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tawnysoup · 3 months

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The one eyed Siffrin Wink™

#i wanted to know how it'd look so i animated it (a still image doesnt rly do it)#i ended up going way cleaner than i usually do for animation so it took a couple days #but im really pleased with him - im quite proud of my style matching - just the lineart is too thick but thats ok #little scrunko winks for u #what mischievious thoughts are they having? probably sadder ones than u'd think #my art #my animations #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #animation

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anxioussailorsoldier · 1 year

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#trigun #vash the stampede #vash #he's BACK #and sadder than ever #poor bby #the style of the new series is amazing but if there's a 90s version of something I'll love it the most #still praying for my girl milly to make an appearance #but all in all just SO HAPPY that he's getting recognition #in this I just wanted to try and capture all the other vash art which is just his noodle legs and arms over the place

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weirdly-specific-but-ok · 4 months

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i broke so here's from crowley to his angel

I danced through all the fires, and I was so free

I was so unfettered, I was so unheld

Angel, I only stumble when you look at me

Why won't you touch me with more than eyes

Do more with your lips than just smile

It's only for you that I would ever plead

Angel, don't ask me to follow you to heaven

I don't need your forgiveness, I need your love

I don't need them to save me from damnation

Because when I fell from heaven I fell for you

And if you'll just for once try to understand

You've tempted the tempter and stolen the thief

So when after thousands of years I find the courage

To reach for you, to hold you to my dark heart

Forget the world that came between you and me

Don't choose to save it, choose to save us

The world will end in fire or ice, heaven or hell

But all that will matter is that we could have been us

So when they ask you to leave for heaven

Don't walk away, promise you're staying with me

Angel, tell me you said no

-Asmi

@neil-gaiman expecting that therapy money any day now, sir.

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dykesynthezoid · 6 months

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The thing is I genuinely do think Brennan means it when he says it’s not about hooking up, I mean I’m all for Tula getting some ofc, but it’s clear she’s mostly concerned about how she could use that attraction to keep her family safe. It’s leverage. It’s a method of survival

#I know you want the stoat mom to get some. unfortunately it’s sadder than that #dimension 20 #burrow’s end

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morganbritton132 · 1 year

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What do you think? How often do some shitty people just film Eddie and Steve when they’re in public and put it up on tik tok and what exactly do they film? Like what can you catch Steve and Eddie do in public the most?

I think that definitely happens.

Most of the time, they get filmed in common places like the grocery store or in a restaurant. Sometimes Eddie or Steve will clock that someone is filming them, sometimes they don’t and you get videos of them on a cute little date at the park or arguing over tomatoes at the famer’s market.

And yeah, it definitely sucks to be filmed without your knowledge, but it really becomes a problem when it’s more personal moments.

Someone catches on film a moment where Steve and Eddie are clearly fighting and posts it online for people to speculate if they’re going to divorce. Someone else puts up a video of Steve helping Eddie through a panic attack. There’s a video of Steve telling Eddie that he’s about to have a seizure and the only reason the video cut off there was because Nancy was with them and she threatened the guy filming them.

Someone films Steve and Eddie in the waiting room at the neurologist.

It’s just an appointment to go over the results of Steve’s MRI, but he also knows from his My Chart that the results are ‘abnormal’ and Steve thought that he was fine with that. He thought that he learned to expect the worst, that no one made it out of the Upside Down unscathed and this was just how it was for him, and he thought that he was fine with that, but something just kind of breaks inside of him when he’s sitting in the waiting room.

He's hunched over with his elbows on his knees and his hands over his eyes, and he can’t stop sniffling because he can’t stop crying because he’s – he’s probably dying. They’re going to tell him that he’s going to die. Eddie’s beside him, rubbing his shoulder, rubbing his back. Then Eddie is in front of him, crouching down and sweeping the hair out of his eyes, saying, “Baby, what’s wrong?”

“I’m not ready,” Steve whispers like a sob. “I’m not ready to go. I don’t want to leave you.”

