like cleaned up this intro bt it's mostly old writing so forgive n overlook any rusty parts.......#it was a bit sickening hving to reread it bt. it does the job.

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cvastals · 3 years

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look i kno i said i wasnt gna bring a 6th until i was caught up w replies bt i kno gunner well n therefore felt like he deserved his time to shine in the rp so i beg of u pls plot w him looks at u all like :B

* axel auriant, cis man + he/him | you know gunner paxton, right? they’re twenty-two, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, four years? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to bizarre love triangle by new order like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole curling up for days in bed wearing a hello kitty comfort shirt, stuttering in the face of affection, and hand me downs two sizes too big thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is july 31st, so they’re a leo, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( bri, 23, est, they/them )

background.

middle child of the paxton family, cliff being the eldest and wyatt being the youngest :D

they lived at the top of a hill in a trailer in a trailer park neighbourhood in laramie, wyoming so to say the least that fucking sucked for everyone involved

the trailer was so small that all 3 boys ended up sharing a room, gunner and wyatt sharing a bunk bed bc they cldnt fit 3 beds into one room it really was every childs nightmare bt they quickly grew used to it tbh

gunner was always more of an artsy child than invested in sports - though he does enjoy baseball and continued even to this day after their dad made him join SOMETHING in middle school - so he never rly earned their father’s respect, but he was always close with his mom since they had the same calm temperament

(depression/anxiety tw) he also gained a list of mental health issues that their mom had as well, including social anxiety and major depressive disorder

(violence/abuse tw) their father always encouraged pretty volatile behaviour and it caused a lot of physical fights and arguments between the brothers when their dad told them the best way to get over it was to start hurting until someone tapped out, it was just a chaotic and pretty abusive household but no one knew and their mom definitely wasn’t going to say anything about it to their dad

(missing child/kidnapping/anxiety/depression tw) wyatt went missing on a weekend that their parents were gone because of a trip they won, and things just got worse from there, high school was really rough for gunner, his anxiety grew worse as time went on that no one found wyatt, their dad grew more hostile towards them, cliff left home in the middle of the night never to be seen again (merely leaving a note so that the family didn’t think they had a case of two kidnapped children), and their mom just grew sicker, it was rare that she would ever leave her room and if she did it was in fits of random energy where she would do something spontaneous and completely unnecessary to their house as a way of coping

the two years that gunner was at home after cliff left were pretty brutal and as soon as he could, he was fleeing wyoming and going to school in irving

(internalized homophobia tw) things are far better now that he’s out of his home situation, but ofc he still has a few personal things he’s working thru; the paxton’s were raised in an incredibly religious household, and he’s got some classic Catholic Guilt going on upon realizing that he’s not jst attracted to women n he avoided talking abt it forever/stayed in the closet fr far too long bt he’s sort of come out now in his own way even tho he does still get a bit nervous talking abt it rly

he’s also ‘dealing’ rn (just pharmaceuticals) which is frankly funny to think abt bc this man is abt as threatening as a care bear bt money is tight all things considering and a librarian job doesn’t rly cover it, and with the amount of meds he’s on, plus incredibly frequent doctor’s visits, needing to pay for extra epi-pens, inhalers, etcs. bills add up so he’s cutting back his meds n selling wht he can spare which is . so unhealthy bt thts life in corporate america baybee!

details.

is literally allergic to everything. grass, cats, most fruits, milk, most nuts, bees, latex, probably more i cnt even keep up w them its pathetic

u can catch him strutting around town w his blinged out epipen holder (aka blinged out w pins of his fav horrors movies) LKSHDGKLHSKLDG

if things cldnt get worse he also has quite intense asthma so he carries an inhaler with him at all times

n to make matters even WORSE he frequently has dizzy spells n bad memory problems bc of all the concussions he’s suffered from (about 8-9 at this point) as well as consistent migraines that can b literally debilitating sometimes

awkward n jst a bit of a Weirdo to b frank like he barely knows how to converse with ppl

didnt have any friends in high school so took the time to teach himself rly weird things, knows a fuck ton of magic tricks, can yodel, juggle, solve a rubix cube with his eyes closed in under 30 seconds, just extremely weird and specific things

can honestly b a bit mean/barbaric to ppl he’s not close w/doesn’t kno - has told ppl to their face before he doesn’t enjoy talking to them bc he has no concept of social constructs/norms

loves 2 film random things at parties, makes him feel more comfortable at them n he makes short films of them all after

going off that fact he did a film internship in nyc during the summer and is trying to find a job in that field

doesn’t realize demisexuality is a thing so he’s never been that fond of sex but has this stigma in his mind that that makes him Broken so he still Tries n it jst doesnt go well tugs my shirt collar

connections.

