#though he does deserve it if it was truly like was saw š
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In the end, Claudia knows the only solution is to kill Lestat, and the big secret is that so does Louis.
Sam Reid: *existential despair*
#Lestat does not deserve to die#though he does deserve it if it was truly like was saw š#interview with the vampire#anne rice#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire lestat#iwtv lestat#amc interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#iwtv amc#iwtv louis
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Hello! I saw your most recent headcanon list thing with the Earthrealm guys being caught Slonking it Silly Styleā¢ and uh. I was just wondering if you'd be willing to do something similar with the Outworld guys as well? Obviously you don't have to if you don't want to, but I think it would be neat! Thank you so much in advance! I love your work :)
deep, dramatic sigh. (kidding anon tysm i gush over comments like this ily smoochhhh) also the terminology made me laugh out loud ty for that
Shang Tsung
kinda sorta didn't gaf. who's to say he didn't want you to hear him. the world may never know
you were to report to him about some findings for his experiments and there he was, leaning over the table and straight up cranking it over a bucket (he's odd like that) honestly when you acknowledge your own presence he's like... can i help you?? you see i'm busy???
but at the same time he's like hold up i have a fine specimen here to help me out here...he's leaving here with SOMETHING (studio laughter)
Rain
i don't think he'd care either if you walked in on him. in fact, he might welcome it. he's used to having his own space, but he doesn't mind sharing it with people he's ok with being around. yes that includes you (is it only you? not even he knows yet)
day 8163 of using Rain's arrogance to push my narrative that he's not only in love with himself but how he looks in the mirror. you definitely walked in on him wanking it in the mirror and he'd freeze but recover so quick
ain't no way you're leaving here after you just caught him though. how else will his problems get solved? you went and made him hard all over again!
Reptile
syzoth has two, let's get that out the way. AND he uses both hands for them LMAOO
president of syzoth is a lil subby bitch society. so when you catch him tugging on both and reduced to a pathetic mess from his own hands??? he's frozen and quite literally has no clue what to do. he's sweaty, there's tears in his eyes, and his fangs are much more pronounced than usual
once you give him the green light that you're into whatever tf he was just doing watch him crawl over to you on all fours and hug your legs, practically begging you to touch him
Havik
expect this smug fuck to claim he wanted this to happen. dude was hunched over and going at it behind his own desk, grunting like a cave man who discovered self pleasure for the first time
1000% expect him to demand you help him, but instead it's after he froze for like 5 seconds and then tried to play it off
he would also be internally shocked when agree to finish the job, but on the outside it's like "that's what i thought...now get over here" whole time he's jumping up and down and twirling in his brain
Reiko
it's already rare that he has time to himself and definitely RARELY has time to be with you for an extended period of time, so you catching him when you wanted to surprise him with your presence it triggered his fight or fight LMAO
legit laughed at the thought of him jumping up from his chair hands ready to be thrown...but his dick is swinging PLSSSSSS
he's like well shit now he deserves your help after you almost got two pieced by your own boyfriend...but who's complaining?!
General Shao
this man weirdly reminds me of bowser sometimes. with that being said i think he'd do a BUAHA as a shocked sound when you catch him thwoping the schlong
as much as i can't fucking stand him he does look a lil better in this game i will admit. i'm not gonna sit up here and lie, he def has a HUGE wanker innit. so you didn't miss shit when you walked into his chambers
he would also demand your help. but if you have a lil push back just for fun, he'd eventually say please and be all soft and shit. why? cause it's you god damn it!
Baraka
let's be fr. truly i do not think mk1 baraka would masterbate simply bc he's like depressed all the timešbut for the sake of shits and gigs, ill humor y'all
let's say he hasn't seen you in a while and misses you dearly. he knew you were on a quest for a while, and he was very pent up... so what better way to release stress other than sparring! oh. not enough? time for another type spar š
if this were old baraka i'd say he has two šļø but since this version of tarkat is a disease let's say it made the skin around his wee like ribbed or something ya SO when you caught him he was in a straight up panic and apologizing profusely but once you calm him down and tell him you're glad he missed you so much, he's like oh shit...well help me out then...only if you want to!
a/n: i did it y'all FUCK. my bad for taking so long to release this i'm a perfectionist to a faultš
#n3ptoonz#mk1#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#shang tsung#shang tsung x reader#reptile x reader#reptile mk#syzoth x reader#syzoth#rain mk1#rain x reader#mk havik#mortal kombat havik#havik#havik x reader#general shao#shao khan#shao kahn x reader#mk reiko#reiko#reiko x reader#mk baraka#baraka x reader#baraka
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Heyyyyy can you do a fic with 2,3,4 and 26 or any other suitable prompt for like neteyam, lo'ak or Jake cheats on the reader? Hurt/no comfort too if you may? I'm in my self-destruction era and i really want a good cry over one of the pretty blue aliens ššš«¶š¼š«¶š¼š«¶š¼šššš
DO YOU LOVE HER?
angst angst ANGST loving it. thankyou for giving me the prompt !! i was lowkey thinking of doing Jake for this one but it was too hard lmao. so i wrote this for lo'ak in like 10mins
You moved to Awaāatlu with the Sullyās for one reason only. Loāak. He had been by your side ever since you were infants, you had grown up with each other, experienced everything together, you were betrothed, to be mates when you both got older.
Though now as you screamed at him, face puffy and tear-stricken you wish you never came. You wish you didnāt follow him to the ends of the world. Because he wouldnāt have done the same for you.
āI saw it Loāak! The confession! Everything! Why is she the one you go to, to be comforted? What does she have that I donāt?!ā You were in hysterics, you had just witnessed your mate-to-be hold onto the hands of another woman, accept her confession, and give her the most love-struck look in the world.
It felt as if your heart was breaking into a million pieces. As if he was continuously smashing it into smaller piece so it could never be pieced back together again. You felt as if your emotions were suffocating you, unable to breath between your screams and raw sobs.
āBaby- shit Y/N. Iā¦your misinterpreting it.ā His voice was shaky, he knew he shouldāve never let this thing with Tsireya go this far. But he canāt deny the way his heart jumps for her while it does nothing for you.
āNo. NO! I think I am understanding this PERFECTLY FINE actually.ā You were starting to seethe, no way he thought he could blame this one on you.
He flinched at the volume of your voice, ears plastered to his head as he felt bile come up to his throat, too nervous for the wrath he deserved. āItās just-ā
āDo you love her?ā He froze, blood running cold as he looked down to your emotionless expression. Should he confess and ruin this all? He canāt go on like this, not when he knew he was lying to himself about loving you.
āYes.ā The sob ripped from your throat, stumbling away from Loāak as he cursed himself. āBaby Iām sorry.ā
āyouāre not sorry. YOUāRE NOT FUCKING SORRY. I left my home for you! I have spent every moment with you! We grew up together, we have experienced everything together. All for a girl you just met? I wish I never met you. Eywa must have looked down on me when I laid out my heart to you.ā
āY/N please.ā Your words hurt him but no more than his hurt you. He saw the way your chest shook, the unstable breaths you took to stop yourself from screaming out your lungs.
He saw the love leave your eyes to be replaced with hurt. He cursed himself for doing this to you. He cursed himself for not being able to truly love you.
āIām leaving Loāak. Go to Tsireya, she can wipe your tears.ā
thankyou so much for reading <33 any interaction make me actually combust from joy
#lo'ak#loak#lo'ak x reader#loak x reader#loak angst#loak x y/n#loak imagine#lo'ak avatar#lo'ak te suli tsyeyk'itan#loak sully#atwow loak#avatar loak#avatar#avatar the way of water#loak x you#lo'ak x you#lo'ak fic#lo'ak imagine#avatar oneshot
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Would you ever perhaps do Kyojuro with a reader S/O that is physically a lot bigger than him? Just a lot taller and wider and physically very strong? I love the idea of their hugs making him feel safe and protected, and also flustered Kyo from being totally scooped up so effortlessly. I feel like not a lot of people in the world could make him feel that way but he deserves it, given how hard he protects everyone else all the time. Thank you if so and if not no worries!
