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holysaintscathedral · 6 months
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Not to be a pick me on main but constantly berating your attraction to men and saying it's a curse to be attracted to men and "ew who would ever choose a man" doesn't seem all that healthy for your mental well being and your relationship with your own sexuality.
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stellexpress · 2 months
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man. there's something off-putting about how the respectively most powerless princess (damsel) and voice (the broken) allowing themselves to be murdered as an act of devotion and then viewing said murder as an appropriate punishment for failing their saviors are treated so differently. one isn't registered as having a horror done to her person and the other is hated for being depraved.
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sunmoontruth-stiles · 23 days
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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phatcatphergus · 3 months
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I’m a little surprised I haven’t seen anyone point out Tubbo suffocating himself in a block today (or I just missed it, lots of angsty posts today). I know he’s done it before but I feel like for a while his main thing has been picking fights to get hurt. He mostly stopped jumping on sharp things and falling to down himself after Sunny got upset. Everyone was right there too, even Bagi and Em, but no one was looking at the right time.
HE DID?!?
omg I totally missed that bc my chickens got lost for a hot minute and I had to leave the stream. Do you have a time stamp???
But overall I think people assume he’s just throwing a really long tantrum even if they DO see it. He’s so good at hiding his true feelings under layers of jokes and over exaggerating stuff so no one even thinks to ask if he’s okay. Even when Sunny tried to tell Fit when it was first presenting itself, Fit shrugged it off by saying he’s clumsy.
It’s literally going to take Tubbo telling everyone or something really catastrophic happening for them to understand where he is mentally and how he actually feels
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boxwinebaddie · 4 days
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writing…
did u mean just one, long run-on sentence?
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sundial-bee-scribbles · 9 months
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anglerflsh · 20 days
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assignment is due on sunday and she given better points if you hand it in early which is fineee it's finee it's not at all terriblepractice it's. fine
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whump-n-comfort · 22 days
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when you read a fic that gives you a hyper-specific whump scenario that you know would either A.) take forever to find in another story or B.) hasn't been written at all so the obvious conclusion is that you have to write it yourself
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#whump meme#~my stuff~#my brain hates me sometimes lmao#i just want a story where two characters are stuck in a broken down car in the middle of winter and having an argument#which leads to one stomping outside in some petty attempt to 'find help' while the other person doesn't realize#what is happening at first. they think their friend is just taking a quick second to catch their thoughts. not the best idea in a snow stor#but the other option is them tearing each others heads off so a little separation is fine. but then their friend starts walking away#and keeps going. so now they have to chase after them to corral them back into the car#because yeah its broken but its still somewhat warm unlike this suicide mission you are attempting!!#and then theres a big blow up because they have kinda been the shit-stirrer so their friend just is#im fixing it!! im being not annoying/useless/something related to whatever they were arguing about!!#so now they get slapped in the face with the fact that they've been taking out their bad day/week on their friend#who was simply being themself and trying to cheer them up/be nice#and when they eventually get back in the car the friend now feels like shit because they not only wasted heat from the car#but they also dragged their friend outside just bcuz they were being a brat so didn't they just prove the other person's point?#so now the two are just in a guilt huddle apologizing for being idiots as they inevitably wait for their rescue#bonus points if the rescue involves their rescuers trying to separate them and the other person just *refuses* to let their friend go#because they have a need to keep the first person warm after feeling like they essentially forced them out into the cold#is that too much to ask?? (i could turn this into an A talks to B scenario... also thinking about my OCs but when am i not lol)
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lobotomyladylives · 2 months
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Girl I know a paycheck is a paycheck why are you going back to a job where a guy tried to knife you and another guy was stabbed to death with a pen??? 😭
bored & broke. also it was an interesting job unlike my other options which are being a fucking cashier & last time I did that I almost killed myself unironically
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aoitakumi8148 · 25 days
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𝓜𝓲𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓐𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓗𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓐 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓮, 𝓝𝓸 𝓜𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝓒𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓜𝓪𝔂 𝓑𝓮.
Come close, and I will touch you. Talk to me, and I will relax. Bound me to your rules, and I will remain a volunteer. Punish me, and I will accept it. Take the organ along with the flower I give you, and your precious life will be saved. Vanish, and the eternity will make us more hollow than ever. We can't continue together, we can't die together, but perhaps the very power of this unhealable wound will help me to keep my bits of humanity...
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real-demons · 1 year
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Well… shit.
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solradguy · 9 months
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I need to draw Frederick Guilty Gear Begin
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soldier-poet-king · 1 year
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Just had to rescue a baby bird hatchling (not a fledgling!) that my Nonna's neighbour DELIBERATELY MOVED THE NEST OF??? and like if this bird dies it's MY FAULT for not knowing what to do and I'm going to CRY and everything is SO MUCH all the TIME I want to go HOME
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greyias · 10 months
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Finally updated and launched the latest version of After Effects... and am so enraged I now want to go hunt down the devs and shake them until they stop stripping out the basic functions I've used for decades.
Like what the hell. I don't care if you ADD things, but don't fuck with my decade+ muscle memory and not give me the option to return to the way the software has always worked for the most basic functions!
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cappurrccino · 1 month
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i hope one day i actually get a job where instead of dragging my heels when i need to go get ready, it doesn't feel like a chore to leave the house
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Tumblr auto refresh is making me lose my mind.
Opened an image? Back to the top. Reblogged something? Back to the top. Left the app for 2 seconds? Back to the top. Expanded a post? Back to the top.
I literally can't interact with anything without being taken all the way back to the top of the entire feed. Every. Single. Time. It's fucking unusable.
And the fact that people have been complaining about this for years and nothing has been done to fix it... it's my random shadow ban all over again, except I could at least look at shit then.
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