ppl who r more into under the counter meds than Hard Drugs n buy off him?? probs wld have to kno him some way hes too scared to sell to Random randoms

ppl he went to school w? :D

some friends………. hes awkward bt he means well…………

ppl he has a crush on/unrequited crushes either way wtvr floats ur boat he crushes quite easily but never does anything abt it fr the most part

a mans he wld Risk It All fr (aka a guy tht he actually has a crush on n is Extra Awkward probs a lil mean to bc hes still New to That)

some enemies tbh, he has a temper n he tends to blow up rarely bt it happens n when it does it actually can b quite scary JKSHDGLHSDG

a muse….. mayhaps?? someone he always wants in his film projects

awkward past hook ups/one night stands where one of them cut ties off cuz every time they got together gunner acted like he was embalming a body for a funeral

current hook ups/fwb’s w ppl he’s actually close w/is comfortable w so its nowhere near as bad SDKHSLDGHKLSDGH

Anything u Desire

#irvingintro #depression tw #anxiety tw #violence tw #abuse tw #missing child tw #kidnapping tw #internalized homophobia tw #tugs my shirt collar at all those tws............. SLKDHGLKHSDGKLHSDKLGHSDG #as per usual i didnt proofread lets all pray bri didnt make a mistake.

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flustersluts · 4 years

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thanks for the reply!! it was very helpful and if it’s ok I had a couple of follow up questions bc I wasn’t super specific before. How much information should I put in my bio? And if I don’t feel comfy posting pictures of myself, what kind of orignal content is fun?? also I’m kinda not sure what username to pick? haha thank you so so much I really do appreciate your reply!! sorry if that’s a lot of questions!!

hey!! no problem, thank u for the followup ! it's not too many questions at all 💕💕

so personally, im p flippant with my bio? obvs u Need your age but I'm sure u already know that - id put the basic stuff like name, pronouns, maybe sexuality? but it kinda depends on what u want people to know! i want ppl to know these things abt me, but if you don't, plenty of ppl just have name and age! im of the opinion that anywhere from 1 - 4 lines on mobile is fine for ur bio, & i don't have anything fancy in mine (rlly long ones get tedious for me tbh tho I will say). oh but if u have a lot to say u can always pin an abt u post now that that's a feature!!!

usernames are hard:( i always pick mine based on how fun they are to say? some usernames i used to use for other stuff are seefoam and topturning and while i don't rlly vibe with these anymore (my current ones r better but I won't share those aha) u can kinda see they don't rlly make much sense but they Do roll of the tongue? so that's My url trend but. in general i think? a lot of ppl like to just use descriptors like subby-boy or like cute-slut or smthn n that can be a good starting place? id maybe just scroll thru someone's blog and pay attention to all the urls and the screen and note down what u vibe with and like !!

for the content thing, i Also don't feel comfortable posting pictures (there r some of my hands on here but that's not exactly the same thing) so i get u ! I mean u can read thru my original posts by looking at my flustersluts tag but literally? i just post dumb shit and some of it sticks. usually like abt teasing ppl or abt behaviour i find cute or sorta just whatever im thinking abt when I'm horny? i don't rlly know how Most ppl make posts, i think if I were you I'd just try different thingsand see what works! i still very often make a post and I'm like 'this is gna get like no notes but i find it HILARIOUS' so u gotta have fun with it too u kno? i think it's important not to get hung up on All your posts being popular bc it's gna stifle ur personality yknow ! like one of my FAVE things on blogs is looking they them and getting a sense for the persona that the person is tryna convey?? that's like the main reason i follow ppl so !