(my first one in awhile, so sorry it took so long dear š i hope this is good enough!! i'm still shaking off the writer's rust, so my apologies if it isn't quite the peak of quality! <3)
rengoku x reader (in which reader is much, much bigger than him)
all his life, ever since his mother died, rengoku has been the bigger person. the protector. the one to hold senjurou when he cried and carry him when he fell, clean up after his father's mess, protect the innocents who knew nothing of the world from the wicked demons. he'd accepted his position with grace and a smile, just like his mother taught him. because he was strong, and he was good, and he could handle it. he was expected to handle it.
now, he's found someone bigger.
and it's strange.
he didn't think much of your physical appearance at first. he knew himejima, and you were around the same height... probably. he never saw you two next to each other long enough to compare. he only knew he had to tilt his head back about the same to look at your face. which hurt his neck, so more often than not he didn't bother and stared straight forward at your chest instead.
he wasn't really sure why you laughed when he did, but you didn't demand that he look at you properly, so he didn't mind. he laughed along before continuing whatever conversation you'd been having, and that was the end of it.
until you started visiting the rengoku estate to train together. and then went on to stay for dinner. and then kept going from there.
shifting from allies to friends to dating seemed so natural that he hadn't even questioned it. he cared for you, and you cared for him, so it made sense! he just... didn't expect dating to be so physically different from friends. and now he's constantly reminded of just how small he is compared to you.
the first true realization is during one of your training sessions together, just after the first time you manage to knock him flat on his back. after the initial surprise, you give a loud bark of laughter as you drop your shinai to the ground, seemingly in disbelief. he laughs as well, delighted by your very first victory over him.
"bravo!" he booms, clapping his hands together and beaming at you. "i knew it was only a matter of time before you bested me! our training together truly is paying off!" you smile proudly back at him.
"thank you! i learned from the best," you say. before he can get up, you take two long strides toward him, bending down to hold out your hand.
and that's when he pauses. standing where you are, your tall frame manages to completely block out the sun, rendering him entirely within your shadow as light surrounds you like a halo. head tilted back to gaze up at you from the ground, something in his brain clicks.
"oh," he says, "you're very tall." you blink. and then you chuckle again, though your expression shows confusion.
"thank you? it ran in the family." you curl your fingers, silently urging him to take your hand, and he does. you pull him to his feet with ease. your shadow still engulfs him, and he takes a step away, back into the sun. "did it take you this long to notice?"
"of course not!" he stares at a button on your uniform as you dust off his shoulders. his face is tinged pink. "i just haven't quite... understood until now, i suppose." you hum, giving his clothes one last brush.
"it's pretty easy to understand. i'm big," you pat your chest, "and you're little." you put your hand on his head, giving his hair a teasing ruffle.
"ah!" he says, ducking away from you and shielding himself with both hands. "no, no, i'm afraid you have it wrong! you're merely..." he takes a hand from his head to wave it in your general direction, and you grin wider when words seem to fail him, "...large."
you tease him for a bit longer before he distracts you with continuing the training session. though the conversation ends, the thought lingers, and he finds himself making comparisons whenever you're near. studying how the training swords seem like baby toys in your hands. how the uniform is that much tighter around your arms and chest and thighs. teacups and utensils almost laughably tiny as you handle them with delicate care.
how he fits perfectly under your arm when he sits beside you. the way his hand disappears when you hold it just as delicately as the teacups despite both of your scars and blisters. the way your arms wrap around him so completely and make him feel very small and safe and whatever the positive version of claustrophobic is.
and then you pick him up.
he doesn't expect it. he's meditating outside, regulating his breathing, when you sneak up on him. but not really, because he can hear your near-silent footsteps stop in front of him. he was going to let you have your fun trying and failing to startle him, but you don't fail.
you succeed so well, in fact, that when he feels hands under his arms lifting him from the ground, his eyes fly open and his leg swings up and nearly nails you in the jaw.
"whoa, kyo, hey! it's just me!" you sound half amused, half alarmed as you hold him at arm's length. he freezes, and then he stares with wide, wide eyes as you give a hesitant laugh. "yeah... probably not a good idea to sneak up on a slayer. sorry." his lips part, preparing to speak, but nothing comes out. he doesn't know what to say.
he can't remember the last time he was held, and with so much ease. like he weighs hardly more than a newborn kitten.
your grin fades, and you lower him back to the ground, clearly taking his silence the wrong way. he grabs your wrists before you can retract your arms, closing his mouth and inhaling deeply through his nose. by the time he exhales, he's managed a smile.
"that's alright!" he says. "you merely startled me, no need to apologize! i was prepared for a shout or a touch on the shoulder, not... not that." his voice fades near the end, unintentionally. you look prepared to apologize again, so he lets go of your wrists to clasp one of your hands in both of his, bowing slightly over it. "please forgive my poor reaction! i haven't been held in such a way for a very long time and let my instincts get the better of me!"
"oh, no, that's okay." when he glances up at your expression, you seem thoughtful. "is it... fine if i hold you? i wanted to, but if you don't like it-"
"of course!" he cuts you off, loud and dare you say, eager? he squeezes your hand tighter, then lets go. "i would only request that you don't surprise me in the future, or i won't be responsible for what i might do!"
"aw," you say. "you mean i have to warn you before i do-" you stoop down, sweep one arm under his knees, catch him around the shoulders before he falls, and straighten up, "-this?"
"hm," he says. you moved slow, giving him more than enough time to dance away or stop you. he did no such thing, and now he lies giddy and awkward against your chest, high above the ground, his cheeks as flame-touched as his hair as his smile grows wide and wild. he wrestles his arm out where it's squished between you, throwing it around the back of your neck. his other hand raises to your cheek.
"i told you. i won't be responsible for what i'll do."
he's still smiling when he leans up from your arms to kiss you.
#demon slayer imagines#demon slayer rengoku imagines#rengoku imagines#kny imagines#kny rengoku imagines#kyojuro rengoku imagines#rengoku x reader
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ā¼ļøNIGHTBRINGER LESSON 36 SPOILERSā¼ļø
masterlist | all lessons | lesson 35 | lesson 37
MEPHISTOPHELES WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU i'm wiping that smug ass smirk off your face. don't play about my man's tea (i'm a lesbian)
HSNSJSDJGD he's so fed up š all the man wanted was some peace and quiet
now the real question is, does diavolo want mephisto to stop lucifer from getting close to mc, or does he want to stop mc from getting close to lucifer? or both? i'm all for a poly relationship between the three of them but i've always been a dialuci girlie š«£
oh he's such a dickhead i love him so bad
see lucifer wonders why his brothers behave the way they do. IT'S BECAUSE OF THEY LEARNED FROM WATCHING YOU !!! like lucifer is easily one of the pettiest, if not THE pettiest, out of all 7 of the brothers, but he also knows not to treat people like shit without good reason mephisto deserves all the shit he can get for
1) being racist, for lack of better phrasing;
2) being classist; and
3) being so full of himself that he can't face his own insecurities and projects them onto others
now, i'm all for character development and growth. he doesn't WANT to grow. and as much as i hate him, i love mephisto as a character. he's basically a representation of the way high society treats those that they think are "lesser" than them, even after being shown time and time again that their views and belief systems are outdated and bigoted. he and diavolo are foils almost. raised in same sphere, though mephisto definitely has had impostor syndrome for his entire life and it SHOWS
i wish we got more bits of him not being a pretentious asshole but i also think the pretentiousness adds to his value as a character yk yk
i'm calling it now, this is how he became immortal | this is also why back in season 1 of nb (i think) thirteen said that his soul wasn't as shiny as mc's anymore. it was corrupted by whatever he saw or whoever he met in the underworld. more on this here
moments like these are what i need. more depth and insight om mephisro to person, not mephisto the noble. he's such an interesting character and i feel like we only ever get a tiny glimpse of it every once in a blue moon
also, i wonder how his stance on humans now changed in the future, bc we know he was a bitch to mc on the basis of their identity in the og game
god i hate this. i knew it was was a setup from the jump
lucifer having to defend himself to mephisto, let go of his pride in the process, and now end up being framed for a crime that he obviously didn't commit? all because some racist assholes don't like the idea that he and his brothers are in consort with the future demon king
it's sad that this has to serve as a lesson to mephisto about how corrupt the lineage he was so proud to be apart of truly is, and how he's constantly perpetuating the corruption and bigoted ways of thinking just by acting in a way that benefits that lineage. but that's the way the world works outside of the game, too
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me spoilers#nightbringer spoilers#obey me lucifer#lucifer obey me#obey me mephisto#obey me mephistopheles#mephisto obey me#mephistopheles obey me#obey me mc#mc obey me#obey me solomon#solomon obey me#obey me diavolo#diavolo obey me
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the first thing i really want to say, i hate being right. i really hate it this time. WE WERE ROOTING FOR YOU BUCKY. I !!! WAS !!! FUCKING !!! ROOTING !!! FOR !!! YOU !!! I'll be calling you other names now until further notice. honestly, what more can I say? I basically said all the thoughts I had on my previous ask, and while at first they were based on theories, well, now they're not š I'm not even mad at him anymore, I'm just so drained and tired of it all. Disappointed really. Just disappointed. I do know he didn't do the "<3" tho. Since Jethro went through his phone so she probably changed it herself. But that's the least of everyone's problem right now.