Eddie tries to tell Steve that he shouldn’t speculate before they speak to the doctor but Steve’s beside himself. So Eddie does his best in the small confines of the waiting room to comfort him until the doctor calls them back to tell them that they believe that Steve’s abnormal results were a product of a faulty machine and would like to schedule another scan.

Then some asshole posts this entire moment between them on the internet.

#nothing sadder than Steve thinking that he was always going to die young and realizing that he doesn’t want to #I don’t know how an mri works other than my mom got one and they were like these images are unclear your tumor either shrunk or grew #steve harrington #eddie munson #eddie munson tiktok saga

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shadow-the-crow · 1 month

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NOOO MIKE :'(

Not only did she kill him she also buried him

How dare you do this to my poor sky boi :(

#i really liked him...#*cries*#and yes the detail of daisy saying “grab a spade” made me sadder than it should #he was a vast avatar he wouldn't want to be buried :( :(#tma #tma podcast #the magnus archives #tma shitpost #mike crew #michael crew #tma spoilers #mag 91 #the coming storm #tma liveblog #tma liveposting

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good-beanswrites · 5 months

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THE MIKOTO FALLING DOWN THE STAIRS FIC WAS SO SILLY thats literally how i discovered you, never seen a better fic on my dash..... is there any way you could write something similar where fuuta gets water poured on him like a wet cat. now that i know the prisoners will go to ungoldy lengths to cure their boredome i need more content

LMAO thank you so much!! I so glad you liked it -- and I can assure you I would love nothing more than to pour a bucket of water on everyone's saddest wettest cat -- thank you for the request! 😂

“Everyone knows the greatest way to combat boredom is psychological warfare.”

Yuno said it very matter-of-fact. Fuuta nodded in agreement.

Es was left to stare blankly at the two prisoners summed before them. “Is that supposed to explain why my panopticon floor is soaked, or why Fuuta is dripping water all over my office…?”

“It started a few weeks ago,” Yuno added, as if that would help.

“What started a few weeks ago?”

Fuuta shrugged. “Like she said. We got bored.”

“You got… bored.”

At last, Yuno explained. It didn’t take long, she told them, for the usual methods of entertainment to lose their charm. Conversations and games could only hold them over for so long. As soon as they lost interest in those things, she knew it was time to give the mental torture route a try.

“Of course,” Es deadpanned.

“Of course!”

She was an expert at pranks, and from very early on she was able to see that Fuuta would be the perfect nemesis.

You see, everyone else took some time to figure out. She realized Mikoto took the fastest showers and used the most products, so it was easy to swap out one of his bottles just before a rapid wash. His hair was pink for two glorious weeks. She saw that Shidou was as organized as he was independent, so once she started moving and hiding his possessions, it took a long time of searching around in silent, stubborn confusion before he finally caught on. She noticed Muu was particular enough about the way she took her coffee that it only took one tiny tampering and a huge sip was spit directly into Haruka’s face.

But Fuuta? Oh, Fuuta. There wasn't anything to figure out. He was like Mahiru in that way – what you see is what you get. He was unlike Mahiru in other ways – no one would ever dream of pranking her so often. But Fuuta could walk into a joke like no other. His reactions were just as big and outrageous every time. He was practically asking Yuno to prank him. And when had she ever refused a man?

“Hey!” Fuuta’s ears had gone bright red. “It’s not like I’m some pathetic loser!” He stuck his chin up. “I fought back just fine, don’t you worry.”

(That was, in fact, exactly what Es had been worried about.)

Both he and Yuno found themselves on the receiving end of some scares and fake bugs. They both had to struggle through a mouthful of something disgusting at one time or another. Important possessions went missing right at the very worst time. It was awful, they said. It was infuriating. Unbearable. So, naturally, they kept going.

Which brought them to today’s stunt. With a little boost from Mikoto to get everything in place, and a captive audience gathered in the panopticon, Yuno pulled it off easily.