#this is so long im sorry i ramble FOREVER if u let me:(((#id maybe ask other ppl too tho??#like my blog isn't very archetypal of other ppls tbh #i rarely post abt like. actual sex and i kinda have a softer more playful attitude and I'm mostly text post focused?#so idk!!! i have opinions on these things but they might not be the status quo opinion so ! yeah #ask #anon #flusterasks #long #long post

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lcofowler · 4 years

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&✿♀

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

leo [2:25 AM]: hey bitch r u in ur room…………….. can i come over tn i haven’t seen u in a while it feels like?? i missed u not to be soft on main but i had this moment at the party where i was standing there n got all /:

leo [2:25 AM]: and i never get like that at parties???

leo [2:25 AM]: Who Is She??

leo [2:32 AM]: OH MY GOD I MEANT TO TYPE BABE??????????????????

leo [2:32 AM]: i was gna test the waters n see how it felt since i was feeling extra Cute tn i think this is a sign to never do that again.

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text.

leo [7:21 PM]: hey come to my room zeke’s on his way

leo [7:21 PM]: managed to find those vids i thought i lost to the war when i dropped my phone in the toilet last week on icloud 👀

leo [7:22 PM]: modern technology is giving me random boners in the middle of the dining hall i can’t believe everyone saw my third leg 😔

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

leo [11:35 PM]: i kno u kno how i feel about u n maybe it feels like i hold u at arms length sometimes compared to zeke but its bc i kno ur not gna b with us in the end

leo [11:35 PM]: it just feels a bit mean at this point i want to rly love u but everyone knows who u rly wanna b with and if it’s neither of ur bfs then what’re u doing

leo [11:37 PM]: if he’s what u want u shld b with him i just want u to b happy but ya idk it feels mean like this

#hh #ft. lana.#this was so cute at first /:#lanajvmeson

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bradfordarchive · 4 years

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clicks my fingers to no humanly discernible rhythm as i strut bk onto the dash w chara number two!! (it’s me nai bk again bt this time wearing a stick on moustache). bradley’s pinterest is HERE n u kno the drill mre abt her under the cut n like this fr those Sweet Sweet plots!!

MARGARET QUALLEY / CIS-FEMALE — don’t look now, but is that bradley milligan i see? the 23 year old psychology student is in their junior year and she is a rochester alum. i hear they can be brave, resilient, destructive and ruthless, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet she will make a name for themselves living in off campus. ( nai. 23. gmt. she/her. )

aesthetics: singeing a hole in your fishnets with the cherry of a menthol, spitting a pistachio behind the bar just to hear it ping off the nozzle top bottles, lemon in a fresh cut, a war torn poppy standing alone in an empty field, poking bruises, stomping over flowerbeds when there’s a path right next to it, dangling over ledges just to feel your chest jolt, a snarling rottweiler that should be muzzled, limp feet poking out behind a door, ‘I PROMISE I DON’T BITE’ scrawled on a name tag, slapping a bald head in front of you at the cinema like it’s a bongo, not owning a single jacket that isn’t stolen, driving a stolen car in the wrong lane against the traffic, blowing coke in someone’s face after asking “hey, does this smell funny to you?”, hair more feral than a wolf cub and eyes smudgier than a coal mine.

BACKGROUND:

father runs a gang n strip club in queens called ‘no angels’ tht fronts an affluent drug trade, primarily coke. his name is tony milligan n his gang is p infamous around there fr being jst like…. completely cutthroat n awful. they were nicknamed ‘tony’s rottweilers’ by locals bc he bsically has all of these trained dogs on leash at his command n they’re still a growing organisation tday

he’s pretty much the worst human being alive n bradley hs like….. a lot of issues with herself as a result of years of toxicity n abuse

in terms of more family bkground info her mum’s name was alyssa n she vanished when bradley was 12. jst like…. into thin air. nothing. no note. zilch. gan! n when bradley asked her dad abt it his response was essentially “guess she didn’t love us enough to stay”. as bradley’s got older tho n become (without intention) more involved in the business side of things, it’s become pretty clear there was far more to the story.

they had a horrible marriage n tony ws quite violent at the best of times, which didn’t help the fact tht alyssa ws struggling a lot w severe depression n rly just… not in the mindset to b dealing w anything else on top of tht, even where motherhood ws concerned. bradley p much… would look after her a lot n they’d both b scared of her dad n it was just a whole mess.