Like I said, if he had just confessed right off the bat, it wouldn't have been as bad, in my opinion at least. I mean, it's still a shitty thing to do no matter the semantics or technically, but it's the LYING. It's truly what fucks a person up. And yes with what you said!!! Brendon took so many choices away from Pocket!!! She was blindsided and manipulated to some degree and it's just. sigh. so disappointed.
Now, let me put my theory cap on because lol surprise, I have some. You said the first time didn't count. So something must've happened and I know you said it wasn't SA but sex pollen? could be? Or omg, something Hydra put because you know how they would probably want super soldiers to procreate even if it's against their will? What if Jacinta knows that code? and ..... shit, omg. wait. I just realized something. I really had to stare at my screen because this could be mind blowing but I also could be so wrong because this probably won't make any sense. BUT, (i know this will seem like i'm defending him but hear me out) if the first time wasn't his choice (not fully anyway), he probably still felt disgusted by himself that it happened. So, the second time, do you think Bob did it to punish himself? Like doing the act didn't give him any pleasure at all, just disgust and guilt and regret and actual physical pain? !!! TW !!! but kinda self-harm but in a different way? Because maybe in the back of his mind, he knew this would destroy Pocket, and the thought of that itself is so painful to him that, he did it as a way to punish himself? To hurt himself by hurting pocket? Which is a really fucked up mental gymnastic but idk okay, i have no idea how my brain works LMAO. He needs a new therapist my god. Or maybe he needs two. Or maybe I'm just way over my head and the reason the second time happened was because that was the time he saw the articles. OR could be both a mixture of both. And again, he had an actually devil in his shoulder. But still, to given in that easily. Weakass supersoldier if you ask me. Like I said, the whole "I did it for revenge" cuts differently too. Honestly just basically what i said on my previous ask hahaha
Sigh, I know there's something else going on. I know something was cooking underneath all that. I'm sure Jenny had more at play to this than Baker. I don't think she's that lucky that the universe just decided for everything to fall into place like that. I'm sure she had all the string. Like yes, I won't deny Bryan is an asshole, and he still did what he did. But still, no matter if there was something that happened that led up to the act (apart from the articles which is shitty on its own as a reason but he's a fragile weakass man so) It still won't change how he lied about it after. I do think the heaviest part of it, especially to Pocket, wasn't exactly the fact that he slept with Junia but the fact that he lied about it and covered it up.
I will add tho, as much as I am looking forward for Pocket to have her villain origin story, because she absolutely does deserve it, I'm just hoping she won't do something that she's regret later on. Though right now, I also have no idea how she's ever going to forgive him. We'll just have to wait and see as everything unfolds.
Honestly, I don't think I've got anything more to add. I'm just sitting here sighing and shaking my head as I'm typing this. Though I can't wait for the truth to unravel, because I really do have a feeling there's more than meets the eye. I'll probably pop back in if I have a new theory, but either way. You're amazing as always!
ā Jnon š¤
I think getting your posts are the favorite part of my day!
Let's address!
I'm sorry you were right. I hate that you were right, but right you were. Pocket is also definitely drained and tired from it, too. Exhausted. Brutus definitely did not do the <3; he didn't even know how to unblock her. Venus Flytrap (going with a V-name this time, lol) did it all herself.
Part of what hurts Pocket so much is that Buckwheat knows her history, knows how much trouble she has with trusting people, and yet, he keeps lying. It's one of those "I lied because I knew the truth would hurt you," but he doesn't realize that the truth is so much more easy for her to digest than having to constantly wonder if he's being honest with her, just to find out he's not. One of the things they bonded over, early on in their friendship, was that they had had their bodies used by others, without their consent, so she thought he understood how important that was for her, and to have him make the same decisions her abusers did, by taking away her ability for informed consent, that's what's killing her. She thought he knew her better than that.
Your theories! The "first time" doesn't have anything to do with sex pollen or Hydra. You are definitely close in that he felt disgusted with himself, which has a lot to do why the first time doesn't count. You'll have to wait until Chapter 27 to find out!
It really was a happy accident for Jaeger Bomb that the articles happened. She didn't pull any strings, but she absolutely used them to her advantage. If they hadn't come out, she would have most likely come up with some other diabolical plan to get what she wanted.
Pocket's going to face some dark times coming up, definitely. There will be a lot of self-destructive behavior and spiraling, but she's not gonna go full-on Thanos or anything (who could blame her if she did, let's be honest). The only person she's really going to hurt, going forward, is herself :(
As always, Jnon, it is a pleasure. Thank you so much for bringing such happiness to my days <3 I love you!
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saw your recent reblog about feedback and, though Iāve been occasionally gushing in tags, you deserve to hear what I tell my friends! In general, your writing style is perfect at capturing the timing and delivery of the show itself. Iāve never read a fic iāve been able to visualize more clearly than this one. You write each character so well that between chapters it feels like iām right back where i used to be, waiting for new episodes again. I do think you havenāt *quite* solved your side-character-ification (applejackification?) of Dipper problem yet, but other than that youāre doing an astounding job at balancing all the characters and their interactions with each other and with bill in a way that feels natural (plus with these more recent chapters iām seeing lots of good dipper stuff so youāre definitely getting there with him too! besides, it is nice to see Mabel get the spotlight after all these years anyway. healing, even.) You know exactly how to control an audienceās emotions, you know when to drag something out and when to shut it down, you know when to cut off a conversation and when bring up the fact it was cut off later. Little foreshadowings like the loose tooth are well-planted and plot beats like lucid dreaming are dropped and picked back up delicately and with precision, like pressing piano keys. i donāt doubt for a second itās all a part of some grand instrument, though i wouldnāt be surprised if you told me most of it was improvised - another way youāre just like the show was. youāve done the episodic-and-serialized thing better than at least half of all silver-age cartoons that have attempted to do so! I adore the way you show kindness to all characters in your scenes, from gideonās characterless mother to the little freak himself. It truly feels as though you pick no favorites, and thatās something you do better than the show did tbh. Not that TBOB needed to hook me in with a marketing campaign, but hypothetically, in a universe where I didnāt own a hand-sewn bill cipher throw-pillow and yet somehow still found this fic, I would definitely be excited for it after reading! youāre gifted, and i hope this does numbers on AO3. I truly cannot stand hazbin hotel, but I may go back and read your other works once this oneās over, just to hear your narrative voice. itās a voice worth hearing, and may it be forever amplified.
oh WOW thank you so much??? š this is SUCH a sweet comment and it means so much to me that you took the time to write all this!!
APPLEJACKIFICATION... that made me laugh. Dipper will get some serious development before the end of the eclipse plot and he's key in the next plot, so I think that'll help him make some progress. But yeahāhe's not gonna be as important as Mabel, but I do want to make sure he has a plot that stands on its own, smaller though it may be.