They all peered around the corner at cell 003. Loud snoring echoed from inside, despite the late hour of the morning; Fuuta was the heaviest sleeper of the bunch. Yuno checked that everyone was in place. Then she cupped her hands around her mouth.

“Fuuta!” She called urgently. “Come quick! Get dressed, it's Es!” There was clattering around within the cell. It took everything in her to hold in a giggle as she added, “hurry!!”

The bars swung open, tipping the carefully placed bucket of water above.

Yuno bid Es to picture the beauty of the moment: the ice-cold water falling in a perfect, glimmering arc as it hit its target with a wonderful splat.

Fuuta froze in the entryway. He was missing a shoe. The half of his uniform he’d managed to get on wasn’t even fastened correctly. It, and the pajamas underneath, were entirely soaked through. His hair clung to his face, darkened and dripping. He swept it aside to reveal, in place of his characteristic fierce gaze, the saddest, most bleary eyes the prisoners had ever seen. His mouth gaped open in confusion. He shivered, flinging little droplets into the massive puddle below.

“I should have requested a camera…” she mused. His grogginess had worn off quickly, but there still existed a single moment where she could have snapped the funniest photo in existence.

“Fuck off, it wasn’t that funny,” Fuuta clarified.

“Oh, it really was,” Yuno assured them.

Es delivered their scolding. They said this behavior was immature. They would not stand for nonsense like this in their prison. All further pranks and practical jokes were strictly banned. After dismissing the pair, they crossed their arms.

Damn, they wish they could’ve been there…

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #yuno kashiki #thank you so much asdfsdf this made me so happy to receive! i had so much fun with this one omg #last time i kept it mysterious but i wanted a clear culprit this time and who better than yuno #i can just picture it 😌#theres nothing quite as satisfying as dumping a bucket of water on your faves #i pictured it in t1 but he would look even sadder and wetter with the eyepatch ;---;#drabbles

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operationslipperypuppet · 6 months

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Do you have any Jains headcanons going off of Murph’s comments about her possibly having an estranged wife or an ex?

Slight smorgasbord that’s a bit of this and a bit more generalized Jaina because I’m obsessed with her.

When they start to rebuild Irondeep, she makes sure Gemma gets a proper grave site, slightly elaborate, and next to their mother. She also makes sure that the circumstances of her sister’s death, that their father was the one at fault, circulate. She makes sure that next to no one remembers Hardwon was a witness. He’ll remember that enough for the rest of them.

She also makes sure that her father never receives a memorial, or any sort of official grave. MacGannis agrees the moment she asks, and she adds that to the list of why she considers herself indebted to him. Eventually, some of her shittier cousins privately fund establishing one in the most expensive private cemetery. Before she can pull papers on getting rid of it through official channels, it is smashed. They rebuild, and the second one is smashed faster. There isn’t a third attempt. Jaina wonders, for a while, how Hardwon could have pulled that off, when to her knowledge he didn’t know about it, and he hadn’t been seen in Irondeep for months. The next time she sees Nerman, however, he gives her a knowing nod. They can both tell themselves it’s about respect. But she understands him loud and clear. When Hardwon asks for capable warriors to travel to the Astral Plane with him, she makes sure Nerman’s name is at the top of the list.

Jaina finds romance easier earlier in life, when she’s focused on being a warrior, when people aren’t exactly looking to her for leadership. Nothing ever quite sticks, the women she falls for tend to want more attention than she’s able to give, and don’t understand that her priorities have always been the same place. So nothing really lasted, to her chagrin.

She did, however, have a hell of a time with Apple Scrumper at Bev and Erlin’s wedding.

There was one woman, once. Another warrior, someone with the same priorities as her. Or so she thought. They had a beautiful time in the Astral Plane, happy and fighting, not caring about anything but what was in front of them. It was her longest relationship ever. But the thing about falling for someone who spends as much time on the front lines of a war as they did is that sometimes, terrible things can happen. And that’s when Jaina decided to return to Irondeep, to commit to saving her city and her family name.

