jean moreau is nineteen. he is nineteen. he is just a boy he is hardly alive!! imagine you’re an exy coach for USC and this nineteen year old boy hands you his racket and practically asks you to beat him with it. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you’ve been waterboarded ten times and made to break three of your own fingers and tortured so extensively for the past five years of your life that you’re begging others to let you die. imagine you’re kevin day and you have to make this nineteen year old boy promise that he won’t kill himself. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you’ve just learned your sister is dead and you’ve destroyed and betrayed yourself and it was all for nothing. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you kill yourself in every universe but this one.
Peeta talking to the Morphling girl about colors and painting as she was dying parallels Katniss singing to Rue while she was dying and I don't know what to do with that 😭
Andrew Minyard was called a monster throughout the whole series but instead of explaining WHY he acted the way he did he let them. He never told even his family barely anything about his past or himself, they only knew the little bits and pieces he found safe to tell and he definitely didnt tell anyone about the whole Drake thing, because the only person Andrew ever told accused him of being a fucking liar instead of believing him and Andrew could not survive even the possibility of that happening again.
sometimes i think about how happy Katniss was when they rescued Peeta in Mockingjay, running to him giddy and giggling, making up scenarios inside her mind, dreaming about kissing him, like for a moment despite all the horrific things she had to go through she was genuinely, completely happy and then the absolute, crippling tragedy of it being taken away when he tried to kill her and she found out that they had tortured him and erased every part of him that loved her and not only does he hate her, he’s actually afraid of her and is convinced she’s not a real person and then i want to jump off a bridge
big fan of Astarion bg3 because you'll be having a funny time with your little vampire friend and then he'll drop the most horrifying, tragic backstory information in the saddest, most matter-of-fact tone of voice. and then just continue like he didn't say anything. like huh. buddy. let's roll that back a second. what was that. who do I have to kill for you. i'll kill anyone if it cheers you up. want me to kill gale? I'll kill gale.
dunno who needs to see this but... one of gale's final kisses from patch 6 that's absolutely gut wrenching. that longing "i don't want to let you go" at the end broke my entire heart. and the little cheek kiss tav does? fuck. (obvious spoilers)
and i just now noticed the music stops during it. giving them that quiet "final" moment. goddamn