It's 2/3 planned, 1/3 improvised. š I've got a lead time of about 15 chapters between what I've posted and what I've written, so I can do stuff like write the poppet chapter, write the tooth fairy arc, edit the poppet chapter, realize that as long as I'm giving him a bloody lip maybe I can loosen his tooth, edit the tooth fairy arc, have him mention that that tooth was loose. And many chapters I haven't written or outlined yet I have loosely planned in my head so I know how to aim toward them.
Wanting to show kindness to all the characters and wanting to give as many of them an internal life as possible is so important to me, and I'm so glad that's showing through so far!
And honestly I think "I hate [xyz] but I'll read it if you're writing it" is the highest compliment. š All my hazbin fics were written pre-season 1 when all we had was the pilot, a couple comics, creator comments, and some Helluva to go by; but idk maybe you'd consider that a plus lol. (If you're interested, on ao3 I've also written Transformers, Godzilla, some PokĆ©mon, and a smattering of other things.)
Thanks again for sending such a nice message!
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Okay, so @br1ghtestlight made a post recently (you donāt understand how long I spent trying to find it actually losing my mind that I couldnāt) proposing an idea for a Christmas ep Itās A Wonderful Life parody centering around Teddy, and how it could even reveal how Bob and Linda met Teddy in the first place.
And I adore that idea so much. Iāve never even seen the og film, but I know people will automatically say an Itās A Wonderful Life parody is clichĆ©, which is true, but I think that idea is lovely and could absolutely work. Also, sometimes thereās just something comforting about clichĆ©s.
That being said, Iād like to propose that same idea, butā¦
With Gene :D
Yup, thatās right, I have to bring everything back to Gene all over again. I canāt stop thinking about him.
Itās actually an issue.
But just imagine the absolute angst potential. And then the absolute joy when he realizes how much his family truly cares about him and does need him.
Also want this in retaliation for all of the Gene nay-sayers (looking at you, Reddit). Look, having your own opinion is valid. And if someone doesnāt like Gene for valid reasons and isnāt mean about it, thatās totally fine. He doesnāt gel with everyone.
But just saying, completely out of nowhere and unprovoked, that he adds nothing and should be killed off?? (Yes, I am never letting that go). I also saw a video just earlier tonight where someone (wonāt say who for privacyās sake) compared him to Chris Griffin?? I mean, I havenāt really seen any Family Guy, but I assume thatās not a good thing based on peopleās reactions (thankfully, most people in the comments defended Gene). And, even though this was clearly meant to be a joke this still bothered me a ton, said āNo one likes Gene. If you like Gene, I donāt like you. I actually dislike you as a person.ā
Not the worst part, though. They also made jokes about killing off Gene and muting him and just editing him out of the video and other things like that, like COME ON. I understand if you donāt gel with him as a character and that these were all just jokes for the video, but justāthose comments just made me ā¹ļø
Anyway, I want to make that episode happen to help some people soften up towards Gene. Heās so baby he doesnāt deserve the slander š
I did see another reaction video where āGene is my early favoriteā was in the title, and that healed me a bit.
I need to put in a cute Gene screenshot to make me feel happier:
#bobs burgers#doodlerās daydreams#decided to make a tag for my random text posts#look even i have a couple episodes in my head where gene isnāt the best#but only a COUPLE (ābeefsquatchā and āmommy boyā)#if the people in that video had just listened to some of his songs they maybe wouldāve changed their minds#anyway having some gene angst would be so interesting i LIVE to have a deeper dive into his character#not opposed to getting a deeper dive into teddyās psyche too though!
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Small World anon here again,sorry. I can't believe I left out one thing in that long ass ask of mine,where Bucky wouldn't ate without Reader. Like- That is so- š„ŗ *sniffs* I know that you wrote that she's the homerunner so that means she's the one who cooks & do all the other houseworks,I understood it but it's still so cute and all the more heartbreaking,you know? š„² I also understood it as he wouldn't eat WITHOUT her. He wouldn't eat if she's not eating with him,like a proper family (married couple/old married couple) type of thing. Like even if the food's ready,he's not eating and refuses to eat if she doesn't too,WITH HIM š„ŗš Does that mean Bucky refuses food when he's in jail the first time they served him after he got caught? Cause he was in bliss & on cloud nine for months living a normal domestic life with her that it's hard to let go even though he's mad at her for thinking she reported him so he refused eating the first time they gave him food in jail right after he got caught? Back to their domestic phase! That is so cute tho! He wouldn't eat without her,awww! š He's tired and beat coming home from work and he's starving after a long shift and he's about to eat but he sees that Reader's not eating and now he's not eating either. They both need to be at the table EATING together for him able to eat AWWWWW šš
Okay,okay,I'm done gushing about Small World. I'll stop being annoying now,seriously š Btw,I wrote that very long review/feedback ahead so I can truly express every single thing on how I feel on each plot/scenes in Small World so I didn't notice that you've changed the picture you photoshopped to the one of a gif of Bucky from CA : TWS. In fact,it's still showing the photoshopped picture in my reblog lol. But my point still stands,I felt bad that you had to so much work for my request,including photoshopping. Just know that I really appreciate every single thing you do to perfect my fic request in such a short time,thank you so much again šš¼ā¤ā¤ā¤ A million times thank you šš¼šš¼šš¼š«š«š«š«
I also saw your posts and #kai rambles that I've missed. I'm so sorry for everything. I still felt bad about my late feedback but I understood you meant in general. Yeah,it sucked that people couldn't take the time to leave a feedback,a short comment,a reaction anything to a work that an author/writer put so much work and effort into in such a short time for our reading enjoyment. It's especially even more of a shitty move if it's a request a writer decided to take up and then there's just silence afterwards once the request is written...... Forever. Crickets,nothing. The writer doesn't even get paid for writing these requests. The least they could do is simply give a feedback,a short simple straight to the point feedback accompanied with a thank you. It's not that hard. I don't know. People need to be more appreciative. It's not easy at all to write,I tried and it's hard asf. Don't just go complete silence after a completed request,it's not too much to ask at all. It's the bare minimum. I know that a fic you've written have gotten 1k notes,prob reaching 2k now as we speak. I'd love nothing more than to see that kind of interactions happen again with every single one of your work because a talented,kind & humble writer like you is more than deserving of it ā¤ I can try to be interactive but I'm one person. But try,I will. Cause it feels like the only way I can give back the same way writers like you put your heart & love into all of your works for our sake. So we would surreal reading experience. And it's really not asking much at all when the writers's the ones doing all the work between writers & readers.
Are you okay btw? I saw your #kai rambles,what's going on? If you need someone to talk to,you can vent to me,I'll dm you. If that's crossing the line,then you can just vent to me through these anon asks instead. You wrote that you felt insecure about your writings,that this app made you feel that way and that you might chuck it all one day. I want to plead to you please don't but this is YOUR blog and all the fics you wrote are YOUR works,YOUR properties so I have no say to say what you can or can't do with your own work. Your own blood,sweat & tears. But I will still have hope that you'll stay š«ā¤ I've found works from deactivated writers (and they're really good too) where I try to find that maybe they left their work up on AO3 but nothing. Can't find their full works anywhere,it's like they disappeared off the radar completely. And I've seen some talented writers deactivated and deleted all of their works from all the sites they posted them on. It truly felt like you just lost something important in your life,especially when you've been following their works for years and suddenly one day,they just disappeared. It's an empty feeling of loss that can be filled or replaced. Every writer is unique and has their own style. No 2 of them will ever truly be the same. It breaks my heart to know that such a creative and talented writer like you feels insecure about your own work and view them in a different light than your readers do? I'll convince you that your writings are perfect a million times if I have to. I'm so sorry that you still felt this way. Idk what to do to make you change your mind. The least I can do is offer support and tells you how much your writings meant to me. How happy it makes me. How it stayed in my mind for a long time afterwards š Your writings are beautiful ā¤ They're perfect š And I'm not telling you what to do but I hope you'll stay here for a long time š« Your writings are not how you see them at all. They're freaking amazing šš¼ Also,I saw that you're taking a break from writing for a while,is that correct? If that's so then take care of yourself,honey ā¤ Hope you'll feel a lot better once you return š« I'll miss you but I understand š Take care of yourself first šš« Lack of interactions can really be grating. Take care of yourself properly,I'll still be here if you ever want to talk š«ā¤ Sorry again for writing so long.
