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birdy-bird27 · 5 months

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Visualization of how I feel about spamton

#spamton #I just I’ve him so much I need to fucking squeeze him like a stress toy #I LOVE HIMMM AGAHSHSJ #there must be something wrong with me #I never have been this obsessed over a character so violently for so long #the closest was undertale but like it wasn’t this bad #Thnk god I have the plushie so I can do this irl #then after I give him a kissie then cuddle him to bed #where he eventually wakes me up with his loud ass voice box #like WHAT DO YOU MEAN 2 YEARS?!#it felt like I met him yesterday #like the hype hasn’t died down at all for me yet

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liesmultixxx · 2 months

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what’s wrong with me? why am i so fundamentally unlovable?

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sensitivegoblin · 1 year

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#I’m still so fucking angry #and upset #and on the verge of tears #throwing it back in my face that I’m moving here #fuck #i don’t even wanna live with you and this is why #fuck fuck fuck I was doing so good and she ruined it #i forgot my sister isn’t a saint #sorry I don’t wanna take care of YOUR cat and the dog when my baby literally JUST died #fuck I need to cut myself or something I’m so pissed and sad #there must be something wrong with me #Excalibur is gone I’m done living I’m gonna kill mysel I’m fucking done

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sayyoullstaytamera · 2 years

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#I am an afterthought #there must be something wrong with me

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lilac-vode · 5 months

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huge win for aromantics

they actually used the actual word in a canon source 🥹

#star wars #the high republic #vernestra rwoh #aromantic #yall im elated...correct me if im wrong but this must be the first instance of the actual word being used in a canon star wars source #and not like an author's twitter or someone saying it on a panel or something #photo is from dk's thr character encyclopedia!

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bourgeoisie-immorality · 3 months

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it actually really fucks me off to see people praising the ICJ’s decision when the Palestinians actually on the ground communicating with us are screaming to the rooftops that this isn’t enough. all the lib-brained cretins on this website crowing about ‘progress’ don’t seem to understand that incremental change means less than fucking nothing when you’re on the ground, watching your home and family and your people being bombed, systematically destroyed by israeli troops. it means nothing when you’re afraid for your life.

Palestinians don’t have the luxury of waiting, and we all know full well that Israel WILL NOT abide by this ruling. Unless greater intervention is made, the bombardment will continue; but the ICJ is a bourgeois, imperialist court, made to serve bourgeois, imperialist interests. While they have shown themselves to be more benevolent than I had expected by condemning israel and conceding that they are committing genocide, the fact that they couldn’t even ask for a ceasefire speaks volumes.

Whether it’s due to deliberate inaction or whether they simply lack the capacity to do so, the ‘international community’ is still failing Palestine. It is up to us to continue the pressure, continue the boycotts, continue the action; and to threaten greater disruptions if further progress is not made.

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millenianthemums · 1 month

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parents of disabled kids will be like “we know our kid is disabled but we just won’t tell them about it. we don’t want them to think they’re less valuable than other kids. we don’t want them to feel limited by their disability, we want them to know they’re capable of anything.”

meanwhile those kids are growing up thinking “why is everything so much harder for me than it is for everyone else? there’s no reason i shouldn’t be able to just do this. i guess i’m just a failed, broken person.”

#text post #ableism #like if you don’t want to get your kid diagnosed with something then that’s one thing #but not KNOWING what’s wrong with them isn’t gonna make the problem just magically disappear #and just personally speaking. SO MANY things i do that i used to feel such deep shame about?#i now realize they were because i’m autistic #the meltdowns the social awkwardness etc #and i feel so much better to know i wasn’t just being whiny or difficult or weird for no reason #i feel like my whole life i’ve been gaslighted into not knowing what i really feel #because everyone always told me i was being ‘dramatic’ or ‘too sensitive’ and eventually i decided they must be right #so now i literally can’t tell what i’m feeling sometimes #because i dismiss my own feelings as stupid and wrong

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pttucker · 7 months

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'Death Scream is a demon curse. I haven't killed one yet who used that ability'. Yoo Mia's cheeks puffed up from beside him and she asked, "What is it Oppa?" "It's nothing." Yoo Joonghyuk hesitated for a moment before adding, "…It seems that guy is doing something bothersome again." "That guy?" "There is such a person." Yoo Mia watched her brother, who had spoken in a cold voice. There was a nuance different from usual in his voice. It was a small change, like a grain of rice, but Yoo Mia was able to perceive the change. It was because Yoo Joonghyuk was her oppa. "Are you referring to that ugly ahjussi?" "…" "Oppa looks happy when talking about that ahjussi." Yoo Joonghyuk was embarrassed when he saw his smiling sister and he replied sharply. "You are mistaken." "Is that so?"

