better ; c.yj

summary : you deserve better

pairing : ex-boyfriend/mafia leader!yeonjun x reader

warnings & other : angst, mention of trauma, stalking and kidnapping, yeonjun breaks into your house, refer to picture for visual, i saw this edit on ig and now my mind has fuel, listen to better by WOOGIE.

w/c : ???

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the sunlight peeks through your shades and onto your face, causing you to stir in your sleep. you squeeze your eyes tightly shut hoping your brain can trick itself into sleeping for just a couple more hours longer.

it works for a couple of seconds. closing your eyes tight may have tricked your brain into thinking it was still dark enough to indulge in more sleep.

you sigh peacefully, hoping to get back to your previous dream but you're cut off by the sound of a door being slammed shut.

you open your eyes but remain in bed. it had to be around 7am at least which means no one should be in your house. well, no one should be in your house period. if it was a robber, they sure do work early.

you get out of bed, not caring about your lack of proper clothes because if you were gonna die, what's the point? you take careful steps toward your kitchen to make sure you don't alert whoever may be in there.

the sound of things being moved around and frustrated groans grows louder the closer you get to the room. you grab your nearby safety bat from a corner in your hallway and bring it above your head to swing.

when you come into the line of sight of the intruder in your house you halt yourself from swinging and bring the bat down to your side, the person not realizing yet that you're there.

anger bubbles inside of you at the sight of the sleeve of tattoos and dark head of hair that you recognize all too well.

"what the fuck are you doing in my house yeonjun?"

the boy in question seemingly pays no mind to your question and simply continues rummaging through your fridge and cupboards. "where the hell do you keep your peanut butter?"

you cross your arms at him. "i asked you a question."

"so did i," he retorts. you roll your eyes at him. "you're in my house ass hole, in case you forgot."

he subtly rolls his eyes away from your line of sight and stands up from the fridge. now that he's seen you, his eyes linger on your body for longer than you're ok with. he leans back on your counter with a smile, a visible change in his demeanor, "good morning."

"answer my question," you frown. he sighs, "we got busted and i needed a place to crash."

"yeonjun!" you exasperate. "what? i slept on the couch out of respect for you," he raises his eyebrow, taking a bite out of his slice of dry bread.

"what the fuck do you want me to do, thank you? i told you not to involve me in your mafia gang whatever shit anymore and you go and do this," you gesture to the mess on your countertop.

"yeonjun you're the only other person here! what's with all this shit on my table?!" he continues eating nonchalantly as you scold him and try to clean up as best as you can.

"can you calm down," he sighs. he takes another bite of bread before placing the plate on top of a random box of pizza. "no one saw me come here, you'll be fine."

you continue cleaning, without saying a word to him. you feel like if you open your mouth you'll explode. you clench your teeth as you watch him look through your fridge again out of the corner of your eye.

it's been months since you last saw him and this is the first thing he does. from the counter, you have a pretty good view of his back as he looks through the fridge.

even though you hate him, your mind wanders back in time when that same back would be littered with your marks and scratches. the neck tattoo that would be colored with hickeys he would proudly wear is now bare and untouched.

your eyes go up to his head which thankfully is still turned away from you. the pink mullet he used to rock is now a dark undercut with hints of red. it looks good on him, you have to admit. his ears have more piercings than you remember and you hold back a smile thinking about the time when you would play with his ears and he would tell you to stop.

"you're awfully quiet, what're you thinking about?" he asks, still facing the fridge. you have to remember your relationship with the mafia leader ended months ago, whatever feelings that were present right now were most likely your heart missing human interaction.

"thinking about how i want you out of my house," you mumble, picking up a half empty cup of ramen. he sighs, standing up and fixing his messy hair.

"i said i was sorry," he leans back on the fridge, watching you clean. you bite your tongue, picking up the empty pizza box and tossing it in the trash. "sorry doesn't make up for trauma yeonjun, that's what you don't understand," you say quietly.

"if i knew that would happen to you i wouldn't have left you alone, you know i would've had soobin or taehyun be around you 24/7!" he reasons.

"well you didn't," you breathe out. you give him a tight lipped smile and for the first time in months he's reminded of the pain he saw in you eyes when they brought you back.

"you decided drugs and money were more important than your fucking girlfriend that you love "oh-so-much" getting stalked and kidnapped."

“that’s not tr-“ “that’s what it felt like!” you place an empty soda bottle on the table. he blinks at your outburst. in all the time you’ve spent together, you were never one to lash out even when he annoyed you to no end.

he stares at you for a moment before closing his eyes and biting the inside of his cheek in frustration. "y/n," he sighs angrily.

"even after i killed them all? it wasn't enough for you! you still left me," he steps closer to you and you unconsciously step back. you recognized this tone on yeonjun but he never used it on you. it's gravely and deep and on the rare occasion that you did hear it, the outcome was never good.

"yeonjun..."

"no, look- i know what happened to you was fucked up but i tried my best! it still wasn't enough- you still left and didn't even tell me.." he chuckles at this. "do you know how long it took to find this fucking place?"

you look down, suddenly feeling small. any bravery you had has now dissipated. it's like your mind and body were so used to yeonjun that you just knew when to submit.

"you were my only sense of normalcy in that place," he mumbles. "sure i've got the boys but they're not you.."

his head is hung low, making his hair cover his eyes. your first instinct would've been to run into his arms and pepper him in kisses. endless strings of 'i love you' to reassure both of you that what happened wasn't either of your faults.

you bite your lip, "is that why all this food is like this..."

he doesn't move from his spot. "im sorry, i miss you." you almost feel your heart break. you hate seeing yeonjun so messed up about something that he just eats to forget because it's his only other form of happiness, well apart from you.

you walk up to him, bringing your arms around his slim frame. at first, he doesn't hug you back since he wasn't expecting that but soon enough he engulfs you as if he's been touch starved for ages.

"im sorry, please come back to me? i'll do better, i promise you won't get hurt anymore hm?" he sounds hopeful and it makes you close your eyes.

"you need to leave," you say quietly. you feel him hug you tighter as he places his chin on your head. "please let me stay with you," he pleads.

you force yourself to step away from him which takes a lot more effort than you thought. you look up at his face and he looks so broken. it’s rare to see a mafia leader look this vulnerable but yeonjun opens himself up to you like this at times and you feel lucky, in a weird way.

he watches you expectantly, waiting for your answer. “yeonjun i just- i don’t feel safe around you anymore.”

you swear you see his heart shatter right in front of your face.

you want to hit yourself but it’s true. where you once felt peace you only feel fear. maybe once upon a time yeonjun was like your savior but now he brings pain, especially with the type of work he does.

he looks down, biting his lip. you can tell he's trying to act like what you said didn't just tear a hole straight through his heart. "you know i'll still watch over you and keep you safe," he promises.

you smile lightly at him, glad that he hasn't completely given up. "i know." he wastes no time stealing a kiss on your forehead, quickly moving away before you can complain or push him away.

"you still fucked up my kitchen though," you say when he starts walking away to your door. he only shrugs as you watch him walk out your door and out onto the streets.

you can only sigh, hoping he'll be safe until he can get his base back.

do you think it’s possible sarah (hoppers daughter) was an early-formed alter that went dormant before the events of season one? it’d make a lot of sense with how much of hoppers arc in season one was him mourning her and channeling that grief into protecting will (which would make sense since he seems like a protecter to both will and el). love your posts!☺️

Yep . :D

I already discussed all of this in the original did post - how sarah was a “little” (kid ) alter. And how hopper was a protector /introject alter. I also discussed her going dormant as a major possibility in my did theory. My assumption is she either (a) “became dormant” like some alters do- aka they are “gone” sometimes for many years but can return . And this can happen in a myriad of ways - sometimes alters go dormant after they had a simulated death in the inner world . theoretically sarah had such a Death. And so did El. Death isn’t really a permanent thing for alters ...they usually will come back or stay dormant - unless the body of the host dies (or they integrate) . They can’t really die . I think it’s very possible she comes back and Hopper while exploring the various innerworlds of Will’s minds (like the Russian one, the memory scapes , etc ) reunites/ finds her . look at the st s4 movie inspirations. In ‘what dreams may come”  a guy with the guidance of his dead kid explore a heaven like world influenced by a painter’s emotions.We also have the movie ‘inside out’ -which involves “memory islands” (distinct worlds based on a child’s memories) which are influenced negatively by the kid being depressed she moved to California. The characters traveling to these memory islands are constructs of  kid’s mind -and 1 of them also has a guide helping them explore the ‘memory islands’. in  Inception a guy says he’s a construct of a guy’s mind and needs to help him escape the many different Ievels of the dream worlds.The in inception who made the worlds- had dad issues. 'the cell’also had alternate dimensions of a man's mind that a cop explored ( the dimensions were created by a man who was ab*sed by his dad). Movies like inception, matrix, Truman show, total recall, the cell, enter the void, wizard of oz, Peter Pan, hellraiser 2, dream warriors, bill & ted’s bogus journey, and welcome to marwen  also allude to this: because they involve entering simulated abstract worlds usually created/based on happy& traumatic memories/fears.Cough s4 using the movie wizard of oz quote “we’re not in Hawkins (kansas) anymore.While truman show/matrix are more about realizing your reality isn’t real.in bladerunner 2044/total recall it has the theme of false implanted memories… probably relating to hopper realizing he’s an alter and not in “actual Russia.” Before seeing the other segments of the innerworlds with sarah. Like in total recall- the bad ass spy is told all his memories: his wife/ years of marriage,  , his name, are just implanted memories. And she says “you’re life is a dream.” 

In s2 Nancy asks Steve how his “grandpa’s time in the war is a metaphor for your life?” And steve compares the mf to the germans in the war. Dr owens mentions Will has ptsd like “ (vietnam) soldiers’, Hopper saying he had buddies like Will . “In the 70s there was a study that compared the post-traumatic stress symptoms in Vietnam veterans and adult survivors of childhood s**ual ab*se. The study revealed that childhood s**ual ab*se is traumatizing and can result in symptoms comparable to symptoms from war-related trauma.” Hopper isn’t actually in Russia -but in one of the innerworlds (after he jumped through the rift of the machine- into Will’s mind). We’ll see flashbacks but also present circumstances of his imprisonment echo Will’s past with Lonnie (if the movies indicate anything)- being starved, guards getting payed in order to let other prisoners  r*pe a gay prisoner (than claim incorrectly because of his sexuality he wanted it) , as well as a gang of sadist men who r**e others and a warden using that as a threat to be compliant , being thrown in a dark room of solitary confinement and starved when they didn’t obey the warden, the warden being religious, etc. And the Anerican soldiers (in Vietnam) in the movies aren’t much better and do similarly horrific acts to civilians like r**e and bragging/ happily k*lling women, children, and the elderly. The drill sergant in vietnam calling them homophobic slurs & women, and chocking one of the soldiers with one hand, slapping one for not believing in christianity. Tying up a soldier in a bed , gagging him, beating him and saying “remember it’s just a dream.” Only praising them when good in fire arms.(movies : fullmetal jacket, papillon, shawshank redemption, platoon, welcome to marwen, etc ) . My assumption is  flashbacks of his life- will hint he’s an alter of Will’s-the boxes in the basement are “vietnam” ,“dad”, and “ny” (and these are the memories of his we’ll see). And some of the bad characters in said stories will also parallel Lonnie . For instance in s2, Jonathan mentions Indiana writer Vonnegut- In his book ‘slaughterhouse 5′- Vonnegut begins the story of Billy Pilgrim, a man who has “come unstuck in time”. It accounts of Billy Pilgrim's capture and incarceration by the Germans during the last years of World War II, and scattered throughout the narrative are episodes from Billy's life with his dad, and his own wife and kids.Billy is forced to be part of the war and similar things against his free will. The moments start from his childhood when his father throws him in the water to teach him how to swim. He was unwillingly drafted into the war. Later, he is kidnapped by Tralfamadorians  (aliens that are implied to be caused by his mental health issues/trauma) against his will. Therefore, he realizes that this concept is just an illusion.

