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.˚ 𓈒 ࣪.𝝑𝝔 he's not just a man, mom.. ´ˎ˗

Luke Castellan x Fem!Athena!Reader Synopsis: Reader has a special bond with both Luke and her godly mother, so when Luke joins Kronos, her head starts spinning in confusion on what to do anymore Warning(s): angst. and uh swears ig Word Count: 4314 A/N: I was inspired from a Tumblr post that was inspired from that one Gilmore girls scene😛😛 the post, I mixed in some show and book moments, sometimes just can't decide what hit harder. love them both💔 ugh why did I yap?? Part 2

You and Luke were perfect for one another. Like two pieces to the same puzzles. You were childhood sweethearts and everyone knew it. If you told yourself a couple months ago what had happened, you would've laughed so hard your lungs might've collapsed. This was not a happy ending, though it could've been.

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It was an average summer evening at camp half-blood. Normally you'd be busy helping Annabeth prepare for capture the flag, but she insisted on doing it herself. She always thought it would help prove herself more and more to your mother, Athena. You and your mom are quite close, you both talk a lot. You make sure to tell Annabeth that she already has faith in her, but she still feels the need to do this, maybe it'll help her get the quest she's been dreaming of.

Since you're close with your mother, Athena also knows of your long-lasting relationship with Luke, the Hermes head counselor. At first she didn't approve, she thought her daughter could do better than a son of the god of thieves, but she knew she couldn't change it so she let it go. Well sorta, she always gives a slight diss about it every now and then.

Now it was the day of capture the flag, and you had the newcomer Percy Jackson on your team. Annabeth whisked him away as part of her plan while you and Luke fended off the rest of red team. And for the fourth year in a row, your team won at capture the flag. You and Luke were celebrating with the rest of Athena and Hermes cabin, when you heard yelling from behind you.

"What is wrong with you?!" You turned around to see that a cut up and bleeding Percy was yelling at Annabeth for pushing him into the water. As he stood up, you and everyone around you noticed that his cuts began to heal, but before you could question it a symbol appeared above his head. A trident.

"Poseidon," announced Chiron. "Earthshaker, Stormbringer, Father of Horses. Hail, Perseus Jackson, Son of the Sea God."

All the campers in the surrounding area stood in shock, but congratulated Percy non the less. You stood there with a big smile, happy he was claimed after spending the entire day before being somewhat of a, well, failure at all camp activities.

"Luke! Percy got claimed isn't that amazing-" You turned to look at your boyfriend, but didn't see him smiling the way everyone else was. His expression seemed different. It was a look of curiosity beyond him being a child of the big three, more as if Luke seemed.. upset? He had a grudging smile hanging off his lips, you were confused but shrugged it off.

The next day at around 10AM you were sitting with Annabeth as she raves to you about how she's finally found the one. And by the one, she means that Percy ended up picking her to go on the quest with him. Annabeth goes on telling you about the quest, about how she has to recover Zeus' lightning bolt before the solstice in a week, she sounds excited but you can tell she's nervous.

Your conversation was interrupted by a knock at your door. You turned and saw your handsome boyfriend, Luke, coming to pick you up.

"Mind if I steal her away for a little?" Luke asked as he smiled at your little sister. She just sighed.

"Fine, bring her back at a reasonable time though. Last time you brought her home at 2AM half the cabin woke up." You and Luke started laughing.

"Annie you were the only one awake," you leaned forward and kissed the top of her head, "I'll be back soon to say goodbye." And the two of you were off.

Whenever the both of you had free time like this you two would head off to the strawberry fields. There aren't always many campers by the fields at once, so you and Luke would just grab and bunch and walk around through the forest before they noticed the missing strawberries. Most campers don't go there for the fear of monsters, but with Luke being the best sword fighter this camp has ever seen in years, you liked your odds. You guys decided to sit by where Percy had gotten claimed the day before, the sound of the ocean is just so calming.

"The Demeter kids really know what there doing with these strawberries," Luke groaned as he took a bite out of one of them.

"I think its in there job description," you both just chuckled and continued enjoying not just the strawberries but each others company. Not many opportunities for being alone lately. Then you remembered the look on Luke's face when Percy got claimed. Why wasn't he happy for him after all the time he spent helping him get claimed just the day before?

"Hey Luke, can I ask you something?" You yourself weren't sure if you should bring it up, but something in your gut was telling you too.

"Of course, you can ask me anything."

"Well, yesterday when Percy got claimed, how did you feel about it?"

"Hmm? I was happy for him, sucks he's gonna have to stay in that cabin all alone though. Why do you ask?"

"Yeah.. well I don't know when I turned to you, you just seemed kind of upset?"

"What? Why would I be upset?" Luke started smiling like you were crazy. Hey, maybe you were just seeing things.

"I don't know, maybe I'm just going crazy. Oh what would my mother think of her legacy losing her marbles," you giggled to yourself and turned to Luke, he was laughing but it felt like the mention of your mom hit a nerve. He knows she isn't his biggest fan so that's probably it. You both moved on and continued like normally till the lunch bell went off, which was your sign to start heading back. You both split up and sat at your cabins table with this rest of your siblings.

"Hey Annie," you greeted as you sat in the seat next Annabeth.

"Hey your back," she smiled. "I'm leaving after lunch."

"Better make this lunch count, you're probably not gonna have so many good ones out on the road," you joked. You're not really joking though. You remember back on the times when you and Luke were on the road with barely enough to eat, not fun times. You stopped thinking about it and continued to send your last moments with your dear sister before she goes off her on her dangerous quest. Please gods, mom, let her come back safe. You both finished up and walked over to your cabin and helped her finish packing up.

"I gotta go pick up Percy now."

"I'm coming with you? I'm spending all the time I can with you before Percy and Grover take you away from meee." Annabeth just rolled her eyes at you (you could still see her smile though) as you both walked over to the Poseidon cabin. When you walked in you saw Luke talking with Percy. He was giving him something.

"Hey Percy, watchu got there?" You asked as you leaned on the door frame.

"Some.. converse? Pretty cool.." He looked to Luke to see if he got it right, you just smiled knowing what the shoes really were.

"Maia," Luke said, and the shoes grew some wings.

"Yup, pretty cool shoes." Luke smirked and the two boys stood up and started walking toward the door. Percy stood next to Annabeth and you leaned in and gave them both a hug.

"Come back safe you two," you looked Percy up and down, "no funny business either."

"Haha very funny, we're not like you and Luke," Annabeth rolled her eyes, AGAIN.

"Roll your eyes at me again and they'll get stuck like that." Percy decided to stay silent, which you thought was funny. And just like that, they were off.

You pretended to wipe a tear from your eye, "They grow up so fast," You turned to Luke who was smiling down at you. You couldn't help yourself and just threw your arms around him and kissed him.

As you days went on, you still had that nagging feeling in your gut that something was off. But this time you just decided to ignore it. Questioning Luke got you no where so maybe you were just overthinking it.

The night before the trio was supposed to return, you were instantly pulled into a dream. You were standing back in the spot that you and Luke went to regularly by the water. Except it wasn't any normal dream, it was a demigod dream. And how did you know? You were currently standing next to your mother, Athena.

"Hey mom." You waved, she just nodded back.

"Hello Y/N."

"Soo.. what's up?" Normally you wouldn't be shocked of her appearing in a dream, but this time she had an extra amount of seriousness clouding her features as she continued to stare at the ocean.

"That Luke of yours, he seems off doesn't he?" You wanted to deny it, but you knew she was right. You couldn't help but just nod. "You get your instincts from me you know. I'd take it as disrespect for you to not trust them."

"But mom, I don't even know what it is that's bothering me. What am I supposed to do? Question him from a look I'm not even sure was on his face?"

"If you're not sure, why's it still bothering you?" You went silent, she was right. Mother knows best.

"You've never liked him, is that it?" You accused.

"Excuse me but this isn't a matter of me liking your little boyfriend, it's a matter of whats at stake right now. You saw the look on his face when that forbidden kid was revealed. And what was with that gift, hmm?" Athena was saying so much yet so little at the same time. This is one of the few times you've felt so useless, and it just had to be in front of your mother.

"I-" You looked down at your feet, ".. mom can't you just give me a clue, just once can you help me out here."

"You know us gods can't interfere," she stared daggers at you, and you started getting nervous, more than you already were at least. "I know you're smarter than this" It suddenly dawned on you what she was accusing Luke of, but you know he wouldn't do that, right?

You looked back at her, "He wouldn't."

"You really believe that?" You faltered for a moment.

"Of.. of course I do." Your mom just closed her eyes and shook her head.

"I thought you were smarted than this. I can't believe this boy has left you so blind." And with that, Athena and the setting around you started to disappear. You tried reaching out, trying to say that you are smart, but everything went black.

You shot up from your bed in a cold sweat, you were panting heavily. You turned over to check your alarm.

[6AM]

You looked around to see everyone still asleep. You knew you wouldn't be able to fall back asleep so you just went to go take a shower, wash off all the sweat and think. When you hopped in you just stood there under the water. You couldn't shake the conversation you had with your mother. Luke hadn't left you blind. You've known him for years, you knew him better than anyone. Especially better than Athena.

You got out and got ready for the day. This was the day Annabeth, Percy, and Grover were supposed to return. You tried to think on that instead, the positive. You hoped it was positive at least. It was now around 7:30AM, yes you took that long getting ready, what about it? You had a lot of thinking to do in the shower, and cool enough this was also the time Luke wakes up. You made your way to the Hermes cabin, watching the early birds, or Apollo cabin, sit around making haikus (every now and then they'd make a good one).

You snuck your way into the Hermes cabin, seeing everyone was still asleep. You tip-toed over to your boyfriends bed and kneeled down beside his bed, faces leveled together.

"Hey," you started to softly shake him awake, "Luke wake up." You made sure to whisper so no one around would also wake up. Luke started to stir awake. He softly groaned and rubbed his eyes before opening then. "Hey there gorgeous," you winked.

He chuckled and whispered back, "Hey beautiful." Morning voice is actually so hot. Luke sat up and pulled you up and into bed with him. You tried not giggle too loud as you snuggled closer to him. You were so close you were breathing in his scent. And there it was again, your gut feeling telling you something was wrong. After that conversation with your mom the feeling just got even worse.

"Luke," you laid on you stomach directly next to Luke, who was laying on his back, "aren't you excited? Percy, Annabeth and Grover come back today." You smiled, and so did Luke, but his smile didn't reach his eyes the way they normally do. What's up with him?

"Yup, excited to see them again." Morning voice didn't sound as hot when he didn't sound that happy to see them as he said he was.

"You don't sound that excited."

"What?"

"Luke are you hiding something?" He shifted for a split second, like he wasn't expecting such a question.