Joonghyuk: "That guy" (affectionate)

CALL HIM OUT MIA

#lmao 'something annoying is happening somewhere'#'it must be dokja's fault'#(he's not wrong)#really this is what the fourth time dokja has pretended to be him by now? yjh should start going around pretending to be dokja to get even #lmao at his baby sister being all 'ohhhh big brother has a cruuuush'#someone told me before I started that pretty much everyone ships them in the novel #and so far they have not been wrong #joongdok #yjh #yoo mia #orv #orv liveblog #orv spoilers #orv novel chapter 157 #omniscient reader's viewpoint

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front-facing-pokemon · 11 months

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#nosepass #never been a huge fan of this guy but y'know. iiii've never seen anyone who is. i don'tknow if it's this one or probopass that has the like #compass functionality where they're always facing north for some reason. but i think this thing is like a fucking steel-type which is insane #ok. i was like. wrong about all of that. this one is a ROCK-type #and it is also the one that always faces north. probopass must be where it gains a steel-typing (and i think that's also a retrofit evo?)#(in liiike gen 4?) i dunno y'all pokémon is so fragmented #i looked it up and it said something about people of hisui figuring out that it always faces north and i'm wondering if that wasn't canon #until. legends arceus. but i don't think that's true?? if it actually wasn't until like gen 9 and i remember it as a long-standing fact then #that's. a little bit funny. lemme look up its older pokédex entries #ok no cool we've been saying that since gen 3 awesome. hi it's me from not the future but actually the present. i just edited shiftry's tags #to cut out a lot of the bullshit cleanup that i had in these tags. wow! see you in natdex 300 #↑ this is a reference to the uh. tags that i cut out. a reference only i will get………

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tennessoui · 1 year

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Obikin body swap idea: getting to see how the other half lives. Anakin just being super flustered by the idea that when he touches himself he's touching his master even for innocent things like running his fingers through his hair or getting to touch his beard.

Meanwhile Obi-Wan is trying to cope with how overstimulating Anakin's connection to the force is and even the best shields only dampen it slightly. Inner peace? He doesn't know her.

ooo i feel like when we talk about obikin body swap, this is always what we go with (overwhelmed by his master's body! anakin and overwhelmed by how anakin experiences the force! obi-wan), and it's good it's great i think these are great interpretations of the characters and i can see why it's such a popular take on obikin body swap

so what if that but also:

anakin overwhelmed by how little time obi-wan actually has to himself and how busy he is and him realizing that it's not that obi-wan purposefully doesn't spend as much time with him as he wants it's that obi-wan's body walks down a corridor and two younglings want him to give them a sparring demonstration, four Council meetings are scheduled, and one archives padawan is coming incessantly wanting to ask if he's ready for book club this week because she has thoughts on the last chapter

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obi-wan unused to how strong he feels, how easy the Force suddenly is to manipulate; sure it's loud and i have a soft spot for that sort of headcanon about how anakin experiences the force, but i think we can't forget it wouldn't just just be overstimulating for anakin: it makes him powerful as fuck. obi-wan feels tired and the mechno arm hurts and it's straining his shoulder so he decides to use the force to call his datapaad over from its charging spot, but it zooms over so fast it shatters on impact with the wall

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anakin overwhelmed by the new and unfamiliar aches and pains of obi-wan's body, the way he hurts when he wakes up, the way long space travel makes him feel sick and stiff

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obi-wan realizing how persistent the chancellor is when it comes to comming and meeting anakin for lunch--oh lunch won't work what about tea oh tea won't work what about opera----

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anakin trying spicy food for the first time in obi-wan's body and he's.... actually fine???? cue realizing that obi-wan was just pretending when he was younger to not like spicy food the bastard. (upon confrontation, obi-wan says, 'well it just seemed to mean so much to you on a personal level that i wouldn't be able to handle the heat of tatooinian food, i didn't want to disappoint you but you should really try stewjoni cuisine')

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obi-wan realizing quite quickly that uh. anakin was not ever faking his very low alcohol tolerance

