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iloveyouemanuelmarco · 3 months

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Hey, my name is Emanuel or Marco and thank you for stopping by to visit my official Tumblr Blog or something like that. Lmfao currently I am a 16 year old[mostly-digital]artist and animator who is multifandom but mostly draws fictional gay thick or big-booty buff men in a 2000s anime/manga inspired artstyle which sometimes leans on the "kawaii" or moe side and other times is somewhat based off of edgy amature art stuff from the older side of the internet[Think of the super cringeworthy stuff you'd find on NewGrounds, YouTube or DeviantArt back somewhere around 2007]. When I draw different stuff related to my interests, it may get on the side of edgelord content such as gore/blood/guts/violence/weapons[Fictional NSFL btw], creepy/horror related content, suggestive or NSFW[Not really]self-indulgent stuff, maybe venting if I feel ready to be open like that sometimes I guess it depends and OTPs along with OCxCanon content and crackshipping. If you're uncomfortable with any of that then please for your own saftey leave my page and take care of yourself thank you♡. I don't know what other stuff to put here other than I've recently started working on my idea for a Five Night's At Freddy's self-insert alternate universe fanmade-webcomic and a Saga Of The Dead/Road Of The Dead fanmade comic game continuation due to it being an on and off hyperfixation and special interest of mine roflmao.

To get more into about who I am as a person without accidentally violating my own privacy and saftey, I am a somewhat gender-nonconforming or genderfluid/bigender??(Idfk, man)bisexual aceflux FtM/transgender man who uses both he/she pronouns but please don't use they on me thx. While I am apart of the LGBTQIA+ communtiy on the interwebs I am also a professionally dxed autistic and ADHDer who may get distracted irl and go afk somewhat so if I suddenly disappear for a couple days or something on other social media platforms I hopefully haven't been murdered/j(Please use tone tags with me if asked since I do have a hard time reading social norms irl okay thank you). I want to try a polyamrous or queerplatonic relationship with other people in the future but not now obviously since I still need to work on being better when it comes to the mental health department lol xD(I am stone faced as I am typing lol). I am a white-latine person who is making an attempt to learn more about his culture and to understand more of the language but sometimes I may struggle due to cognitive difficulties so please keep that in mind and be patient with me...My DMs are open 24/7 in looking for new mutuals on here but I may be somewhat vulgar or off putting under my overly-cautious mom-friend nature once you get to know me. That being said don't be afraid to tell me if I am making you uncomfortable in any sort of way due to that or if I'm accidentally supporting someone or something problematic in nature ok? Good.

To keep in mind of what I am gonna post on here, it's probably very stereotypically fanboyish or some sort of dumbassery depending on the context but then again it's my page so Idfc :]. Main fandoms are mostly hyperfixations or special interests of some sort such as Undertale/Deltarue including AUs, Five Night's At Freddy's(Both the canon and sometimes the OG 2014 Rebornica nightguards au) and the Saga Of The Dead or specifically for me the Road Of The Dead 2010 Newgrounds flash games by EvilDogGames and SickDeathFiend(one of my more obscure??obsessions). Other things related to cartoons and videogames I really find comfort in are My Little Pony:Friendship Is Magic, Minecraft? Roblox, YouTubers, Vocaloid/Utaloid related content, Spider-Man: Across The Spiderverse, EddsWorld, Invader Zim, Pokémon, Postal, Hatred, Team Fortress 2 and admittedly some Friday Night Funkin'(I know it's dumb sorry about that). There's definitely more but I can't really list them all rn so yeah that's about it for this section...

When it comes to music, my taste is pretty diverse though I do have some obviously favourite genres but I am always looking to expand my horizons and more. Bands such as Green Day, Three Days Grace, SlipKnot, Korn, My Chemical Romance, System Of A Down, Linkin Park, Falling In Reverse(I am a Ronnie Radke hater though, so far he seems like another douchebag asshole), Asking Alexandria, Sleeping With Sirens, Sum-41, Pierce The Veil,, Black Veil Brides, Falling In Reverse, Set It Off, Get Scared and Bring Me The Horizon just to name a few. Though if you want my preferred genres when picking stuff I guess that would include stuff like Nightcore(not technically a genre but shut up please/lh), Rock, Pop-Punk, Trace, Emo, Techno, Happy Hardcore, Classical, maybe Lofi and I wanna get more into Rap or Hip Hop but specifically Drill. 80s and 90s stuff is cool too, it really just depends on what I find on the internet :D.

General hobbies include reading, writing which includes imaginative stories and poetry, drawing(duh), singing, dancing, helping to bake with others, cosplay or just dressing up in cute outfits at tbh, watching anime, reading manga, playing videogames, collecting figurines sometimes, roleplaying, cleaning/organization, studying earth and animal science related topics, watching cute animal videos on the interwebs, memes that suit my broken sense of humor, spending time with relatives and caring for irls who I hang out with, listening to music(who doesn't??), visual novels, robotics in fiction and irl, subcultures that were prevalent in the 2000s such as the type of fashion style you'd find on Myspace scene or emo kids, anything kawaii/cute or edgy and dark, taking naps, snuggling with my stuffed animals, learning instruments and just enjoying nature scenery on days when I am more avaliable irl. I also want to travel the world or something similar when I finally can and to learn how to code so I can program my own videogame ideas but baby steps T-T.

Do not follow or interact with me in a free-form and casual manner if you are a proshitter/profiction/comshipper, fujoshit/fudanshit or himejoshi/himedanshi, are a lolicon/shotacon of any sort, are a transmedicalist/radfem, anti-neopronouns/anti-xenogenders/anti-therian/anti-furry/anti-alterhuman/anti-fictionkin/anti-otherkin or anti objectum(I don't understand or identify with these things but as long as they're not hurting anyone I support and don't find any problems with it), are a radinclus/"radqueer"/"TransID"/support trans racial idiots or mspec "lesbians", support AI Generated "Art" and NFTs or CryptoCurrency, is bodily under 13, are pro-para, are in pro-£D or pro-$H spaces, are a MAP/P£do, Z0o or Necro(Please go to jail:3), support DreamWasTaken or the Dream Team, support endogenic "systems" or fakeclaim random people without proof because they're cringe(Genuine mental illness fakers dni you suck and I pray no one with actual tourettes, DID/OSDD or autism cross paths with you for their sake. Lmfao stfu and gtfo). Also it should be obvious but anyone who's LGBTQIA-phobic, racist, xenophobic, ableist, misogynistic, islamaphobic, antisemetic, ableist, fatphobic or supports hateful and degenerate shit or problematic creators get out now before I block you<3.

Random thing that's not as important but Jeremy/Scout, John Creaseman, Postal Dude, William Afton/Dave Miller/Springtrap, Micheal Afton, Henry Emily, Vincent Bishop and me are in a complex polyam relationship so haters dni uwu(Please help me I wanted to die writing that emoticon *barf*). But seriously I know it's weird but they all are sort of comfort characters to me in some way shape or form so it's ok if you don't like some of them but please don't complain if you dislike them. I'll respect your opinion and you'll respect mine like civilized "adults"☆.

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umbral-stigmata-unbound · 2 months

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Meet the Writer

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘɪᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛ ᴍᴜꜱᴇ(ꜱ) ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ?

(CANON MUSES) - Well, this blog started as a Sephiroth RP Blog, as my early partners know, and so to be honest, it was a long time coming. But start of the fandom is up and down with cause and level of interest, and my draw to Sephiroth was slow, but eventually I hit an age and a state of returned interest in the fandom where I'm like...damn I'd love to play him. I adored his character, his cool collected crazy villain nature and also his complicated beginnings and the tragedy. And I'd played a few complicated villain characters before so I hoped to be able to tackle him accurate. Tried it years ago, maybe...ten more or less? maybe less lol but...I was way too intimidated, guys. Granted, I was constantly trying to tackle AC Seph so, sure, but I just didn't feel like I could do him justice and I gave up. But the resurgence Remake brought finally brought me to give him a try and I have adored exploring him ever since. The good, the bad, the ugly, and all the relationships in between and I'm excited to continue exploring. I adore Sephiroth for the tragedy, and every level of it, and that is why I took him on. The rest? Well, Vincent was my original fave and adore him to similar yet different depths and I love exploring all his hurt and pain and layers as well. Our dark dramatic monster mash corpse is just too good not to partake in, and over the last few years, I've adored developing my fanon layers to add depth to factors of his history or nature. Kadaj? Short answer, I sympathize with the angry hurt child that he is and the rage he wants to spill on the world, and the darkness he can threaten to weild, and his need to be embraced at the end of the day. Reno? It started as shits and giggles and because I thought he'd be funny to play. Now? I'm in too deep and I love this fucker. My newest muses, as of me doing this, are Evan Townshend and Nero the Sable, and though I'm still working on developing my muse with them, especially the latter, I just...adore them. Babies. They are my babies. (OCs) - I haven't actually had in depth, ongoing chances to play my FF7 OC Aurelia, which is absolutely on me and my lack of development and confidence. She started from a self insert OC that was purely in my head and once drawn on paper XD she occupied my night time fantasies to play out fanfiction like fulfillment and she was basically made to ship with Vincent (please, judge away, I cringe hard now). However, with thanks to new inspiration and a lil help of an ex-friend, I'm proud of how I've remade her and I really do want to play into what she is now and develop her further, because i have a special love for Deepground, and I would adore a chance to play her in all her power but in all her weakness, too, and figure out how she connects and deals with the world around her.

ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ?

Not that I can think of? I can't say I don't like writing what I'm about to say, I do, but lets define this as what do I occasionally have problem writing--angst. And my only problem, is chaotic home life has bred such a deep ingrained need to avoid conflict that sometimes I fumble that into RP replies (in ways that it may makes sense, but also in ways where it feels OOC and/or like they're far more self aware than they should be in that moment). So it's something I've been working on and getting better with!

ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ?

Angst and Fluff in equal measure, even if one or the other border on self indulgent, so long as it's fun and satisfying for me and my partners. I like pushing our characters to strains and pains more than we've experienced so far, or in different ways and what it brings out of them. But I also adore those fluff moments where it can just be a tender embrace, a loving moment, or being told those words or given that care that they needed but were denied in canon. It pleases me deeply, both of them.

ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴꜱ?

They just happen. I don't often sit there and try to come up with something, it's just they pop up when writing, when thinking through the character, or more often through RPs and asks. If it feels like it really fits, especially if I can expand on it in a way that weaves well into the character, it becomes a satisfying headcanon.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ɪɴ ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏʀ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ?

Music, unless unable and/or I started without it and now I'm in a flowing writing zone and/or whatever I'm writing is short. I'm literally listening to music right now XD granted it's on repeat from me using it to answer asks but, still. Also yes, fanfics and sometimes specific threads or partners garner very specific music vibes or playlists.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴘʟɪᴇꜱ ᴏʀ ᴡɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ?

Hmm, this depends. I mean, I guess as a majority, I wing them. There will sometimes be planning out with a partner, and I will keep the plan in mind, especially if we're wanting the scene to end with a specific destination. But, for the most part, I wing them I guess? Like, I read a reply, I let my brain figure out if there's any automatic sparks of reaction from muse, and with or without that, I get to work.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ꜱʜɪᴘᴘɪɴɢ?

Hell yeah. When it's balanced, and not just smut (though I love me some smut), I adore shipping. Especially when we can work in all the complicated positives and negatives and the personal discoveries that the dynamics bring. And sometimes the ships are just so fdnsjkdnj bjnfajknfjks.

ᴡʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀʟɪᴀꜱ/ɴᴀᴍᴇ?

Ash, though only a few people use that. Real name is Jordan, which I'm sure I put in my mun bio, but I don't mind either XD Ash comes from my middle name which a friend suggested I take on if I ever decided to get a name change to go along with accepting my genderqueer identity but I'm fine with either. They're both me~

ᴀɢᴇ?

Freshly 29 ~

ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ?

March 31st

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ(ꜱ)?

Purple, red, black, gold.

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜱᴏɴɢ(ꜱ)?

Eh, I can't say I have specific enough favorites. I like any song, old and new, that I've come across and collected, that can either have a nice beat, be devestatingly emotional and beautiful, or dramatic/epic movie level. Also a good guess for my current musical taste? Sleep Token is my every vibe right now with multiple muses, fics, and ships lmao.

ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ?

Can't remember the last movie i watched and finished, mostly rewatch shows these days. A tie between 'The Mummy Returns' and 'Frozen II' it is, I guess lmao.

ʟᴀꜱᴛ ꜱʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ?

Mashle. I fucking love this crazy show. My Hero is a close tie, kind of been watching them back and forth.

ʟᴀꜱᴛ ꜱᴏɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪꜱᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ?

If my current one counts, Ado cover of Unravel by TK from Tokyo Ghoul.

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜰᴏᴏᴅ?

I can't choose??? How can you even make me. Too many options, between fast food options to home cooked meals. Going with the indulgent meal I keep getting a craving for and that never fails to be delicious, Yellow Curry with shrimp from this local place where I live. So good.

ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜱᴇᴀꜱᴏɴ?

When it plays it's role properly, fall/autumn. I like the balance of the cold without it being too severe. The small of the cold earth, the fallen leaves. Summer is my enemy, I become a fat puddle.

ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴛᴜᴍʙʟʀ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ?

Not entirely, I'm pretty even with everyone, and I adore all my partners and friends in different ways, because they and I are all so individual! I love all you guys! Though sometimesrufus has damn near basically earned that title XD My Rufus~

Tagged by: no one, I STOLE IT

Tagging: anyone who wants!!

#ooc #ash talks #mun meme

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acid-drenched · 2 years

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Gay Version of Ghosts

Hey there, friend! My name is Phantom. Welcome to my personal freakshow. Here’s some fun stuff about me to get you situated and cozy. Buckle up.

🐺 - Phantom, but I like nicknames a lot.

🐺 - Currently 21. Birthday is June 12th!

🐺 - I don’t like to think about pronouns too much, but she/he/they all work just fine. Usually I default to they/them, but I don’t really care.

💕 - Absolutely in love. My partner in gay is @gardenvarietychao! Our gay couple tag is #Phantom n Chao

✏️ - I draw! I also write! My art blog is @peculiar-phantom. Currently working on a Kirby Verse with the aforementioned boyfriend.

🎙️ - I suck ass at talking to people and have negative social skills. I love talking to people, but holding conversations is a nightmare. I find voice calls to be way easier. I’m also not always social and like to recluse into the clown circle I call the besties group. My general random post talking tag is #phantom talk.

🎶 - I’m usually listening to music! I have a huge ass Spotify playlist with a lot of the songs I like. My favorite bands are Slipknot, Mindless Self Indulgence, Nine Inch Nails, and Breaking Benjamin. My favorite song right now is probably Before I Forget by Slipknot or 7 Minutes in Heaven by MSI. Adderall and Finale also by Slipknot are great too, tho. Same with Never Wanted to Dance and Shut Me Up by MSI.

📝 - I know some people might be able to recognize me because I used to be a SUPER active roleplayer, especially in the Kirby roleplay community on here. My Marx blog was mostly active from 2014-2015 and went by a few URLs. Sorry if you remember how I was back then. I was 13. (Currently thinking of returning to the RPC)

🌙 - I’m VERY introspective and like to have deep conversations. I also like to joke about clown sex because it’s funny.

🔞 - Speaking of… I reblog text posts and memes that are NSFW! I make a lot of sex jokes.

👥 - I talk about my OCs sometimes! The tag I use for that is #oc fuckage . Mostly memes, but I should really actually talk about them. Working on many stories.

🐺 - My favorite animal is the wolf, if that wasn’t already obvious. i was a wolf girl lol. Was also a rawr XD random kid.

👁‍🗨 - Perpetually in my emo phase.

📷 - I love to record and stream with friends! Will link that sorta thing when it comes up.

🃏 - I like jesters.

👁‍🗨 - I also like shadow or eyeball monsters.

TIME FOR MY FANDOMS BABY!!

💖 Kirby!! (Biggest Fixation ohh yeah baby i love the sinister egg and clown)

🦊 Pokémon (Second biggest fixation! Zorua and Zoroark, my beloved)

🧱 Mario

🦝 Animal Crossing

🕶 Persona (3, 4, and 5)

🔪 Johnny the Homicidal Maniac

👽 Invader Zim

🐱 Webkinz

🦔 Sonic the Hedgehog

⭕️ Portal

💼 Ace Attorney

📓 Death Note

☀️ Okami

🕊️ Kid Icarus

(There’s more, but I’m lazy)

“I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact You cannot kill what you did not create” - Duality by Slipknot

#about me #pinned post #its my me #kirby #pokemon #mario #animal crossing #persona #jthm #johnny the homicidal maniac #invader zim #webkinz #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #portal #ace attorney #death note #okami #i started this on september 2nd and only just now finished it

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shadow--writer · 3 years

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That's Not How You Spell Circle

In which Maeve attempts to teach her dumbass (ᵈᵘᵐᵇᵃˢˢ ᵇᵉᶦⁿᵍ ᵃᶠᶠᵉᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿᵃᵗᵉ ᵒᶠ ᶜᵒᵘʳˢᵉ) boyfriend how to spell circle.