  And some of the bad characters in said stories will also parallel Lonnie . Like how in ‘peterpan’- the young girl Wendy imagines netherland and the villain -captain hook- is based off her father ( in the movie they have the same voice actors/while in all stage productions the 2 characters are always played by the same actor). Similar to the other s4 film- ‘wizard of oz’ where the wicked witch of th west from the mythical land of Oz (is played by Dorothy’s real life mean neighbor in the real world/kansas). Or ‘in the cell’- every villain from the alternate-mind- dimensions is played by same actor in diff makeup. Not sure if they’d use Ross Patridge (actor of Lonnie) in this way . But it would be very interesting if (In makeup) Ross played many negative people in Hopper’s life/past -as a way to show Will’s past tr*uma.

Like also-look at Sarah’s tiger plushie! In chinese mythology/culture: “The tiger is personified by the constellation Orion (interesting given Sara’s interest in space/blackholes). The tiger represents protection over human life (hmm?). Tiger charms were used to keep away evil and disease (that’s awful ironic if she died in the manner she did). In Buddhism, wearing tiger skins during meditations was believed to bring protection from spiritual interference and potential harm while exploring astral dimensions.” HMMMMMMMMM  XD

Kali in the stranger things novel ‘Suspicious Minds’ says…

“I was named after a goddess. She wore a tiger skin and was fierce in battle.”

Then Kali says to Alice (a women who can see future visions): “I love you, Alice. We can be tigers together.”This parallel (in relation to Alice) is fascinating because Kali actually uses her powers to fake Alice’s death- and to trick Dr. Brenner, and allow Alice to escape. The allusion was so realistic, that Terry could even touch the ‘dead’ Alice.

So the tiger symbolism could be a HUGE hint- that Sarah’s death was simulated and she’ll come back and travel the innerworlds/alternate dimensions of Will’s mind (as Hopper’s guide). Hopper about sarah “galaxies the universe-she always understood that stuff.”

Another possibility (theory b) is she integrated with another alter or with Will (which means she can’t return) .Hopper saying about Sarah “the black hole it got her.” Could imply she integrated with the mf/shadow monster? And ,or maybe she will later ?

But... I lean heavily to theory (a) the most , though.

Obviously sarah has a lot of the connections to Will. will and Sarah both being into science, Sarah winning a spelling bee, Will winning the science fair, both being connected to tigers. Both hallucinating something no one else can see and people trying to snap the 2 out of what they’re viewing. Joyce saying as a witch she’ll eat Will. Parallels Hopper saying as an ogre he’ll eat sarah. Hopper, in s1, when seeing Will (with a vine in his mouth) has a flashback of Sarah on a mouth respirator. And he also has a flashback of Sarah when seeing Will’s lion plushie which resembled Sarah’s tiger plushie. And el also had a lion plushie-like Will’s in s1. Hopper monitored both Will and Sarah at the hospital when they were “dying”. Will has a fear of clowns- and Sarah’s hospital gown had clowns on them. All 3 kids draw.

Plus, we all know the parallels of Will to El (Hopper’s new daughter).

I discussed in my did theory that Hopper (as an adult alter) is a form of protector to all the kid alters - el, Sarah, and Will (host/core). And Hopper as an introject-alter (who are alters based on a person the child knows ) are usually put in the system cause the kid assumes that person could protect them . And since original-Hopper was a police man (a little kid could easily assume that). Although, because he’s a “father figure” for the system he has some of Lonnie’s traits- which are reflected in other perpetrator alters/ bad npcs in the system- Brenner, Neil, Billy, the evil’s Russians,etc . So sometimes he acts similar to a Perpetrator alter too . And I listed those examples/bad parallels extensively in the original did post (linked in the beginning).

And I used these quotes from psych papers in my original did post to pretty much sum up Hopper’s use in Will’s system .

“Introjects can also be based off of  figures that the dissociative child found strong, courageous, heroic, or otherwise worthy of being emulated and internalized and could theoretically protect them.”

“Older adult alters are created to serve a nurturing or parenting role, thus serving as a protector. (*protecting Will/el) . However, sometimes their older age is related to taking on the identification of the ab*ser and can therefore take on any of the other more hostile roles too ... Introjects which are mimicking ab*sers are trying to "keep you inline" in order to protect you from external ab*sers. They are copying behaviors shown to them by bad people, not harboring the intent, s*dism or imm*rality of the actual perpetrators.”

I think it pretty much sums up the nuances and motivations of Hopper’s character.

Thanks for the ask, anon :)

The Niflheim Experiment Chapter 7

Gladio was struggling to determine whether his mind was playing tricks.   They’d just stormed the citadel gate.   Or maybe that had been a dream. He was too overwhelmed to process things and could only focus on what was literally right in front of him.  Uncertain if he’d blacked out or simply had a panic attack Gladio pried his eyes open to check.

Clarus was hovering over him and holding his hand.  Thank the six, he’d only been asleep earlier, he was home.  Sighing in relief Gladio slumped further into the man’s arms.  He was about to let his eyelids slip closed once more when he saw it, a white lab coat and the man wearing it briskly coming his way.

Panic bubbled up inside his gut as he looked on with worry.  He wasn’t going to let them experiment on him any longer.  He was going to fight back this time.  Gladio physically recoiled in Clarus’ hold and tried scraping his feet on the ground to get away.  “Don’t let them touch me!” He yelled, “I don’t want to go through that again!”

“Gladio what are you talking about?  Who do you see?” Clarus asked as the man in the lab coat finally reached them. “Calm down I can help!”

Gladio couldn’t explain himself clearly and opted to shove the newcomer away with his free hand.  “Don’t fucking touch me!” He bellowed.  “I won’t let you hurt me anymore.” He tried to summon his shield to block the man but nothing appeared.

“Are you in pain?” Clarus asked with worry.  “The doctor needs to look you over befo--.”

“No!” Gladio interrupted. “Please dad, I just wanna go home.  Luna healed me already, please just take me home.” He pleaded.  Gladio had been through enough and he wanted to be away from everyone more than anything right now.

“Can I try and help?” Another voice asked from overhead.

Gladio craned his neck up to see.  The afternoon sun was illuminating the silhouette of whoever had just spoken, making it near impossible to see clearly.  However, when they stepped to the side in a familiar fidgety manner Gladio thought he knew who it was.  Prompto’s tuft of blond hair was shining in the sunlight as he stooped down to talk.

“Hey big guy,” he croaked.  “Um --.” The kid paused and looked completely lost for words.  He face was red and blotchy and Gladio could see fresh tear tracks down his freckled cheeks.  

“Prompto? How – how.” Gladio wanted to say more but his brain was suddenly assaulted with strange memories of people in giant glass tubes.  Squeezing his eyes shut he tried to blot the image from his mind.  Instead the mental imagery became more vivid.  Some of the faces of those people had been familiar.  They’d had the face of someone he knew.

The terror he’d experienced in one of his more lucid moments while being held captive had come to the surface.  Gladio had been positive he’d seen Prompto in one of those tubes.  The kid wasn’t in the guard so there was no way he’d been captured.  Gladio had forced himself to accept that as the truth.  Otherwise, he would have gone mad with worry over his friend.  

“You didn’t get captured? Right?” Gladio asked desperately.

“Wha – n--no!” Prompto spluttered.  “I’m fine! I just wanna make sure you’re okay.”

Gladio didn’t have a chance to reply; the dude in the lab coat was back.   Lashing out with his fist Gladio got the guy to back off pretty quick.   He was about to start kicking when his dad waved the man off. Taking a deep breath to try and calm his nerves didn’t help and Gladio started having another panic attack.  Gasping for air he was only able to cling to his dad and clamp his eyes shut.  An all-encompassing feeling of silence engulfed his body, and he passed out.

The next time Gladio opened his eyes, he saw something familiar.   A textured white ceiling complete with the scratch he made while testing his sword for the first time.    His brain didn’t register this as reality for a good thirty seconds.  Sighing woefully, he rolled over expecting to wake up, and instead bumped into his sister’s head.

What little vestiges of sleep remained were banished in an instant.  Gladio sat up in a rush and grabbed Iris by the shoulders.  “Hey? Are you real?” Six he hoped he wasn’t dreaming.

Iris went to shove him away and then froze.  “Gladdy!” The scream she let loose probably woke shiva.  His sister tackled him for a hug and started sobbing, loudly.

It didn’t take long for Gladio to start crying as well.  Iris was really there and he was hugging her with all his might.  Neither of them could speak and could only try and express their emotions through tears and hugging.  Another touch on his back caused Gladio to snap his head up.   Clarus was there and reaching out to embrace them both.

Gladio let his emotions take over as he broke down with his family.  This was real and he was finally home.  After what felt like an eternity he managed to lean back and take a deep breath.  “S –sorry I need air.” He gasped.  It was in this moment he noticed there was one other person in the room.  Ignis was hovering near the side of the bed.  He was crying but with much more poise than the rest of them.  “Iggy – babe,” Gladio rasped as he moved to hold his arm out.  Ignis thankfully didn’t hesitate to take his hand, and Gladio quickly pulled him over to join the hug.  “Six, I missed you all so much.” Gladio exclaimed.

“Are you in pain?” Clarus asked with concern once he’d leaned away.

Gladio shook his head. “Luna healed me, so I’m not in pain.”

“That means you were at one point though, right?” Iris asked with wide eyes.

Unsure if he should tell his little sister the whole and complete truth or just the abbreviated version Gladio opted for vagueness.  “Yeah, I was hurt, but Luna helped me.”  

“Did they torture you?” Iris asked, this time with a touch of anger.  Gladio could tell Iris was itching to pick a fight with the people who’d hurt him.

“Um – a little?” He answered.  Looking to his dad for guidance he was met with the same look of determination.  Great, they both were out for blood. Ignis remained quiet and simply held his hand, albeit rather hard.  “Don’t you know already?” Gladio inquired. “Didn’t they tell you?”

“I’ve not been made aware of the full details at this time.  We’ve all been by your side since you got back.” Clarus supplied.

“Oh – well um – honestly I don’t remember much.  There was a lab and it sorta sucked to be awake.  Then they broke me out and we all escaped on Aranea’s dropship.”

“Luna was in Niflhiem?” Clarus asked with a furrowed brow.

“Huh – uh – no, we had to stop and pick her up, but I don’t remember that at all.  I was in that dropship and then I was in a hotel room and Luna was there.  Seriously dad, I don’t remember a lot.  I was passed out for most of the trip back here.”

“Did they drug you?” He asked fiercely.

“No, I was tired and needed to sleep.  Whatever process Luna used to heal me made me super tired.  I couldn’t even stay standing on my own until yesterday.” At the mere mention of his body, Gladio became aware of how tired he still was.  “I need to lie down.”  He mumbled before he began to topple backwards.

Iris squeaked with alarm when Gladio thumped against the pillows.   “Gladdy, don’t pass out again, please.”  She begged.

“M’not gonna do that,” though the idea of sleep did sound nice.

“Perhaps some food might help?” Ignis offered as he squeezed his hand.

“Yes!  Gladdy loves eating!” Iris enthused.  “Stay awake I’m gonna go tell Jared we need some food.”

Gladio didn’t have time to reply.  Iris dashed off the bed and ran out the room like her hair was on fire.  

“Son, why did Luna need to heal you?” Clarus asked solemnly once Iris was out of earshot.  

Sighing heavily Gladio figured they’d find out one way or another.  “I was turning into a daemon.”

Clarus reached out in an instant and grabbed his arm. “Son we need to get you to the doctor, now!  Are you fe--.”