First off, I love the chokehold that Small World Bucky has us in šš©·
YESSS! Lord knows how I sobbed writing it because fuck if someone cared for me and my presence like that š„ŗ (and I literally enjoy eating alone lmfao). No, you're right. It doesn't matter whether she has cooked or not because some days she can be sick and surely hubby isn't so heartless. It is totally that he DOES NOT eat without her regardless of whether it's take out or home cooked. After all, what kind of a couple doesn't eat together? š„ŗā¤ļø
I see Small World Bucky as a rather chill and laid-back kinda guy (I mean that isn't much different from canon Bucky I think) but you best believe the first few days of his prison food (if he even went there, that is š) was eaten by the walls and the floor. He just got betrayed by his future wife who he cannot eat without. Of course he's not just gonna say grace and enjoy the shitty slammer food š
Thank you for your kind words, they are really heart warming and definitely uplifting. I do have to agree with you about what you said about response and feedback. But I also kinda dislike my writing and don't understand why people like it š I've tried to stop many times but I can't. It's probably because I am a literature major and I compare these to the stuff I study and of course fanfic can never compare to those and English isn't even my first language but I can't help it still.
I am not sure about a 'break' because sometimes I feel like taking one but then I come back because I enjoy writing stories and being delulu hehe. Your words really do mean a lot to me and thank you again for taking the time to write such a sweet ask to me ilysm š©·š©·š©·
You can interact with me however you feel comfy, I don't mind. Although I am not someone who likes to vent or talk about things because I feel like it doesn't actually solve anything šš yeah I am a pessimist like that. That's one of the reasons exactly why I stress rant in a cryptic way so it's not so out there but I can still get it out of me. Though the fact that you said you'll miss me is making me so š„ŗš„ŗš©·š©·
Also please never apologize again for writing a lengthy ask to me. I am the same way and I do not mind it at all š©·
#ask kai#anon love š©·#kais babes š©·#bucky barnes fic#bucky barnes smut#dark bucky barnes#dark bucky x you
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goodbye to my new favorite bl of all time
BE MY FAVORITE (+1)
let's go
disclaimer: i hate doing this posts because i can't really exppress my feelings when my they are too fucking strong
how do i even begin.
be my favorite became my favorite so fucking fast that i was literally baffled. honestly it was love at first sight for us. i am really picky when it comes to bls and it's almost always hit or miss for me. and bmf was THE HIT.
and i truly do not even know the reason. it was such a silly little show about silly little guy and his silly little magic crystal ball, but, oh god, how did i become so fascinated by everything about it.
it was kawi. of course i loved pisaeng soooo much. and max, pear too. but i am not gonna even lie, it was kawi that rocked my world. i can't remember the last time i became this obsessed with a character. i fell in love with him.
the connection i felt to him was just crazy. i related him so fucking much that it was actually pathetic. i saw myself in him in so many ways that it was really unbelievable.
don't want to make this about myself (also i hate to talk about myself and my miserable adult life) but so many things that kawi went through were the exact same things i went through and still going through. i could relate to him at a level that was actually scary. and guess what i don't have a magic crystal ball so fuck this shit š¤
but unlike kawi we "yolo" and we should indeed "yolo"
i loved the final message of the show was like you can't keep worrying about future and you can't change the past. that's really clichƩ but it was literally the main theme of the series. you can't change the past but start doing things you wanna do in the present before it becomes the past. and shit is going to happen in future, but the good and bad thing is you can't control it. but you can definitely control (at least some things) in present which is definitely gonna effect your future. so live the moment, bitches. (this is me trying to convince myself to live in the present)
so whoever created kawi, thank you so much. i believe so many people also could relate to him in one way or another. even though we don't have magic crystal balls and will probably never find our pisaengs, kawi showed that despite everything the best thing you can do in life is simply living. and it's not actually simple, it scary but it is the only answer. it is about taking risks, it is about doing some dumb shit, it is about doing stuff that your so fucking scared of. but it's also about knowing your limits, it's about accepting, it is about love, it is about friends. it is about trying and failing countless times untill you get what you deserve.
kawi, you silly gremlin. you'll always be in my heartš©µ
aaaaaand
the boyfriend of the year award goes to pisaeng.
let's stop being delulu for a sec, first of all, someone like him does not exist.
god. he is just a perfect human being. honestly seeing characters like him in media, especially in a bl is always so fucking amazing.
he was the dictionary definition of loving, caring, kind. bar is on the fucking floor, but he was so understanding and thoughtful towards not just kawi but everyone that watching his character healed something in me.
in every timeline he was kawi's rock, his love for kawi was always a constant. and the way he loved kawi was just unbelievable.
and they got their happy ending ššš
can you believe?????
anygays
i think that's it for now
I'll be thinking about this show for a while i think.
how do i make everyone in the world watch this show???
#i should probably go to sleep#I'll probably make some other posts later#still very much crazy about this show#:(((#be my favorite the series#be my favorite
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Kami, to say that you left me in ruins with this chapter is an understatement š„¹
i hate and love how Choso is so patient and willing to hear the reader out despite everything. i know we have reader-bias because we can see the grand scheme of it all but Chosoās just getting handed misfortune after misfortune and he doesnāt know why (yet?) UGH. CHOSO YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR US. IDC IF YOU GET JEALOUS EVEN THOUGH I HATE PDA, YOUāRE TOO SWEET.
poor Choso, poor Yuji, what that whole family went through is fucking horrible. i canāt imagine a way Sukuna could possibly redeem himself from that, regardless of how he acted with us in previous chapters šš
my brain is really small, would you mind just clarifying the current ages of all the characters? i just wanna get a perspective on the time frame of everything ^^ not that it really changes anything, but i wanted to see how long ago Choso saw Sukuna hit his own ex.
also, the fact that he came home all bruised and cut up? should we expect to get clarification on that in a later chapter or is that just to back up the fact that heās a generally violent person and gets into problems often?
what is Sukunaās motivation to keep Yuji in his custody? is it because of the previous notion that Sukuna likes to treat his brothers like servants and punching bags?
that brief moment where they reflected on the moment they first met hurt š„² the list was just getting started atp and i remember how the reader was like āletās just hope he doesnāt catch feelingsā UGHHHHH MY HEARTTTTT
when the reader was like āiām no better than-ā i was like ???? NO BETTER THAN WHO???? WHOOOOOOO????? seriously though, who would the reader compare herself to in that situation? the only person i could see comparable in this situation would be Gojo, but maybe iām seriously overthinking it š
Choso being so adamant that his feelings wonāt change no matter what the reader says makes me so sad. that first question got me for a second bc i was like āoh thatās only Naoya, Sukuna, and Nanamiā but then i remembered āoh fuck she was still hooking up with Geto before they got seriousā¦ and that night with Gojo after her and Choso took their first breakā¦ā FUCK. GIRL, YOU MIGHT AS WELL AND TELL HIM THE WHOLE TRUTH!!!!
i think heād be pretty okay knowing the number so long as the reader clarifies that during their time together, the reader was solely hooking up with him. plus itās a good setup to explain the blackmailing šš WHY IS SHE SO AFRAID TO ADMIT SHE WAS BLACKMAILED?? i understand that she does have a lot of sympathy for Gojo and her feelings are still confused after all their time spent together and the trauma that Gojo supported her through (even though heās the cause of it all anyways š) but this is seriously a free pass for her to come clean. i stg if Choso asks some sort of question asking her why she hooked up with all these guys and the reader completely avoids mentioning that she was blackmailed then iām going to smash my head through some drywall.
Kami. i know you canāt give us full details, but should we expect things to get way worse after this? as in should i buy tissueās preemptively?
-āļø
Okay I tried to get all the non yap sessions answered first, I have like 7 yappers to go through so LETS BEGIN !!