"From you? No, never." You felt uneasy, but what could you even do at this point. You can't go ballistic over an instinct.

"Fine, but you should really brush your teeth."

"You woke me up?"

You just laughed and got up from Luke's bed as he left to go get ready, and brush his teeth from that deadly breathe of his. When he walked out the bathroom in his classic orange camp Half-Blood t-shirt, you knew it was time to head out for breakfast.

As the day went on, you were anticipating the arrival of your fellow campers, mostly your sister. You loved her dearly and missed having her around. Despite her being a few years younger, she was one of your best friends. And finally she was back, and without hesitation you ran up to her and pulled her into a hug.

"Annie, you're safe!" You hugged her tightly as you both swung side to side.

"You crushing me," She groaned and you pulled away holding by the shoulders.

"You survived the underworld, you can survive my hugs." You looked around then noticed something. "Wait, where's Percy?" Annabeth looked a little worried.

"We found the master bolt despite it being past deadline. Percy went to give it back alone."

"Kids ballsy," you scoffed. "Or he has a massive death wish." Annabeth laughed softly but you could tell she was nervous. "Hey you guys made it this far, he'll be fine." She just nodded and looked up and you.

"So, wanna hear about the quest?"

"Uh, duh? And don't think mom didn't tell me about the tunnel of love." Annabeth tried looking at you with her intimidating face that read 'shut up or else' but it doesn't work out very well when she's blushing. "She said and I quote 'get your sister away from that reckless water boy'," you quoted while waving around your finger, Annabeth just groaned loudly and walked off with you laughing as you followed behind her.

Annabeth started explaining the story. Clarisse was the lightning thief? Ares covering for her would make sense but you don't know, something didn't add up.

"Yeah we called Chiron but Luke answered, he said he'd tell Chiron about it." Why didn't you know about this? And you knew Chiron definitely didn't either, so what the hell? You were cut from your thoughts when you heard cheering outside. You and Annabeth ran outside and saw Percy walking back to camp. You turned and saw Annabeth eyes go wide and run up to Percy, you saw her whisper something but didn't think much of it and went over to Luke, who was also watching the scene.

"Isn't it cool he made it back" You asked Luke.

"Amazing." Percy and Annabeth were now walking by you two, gesturing for you to follow them, which you did. As you looked over to Luke.

"Why didn't you tell me the Lightning thief was Clarisse." He swallowed.

"Oh, just slipped my mind." And he flashed you that smile of his, it doesn't looked as genuine any more. And now you four were standing in an empty Hermes cabin conspiring. You just zoned out of the conversation. Mom, please, this is the first time I wished you were wrong. Don't hold it against me.

Luke disappeared for a little bit, and to our understanding it was to inform Chiron of who the thief really was. Then, he disappeared with Percy into the woods. You were a little nervous, Luke made a new sword, Backbiter, made of both celestial bronze and steel. Hopefully there sparring would be fine.

Oh how wrong you were.

While alone in your cabin, you were organizing the mess of books when you saw Luke rushing through the doors.

"Luke are you okay, why the rush?"

"We need to talk." You were confused, but weirdly felt sweat a single drop of sweat fall from the back of your neck.

"Of course, whats up?" You said as you slid the last book onto the bookshelf and turned toward Luke.

"Remember our quest together, all that darkness and the monsters growing stronger. Don't you think all this is useless. How we're just pawns for the gods in this silly game they should've been over thrown from years ago-" Luke was rambling.

"Luke.. slow down. What are you saying? What do you mean over thrown?"

"I mean, the only reason their still around is for us, and even then they still don't treat us with the respect we deserve."

"Luke, that's our parents you're talking about. They're trying their best."

“That’s supposed to make me love them? They're killing the world and don't even seem to care. We need to start over, that's what he's been telling me in my dreams."

"Luke, what the hell are you talking about, whose 'he?'"

"Kronos." Your eyes widened, you couldn't believe what you were hearing. this couldn't be true.

"Luke, he's brainwashing you."

"No he's not. He's opening my eyes to the truth. In all the time I've been here, my dad sent me on one quest, a quest that's already been done. And I come back with this!" He angrily pointed at the scar on his face. "And all I got was pity. That's when he started speaking to me. That's where I got the ideas."

Your mouth went dry and your knees started to wobble, you couldn't believe what you were hearing. "You.. you stole the master bolt and Hades' helm, didn't you."

"And it was so easy, the gods are so full of themselves they wouldn't ever believe that someone would steal from them. And ares wouldn't have been easier to turn on my side." You didn't even recognize the man standing in front of you anymore.

"Why are you telling me all this?"

"Well, I can't continue keeping secrets from my dear girlfriend. I'm here to take you with me. Your beautiful brain is the last piece I need."

You wanted to cry. The thought was tempting. You saw how kids got ignored, how the unclaimed flooded the Hermes cabin, how most kids never hear from their parents, and how kids of minor gods don't even have cabins. You loved Luke with all your heart, you didn't want to leave him. You knew your choice.

"Luke, this is wrong. You have to know you can't just over throw the gods. They are your family."

"You're the brainwashed one here Y/N, you have to be if you can't see I'm right." He turned for the door, but you caught his wrist.

"You can't start a war like this. So many people will lose their lives." You were pleading with him. He turned to face you.

"It's the only way the gods notice, I have to go now. Last chance, are you coming with me or not." Tears were threatening to escape your eyes.

"You know I can't. I can't betray my mother." Tears were falling from your eyes, and you saw one fall from Luke's as well. He leaned and kissed you deeply and pulled away.

"Then this is goodbye." He rushed out your cabin and left you in tears. That was the last kiss you'd ever have with him. He was so gone and you didn't think you could bring him back. And that's when Annabeth came running and yelling.

"Percy's in the infirmary close to death, hurry!"

And so you wiped your tears and hurried. And there he was, a greenish grayish color with a lump on his hand.

"What the hell happened to him?" You asked worriedly.

"Looks like a pit scorpion bite, we won't know more till he wakes up." Chiron said.

Annabeth turned over to Chiron, "So did you interrogate Clarisse?"

"And why would I do that?" Chiron asked.

"What are you talking about, didn't Luke tell you she's the lightning thief?" Annabeth said.

"No he didn't," they both turned to you, looking more confused than ever. "He didn't snitch on Clarisse because it wasn't her. Luke's working for Kronos." You voice was cracking and Annabeth and Chiron both exchanged looks of worry.

"Here we are again." Percy said. Annabeth turned around and called him an idiot, ah. Young love. You feel bitter now but whatever.

"Percy. Explain everything now." And he did. He explained Luke's plan, the same one he explained to you, and how he said Percy couldn't be there and had the pit scorpion sting him. You then explained how he tried to recruit you and was now gone to who knows where. It went silent.

"I need to be alone." You excused yourself and went running to your cabin. The second you made it to your ned you collapsed and you immediately sobbing. This was Luke, your Luke, and now suddenly he was working with Kronos?? You just couldn't believe it.

As weeks went on, you became worse. You can never bring yourself to leave your bed unless absolutely necessary. Your friends and family around you started getting worried, they tried so much but nothing seems to work. At camp, you were the sweet older sister people came to for advice, now you were the girl who could barely say three or more words at a time. It got harder when Annabeth left, normally when she's gone the head counselor job would be handed to you. Of course, now that can't happen in your state. You're losing sleep and couldn't be bothered to make your self look presentable.

After about three months, you put yourself to sleep and you were pulled right back into a dream. You were standing in your special spot with Luke, and how bad you wanted to wake up but you couldn't. It was your mother who brought you back here.

"He's never coming back you know." You could barely cry, your eyes were dry. You stood there without saying anything. "I knew I never trusted him."

"Yeah because you always have to be right about everything don't you?"

"You better watch how you speak to me." Athena glared down at you, normally you'd be scared but you couldn't care less right now.

"Why, whats the point? Why are you even here? To what, rub it in my face that you were right about Luke?"

"I'm here to talk some sense into you. You're a daughter of Athena, you should be thinking with your brain, not your emotions. Yet that's the problem, you're not thinking clearly. Your ruining yourself over some guy."

"Mom," your voice was cracking. "please."

"Please what? You're grown enough to know right from wrong. Luke was just a man, nothing more nothing less." And somehow, some tears started to flow.

"No he wasn't," your voice was barely higher than a whisper.

"Speak up, you know how I feel about mumbling."

"He was more than just a man, mother," you were just barely yelling.

"Oh really, what are you saying to me? That a man who can so easily betray the gods and everything you stand for is the man for you? The love of your life? The man you would've married and had a family with?" Athena's words dripped with condescension, and it made your blood boil.

"You know what, yeah. He is, or was, or whatever. And I don't care what you have to say about it. Any future advice you have? Keep it." You were now yelling.

"Watch yourself, you might regret this. No daughter of mine will speak to me like this."

"No mother treats her daughter like her emotions don't matter, you just see me as another pawn to do your bidding. Get me out of this stupid fucking dream. NOW!" You demanded.

Athena looked at you with a face you couldn't decipher, before letting you go. The dream went black and you shot up awake just like the last time. Athena opened your eyes, just not in the way she hoped. What you knew? She didn't care about your emotions, just your ability to carry out her duties. Luke was right, and it pained you. You didn't know what to do, or who to stand with anymore.

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xo-cod · 7 months

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angst w simon where he's worried about his civilian gf after an accident caused by her recklessness😢💔

hope you enjoy, it's rushed and probably ooc but i hope you like it :") <33

"how many goddamn times do i have to tell you to watch out for your surroundings y/n??" ghost was seething, one arm wrapped protectively around your waist while the other unlocked the front door.

"how many times do i explain i didn't even see the guy there" you glare but it is quickly replaced by a hiss of pain when you accidentally knock your leg against the wall. he holds you in his arms, taking you to the living room where he is better able to examine your injuries.

under different circumstances, you'd be smitten by his adoration for you that never seems to cease. however right now, the air could've been sliced by the blade strapped to his leg while his eyebrows crease further. his balaclava was thrown on the back of the sofa as his jaw was clenched tightly by your state

"that's the issue. you don't think, you just do. you strut to an unknown area, not once thinking about the dangers that lay right around the bloody corner. what, you think you're immortal or somethin??" his teeth are gritted, gently peeling apart your jeans to see a horrible cut that was bleeding freely down your skin and soaking into the fabric. cutting a bit of fabric, he does his best to wrap it tight to ensure no more blood while making a mental note to take you to the hospital

"alright simon, enough. you've made your displeasure more than clear tonight" you hold your tongue as best as you can but his eyes bore into yours, his normal dark brown irises have now darkened with anger. he stands to his full height, his face pensive as he glances down at you.