“Dad, trust me, I’m healed.” Gladio interrupted. “My fucking arm was totally black and the pain was unbearable, believe me when I say Luna healed me.”  He paused and took a breath.  “I can’t handle any doctors right now.” It seemed as if his dad wanted to ask a million more questions but he pursed his lips instead and looked away.   “Give me time.” Gladio added quietly.

“Gladiolus, I’ll give you as much as you need and more.” Clarus announced with conviction.  “I’m merely working to control my anger so I don’t do anything rash.”

A soft sniffle drew Gladio’s attention and he peered up at Ignis.  His was still crying and looked terribly exhausted.  “Babe, what’s wrong?  You look so tired.”

“He’s worse than me.” Clarus offered before Ignis could reply.  “I don’t think either of us has gotten much sleep since you were captured.”

“Can he use one of the guest rooms?”

“I’m not – I’m not leaving you.” Ignis sputtered. “I’m fine.”

“Like titan’s ass you are Ignis, you need to rest.” Clarus grumbled.

“I slept a little, earlier.”

“Sleeping on a cot doesn’t count as a good night’s rest Ignis.”

“Neither does sleeping in an arm chair.” Ignis shot back.

Clarus barked out a laugh and sighed heavily.  “Your boyfriend suits you Gladio.”

It was in this instant that Gladio realized he’d called Ignis babe and they were still holding hands.  There was no going back, his dad knew their secret.  “Does Iris know?”

“Know what? That you’re dating Ignis?”  Clarus asked with a raised eyebrow.  “Of course, she’s just as bad as you!”

“I’m not bad!” Iris trilled as she appeared in the doorway a split second later.  “What’d I do?”

“Nothing horrible sweetheart.” Clarus supplied with a warm smile.  “Tell your brother what you said when you found out about Ignis.”

Iris had by now clambered up on the bed and taken Gladio’s free hand.  “I wanted to know if I could be a flower girl at your wedding.”

Gladio could feel his eyes nearly bugging out of his head.  “Wed—wedding – would you – um – six.”

Thankfully Ignis saved him from fully choking.  “Should Gladio and I stay together long enough to take that step, I don’t see why not.”

Iris squealed in delight and flopped down next to him on the bed.  “I wanna help plan everything.”

Still dumbstruck by the conversation that had transpired Gladio could only nod and smile.  His mind was reeling and he was having trouble keeping up.  When the sound of footsteps outside his room made Gladio flinch, he knew it was going to take a while to get back to normal. Jared appeared a second later with a tray full of food and his smile was enough to momentarily ease Gladio’s worries.

“I was informed that someone might be hungry.”  The man smiled warmly as he set the tray down.

“Thanks for helping me out earlier Jared, I didn’t know who else to call.” Gladio offered while trying to sit up again.  Eating lying down wasn’t such a good idea.  Ignis had to haul him upright and Iris rearranged the pillows to support his back.

“Anytime Gladio, though I am very curious to learn more about that incident when you are feeling better.” Jared replied as he sat on the end of the bed.

Thinking back to how they’d all gained entry into Insomnia Gladio suddenly realized he didn’t know what had happened to everyone.  “They aren’t in jail are they?” he blurted without thinking.

“Are you referring to your traveling companions?” Clarus checked.

“They helped me, six, they are gonna be so pissed at me if they got chucked in jail.” Gladio lamented.

“Honestly I’m not entirely sure what their status is at the moment.  We’ve been a little preoccupied.  Perhaps it might make sense for me to call in and update everyone.  I can gather some more information.  Just to clarify, you maintain their innocence and can assure me that they treated you well.”

“Yeah dad, they helped me.  We need to hear them out on what they have to say.”

“Very well, I’ll go see what I can find out.” Clarus announced as he stood up. Turning to Iris he added.   “Munchkin, why don’t you come keep me company.  I might get a chance to talk to Noctis, you could say hi if you wanted.”

Iris looked torn between wanting to go with Clarus and staying with him.  “It’s okay, I’ll be alright.” Gladio offered.   “I’m gonna eat all that food and then take a nap.  I’ll start snoring and I know how much you love that.” He teased.

His sister pulled a face and rolled her eyes.  “You are soooo loud, it’s a wonder you don’t wake the neighbors.”  Both Clarus and Ignis did a poor job of hiding their laughter at the remark.   “Are you sure?” She asked softly.

Nodding Gladio squeezed her hand, “I’m home, and I’m not going anywhere.”

“Okay, yell if you need us.”  Iris ordered with bright eyes as she went to follow Clarus.

It didn’t take long for the room to clear out once again, aside from Ignis, who’d not moved an inch since he’d sat down next to him.  Turning to face him Gladio saw the dark circles under his eyes.  Ignis looked exhausted.  “Babe you should lie down, you look worse than me.  That’s wrong.”  Gladio mused.

Ignis opened his mouth to reply but dropped his head and leaned over to rest on Gladio’s shoulder.  “I love you,” was all he managed to say.

“I love you more,” Gladio responded. “Now, help me get that tray closer and then grab a blanket and take a fucking nap with me.” Gladio smiled as he watched Ignis carefully retrieve the tray and balance it on a pillow for him.  Ignis then snagged a large blanket and joined him a moment later.

Gladio had barely finished half of a juicy roast beef sandwich when he realized Ignis was already asleep.  His slender hand was lightly resting on Gladio’s bicep and Ignis’ mouth was already starting to part.  It was a rare sight seeing Ignis so vulnerable.  Clearly they’d all had a very rough time while he was away.  A thought flashed through his mind of the awful facility in Niflheim and it made Gladio’s skin crawl.   He had to figure out how to move forward from this, and heal.  Gladio had a duty to do and he wasn’t going to let this take over his life.   He wasn’t going to live in fear.  

Eating slowly so as not to disturb Ignis, Gladio focused on relaxing. The stress of trying to make it home was gone. He’d made it.  However, it didn’t take long before his eyes were starting to droop, sleep was calling.  Leaning back Gladio was able to rest comfortably, and for the first time since he’d been captured, he was actually aware of drifting off.

A weight being lifted off his chest made Gladio sigh, and his dad’s voice reached his ears a second later. “You fell asleep with the tray.  Sleep more if you’d like.”

Gladio only managed a grunt in response. It was easy to go back to sleep, but he started to think of things he wanted to ask his dad about.  Cracking his eyes open showed his father hadn’t walked very far.  “What’d I miss?” He asked groggily.

“Lots of things, but nothing you need to know about this instant.” Clarus supplied.

Turning his head revealed Ignis sleeping soundly, the dark circles under his eyes were still there but his face looked relaxed.  “Are they okay?”

Clarus seemed to understand his meaning and nodded.  “They aren’t in jail, and it appears they’ve been asking about you.”

“Really?”

“That seems to be the case, at least according to Cor.  He’s been in charge of interviewing them all.”

“How’s Loqi?  He got shot.” Gladio checked with worry.

“That’s the short spunky blond one right?” Clarus confirmed. “He’s recovering well.”

“Noct is better right? He wore himself out warping over to me when we arrived.   Oh six, and Nyx too!” Gladio breathed.

“They are both fine.  Noct and your other friend Prompto wish to visit as soon as you’re up for it.  I assumed you’d rather be more alert for receiving guests.”

“Yeah, sure, that works.” Gladio paused and couldn’t help but voice the thoughts beginning to bubble up in his head.  “Sorry, dad.  I didn’t mean to make you all worry.  I – I did my best.”

“My sweet boy, don’t think like that.  I’m not going to lie, it’s been a hard few weeks thinking the worst.  You fulfilled your sworn oath and protected Noct.  What was supposed to have been a simple diplomatic trip, outside the wall, went to hell in a handbasket. You went above and beyond so don’t apologize for anything.” Clarus paused and bit his lips.  “You displayed such valor in the face of impossible odds.  I’m so proud of you.”

Gladio could feel the tears welling up in his eyes.  He’d not heard his dad talk like that in a long, long time.  His mother’s death was the last time he’d gotten so serious on the matters of life.   Sniffling softly Gladio choked out, “love you dad.”

“I love you too.  Why don’t you get more rest and perhaps we’ll talk later.”

Nodding Gladio wiped his tears away and reached out to grab his dad’s hand.  “Thanks for taking care of me.”

“I may be shield to the king but I will always protect my family.” Clarus replied with conviction.  “Rest, Ignis has the right idea.  You don’t have anywhere to be, relax and heal.”

It wasn’t long before Gladio was feeling the pulls of sleep once more.  He couldn’t wait to be stronger again and have some mobility back, but for now his dad was right.  He could rest without worry.

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Finish Your Thought

Diego’s stutter resurfaces after the apocalypse. The siblings handle the situation better than he expected and they learn more than they thought they knew about their brother.

It doesn’t happen immediately. Diego, just like the rest of the family, needed a week or so to just sit on and process the events that just happened. They successfully avoided the end of the world. Five is back, but he’s not the same person they all remember and he never will be. Klaus went to war. Klaus is capable of so much more. Ben can be back in their lives. Vanya has powers, stronger than all of them. Allison may never speak again. Reginald lied to them all more than they ever could have believed. Eudora was dead. They were together again.

It was a lot to take in. That first week back together, the seven siblings were raw. They walked on eggshells around each other, not wanting to cause any more pain to one another. They had spent entirely too long doing that.

Diego woke up three weeks after the almost end of the world in his childhood room. He could hear the soft sounds of his siblings and mom making breakfast downstairs, the smell of bacon wafting its way up into his room. He smiled softly at the domesticity of it all,

“A family, huh?” Diego thought to himself, still unable to fully wrap his head around that concept. There had been so many years of radio silence between the six of them. So many years of pent up feelings and frustrations with one another and their respective situations. Sure, he’d seen Klaus a few times here and there, but the visits were never entirely pleasant. It was either an OD visit, which always ended in tears and unresolved issues, or running into him as he was too out of himself to even remember his own name let alone Diego’s. Yeah, they all still had a lot to unpack.

His stomach growling got himself out of his thoughts; his body is right, these conversations can happen another time. He quickly stretched and started his small morning routine attempting to keep some sort of normalcy in his life. He dropped down to the floor and did 50 push ups, 50 sit ups, and 100 crunches. He took pride in his body and strength, something he always had to work for harder than his siblings. Well, harder than Number One at least.

Once finished and feeling slightly flushed, he washed his face and teeth and threw on the first shirt he saw in his dresser. As he made his way downstairs, the current hot topic of conversation became more clear.

“Klaus we have been over this literally a thousand times. Donuts are both a breakfast food and dessert, not just exclusively breakfast. Nothing that sugary should be qualified as ‘just breakfast’. ” Ben emphasizes, a hint of annoyance in his tone but it’s mostly light, playful banter.

“Benny dear, I hear you, I really do. But why do cops get donuts for breakfast, huh? It’s not dessert breakfast, it’s a breakfast food!”

“Is this conversation entirely necessary this early.” Five deadpans.

“Discourse is always necessary, baby old bro! Oh, Diego!” Klaus waved at him from his seat on the table, literally on the table, with a grin on his face.

Diego waved back, beelining to the pot of coffee. He grabbed himself a plate of waffles and bacon, kissing his mom on the cheek as he did so.

“Children, breakfast is ready! Everyone go on and have a seat, I’ll serve you. I mean in a chair, Klaus. Diego here couldn’t wait another minute though.” Grace teased, winking at her son. He just blushed and sat down with his siblings, sandwiched between Ben and Allison. Ben didn’t need to eat, but he enjoyed spending the mornings with his family regardless.

Grace made her way and placed a plate of food in front of each of her kids, humming along as she did so. “There we are. If you children need anything else, I’ll be doing laundry.”

“Thanks mom!” Klaus called as she left the kitchen, his mouth half full of food.

They all ate in relative silence besides a few comments from Klaus about the food or the weather. Diego was appreciative for the useless banter, not that he’d ever admit it out loud. After everything, Klaus was still Klaus.