When Hardwon dropped off the Kingshammer for her, she left it exactly where he had dropped it for 6 months. She never wanted that hammer. Least of all like that. She finally decided to pick it up and put it away after stubbing her toe on it one too many times. The second she did, she felt something asking her to let it free from the hammer. Unthinking, she complied. And saw her sister for the first time in centuries. “I’m proud of you, J. You’re actually doing it”. Ghosts don’t cry often, but Gemma did, then. And so did Jaina. She felt comforted by the presence of the hammer after that. She didn’t use it to talk to Gemma again, but felt better knowing she was nearby. It rejuvenated her efforts at destroying her shitty family members.

#I’m so so so so sorry this is so much sadder than i intended #anyway keep sending requests if you want #they won’t all be this sad #asks #anon #naddpod #hc

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penofwildfire · 6 months

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My entry for @spinchip 's DTIYS!!

#Kori's expression turned out sadder than I intended but whatever #spinchipdtiys #ninjago #ninjago s11 #sotfs #ice emperor #vex ninjago #zane #zane julien #kori #nevershipping #eternalwintershipping #spreading the agenda lol #tw blood #I really wanted to include Vex cuz I love drawing him #Kori IE

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faunsoda · 1 month

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#man i love cyborg raiden #but god damn if he isnt hard to draw #im starting act 4 of mgs4 today wish me luck #the scene on the plane with raiden and snake KILLED ME #at first i thought it was funny cause why are you guys having a slam poetry contest #but then raiden broke down and i was like #‘this is going to affect me for several days’#if it gets any sadder than this (and im 100% sure it will) then my goose is cooked #ill be inconsolable /hj #anyways yeah i just wanted to infodump in the tags for a split second #mgs raiden #mgs4 raiden #mgs4 #my artwork

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salamansir · 2 months

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Ive been thinking about my Listener, Berrian, being a summonable person much like Lucien after he dies. Just like, centuries into the future (he's an Altmer just barely into adulthood) a new Listener can summon him for battles, advice, history, or merely conversation. I'm thinking about someone finding Cicero's journals in his belongings left in the sanctuary. Well taken care of, but worn from many, many reads. They think "hey, this is about the same time Berrian was alive, maybe he knows something about this dude?" And they summon him all like

"Who tf is Cicero"

And then they have an unskippable dialogue that goes on for 15 minutes about this random ass Keeper from AGES ago whose been dead longer than most of the people in the sanctuary have been alive. About his skill, his dedication, his abilities, his ruthlessness in a battle, the way blood ran down his face, the way he had to have everything organized... His crooked smile, his soft hands, his flowery smell... his well mended motley.... his beautiful hair... the way he held him.... and- "HAVE YOU SUMMONED ME FOR ANYTHING USEFUL? OR DO YOU JUST LIKE LISTENING TO ME TALK?!"

The time after Cicero died was misery for Berrian. Who just kept thinking that maybe if he had turned the Keeper into a vampire spawn... maybe if he had loved him better... kept him happier...

But, not everything can last, Berrian knows that. Astarma has been gone for almost as long as Cicero. Living through the lifetimes of multiple sanctuaries, seeing another fall to battle... Having a fresh sanctuary of faces with the exception of Babette every few decades... losing friends, no, Family, over and over again takes its tole. One night, he decides its time to go. The Night Mother will understand. He misses his Keeper and family so dearly. She knows this, and welcomes her loyal son with open arms.

#Ended sadder than I wanted it to. I just couldn't stop XDDD #This isn't entirely canon to Berrians story #I just wanted to write it down #Berrian Vastyenmar #Skyrim #Salamander says #Salamander scribbles #Cicero #Cicero skyrim #Oc Berrian #Cicero x Listener

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garbomode · 7 months

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genuinely sucks that happened to zheng yi sao like imagine you build up this incredible army and then this absolute loser that you tried to form an alliance with just burns it all to the ground. like i'm devastated for her man that was her whole life!!