anyway im rambling bt basically tony (bradley’s dad) gt wind of alyssa sleeping w men tht worked fr him n he just… got rid. bradley’s kind of worked out over the yrs tht her mum didn’t jst leave on her own accord n tht something must hav happened to her bt she’s too scared of her dad to ever directly accuse him

when her mum went all of her dad’s cruelty pretty mch got channelled straight onto her. it ws diluted between two before bt as u can probably imagine her upbringing was jst…. a steep downhill decline frm tht point onwards

she learnt ways 2 deal w the incurring trauma bt they weren’t healthy ones at all! bsically jst. will do or take anything fr the distraction. chases a thrill like it’s the only way to remind her she’s alive. has absolutely no regard fr her own wellbeing n sometimes gets other ppl in trouble too bc she’s so insatiably reckless

she hd….2 separate stints of psychiatric hospitalisation n she never tlks abt it. like ever. acknowledging she’s been vulnerable is her worst nightmare n bc of the way her dad raised her she always thinks any sign of struggling within herself is weakness. truly does…. not kno how to properly emotion

CUT TO!!!! huntington beach. she’s currently living in a spacious loft above a rly busy bar tht i picture like. p close to campus so a lot of students prob frequent it?? she loves it bc she can sit on the window sill smoking n argue w ppl tht walk past drunk. jst randomly callin out like. nice chest hair Loser. i feel like she hasn’t even paid fr wifi she jst uses the bar’s free one n like. goes in there expecting free drinks all the time?? is jst like erm? i live here? let me drink? this is my house? aka she’s. a lot.

her dad’s opening up a new strip club (also called no angels bc he’s trying to lowkey make it like a chain) n he’s only allowed her to make the move bc she’s overseeing it kind of???? as well as a few guys tht worked fr him back in queens. one in particular called billy hs made the move n he’s a menace so. three cheers fr anarchy!

PERSONALITY:

the kind of sour cherry only certain people have a taste for

once drank a bottle of whiskey, insisted she could still do a cartwheel and accidentally kicked an old man’s front tooth out in the process. proceeded 2 collapse into a flower bed and laugh so much abt it that she cried

barely takes anything seriously 50% of the time and is angry the other 50%

if she was a coffee she’d be black with five grains of sugar that you couldn’t taste until the last sip

high functioning alcoholic. if u ever see her w a coffee cup u jst kno tht one sniff will confirm high alcohol percentage. honestly idk hw she does it her liver must b yellin

loyal to a point of fault. if she cares abt u and u murder a man in cold blood she’ll brawl anyone that says ur guilty

honestly wld probably fight a person over anything. sometimes she’ll jst be having a bad day n she’ll burst n take it out on whoever says the wrong thing. a minefield!

has the worst luck in romance…. ever. the majority of her past bfs hav been absolute beasts n as a result she kind of has the ‘romance is dead n love is a lie’ mentality

speakin of which i feel like she’s bi bt wldnt have dated a girl or anythin. like guys r probably…. her preference just bc historically theyv treated her worse n she hs a very self destructive personality like that. sexy!

dresses like courtney love, 2014 sky ferreira and a character from this is england had a baby. mostly wears stolen clothes from strangers and jackets that swamp her. hair is p much always a wild mess n she usually hd kind of smudgy/smoky makeup bcos apparently she’s allergic to combs and generally looking presentable… relatable content

she’s v sarcastic. sometimes blunt. kind of has a habit of…. assessing a person n she’s quite perceptive bc she’s been trained to b by the way she always has to monitor her dad’s expression fr the slightest emotion change. she’s quite confident n can p much mke a conversation out of whatever. sort of independent too like she hs a bunch of friends bt she doesn’t care abt going out places alone if she’s in a certain mood n jst wants…… to get into chaos. she’s probably kind of known around campus bt itd b a 50/50 balance between bein known as intimidating n bein known as that one girl tht always gets into anarchy

likes: fishnets, stealing cars, throwing watermelons off rooftops and whiskey

dislikes: amy schumer, honesty, yellow tulips and going home

PLOTS:

someone tht got a job at the new strip club her dad opened up in town?? either as a dancer or bartender or whtever. just a forewarning it’s probably gna b a pretty..... seedy and Not That Pleasant environment bc it’s like. a crime hotspot inevitably bc it’s a gang hangout so. ur chara wld truly be in fr a rollercoaster ride to say the least

she deals coke fr her dad’s gang bt it’s more like. a hobby than a steady source of income tht she Needs bc she just likes the thrill of the fact tht encounters in tht line of work can turn sour tbh. a Thrill Seeker! mayb she deals to ur muse??

