I'm Noah, and I write queer fantasy books with disabled and/or neurodivergent characters.
The Eternal Machine was my debut book, the first in an epic and dark steampunk fantasy series. ⚔️🏴☠️
Phantom and Rook is a cozy urban fantasy, and the first one I went 'all out' with. I also have special news about this one. 🏳️🌈✨
The Rebel Foxes is the last book I released, and it's the first one under my new trans af pen name, Noah Hawthorne. It's a standalone in an interconnected dark fantasy punk series. 🔥🏳️⚧️
My website is here, and you can subscribe to the Crew of Misfits and get free novellas here.
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Not to get emotional about my big dumb bird friends but, I love my big dumb bird friends.
If you watch Sunwings in the late afternoon, they will keep their wings outstretched to catch the last sunrays on their solar panels. Then as soon as the sun sets, they panic. They'll frantically flap up towards the west, squawking and flailing, before landing and booting up their shields - they'll repeat this pattern over and over again until dawn. But why raise their shields when there is no active threat? My theory is, they're scared of the dark. Their source of energy and light is gone and their tiny bird brains don't know it'll come back again because they aren't programmed to know about "morning". So they boot up their glowing shields, wasting their power, so they have some light against the dark.
Then the sun rises in the opposite direction and they go "...OH." and turn around to sunbath and recharge again.
So dumb, I love them.
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could i possibly ask for some thomas doodles? if you have any? i am in love with your design for him /pos /pla
First of all, thank you so much !! I’m glad you like my design 😳
Then, as crazy as it may sound, I'm not really used to drawing Tom ! Which is odd considering he was one of my favorite characters when I first discovered Batim in 2021… So thank you for the opportunity to draw my son, anon ! :)
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Mean Machines SEGA #16, Feb '94 - Part 2 of the review of 'Eternal Champions' on the SEGA Mega Drive.
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“dots” vs “lines”
leviathan is full to the brim of the contrasts between stagnation and progress forward. the penultimate battle and vergilius’s internal fight and discussion with carmen are an encapsulation of that.
there’s a noted repeated concept about “the flow”. to garnet, vergilius explains it as such:
the “flow” seems to be, to vergilius, this idea of something that pulls you forward in life - like water down a river, unable to be diverted. the water has no choice but to follow it. but of note is that the “flow” is still movement of a kind. the water should not stay in one place. however, to vergilius, his so-called flow has slowed to the point of being “weak” and “stalled”. he had a dream once, a dream to change the world that he shared with roland, which eventually became snuffed out by the immense tragedy of tomerry and the orphanage incident
meanwhile, jumsoon, mister “dotty” himself, is obsessed with the idea of capturing moments frozen in time. its likely why Schadenfreude was born from his body, as the very idea of the abnormality is a “gaze” trapped in a box. to him, time can be broken up into moments to be witnessed, gazed at, one at a time. “dots”. to him, a child with a vibrant life can be crushed into a single beautiful gem to witness. even the objects being sold at the auction are of things captured as representation of a flash of time - such as the man dancing, everlasting, in a glass box
this of course is why vergilius eventually succeeds against him, and also succeeds against the manipulations of carmen, because what both are focused on is “momentary satisfaction”. this is not enough for vergilius. to him, the flow is everything, and as long as the flow can be followed, “dots” become “lines”
"For a person who is moving, a point is just a fleeting moment. The dot is just a moment. If the countless moments of despair that came to me pile up and become years, the moments that were just dots will become lines and create a path of possibility."
vergilius ends leviathan with a new course, a new goal. he will move forward even if this takes him “into the hell of my karma” where he “will rest there alone”. he cannot be stagnant or stalled any longer.
after all, the flow cannot be stopped
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”do you have any contingency plans in case your location were to be discovered?”
“Yes. Me.”
(noir and molten in perfect unison: that’s hot-)
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Dad tried to get rid of one of his sewing machines cause there are too many around already n they take too much space, and the people he sold the machine to, brough him another sewing machine as bonus for the exchange...And its mechanism and size makes it even harder to store than the previous one. Its great.
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Mean Machines SEGA #16, Feb '94 - Part 1 of the review of 'Eternal Champions' on the SEGA Mega Drive.
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