#asks #obikin #do not get me wrong i like a) the switched body trope #and b) the 'anakin is confronted with having everything he has always coveted and yet must resist' trope #paired with c) the 'anakin's connection with the force is deafening and loud and no one else could handle it'#trope well enough #especially when im in the particular mood for b or c (c is rarer for me but i have a soft spot for it)#but i feel like there are so many tropes to pull in for body swap #so many things that would overwhelm each other just about their daily lives #and before someone says something about obi-wan not being able to handle spice or scottish food isnt spicy #those are headcanons that i switch around whenever i want based on my mood i am a river i am a stream etc stewjon can be whatever i want #idk maybe ive just seen asks answered by other blogs with these specific tropes or im combining them in my head or smthng #cant really trust my brain most of the time

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feluka · 2 months

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angels are real their names are shams and noor

#i am a very silent crier but my babies pick up on the difference in my breathing and come to give me kisses #i don't think they know what it means but they understand something is wrong because they're like #OMG ARE U OK? *sniff sniff sniff* *head bonk*#it always makes me laugh because they're like. well there's nothing a good head bonk can't fix!#and they're so damn right!!!#not sure about the sniffing though. next time someone cries next to me and idk what to do i'll sniff them and see if it helps #shams and noor are geniuses after all they must know what they're doing

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favvn · 4 days

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Yes, I reordered these screencaps because the fact that Spock is trying every logical thing he can think of to reassure Jim that he isn't personally responsible for every freak accident and dangerous situation his crew may encounter, while Jim continues to take the blame solely upon himself? And that Spock was going so far as to say, "Self-recriminations [are ______]" Illogical? Useless? Unbecoming of a commander? Etc. except the damn plot interrupts him as always!

#star trek tos #jim kirk #spock #the apple #vindication for me and my looking at kirk and tarsus iv and thinking “oh. the guilt he must carry. the impossible standards to adhere to.”#he is not afraid of being wrong unless it endangers his crew #should've just edited a clip but the reordering does something better imo

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rosetterer · 9 hours

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what I don't miss about being a part of the buddie fandom is looking for clues everywhere where there weren't any: colors of their shirts, for example... Like now I just get to enjoy canon stuff, actual kisses and hugs and shared looks and I know they mean SOMETHING

#911 abc #bucktommy #there is especially 1 tumblr user who has been posting for a long time and i used to follow them since they are sort of popular #and every damn season she would be like: they are going canon this season bc of x y and z and i would BELIEVE her #only to end up sad #god i feel like i can think clearly again #and theories are fun dont get me wrong but when you start obsessing over what color the character's shirt is because IT MUST MEAN SOMETHING #youre in too deep #evan buckley #tommy kinard #911 on abc #and no this isnt meant to be hate just my experience #i still think theyre cute but you know... i like the way they are now as friends

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voidshrubsquared · 3 days

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Listen. Listen to me

Do you know how much I LOVE that comic? IT'S SO GOOD SO SO SO GOOD

We get to see a glimpse of Click's inner workings! How his mind operates!! His complicated relationship with himself and the other pinks and what it is to BE a pink!!!! Is he just like them? Are they all the same?? Is HE the horrible one??? Is he not horrible ENOUGH???? WHO KNOWS!!! And the 'I miss my department' like MANS DOESN'T WANNA BE THERE!!! HE DOESN'T WANNA THINK ABOUT IT!!!! HE HATES IT HERE CAUSE INTERACTING WITH THESE GUYS MAKES HIM THINK TOO MUCH💕💖💕💖

Like, what if they're all the same? Then Click isn't special and he's just another darkner abiding by the rules of his code.

What if the others laced the candy platter and he didn't? Then Click is too soft, they'll eat him alive out there! How is he going to survive!!

What if he's projecting and nobody else even thought of lacing the candy? Does that mean he's just a horrible person in general? Is it not just a pink thing and more a HIM thing?