1. It seems I always leave you in ruins my loveš¹ Iāll make it up in the end, trust me
2. Choso is so previous and he truly deserves the world but, in his eyes, the reader is his world and he wonāt see it any different :)
3. The whole family story is sad and Iām waiting for someone to spot my foreshadowing in that chapterš¹ Especially since you mentioned Sukuna redeeming himself
4. I really need to put all the ages out there but here;
The reader is 22.
Gojo is 22.
Sukuna is 23.
Suguru is 21.
Nanami is 22.
Choso is 21.
Naoya is 22.
Toji is 30.
ā
These are slightly based on the age differences in the anime but then again, itās just a ff and uh yeah!šø
5. š No idea what those bruises symbolize tbh! ^.^
6. I think another anon asked about Yuji & Sukuna & they made a very good assumption on it (unless tht was ur other yap sesh, idk Iāll figure it out) so Iāll answer this more there :)
7. Funny how she hoped Choso wouldnāt catch feelings but she did just the same ;)
8. The reader was a bit emotional so she couldāve said Gojo or maybe even Sukuna because she feels that her worth has depreciated a lot due to what sheās been through.
Of course, sheās not abusive but she simply thought of how Sukuna lied to Choso after a promise and deep down, she knows she lied to Choso not that long ago when she implies she didnāt know he and Sukuna were brothers šŗ
9. Few things, so Iām excited to write Chosoās reactions, if she tells himš
And uh, I think sheās afraid to talk about Gojo because thereās sm she has to explain. From how after Choso left, she slept with some random (Naoya) as if to be an attempt to get over him & then slept with Gojo the following morning. Not to mention, sheās been pretty intimate with Gojo since then and overall, everything surrounding the blackmail sheās always hated the idea of telling anyone, even Shoko.
10. Better or worse? š
Idk, you might want tissues & u might not!!
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finished ugly betty tonight i am completely normal and not in need of psychological help rn
thoughts under the cut
i am obviously so sad that everything was so rushedā the final episode felt like it couldāve been 10 episodes by betty standards AND I SOOOO wish it was. the betty and daniel slow romantic development wouldāve been absolutely amazing to watch and its such a shame we never will get to see it, plus i think willie going back to connor was stupid and also no closure on tyler and clare BUUUUT that being said. despite it being horrifyingly rushed i literally think its the perfect ending
amanda reconciliation with her adoptive parents, finding her real dad, becoming a stylist and going single and ditching emotionally unavailable men (sidenote if we get a revival she should kiss more women)
marc getting an important promotion, dealing with the trauma of being rejected and abandoned by his mother for his sexuality, healing his inner child through justin and finding love-ish and recognizing his flaws
willie getting mode AS SHE FUCKING DESERVES!!!!! redemption arc, and she has marc by her side and everything is rightā£ļø wish we couldve seen a reconciliation with nico and renee though
hilda married and moving away from home finally! coming completely full circle from season 1 and losing santos. also wish we could see her working again maybe (i dont think we even know what bobby does for a living š)
justin having his times respected and understood, finding support in his family and marc. i love him so bad
ignacio happy and finally seeing his girls grown up and leaving home ā£ļø i loved loved loved how he compared his journey as an immigrant and bettyās. this man is on the top 3 fictional fathers ever im sooo serious
daniel !!!!!! leaving mode !!!!! forgiving his mother, leaving behind stupid flings and trying to build his life on something HE worked on, changing completely from season 1, following betty, his heart. betty who saw everything that was wrong with him and still decided to stay and see the good šššš then daniel calling her the sun, admiring her while also admitting heās intimidated by her, protecting her, complimenting her, being a complete ass and realizing it AND CHANGING IT for her. realizing the way to love her is to let her go but not being able to look at her while doing it bc he cant if he does šššš and then moving across the world to see her, going from boss to assistant with her who has changed him fundamentally and shown him what true love is i could actually die sorry the heterosexuals got me so bad with these two
betty following her dreams!!!!!!!!!!! betty working on something sheās truly passionate about!!!!!!! choosing what SHE WANTS INSTEAD OF TAKING CARE OF PEOPLE LIKE SHE ALWAYS DOES!!!! putting herself first!!!!!! being her own boss, standing up for herself, no more prioritizing others. leaving henry symbolizing that the old betty is gone, she loves who she was and she needed her to become this betty, but sheās different now. finding daniel when sheās changed but still the same in a way, still a spot in her heart for him ššššššš she will always have him back and she missed him šššš she needs a new assistant ššš IM GONNA KILL MYSELF
daniel and betty together in london as completely different people and in completely opposite positions from season 1 but still gravitating towards each other, reaching and finding each other in the midst of all this change because they know each other more than they know themselves like im sorry they are soulmates oh my god [dies a thousand deaths]
anyway i love this show so damn much jesus. with like 7 more episodes this ending couldāve developed so beautifully but im fr happy with how things turned out? ofc somethings iād change like daniel burning the resignation form and calling her an āinvestmentā (kind of makes sense in the context of the episode/arc because it was all about regressing to oldselves before changing but damn we didnt even get a proper apology from him, again probably for time reasons), but yeah in terms of where the characters should be @ this was honestly ideal to me.
i love this silly little problematic ass show and i never wanted it to end. betty is so dear to me and i will always carry her around inside of me my entire life, her bond with daniel is so special, wilhelmina is my queen and i live to serve her, marc and amanda are like my entire inner monologue at this point. ugly betty in general is so special to me and i never thought i would become so horribly attached to it. it was problematic as hell a lot of the times and handled others with so much love and care. it has so much heart. so, so much heart. iāll love this show forever
#ugly betty#not opposed to a revival like AT ALL but so worried they are gonna ruin it#i feel like the characters are at a perfect place#the unfortunate thing is obviously the detty plot being rushed#but if you rewatch the entire show youāll see how its just always been there ALWAYS#i love you betty i love you daniel i love you wilhelmina i love you marc amanda ignacio clare hilda justin bobby christina alexis#op
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Fire Emblem Engage 24 - End
Spoilers below the cut. These last chapters aren't as good as the rest of the game because I'm not a fan of the new character.
Alear is meeting evil!Alear. Is she seeing the past or? OMG a random time travel plot š why . . .
And why is evil!Alear giving her life story to regular!Alear? The heroes and villains both act so nonsensical in this game.
Aww, Alfred got to say how badly he worried over Alear.
OMG NOOO. NOT A-FUCKING-GAIN. I'm NOT fighting the 4 wolves AGAIN. Please, no. Please, I'm begging.
Oh, thank God, Alear is sending Zephia away.
I wish Veyle would just shut up.
God, this plot has gone off the deepend though. Alear died twice and came back to life twice. There was a failed Hail Mary to try and get me to care about the Wolves. And not time travel because time travel I guess?
So I saw that Veyle and Alfred both had the blue speech bubbles over their heads and figured the other royals would, but only those two got it. Alfred got a little "official" moment over all the other royals and it makes my shipping heart happy. He's worried about the Alear of 1000 years ago. He's a sweetie.
This level only existed for the chance to talk to the other Alear. I'm not too mad about that. I actually really like Alear.
More Zephia. Why. I guess it gives Sombron someone named to talk too. I'd rather the red!Alear though.
Aww, we get to see Lumera meet Alear. Ok, I more than accept this chapter now. I still think the time travel is stupid as fuck, but I'll accept it anyways because I liked getting to see this stuff.
Bunet wants to lick the boulders to see how they taste. Something is wrong with this man.
Seadall seems low-key into Rosado, as he finds him amazingly attractive lol.
Lumera is a zombie thing, right?
I'm guessing Alear managed to act on her own will as corrupted, but Lumera can't because of who summoned them?
Man, and this game had avoided characters doing stupid shit for the sake of drama, but leave it to Veyle to fuck that up by going off on her own.
If she's on the map by herself, so help me God... she can die
Shoutout to Kagetsu, Goldmary, and especially Alfred for forming a little line and holding out against a million reinforcements. Alfred must've killed like 50 enemies this chapter while I picked off all the buddies around Lumera.
Alfred MVP. Deserved. Boy put in the work.
