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lovely-echoo · 7 months
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!TW! SCARS (dazai)
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thank you @inamagicalhallucination for letting me draw thier little pinterest game they did! will probs do more another time!!
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taintedwrote · 1 year
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Chuuya: "You're a dick,"
Dazai: "only due to my lack of one"
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slovoricbutbetter · 1 year
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Second Chance
a small fic about these idiots <3 the only warning is, really, dazai-typical mentions of suicide, but that's like. par for the corse
not a warning but a thing that's par for the course if you're going to follow me: i trans genders a lot WHEEZE
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Chuuya hates Dazai Osamu.
Is it a surprise, really? The bastard disappeared all of three weeks after Chuuya came out to him back in high school, was weird all the way up to it; it'd be odd if Chuuya didn't despise him.
And well, if Chuuya worries, fears for what might've taken his best friend, his partner from him, he'll never say. He won't admit he was, is weak for the smile that seemed to light up only for him, he won't admit he tosses at night imagining Dazai's body hanging, lifeless, from a tree branch somewhere where no one would find it, he won't admit he blames himself.
Of course, him being himself shouldn't have pushed Dazai over the edge, his joy shouldn't have- whatever. It's been six years. Chuuya doesn't care.
He doesn't, even if he's staring at a picture of a stranger, a smiling woman, that instagram suggested to him and yearns. The smile, the soft, cheeky yet somehow delicate smile, it's so much like Dazai, and her long, curly hazelnut hair is just like Dazai's, and the crease of her eyes, and the bandages-
Hold on. Chuuya checks the name of the account that posted the picture. Dazai Makoto, the name reads, a cute emoticon between the two words.
Dazai didn't have a sister.
With clammy hands, Chuuya goes to the account's page, and presses the 'message' button.
'Hello. I apologise if I'm mistaken, but is this the mackerel I lost all those years ago? Feel free to ignore this if the words mean nothing to you.'
Nothing. Turning off his phone, Chuuya takes a deep breath and goes back to doing his over-time paperwork.
He doesn't turn on his phone until next morning, when he sits in his kitchen, eating his rice omelette, and decides to scroll through social media.
His instagram has blown up with messages. Hands going clammy, he opens it, and most of the messages are from Dazai.
'chibi!' Is the first message. Chuuya can't help but snort, a weight he got so used to lifting of his shoulders. Dazai. His Dazai.
'i missed youuuu'
'i'm so sorry i haven't texted or anything! i ran from the country, haha'
'my name's makoto now!'
'i totally wasn't inspired by you, haha'
'i live in japan'
'i'm happier than ever!'
'do you... maybe wanna hang out?'
Wiping his eyes, Chuuya types out a quick 'I'd love to'.
They may have both changed, so much so they probably won't recognise each other, but at least they have a second chance.
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losifeaur · 2 years
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Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya
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Dazai knows he's smart enough, yes, but he is far from perfection. In fact, he would say that everything about him falls on the complete wrong side of the scale- Dazai Osamu is all the wrong things he has ever deemed and he fucking hates himself.
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It started with scissors. It always seemed to. But instead of snipping at his skin, he impulsively cut his hair. He chopped off his beautiful, long curly locks and stomped on them like a child, because he was one, until his father came and beat him for cutting his hair. He had been only 5 when he pinpointed he hated being a girl, but it would take him many years to find out. 
Dazai had been a prized girl. He was pretty, his hair grew quickly, and was forced to stay lengthy, he had big eyes and he was intelligent. The family doctor took a liking to him- sexually. He didn’t know how old he was but he wasn’t old enough, still wasn’t, but Mori gave him everything he wanted as long as he spread his legs and opened his mouth. When he had killed his parents and fled with the doctor, he settled into Mori’s flat and asked for him to replace his dresses with pants and shorts. When asked why, he said he didn’t like them. He’s growing up.
He told Mori and the man took it well- He helped him. He just smiled, said okay, and told him he would be Osamu. And it was a secret. 
There were no hormones, but Mori provided him with basic information. What to do with his voice. How to hide his breasts. What hairstyle suited him best. He said that this was perfect- Hiding his sex would help him politically, and his popularity would be up because he would be a man. Naturally. It wasn’t political, but he let Mori think it was because Mori was good at telling him he was a boy when he wasn’t under the sheets.
But it was good. It was fine. He could take the sex and act like he was the perfect girl and immediately after, he would be Osamu again. He was fine with the arrangement. He was great with it.
And then Chuuya came along, and everything became complicated along with him.
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c0riiander · 3 months
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odad and his son (dazai)
he sent this to ango btw
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dandelion-roots · 5 months
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yosano-san was supposed to be taking the afternoon off...
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circusofshrimps · 1 month
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he dumped him, got back together, he dumped him again. then gender transition
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fvedyetor · 2 months
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everyday normal binder experience. right guys. right.
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haventseensun · 1 year
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couldn’t get this stupid idea out of my head
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evermorethecrow · 4 months
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im designing a femzai watch out
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thepainhouse · 1 year
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dw guys she'll get there eventually
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taintedwrote · 2 years
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Dazai: "I knew Gin when she was only this~~*makes random height near hip* big!"
Gin: "I knew you when you still had tits."
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velv-serum · 7 months
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based off from halfway to normal : astraltrain <33 i won’t say this on my insta but that fic made me cry ion even know why
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fixation-central · 7 months
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i feel like dazai is trans in a trans way and chuuya is also trans in a trans way but they're also trans in completely opposite ways and they're the same but built different and destruction and the stoppage of that and and an
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aroacesigma · 8 months
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love how transgender bsd characters are despite not being about that At All
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dandelion-roots · 5 months
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[ID: a digital drawing of chuuya and dazai from bungou stray dogs. in the main image, dazai is sitting on a metal counter in a nurse's office, his arms behind him to support him and knees spread so that chuuya can clean his wounds. he has bandages and scars on his arms and bare torso and is wearing white pants and white shoes. with a bored expression he says, hurry up. chuuya, who's opening a green bottle and is standing in front of the counter, shouts, wait a fucking minute, asshole, i'm not your damn nurse! in a smaller follow-up panel dazai shouts, you shot me! and chuuya is looking away while sweating and shouting back, you were being a shit. end ID]
the price of engaging in homoeroticism via shooting you 'old friend' THREE FUCKING TIMES more than necessary is, um... *checks notes* having to patch him up five minutes later whilst staring at his bare chest and then having to set his leg, thus literally putting him back on his feet to do his dramatic victory reveal??? this can't be right who wrote this
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