anyone….. she’s brawled in the past like. she’s literally a menace i cnt express this enough. wil jst randomly throw a drink in someone’s face fr no reason bc she’s bored. she’s probably pissed off 1000 diff ppl in 1000 diff ways. the possibilities r endless n i jst think tht’s a sexy prospect!

fwbs perhaps??? exes??? (probably ws a tumultuous relationship wtever…. ur muse is like like bradley is. a handful)

mayb someone tht she met at an aa meeting when she hd to go fr a court mandated thing one time after bein arrested fr public indecency. i feel like there’s probably a rly expensive statue somewhere thts fancily Sculpted n she like. did a flying kick n kicked the dick of it off n gt arrested fr it

ppl she……. Goes Wild Goes Crazy w. truly jst the most self destructive person alive so anyone w a similar mindset wld b a hellish bt fun combination

on the contrary a gd influence cld b nice perhaps? like someone tht genuinely cares abt her n she jst doesn’t kno hw to compute it

um. honestly the world’s our oyster. hmu n we cn brainstorm if none of tht catches ur eye!

#huntingtonintro #depression tw #abuse tw #drugs tw #alcohol tw #alcoholism tw #hospitalisation tw #disappearance tw #death tw #grief tw #murder tw #self harm tw #addiction tw #so sry there r so many tws bradleys life hs been. An Experience to say the least

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heauxcore-blog · 5 years

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bonjour ladies gents nd flowers.. i’m gonna make this simple for u .. .. u got T̴̤̀̑́́̕W̷̱̝̲̯̊O̷̢͖̰̬͂̄͂͠͝O̸̺̬̟͈͒O̶̳̿̏̄̓͝O̵̥͍̣͕͠ ̸̛͖͔̥͍͍C̸͍͚̍̈́͂̓Ḫ̶̃̒̏O̴̘̥͋͝Ï̷͓C̸̹͋͝Ë̷̡̳̝̬̊̀͊̕Ś̴̹̯̰̿̎͌̕ , yes or Yes ! the name is yuno nd here’s my bitchass son nd local furry <<33 in All truth he’s actually lowkey an angel .. despite what the b*sm test says :^) u can find the Sexie, absolutely Gorgeous version of the intro in the INTRODUCTION , STATS and OUTLINE pages Plus his PINTEREST BOARD ─── below the cut is the lazy, ‘my brainstorming draft but Nicer’ version nd me going more in detail about wolfe nd his status nd contradictions between hating fame but loving the lux life xoxo

anyway . xan already gave u a rundown on what the kwons are like. awful but very influential parents that cared more abt fame than their kids’ mental health, ffffffilthy rich & filthy famous babey, think a la kardashians, they’re a v famous v important family, all eyes on them. stay tuned for the k family clans showdown bc the kwons r coming for blood ! if i were u,, i would root for the kwons. poc AND unproblematic ? the Funniest most lovely hilarious ( nd most gorgeous too aha ) siblings ?? they r the nation’s siblings tht’s all i gotta say .

first nd foremost ? he’s a dignified virgo . now moving on:

his parents were.... .. . not the best. they r obsessed w being a picture perfect family nd having every member of the family b extremely influential nd famous . nd they forced their ideals down wolfe nd nari’s throats since v v young , that shit ain’t good. to wolfe’s dismay , the power of his last name is bigger than his will to not be it

he was not born to be under Such fame if any at all nd it shows. he resents his parents, he HATES being handed things ( read: opportunities ! ) to him Because of his last name, nd he hates the media. too bad, bc the media LOOOOOOVES him nd always has. as said on his skeleton in the main, he’s the anti fame it boy babey ! one day he’s gna throw hands at some pap and i can’t wait to see it. now he has Forcefully gotten used to it but he doesn’t hate it any less. consistency !