@dela-png encourages my brain rot part TWO. We had this long convo on how Lucas can’t spell circle and how Maeve would try and help (and it uhh...goes somewhere)

Hi it’s fic recs with Shade. If you want to read another fic with one of Dela’s amazing oc’s and a super fun apprentice check out @arcanecadenza ‘s (if you don’t want me pinging you please let me know! ^^) fic with Donovan here (it’s super cute and well written but be warned her blog gets pretty spicy and she does have another fic with Donny out now too ᶦᵗ'ˢ ˢᵐᵘᵗᵗʸ *ᶜᵒᵘᵍʰ ᶜᵒᵘᵍʰ*)

Maeve x Lucas, fluff (actual fluff this time guys my first fluffy fic in this fandom are you proud?), humour, 3.8k words (I CANNOT shut the fuck up OMFG)

TW: none! Tags: fluff, humour, lawd I hope I got Lucas right™️, a little spicy at times but nothing smutty, suggestive, spicy suggestive end, language there is quite a bit of uhh harsh language lol

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It took her nearly a month to convince Lucas to let her help him learn to write and spell. To say he was stubborn about it would be the understatement of the millennia. Every time she brought it up she would be shut down faster then she could get the words out.

So she resorted to pestering him.

A lot.

Everywhere. Anytime. Anyplace.

In the mornings when they were trying to grasp the last remnants of sleep especially. Usually she could squeak a yes out of him for anything during that time. This time it was always a hard and fast no followed by sweet lingering kisses. While she would not turn her nose up at well placed kisses (good gods Lucas was good with that mouth of his when he wasn’t running it off) she was determined to convince him to let her at least help with spelling.

Once he saw how absolutely serious she was about this whole ordeal he finally broke down and allowed her to help. Granted, she was sure Amani being Amani also had him cracking. Amani was a darling and Maeve was glad they were friends but uhh…

Not much filter on her especially when it came to Lucas. Oooh boy. She would never forget the ‘congrats’ cake Amani baked. It was delicious, sure, but Maeve was sure you could see her and Lucas’s blushing faces from another country.

The point being she finally broke him down and so there they sat in the kitchen, a little bit of fading sunlight leaking through the cracked curtains.

She tried to hide how happy this made her, starting off their lesson. “Okay so I’m going to need to see an example of something you have so I know where we can start,” she started off, sitting across from him.

He blushed a little, fidgeting. She let out a little sigh, fingers tapping on the table lightly. “Mo shíorghrá I can’t do much based on nothing. Do you know the alphabet?”

His face turned redder. “Y-Yes of course I know the alphabet!” he sputtered.

She chuckled, resting her cheek on her fist. “Don’t get testy with me, you haven’t given me much to work off of. Now do you have anything you’ve written?”

“I...uhh have a practice sheet of a menu,” he muttered, not quite meeting her eyes. She could tell where this was going.

“...can you give it to me?”

She could see the paper in his hands, did he have that the entire time? It didn't matter since he had it.

“Promise you won’t laugh?” he asked, eyes flicking up to meet hers.

“Amani has ruined you,” she said with a low sigh, looking at him. “I won’t laugh.” He didn’t seem convinced. She stood, leaning over the table holding out her pinky. “Pinky swear.”

He hooked his pinky through hers, bringing their hands up to his lips. She had to lean a little farther, one of her legs lifting off the ground as he kissed her hand, amused.

“Oh don’t give me that, giant.” There was a low scoff in her voice, he bit her hand gently at the nickname. She knew he hated it. It’s why she used it. “Now hand over the menu idea, the light is wasting away!”

She grabbed the paper he set on the table, falling back into her chair as their pinkies unwrapped from one another. Sometimes she’d forget how big he was in comparison to her. It was always a little shock when they held hands and his enveloped hers.

He always did comment on how cold her hands were. Her response back was usually about how she was the cold one to balance his human heater tendencies (and she didn’t mind him warming her up.)

Relaxing into her chair she looked over the paper.

She had to fight to keep her jaw firmly locked in place.

Good stars above his handwriting. It wasn’t the worst thing she had ever seen in the world, at least it was legible but…

“This is basically chicken-scratch,” she said, voice flat.

The blush fled to the tips of his ears. “I-I know that!”

She inspected the little notes around the paper. His mouth hung open when he saw what she was doing.

One note had her smiling a little to herself. ‘Can I try imitating Maeve’s handwriting? That’s appealing and nice to look at. It’s very pretty.’

“You like my handwriting?” she asked, looking up at him. Looking at the menu ideas closer she could see remnants of her loopy ‘y’s and how she dotted her ‘i’s in the paper. She felt almost honoured in a way.

Of course it needed a bit of work, but it was still sweet.

He coughed, looking away from her. If his face could get any redder it did. “D-Don’t read too much into it.”

She grinned. “Ah I see. You think it’s super pretty but don’t want to say.” His ears grew redder. She took it as a yes. “Okay okay I’ll stop teasing. For now we can focus on some words you’re struggling with spelling and your penmanship.”

She inspected the paper closer. She could tell Amani helped, there weren’t many spelling mistakes. It made her job easier.

Though one stood out to her.

How he spelled ‘circle’.

Sikerl.

“...you spelled ‘circle’ wrong.”

“I did?!”

“It’s umm...not the worst spelling I have ever seen, but we uhh...are gonna have to work on that one.”

He sulked, crossing his arms. She giggled, scooting a sheet of paper in front of him. He took it along with a pen, their fingers brushing. She pulled her hand away before he could lace their hands together and try to get out of it.

She knew his tactics. Not today mister.

“So first off I’m going to show you how to spell it and hopefully you can remember. If not, that’s okay we have all night.” She got to her feet to stretch her arms. It was going to be a while.

He seemed to wilt. “All night?”

“Well unless you have other plans?”

He looked at her, quirking an eyebrow with a little smirk. She narrowed her eyes, setting her hands on her hips.

“Nah ah. Don’t even think about it. You need to spell circle right first. Then we’ll talk.”

He fell back into his chair with a pout.

To say this was going to be a long process would be another understatement.

She stared at the paper in front of her, leaning over his shoulder to give it a once over. “I have never seen ‘circle’ spelled wrong so many times on the same sheet of paper,” she said, dumbfounded. “This has got to be some kind of record.”

She rubbed her eyes, looking over at him. It was getting pretty late.

Lucas, of course, was sulking again. She knew his moods, and sometimes sulking could mean anger.

This was not anger but frustration. Both at circles and her. Probably because she hasn’t let him leave the table other than for bathroom breaks and a little stretch break.

“Can we just end the lesson here and go to bed?” he asked, eyes pleading with her.

She shot him a low glare with no heat. “I know exactly what you’re going to do if I agree and it isn’t sleep.” His face fell, she knew it. “And we aren’t leaving this table until you spell it right at least once. Try again.”

He grumbled to himself as she stood back up. It felt strange having to hunch over to be at eye level with him. Usually it was the other way around.

She still remained over his shoulder, leaning into him a little. She rested her cheek against his back just below his neck, arms wrapping around him. He let out a little grunt at her touch, she smiled a little at the noise. “Oh? Am I being a nuisance?” she asked, voice a little muffled as she shifted her face to bury her nose in his back.

He said nothing in return, but the way he tensed around her was indication enough. If he was going to be grumpy with her she was going to torture him.

When he put his pencil down she looked up, and back at the paper. Her arms remained around his chest, fingers tapping lightly. Driving him up a wall might not be the smartest thing she could do in that very moment but damn was it fun.

“Hm…” she hummed, letting him go to get a better look at the paper. Just by looking at the first few spellings she knew he didn’t get it again.

He noticed her disappointed humming and started moving closer to her, pressing light kisses down the side of her neck.

She almost leaned into the touch. Almost.

As much as she craved the release and his touch she had a job to do. And the number one priority was getting the damn word spelled right.

She shifted away from him, a low whine coming from his throat. “After you spell this right then you can maybe have a treat,” she said with a wink.

He glowered at her, shifting closer. “But you’ve done so much already! Worked yourself to death today, don’t you deserve a break?”

Oh no he was going to compliment her into giving in. Little conniving bastard.