“Could you p-pass the syrup V-v-van” Diego cut himself off, mortified. Six heads whipped around to stare at their brother, their faces littered with different degrees of concern. Their brother hadn’t spoken all morning, but that wasn't too unusual. He wasn’t a morning person. This, however, was concerning.

“Hey, hey no it’s okay. Finish your thought, Diego.” Klaus spoke up softly, his tone missing it’s usual sarcasm. Diego clenched his jaw, that statement all too familiar.

A lot of the times his siblings would try to finish the sentence for Diego when he would struggle to vocalize his thoughts properly. Usually Luther, out of annoyance. But Klaus was always the first one to shut his siblings up, insisting they give Diego the agency to finish his own thought. Diego was always grateful for Klaus for that, for never judging him. For being there.

“I d-don’t know w-w-w-why,” Diego let out a frustrated groan, slamming his knife (well, the knife from Grace’s kitchen set) in the table. Allison softly grabbed his wrist, trying to get his fist to uncurl so tightly around the utensil. He met his sisters eyes, filled with nothing but kind, non judgemental compassion.

“It’s okay.” She mouthed, rubbing circles on top of his hand. She never understood what not having control over your voice felt like. It was a privilege, something she always dismissed when they were kids. She felt horrible about how easily she was to pass judgement 15 years ago.

“Diego,” Five started gently, talking almost as if was approaching a feral animal. To be fair, Diego’s temper sometimes made him act like one. “If I may, I believe this may be a residual side effect of the last couple of weeks. Your stutter only comes out now under a heavy amount of distress, correct?”

Diego nodded, his shoulders still hunched. They all noted how he was continuing to curl in on himself, almost fearing the reaction of his siblings. God, had they really been that cruel before?

“Well, all things considered, I’d definitely count the events we’ve experienced as very distressing. Your disability is not your fault, Diego. I had a lot of time to read in the apocalypse. Being alone permits you a lot of free time, you know?” Five looked down, tugging at the end of his sleeve with his hand. He hadn’t talk about what he experienced during the apocalypse much, this vulnerability rare.

“I found a book on speech disorders in the library. It was one of the only ones that survived. I um,” He cleared his throat, “I learned a lot about speech impediments and the underlying neurological causes. It certainly opened my eyes.”

“Why don’t we wait it out and play it by ear,” Five continued, waving his hand in the air. “If it persists, we can help you work on it if you so wish to choose.”

Before Diego could respond, Luther spoke up.

“I don’t want to make the same mistakes I did the first time, Diego. Dad always said that you were lazy, not trying hard enough.” He shifted in his seat, clearly uncomfortable showing this amount of emotion, “But Dad has been wrong about a lot of things. And that was one of them.”

Diego’s mouth gaped open, his brows furrowed in confusion. Luther, the oh so obedient soldier, admitted he was wrong. And that Reginald was wrong. To his face, in front of everyone. This was certainly a new development for their family.

“I appreciate th-that, Luther and F-f-f-” He found himself once again cutting the sentence off, hoping they got the idea. Diego couldn’t help but feel ashamed of his impediment, even after hearing his brothers talk so candidly. Call it years of trauma from Reginald, drilling the thought of his stutter being his fault into his head. He’d been beaten, belittled, and mocked tirelessly for it as a child. Anytime he stumbled over his words, whether it was in front of Eudora or his family, he couldn’t help but feel that stomach dropping anxiety that lingered from his childhood.

“Diego, please. It’s okay. Go on, finish your thought.” Vanya said gently, insisting her brother he was safe to speak.

“Reginald l-l-locked me in the t-t-tank for seven h-hours once a-after I st-stuttered during an interview.” He chuckled lightly, his grip on Allison’s hand tightening ever so slightly, “E-everytime h-he heard me, I’d g-g-get sh-shit for it, you know? S-slapped, w-whipped, mocked. It’s f-fucked.”

The sibling were silent, sitting appalled in their seats as their brother’s story unfolded before them. They knew Reggie wasn’t a fan of his speech, but they didn’t realize he went to such extreme lengths to punish Diego.

“Speech th-therapy h-h-helped. It still should, I know all th-the tr-tricks. M-my trigger l-letters.” He felt himself getting more frustrated as he went on, “I d-don’t know w-w-why they’re not w-working.”

“Hey, we’ll help you figure it out, okay?” Ben reached across the table and pat his hand that was intertwined in Allison’s, relishing in the fact that he could physically comfort his siblings again.

“We have to help Vanya reign in her powers, help Klaus explore his. Helping you with your speech is literally the least of our worries.” Five quipped, his dimple prominent with that shit eating grin on his face.

“My dear Van-Van and I will be the biggest hurdle, my good brother.” Klaus said with pride, clapping triumphantly at his chest. The rest of the family burst into laughter.

“You mean you will be, Klaus.” Ben jested, causing an offended squeal and a blueberry to the face from the dramatic man.

“You wound me! Did I ever tell you guys about the time Benny here convinced me to wax my ass with chocolate pudding? Because let me tell you, it hurt like hell!”

Diego felt himself relax as the topic of conversation shifted to something more light, thankful again for his eccentric brother. He was feeling a lot lighter himself compared to the start of breakfast. He kept having to remind himself that the Hargreeves are not the same people they were a few weeks ago, and thank god for it. He loved his family and they loved him. Things were starting to be okay.

Day 16- Brno/Salzburg: In Which I Have A Bewildering Experience In A Lidl

My train to Salzburg was at a nice, relaxed 11:30am, thus I thought I would treat myself to the vagrant equivalent to a lie-in. I thought I would, but I didn't. This was due, entirely, to the Chinese girl, who not only had failed to turn her phone down during the night but had also thought it entirely acceptable behaviour to to get up at quarter to nine in the morning and carry out a phone conversation at full volume in a crowded room full of sleeping people, despite our dorm having a separate, unoccupied common room, just outside. Okay, whatever. It's fine. I'd just re-swap my earplugs for headphones and work on my blog. It's fine. It was fine.

I did just that for a while and  ended up leaving in surprising and uncharacteristically good time to catch my train. But like, super good time. Like I was was the station for an hour and a half before it arrived. Still, at least I wasn't in a room with those people any more, so I couldn't really complain.

I bibbled around on the platform, filling my time feeding pigeons and taking photos

sometimes taking photos OF pigeons.

and soon my train pulled in. I hopped on board and took a seat. This vagranting thing is easy.

This particular train would take me to Vienna, where I would need to change services in order to head to Salzburg, my final destination of the day. I had spotted on my ticket, not long after buying it that the window to make this connection was three minutes long. The train I was currently on had arrived five minutes late to Brno. I was not confident that I would make this connection. Fortunately, I happened to know that trains from Vienna to Salzburg run every hour, so, at absolute worst, I figured I would just have to kill some time in Wien; the worst place in europe.

When I arrived there, though, my vagrant sense went crazy. I stepped off the first train and had all but resigned myself to chilling for an hour when something beeped, loudly in my brain.

“That's your train on the platform across from you, that is.”

Tiny brain vagrant, that's really unlikely; the chances of just stumbling onto the right train, which just so happens to be directly across from the one I was just on, on the same platform a full minute after it was supposed to depart is really, really unlikely.

“...That's your train, that is” the voice repeated, but more passive aggressively

Jesus, okay, calm down, mate... I'll check. The voice in my head made a contented gurgle, which I'll be honest struck even me as quite odd.

I hopped over to the opposing platform and checked the destination of the tr- oh, it is the right train... I darted on board literally as the doors were closing and took a seat while tiny brain vagrant sung a little song about how right he was. No one likes a smart-ass, TBV.

I pulled into Salzburg some hours afterwards and marched manfully towards my accommodation, the amusingly named, and even more amusingly pronounced in an Austrian accent, Yoho hostel.

The Yoho hostel was one of these big, faceless, trendy places that tend to pop up a lot more frequently the further west into europe you go. The sort of places I really hate staying in, though unfortunately I had no choice in this instance, given that it was literally the only hostel with any free rooms in the entire city. I approached the front desk, it was manned by a chap that I would charitably call a preening tosser.  He bumbled through the typical hostel schpiel, stopping no less than twice to take phone calls in the middle of our brief conversation and handed me a check-in card to fill out. I was a little confused- isn't filling in these things like...one of your two jobs as a hostel receptionist? Okay, fine, whatever, I'll do it...

I filled the card in, including entering my own passport number, which I am one hundred percent certain is not something I am meant to do and handed it back to him. In return, he handed me the keycard to my room, while slicking his hair back. Cool.

I dumped my stuff on my bed (the lower bunk for once!) and headed straight back out to get some food, given that I had eaten one small sandwich throughout my day thus far. I decided to not faff around with getting anything fancy and to once again check out the Christmas markets, which, I had been told, were pretty effing delightful in Salzburg.

I strolled around finding many, many little mini markets dotted throughout the city, though each of them more concerned with selling small wooden trinkets in the shapes of angels and Gluhwine than they were with selling food. After a quick google, I discovered that the main-event of christmas markets took place in the cathedral square in old town and so, walked there immediately.

I think I must have still been in Czechia mode when I decided that eating at the market would be cost effective, because it just wasn't. Much more used to seeing prices along the lines of £2/3 for more food than my body could handle, it came as a shock to see prices increase to nearly £10 for rather paltry plates of knackerbrod or boxes of calamari (truly the most Christmassy of all foods.)

“I could have a full, sit-down meal for these prices...” I mused in horrified awe.

I decided to do just that and turned to leave. As I did, a magazine was thrust into my hands. I glanced down at it, it had some weird photoshopped picture of a plane dropping bombs or something on its cover along with some German, which I didn't understand, though seemed political in nature. I looked up at the person that had given me it. A rather dishevelled, middle eastern looking man.

“uhh?” I babbled.

He spoke to me in German and held out a little pot, which he presumably wanted me to put money in.

“No, sorry” I said, legitimately having no change, not wanting his awful magazine which I couldn't even read and fully resenting the obvious scam of putting the thing in my hands and refusing to take it back when I offered it to him, so I'd feel awkward and just pay him for it anyway.

He repeated the same thing, except more pleading. Rule of thumb for any tramps reading; if you want my money, be nice and don't try and scam me, because I'm sharp, I'm paranoid and I'm one hundred percent willing to throw your shitty magazine or plastic flower on the ground and walk away, if I feel like you're trying to trick me.

I tried to hand the magazine back to the man. He would not take it, obviously. He held his little cup up to me and repeated the German phrase one more time

“I do not want this.” I said to him, my eyes fixed on his.

He tried one more time and I told him no, again. All the warmth vanished from his face, he called me something which I'm sure I would find very offensive if I understood the language and snatched the magazine out of my hands. Because I'm a dick, I held on to it when he did, for just a split second. Just long enough to make it awkward. Any guilt I had felt for not giving this man money had immediately dissipated and I left the Christmas market in a bad mood.

I bought myself a burrito, which was...fairly bland, though not unpleasant and soon cheered up, though. Afterwards, I wasn't quite ready to return to my hostel and fancied getting myself something a little sweet. I made the decision then, to walk to Lidl.

Lidl was some distance away, though I was confident it would have them good Lidl doughnuts so I decided to go anyway. At the very least, walking through the city for forty five minutes would give me a nice overview of the place. Or at least it would have, if google had planned my route to go through the old town or along the river or something and not, as it did, through Salzburgian suburbia and along yet more not-quite-ringroads (resolution still in tact).

As it turned out, Lidl didn't actually even have that great a selection of doughnuts, making me wonder if it was worth the lengthy trek, there. Regardless I got myself a thing that translated into English as a “nut snail” and stood in line to pay. While in this line (which was for a long time, owing to the fact that there was only one man on the tills and most of his attention was taken up by an irate customer), there was an incredibly loud, almost deafening bang and immediately after it, three people in the queue behind me, without speaking, calmly abandoned their shopping and just walked out...I had no idea what was going on, but damned if I was walking all this way to leave without a nut snail, so I stuck it out, paid for my crap and left speedily, to face the thirty minute walk back to my hostel. I still have no idea what happened in that shop.