Lumera is such a Fire Emblem parent she out Fire Emblemed all the others and died - TWICE!
This must be so awkward for Veyle.
I think it's cool Alfred is in this scene. I think he's pushed just a bit over the other royal and does feel the closest to a "cannon" love interest for Alear - though I feel the most "cannon" is probably platonic with Veyle.
I feel proud of myself. I'm down to 0 coins and 0 silver. I used it all up nicely.
The men of Firene are prone to fatal illness - Alfred, his father, and Mauvier's father (per his Ivy support)
Alfred's A support with Veyle fucking hurts knowing what I know, talking about how he KNOWS exercise won't really make the problems go away, that it's just about giving yourself a break to avoid getting crushed by what worries you. It's such a simple conversation, except that it's coming from Alfred. Who we know is actually talking about dealing with his terminal illness and also proves that a lot of his behavior is a conscious choice. I think between this and his crit quotes actually being quite serious means he's not truly an empty-headed guy who's nice because he's just that innocent or dumb, but that's he's more self-aware than characters like this usually are and actively choosing to be friendly and kind to everyone. I think learning that is what launched him to my favorite. It's hard to dislike "human golden retriever" characters that aren't annoying, but it adds such an interesting secondary level when you know characters are purposefully and consciously choosing to act this way, and even MORE great when the characters have actually been through some shit and rather than letting the world turn them bitter are choosing to be gentle. It's also why Lucius was my favorite for so long (though, he's more uber pure rather than hyper loyal/friendly) and honestly Dimitri too since he eventually actively chooses to act as a savior king and let go of hatred. I'm just - such a sucker for characters like this.
The Emblems aren't returning, I'm betting. Yep. Man, I'm going to cry seeing all my old protagonists fading away. If that happens. Why is Alear the exception though?
Kinda cool that Sombron offered to just leave, but Alear said fuck no. We really needed another backstory. /s They should've spaced this out a bit more. I also love how he's just chatting with us about it too.
So, who's his Emblem? This guy is beyond obsessed. (Emblem of Foundations - DLC Wave 2? Who could it be? Alm, Eliwood, Seliph, Elincia, Rhea, and Azura are the key missing characters)
Feels bad. Diamant, Ivy, and Alfred got to show up at the very end of that cut scene, but not Timerra. I feel the Solm royals got shafted.
Do we not get the Emblem rings in the final fight? That would suck. That also seemed anticlimatic as a parting. It is cool that, once again, Alfred got the dialogue to represent the royals.
Seeing all the lords get summoned again did things to me. Not gonna lie. I've loved some of these characters for over half my lifetime and seeing them all just lined up like that. š
Alear ended up being a lot cooler than I expected.
Ok, I figured Sombron would do something after taking him down at first because that was too easy.
Luna + Critical is one hell of a drug. Alcryst was going to do a measly 3 damage to Sombron but did 51 instead.
Alfred engaged with Alear did the final hit. Seemed thematic. All the favoritism I poured into him returned ten-fold. I know he's not the best unit in the game, but he was the best unit for my playthrough at least. Maybe the RNG was kind to me too.
It wouldn't be a final Engage chapter if we didn't have something taking forever to die.
I don't want to see all the previous protagonists fade away š
Ah, fuck, they're doing it one at a time. Why. šš
Alfred got MVP the most. Followed by Chloe. Alear, Katstsu, and Alcryst also got MVP a good number of times. Though, if I stuck Lyn on Alcryst earlier, he probably would've gotten it way more.
Alright, guys, I finished it!
I'm a bit bummed they didn't list the characters in order of least to most used. It's always fun figuring out who's #1, but oh well.
I also REALLY miss paired endings. The solo endings were fine, but still bummed about that. Cool that Sedall and Yunaka are basically cannon though, with their endings matching and being in the same image. It's also going to be impossible for me to "marry" anyone BUT Alfred because of this. His paired ending is a thousand times better, but I also ship Alear and Alfred pretty hard.
I loved all the art at the end too. Alfred planting flowers was too precious. Hortensia visiting her father's grave, the only sad one, only for the next image for Rosado and Goldmary joining her made me so happy. They were all pretty good and seemed to take the character's personality into account.
So my favorites were: Alfred, Ivy, Alcryst, Celine, Chloe, and Alear. Though, there's a lot of characters I didn't see a lot of supports for and didn't use. Fogado seems like so much fun, that I'll have to use him next time, for example.
The only one I didn't really like was Veyle, but I hate her brand of moe and brainwashing so . . . Louis is also low-key creepy, but IDK if that'll stay if I see more of his supports or not.
I will get the DLC, but not sure when. This game is a lot of fun to play, so I definitely want the extra content.
Overall, the plot is basic and stumbles when it tries to be more complex, the characters are mostly good, and the gameplay is fantastic. I really enjoyed it. Only time will tell where it'll fall.
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This new chapter is such an emotional rollercoaster! I just have so many questions and thoughts!
Iām so happy Gojo comforted reader after her nightmare and it was so cute how he was patient with her and didnāt bother herš„ŗ And Iām happy the sneak peak was just a nightmare you scared me there! I just know that he was so happy that reader asked him about his well-being afterwards. They act like teenagers who have a crush for the first timeš„ŗ itās so cute. I also adore that they chose Jerry to be the nanny.
BUT
It was so wrong of him that he implied that reader is a bad mother. I know heās overprotective of his son but sheās been managing everything on her own since day one. I think she just didnāt think anything of it. And Gojo is Gojo he takes everything what reader does to heart. Maybe because of his abandonment issues? But the way he ignored her after was just so sad. She even made him waffles as an apology and he sent them backš«£
Iām thankful that Jerry talked some sense into Gojo to prevent the worst. He really is the best character. Gojo felt so guilty that he even ate the soggy wafflesš I hate how reader still sees herself as only the mother of Keisuke and that sheās only there because of him, but I can understand her doubts because the argument mustāve made her rethink everything :(
Iām just happy that they talked through and that they hopefully made progress. But I hope that the argument wonāt give reader any trust issues in the end, due to the Yuri situation. Because I just know that there will be a lot of misunderstandings in the next chapter.
Gojos backstory is so sad. Especially the quote when reader returns to her room āBut now you could see the wounded child behind his kind smile.ā This broke meš I donāt know if reader will confront Gojo about it but I hope she does. He should know that heās not alone with all of his burdens. Because reader cares so much about Gojo and I think he doesnāt realise that. And now we finally know why Gojo wants to do everything to be a good father for his baby and why heās so scared to turn into his father.
Iām also happy that reader had a friend with while giving birth. I can understand Gojos jealousy though. But I was shocked that he let Hoshi get transferred to South Africa immediately š Will we get to know why Hoshi calls reader Mia? Or was it just random?
I was so pleased that they had their time. But then everything was ruined! Yuri just gets on my nerves. Why is she so foul towards reader? I donāt know how long she has known Satoru for but she really thinks he owes her something. Sheās acting like she knows him and deserves him more than reader. ESPECIALLY AFTER THREATENING HIS FAMILY?! I canāt with her. I desperately wanna know if the pictures are real or not. š«£š Or how did she even fake them? Does she really think Gojo would take her after he threatened his wifeās and HIS SONS life? She must be delusional.
I Hope Gojo finds a solution for this mess. And Iām worried reader gets left alone again since you said that you had the same plans for Gojo as Gegeš«£
Iām scared of whatās going to come, because how is Gojo going to fix this? I just want them to have a happy ending. They deserve itš©·
Thank you for writing August! Itās such an amazing storyš©·
Canāt wait to read the last part!
Gojo can read the reader like a book! Especially when she is going through something and he knows (most of the time) how to handle it. For him she is like a delicate china doll that he must protect at all costs!
Gojo has somehow internalised his father's behaviour but at the same time he hates it. He knows that the reader did everything on her own. He saw the room where she lived and the sweaters she knit for Keisuke so now he feels like it's his turn to do everything (as her husband and Keisuke's father ) . Jerry saved the day. He truly did !
Gojo was jealous blog Hoshi but also insecure because he was there at the time.of birth and he didn't want to risk the reader getting too close to hoshi. All of this is his abandonment issues talking.