He kissed her neck again, trailing up her skin to her cheek. He kissed the sweet spot behind her ear, tucking her hair behind it as well. She almost melted into him, hands curling into fists.

She turned her head, capturing his lips before he could do any more damage to her resolve. He took it as a victory, surging up to meet her, rising up out of his chair.

She pulled away a moment before, placing her hands on his chest and gently pushing him back down. A little smirk flirted across her lips. “Now that you’ve gotten an idea of what’s planned for you if you get this word spelled right, get back to work.”

He whined, looking back at the paper of mistakes. She giggled, pressing a soft kiss to his temple. “You have some time, and if you don’t get it today there’s always tomorrow.”

He groaned but got back to work.

She waited a bit, walking away to go do something else while she waited. She was in the middle of putting dishes away when he called her back over to check his spelling.

She wouldn’t be embarrassed to admit there was a little extra sway in her step as she walked back over to him.

His arms immediately went around her waist, burying his face in her chest. She sighed, petting his hair.

This was going to take a while.

“Once I look these over we can go to bed.” He unburied his face to give her a look of pure joy. “To sleep.” The look fell and it was back to lip jutting out childish pouting. Sometimes she wondered who was the influence. The kids on the dock or him.

She chuckled, looking at the paper.

“Still no, but we can work on it tomorrow,” she said, scratching his scalp a little. She felt a little bad. She pushed him a little too far. She just wanted to help him but she was starting to get frustrated as well.

Without another word he bundled her into his arms, scooping her off the ground and carried her into their room. She laughed all the while.

It was like he needed to get as far away from the paper as possible, and she didn’t blame him. Spelling was hard, but she was still in disbelief he was struggling this badly with how to spell circle. She had shown him four times.

That night she didn’t let them go farther than a few kisses (much to his dismay, she was going through with the punishment. Until he spelled ‘circle’ right he was getting squat.)

Day two did not go any better than day one.

She sat across the table from him this time. After he muttered about how distracting she was with how she smelled good enough to eat she decided to eliminate that..distraction.

And sat as far away from him as she could.

Well that still flopped because he kept sending her puppy dog eyes from across the table. Not doing anything.

She sighed. “Get four spellings down and I’ll come back over.”

The way he got back to work so quickly reminded her of a dog. She giggled to herself. If she focused hard enough she could almost see the tail wagging behind him.

His eyes flicked up to meet hers. “What?”

She waved him off, smiling to herself. “Oh nothing.”

He squinted at her for a moment before looking back at his paper. When he was done he crooked a finger at her.

She didn’t move from her spot, glaring at him. Oh he was not going to do that to her. “Unless you spelled ‘circle’ right you have no right calling me over like a dog,” she sniffed, getting to her feet.

He set a hand on her knee as she bent over to look at the paper, whispering in her ear. His breath warmed her skin. “Well, for all your whining you sure came to me like one.” She looked at him, offended.

He smirked. Her brows creased with her annoyance. “Well you look like one,” she replied.

His eyebrows shot straight up into his hairline. She turned to go over his paper again. He leaned in closer to her again, kissing the shell of her ear. She had to suppress a shiver.

Bastard.

“And you sound like one.”

She was going to strangle him but first...maybe she’d play his game. Ignoring the paper (with no right spellings, once again. She’d have to show him. Again.) she tilted his head up with one finger. Kissing the side of his face up to his ear she let him sigh.

Trying not to smirk she nibbled on his earlobe. His hand tightened on her leg. She released his earlobe, whispering something with a little extra growl in her voice. “Woof.”

She moved away from him, smiling to herself. He sat there for a moment, with the most dumbstruck expression on his face. Ha, victory.

The moment she looked at his paper though, his arms were around her again and he was tugging her into his lap. She let out a little yelp, arms going around his neck to keep from tipping over off the chair. “That’s not fair,” he muttered to her neck.

She snorted, trying to move to see his paper again. He didn’t budge, so she was as good as stuck for a while. “I don’t play fair, you know this.”

“Yeah but won’t you take mercy on your poor, tired, love-of-your-life?” he asked, the puppy dog eyes making a return. When he leaned in to kiss her again she placed her hands over his mouth.

“And you call me a dog,” she scoffed, wiggling a little in his grasp. His thigh jerked under her. “Now lemme go you big lug. You’ve still got to spell ‘circle’ right.”

“Do I have to?”

“Yes!” she wheezed, pushing his face as she tried to break free of his grip. He wasn’t going to let her go that easily. She let out a ‘hmph’ and twisted around. “Fine. If you won’t let me go I’ll just check from here.”

He didn’t argue with her from there, a small victory on her part. Maybe it was better if Amani taught him. At least then he wouldn’t have any distractions.

Granted he might be dead by the time she was done. Hmmm...there were pros and cons to having Amani help. Her eyes flicked over each of the spellings. None were right. But one was close at least.

Sirkel

Serkol

Sickle

Circel

“Hmm wow the last one is close!” she said with a smile, looking at him over her shoulder. His eyes lit up. “You just got to switch two of the letters. And let me go.” She wiggled again, pushing at his arms.

“So I just switch two letters and I’m free to go?”

“Mmhmm! If they’re the right ones of course.”

He looked determined and finally released her. She scrambled away before he could draw her back into him. As much as she appreciated sitting on his lap now was not the time.

“Two letters! Got it!” he said, scrawling out the word on the paper.

He pushed it over to her, pride seeping into his face. She smiled, humming a little looking at the paper again.

“...uhh…”

Cricel

“It’s worse.”

“What do you mean it’s worse?! I did what you told me to!”

“Yeah but you swapped the wrong letters!”

“You told me to swap two of the letters!”

“Yeah not the wrong ones! I told you not to swap the wrong ones!”

He grumbled. “This is stupid. Circles are stupid. Writing is stupid.”

“Next up we work on your vocabulary.”

He shot her a low glare. It held no heat but it made her giggle.

“Shaddup,” he muttered. She kissed his cheek, still giggling to herself.

“Here I’ll show you how to spell it again and then you can go.” She leaned over again, not paying attention to where she was leaning and what was in his direct line of sight.

She kept her pen work neat (sometimes when moving fast her handwriting looked nothing more than scribbles), keeping all the loops she now knew he liked. When she looked over at him again she realized her mistake.

Quickly (quicker than she thought he could move) he scooped her up again, kissing her face. She let out a squeal, trying to get out of his grip again.

“L-L-L-L-LUCAS!” she gasped through her laughter, trying to escape again.

“Mmmfph no I’m done,” he said, voice muffled. “No more circles. They’re evil.”

She snorted, putting her palms on his cheeks to push him away. His lips puckered as she pressed his face together. She leaned in closer. “I spelled it on the paper. I showed you how to spell it. I can try and help you remember it so I’m gonna need you to try again.”

His brows creased. She sighed. “Please.”

“Fwmine.” He couldn’t really talk with her hands on his face.

“And let me go.”

“Nwo.”

She rolled her eyes, releasing his face and resigned to her fate. He wrote out ‘circle’ so fast she could barely comprehend what was happening before he lifted her up off the chair. “There. Now I’m done.”

“But I need to-”

“Done. I am done.”

He kissed her neck, lifting her up with his hands on her upper thighs. She sighed, wrapping her arms around his neck as she got used to being carried. “You do know we have to do this all over again tomorrow to make sure you remember how to spell it, right?”

He howled in pain.

Day three at the very least, went better than day two and day one.

Mostly because she gave him the proper motivation after cock-blocking him again the night before.

She rubbed her temples. “So now, what did we learn yesterday?” she asked, sitting on the table next to him.

“Um the tub is too small for the both of us?”

She cracked an eye open. He wasn’t wrong. Most of the water ended up on the floor. It was a mess to clean up. “Yes that and you should learn to keep your hands to yourself. You haven’t earned anything just yet mister struggling to spell circle on day three. But that’s not what I meant.”

His lip jutted out again as he pouted. “Yeah yeah. Circle is not spelled how I’ve been spelling it. I get it.”

“Mmmhmm.” She hummed, stretching her arms above her head. “But that’s okay circle is spelled really stupidly, but!” she started, dropping her hands to braid her hair over her shoulder as she spoke. “I’m going to give you proper motivation so we can finally move on to something different.”

Curiosity sparked in his eyes. She smiled, humming a little as she swung her legs. “I’m going to give you a few tries to spell it. Five tries to be exact. Spell it wrong every time and you’re sleeping on the floor.”

“What?! That’s not fair!”

She tsked. “Motivation M’fhíorghrá, motivation.”