By the time I had arrived back, my feet had begin to blister quite badly. I'm not sure why they had decided to do this now; perhaps my sock was wet or bunched up or something, but it was really getting pretty bad. At the point of writing this I have still yet to put any significant pressure on my food and so can't tell how well it has healed overnight (at the time of posting this, I since have, and it was fine. Spoilers), though I worry I may be in for an uncomfortable day... (I wasn't.)

I limped back into my dorm and flumped onto my bed. Soon, I was joined by an Asian man, of which, there are just an incredible amount in this neck of the woods. He came in, said hello to me and asked if I had any water he could have. Not overjoyed at the prospect of sharing my precious water- this hostel not really having anything approaching a kitchen in which I could refill the bottle- but unable to tell him no as it was sitting in plain view, right next to me, I allowed him to decant some of it into his bottle. He thanked me and handed my bottle back.

“So, where you from?” he asked

“Oh, uh, Scotland.” I replied, not really expecting any more conversation.

“Ah, Scotlan...” he mused. “I heard about that.”

...He...heard about that? I wondered if he meant something specific that he had heard had happened, concerning Scotland, or that he had just heard about the country in general. Either answer seemed a bit weird.

“oh, right. Cool!” I offered as a stock reply.

“Ye, it like...England, right?”

“...it's next to England, sure”

“yeah, like...” he mimed a map of the British isles with his hands and pointed to the Scottish bit “England-lite, yes?”

...No the fuck you didn't. I scanned his face to see if he was teasing. It didn't appear so. Disappointing.

“Uh...” I laughed “Not...REALLY, no.”

He laughed too, though I sensed more because I was laughing and less because he thought he had made a joke.

“How about you?” I asked in return

“I'm from South Korea.”

“Ah, I've heard about that, too” I replied, perhaps slightly cheekily, though he didn't notice.

“Oh, you heard about it?”

“yeah....” I drifted off as I attempted to control the screaming desire that every fibre in my body felt to refer to it as North-Korea-Lite. Apparently I was doing this for longer than I thought and by the time I had swallowed these urges down and returned my mind to actual conversation mode, he had already clambered into his bunk and gone to sleep.

I fucked around for a few more hours, lackadaisically switching between procrastinating and Christmas shopping before finally, following suite and also turning in for the evening.