"no, don't turn your words on me. you made a mistake tonight, you were the one that recklessly walked into the trap, you're not a damn soldier armed to the brim with weapons! i won't always be there to protect you-" he begins but you cut him off, a light thumping taking place around your temples. all this pain and adrenaline made you want to crawl into bed and sleep for years.

"believe me, i'm paying the price for it. is that what you want to hear?? me to say that i was in the wrong?" you hissed, moving your leg away from his hands. he frowns, tilting his head in that disapproving glance that you're used to seeing him show to the recruits and occasionally his team members. it felt strange seeing it directed to you.

"can you just let it go already, what's happened has happened" you speak coldly and he bites his tongue, throwing the rag he cleaned the remainh blood with on the floor in a rage.

"i can't, fucks sake!" his voice becomes louder but you're not afraid, matching his tone of voice as you ask the next question.

"why not??" "because i love you, damn it! i fuckin love you and seeing you like that... it makes me so angry because i realise that i can't protect you as well as i thought!" his hands clenched tightly around the desk so much so you're sure it's about to break under his grasp, his tone sharp as it rang through your ears

"si..." your voice has dropped significantly, any anger dissipated into concern and worry. but he doesn't listen, instead taking several deep breaths. you can see from the shaking of his hands that he's overworked and scared, worried sick of his mind about this accident.

"don't wait up for me" he brushes past you, quickly wiping his face with the back of his hand while he grabs his balaclava from the couch again. his form is stiff as the skull mask goes over his face, ghost

you hear the door close behind him, the faint smell of his cologne in the air as you sigh softly with your mind overrun by thoughts. you're not used to simon being so worried, this accident rattled his cage and now he was out seeking vengeance for you. you walk lean back against the couch, looking at the time while the seconds ticked slowly. only hoping that he's safe and he comes back soon

#asks #simon riley #call of duty modern warfare #cod mwii #simon ghost riley #simon riley x reader #simon riley x you #ghost x reader #simon riley x y/n #ghost x y/n #simon riley x reader angst

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queenie-the-court-jester · 30 days

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If there will be a part two for yandere online friend, once I found out im pregnant, I will cause a miscarriage on purpose and blame him for the lying, the cheating, the drugs, EVERYTHING. Tormenting him for his betrayal, because it’s not fair that he messed around with another girl while I was there for him when his own family wasn’t.

(I know i was aware high school love wasn’t gonna last but i love being petty and holding on grudges brings me joy.) 🥰💅

you're more fucked up than me dawg 😭 but at the same time it's understandable?? In a way?? But then again that isn't any better than the yandere... This will be the first, and last darkfic I will ever write

Tw: self abortion, guilt tripping, toxic relationship, mentioned non-con, this whole fic is a warning in itself, self harming, suicide. readers be warned,dead dove do not eat

🥀no no NO! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS!? WHY WOULD YOU RUIN EVERYTHING HE WAS SO CLOSE TO ACCOMPLISHING?? you were supposed to love the baby.. all in all, he goes into hysteria when he sees you on the floor of the bathroom. Blood all over the tiles and toilet

💔calling 911 and breaking down, sobbing uncontrollably as they load you onto the stretcher and go to the hospital. When you wake up, he expected you to call the police or scream for help. But you just.. stared at him? No emotion..

🥀you stayed in the hospital for a week, he stuck to your side like glue. The nurses always commented on how much of a loyal boyfriend you had, but they were met with silence. It unnerved them a bit but they just brushed it off as you processing the miscarriage

💔when Damien took you back to his house, he boarded up the windows and doors. Adding multiple locks all while looking like he was hyperventilating. Images of you bleeding flashing through his head. the doctors said it was a miracle they even managed to save you

🥀he froze when he finally heard you speak for what felt like the first time in weeks.

"this is all your fault. You did this to me."

"d-darling please! Let's not go there.."

"you're a worthless pathetic bastard. I hate you."

💔he slowly goes back into his old destructive habits, cutting his arms and smashing solid objects against his thigh or legs. Making himself feel the pain you must've felt, always crawling back to you. Bloody and bruised, begging to be forgiven

🥀he starts making up stories. Saying the girl pushed herself onto him, or he wasn't thinking straight when it happened. He'd be so unstable you could even manage to get him to off himself if you pushed him farther, taking his money and leaving his bloody corpse in the shitty house he called a home. Did he seriously expect to raise a family here? Pfft, what a weirdo..

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conanssummerchild · 2 months

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im bored as shit so im going to asign a community person/ship to every conan gray song bcs i really just use this site as a stream of my conciousness, if anyone has a better one for any of them feel free to tell me, also fair warning abed is my fav character, i'll try not to make everything abt him and troy but no promises

grow: the whole final episode really but im thinking mostly jeff tbh or also abed leaving for LA, or even maybe troy leaving on his voyage ☹️

idle town: the 'town' being greendale i feel like this applies to jeff also 😭 like its abt all of them but its jeffs pov

generation why: im thinking my girl britta hehe idk how to explain it but the vibes are so there

crush culture: im thinking annie, but also maybe jeff, aro king 👑

greek god: im thinking maybe abed in high school? i would say annie but she seemed to care more about fitting in while abed had accepted he couldnt, also hes like insightful and observant yk

lookalike: oh my god, brittas pov and its about jeff and slater oof

the other side: troy and abed, specifically in geothermal escapism 😭</3 im killing myself why would i do this

the king: okay fuck this is so trobed coded, abeds pov

comfort crowd: the whole study group tbh <33 in more specifics i was thinking jeff + the study group and honestly abed and annie

wish you were sober: i mean this one has to be either jeff and britta or britta and troy, though troy and britta could be taken either as britta wanting to go party and smoke weed or wtv and troy not rlly doing that stuff or britta feeling rejected bcs of troy giving all his attention to abed 😭 (like as in wish u were sober being wish u werent a raging homosexual)

maniac: probably i'd have to say jeffbritta from either pov

(online love): i... dont know tbh. the vibes are giving annie and troy for some reason, maybe once troys already left?

checkmate: the fond eyeroll i had to give, jeff and britta again. maybe annie being pissed at jeff over their kiss but i dont ship them romantically

the cut that always bleeds: idk, maybe jeff and annies weird ass relationship that keeps fucking happening is the closest, from annies pov

fight or flight: idk tbh, maybe trobed and britta if i had to go with smth, this one is mostly EXTREMELY byler coded (from stranger things) and im never fucking letting that go

affluenza: ok i mean ive gotta give this one to jeff dont i

(can we be friends?): troy abed and annie <3 im so soft for them

heather: ok fuck i HAVE to say trobed and britta and its abeds pov and if we're being specific them in virtual systems analysis becuase i'll never get over this episode ("ive run the simulations, i dont get married :/") bcs i fucking love abed being jealous of britta while she was with troy in the cool way but also in the sad if troy cant love me no one will way

little league: this is troy and abed when troy leaves :(((( and this is canon bcs my beloved wife and i are so troy and abed coded and she loves little league sooo

the story: ok so the boy and the girl are hmm annie and abed, the boy and the boy are troy and abed duh doy, him and his friend are maybe idk britta and troy, i dont wanna say jeff or abed bcs their dad/mum abandoned them and that bit's abt wanting to get away from ur parents yk

fake: (😭) maybe jeff (alan's pov 😔😔💔💔) nah but fr i see people joking abt his song but its lowkey fire

overdrive: WHY DO THEY ALL MAKE ME THINK OF JEFF AND BRITTA

telepath: jeff 😔 and 😔 britta 😔

movies: ok i literally cant say anyone other than abed, the king of movies. im not really feeling troy tho, maybe rachel, like maybe when abed kept trying to super speed run their relationship and he was anxious abt not passing the relationship tests

people watching: the MOST annie coded song ever holy fuck she is so people watching coded i love her so much

disaster: abed. or britta. my abandonment/commitment issues babies <33

best friend: TROBED. THE ONLY BEST FRIENDS EVER

astronomy: would it be absolutely too painful if i said troy and abed. honestly i actually think im feeling more jeff and abed but not like at eachother just both of them together in their sadness, from their pov to someone else (britta and troy probably seeing as these r their main romantic interests)

yours: AHH THIS SONG DEAR GOD </3 can i say abed jesus fuck im killing myself this one for abed hurts so much, not really directed at anyone in specific, or more like just directed at everyone, just his abandonment issues :( ("i dont always see it coming" PUT ME DOWN)

jigsaw: oo britta, my queen she just wants to be loved so bad </3 but also a bit abed ("if being less insane would make you stay" oof)

family line: okay. jeff.he actually invented having daddy issues

summer child: ok its abed bcs i kin him idc, im conans summer child™ and i said so /lh

footnote: not quite sure, very annie coded imo. maybe trobed? either pov ig but im feeling troy

memories: hm, trobed after troy leaves? abed trying to get over him but he keeps imagining troys still there with him like as in one of the hallucinations he has bcs i read a fic like this yesterday and it was sooooo good, idk maybe this is a little far fetched

the exit: im not rlly sure actually, either jeffbritta after the whole i love you in front of anyone fiasco or trobed when troys dating britta 🤷‍♂️

never ending song: ok, jeffbritta.

winner: THE MOST SONG EVER. ok this one is abed. it will always be abed. family line i feel like is more about a hostile home enviroment and jeff implies that his was, while winner is more pain of neglect or disconnect so i feel like its more appliable to abed because of how hes shown to not be understood by his parents and feels responsible for his mother leaving and this makes me think of the line "you dont really wanna hear the truth, do you?" because like his mum loving him on paper but not actually loving who he is or be willing to accept hes different and has different needs FUCK abeds mother all my homies hate abeds mother (what im not projecting at all my parents definitely love me and accept that im autistic /s)

killing me: im not quite sure actually. conan did write this song about someone who gave him tonsilitis and abed cannonically had tonsilitis though so 🤯

lonely dancers: hmm i feel like this song is upbeat enough to be trobed being silly tgth but maybe its more jeffbritta coded, or jeff and abed abt britta and troy, or vice versa, not sure

sorry i never mentioned shirley i do love her

feel free to take any of these as platonic or romantic idrk, a lot of them i couldve meant either way anyway

if u even made it this far u can have a gold star ⭐️ there u go

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clockworkbee · 11 months

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you're losing me was going through jude's head when cardan exiled her btw

More like, for both of them? I mean, for Jude obviously, in the time between TWK and QoN but both of them throughout QoN as well...?

We thought a cure would come through in time, now, I fear it won't

like that line speaks for itself??? She spent (who knows how much) time thinking for a way around Cardan's words and even when she did, she was just so mad at herself for falling for his trick that she thought it wasn't enough, fearing it wasn't going to solve anything.