“...and if I spell it right?”

She looked up. “Hmm...haven’t thought that far.”

“...such confidence in me, I’m honoured.”

She snorted. “I haven’t thought of something you’d want.”

His eyes flicked over her form. She felt her cheeks warm.“I can think of something.”

She stuck her tongue out. “Oh hush you. Get to work now.”

He grumbled, but looked back down at the paper. The first few times he got it wrong. When he was on his fourth try she started to get exasperated.

He kept looking at her hair. “You know that’s an invitation to ruin, right?” he asked. She touched the braid snaking around her shoulder, letting out a raspberry like sigh.

“Yes I do. And if you don’t fucking spell ‘circle’ right you’re gonna suffer knowing you couldn’t ruin it while sleeping on the floor.” She mostly muttered it to herself, it slipping out with her frustration.

He spelled it wrong again.

She let out a low sigh, rubbing the bridge of her nose. Three days. Maybe she wasn’t as good as a teacher as she thought? Or maybe it was just them goofing around.

Even so she was tired and she knew he was as well. “Lucas I swear to the goddess above I will let you fuck me on this table if you can spell it right once. I know we both hate this, because circles are dumb. But we really should be doing other things.”

He froze in place, slowly turning his head to look at her. His voice was low and husky. “Is that a promise?”

She rolled her eyes, leaning back a little keeping her balance by hooking her hands under the table. She kicked her legs a little, looking up at the ceiling. “I swear I will, just spell it right!”

He moved fast, pausing to think for a moment. When he finished, she checked over the page with a flourish. He groaned as she took her sweet time, fearing for the worst.

She was going to draw it out for a while but… “You spelled it right!” she said with a cheer, forgetting her filter. Dang it.

There were many emotions flying across his face at once.

From relief, to joy, to something else.

She swallowed a little as his eyes darkened a little and he smiled. “I do remember a promise,” he said, getting to his feet. Even when she was standing he towered over her.

But since she was sitting on their kitchen table, he was like a colossus. He nudged her legs apart, standing between them. He leaned in closer and she leaned back away from him, falling onto the table. He placed his hands on either side of her face.

“You promised,” he reminded her once again, a little song seeping into his voice.

She swallowed again, knowing her freckles were glowing brighter at those two words. Heat sparked in her stomach, a blush dusting her cheeks. He knew what those meant and his smile grew absolutely wolfish.

After a moment she smiled as well, running her hands through his hair. It was soft and messy. She tugged on a knot, making him sink into her touch. She lifted her hips to brush his.

“I do go through with my promises.”

#the arcana #the arcana game #the arcana oc #maeve #lucas #maeve x lucas #lucas is not mine im stealing him for a while tho #making dela regret letting me ship them 2021 lmao #ur getting fed quite a lot today aint ya #yes I know no one is gonna read but this aint for you #this is my self indulgent blog now lol XD #fluff #maeve tries to help #it does not go super well #lucas is horni on main smh #beta'd myself once again #apologizes for any mistakes #this GETS SO LONG OMFG #I TALK WAY TOO DAMN MUUUCH #merry christmas have two horni beans #no smut because I cannot for the life of me write it #💀💀💀#smut writers are the backbone of this fandom #same with the artists lol #anyways I rambled enough in the tags of my own post for one day #also im air high fiving u Sabina #today we make Dela smile #😎👉👉#my writing #arcana fics

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inukag · 2 years

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Hi! I hope you're doing well!

I've noticed that in a few of your responses you've mentioned that you don't read as much fanfic as you used to. I was just curious as to what some of those reasons are, if you're comfortable sharing of course! I'm just being nosy so please feel free to ignore this and tell me it's none of my business lol XD.

I've been in the Inuyasha fandom for almost two years now and reading fanfiction is something I have never been into, but after coming across some fantastic snippets and fanfic on tumblr, I'm thinking about giving it a try.

I love your blog by the way and your meta is superb!!! Have a nice night! :)

Hello! First of all thank you for the compliment, that's very sweet 🥺💕

To answer your question, well the first reason is pretty boring: I just have a very short attention span nowadays and I can't focus on reading fanfics, lol. I used to have 2+ hours of commute time every day where I didn't have anything to do other than being on my phone, so that's when I read fanfics. Now that I work from home I don't have that anymore and when I open a fanfic I always get distracted and end up doing other things :\

The second reason... is that I dislike certain tropes that are very popular in inukag fanfics.

(I'm putting this under read more in case people don't want to read something negative. This isn't meant to criticize writers who use these tropes, I just want to share why I don't vibe with them)

One of them is the whole "Inuyasha is 200 years old and ages like a full-yokai". I understand that people take this as fact because it's anime-canon, but it's not manga-canon (see the end of this post) and it makes no sense to me. I strongly dislike it because a lot of post-canon fanfics centers around trying to find a way to "fix" this, and it usually leads to Kagome having to extend her lifespan to match Inuyasha's, and I just haaaate that. Kagome is human and I don't think she would want to see the people around her die over and over again just to be with Inuyasha. In a world where Inuyasha ages like a yokai, I honestly prefer the option of Inuyasha shortening his lifespan to match Kagome's or him outliving Kagome but watching over their kids and their descendants for centuries (that's also really sad for Inuyasha, but he would be more "used to it" if he's 200 already). Those are a lot more rare in the fandom so I don't find a lot of fanfics that I "agree" with, lol.

Also the lifespan issue often leads to the "mating" trope... which I just can’t stand. It's hard to find a smut fanfic that doesn't end with Inuyasha biting Kagome's neck 🥴 Inuyasha's animalistic behaviors in canon are mostly for comedy, when it comes to relationships with others he's definitely more human-like. Also Inuyasha being super dominant and confident in general during sex (especially during his first time with Kagome) is something I don't vibe with. Give me soft, clumsy Inuyasha who has no idea what he's doing and Kagome taking charge pls!

The last trope I don't like is Inuyasha & Kagome using pet names for each other, like "wench" or "koi"/"koibito".... "Wench" or "woman" is weird when you consider the fact that Kagome haaaated being called that early on in the series and she was so happy when he started using her name. Also we all saw how he can't keep her name out of his mouth now lmao. I just can't imagine him regressing back to calling her that post-canon. Also his canon, playful nickname for her is "bakaa" ("stupid" or "idiot") and I think that's just funnier and more in-character for him.

I think that's it? Like I said above I don't want to insult writers who use these tropes. I can't write fanfics to save my life so I'm really in no place to judge. Also fanfics are free and supposed to be self-indulgent so no one should feel like they have to stick to a characterization that is super close to canon. I just personally really like canon!inukag and prefer reading fanfics that make me go "this totally feels like it could be canon!". Also I guess that didn’t really answer your question of why I read less than I did before when these tropes have always existed.... It’s probably because I didn’t know how popular and common these tropes were when I first got into the fandom and I just got tired of them with time 😅

Like you anon sometimes I read snippets on here and I think "wow I'm really missing out!" but then it goes back to reason #1, me procrastinating instead of sitting down and reading 😭 But if you want to start reading inukag fanfics I have an old Inukag Fanfic Rec list and more recently a Inukagmor Fanfic Rec list so you can take a look at that if you want!

I hope you have a great weekend anon!!

#ask #Anon

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justsomewhump · 2 years

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I feel like I should post here once in a while, lol, I know there are people here who don't follow my main blog (nor are they obligated to).

I've got like, an entire structure built up for In Need of More than One Escape in my mind, and I'm trying to type it down as much as I can. I actually have a couple chapters written down, but the proofreading isn't working out, I don't feel motivated enough, oof. But I have the entire story set up, I miss some inbetweens and filler scenes, but other than that if I had the motivation I could just be whipping out a chapter every week. Damn.

I kinda had a couple few ideas for Memories Revealed, but I'm pretty sure the muse for that has flown away and won't be coming back any time soon, so I think I'll be declaring a small hiatus on that one. If those ideas I have decide to become willing to be written, I'll share them out, though for now don't hold your breath. And damn, again, I was in a kinda small cliffhanger with that one. But considering it would be mostly self-indulgent, if y'all want to make up your own conclusion to the story you're perfectly welcome to it.

That said, I have like, the beginnings of a fic for Resident Evil Village written down, and the rest of it figured out but not yet written. Yes it's gonna be non-con. I've barely posted anything here about it, I'm starting to get known in the fandom (at least where Ethan is concerned XD) as piracytheorist, but considering the, ahem, ship and the fact that said ship is non-con in the fic, I'm thinking of posting it here with a little nod of "Hey, it's piracytheorist, the one complaining all the time about people woobifying Ηeisenberg, I've just written a story where he fucks Ethan up in some of the worst ways, comment like share and subscribe sweeties 💅💅"

Or like, you know. Something like that lmao.