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brief the clowns that are nonhostile tryto demystify theshit their layer1 causing authroties german govt + control accomplcies did. its criminal g ovt agenda turned eu interest withnothignhappens and any crime after the nutting tricks may have failed again //// #i #bet #israel  @israel #li ke: aaaaw????lethim marry his mule orwhatevee. sowhat!? #me: gaah  .@law @law @harvard_law @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden didth e german govt acknowledge myweddint with maron ifnot itisobv ious they game for dayfool control with their devious intelcoma system same with acknowled ging fortune theymighthave tried to taxit without acknowledge it orthestatus but hedge ra ther chavbum games over studentloan federalbank //// fin d messer xraytrickster beamtirkc finedsut trick 1823 pm . germans usually "the-mythical-esquinlax" their crimes or germ an "aeh-fengshui" their crimes   but itis constantly effor ted harm with intel tools intel access deedtyped before during and after daytimecharging it // //thisis oneofthe milde r days theresnonhostile oncase maybe minormischief atplay. minors always rescue enforceprevention scums or minors preven tion. measure chow with a more sensitive xraydevice. what is the damage when this already makes mildsick allis blah you dontfeelgood fromit but dont wannabarf.  all is blah and your e mildsick.  sometimes on someoccasions your teeth get metallic and allis blah. itis a minor mess the years of highpowe red radar and beta and neutrontrick werenot helpful. priority is heart heartbackleg from suffocaiton kiltlrick and tooman y flatlinegames toomany surgeries and backleg tricks and backleg artery access damamgin bloodvessels thenmore finedus t and more heart tricks /// im terrrorised with eyedrugpri ckles ice catapults and leechery clown accesed.  am annoyed b y a shitball yesterday about 148bucks formymother orso as bs debt. the verfassungsschutz mustve tried some clown shitba ll game about create pressurepoints trickery orthelocal clowns that drugme drowsy like grandure nutbum gets 148bucks bill trickery.   cockroachgerman cockroaches itis frauded into msiery and trashcan damamges deeedtyped . bombou terroriser. cautionwith minors. the accesser or contorlelr seems liek a fool or a minor mischief about yourenotyou fantasies. they aaaaaaaaaaaall are themselves. even the hudnred cases e v e r that playpretend theyre arnold schwartzenrambpo to renounce pain or anticipation of pain . a verylatestage feardiseas e.  so the contradictory shitball trickery by the same fools. itis another shitball tofind wackos that are extremely happy then extremely sad as bipolar shitball. thinkofthis. in the system of arbitrary drugs arbitrary brainmesses abritrary whattheywant messes.  arbi trary braincook forehead to control em as fools hedge then never developed shitballs. and this. is e e e x a c t l y howit works.  so. cautionwith min ors mischief minors they c an n o tknow. explainem.  but fo ols. that arbitrarily damamge me jail. thenprevention. the russianneedle counterbuzzes countertones of high-dba soundtra cks. what does that do. highdba sounds counterbuzzes. makes nuts ? /:/// woa!!!! squeez e cockroach 1634 1635 if its leechery or adds harm or sth ichecked a chavletter about 148buc ks from my mother demanded from me orsth. she had 20million onher account realtime from me. iii have 90billion 92billio n. or just 62billion. daytime court demanded. that immunisation is quelled. averted . not a missed formality. findout if a cockroach leechdamamges me. daytime itis a looonglist of paidoff bs idont even owe. all in tight order plus 30k taxc redit on 30k student debt which i paid realtime longago whichwere taken up because theyquel fortune access inthefirstpla ce.  sero. tolerance. if a cockroach leechdaamamges sth for 148bucks orsuch. seriously. they mess with which fortune ge nerated from thisvery head. that is my fortune plus which further wealth generated. for the customers ofmy inventions. ge ts to 233billion. but they lifetimeleech chavtrick greengoo leechtrickery or braindamam ge arbitrarily /// gaser gased a drowsy mix. findit and stuffthemthe mix galore for hyyp eractivated minors youdontlet on or near a n y drugs thats cr iminal //// it mustbe understood whenhaving a car and n otmoving so regularly but driving around. that as basis. onthat youadd the movements and more plain drinks abolished fruc tose drinks mostly and such.  itis notjust those hdl values ho w would a body without healthsins r e m o v e  p l a q u e s .  not add plaques. but  . r e m o v e plaques with those values. itis also onthat basis with car themovement and the ratherplain chow itis takes careof self and each and every single damage inthis very body is a german crime. includ int titttsuit templates withand without urgentliest whenyou eat an ice and balsldamages.   health first. no templates. heart onedge fromsuffocaiton and suffocaitonpoisons deedtyped y esterday backleg tricks . arbitrary access abritary harms. /// itis a good doc. brief him of the constant harms and killtricks and mengele tricks and emergency heartmeasures /// cantbelieve miraclemild today. the medifile daytime store d me as fatty? the doc thenwonders whyyou easily grab the bottom of your feet notjustyourtoes likethat. or noonestores whengettingup fromground without using hands. usually. or sixyears + carrying chow mule grade fromstore. it means that al l uphills and all jogging mondaytomonday 2years everyday plus walking sixyears 150km 180km 200km eachmonth is jogging as fattied. what is the braincook movement and heartlung pathogen finedust heartkillbackleg trick ratio fromthese facts andthe dayfile lists: fatty. oh weird...cantouch toes maybe. allrightallright lipo pro file  thefffff?!?!? 69HdL+91LDL?! after two years then 145 total choeltsteirne. uh... sugar nonsober 33.3mmol 5.2percent allrghallright sobersugar 91.mgdl thefffffffff?!?!?  youknow it. they ballsdamage. lympahtic damamge and arbtirary tittsuti damamge on a body without h ealthsins. abody that takes careofself. ///// im posioen d or a r b it r a r y drugged again. whatisit. d e t ox it. a r b i tr a r y drugggigng whatisitthisitm earlmypahtic ai emd durign type.   maybe something inspired someone to urgent ly drowsy poisonor drug sth. p r e v e n t  a n y mess.  els e its miraclemild.  didyoucheck the filters inthe cupboardabvo esink. cockroach poisons cockroachdrugs acid chrystal ticket whateveritis andothermixes? makesure theydontpoison this filter again the duration is 6weeks for one filter. it holds onaverage t w o days. maximum. someone poisons it drugs it . likethat quickly thenyou drink unfiltered tabwater amonth.  thats budget burden 20buc ks whenyougot 200amonth 170 amonth //// xraybeamtrickery   radar? some intelcoma time test themes were probably barkin g smalldog?!? like bllufff bluff and youre zombi not mindinganything plus tired allmiracl emild otherwise //// roomgaser 1252 1255is relevant acce sssermaybe pathogen relvant 1252 and 1301 neck+shoulder right paired subdue mixer guts s ubdue mixer //// 1301 neck+rightshoduelr aims guts subdue likely find it whopushed abut ton /// pathogen relelvant access por inhaler 1252 isit so meone without masks that got e x t r a gased by the intels then //// xraybeam highpwoe red radar or nazi radar /// nonhostileaccess 437? reward /// 358suffocartted like  2004pm 2003pm wasit abadinahelr r a breathestop ondamamgedhear t seems nonhsotile very 2004pm like poisoning /// #gain # leverage #tricks    @france24 aaaawplease #lawyers yourenot n aive. thegermangovt+timecontrol causingthemess as layer1 athorities shuffled any harm as anyproxies. layer2 clowns,thes cums they immunised overtheyears todowhat. thenthe criminals tried to gain leverage for by any means at b e s t atworst i ntensified harms for thegermangovt and tis timecontrolaccomplcies givingthem wiggle ro om the 20th year //// replacedphone 337 is #for #day #time #charging #it @israel @bbc_whys @law .@law .@laws @harvard_law .@harvard_law @bundestag @bund esrat @snowden .@fisa @fisa @judge .@judge @judges @france24for daytime charging intelcrimes. howmany chainit nut it tr icks didthegermans try. thefirst thing snowden expected. for intelcrimes allsee allalong a ll overtape allalong.  the hells deedtyped terrorised likely into desperation as intent. simply compartmentalised away, thatguy has fengshii bubolensis majoralis, thenewest plag ue imaginable /// earlymphatix 211am nonhostile? /// h ooooooowmany immunised girls fellinlove with us nonimmunised baby s .@israel @bbc_whys @la w .@law .@laws @harvard_law .@harvard_law @bundestag @bundes rat @snowden .@fisa @fisa @judge .@judge @judges @france24itslike committing a premeditated crime drunk first i booooze m e drunk then i bat the guy: alert mnaaaah. fully guilty. b e f o r e the deed on drug that is what he planned.german l awinthis casearound intel drug: wiiiifeeeeeeeeyy of my aeh.. aeh.aeh... heartandmarrryyyyyyhmeeeeeeeeeeeh megaphonebut w hat matters is she wanted to iwanted to despite intelcoma wallandsomehowthe years wentb y she had allthetime offered 20mio then later 2bio toleave without anyregrets ifshe cant ho ldthis intelwall shitout anymoreand herewearerecently someone mustve implied a gain or sth if the fraudsystem with its criminal german govt  had not kept the case daytime*********not acknowledgign the marriage untilwef o r c e d them tois av e r y goodhint*******mikedrop//// #the #jews ? mighthave a cknowledged itlike aaaawheck ifhewants to marry some mule then lethim? #friendly #tease////did the german government ac knowledge my marriage to maron       long 17years or just 1 3 yearsI am Christian KISSBabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophisti cation#THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOGhttps://www.BabyAWACS.com/[email protected] / FAX +493212 611 34 64H elpful? 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Donnate.paypal.me/ChristianKiss /// / 0059 circutiboardbuttonpsuher nonhostile? usuallyits bad 0 058driveaway.  cautionwithsupport.  cautionwith support u s u a l l y its scums maybe thistime not //// .did the germa n government acknowledge my marriage to maron       long 17y ears or just 13 years //// itis heart onedge findout from what 20pm on /// the women that stolesperm were charged and convicted but ifthekid needs a parent we put the punishment off. that is a fair thing. v e r y . it sets straight the crime. it is humane for the good ofthekid.  itis abysmal stuff s y s t e m  c a u s e d systembotched itisnt even spermdonor meet and greet or sth itis systembotch set straigh t + humane for thekid better solutions? ///// lawyers the de- debt procedures they turn peoiple to green goo or le echem? when my mother had 20million andthey did that wi th her ******* idemand jailtime for the scums that didit and now if they did n o t harm and leech give em kudos ******** the germans shuffle realtime harm for realtime pai d or renounce realtimepaid to getnothing daytime and shuffle realtime harm then bloat it daytime and shuffle realtime harm this is misusing th e system they fallback on deadbeat arguments like daytime he didnt pay while quell fortune access immunisation blacklist anyincome and renounce realtime pay to get nothing to dothat daytime this is y o u r job that is for the in surances and the banks and if they foolme into signing something it is even m o r e so a case foryou evenmore so onthis basis here daytime charge d their crimes committed with intelcoma drug quelledimmunsiation not averted daytime cour t demanding fortune access itis heart kill today afternoon evening fromwhat exactly before itwas xrayterrorise gasing likely //// lawyers ofmine serobullshit with the long list of daytime paidof bs evenif idonthave to. itis all tight micromanaged. itis not about another 148bucks formy mother sixyears afterbher demise paidof f twice asmuch onanother shitball while realtime funds inteh billions.  sero. tolerance . with. degradation trickeries. the germans quell income. for that  itis miraclemicromanaged. hearton edge from tricks udnerway orand backleg andor gutslo ck heartsuffocationtrick udnerway 2004. iiiiiiiiiiiii . am. what. iiiiiii am.   i dayt ime court charged it but itis germany. they will try. a n y t h i n g. to fraudme as dayf ool forthe restofmylife. while hedging a n y t h i n g to harm. in any way they can. ser o bullshit with any degradation smear harm letalone realt ime harm for realtime paid /// heart on edge findout ifits implants or chav daammge or chavdamamgetmepaltes g u t s l o c k dehydration locked guts fromimplants dehydration backleg heart tricks. else miracl emild. thesuffocation 2004 was bad. what wasit e x acf t l y .the trick deceit with intel methods used were thisorthat ronin roin or heroinorso butitwas a suffocation trick abitlater. demystify the implants. findout ifthe chavletter has o bscurepowders onit it happens regularly ingermany //// wif e and our kids with her is where i go to when iaccessmy fortune and get infos. thatis whatthey quell. wether i choose usa as lifecenterpoint then as freebillionaire or canada or switzerland or just trolleythe world in a yacht illsee about that. that isnt decided frauded into misery queleld ifno empowered scums averted even basic food selfhelp andthat is poi soned too . jarmix is 18 thiis somekindof trashcan isnti t who empowered that cockroach to arbitrarily mess whatthe y want over someone like me frauded into this trashcan to walkby in it evenmore so who i mmunised em todowhat when was it a f t e r idaytime cour t demanded my immunisation xmas2009 echr2800/10 dothe ge rmans try to highjack this shit as eu shitball and theonly reason whyits mildsafe nowandt hen is then like france poland thatdontlike whats happenin g but hope its a eu pillage thing while starved damamge d killtricked allalong andthey cant even fakeit nice wife and our kids with her is where i go to when iaccessmy fortune and get infos. thatis whatthey quell. wether i choose usa a s lifecenterpoint then as freebillionaire or canada or switzerland or just trolleythe world in a yacht illsee aboutth at. that isnt decided frauded into misery queleld ifno empowered scums averted even basic food selfhelp andthat is poiso ned too . jarmix is //// 17 the shitcops go tojail whe n wemust hunt their scums itisnt just notwehr but nothilfe whenthey cover the harmers and wemust force em to gettheir scums and get the scums our selves theycan sit injailwith the germancockroachgermans //// 16 headimapct is //// 16 bomb out anfixen coc kroachgermancococorrrrrrroahc germancockroaches thesuff ocator iam furious this is mildsafety im suffocated by cockroaches willynilly ifitsnot anfixen and a cockroach spoils the transponder thissss ssss is mildsafety prirotiy heart onedge the repalceph oens are junk they fuckt the other replace phone too w hat happens to em the shitcops gotojail when wemust squeez e em damamged heart fromkilltricks gets suffocated by cockroachgerma assmoelst 2008 pm deedtyped durignthis mail //// 14 say ronin ro in heroin orso 2003pm approach of granny findout if a cockr oach german cocrkaochgerman cockroach transponder harms us es intel tricks totranspoenderharm murderer suffocator 2 004pm bombout robustly getthecockroach germancockroach g erman squeeeeeeeeezeit bombitout robustly letsgetusanswers 13 jailassmoelester bombemouzrt robutstly andjailem prevention otehrwise icant bellllieve hwo mildsafe itis making some bs paperwork onthefly underway is like why isit so miraclemild today whos new whomakes safety ///// 12 damn imissmy family this shitl and frauded mymother toher verylast day itis this trick about fraud allyoucan fraud keepthemoney and say no sowhat say youre the grand german empire of the crudcoolios they r ule the three villages from here to south stuttgart aha youheard me right s o u t h stutt gart  a n d here this fraudsystem it never protected p eople like me or my