Now, I just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time Do I throw out everything we built or keep it?

all of this fits how Jude felt during the time between twk and qon but oh, that last line? Imagine Cardan thinking the stuff he wrote in his letters, thinking she doesn't want to come back anymore because after all he told her about himself, she might have 'placed' her ambition in the mortal world, wondering if he should throw out everything they built or keep it after she's dealt the final blow ? (Because he doesn't know she's not getting the letters, only thinks she chose not to respond!) </3

I'm getting tired even for a phoenix Always risin' from the ashes Mendin' all her gashes You might just have dealt the final blow

not only that, later in qon when Cardan says you never break and Jude feels like she's barely keeping it together?

I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick

That's Cardan at the end of twk and later when writing those letters, btw 😭💔 he was so sure she'd get it and be impressed and then he was just panicking, writing her all those letters, not knowing she wasn't receiving them, only that she was choosing not to respond or return.

And the air is thick with loss and indecision I know my pain is such an imposition

I mean, Jude's pov after the ending of twk, sure, but also Cardan's pov when she was captured by the Undersea? Cardan's pov again, when she wouldn't respond or come back? Cardan's pov again when she's taken by Madoc? And then Jude's pov again when Cardan leaves her after confessing his love, then turns into a giant serpent leaving her to act as the Queen and with all the authority and power she'd been wanting for so long??? (I'm not crying!)

Now, you're runnin' down the hallway And you know what they all say "You don't know what you got until it's gone"

Come on, it's both of them! Both of them knowing what it feels like having lost one another?

And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier

alright, that's both of them again, and quite literally, it hurts. Jude bled and bled and bled, and Cardan turned into a serpent + got his head cut off, just for the sake of being done with that prophecy and his and Jude's home!

Fighting in only your army, frontlines, don't you ignore me

It really hits when you think that Jude fought half the time thinking of it as her home and in QoN, not only Cardan's kingdom, but also hers, and Cardan was there addressing her as his Queen but just being a simple faerie boy for her, her Cardan!!! But ofc. it's Jude coz being at the frontline, being the one to free him of the curse and all that?? ❤️💔

And I wouldn't marry me either A pathological people pleaser Who only wanted you to see her

Is that just Jude or Cardan as well? They both wanted to be seen and they both saw eachother and understood eachother best.

And I'm fadin', thinkin' "Do something, babe, say something" (Say something)

Jude at the end of twk and Cardan afterwards...

"Lose something, babe, risk something" (You're losin' me) "Choose something, babe, I got nothing" (I got nothing) "To believe, unless you're choosin' me"

that's literally Jude before cutting off the serpent's head because she'd rather lose him than keep him bound, she'd rather risk it all, she'd rather choose him to be free, she'd rather have nothing at all, if only she gets him back, if only he chooses her (which he did)!!! *Screaming!*

That was pretty long but omg, thanks for that ask. The moment I heard the song, I was all about them in my head and if not for you, I never would have put it into a post 🥺

#jurdan #you're losing me #tfota #the wicked king #queen of nothing #jude duarte #cardan greenbriar #twk #qon #the folk of the air #holly black #taylor swift #midnights #tfota asks #bee's answered #midnights as jude and cardan’s version #tfota + lyrics

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how do you think modern au Aegon and Aemond would react to their gf (separately) having a miscarriage? Since we're on the subject of pregnancy...

oh... 💔

because it might be triggering , it's under the cut ✂️

Aegon:

• after you got pregnant, Alicent forced Viserys to buy you two a flat for your own in the city. she would of course come to visit often but she knows Aegon needs to feel more mature and independent

• he's also trying to find a job so he doesn't only rely on his father's money

• in general, he's slowly turning into a mature man you need him to be for you and the babe

• but one night you wake up abruptly with overwhelming pain in your abdomen and when you turn the light on, you see blood all over the mattress

• Aegon wakes up, too, and he's paler than a ghost. he's panicked and scared and calls for the ambulance and then his mum

• he suddenly realizes how in fact unprepared he is for an adult life but then again... is anyone prepared for something like this?

• he's with you in the ambulance as he bites his lower lip to the point he's bleeding

• when you wake up again after losing consciousness, Alicent is sitting next to your bed in the hospital, holding your hand and caressing you with her thumb. you can see her eyes are red and swollen from the dried out tears

• "I'm sorry," is all you can say but she shushes you

• "Where's Aegon?" you ask and she tells you that he's outside the room. he couldn't be in the same room as you because he was too heartbroken and he also felt like he failed at being a good partner

• "But there wasn't anything else he could do..." you point out.

• "You tell him that yourself," she sighs and stands up to tell Aegon that you're awake. when he enters the room, she leaves to give you some privacy

• it's a bit awkward between you two at first

• "What now?" you ask. your lives have recently changed so much for the baby... who was never coming.

• "Now we mourn and then we go on. Together," he sits next to you and squeezes your hand. "I'm sorry."

• "You couldn't prevent it," you assure him with a weak smile. "Thank you for being with me."

• Aegon leans in to hug you, his eyes are full of tears. but you know that despite this horrible thing being the worst thing that has ever happened to you, it somehow made your relationship with Aegon stronger

Aemond:

• Aemond wouldn't want to stop studying because he knows he must finish uni to get a good job

• therefore, after the quick wedding, you move in to the Targaryens' Residence but Alicent gives you both one of the biggest guest bedrooms since his old room wouldn't be spacious enough

• you actually don't mind living with them because you're always in the presence of someone, which gives you a sense of security

• it happens in the morning, when Aemond is preparing to leave to uni soon. you chat with him in the kitchen and suddenly you freeze as you gasp out of pain

• Aemond stops all his movement and hurries to your side. he asks what's wrong and you tell him about the pain but you bravely pretend it's nothing serious

• but he knows already what's happening. he's read so much about pregnancy that he knows exactly what's happening and his heart is breaking. but he's trying to be calm, not to alarm you

• he insists on calling the ambulance and your eyes widen, you don't understand all the fuss. a panicked and desperate look in his eye however tells you the truth and you realize you're about to lose your baby

• Alicent comes inside the kitchen after hearing Aemond calling the ambulance. she asks what's wrong but then she freezes because there is blood on the floor below you

• "Oh no... It's too late," is all you say before bursting into tears. Aemond and Alicent hush you as they help you to get in the living room and carefully lay you down on the sofa, not caring at all about the blood stains that won't come off

• they both hold your hand and caress your head while comforting you but you know there is nothing to comfort, nothing to save

• when the ambulance takes you to the hospital, they are both with you and they're with you throughout the whole process, holding your hands

• when you're already in the hospital bed, left to rest, Alicent leaves to give you privacy. she says she goes to drink some coffee but in fact she goes to the bathroom to cry

• "You've married me..." you start with a weak voice as Aemond furrows his brow, "because of the baby."

• "No. I've married you because I love you," he insists. "I don't care that we're young. I already know I'll spend the rest of my life with you," he assures

• "But you wanted this baby. And so did I," you sniffle back all the fresh tears

• "I did but it doesn't make me love you any less. One day we are going to have children together, I promise," he leans in to kiss your forehead. you can feel the warm tears on his cheeks as you bury your face into his chest to seek comfort in your husband's arms

#lovely anons #sansaorgana: Answered #Aemond Targaryen x Reader #Aegon Targaryen x Reader #modernhotdau

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presidentlokis-hornyhelmet · 7 months

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idk if your requests are open but your laufey pavitr fic literally made me shed tears -- can i please request a pavitr fic based off of "My Love Mine All Mine" by Mitski? thank u ❤

My Love, All Mine

🕷MASTERLIST💔

Pairing: Pavitr Prabhakar x reader

Tags: One-Sided Attraction, Grief/Mourning, Unrequited Love

Summary: How many times can a heart be broken? As long as it trusts, or as long as it loves?

A/N: I am so sorry for the delay pls forgive me y'all 🙏 ;_;

Also read on AO3

The bustling city around you is lost to the souls who enjoy it. The morning is cold, the breeze chilling your bones but you don't care. You let the bright rays hit your skin, the tears falling down your cheek as you watch the graveyard in grim silence.

Nothing cuts deep like a love untold. And each time, somehow, it hurts more.

The wind blows brown leaves away, twisting and turning as they land on the dull tombstone. You brush off the dust with your hand, sitting down, unable to stop the tears flowing. The dent of engraved letters feel rough and icy against your fingertips. It feels wrong.

He shouldn't be here!

It wasn't supposed to happen, not to him!

One year ago today, he.. he died. And took with him your very life.

You want to cry so hard, you want to scream and shout but you're worn out. Throat gone sore, eyes tired and dried up but the sorrow never left. Heavy bags have formed under your eyes tainting any happiness left.

To the world he may be Spider-Man: a hero demised, to his family he may be Pavitr Prabhakar -a son lost- but to you, he was a friend, a savior and much, much more.

You loved him more than words could say, more than feelings could express; you loved him with all your heart, alone.

After his death, you used to come here with Gayatri, Pav's girlfriend, and grieve together. But as months passed she had moved out of town for the sake of her mental health, wanting to move on. Perhaps she got her closure; maybe you didn't, and that's why you could never forget. Or maybe, because this was all you ever had and you wouldn't let go.

Even if it was gone.

My baby here on earth Showed me what my heart was worth

The little touches that meant nothing to him, the inside jokes, the longing eye contacts that always meant something more to you.. the ghosts of memories past haunts in shattered pieces. How many times can a heart be broken? As long as it trusts, or as long as it loves?

So, when it comes to be my turn Could you shine it down here for him?

He was the first one to like you for being Yourself. Pavitr brought a new perspective to your life. He showed you love when no one would, he gave you a hand when no one else did, he let you know you were valid, he showed what you were worth, he pulled you up from the dumps.

Pavitr gave hope to a withered, trampled rose; he made you come alive.

Except he had Gayatri to reciprocate it. You had to reserve yourself to just enjoying the unfortunate fate of being his friend, swallowing your feelings, however intense they were. What he doesn't know, won't hurt him -even if it hurt you.

You used to sit there, third-wheeling them and just being a spectator of everything you've ever wanted: Him. So near yet so, so far away.

Why you hurt yourself that way and still got addicted to it, you never knew. Maybe you loved the pain, maybe it was the kind of drug that keeps you alive. It had you going, looking forward to enjoying the littlest things in life, the most insubstantial interactions and most trivial of feelings. It made life brighter in general, it gave a weird rush in your veins. The possibility of it growing into something more toying cruelly with your gullible heart.

The pain, it was indescribable; like a crown of thorns squeezing your bleeding heart to the last drop. It hurt, and it felt so good.

But this was a different kind of pain. It's permanent and it's... forever. This wasn't the drug type of pain, this just came in and ripped the life from your hands, leaving you soulless; empty.