#it's just... you know?#I still get ao3 notifications about my fics from this account #and I feel like... I owe at least to write a post about what's new XD #I don't feel obligated or stressed but you know #this account will only be active when the non con muse is active #Ethan Winters ao3 tag watch out

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itsxcowboyrocksteady · 2 years

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Some Updates

I'm just talking about some things here for anyone that's interested or has been following along and wondering where some things are or when it's gonna post.

Under the keep reading, you'll see the following topics:

I Have New Followers???? Welcome!!!!!!!

Fluffy Claudette Holiday One Shot

Ghost Face (Danny Johnson/Jed Olsen) One Shot

A New Dwight One Shot

Opening Requests????????

Credit for post divider art : https://firefly-graphics.tumblr.com/post/651464983782260736/artist-au-dividers-12

1. I Have New Followers???? Welcome!!!!!!!

Everyone that followed me recently, thank you! Welcome! If you stumbled onto my blog because of my dbd fics, I hope you like the stuff I have in the works right now. If you stumbled onto it for a different reason, thank you for deciding to hang out!

2. Fluffy Claudette Holiday One Shot

I'm working on it and will hopefully have it done before the week is over. I was going to work on it some today, but Mondays are always the most hectic at work because I'm catching up on 4 days worth of messages and tasks.

3. Ghost Face (Danny Johnson/Jed Olsen) One Shot

I mentioned that I was going to be doing a one shot for Ghostie as an apology for being so late with the Claudette fic. I think what I'm gonna do is just write a piece that is supposed to go into a longer fic for him which I think I mentioned might be a possibility? That way it will also serve as something of a preview for it whenever I get to do it. It's not going to be an x Reader, though since the larger story deals with an OC I'm working on.

But I will be working on more x Reader stuff for him too, once I have everything else done.

4. A New Dwight One Shot

In between writing things sometimes I write other things. I was playing dbd the other night with a friend and we were talking about which cosmetics we like for our survivor crushes (he's thirsty for David and obviously I've got it bad for Dweet lol) and then I decided to write a really self indulgent smutty Dwight x Reader because I'm a loose cannon and can't be stopped. That one will post in between the Claudette fic and the Ghost Face one.

5. Opening Requests????????

This one is gonna be a little longer.

I've mentioned that this is something I've thought about doing for a bit and I'd really like to at least try. I'm hoping to do this sometime before the month is out, but if that doesn't happen, it'll be sometime before mid February. I have some stuff going on in early February so if I can't have that all done by the end of January, it only makes sense to hold off until I'm totally in the clear. And I want to wait until the 3 things I mentioned above are finished and posted, too.

The biggest hurdle right now is writing up my rules and stuff because I'm trying to format it in a way that looks OK to me. It's more for my staticky brain than it is for actual aesthetics and I'm trying to do it in a way that my mind won't hate when I look at it.

Also I'm trying to figure out how to word everything because I've tried to start a post in my drafts, but nothing sounds right. And I eventually want to write for other fandoms and not just dbd, so I'm going to be doing individual posts on each fandom to link into that at some point when it becomes relevant.

Still, I might simply make a side blog for the other stuff since this one is pretty heavy into dbd now.

I guess that's it for now. I'll keep you all updated on stuff as I go. Thanks for taking interest in my silly fanfics xD.

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shadowsong26fic · 2 years

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Coming Attractions!

Just a few quick updates, really (it’s been a slow year for me so far, writing-wise, alas).

The usual plug for my writing discord--it’s pretty quiet, but come say hi! Sometimes I brainstorm there, but mostly it’s just intended to be a more interactive version of this tumblr.

And let’s go ahead and do an Open Question Night! My askbox is always open, but tonight I’m around and keeping at least half an eye on it. Questions about writing, or any of the fandoms/etc. I post about on this blog (or on my AO3) are fair game. I also take prompts, but am bad at filling them in a timely manner, lol.

Okay, I think that covers it! Actual updates are behind the cut!

Star Wars:

SWBB gets posted at the end of this month and...while it’s not that I haven’t enjoyed it this year, it’s definitely been like pulling teeth to get the story to actually come out, haha. It’s not my best work, but I love the event and I’m glad I did it. I may not participate as a writer next year, we’ll see how I feel.

Precipice is...I swear I am working on it in the background XD I just haven’t gotten much actually down on paper because...well, the aforementioned stuckness/pulling-teeth on the other SW project which is taking all of my SW brain (except for the part that’s getting distracted by self-indulgent crossover nonsense, lol). Hopefully I’ll get more done once SWBB is through.

I don’t have any Other SW Projects actively under construction right now, but I’m sort of poking at what I might do for next year’s BB, if I do decide to participate...I feel like it won’t be as much of a struggle if I have a more solid plan when I get started? So, anyway, some of the SW/BSG crossovers I mentioned in a post here a couple weeks ago are definitely things I’m considering!

Castlevania:

I think I’m just going to give up on expanding that first scenelet in Incinctus, lol. Just give it a better conclusion, and then I can get started posting, probably later this month. I do like a lot of what I have going there. (Even if it...like, this was supposed to be self-indulgent Alucard whumpfic with a side of dumb jokes and the OT3 finding their way together at the end; it ended up being like 40% about Lisa’s Feelings which I’m not complaining about but I was not??? Expecting????)

After I finish that, depending on how that goes over and if I sustain my interest in this fandom well enough, I do have another prompt/story I might write out...we’ll see!

AtLA:

I do still really want to write fic in this fandom, but I’ve got so many other things floating around in my head, haha. The main one is still the Avatar Zuko prompt, which is still largely lacking in text (I’ve been in a slow period for...a while, I guess...but that aside). No idea on when this will come out.

BSG:

I am definitely pushing forward on The Other Battlestar AU, which is going to be a million words long (even if I do cut off at the end of the Pegasus arc which I probably will, at least for now) and also needs like. An Actual Title. (My brain fed me Bellerophon which I don’t like but I’ve got nothing else XD)

I’m also filling out some of the Supplemental Cast (mostly various Pegasus officers/crew because. like. we know a solid Five People and...we need more than that XD). I was doing some digging into How Aircraft Carriers Work because the senior medical officer/Cottle’s counterpart is going to be a pretty significant player and yeesh there should be a lot more subordinates there...but I will probably handwave that because while I do need More People there, I also need to keep things. Like. Manageable. So, there’s Daphne (the aforementioned Senior Medical Officer), and then a Marine captain who grew up with Baltar on Aerilon (who is an old OC of mine from my last time actively in this fandom but needs to be renamed because his original name was Rex and that just. Will Not Work For Me Anymore), and then probably a few other people.

Also working on sketching out the second of the OCs who will fill in some gaps on the Galactica side of things; I know more or less where I’m going with them, but they’re basically just two bullet points and ‘I don’t necessarily need to actually Show Them but I know how I’m going to introduce them during the miniseries sequence.’

I’ll have more once I do a dedicated rewatch of the first two seasons + Razor (which I’m not allowed to do until I’ve finished SWBB, lol) but I’m having fun already XD

#coming attractions #miscellania #shadowsong writes star wars #shadowsong writes castlevania #shadowsong writes atla #shadowsong writes bsg #open question night

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dracjoonie · 3 years

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Lol, so anyway

This might be a little confusing to any old followers seeing this on their dash, but we are airing out the dirty laundry tonight!

in retrospect, I think I was a little too nice in my departure from Namfine; so I will be correcting that gullible mistake here~ For those of you who are not aware, Namfine is a collaborative blog that I started and put together, wrote for, and also created the majority of the graphics for. Two days ago I deleted all of my works and took my leave from a blog I created, stating that my reasoning was for a need to step away to work on my mental health. A classic social media break, which is something I’m sure most if not all of you reading this have partaken in at some point in your life.

And I’m sure all of you would never see someone taking a break for their mental health and think “hmm, lets make this about me instead.”

And I hate that I have to indulge their ego for a second by saying this but, yes it was because of you. Being around you and your toxic, judgmental, hypocritical,volatile, selfish mentality was effecting my already deteriorating mental health and I decided I needed to step away for my own good lol

Idk why thats such a difficult concept to grasp. You know you both could have just asked me, I left the sever but its not like I blocked or deleted anyone. Coulda asked anythything on insta, snap, tumblr(I literally dropped the link), you have my email. But nahh, its easier to speculate and wallow in self pity, or to be mad at me for wanting to work on my mental health and not explicitly telling you first. Lol, tart.