spite had him graduating high school as one of the top students nd getting into a prestigious university by himself, love a spiteful hard working king ! he majored in dance bc he,,, loves it. it’s his life. it has been his escapism n coping mechanism since v little. nari nd him went to ballet tgt, too bad nari quit ://// he also has kept a diary where he pours all his frustrations, joys nd secrets into :(( he’s a bit m*niac abt it tho

he is,, ,, u guessed it right v Lost in life !!! there’s nothing he rly want to be . no aspirations . no goals . so he just pushes thru doing anything, thus he’s like . a dancer slash rising model slash rising actor . Awful. but above all he is a socialité whether he likes it or not so he better Sit Down nd suck it up . eat ur food wolfe. saddest part is,,, the golden boy tht could’ve been Everything ended up losing his wings

he is kinda at Fault in that ( being a socialité that is ) bc while he may hate the media nd all the overwhelming attention he grew up w,, he Loves being rich nd Loves all the glam tht comes w his fame. wolfe loves attending all kind of events. fashion, charity, premiere events. he loves the exclusive parties, the exclusive passes nd the exclusive, privileged life. he has hardly missed an important event unless it had to do w his parents, in which he tries Everything not to attend. so when ur already famous by default,, nd u attend public events like this .. no matter how much u hate the media nd avoid it as best as possible, u just turn urself into a socialité. in a way, his parents won :/// despite that Though he also lived a relatively normal life ? wasn’t homeschooled Ever ,, has his non famous friends.. went to university .. he has normal, average things to himself nd his life nd he Loves them

anw. not to b me but he is so . .. lovely. he’s a bitch to paps but he’s actually jst a sweetheart.. . . i lov him. nd ppl love him for a reason :/// he’s the feeling of falling in love, Hard, for the very first time i will never stop saying that bc it’s him tht’s wolfe core

what i had to say abt his personality in my drafts: awkward nd dorky, lowkey moody, sasuke emo vibe while being absolutely chaotic w the impulse to do Anything jenna marbles style. he has eaten tide pods tht’s all u need to know abt him

oh god his sister is like .. . so important to him. the most important thing to him. their bond is Truly to b jealous nd envious of. so if u hurt nari... . . ur gonna win an enemy urself xoxo gossip girl ! when they were kids as mentioned earlier went to ballet classes tgt, nari had him learn movies’ lines w her nd they recreated the scenes together,, mamma mia is Their thing . it’s why they hav come to love abba sm they r an abba family first humans second abba r their real parents there i said it. they always mess w each other nd have running gags like her trying 2 make everyone believe he’s a f*rry or him playing Humiliating music very loudly everytime he has 2 pick her up nd films it ( the tweet tht brought me to apply 4 wolfe and the playlist x ) nd a New contender.. posting embarrassing childhood nd Not so childhood pics of nari bc honestly ? public pick up humiliation only wasnt cutting it anymore :^) they also hav matching tattoos it’s madness luv u rly can’t touch one w/o getting on the other’s kill list !

and tht’s it.... lemme kno if u want to plot <<<333

#bratsintro #u kno what... . . i think the last para in the introduction page sums him up rly well . i snapped w tht one #also the last bullet point in the outline page !#me : this is the lazy version ! me : still writes a lot #this is the... Funny ... lighthearted version ! KJSGNK sry..#i kno i wrote all this but like. .. . read the pages 4 better nd more info. . .. KJNSFSKGNS #mess . Mess !

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did you hear about the monaco trip? it’s legendary at ucla. KIAN KANG is going, i’m so jealous. their instagram makes it seem like they’re pretty dynamic and they’re all about “do what you do best” & texts left on read. can you believe they’re only twenty-three and they’re going on a free trip to monaco for the summer? hopefully they don’t let their aloof side show too much on the trip. • HAS FIVE SIBLINGS • BROKE UP WITH PARTNER OF THREE YEARS TWO MONTHS AGO

uh henlo, quick intro before i disappear for the evening and write my second paper :( you won't see me till like tuesday :(( afternoon :( after class :(( anyways LMAO i'm aye ! i am twenty three :/ she/her pronouns and in the est timezone ! if u haven't already added me, add me on discord new girl could be the 1 for me#8402 , some of u added me and didnt come say hi so i hOPE after u read this u hit me up :( bc . i rly dont kno who is who tht added me JKFMGDSG dont be shy i do not bite :DDD

okay ima keep this fairly simple, let's start w stats !

full name: kian kang, no middle name, call him kk haha nickname(s): kiki, k, ki, do not call him ian he won't ever talk to you again, respect his vegan white ass name age: 23. date of birth: november 2nd 1995. hometown: new york, new york. ethnicity: korean. gender: cis male. sexuality: bisexual. hair colour: black. eye colour: brown. height: 5'11. tattoos: has a tattoo of a lion on his right index finger and a tiny heart behind his left ear. piercings: ears, three on the right, two on the left.