mother it covered them gave em alib is as they exchanged aslong as noone says anything another overtape another heartkilltrick sowhat another fuck clown what a shithole now itis d a y t i m e charged courtcharged fortune access accurately them arranged themselves inthis shithole of swamp system as dependents and privileged you can starve another year and insist on fortune access whilethey suffocate your heart to ruin and try another trick //// 11 behind earlym pahtic aimed is heart relelvance is ///// 10 isit fair tosay theres notjust probable cause tobefurious its s t o i c and that thatguy (me) doesnot wallow in hate while ab solutely ruthlessly serobullshit with em whatthey do here tryhere didhere allalong these monsters and cockroaches and scums /// 9 oneof theeee ge rman tricks hasit always been like makeit seem as if there is no probable cause to hate there is plenty of probable cause tobe furious itis s t o i c what this is forwhatthey do makesure they cant hedge shitballtricks like mysteriously hate fluffybunnies meadows thennnnncamethatguy they murder intensified m u r d e r tricks onagainoffagain critical midlate april withpathoge ns suffocationpoisons junejuly now itsmore like pedo tric ks and braincook damamge sneaky deconstruction drowsy braicnooked /// 8 the fix forth is here quelled repressed monstrous inuusticve fury is yo ure not you they all a r e themselves but for the foo ls its another wishfulpretend to add harm ****** inthe germans internal quarrels is likely a struggle between those that depend on good will and comeclean witthe shtitheydid and their scums that caused the mess theyjust must t r y something else and the ones that t ry to solve it reasonable do it wrong thecontrary is right you need a trick to fraud blackmail chain braincook damage o r flip twist something onthatguy and and and and and and an d and anywaywhere did that trick work lets try that too ********* cockroaches. pow erfulheadimpact is 1831 /// 7 ihatethe germans theyre cockroaches rapers murderrers poi soners pedos that twist flip their way outof their crimes and make it seem like y o u aretheproblem chargign whatt heydo nothing is compensated whatthey overtape is what the y tried to nut asif no compensation is necessary theyre cockroaches in a swamp theygive eachother alibis ad arranged themselves with their fraudsystem as its privileged begue nstigte you can run after your own money another year whie lthey suffocate poison xraytrick pedo orgy mengele and nut trickery what a shithole that itis deed typed harm deedtyped sexual assault deedtyped staying damages is laadeedaa itis luck with some good people that barely avert the worst else alldowhatttthey want itis a v e r y bad idea to shitballme becazuse they want something v e r y these cockroaches for them its  a matter if a trick works untilthey can twist something agai n to fraudyou forever /// 6 imgased by odd park and dr ive away clunker whatisit then headimpact cockroach germa ns ******* lawyers the germans try over the verfassungsschutz debt chain trick shitball as all in tight order this time with mothers case sero bulls hit with the tries she herself had 20million realtime ****** and daytime frauded her a s nutbum forever itis a shithole of pedos rapers drug cokr oaches and allkinds of germans jailasstoyer 1821 the tric k is this is a verfassungsschutz clowngame about find anything something anything by **** **** create pressure points trick counter pressure points tri ck and thats the only shitball they can and for that serobul lshit bagatellsums or not ******** /// 5 mos bz40 is hea dimapct themor locals /// 4 lets repair walkahead two ol dguys lookslike retired police abit checkifits corona relev ant too and fixit justcurious maybe spirituals nonhosti le? //// 3 miraclemild just a lefthand catapult usuallyits a hotspot ofmess as cornerhouse 13 ahead mos kt 110 is /// 2 headimapcts fromopospite roadside or and upstree t schoolcorner droewysying and before aldiparkinglot after aldiparkinglot right asidebuss tation maybheother roadside two downhill one busstation m ilder thanusually wahtisit im drowsy druggedorpoisoned fromchamber measure subdued digest ivesystem headimapct slympahtic /// 1 mos md 62 is //// If five six packs of greentea a month everymonth allmy 30s has. A positive effect theyleeched it but added poison on the lemonjuice likely iiit is gemany. Then a titsu it ifit harms or does sth lymphatic but not when its bad like flip it toonuts tofeeditself and now lost weight trick. Bac k anotherbunch fattytemplate balls damage likethat sgerman sgermanY.  Onlocked subdued guts for staged orgafail after car sixyears movemeNt more thanwithcar plus sports twoyars mondaytomonday its germAny.   Greentea effects: leeched or a nD notas good replaced as self processed the 5-6packsof greentea are Fact ididnt dump it ilovethestuff. Andimcoffee fan primarily. But after the tenth its 20days tea Which fi le coplevel has #keypoint :  dertypda trinkt tee,nicht bier, g eschweige denn drogen. Dertypda rubbbbbbbbelt sich einenvonderpalme nochmal20jahre waehrend der an ballerinas taenzeri nnen denkt als dass der denda auchnur betatschen laesst. Simple basic direct coldhardroc kbottomtruth Dertypda is eher so irgend N gebildeter typso naja ey als raufbold oder n arr. Der isss vollder psycho ey wennmir den dauernd vergewaltigen und so aber mir hamn den n bissl erstickt und vorderrue be gebrutzeLt,, klar dachte ich ooooooooh??????man!!!!!!!!w.a s.  ?h a t ? D e r nur fUern gehirn ey und dannmal was ge brutzelt hald so dasser netter is Neee ey, ichwilldass d er wiene nutte denkt oder ne tussi ey.  .woa der hat des gi ft ueberlebt so ein zaeher hund.    : you: ugh!!!!!!!! Misc hief minors befor during after sexual abuse isnot themain problem but shows how arbitrary damages harms areusally. Int ensified murder poisons arsenide interoxide exchange hours everynight greenmix xray beam tricks. Backleg heart disease ma ke murder tricks shutdown all digestivesystm or organ kill emboly trombosis stagedorganfail finedusts. Murder pathogen behind earlymphatic and white death tricks itypeit allthetime luckis shuffling with nonhostile orless hostile bothered by fucksleaze rather killit //// @all @sun @odnigov @p ontifex .@all .@sun .@odnigov .@vulcan .@spock find thi s hard hard hardline lost inall hate and exploitation and fraudulent leechery tricksystem s **** a forgotten common humanity beneath absolutely anything regularly hit by hardball clowns and scums wher e morality is a joke anyway  ofcourse all is ruthless efficient exploitable only those tha t can defend themselves wont get exploited pillaged tothat regularly becomes d e s p e r a t i o n hardball by not so scum and principally not too badwilling but serioulsy harm ed toomuch ******* the good the bad the ugly that if stability is the goal you cannot disdain human beings and the common humanity the mo nstrosity and ruthlessness for abit more efficiency them regret themselves more than often but thereis no shortcut aroundthat as those that can and will ruthless monstrous it willalways inthe shortrun outrun the more common humanity like s principally human beings.  if empowered to bad worse happens as humans degrade  youcannot runit by bliss bs like ideology but  ******* in acceptance of a common joint hu manity from russia china usa europe africa and anywhere else then the hardball issues b e it a ruthelss system empowers necessities  until it exploi ts all and anything then it busts isitpossible the 2015 on is an uprising of the slaves simply ******* so out of c ontrol that all became a biological warfare control measure theproblem as you see ist hat youmade that realm so ruthless monstrous thatthey dowha ttheywant adn worse and you lost control overthem long ago allyoudo is cling on control over those that dont even kno w pathogenmurderer 1713? 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@law @law @harvard_law @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @ haaretzcom @snowden @bild @phoenix_de the german govt + supr anational timecontrol accomplices shuffle harms and proxies and play plausible deniability for their crimes they caused and the scums they hosted invited tolerated orjust immunised if some inthese that causethemess quarrel with others th at know theymessed but wanan stay neat must show face abroad how good for them thattheyrenot all rotten but for this very case they all are equally guilty liable causing shuffling harms and proxies it iis not woa after allwe did alallong an d stillmess we could maybe try this tweak then wecan pillage it and and if we dothis so its cheaper forus maybe hes stup id enough to sign there i s no such thing as guiltyconscience they flip between the necessary (monstrous) and the moral thereis no conscience some wouldbe like taboo “daran schwer versuendigt” maybe. m a y b e but like dont touch another ta boo of countless they shuffle harms and they shuffle proxies and inthe meantime decoy throw object flipcausality vict imblame try perversion anything that makes pressure point on a case they did monstrous things alallong to pillage it to savemoney was earlier whenthe inventions are game changing its even for whatthey think existential isay they shuffle h arms and proxies inthis underhuman dared tokicktheir ass but which trick could work which flip this. we must gain chains leverage pressurepoints we deserve and or orelse we itis through and through disdainworthy despicable youcan empower t hose that want a comeclean withthemess the compensate the crimes apologise sowhat but you must not trust themever they f lip between the necessary and the moral itis neofeudal mildsafe ornot depends onthese things for soemthing that is a jo ke hands down. safety for life health sexuality property family basics genuine hard to the biology basics idoubt they gras p what scums they are they flip between the necessary and the moral and try sth here nomatter what but which trick th en *************** this is germany youre confused by the flip between morality and thenecessary by the decentralisation neofeudal where shuffling proxies whcih tick by own facettes but its morelike goodcop badcop trickery plus alot of lul l decoy whackamole ************** all hard interconnected realtime bot searchign special words warn onspecial words or bl ingpling on good things transponder info on proximity to clowns and such scan millimeterwaves roadcrossings villagecor nerwise to aeh e mp o w e r the aeh blind and the lame or and or just one of these sgerman sgermany this is what itis // // how did the german cockroaches avert anyinfo. thelayer1 causing authorities with timecontrol accomplice. imean. loo kat layer2 cocockroaches. the cockroaches they immunised todowhat.  lookatem how theyre a llabout what a prostitute youare or what a momfool you are or gayprisonor fantasies. or p edo orgytricks. or steal with anything.  these. cockroaches.   dont control time system synchronisation bank synchronisa tion in newyork. layer1 causing authorities play for keepit as day fool and quell a n y i nfo. how.   allthe decoys: they throw decoys and coverup. at who? brief the clowns that are nonhostile tryto demystify theshit their layer1 causing authroties german govt + control accomplcies did. its criminal g ovt agenda turned eu interest withnothignhappens and any crime after the nutting tricks may have failed again //// #i #bet #israel  @israel #li ke: aaaaw????lethim marry his mule orwhatevee. sowhat!? #me: gaah  .@law @law @harvard_law @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden didth e german govt acknowledge myweddint with maron ifnot itisobv ious they game for dayfool control with their devious intelcoma system same with acknowled ging fortune theymighthave tried to taxit without acknowledge it orthestatus but hedge ra ther chavbum games over studentloan federalbank //// fin d messer xraytrickster beamtirkc finedsut trick 1823 pm . germans usually “the-mythical-esquinlax” their crimes or germ an “aeh-fengshui” their crimes   but itis constantly effor ted harm with intel tools intel access deedtyped before during and after daytimecharging it // //thisis oneofthe milde r days theresnonhostile oncase maybe minormischief atplay. minors always rescue enforceprevention scums or minors preven tion. measure chow with a more sensitive xraydevice. what is the damage when this already makes mildsick allis blah you dontfeelgood fromit but dont wannabarf.  all is blah and your e mildsick.  sometimes on someoccasions your teeth get metallic and allis blah. itis a minor mess the years of highpowe red radar and beta and neutrontrick werenot helpful. priority is heart heartbackleg from suffocaiton kiltlrick and tooman y flatlinegames toomany surgeries and backleg tricks and backleg artery access damamgin bloodvessels thenmore finedus t and more heart tricks /// im terrrorised with eyedrugpri ckles ice catapults and leechery clown accesed.  am annoyed b y a shitball yesterday about 148bucks formymother orso as bs debt. the verfassungsschutz mustve tried some clown shitba ll game about create pressurepoints trickery orthelocal clowns that drugme drowsy like grandure nutbum gets 148bucks bill trickery.   cockroachgerman cockroaches itis frauded into msiery and trashcan damamges deeedtyped . bombou terroriser. cautionwith minors. the accesser or contorlelr seems liek a fool or a minor mischief about yourenotyou fantasies. they aaaaaaaaaaaall are themselves. even the hudnred cases e v e r that playpretend theyre arnold schwartzenrambpo to renounce pain or anticipation of pain . a verylatestage feardiseas e.  so the contradictory shitball trickery by the same fools. itis another shitball tofind wackos that are extremely happy then extremely sad as bipolar shitball. thinkofthis. in the system of arbitrary drugs arbitrary brainmesses abritrary whattheywant messes.  arbi trary braincook forehead to control em as fools hedge then never developed shitballs. and this. is e e e x a c t l y howit works.  so. cautionwith min ors mischief minors they c an n o tknow. explainem.  but fo ols. that arbitrarily damamge me jail. thenprevention. the russianneedle counterbuzzes countertones of high-dba soundtra cks. what does that do. highdba sounds counterbuzzes. makes nuts ? /:/// woa!!!! squeez e cockroach 1634 1635 if its leechery or adds harm or sth ichecked a chavletter about 148buc ks from my mother demanded from me orsth. she had 20million onher account realtime from me. iii have 90billion 92billio n. or just 62billion. daytime court demanded. that immunisation is quelled. averted . not a missed formality. findout if a cockroach leechdamamges me. daytime itis a looonglist of paidoff bs idont even owe. all in tight order plus 30k taxc redit on 30k student debt which i paid realtime longago whichwere taken up because theyquel fortune access inthefirstpla ce.  sero. tolerance. if a cockroach leechdaamamges sth for 148bucks orsuch. seriously. they mess with which fortune ge nerated from thisvery head. that is my fortune plus which further wealth generated. for the customers ofmy inventions. ge ts to 233billion. but they lifetimeleech chavtrick greengoo leechtrickery or braindamam ge arbitrarily /// gaser gased a drowsy mix. findit and stuffthemthe mix galore for hyyp eractivated minors youdontlet on or near a n y drugs thats cr iminal //// it mustbe understood whenhaving a car and n otmoving so regularly but driving around. that as basis. onthat youadd the movements and more plain drinks abolished fruc tose drinks mostly and such.  itis notjust those hdl values ho w would a body without healthsins r e m o v e  p l a q u e s .  not add plaques. but  . r e m o v e plaques with those values. itis also onthat basis with car themovement and the ratherplain chow itis takes careof self and each and every single damage inthis very body is a german crime. includ int titttsuit templates withand without urgentliest whenyou eat an ice and balsldamages.   