~future me in editing here to say, a dm has been received lol. Really doesn’t excuse the fact that your first reaction was to just be mad at me. Even when you were faking being nice you still couldn’t ask how I was, but your actual motives were still very clear. Your paranoia is valid. Just as valid as the paranoia I felt just being your “friend” for all these months. ~

I was trying to be nice and cordial in my exit, how foolish of me.

And you wonder why I “didn’t come to you first”?

I tried. First in september, then in november, then again in october. Each time I tried to speak up about how I was doing I was either brushed off, or the conversation turned into a “ohH I’ve been there, but for mee it was much worse.” Before I even got a word out. If you two could pull your heads out of your own asses for 15 seconds you would know the struggles I’d gone through in the last several months. I thought we were friends, yet at my lowest point all you did was make me feel like my feelings were invalid because you “allegedly” have had it worse, despite not knowing a god damn thing lol. Why does it always need to be a competition, and why do you always think you need to win?

I’m doing better now though, not that you care; clearly.

And I’m gonna touch on this just briefly because Zesty mentioned it cuz I just… I can’t even lol. Listen to black voices they said… as they then proceeded to talk over black voices, the clowneryy!! xD

Booboo, I do not give one good god damn about how educated you think you are on racial issues, if a POC is talking and maybe they disagree with you it is not YOUR place to talk over them. I don’t care what you think, you are white. Sit tf down.

And don’t give me the “my best friend is black” excuse either lol

Never in my life has a white person made me feel so scared to speak up on topics that I am effected by, nOT them.

Ridiculous.

So anyway, yall two have fun talking shit about me now lol. I don’t give two fucks anymore, you two will never learn and I’m not about to waste my breath any more than I already have.

And yes this is public, and yeah thats petty but I’m beyond the ability to care, you know why? Because they wanted to talk shit about me in private instead of just asking when I literally stated I was leaving for my mental health lol. I feel like a broke record here.

The insensitivity and lack of awareness is astounding.

-umami~

#namfine #admin umami

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wisteliazen · 4 years

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@Got tagged by @naruzumake. TYSM!!! *glomps you with a hug*

RULES: IT’S TIME TO LOVE YOURSELVES! CHOOSE YOUR 5 FAVORITE WORKS YOU CREATED IN THE PAST YEAR (FICS, ART, EDITS, ETC.) AND LINK THEM BELOW TO REFLECT ON THE AMAZING THINGS YOU BROUGHT INTO THE WORLD. TAG AS MANY WRITERS/ARTISTS/ETC. AS YOU WANT (FAN OR ORIGINAL) SO WE CAN SPREAD THE LOVE AND LINK EACH OTHER TO AWESOME WORKS!

I was on a long hiatus so I wasn’t able to make any edits last year so I’m adding those I made this year. I only came back in edit-making last month because of my love for HaneNene and JSHK. And I am so thankful for coming back on Tumblr because I made many great friends who can gush with me and love the same things as I do.

So here it goes. I could be a bit biased here because you know (HanaNene stan right here) XD 1. HanaNene: If somebody told you your soulmate was someone you already met, would you believe them? - This is one of my first edits this year and I like how it looks. And the quote fits them perfectly

2. HanaNene: You are sunlight, and I moon - I love this picture of them and just had to edit it.

3. HanaNene: Don’t take my sunshine away - It is angsty but it had to be done and I’m sorry for those who got hurt by this lol

4. DMLD X JSHK Crossover - Because aesthetic

5. JSHK: Phamtom of the Opera AU Complete Cast - This was the first time I edited and cleaned a picture, removing out all the text then drawing over the missing piece. I think I did good lol

And let me also add non-JSHK related edits:

1. KNY Ep.1 Before and After - This was only the first episode and it was so tragic

2. KNY Breath of Water Forms 1-10 - Tanjiro worked so hard for this Shameless plugging here I also made HanaNene fics. This are the links:

1. When You Hurt, I Hurt

2. My Lips are Sealed

3. In Another Universe

If you got until here then I thank you a lot. I know that it’s more than five but I loved every work I made and it’s a bit self-indulgent

And now to tag. If you’re the same as me who only made edits or fics this year, then you could add those. You don’t have to do this but I enjoyed this so I hope you will too :) And I know that I haven’t even interacted with some of you guys but I’m still gonna tag you because I love your blogs, edits, art, and fics and some of you may have already done this XD

I tag: @daikonsenpai, @trish-chan, @sunlightinourheadlights, @wingsonghalo, @frailuta, @kitsukkis, @boahancokk, @kermitbread, @soniatera, @sweet-coconat, @mafuyuh, @mazusu, @koyakis, @michaela-artist, @arriettvs

#tagged #thank you for reading this #it's a bit self-indulgent

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dragonpigeons · 4 years

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SO GLAD YOU ASKED!!!

Based off my Deku x OC Riida wedding piece!

I’m gonna use this opportunity to gush about my self-insert on my blog if that’s okay 😂 Aight, strap yourselves in, we’re going for it:

Heeeeereeee sheeeee iiiiiissss~! My kawaii Riida-chan :> Her name is literally based off ‘Reader’ but I made it Japanese-like cos I was too lazy to come up with an actual name LOL. I say she’s a self-insert but really she’s a cuter, sweeter and more ideal version of myself lolol. Appearance-wise, she has pale brown hair(?? Idk how to describe the colour lel) and dark eyes. I tried to design her to be as plain as possible, because I consider myself plain (I’m very low maintenance, don’t wear makeup, don’t dye my hair, don’t really use anything on my skin apart from face wash and some moisturising cream) but she still turned out very cute ahah. She’s also a slim build like me though so we share a similarity there at least!

About her as a character - as a self-insert I tried to think how I’d be in the world of BNHA. I thought, knowing myself and how I grew up, I would make her a civilian instead of a pro hero because I would lack the confidence to pursue such a career at such a young age. So as an adult she lives a very modest life, much like myself 0v0

Now when it comes to Deku, this is the important bit. I thought to myself that, in that world I would not know anything about Deku prior to him becoming a pro hero. Or I might know very little based on the UA Sports Festival and any other public news of him, but it would still be very limited. I wouldn’t know his backstory or what kind of a person he was growing up, not like the way I know from watching the anime and reading the manga where I’ve been following his story from the start. So for Riida this means that her views and feelings of him are limited. She greatly admires him as a pro hero but she doesn’t know enough to be in love with him yet. She’s never met the dude or interacted with him in any way. Not to mention Deku being a top pro hero, she be putting him on an unreachable pedestal. Falling for the No.1 Hero? Not a concept in her books!

Lastly, about her quirk - it enables her to see ultraviolet and infrared when she activates it. She can switch between the two quite freely but it starts to hurt her eyes after 5-7 minutes. The reason I gave her this quirk was because I thought it would be cool to see UV colours as an artist. Like the way chickens can see UV 😂 I googled it and it seems like UV rays give things high contrast and different colours?? It was pretty interesting so I went with that. BUT! I gave Riida the handicap that she was in fact a bad drawer and therefore was no artist. Why? Because otherwise she would be too perfect! I already made her a good cook in contrast to me who doesn’t cook, she doesn’t need to be more perfect than that XD

Lastly, in my AU she meets Deku by becoming roommates with him omg they were roommates. It is purely self-indulgent, I tell you 😂

Anywaysss that’s pretty much it for Riida as a general overview! Hope you enjoyed reading about her as much as I enjoy writing about and drawing her 😊 If anyone wants to know more I’d be happy to indulge thee!

#dragonpigeondraws #riida #oc #bnha oc #bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia #deku x riida #deku x self insert #many thanks to @neko-galaxia for giving me this opportunity #i couldn't tag u btw for some reason tmblr just wouldn't let me #self indulgent drabble

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violetosprey · 4 years

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Can you recommend me some yandere mangas?

Hey there! I apologize that this is late. It’s been a little crazy lately (for everyone really).

I had a weird sensation happen though when I got this question…disappointment in myself XD There’s 3 main problems here:

1) Lately I’ve been indulging more in the analysis side and just enjoying yandere aesthetics

2) There are a RIDICULOUSLY few number of yandere manga I’ve actually picked up to read lately.

3) I just realized I don’t have a full blown recommendation list.

The first point is self explanatory. It’s just how I enjoy my downtime.