This is kind of pain that tears you apart limb from limb; a pain that leaves you broken forever.

The moonlight shines bright upon the edge of the cliff, illuminating the red and blue colored mask in your hand. you run your fingers over it again and again, feeling the material. The eye-lens are so wide and bright, expressive just like him. You let the stray tear slip down, tasting the salt on your lips.

The moon is full, but you feel empty.

He's here, he's here with me. He's gone nowhere. He's here, he's here!

You won't move on; you can't move on. You're stuck and you can't help it. You embrace yourself around the knees and shudder, crying.

Moon, tell me if I could Send up my heart to you?

You lean back and lie down on the grass, never taking your eyes off the moon, the beauty radiant. Perhaps one day you would go there too? Become a star in the sky and shine down on people like you, yearning for the tiniest bit of love. Is love that expensive?

Perhaps that had been too much to ask. Or maybe some simply must not ask.

Clutching his torn mask to your chest, your eyes droop as you slowly drift off to sleep, the radiant face and shining hair of Pavitr Prabhakar bleeding into your thoughts. He's here, he's here.

So, when I die, which I must do Could it shine down here with you

There is a price we all must pay and yours cost yourself. But you're not left with nothing.

Your love you own; only your love, all yours. And thus it remains forever.

'Cause my love is mine, all mine I love, my, my, mine Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine, all mine

_________

Hope you liked it! Thank you for reading ♡

A/N: I am working on all the others, thank you so much for requesting and waiting! (hopefully i'll post them soon too!🤞)

#pavitr prabhakar #pavitr prabhakar x reader #pavitr #atsv pavitr #spiderverse pavitr #pavitr prabhakar x you #pavitr x reader #pavitr x you #pavitr Prabhakar x male reader #pavitr prabhakar x female reader #pavitr x fem!reader #pavitr x gn reader #pavitr x male reader #pavitr prabhakar x fem reader #pavitr x y/n #pavitr prabhakar x y/n #astv #spiderman india

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hangmanbradshaw · 3 months

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Fanfic Writer Emoji Ask

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

💖 What made you start writing?

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

📚 Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

omg you hit me with a challenge, I love it! Okay.

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh? So many. Throwing in humor is my fave thing, but recently I was re-reading IWTBY and laughing at the scene where Bradley and Jake are spying on Mav and Ice's date like the worst spies in history.

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately? I do not! I have to have total quiet to write, but I listen to so much music as inspo for when I am writing later. Right now I'm listening to TS as always (current song I'm obsessed with is I Almost Do) and Got Me Started by Troye Sivan thanks to ABY.

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped? A couple. Started an ABY themed fic a few months ago that I might rework. A witch one. The baseball/football philly one that turned into IWTBY instead.

💖 What made you start writing?

I've always LOVED stories, like annoyingly good at guessing movies/books cuz I love how they're crafted and I just have an eye for it I guess? Anyways I never thought I could write, but my therapist recommended art therapy in some form and I thought, well, I'll try? And I wrote my mummy AU so fast and fell in love with it immediately. Here I am.

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

unhappy ending, major character death

🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

hehehehhee here you go:

His heart jumped into his throat, but he forced a smirk and said, “Me? I’m not the one torpedo-ing through a damn crowded bar.” He gave the man a long, hard look. He was just as hot as he remembered, maybe even more. He had on some ridiculous jorts and sneakers, and draped over his torso was the ugliest palm tree hawaiian shirt he’d ever seen. He raised an eyebrow as he asked, “What, gotta get to the Hawaii Five-O Convention?”

“Funny.”

“Bloody.”

The guy furrowed his eyebrows and said, “No, I said funny.”

“No.” He said with a roll of his eyes as he gestured at the side of the hawaiian monstrosity where a deep red was spreading. “You’re bleeding. What did you do, get attacked by a shark?”

“Oh.” Brown eyes blinked down at his side like he was just now realizing he was bleeding. He lifted the edge of his shirt up, and Jake tried not to salivate over the sliver of toned abs and happy trail that poked out, instead focusing his attention on the gash on the man’s side, over the cut of his hip. “Well, look at that.”

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

I very intentionally connect my worlds lmao but I realized recently I unintentionally use the phrase 'takes one to know one' in like....most of them lmao.

�� Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?

That's the dream, isn't it? Imposter syndrome still says I can't, but hell maybe I should try? Won't know if I don't. (If I could write all day I'd be in literal heaven. It's seriously my fave thing)

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

in little ways. my twister au when they're getting divorced hurt ugh. parts of iwtby or even tree farm when they're broken up.

#ask games #woo that was long sorry! haha

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ichayalovesyou · 2 years

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Pike x Reader Asks Emoji Prompts!

Pike x Reader stories found on This Masterpost

These prompts are to communicate what you’d like and/or get inspired! You don’t have to use them if you don’t want to. If you do, I would still like a couple sentences on what scenario you’d like just to get me started!

Fanfiction Genre

😜-Comedy/Shenanigans

😊-Soft/Fluff

🤔-Deep Conversation/Advice/Comfort

❤️-Romantic

🔞-NSFW

💙-Platonic

❤️‍🩹-Hurt/Comfort/Angst (emotional, specify Pike or Reader victim)

🤕-Hurt/Comfort/Whump (physical, specify Pike or Reader victim)

A LOT more options for Setting, Pike characterizations, Reader specifications, Romance, Whump and NSFW prompts (and rules) under the cut!!

Setting

🏫-Academy/Pre-Captain Era

🥃-“The Cage” Era

🪩-Discovery Era/USS Discovery

💫-SNW Era/USS Enterprise

🚫-(Add to era) No Spoilers for (please specify episode or season!)

🌎-Earth (specify where if you’d like!)

🚀-On the Enterprise/Discovery or a Space Station (please specify, Enterprise is default!)

🪐-Alien World (specify which if you’d like!)

🪞-Mirror Universe

👾-Balance of Timeline AU

🦄-Fantasy AU

☕️-Coffee Shop AU

💐-Flower Shop AU

🤠-Cowboy AU

☣️-Zombie Apocalypse AU (or other apocalyptic scenario, please specify!)

Captain Christopher Pike

Note: The two things I will not write prime universe Pike as are abusive (or getting abused), or willing to cheat with/on a partner. Not my style and I don’t think it’s his either. I primarily headcanon him as panromantic/pansexual for the sake of simplicity.

🛡-Protective!Pike

🛡☮️-Protective!Pike (non-violent)

💛-Dad Mode!Pike (affectionate)

💛😜-Dad Mode!Pike (derogatory)

🐴-Horse Girl!Pike

🍽-Chef Mode!Pike

😈-Mirror!Pike or possessed by malevolent entity/virus (please specify!)

👑-Sir Rauth!Pike or trapped in Elysian Kingdom w/memories (please specify!)

Reader (that’s you!)

Note: My x Readers are always in 2nd Person POV where I avoid using pronouns in reference to Reader because I want them to be as accessible as possible to everyone no matter their pronouns. But I’m comfortable implying genders and orientations to a degree (see details below).

🐣-Cadet/Ensign!Reader (NO NSFW unless Pre-Captain Era)

⚖️-Captain/Senior Staff!Reader (Lieutenant and up)

🌟-Reader outranks Pike (Fleet Captain and up)

🟨-Command!Reader

🟥-Ops!Reader

🟥🗡-Security!Reader

🟦-Sciences!Reader

🟦⚕️-Medical!Reader

🟩-Ambassador/Diplomat!Reader

⬜️-Civilian!Reader

♾-Autistic/ND!Reader (please specify!)

🛸-Alien!Reader (please specify!)

🏳️‍🌈-Queer!Reader (implied, please specify!)

🏳️‍⚧️-Trans!Reader (implied, please specify!)

Romance

💘-Falling In Love

😘-First Kiss

🧑‍🤝‍🧑-First Date

💝-First I Love You’s

😳-First Time (see NSFW prompts for more detail)

💗-Flirting

🙏🏻-Hand holding

💏-PDA

💖-Established Relationship

💜-Friends with Benefits

❤️‍🔥-Old Flame

😤-Lover’s Spat

💔-Exes (but for how long? *eyebrow wiggle*)

Whump/Angst

Note: I’m very picky about when to apply character death but not totally averse to it. So if you have something in mind where Reader dies permanently please keep in mind I might not do it. Unless!! I can think of a way that doesn’t make me super uncomfortable. I love pushing fictional characters to the brink but not over the edge. The best part of angst is the recovery if you ask me (which if you're asking me to write, you are).

🩸-Bleeding/Stabbed

🦴-Broken Bones

🔥-Burned

🧠-Concussion/Head Injury

⚡️-Electrocuted

😱-Fear Virus

🤒-Fever/Sickness

😵‍💫-Hallucinations/Mindfuckery

☀️-Hostile Planet/Environment

🐺-Monstrous Transformation

💀-Near Death

😓-Neglect (food/water/sleep)

🪤-Trapped

🔪-Torture

🏜-Pon Farr (or anything adjacent)

🧛🏻‍♂️-Vampiric Virus

NSFW?

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the-obiwan-for-me · 2 years

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Fir the fic emoji challenge, could I ask for

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These are amazing! Thank you!

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

I have a playlist I have been curating over the last couple of years that is my go to music for anytime I need music on but don't need it to be physically energizing. I listen to it A LOT. It's 8 hours and change long, so when on shuffle (it always is), I don't hear things over and over and over again. Some top favorites on it are "California Stars," "Impossible Germany," and "Jesus, etc" by Wilco (pretty much my top three faves of theirs), "Crossfire" and "Keep Me" by Seratones, "Forever" by Low Cut Connie, and a whole lot more!

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

Oh yeah, yep, absolutely. Who Will Keep Me Safe? Liability, Hopes Up, Bite your tongue until it bleeds, Sisters' Lament, Ner Ad'ika, A Note, Recite My Regrets, Burn Bright. I'll just link my works because I write A LOT of sad stuff. What is wrong with me??! Also, if you want to know what really destroys me it's the end of chapter 63 (Maelstrom) in She Said the Word and most of chapter 64 (Eye of the Storm).

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

Tropes are tropes for a reason and it's because they are good bases for stories to be built upon. I can't even think of one that I haven't at least touched on a bit (save maybe "there was only one bed" and "they were roommates"). But you'll never catch me writing something like a coffee shop or flower shop or anything like that type AU. I hesitate to say I will never write a modern AU of any kind only because one of my favorite fic writers is now doing a modern Obitine AU, and it's brilliant.

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Early in SSTW, Korkie is being hassled by Lily Bo, and gets no help from their father. At some point he says "I don't negotiate with terrorists." I love siblings 🤣🤣 I also love the scene when Bo and Satine get shit faced and are found drunk and silly by Obi-Wan and Tol'ket. Cracks my ass up. Oh! And Obi-Wan telling Tol'ket "Kryze women are a hard habit to break."