okay quick background ! im not gna write a lot and keep it brief bc ive been writing for school and my brain is DEAD i dnt have the mindset to go into depth bout anything but if u wnna know anything else just ask

kian comes from a well off background like his mom ? a sugar DADDY ! like his dad married into MONEY !

they live in greenwich village in NYC n tht area is so expensive so u can say he had a nice upbringing, went to the best school

anyways ! quick family talk, his dad rly didn't love his mom , and rly only married for money and security and when kian was born he wanted kian to have all the things and opportunities in life that he didnt so he stayed w his mom

n his dad ? gay as FUCK kept tht hidden for god knows how long

it wasnt till kian was like 15 when he was like o ? father thoust r gay huh

yeah so tht marriage ended LMAO and kian wasnt rly happy that his family broke up

at the wedding when they asked does anyone object ? he stood up and said ME bitch but he was joking but he wasnt joking he was serious , u can say hes .. happy .

he has two siblings, they're still babies, twins, they're like 12 thats baby ok he loves his siblings theyre annoying but loves them ! assuming the other three are gna be from the step sibling plot xoxo i can alter this

ok here's a rundown on kian now

kian , is a very blunt individual like he can be straightforward about a lot of stuff, he doesnt rly sugarcoat his words, it's just how he was raised

sometimes he can come off mean but like it's just.. how he talks and sometimes he doesn't realize what he says is wrong he just says it like this man has never been told to shut up,

he was always favored in school for the way he talked but sometimes tht warranted eyebrows raising left and right but he was still adored for his stupidity and lack of sense

he's an alright kid , can be nice when he wants to be , gentle soul once u rly get past whatever walls he put up

like he doesn't like to show that side as often unless u LOVES u but i feel like he should have air signs in him ..hmm.. will think bout it KFMDG

what am i missing ..

i feel like i missing something,

oh comign from n y of c he's super into looking good, even when he bums it down he looks good, he'll also call u out on ur choices and be like ur wearing tht ? today ? yikes...

if u want an honest opinion he's not afraid to be honest , v brutal xoxo

i think thts it

anyways PLOTS

so. . this is a possible plot ! and im gna base it off the song 'the wall' by anders if u wanna go take a listen teehee anyways, imagine this . it's all lovey dovey for a year and it was going well like over the moon relationship like you almost think these two would have gotten married but then after the year mark, things began to go down the drain? they started to hang out less, fights would break out, sex that would follow the fights but like that's it.. tht was the only intimacy, and sometimes they'd pretend they're okay for a day or two but then have a complete fit over like idk the wrong food order, cheating speculations could have arose and then they really really tried to make it right their third year, trying to go over what went wrong but then they decided to call it quits BUUtt since it's a fresh wound, they could have some slip ups if ukno what i meaaan anyways yeah if u wnna do this xoxo pls be prepared to plot back FKDG

a possible familial relation, like cousin . only cousin really, obv ur chara would have to be korean or half korean but someone who just knows kian inside and out this could be like an angsty familial relationship or a good one

ok another anders based plot ! listen to don't call :)) anyways this one, sometime after his break up he decided to have a few hook ups here and there, meaningless ofc but this specific hook up left a mark on him , maybe by the way they talked to him , he kept coming back for the four second intimacy, it left him confused n dazed , confused bc why am i feelin weird i just had a heartbreak

honestly im just down if anyone just wants to have a simple hook up plot thts cool too no thinking just lmk ! bc he's had a few after his breakup

enemies / ppl who don't get along ? idk kian could have come off COMPLETELY wrong and ur chara could have taken it the wrong way, insults were thrown here and there and they just don't talk with kindness

a sugar baby ! kian got MONEY ! i told u his mom ? a sugar daddy xoxo he doesnt mind spoiling ppl but only one he aint tht generous also u have to build a relationship with him if u want him to spoil u

uh thts it if u have any other plots just lmk xoxo we dont have to just do these

#monaco: intro #monaco:intro #idk which one but . where did everyones intros go why arent they in the tag JFKMDG #omg this is so ugly like i could make it pretty w aesthetic... eh #also . i need to make tags .. idk fi i wanna do tht yet .. probs not im lazy #about

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