#her actor is soooo good also #i literally can not get over this #sadder than the breakup tbh #i hope she gets a happy ending #waaahhhh i'm so conflicted bc i want the crew to all live happily together #but the it seems like all the characters want so many different things and they're gonna get pulled apart #like i think that little polycule deserve to stay together which means leaving with zheng!#but that means leaving the crew and their friends too #writers i trust u please don't burn us #ofmd s2 #zheng yi sao #ofmd

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cookies-over-yonder · 4 months

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Young adult Lincoln Li-Wilson gets a call in the middle of the night from a friend he hasn't talked to in years: Taylor Swift.

ao3

please heed the warnings in the tags. thank you! <3

Link stares at his phone.

His phone with an incoming call from a friend he hasn’t properly spoken to in at least three years.

Taylor Swift.

He swipes to answer, hand shaking.

They didn’t have a falling out, just… drifted.

But to be frank, Link misses him constantly.

“Taylor?”

“Link?”

“Yeah, it’s me… uh… what’s up?”

“Can—um—can you come over?”

What.

Link hasn’t even seen Taylor since graduation.

Why would Taylor want him to come over right now?

It couldn’t be for a hook-up either—Taylor knows he’s ace.

But then he hears unsteady breathing on the other end.

“Is everything okay?”

“Um—I—”

Link hears a sob. His stomach drops.

“No. I—I need help… I didn’t know who to call. Sorry—I’m sorry, I’m sorry—”

“It’s okay, Taylor, just breathe.”

He doesn’t follow that instruction, because Link hears more sobs and gasps.

“Okay. Listen to me, Taylor. Text me your address. I’ll be there soon.”

“Mmkay… my back door is unlocked.”

“That seems unsafe.”

“I know. Anyway I—I’m in the… the bathroom. You’ll see it when you walk in.”

“Okay, I’m coming, just keep breathing.”

“I’m trying.”

Link gets Taylor’s address and drives over right away.

The backdoor is unlocked, and Link locks it once he’s inside.

This place is big .

It’s a condo on the bottom floor of the building, and it looks expensive .

Link isn’t surprised.

He finds the bathroom easily, and knocks before turning the knob and opening the door.

“Holy shit,” he breathes out, laying eyes on Taylor, curled up sobbing next to a shit ton of pill bottles scattered across the floor. “Taylor, did you take something?” he asks, kneeling down in front of Taylor and brushing his much longer hair away from his face to get a look in his eyes.

He shakes his head quickly. “No, no, no, I didn’t, I called you instead,” he says between gasps. “I—I—I can’t breathe—”

“Taylor, Taylor, hey ,” Link cups his face with his hands and looks him in the eyes, “it’s gonna be alright, I promise. You’re sure you didn’t take anything?”

He nods, sobbing again.

“I’m gonna pick you up and take you to the couch, okay?”

He nods again.

Link scoops him up just as easily as he did way back when. In fact, Taylor seems slightly lighter than before.

He kicks some clothes out of the way and sets Taylor down on the couch, sitting across from him.

“Sorry I— fuck —I know we haven’t talked in years I just—I haven’t been as close with anyone since you,” Taylor says, wiping his tears and trying to steady his breathing.

Link grabs hold of Taylor’s hand, interlocking their fingers and squeezing. “Taylor, what happened?”

He can’t help but cry himself asking it.

“I—I just, I kept feeling like there was no point anymore. And—and I couldn’t shake it. I’m all alone, and I don’t know why I did this to myself. I miss Mom, I miss you, I miss everyone, and I—I just…” he pauses to catch his breath, and fails but barrels on, “I’m so fucked up in the head, Link. I keep having nightmares about sophomore year. I dropped out of college because I wouldn’t stop having panic attacks during class. I—I wanted it all to be over. I still do. I still do . That’s why I—I needed you.”