These were SUCH great asks! Thank you so much! Give me more!

#ask game #fic ask game #fic writing ask game #ask me almost anything #she said the word #she said the word au #satine kryze #obi wan kenobi #bo katan kryze #korkie kryze #obitine #korkie is a kenobi #star wars fanfiction

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nicawlette · 1 year

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A FUCKED UP KISSING MEME

@nobully asked: 💔 i am ready

18. a kiss that draws blood.

She wasn't not drunk— not that much, at least. Not enough to be unaware of what she'd done, or was doing. Not enough to forget it all tomorrow.

Just enough that loose inhibitions had all but disappeared during her time spent at various bar counters, laughing and flirting with whatever patrons had been chosen to keep her company before she'd set off for her next destination. Nicolette preferred not to look too deeply at all the things that had led to her spending the evening like this, eager to turn everything hazy around the edges.

The problem with letting go of inhibition, however, was that she lost the restraint she already possessed so little of. Emotions ran high, volatile, ready to take the place of logical thought with the slightest provocation. It was a dangerous cocktail that often got her into trouble.

It was precisely why Nicolette finds herself sitting in Wang Yi's apartment with her shirt rolled up, biting cheek and tongue through the stinging pain of antiseptic being dabbed against the ugly wound on her waist. She's not drunk, but somehow sentiment had won out above all rationale, leading him to be the first name she thought to call as she'd sat bleeding in the alleyway behind the bar. He hadn't sounded too happy to be woken up so late and just as anxious as the first time she'd called him for reasons like this, but even so... he'd answered.

And then he showed up.

❛ I'm not going to the hospital. ❜ Had been the very first thing she'd said when his feet came into view, and she must've expressed just how nonnegotiable it was from the start because, miraculously, he hadn't argued. Still, an acute sense of dread had filled her, that he might just leave, and while Nicolette could realistically take care of herself just as she always had, it would be a nightmare. And... she didn't want to be alone. ❛ Take me to your place— it's closer, and I risk running into Zhilan if I go back to the apartment... we can't worry him. ❜ We, because it was the best way she knew to convince him.

Thank God for little miracles. It had worked, and she's only half regretting it as Wang Yi nudges his fingers a little too firmly against the split flesh. She hisses sharply through her teeth, and he surprises her by murmuring a soft ❛ sorry ❜ despite his apparent annoyance. Nicolette won't dare to fool herself into believing he's actually worried... that this gentle care is anything other than an effort to preserve the flimsy facsimile of normalcy he's created for himself by acting like a good person. Still, it's enough to make warmth bloom within her chest, right alongside a dull ache.

Another bit of rough prodding causes her to flinch away from his touch, a gasp of pain leaving her lips as they pull into a grimace. ❝ Oi, nurse, you're patching me up, not dissecting me like a goddamn frog! ❞ Nicolette turns to shoot him a warning look, but the expression on his face gives her pause. She manages to catch him tearing his wide eyes away from her expression of pain just in time, but he's not quick enough to play off the way his gaze lingers on her sluggishly bleeding wound, cheeks slightly flushed in a matching shade of red.

❝ Maybe if you stop moving around so mu— ❞ He starts to complain, a rather poor excuse, before her harsh bite of laughter silences him.

❝ Oh, I see. ❞ The words are drawn out and dripping with meaning. The cut on her bottom lip burns as Nicolette smiles, appraising Wang Yi with great amusement.

❝ I don't know what you're talking about, ❞ he argues, ❝ do you want my help or not? ❞ Knowing him, he's probably bluffing— there's no way he'll just leave her to bleed out, no matter how much she pisses him off. All she has to do is seem a little hurt, genuine or not, and he folds for her, every time. Is any of that real? Is any of that concern for her wellbeing or feelings actually directed at her as a person? Or is it another lie, one he won't let go of, even in her similarly twisted presence?

She decides not to think too hard about that, right now. Instead, Nicolette focuses on how that earlier warmth has dipped low to pool in her gut at the way he'd seemed so enraptured by her suffering. ❝ Are you sure it isn't you who wants something from me? ❞ She tests, reaching down to wrap scarred fingers around his thin wrist. ❝ You seemed awfully focused on something other than providing medical treatment, just now... ❞ Her grip tightens before letting go altogether. ❝ Do it again, ❞ she says, quiet and provacative, ❝ you know you want to. ❞

Emboldened by her open invitation, Wang Yi only appears to hesitate for a brief moment, as if waiting for her to lash out, before his firm touch returns to the edges of the injury and presses a little harder than necessary. Her brows knit, face pinching in discomfort as she makes a soft, wounded sound. He's wholly entranced, giving her his full attention in a way he hasn't before ( aside from the night he'd been drunk ).

She's always been addicted to that— being under someone's sole focus.

Nicolette realizes belatedly that her bottom lip is bleeding again as it's abused between her teeth, copper coating her tongue. Wang Yi seems to notice, catching the way a drop rolls down her chin. Of course, she notices that, too. ❝ Hey... did you still want to try my blood? ❞ The words come suddenly, surprising even herself, though she doesn't allow it to show.

❝ Yeah, kind of, ❞ he admits, before appearing suspicious, ❝ wait... you don't mean— ❞

❝ You don't hate the idea, do you? ❞ She interrupts, turning towards him on the stool to lean closer, unbandaged wound momentarily forgotten. ❝ Don't lie. ❞

❝ That's not— that isn't the point. ❞ There he goes, trying to make excuses, instead of just going with the flow. ❝ Plus, if I really wanted to, I have your blood on my fingers. That'd be much easier. ❞ Proving his point, Wang Yi begins to lift the hand that had fondled her just moments ago, bringing it towards his face.

Nicolette stops him just as quickly by grabbing his wrist again, yanking it away and in turn, pulling him closer. Her other hand grips his face, thumb and forefinger holding his chin in place. ❝ It's no fun that way, ❞ she scolds, clearly teasing. She's still thinking about the way he'd reacted to hurting her, and it makes heat rise to her cheeks in excitement. ❝ Come on, doc... ❞

❝ I don't think this is covered by your insurance. ❞ He snarks, though it's weak and clearly just for show. He makes no move to pull back.

❝ It's okay if you're too embarrassed to admit it... you can just push me away if you don't want to... ❞ That whispered warning is all he gets, and when no rejection comes, Nicolette does not allow herself to hesitate. She closes the distance between them quickly, angling his face towards hers by the hold on his chin. He seems cautious still, meeting her movement more slowly.

Their lips slide together wetly, aided by the slick fluid coating them from small cut. She hums curiously, deciding to make it easier for him. Fingers release his chin for a moment before grabbing his face, pressing into his cheeks and forcing his mouth open at the same time she lets go of his wrist to rest her hot palm atop his thigh, using it as leverage to lean against.

This seems surprise him enough that he bites down on her bottom lip on reflex, eliciting a sharp cry of pain. The cut splits further and floods their mouths with blood. He jerks, gasping audibly, but she follows after him even as he begins to pull away. ❝ It's fine, ❞ she reassures against his lips, breathless, ❝ keep going. ❞

He pauses for only a second longer before relaxing by fractions, returning the kiss with growing fervor. He's not as wildly eager as he'd been when drunk, too held back by his own thoughts. Still, it's clear he's enjoying himself, and she's pleased that his talent in this field is just as prominent while sober. Wang Yi doesn't seem to know what to do with his hands, but settles for moving one towards the curve of her waist, settling it below the cause of this whole situation.

His fingers twitch like they're barely holding back giving into temptation, and even that soft brush against her tender skin causes some hurt— yet the muffled ❛ ah ❜ she makes in response is hardly one of just pain. Apparently, that proves to be ample motivation. He does not flinch this time, nor pull his hand away. Instead, he parts his lips further and their tongues meet at long last.

It goes on like this until she loses track of time. Until everything starts to feel a little hazy around the edges again. Nicolette had been sober since she'd called Wang Yi in the alley surrounded by unconscious bodies in worse shape than her, and knows that alcohol is not to blame. In fact, her side feels far too warm and wet, even if the press of Wang Yi's fingers against her flesh is pleasant. She's the one to pull away first, growing lightheaded from lack of air, among other things. They're both flushed and panting, and she notices that her hand had found its way to the nape of his neck while the other remains gripping his thigh.

Nicolette blinks slowly, breathing in deeply. Her voice is wrecked and her gaze is liquid hot as she confesses, ❝ I'd love to continue, ❞ and if that doesn't make him sputter, ❝ but I... think I might pass out, soon... ❞ There's only a second of confusion before he notices the state of her wound and pulls away, all heat replaced with outrage and panic. She closes her eyes, mildly disappointed, though a muted smile plays on her lips as she drowns out his questions and scolding.

❝ It's fine, ❞ the assurance is punctuated by another squeeze to his thigh, ❝ I've... lost a lot more than this, and survived. ❞

❝ Just... bandage me up... and let me sleep over, yeah? I'm tired... ❞ Maybe if she's lucky, her pitiful state and wildly impressive makeout skills will keep her from having to occupy his bed alone, this time.