And then the visuals, the zooming in into the one piece of candy among all the others in the candy platter as he does Thoughts™

O U G H OVJJSBBCKROLNXNFODOF

DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I LOVE HIM DO YOU GET WHY I WANT TO INJECT HIM DIRECTLY INTO MY BLOODSTREAM THIS IS WHY HE'S MY FAVORITE ADDISON HIS WRITING IS IMMACULATE

#thank you for coming to my ted talk or something #pink addison #deltarune #bush RAMBLES #I might be missing something or be completely wrong on this cause honestly media literacy isnt my strong suit #I am like on a lower brain sauce flavor sometimes yanno #anyways brightgoat give me a piece of your god tier braincells #I aspire to write this good one day #if bright every finds this ummm no you didnt #sometimes I wonder if click ever thought/wanted to be a different colored addisom #cause being a pink (and a popular/well known one at that) must be so hard #you'd have a reputation to uphold!! around the public AND other pinks #too many slipups and you might ACTUALLY DIE #uhm wow I said a lot anyways #MINOR TYPO IN TAGS GONNA KILL SOMEONE #clickon k addison belongs to brightgoat btw #ok now I go

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valleyofdeaddandelions7 · 6 months

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#I'm using this meme wrong yes i know #no i don't care #Listen all am saying Is that #Charlotte Evans #and #Alan Crawford #Are like the more fluffy anime version of fluttercord if like discord was more chill and met season 1 fluttershy #I will be killing myself now for making that comparison #/jk #Something something years passed and I'm still cringe #Cringe it's a way of life not a phase #And the only thing i succeed at too #Ikenaikyo #fluttercord #i'm giving the disgraced noble lady i rescued a crash course in naughtiness #konyaku haki sareta reijou wo hirotta ore ga ikenai koto wo oshiekomu #Anime #It's the vibes man the vibes #Also that one scene when all the animals just vame to Charolette made me only see fluttershy #Like kill me if you must but i speak the truth #Please #MLP #MLP:FIM #Discoshy #LMAO #Do charolette and alan have a ship name?#Meme #Anime memes #Mlp memes

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months

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been followin slimes POV of the qsmp since it started but mMY GOOOODDDDD i never expected to fall so in love with it... I LOVE THE TRADGEDY OF A COMEDIC CHARACTER! so funny so silly, who could ever take him seriously? when the reaction to grief can be so overblown and strange, its hard not to laugh! because wheres the line, really? we're just here to have fun! i look forward to the day this guy snaps! its gonna be REALLY FUNNY i tell ya hwat!!!

(CREDIT TO A COMIC I REFERENCED UNDER THE CUT)

something about this comic makes me so so emotional, and its so well framed. to discover something by the end of a comic, to follow the same line of thought as a character within a drawing, to either come to the same conclusion, or the dramatic irony of figuring it out first. it was made by the talented Lynda Barry, and she has a wonderful shop here https://drawnandquarterly.com/books/greatest-marlys/

#q!slimecicle #qsmp #qsmp fanart #qsmp slimecicle #NOT MY FIRST TIME DRAWIN SLIMECICLE BUT ITS DEF BEEN A WHHHIILE. THIS IS HOWEVER MY FIRST TIME DRAWIN THE OTHERS #LIKE ive never drawn philza or cellbit or pol or bbh before. i looked up MINIMAL refs and went off their minecraft skins. hope yall like em #FUN FACTS! i gave q!slime the green flannel (but the green plaid is silent) bc of katastrophics design for him #he also has the 3 hearts n the Bra'ad sash bc OFFCCC u just cant see that gay lil bag here #maybe one day ill draw a qslime with more detail #IN OTHER NEWS ! this series fascinates me SOOO MUCH! THE FEDS AND THE CODES N THE EGGS AND WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAANN???#I HAVVEEE theories abt juanaflippa. SPOILER WARNING IG BUT IM ABT TO RAAAAMBLE!!#SO this totally isnt flippa right. like this is someone else. this is one of the code beasts piloting either a costume or a corpse #BOTH INTRIGUE ME. but nonetheless. this thing is NEW and it is LEARNING and it LOVES ITS DAD #ITS NOT FLIPPA BUT OHH HOW NICE IT IS TO BE FLIPPA! TO BE FED AND HUGGED AND LOVED SO SO SO MUCH #AND YET SOMETHING IS SO TERRIBLY WRONG. SOMETHING IS BLEEDING OUT AND INFECTING THE AIR AND SOIL AND SPACE #AND ITS HURTING CODEFLIPPAS DAD! ITS TURNING HIM INTO SOMETHING ELS.E. HE DOESNT CARE BUT CERTAINLY SOMEONE ELSE DOES #MAYBE THE PEOPLE AROUND HIM. BUT MOST CERTAINLY IT MUST BE EATING AT THIS POOR LITTLE CODE #THIS POISONOUS LITTLE THING. THIS DISEASE. THIS VIRUS. IT JUST WANTS TO BE HELD A LITTLE LONGER. BUT AT WHAT COST?

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