health first. no templates. heart onedge fromsuffocaiton and suffocaitonpoisons deedtyped y esterday backleg tricks . arbitrary access abritary harms. /// itis a good doc. brief him of the constant harms and killtricks and mengele tricks and emergency heartmeasures /// cantbelieve miraclemild today. the medifile daytime store d me as fatty? the doc thenwonders whyyou easily grab the bottom of your feet notjustyourtoes likethat. or noonestores whengettingup fromground without using hands. usually. or sixyears + carrying chow mule grade fromstore. it means that al l uphills and all jogging mondaytomonday 2years everyday plus walking sixyears 150km 180km 200km eachmonth is jogging as fattied. what is the braincook movement and heartlung pathogen finedust heartkillbackleg trick ratio fromthese facts andthe dayfile lists: fatty. oh weird…cantouch toes maybe. allrightallright lipo pro file  thefffff?!?!? 69HdL+91LDL?! after two years then 145 total choeltsteirne. uh… sugar nonsober 33.3mmol 5.2percent allrghallright sobersugar 91.mgdl thefffffffff?!?!?  youknow it. they ballsdamage. lympahtic damamge and arbtirary tittsuti damamge on a body without h ealthsins. abody that takes careofself. ///// im posioen d or a r b it r a r y drugged again. whatisit. d e t ox it. a r b i tr a r y drugggigng whatisitthisitm earlmypahtic ai emd durign type.   maybe something inspired someone to urgent ly drowsy poisonor drug sth. p r e v e n t  a n y mess.  els e its miraclemild.  didyoucheck the filters inthe cupboardabvo esink. cockroach poisons cockroachdrugs acid chrystal ticket whateveritis andothermixes? makesure theydontpoison this filter again the duration is 6weeks for one filter. it holds onaverage t w o days. maximum. someone poisons it drugs it . likethat quickly thenyou drink unfiltered tabwater amonth.  thats budget burden 20buc ks whenyougot 200amonth 170 amonth //// xraybeamtrickery   radar? some intelcoma time test themes were probably barkin g smalldog?!? like bllufff bluff and youre zombi not mindinganything plus tired allmiracl emild otherwise //// roomgaser 1252 1255is relevant acce sssermaybe pathogen relvant 1252 and 1301 neck+shoulder right paired subdue mixer guts s ubdue mixer //// 1301 neck+rightshoduelr aims guts subdue likely find it whopushed abut ton /// pathogen relelvant access por inhaler 1252 isit so meone without masks that got e x t r a gased by the intels then //// xraybeam highpwoe red radar or nazi radar /// nonhostileaccess 437? reward /// 358suffocartted like  2004pm 2003pm wasit abadinahelr r a breathestop ondamamgedhear t seems nonhsotile very 2004pm like poisoning /// #gain # leverage #tricks    @france24 aaaawplease #lawyers yourenot n aive. thegermangovt+timecontrol causingthemess as layer1 athorities shuffled any harm as anyproxies. layer2 clowns,thes cums they immunised overtheyears todowhat. thenthe criminals tried to gain leverage for by any means at b e s t atworst i ntensified harms for thegermangovt and tis timecontrolaccomplcies givingthem wiggle ro om the 20th year //// replacedphone 337 is #for #day #time #charging #it @israel @bbc_whys @law .@law .@laws @harvard_law .@harvard_law @bundestag @bund esrat @snowden .@fisa @fisa @judge .@judge @judges @france24for daytime charging intelcrimes. howmany chainit nut it tr icks didthegermans try. thefirst thing snowden expected. for intelcrimes allsee allalong a ll overtape allalong.  the hells deedtyped terrorised likely into desperation as intent. simply compartmentalised away, thatguy has fengshii bubolensis majoralis, thenewest plag ue imaginable /// earlymphatix 211am nonhostile? /// h ooooooowmany immunised girls fellinlove with us nonimmunised baby s .@israel @bbc_whys @la w .@law .@laws @harvard_law .@harvard_law @bundestag @bundes rat @snowden .@fisa @fisa @judge .@judge @judges @france24itslike committing a premeditated crime drunk first i booooze m e drunk then i bat the guy: alert mnaaaah. fully guilty. b e f o r e the deed on drug that is what he planned.german l awinthis casearound intel drug: wiiiifeeeeeeeeyy of my aeh.. aeh.aeh… heartandmarrryyyyyyhmeeeeeeeeeeeh megaphonebut w hat matters is she wanted to iwanted to despite intelcoma wallandsomehowthe years wentb y she had allthetime offered 20mio then later 2bio toleave without anyregrets ifshe cant ho ldthis intelwall shitout anymoreand herewearerecently someone mustve implied a gain or sth if the fraudsystem with its criminal german govt  had not kept the case daytime*********not acknowledgign the marriage untilwef o r c e d them tois av e r y goodhint*******mikedrop//// #the #jews ? mighthave a cknowledged itlike aaaawheck ifhewants to marry some mule then lethim? #friendly #tease////did the german government ac knowledge my marriage to maron       long 17years or just 1 3 yearsI am Christian KISSBabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophisti cation#THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOGhttps://www.BabyAWACS.com/[email protected] / FAX +493212 611 34 64H elpful? 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Donnate.paypal.me/ChristianKiss /// / 0059 circutiboardbuttonpsuher nonhostile? usuallyits bad 0 058driveaway.  cautionwithsupport.  cautionwith support u s u a l l y its scums maybe thistime not //// .did the germa n government acknowledge my marriage to maron       long 17y ears or just 13 years //// itis heart onedge findout from what 20pm on /// the women that stolesperm were charged and convicted but ifthekid needs a parent we put the punishment off. that is a fair thing. v e r y . it sets straight the crime. it is humane for the good ofthekid.  itis abysmal stuff s y s t e m  c a u s e d systembotched itisnt even spermdonor meet and greet or sth itis systembotch set straigh t + humane for thekid better solutions? ///// lawyers the de- debt procedures they turn peoiple to green goo or le echem? when my mother had 20million andthey did that wi th her ******* idemand jailtime for the scums that didit and now if they did n o t harm and leech give em kudos ******** the germans shuffle realtime harm for realtime pai d or renounce realtimepaid to getnothing daytime and shuffle realtime harm then bloat it daytime and shuffle realtime harm this is misusing th e system they fallback on deadbeat arguments like daytime he didnt pay while quell fortune access immunisation blacklist anyincome and renounce realtime pay to get nothing to dothat daytime this is y o u r job that is for the in surances and the banks and if they foolme into signing something it is even m o r e so a case foryou evenmore so onthis basis here daytime charge d their crimes committed with intelcoma drug quelledimmunsiation not averted daytime cour t demanding fortune access itis heart kill today afternoon evening fromwhat exactly before itwas xrayterrorise gasing likely //// lawyers ofmine serobullshit with the long list of daytime paidof bs evenif idonthave to. itis all tight micromanaged. itis not about another 148bucks formy mother sixyears afterbher demise paidof f twice asmuch onanother shitball while realtime funds inteh billions.  sero. tolerance . with. degradation trickeries. the germans quell income. for that  itis miraclemicromanaged. hearton edge from tricks udnerway orand backleg andor gutslo ck heartsuffocationtrick udnerway 2004. iiiiiiiiiiiii . am. what. iiiiiii am.   i dayt ime court charged it but itis germany. they will try. a n y t h i n g. to fraudme as dayf ool forthe restofmylife. while hedging a n y t h i n g to harm. in any way they can. ser o bullshit with any degradation smear harm letalone realt ime harm for realtime paid /// heart on edge findout ifits implants or chav daammge or chavdamamgetmepaltes g u t s l o c k dehydration locked guts fromimplants dehydration backleg heart tricks. else miracl emild. thesuffocation 2004 was bad. what wasit e x acf t l y .the trick deceit with intel methods used were thisorthat ronin roin or heroinorso butitwas a suffocation trick abitlater. demystify the implants. findout ifthe chavletter has o bscurepowders onit it happens regularly ingermany //// wif e and our kids with her is where i go to when iaccessmy fortune and get infos. thatis whatthey quell. wether i choose usa as lifecenterpoint then as freebillionaire or canada or switzerland or just trolleythe world in a yacht illsee about that. that isnt decided frauded into misery queleld ifno empowered scums averted even basic food selfhelp andthat is poi soned too . jarmix is 18 thiis somekindof trashcan isnti t who empowered that cockroach to arbitrarily mess whatthe y want over someone like me frauded into this trashcan to walkby in it evenmore so who i mmunised em todowhat when was it a f t e r idaytime cour t demanded my immunisation xmas2009 echr2800/10 dothe ge rmans try to highjack this shit as eu shitball and theonly reason whyits mildsafe nowandt hen is then like france poland thatdontlike whats happenin g but hope its a eu pillage thing while starved damamge d killtricked allalong andthey cant even fakeit nice wife and our kids with her is where i go to when iaccessmy fortune and get infos. thatis whatthey quell. wether i choose usa a s lifecenterpoint then as freebillionaire or canada or switzerland or just trolleythe world in a yacht illsee aboutth at. that isnt decided frauded into misery queleld ifno empowered scums averted even basic food selfhelp andthat is poiso ned too . jarmix is //// 17 the shitcops go tojail whe n wemust hunt their scums itisnt just notwehr but nothilfe whenthey cover the harmers and wemust force em to gettheir scums and get the scums our selves theycan sit injailwith the germancockroachgermans //// 16 headimapct is //// 16 bomb out anfixen coc kroachgermancococorrrrrrroahc germancockroaches thesuff ocator iam furious this is mildsafety im suffocated by cockroaches willynilly ifitsnot anfixen and a cockroach spoils the transponder thissss ssss is mildsafety prirotiy heart onedge the repalceph oens are junk they fuckt the other replace phone too w hat happens to em the shitcops gotojail when wemust squeez e em damamged heart fromkilltricks gets suffocated by cockroachgerma assmoelst 2008 pm deedtyped durignthis mail //// 14 say ronin ro in heroin orso 2003pm approach of granny findout if a cockr oach german cocrkaochgerman cockroach transponder harms us es intel tricks totranspoenderharm murderer suffocator 2 004pm bombout robustly getthecockroach germancockroach g erman squeeeeeeeeezeit bombitout robustly letsgetusanswers 13 jailassmoelester bombemouzrt robutstly andjailem prevention otehrwise icant bellllieve hwo mildsafe itis making some bs paperwork onthefly underway is like why isit so miraclemild today whos new whomakes safety ///// 12 damn imissmy family this shitl and frauded mymother toher verylast day itis this trick about fraud allyoucan fraud keepthemoney and say no sowhat say youre the grand german empire of the crudcoolios they r ule the three villages from here to south stuttgart aha youheard me right s o u t h stutt gart  a n d here this fraudsystem it never protected p eople like me or my mother it covered them gave em alib is as they exchanged aslong as noone says anything another overtape another heartkilltrick sowhat another fuck clown what a shithole now itis d a y t i m e charged courtcharged fortune access accurately them arranged themselves inthis shithole of swamp system as dependents and privileged you can starve another year and insist on fortune access whilethey suffocate your heart to ruin and try another trick //// 11 behind earlym pahtic aimed is heart relelvance is ///// 10 isit fair tosay theres notjust probable cause tobefurious its s t o i c and that thatguy (me) doesnot wallow in hate while ab solutely ruthlessly serobullshit with em whatthey do here tryhere didhere allalong these monsters and cockroaches and scums /// 9 oneof theeee ge rman tricks hasit always been like makeit seem as if there is no probable cause to hate there is plenty of probable cause tobe furious itis s t o i c what this is forwhatthey do makesure they cant hedge shitballtricks like mysteriously hate fluffybunnies meadows thennnnncamethatguy they murder intensified m u r d e r tricks onagainoffagain critical midlate april withpathoge ns suffocationpoisons junejuly now itsmore like pedo tric ks and braincook damamge sneaky deconstruction drowsy braicnooked /// 8 the fix forth is here quelled repressed monstrous inuusticve fury is yo ure not you they all a r e themselves but for the foo ls its another wishfulpretend to add harm ****** inthe germans internal quarrels is likely a struggle between those that depend on good will and comeclean witthe shtitheydid and their scums that caused the mess theyjust must t r y something else and the ones that t ry to solve it reasonable do it wrong thecontrary is right you need a trick to fraud blackmail chain braincook damage o r flip twist something onthatguy and and and and and and an d and anywaywhere did that trick work lets try that too ********* cockroaches. pow erfulheadimpact is 1831 /// 7 ihatethe germans theyre cockroaches rapers murderrers poi soners pedos that twist flip their way outof their crimes and make it seem like y o u aretheproblem chargign whatt heydo nothing is compensated whatthey overtape is what the y tried to nut asif no compensation is necessary theyre cockroaches in a swamp theygive eachother alibis ad arranged themselves with their fraudsystem as its privileged begue nstigte you can run after your own money another year whie lthey suffocate poison xraytrick pedo orgy mengele and nut trickery what a shithole that itis deed typed harm deedtyped sexual assault deedtyped staying damages is laadeedaa itis luck with some good people that barely avert the worst else alldowhatttthey want itis a v e r y bad idea to shitballme becazuse they want something v e r y these cockroaches for them its  a matter if a trick works untilthey can twist something agai n to fraudyou forever /// 6 imgased by odd park and dr ive away clunker whatisit then headimpact cockroach germa ns ******* lawyers the germans try over the verfassungsschutz debt chain trick shitball as all in tight order this time with mothers case sero bulls hit with the tries she herself had 20million realtime ****** and daytime frauded her a s nutbum forever itis a shithole of pedos rapers drug cokr oaches and allkinds of germans jailasstoyer 1821 the tric k is this is a verfassungsschutz clowngame about find anything something anything by **** **** create pressure points trick counter pressure points tri ck and thats the only shitball they can and for that serobul lshit bagatellsums or not ******** /// 5 mos bz40 is hea dimapct themor locals /// 4 lets repair walkahead two ol dguys lookslike retired police abit checkifits corona relev ant too and fixit justcurious maybe spirituals nonhosti le? //// 3 miraclemild just a lefthand catapult usuallyits a hotspot ofmess as cornerhouse 13 ahead mos kt 110 is /// 2 headimapcts fromopospite roadside or and upstree t 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A positive effect theyleeched it but added poison on the lemonjuice likely iiit is gemany. Then a titsu it ifit harms or does sth lymphatic but not when its bad like flip it toonuts tofeeditself and now lost weight trick. Bac k anotherbunch fattytemplate balls damage likethat sgerman sgermanY.  Onlocked subdued guts for staged orgafail after car sixyears movemeNt more thanwithcar plus sports twoyars mondaytomonday its germAny.   Greentea effects: leeched or a nD notas good replaced as self processed the 5-6packsof greentea are Fact ididnt dump it ilovethestuff. Andimcoffee fan primarily. But after the tenth its 20days tea Which fi le coplevel has #keypoint :  dertypda trinkt tee,nicht bier, g eschweige denn drogen. Dertypda rubbbbbbbbelt sich einenvonderpalme nochmal20jahre waehrend der an ballerinas taenzeri nnen denkt als dass der denda auchnur betatschen laesst. 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