#nobully #UHHHH. UM. 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ I REALLY HAVE NO EXCUSE FOR THIS #IT'S PURELY SELF INDULGANCE #once again i am exposing myself. what can i say #AAAANYWAY DFGKJNDFJKG I HOPE IT'S OKAY #AND THAT WANG YI WASN'T TOO OOC!!!#suggestive tw #blood tw #long post #⊰ 🩸 // ASKS » when she talks she talks like she can handle it. ⊱#⊰ NOBULLY » come get that honey sweeter than i ever knew / love me till my lips turn blue. ⊱#⊰ 🩸 // DRABBLE. ⊱

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wikiangela · 1 year

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finally getting to Lone star 4x09 😂 I've been watching the episodes days late recently lol

(but 4x09 - BEST episode this season so far hands down, and possibly one of my faves ever, it was so fucking good)

thoughts and spoilers under the cut

aww Marjan's coming back??? yaaay I'm so excited 😍

idk why but all the joking etc in this scene feels kinda awkward and cringe and lowkey almost forced...? 😂 idk, maybe it's just me, it just feels weird 😂

awww Marjan is such a good person fr, she cares soooo much 🥺 she's amazing

ngl I didn't think we'd stick with the Grant and Kiley storyline for more than one episode, but it looks like he's... going after Marjan or something? 😬 it's exciting but also worrying (and I just realized I either didn't watch the promo or forgot everything about it bc I have no idea where we're going 😂)

Owen freaking out about the party is so funny lmao - I'm gonna say it once more: Rob Lowe is SO GOOD in comedic roles

oh shit Marjan 😱😱 and she was in the car that caused that family to crash oh my god 😱 oh I feel so bad 😰😰

and of course Grant is fine 🙄 I really want him to die tbh

seeing Marjan like this is literally making me tear up 😭 she's such a good person and this is what she gets for it, that's so not fair 😭

oh my god Mouse is the only one who survived?!??? 💔😭 are you kidding me, I wasn't prepared to be hit in the feels like this tonight oh god - and she's blaming herself noooo baby 🥺😭

I'm crying - they gave me a hurt Marjan and a little girl who just lost her best friend, and they broke me 😭

thank god they all know Marj so well and are so worried - and thank god for Grace always being the best 😭

I knew it was gonna happen but it still surprised - RIP Rick, he was just trying to help jfc

Grant needs to fucking die, get his annoying face off my screen 😠

OH SHIT and she got shot too???! don't fucking do this to me oh my god 😭 I cannot handle this

Mouse is fucking awesome, I'm praying she doesn't get hurt (and that Marjan will be fine)

my hear is breaking fr, my poor Marjan 😭💔

this episode is fucking good

the best this season so far, hands down

Marjan's a damn hero and they need to save her 😭😭😭

and, again, Mouse is fucking amazing fr

oh my god they're so close to her!!

they came for her and they're so close and she hears them and I'm fucking crying 😭

omg she has the flare gun is she gonna use it?!! YAAAAS!!! SHE KILLED HIM!! THAT'S MY GIRL! ❤️😍😍

omg is Mouse not really there??? did she die? what the fuck??? oh they got me with her fr

okay, I need to take a moment for Carlos in glasses and TK sleeping while hugging Carlos' arm because that's too adorable 😍 😂 look at them 🥺😍

wait what the fuck, so Mouse and that family were never in this car crash?! why are you messing with my emotions like this oh my god

oh my god Mouse was Marjan

oh my god

this makes it so much better and so much sadder

oh my god what

I'm literally sobbing 😭

her mom calls her mouse 😭😭😭

OH MY GOD THAT WAS SOOOO GOOD!!!

Mouse was Marjan!!! (lowkey crying bc she still feels guilty for that crash 😭) that was a twist I didn't see coming but it makes so much sense oh my god

it was Marjan's episode Natacha did an amazing job fr - I was a sobbing mess by the end of it

I love how this episode finally felt like they're all a family, you know, planning the party bc Marjan was coming back, and immediately knowing that something's wrong bc not showing up or not having her phone on is so unlike her - they know her so well 😭 - and they all worked together to save her and it was amazing

and Marjan!!! she basically saved herself, while barely able to walk, bleeding from her head and then after being shot???! she's so fucking strong and badass and amazing

(and I said multiple time that Mouse was amazing, which means - Marjan is SO fucking amazing)

and I love that we got at least a little bit of her backstory, about her family dynamics, with her parents not coming to her games etc (while Tommy sat through three hours of ballet, bless her soul, ballet sucks 😂)

I need an episode like that for every single one of them (but maybe with less near-death experiences pls 😂)

I literally loved it SO MUCH - it might be one of my faves episodes of this show ever tbh, so good (and to think my stupid ass wanted to drop this show two episodes ago wtf bitch lmao)

it was amazing, I need time to process lmao

#911 ls spoilers #911 ls #911 ls season 4 #911 lone star #911 lone star spoilers #911 ls 4x09 #thoughts while watching #episode commentary

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baekhvuns · 1 year

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Maybe Zlatan should've appeared in HT instead cause that S*cc*r movie looks strange kshshdhshsdhhsjs

Listen, it was my friend's idea, he always got us in trouble 😭 girl I was bleeding, the bucket hat was red though lmao. Thankfully didn't get a concussion or anything.

Ahhhh tbh I agree with mama Baek. Ofc I feel bad for Meghan, they way the Royals treat her and the royal suckers... the racism and misogyny jumped out. Harry was always the black sheep, so good for him for being a decent person. On one hand I enjoy they're airing the royal's dirty laundry, on the other hand they're definitely profiting off this drama and it's a bit 😬

Someone please edit Pepe dancing to Wa Da Da 🥰👌🏻 Bestie my life is a constant battle, I have many more stories. Proof I can survive without water, I'm invincible. Decaying, but still standing!

The hockey lady got a concussion 💀 yeah it looked baaaaad, like wtf

It can't be a SuJu member, I think SM isn't that stupid.......... exactly, everything about GOT is bad, except the ladies themselves. Taeyeon's promo photos?! 🙏🏻

That's my gripe with people, I don't like lipsync, but sometimes it happens so let's not lie, especially if you can clearly SEE them lips moving differently or not moving at all lol. But if Atinys on the blue bird app say the mics were on, they were on 🔫

My Way is so underrated, I'm glad it's on the setlist though I won't experience it live again anytime soon 💔💔💔💔 Promise my beloved! 3 years.... that's not right

Just pay Hwa to stand there and stare into the camera idc at this point! Hire him!

I was iffy about LSF choreography in Fearless as well, the floor work hmmmm idk about that. Their concepts are definitely a bit too mature for a minor. But Baby Monster oh no it's gonna be bad and I know it 🤡

Why would you remind me of Seonghwa showing off his hands on Showterview?!?!

Men are disappointing "dancing is harder with longer hair" bestie it's not even that long and female idols are good, suck it up! Yeosang can lift dumbbells, but some hair is stopping him, ffs 🤬 and when will San grow his hair again 😭 hopefully Seonghwa doesn't get a bowl cut or goes bald anytime soon, because that's always a slap in the face

Uhm Hoshi, Taeyong and Wooyoung should be bad shoes besties lmao. Though TY in heels? A slay if you ask me.

I HATE LOVE TRIANGLES, but this time I'm actually a bit torn... someone said the main guy looks a bit like Taehyung 😶 anyway the triangles haunt me. I saw Serena yes, my friend started reading it on a different app some time ago. I saw long haired guy and clicked so fast

I knew it'd be Tomorrow before even clicking. <3 Yesterday I actually recommended it to someone because they wanted a drama with minimum romance, lmao

Yeah I can't believe this hoery. LIVE ON TV?! Thots?

And???

Hold on what now BOXER?! And a kitty boy 😭 That was his fan sign look? 💀 also they're starting their fan signs era again, woooo can't wait to see the same bitches post photos and videos. Actually the last photos are from a shitty fansite 🔪

BAEK WHAT IS THIS QUIZ me: has never been in a relationship - DV 💖

hi hello!!

Maybe Zlatan should've appeared in HT instead cause that S*cc*r movie looks strange kshshdhshsdhhsjs //// Listen, it was my friend's idea, he always got us in trouble 😭 girl I was bleeding, the bucket hat was red though lmao. Thankfully didn't get a concussion or anything.

aND I WOULDVE ACTUALLY WATCHED IT IF HE WAS IN IT FBFBF,,, i think theres two of the most american things in that movie, the word soccer and superman lookalike <//3 I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A BUMP BUT U WERE BLEEDING???? 😭😭😭😭

not even mama baek its the whole family who thinks the same fbwndhh tbh whatever part of what meghan’s saying is actually true, then its absolutely disgusting, the news outlets are really going to 🔫🔫🔫 but i do think harry has lost it bECAUSE I DO NOT WANNA KNOW IF HIS COCKADODDLE WAS FROSTBITTEN OR HOW HE LOST HIS VIRGINITY OR WHO WAS CIRCUMSIZED AND WHO WAS NOT 😭😭😭 everything i have learnt about them is against my will,, i think they should just stop atp and live in their mansions drama free, u left the royal family but u definitely didn’t leave it with the way ur profiting off of them 😭😭😭 like harry i like u but pls, shut up 😭😭😭

LMFAOOOO STOP him being in a kpop edit would actually end me 😭😭 pepe having daughters is so funny bc how will their bfs ask for their hand when a whole monster is sitting in front of 😭😭 YOU NEED TO WRITE A BOOK WITH ALL THESE STORIES WITH THESE CONSTANT SURVIVAL MISSIONS U GO ON 😭😭 decaying but standing 😭😭🤚🏻 a living breathing archaeological find truly

It can't be a SuJu member, I think SM isn't that stupid.......... exactly, everything about GOT is bad, except the ladies themselves. Taeyeon's promo photos?! 🙏🏻

TAEYEON HERSELF??? 🤲🏻🤲🏻🤲🏻 my lord and saviour, but seulgi kang 😭😭😩 hopefully no suju member and just max but i heard from twt that they might bring lookas back and its 🔫

the ive one had me crying 😭😭 me pretending to be an idol singing in a concert would do a better job at lip syncing than them WHAT WENT WRONG !!! the lips and the way a face moves when they sing, u COULDNT SEE IT 😭😭 twt atinys got the last word in every damn thing

My Way is so underrated, I'm glad it's on the setlist though I won't experience it live again anytime soon 💔💔💔💔 Promise my beloved! 3 years.... that's not right //// Just pay Hwa to stand there and stare into the camera idc at this point! Hire him!

its such a dreamy song! and the lyrics truly are one of their best <33 NO ATEEZ CONCERT?? NO PROBLEM, GROUPS ARE COMING BACK WE WILL SEE THEM FIRST!! need promise on the set list bc not having it play on every concert is a disgrace,,, 3 years to answer and 10 years to igab 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️ NO SERIOUSLY JUST HIRE HIM, GIVE HIM ONE CHANCE

oh ur right the floor work 💀💀 bestie just when i thought things would not get worse, we see this baby mon will start their songs “im so cool, so different ain’t no one like me” with a use of every aave term ever,, FBWMDBWMHDKSJCJC HOW COULD I NOT

le sserafim who???

sigh,,, men. ITS NOT EVEN THAT LONG EXACTLY IT REACHED BELOW UR EARS!!!!! GIRLIES GOT HAIR REACHING BELOW THEIR ASS COME ON 😭😭😭 when will san, when will he grow his hair i need to feel something, its a dangerous request but im ready to face it 🫡,,,, and if he goes under cut <3

Uhm Hoshi, Taeyong and Wooyoung should be bad shoes besties lmao. Though TY in heels? A slay if you ask me.