The second point…well there’s a lot of things that get recommended through tumblr but I don’t pick up every single thing that comes through. I don’t know what EXACTLY draws me into a story at first to hook me in (I’m not sure if it’s the aesthetics, summary or something else most of the time). Off the top of my head, I know new stuff I’ve read or been reading with yanderes (or supposed yanderes) is Stalker’s Game from tapas (Note: DEBATABLE yandere…could say the character doesn’t start as a yandere but becomes one later maybe), Secret Alliance from Lezhin and My Deepest Secret from webtoons. Those aren’t even manga lol.

I guess the closest I had to older yandere material familiar with would be through my Good/Redeemed Male Yandere Examples (Note: I don’t really consider Jung a yandere much now, but still an interesting read. #8 don’t worry about because that one ended up not even being close to a yandere) and Favorite Villains/Horror Male Yanderes.

I had an ask about reviews earlier that might lead you through a rabbit hole to some stuff.

As for the third point, most of the time I’m reblogging recommendations from others. Most of these recommendations post up as SINGLE posts talking about one particular piece of media. So you could say that my blog has a ton of recommendations in it…but they’re all fragmented throughout. Now I do try to reblog lists other people put out as suggestions when I can, because that’s always easier to have everything in one place.

I feel so guilty with this lackluster answer I’m giving you, so I tried to skim through my archive to see if there were any recommendation lists I reblogged recently:

Older yandere

General recommendations

There might be more lists, but I have no idea how far I have to go through my archive to find them, sorry.

NOTE: I have NOT read through every single one of these recommendations so I can’t guarantee if a suggestion does indeed include a yandere or ended up just being clickbait. (I will say that “Hello I’m your stalker” does not have a yandere at least…trust me I gave that one plenty of time to determine if Hubert was a yandere- main thing was he really doesn’t act as possessive or obsessive in some situations where you’d really be expecting it from a yandere. Stalking alone does not equal a yandere).

I do apologize that I’m not delivering well here this time. I think I’ve gotten so lazy with just reblogging individual posts that I’ve neglected to really even make an updated favorites list or read new material.

I also might just be a little tired right now though, haha. I put this ask off for a few days because I couldn’t come up with a good answer right away. I don’t want keep this anon waiting any longer though.

Very sorry for this. Hopefully one of these links can get you started somewhere at least.

[EDIT: COLOR RECIPE! That’s a BL one I like that I don’t think popped up in any of those lists XD I didn’t want to leave that one out...I think I once debated if that yandere belonged on my villain/horror list 0.o I lean towards it based on his actions during the manga and his expression at the very end of the story, but also maybe he doesn’t quite fit that category? People I think would understand my debate if they’ve read it]

#yandere #male yandere #recommendations #I guess lol #answer

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lesserlovedlovelies · 4 years

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Sasakibe--Meta and Headcanons

So, since I link to the Wikis, essentially the source of truth, for the canon characters, rather than making full pages for them, I’ve decided to just release little tidbits like this for those characters that provide insight to how I’ve plan to play them.

I had a fascination with Sasakibe from early on in Bleach--if you haven’t noticed by the types of characters I have on this blog, I tend to be easily fascinated by the older, mysterious characters that have so much to their past that just hasn’t been revealed yet. In the years between me starting Bleach and the TYBW arc, my friend and I explored many, many different storylines for him--some plausible, some less so, like the Quincy verse I have for him.

Anyways. To get to the point, if you actually know who Sasakibe is, then you’ll know that canon has very little to say on him. Unlike most captains and lieutenants that got at least a small arc, Sasakibe was reduced to a few background appearances and one flashback chapter after his death.

(Read: I was bitter af about his death xD)

Despite his rather minimal appearances, I do try to stick to what we know about him. Most of my headcanons are extrapolations of what we saw in canon--admittedly, stretching canon but it’s a necessary issue when it comes to such minor characters.

With that lengthy introduction aside, allow me to speak a little more about his personality and the various verses I have for him.

Personality/History

When Sasakibe was younger, he was an excitable and energetic youth, and his origins and history are mostly unknown. Indeed, he doesn’t appear to be a part of any noble family, major or minor, he wasn’t trained by Genryusai, he merely... appeared. What actually happened is something I honestly have no headcanons on, as it tended to vary from roleplay to roleplay. Simply put, most roleplays default to him simply being an incredibly eager youth who taught himself.

As he matured, though, that excess energy was harnessed into power, and he grew into a mostly silent, but strong individual who certainly deserves his place by Genryusai.

He generally doesn’t talk much, reserving his words for when they are needed and while he commonly appears as the stoic, unfriendly lieutenant of the First Division, he’s a rather friendly, peaceful man who can be quite passionate about the world and emotive about what he’s feeling. While it’s not exactly uncommon to see this side of him, most people overlook him as nothing more than a paperwork lackey--and he’s content being a force in reserve.

There’s little he fears in this existence and he’s not afraid to stand up when he believes it needs to be done, even if the one on the other side is his captain. Though rare, the few times Sasakibe felt the need to say firm words of disagreement to his captain generally forced the aged man to reconsider his stance.

Perhaps there was a time in his youth that Sasakibe felt the burning desire to fight, but that time has long passed. Sasakibe in general is not much of a fighter anymore, liable to be easily taken off guard and defeated even despite his numerous spiritual achievements. He generally avoids conflict when possible, preferring to celebrate peace and life and the various cultures across the world.

Verses

Sasakibe officially only has two verses--the time when he’s alive, and his strange Quincy verse.

There isn’t much to say about the First Verse. Sasakibe didn’t change much throughout the entirety of Bleach.

However--the theoretical AU where he survives the initial attack by the Quincy can be interesting. Did Genryusai still perish? Did Sasakibe contribute anything to the remaining war effort? Does he remain the First Division’s lieutenant or does he transfer divisions? Or does he retire entirely?

These are a lot of questions that rely on a lot of different details, so if anyone would like to interact with this verse, I ask that we discuss these ideas together so we can build a universe to both of our liking :)

Now...

The second verse, which probably makes absolutely no sense to anyone but myself and the close group of friends that wrote in it years ago.

The Quincy verse is admittedly entirely self-indulgent, but I’ve reached a level of wisdom on this site where I’m going to do it anyways, entirely unabashedly.

Honestly, the idea of hybrids has been a common theme in Bleach--you could even argue that the idea of standing at the crossroads of two different universes has been the overarching theme of Bleach from the very beginning--so much so that in hindsight, it’s entirely mindboggling to me that Quincy-Soul Reaper hybrids have never even been mentioned.

Essentially, as soon as the Vandenreich made their first appearance, I was expecting and awaiting the revelation of these hybrids. I honestly can’t tell you what prompted me to make this verse--I have files talking about this since at least 2014--but, honestly, who would have been a better candidate for this than the West loving Lieutenant that we knew nothing about?

Of course, that’s all dead in the water now, but it lives on very passionately in my heart. LOL.

I’m not going to bore you with the technical details of Quincy-Soul Reaper hybrids, because I’ve already covered that in this post here.

Essentially, this story goes that before Sasakibe met Genyrusai, before he was even a Soul Reaper, he was a Quincy. And he was tired of this war--he was tired of the fighting, and he felt that there had to be another way. So, he departed from his Clan. He learned the art of the Soul Reaper. He searched, and searched for any potential to end this war.

...

And then thousands of years went by and he never even told his captain who he was before.

It weighs heavily on him, but he’s never told any Soul Reaper and is unlikely to do so. He could only hope that the war had passed--that the Vandenreich was only a myth and that nothing further would happen.

This verse is tied heavily into my Bleach Extended Universe, and there’s a running gag that despite his unassuming nature, Sasakibe knows everyone--from members of the Royal Guard, to Futsuku, to Geoferd, other Quincies, other people across the Soul Society.

Although this verse doesn’t necessarily have to be during or after the TYBW, there is a concept that he escaped Driscoll using a Quincy art that created a duplicate out of spiritual particles to fool both the Vandenreich and the Soul Society into believing he was dead while he tried to figure out a way to handle this war. Of course, in this timeline, Genryusai didn’t get the warning about the Bankai. In fact, Sasakibe didn’t say anything, since it was merely a duplicate who’s only purpose was to die.

Now, I’m not going to claim this is everything I have about him. I invested a lot of time into this background character, but it’s hot, I’m sweating, and I think this is enough or now.

#|| OOC | out of character.#|| SASAKIBE | HEADCANON | taciturn noncombatant.#|| SASAKIBE | ichi buntai fukutaichou.#((i was going to post this tomorrow but you can have it now i guess

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