Link doesn’t know what to say.

Holding back a sob, he hugs Taylor as tight as he can, thankful he’s still here and alive .

“I miss my mommy ,” Taylor sobs into Link’s shoulder. “I miss her. I miss her. I miss her so much.”

“She still live at your old address?”

Taylor nods.

“Come on,” Link says, getting up.

“Where are we going?”

“My car. I’m taking you home.”

Taylor nods with a wobbly, “Thank you.”

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xbuster · 1 year

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#tengoku daimakyou #heavenly delusion #AUHGGGUGGUGGHGUHU 😭😭😭#this is so much sadder than when i read it in the manga hhhhhhh #i just wanted them to be happy #they adapted this so well ahhhhhhhh #that 'i love you' is killing me

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extraordinarilyextreme · 9 months

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for my own sanity, i'm transcribing ZSX's goodbye video monologue for FDB:

去岁初夏逢君盛今朝花落梦方醒故事到此收笔但人生还长江湖路远意气江湖正道安风华正茂是少年愿将来的方小包经历风雨不忘少年初心走遍人间仍有他路可寻山高水长见日光始终不忘少年样前路存知己江湖有相逢于道各努力千里自同风方多病希望你不服众望成为下一个传奇

XSY's was much simpler (both he and CY pretty much just used their lines from the show; only ZSX spoke so much. and as c-netz pointed out, this truly is ZSX! the voice he gave FDB sounds different).

anyway, XSY's goodbye to DFS:

“一个剑客不该有弱点。” "A swordsman shouldn't have any weaknesses." “此生只有一愿，就是赢他。” "In this life, I have only one wish, which is to win him in a fight." 老笛，笛飞声。愿来世你能得偿所愿。 Lao Di, Di Feisheng. I hope, come the next life, all your wishes will come true.

and then CY's goodbye to LXY and LLH:

“去去重去去，来时是来时。” "What is meant to go, will go. What is meant to come, will come." “这人生嘛，本处处都是遗憾。” "In this life, intrinsically, regrets may be found everywhere." “十年了，没有什么放不下的，也更没有什么解不开的结。” "Ten years have passed. There's not much that cannot be set down, not to mention any knots that cannot be untied." 李相夷，李莲花。江湖一程，有幸相逢。再见了。 Li Xiangyi, Li Lianhua. You ventured into the jianghu. If we are lucky, we'll meet again. Goodbye for now.

and at the end of all their videos, the text read:

江湖别处有相逢，杯酒一盏此君行。 Elsewhere in the jianghu, we'll reunite. With this small cup of wine, I bid you farewell and send you off.

#mysterious lotus casebook #莲花楼 #cdrama ramblings #i'll translate ZSX's later im too tired rn #if anyone wants to tackle it first tho please go ahead #the theme of “waking up from a dream” is making me very sad #ALSO like the fact that DFS's vid is about the next life... as in. the current one is no longer worth anything anymore #because LXY is no longer here #but good news my fellow FeiHua enjoyers cuz CY and XSY are collab-ing on a different cdrama lol #bad news is that apparently XSY's character is SUPER SAD #i saw ppl say it's even sadder than MLCB so...#but anyway i saw pics of XSY with white hair and now im devastated by the notion #of DFS having a 一夜白头moment bc he sacrificed all his life energy or wtvr to save LLH

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worstloki · 7 days

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very funny that toji vacant father implications lose to megumi hypothetically being a cute kid because everyone wants toji to have tried

#toji such a baddie the father in absentia implications gets ignored for the guy being unbothered broke and in love with his wife #fair enough i mean #it's about the same to argue either way XD #jjk #but it's sadder to think he tried and was just very bad at it #like i get he loved his wife and the kid was eh but whether he wouldn't have sold the kid in the end is a ?#and he did not want to fight his child so there's that #doing better than SOME notable father figures #>.>#low bar maybe

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