U ARE CORRECT!!! I WOULD ALSO ADD HOBU BC SOME OF THEM ARE QUESTIONABLE !!!!! ty in heels?? ty in general is a slay 💓💓

the guy look like who 👀

👀 no wonder ur reading it 👀 I ACTUALLY THINK U SECRETLY LOVE THEM 🔫🔫 BDWMBDKSJXK LONG HAIR IS UR TRIGGER 😭😭😭

I knew it'd be Tomorrow before even clicking. <3 Yesterday I actually recommended it to someone because they wanted a drama with minimum romance, lmao //// Yeah I can't believe this hoery. LIVE ON TV?? Thots? //// And???

hehe tomorrow’s ship is forever superior but hyungsik in strong women do bong soon ☺️☺️ LIVE ON TV !!!!! TO THE KOREAN AUDIENCE !!!!!! NO SLEEVES JUST BUFFY BICEPS !!!!!! WHAT HAPPENED !!!! thots? thots. stop that’s so cute 😭😭😭 when will someone do this to me

and this! and this one is correct 🔫

BOXER FJQKHDKWJDKS U TRIGGERED SOMETHING IN ME FOR A SECOND I HAD TO WALK IT OFF BFMWBDKS the fansign era starting im already seeing the online ones 😭😭😭 and we’ll see them for the entire month

BAEK WHAT IS THIS QUIZ me: has never been in a relationship - DV 💖

LMFAOOOO STOP ANONNNNN WHAT A SURPRISE 👁👄👁🤚🏻🤚🏻 god bless me for this one

he is majestic

tell me 🔫 cillian murphy & heath ledger are the only correct answers

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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minniegoncalvesblog · 2 years

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Here I am bleeding, living and breathing.............. #oompaloompa💔 Been numb so long... You grab to anything that will help to numb, help to shorten the days, help to forget... You falling into a lifestyle you never knew before just to forget, forget the pain not to have so many hours in the day to remember... ... If only you could fall into a #lalaland sleep and continue your dream... Been numb so long, I just wanna feel something I used to be so strong, how did I forget? Has the world gone cold, have I lost my soul? Feel just like forever Oh, now there is nothing I just wanna feel something So break into my heart Let me feel the blood rush in Break into my heart I need to feel the pain again Tear it up and bruise it Wreck it and abuse it Let it cut beneath the skin Break into my heart And make me feel again I spent most my life always chasing something I wonder what it's like to have no regrets Has the world gone blind, have I lost my mind, Lord, I can't remember Oh, I just wanna feel something Here I am bleeding, living and breathing Looking for meaning, something to believe in So tear it up and bruise it Wreck it and abuse it Let it cut beneath the skin Break into my heart And make me feel again #daughtry #breakintomyheart https://youtu.be/WcxmmndTDJg https://www.instagram.com/p/CgXM4aYqjmB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#oompaloompa💔#lalaland #daughtry #breakintomyheart

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melis-writes · 2 years

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“Can’t you see my heart has been ripped right out my chest? It’s like you’ve cut me open and I’m just sat here bleeding.” ANGST 🥺

Request angst and you shall receive angst!! 🥺💔

You Broke My Heart.

"You say you do all of this for us," you swallow hard, "everything for the family–lying as if we're the priority. Why?"

Michael glances up at you momentarily, taking the cigarette out of the corner of his mouth and looking down at its burning tip. "I never said that, did I? You know what comes first, just as you know who we are."

"Oh for the love of God, stop it, Michael." You shake your head, holding back your tears. "You know exactly what I'm trying to tell you."

"No, I don't." Michael puts the cigarette back in his mouth, clasping his hands together as he stares up at you from the couch. "You always approach me emotionally and you cry like this. You never get anything across to me."

"Are you kidding me?" You raise your voice, but find it weak and shaky. "Michael, when was the last time you spent time with the children and I, let alone any time alone with me?"

"I'm busy, Victoria." Michael blows out smoke around him, completely calm and collected. "I'm aware of these things."

"But you don't do anything about it, and I have to keep lying to the children." You sniffle. "You think our kids are stupid, Michael? How many times do you expect me to tell them 'daddy is busy' and have that satisfy why they haven't been able to see you consistently for a month?"

"They're children." Michael replies flatly, loosening his tie. "They ask questions, they don't understand. You're much too preoccupied with this."

"I see." You breathe out, letting the tears that pooled in your eyes spring down your cheeks. "You just don't care. You've ripped my heart out of my chest–you did this to us."

Michael doesn't answer you, continuing to smoke his cigarette. He almost seems offended and disappointed in a way when he gazes back up at you to still see you in front of him, expecting answers.

"What do you want, Victoria?" Michael finally asks you; his tone of voice tired and irritated. "Hmm? What do you want from me now?"

"I want you to love me and the children, Michael. Like you used to." You break down into tears, "you never show it anymore. You're never with us anymore. I'm standing right in front of my own husband of ten years and you look at me like I'm a stranger–like you don't care."

"Victoria–" Michael is about to begin but you're quick to cut him off.

"You have all the time in the world for your business meetings which I've never gotten involved with, but god-fucking-damn it Michael, if fucking Rita Duvall can get in to see you in your office more than I can even sleep next to you in bed, why the hell are we still doing this for?!" You cry out, "why?"

"Victoria, stop overreacting." Michael rolls his eyes. "You hold a different position in my life than my business partners."

"And Rita Duvall?" Your eyes fill with tears again.

"Her father works for me." Michael takes the cigarette out of his mouth, exhaling softly. "He's hospitalized after an attempt on his life, so she's his mouthpiece."

"And yours." You mumble glumly, knowing nothing he says is going to get the racing thoughts of them together out of your head; not after you heard her giggling in his office and his laughter.

"Excuse me?" Michael raises a brow at you.

"I can't." Your voice quivers again as you take a step back from him. "You've cut me open for the last time and I'm stupid–so stupid! I keep asking, I keep going back knowing you just don't want me anymore–"

"Are you finished?" Michael leans back onto the couch, relaxing his muscles. "I'd like to enjoy the rest of my afternoon alone now."

You feel your heart sink to the pits of your stomach as you helplessly gaze back at Michael. "Y-yeah. I'll.... I'll leave you be."

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i'm gonna break all of our hearts. "maybe you should take a long, good look in the mirror and realize that i was never the problem" with bo 💔 (you can choose whether or not you want healing to come after) -razz

angst prompts

I did this one for Bo but the opposite so I hope you like this one too!

CW: reader is a dick, angst/no comfort

So, you were gone.

It wasn't because of the killing. No, it had been a long time since you gave a shit about that. As long as he liked you, you didn't care who or what he ruined. It wasn't because of something he did. You'd held on through every breakdown, no matter how mean he got. Clung, more like. Like he was your last lifeline.

In a way, it'd been reassuring. He shoulda known better.

Now you were gone.

It'd been so stupid. So stupid. Innocuous. Stuff he'd said before, even. Complaints about Lester and Vincent, about the town, your family bugging you ... and before he'd known it, you were shouting, he was shouting. And without a word, without even the decency of an explanation, you were gone.

It wasn't the killing. Oh, he'd gone over and over it in his head. That was the first thing that could make any sane person hate him, after all. But you had long since stopped caring about the killing. And just that morning, you'd told him how much you loved him. I love you so much - that was what you'd said.

How could you fuckin' lie like that? Fuckin' liar.

Bo didn't know much about love, but he knew you didn't just drop someone like a hot rock when you loved them. That was why, even when he treated you like shit, he always came crawling back. If he had one thing on his side, it was that he was loyal.

But it had been so easy for you. No explanation. No talking. No attempt to understand. Just "I'm done," and then you'd been gone.

You could yell, scream, cry, slam doors, throw things, tell him you hated him ... whatever. Lord knew he did plenty of it himself. But if you were gonna break up with him, you better mean it. Bo Sinclair could not afford to play games.

(More like you couldn't afford to play games with Bo Sinclair. You were betting with your life, and if you lost ... well.)

Maybe you'd just been looking for an excuse to dump him for a while.

Maybe you were scared and this was your way of jumping ship.

You reminded him so much of his momma so much of the time. He should have seen this coming. That kind of love, "love" from people like that ... that wasn't something you earned or attained. That was something you were gifted. No, not gifted ... lent. Sometimes forcibly. And it could be repossessed at any moment.

He couldn't live like that. He couldn't live up on that crumbling fucking pedestal. It was a hell of a long way down and he was afraid of heights.

"What'd they say to you?" he finally grunted from where he'd been sitting, hunched over the kitchen table. He couldn't see Vincent, but he could sense him.

His twin finally emerged from the darkness of the laundry room.

"What'd they say?" Bo repeated after a moment. "When they were leavin'."

Vincent hesitated before signing, "The things you were saying reminded them of someone else. Someone from their past."

Bo crushed the cigarette he'd been holding in his hand. The pain felt so fucking good - internal feelings given outward form. "Well I'm not someone from their past," he snapped, slamming his burnt hand down on the table. "I'm me! I ain't no one but me and I didn't do shit, fuckin' crazy bitch!"

He was out of his chair in a second, pacing to the kitchen windows and looking out. He'd been numb at first, then so fuckin' mad last night, right after you'd gone. Now he was ... it felt like he was bleeding out. Rotting. On fire. Something like that - something that ate away slowly.

It'd been so sudden with virtually no reason, and he felt like a limb had been cut off. It'd been a long time since he felt worthless. Replaceable. Probably since Momma had been alive. That crumbling pedestal again. And you'd been so fucking cold, acting like nothing was wrong as you waltzed out of Ambrose. He could see you now ... greeting your friends with a smile, like nothing had happened. Like he had meant nothing. Like all this had been a game.

"It fucking hurts, Vin."

Vincent said nothing, simply came to stand behind him.

"I mean, how c'n they say they loved me an' then act like that?" There was a pause. The air was electric as the tension boiled over, spilling out misery. "Was so fuckin' stupid ta think someone could ever love me. I mean fuckin' look at me. Look at us," he added huskily, glancing at Vincent's reflection in the glass. "There's somethin' wrong with me that makes people leave, I swear it."

His twin raised a hand and squeezed his shoulder.

Bo sighed, jaw working, fists clenching. Why did I ever let this happen?

He fucking hated this. He fucking hated you. Not just for hurting him. You'd left Vincent, too, and Lester - they'd trusted you just like he had, and you'd hurt 'em. He should kill you just for that. He fucking hated you, hated you, and he hated his goddamn self, too.

I'm not ever gonna let this happen again.

He felt like a lump of sugar waiting to dissolve in water. At the same time, he felt broken and sharp-edged and evil. If only you could feel how he did right now.

But you didn't. And he knew that. You didn't even fuckin' care. It was so easy. Natural, even, to hurt people. He knew 'cause he felt the same way. That's all this godforsaken world was - assholes hurting each other, over and over, until they died.

But this wasn't about him. For once, it hadn't been him.

Maybe you should take a long, good look in the mirror and realize that I was never the problem.

#im proud of this one #bo sinclair #house of wax 2005 #house of wax #vincent sinclair #written #bo sinclair x you #bo sinclair x reader #bo sinclair x y/n #bo sinclair imagine #slasher x you #slasher x reader #slasher x y/n

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