Yuri has accepted that she would never get Gojo. But she thinks if she can't get Gojo then no one should. Especially the reader because she blames the reader for Gojo's condition for that one year.
Like I said, the only similarity between me and gege is that we can't/won't let Gojo catch a break š
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āāā real talk i have been dying to chat with you about ur writing but i've been so "AHHH" about it
AAAAH myself to you tooš
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Hmm I definitely have a lot to say about some of my fics, but for today Iāll talk about āMatter of Honorā because that was my first vaynemille fic and apparently the one most peeps know me for (to the point I saw one peep brought it up in official server and my soul proceeded to leave my body pls why must you mention it in official)
A-hem
Back when I first played g22-g23, being a fresh returnee to mabi, I never got a chance to grieve over Talvish because the moment Vayne appeared oh boy the effect he had on meā¦the design(Iām weak towards edgy looking bastards), how the dialogue constantly states he stares at your milletianā¦THE TOUCHING OF FACE AND HIS STUPID SMILEā¦.a-hem. The point is I was falling HARD and what better way besides making fanart to express how much I adored this bastard.
Write fanfic! Smut fanfic! Though the actual smut is like waaaay at the end and is like three paragraphs top at best!!But! That was my goal, to portray the slow burn desire that transpires between Vayne and the millet. In this case my millet but not millet Elise!
(The face of a fool with horrible taste in men)
Iām sure I already talked plenty about Ellie before so Iāll keep this part brief, but one of her most defining traits is that she can be quite the pushover and is always the one to suggest giving people a chance (even if said people might not deserve it. Something she needs to learn coughs).
Vayne, as much as her passive ass does irritate him, he does use it to his advantage as he sees fit. Like arriving at her doorstep, drenched in dirt and blood knowing full well her kind nature wonāt reject him.
Any sane person would have prolly chased Vayne out of their farm with a shotgun (atleast thatās what I would do if I saw a freaky guy clad in demonic armor standing on my porch) but alas my poor fool of course lets him in. Once that door closes, here is where their dance begins as Elise immediately becomes overwhelmed by the scent of blood and the implications of said blood (did I mention she has a murder fetish, people always freak out about this over her cannibalism for some reason shrugs).
I realize now we never learn what his exact duties are as a member of the BMO at the time I wrote this, but I always figured Vayne had to at least have taken part in hunting down potential victims for the cult or spies trying to infiltrate the order. I donāt believe now with everything we know that he does mindless killing BUTā¦he is(was) the Destroyer, was responsible for the biggest war that transpired in erinn(not to mention setting lose the dragon in Tara castle).
But going back to the start of the dance, Elise is busy having an internal battle with herself for desiring Vayne SPECIFICALLY when he has freshly killed someone as she already struggles enough as it is itās desiring her enemy in general. I could go into a tangent about this, but basically Elise has always had a morbid fascination with violence, not on a massive scale but more personal 1 versus 1 kind of situation. Is part of the reasons she first became drawn towards Vayne, sensing immense power from him, later for him to confirm to her he is a hardened warrior just piqued her interest more. And her interest becomes piqued once more.
We enter now the next scene where the dance prepares to escalate, inside the washroom where everything transpires. I had a lot of brainstorming concerning where they were gonna do the do, originally it was going to be a bathtub since that is usually the norm in medieval times and the positioning required would be easier with their height difference.
But I thought about it more, I truly wanted a claustrophobic setting with Elise trapped and personal space non existent between them to make it more intense. So after a lot of thinking it over(and doodling it) I went with the small shower stall route. And I know a shower stall may seem modern, but like, this game is still a fantasy world with a lot of inventions that would have never existed in medieval Ireland. So I took liberties and figured Elise would have eventually discovered how to set up a magic plumbing system. The fountains in Tara and Belfast imply a plumbing system does exist already, at least in the cities.
Here we enter the first escalation as Vayne is being his charming self and offering some major insight on how he got his very tiny injury. And because he is a perfectly normal gentleman he uses it as opportunity for roleplay and he just so happens to have the best rp partner for it.
Look at her, getting into character so quickly, a dream rp partner /s
Sadly the roleplaying doesnāt end well, as Ellie tries one last futile attempt to kick him out (Iāve been writing post g25 Ellie a lot and I realize she would have set him on fire at this point otl). It doesnāt work obviously, this is a smut fic and I must build it up and the pretense of trying to get rid of him, which SHE can..if she truly wanted, is just part of it as we get balls deep into it.
Hehe get it, balls, cuz he took off his pants-shot-
This part was my favorite to write the inner conflict Ellie is having here as she has to battle between keeping her pride and not allow herself to be pushed around anymore or embrace her craving for intimacy. The rest of the fic deals with it as these idiots are just challenging each other to see who is the most horniest (both, both of them are just different ways to portray it). Either way I just realized both situations could have been wins, she gets dick regardless at the end.
Anywho, thatās it for my commentary, and rereading the fic again thereās so much I need to rewrite sobs
#asks#sorry for the essay#long post#and sorry for late reply I actually got so excited my brain had stage fright otl
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Hello lovely Rid šš
I just had a revelation and since you're talking about crushes I thought I'd share.
But first, I completely understand where you were coming from with your post about dating yesterday. Because meeting people is scary!! And the whole process of getting to know them, and wondering what they think of you and where you stand is so long and scary too. Not to mention the thoughts of just waiting for a bad thing to happen since we've all been disappointed by potential partners before. All of that is so natural and almost like a defense mechanism I feel like. I literally think about how I would like to be in a relationship and then I try to actually actively imagine myself in a relationship and it makes me cringe lmaooo. Like how does that make sense???
But if you do truly enjoy the presence of your work crush I think you should bask in it!! I mean, at least it's something to make work a little more bearable, right? But I mean, this is coming from a person who becomes incredibly embarrassed when they have a crush, so I understand your anxiety.
Now as for my revelation lmao. I saw this tiktok the other day saying that the bodily signs that we have when we're afraid, like heart beating fast and sweaty palms etc, are quite similar to the ones we have when we're attracted to someone and how our brain confuses the two sometimes and I just now thought... remember that really pretty guy from my class? Well, the first time we actually met and talked was while we were waiting to go into an exam lmaooo and I was for sure nervous and afraid. I just thought it was funny because when I first saw that tiktok I thought that that can't really happen that often and then I realised lol. I mean it's not exactly the same, since I had seen him and thought he was pretty many times before that but yeah. Most of our bigger hangouts have been during and right after exams š
Now that I've rambled on as usual, I just hope you know that what you're feeling is completely valid. Feelings and people are hard and I guess all we can do is just try to trust our gut and remember that we all deserve someone who's right for us and treats us right too, and that we have all the time to find them. If we even want to of course!
Love you Rid ššš
ivi š„ŗ thank you for all this... i think being scared of a bad thing to happen is literally the exact issue i have. like, im terrified of someone showing their best side to me, just to hurt me later, and oh god i am sooo anxious about possible red flags. it makes me appreciate the way im living rn and im so content with it... but i realised that it's not necessarily bc life's so good rn, but because im so scared of it getting worse and it's so stupid!! like one day ill have to open up. i mean i didn't notice how afraid i was of feelings until now, it's sick.
yeah, you're so right though. im not even going to try anything with my coworker, im just glad i have a friend in him who genuinely cares. but also your revelation, i think i saw that somewhere too!! not a tiktok, but i did read once that fear and love evoke the same physical reactions, like it's so true bc i remember how sick i felt the first time i fell in love deeply lol. i guess there's some fear in liking someone. a lot can happen and a lot does not happen, and like, sirens go off in our brains and we are on high alert and think and rethink about what do or say.. so yeah, pretty accurate :') we have all the time for sure, so ill try not to panic and cry too much and just let things flow š„ŗ thank you, ivi.. i really hope you've been well and i love you a lot š¤
#i got your other ask too#and i teared up a lil#i will answer it with a whole commentary but i hope you know how much it means to me that you care so much#and that you sent these and gave me comfort with them!! i rlly rlly adore you š¤#notes for rid š¹#ivi <3
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