rewatching httyd and getting depressed because you know you’ll never have what hiccup and astrid have and you’ll never ride on a dragon

of fucking course the best, most harrowing, most gut-wrenching tugs character only appeared in one episode (a bit of ramble in the tags)

one of these days i'll remaster this but for now its crudeness will be part of its charm. nico music be upon ye

I love Beauyasha so much. I miss them so much.

The reunion gave me so much joy and now I'm in this weird happy but melancholy state. I love the Nein so much and I want more of them. And I especially want more of Beau and Yasha. If we get a Fjorester wedding one shot, I will be stoked. But then also give me the Beauyasha wedding too!

I'm really just hoping they keep doing these little reunions cause I love the Mighty Nein so much and seeing them makes me so happy.

Exactly one person wants more lore so congratulations, you all get it!!

This one will be a little more goofy. A little less general abuse and moreso just being a bad person. But it will come as a shock to literally no one that my dad was homophobic (and at least flirted with basically any other bigot alliance you can think of). He was especially bothered that the word "gay" wasn't just happy anymore. He ranted about it often.

Well, one time he got into this rant at the shop with me for some reason. He started popping off loudly. He gets into the thick of it. With the "gay means happy, they can't just appropriate our words and change the meaning! They ruined it! Gay should still mean happy!"

That sort of thing.

I, of course, wanted to sink into the ground and decompose. He's just ranting to hear himself talk. But finally, I chime in with something like "well it still means happy too, right?" And he goes with a "you're right! We should take the word back! ...I hope everyone has a gay day! I hope I have a gay day! I'm so gay today!!! I'm proud to be gay!!" Etc.

Now if you've met me, you know that my voice has natural volume. Well, I'm like the diet version of my father in that way. My city is not lgbtq+ friendly now. Forget about at least fifteen years ago.

So, that's how my dad came out to all of a wide-eyed walmart to uh. Revolt? Fight the gays? Idk man but but I'm happy he found himself or whatever.

never told anyone this but i went through a semi-ego death/god isnt real realization in high school,which just so happened to be a catholic school, and i remember sitting bowed-head in the small church room while the priest prayed over the class and sincerely praying to god "i want to believe you are real. please prove to me that you are real. if youre real and really all-powerful, prove it by transforming me into my winged spider-eyed zombie lion oc right now in front of everyone."

and then i spent the rest of the time daydreaming about how my transformation would happen and be so cool and tragic and how in the process i would lose my mind, rampaging through the school in a confused beastly rage before disappearing to live in the mountains or wtv

hey guyz!!! its been awhile !

A gay little SwiftLi At the lake DRAWINNN!!!

You wouldn't last an hour

In the asylum where they raised me

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

thinking (and rewatching..) inside job again and i dont think rand is that bad of a father? i mean, he made a lot of mistakes and he doesn’t even feel bad ab it, even tho he traumatized reagan and a lot, but he was never absent. he acts like he cared ab reagan’s career just bc it could help his career, but that’s not true. he pushes her to be the best all the time and it’s bad, but he genuinely cares ab her so much. and the whole ‘creating crises to force her to hang out w him’ thing is fucked up, but it’s cute that he just wants to hang out w her that bad. most fathers literally don’t care enough ab their kids to do any of that. most fathers don’t even know their kids as much as he knows her. maybe my standards are just insanely low, probably, but he’s a better parent than 90% of the parents i know

would it be okay if u told me why u like aoki😭/gen😭😭😭😭BEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol

i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki

I CANT-

Just reorganized all my plushies and got into a SQUISHMALLOW PHASE and got together my ENTIRE COLLECTION AND CHANGED MY SLEEP AREA AND TOOK PICS-

THEN FOUND OUT THE COMPANY IS BAD IN WAYS I KNOW ARE BAD BUT DONT HAVE THE SPOONS TO LEARN ABOUT CAUSE I AVOID IRL ISSUES-

I guess me being into other plushies like Aurora and such is a better thing than I thought, but fr I JUST bought 2 new squishmallows EARLIER just to look on here for more wholesome stuff about them and then...

Well, guess cheaper alternatives and knock offs were the better option after all! My two knockoff bats make me happy knowing I didnt support jazwares! As for the official ones? Nah, not getting those irl anymore. So look at my collection now cause no more official ones from irl stores will join this group anymore~

Aurora is still my fave plushie brand 😁

Full story on me and Alexander will be linked here soon. Will be told on my trash archive.

Once posted, I will link it.

everyone talks about im just your problem (for good reason too, completely understantable) but not enouhh people talk about my best friends in the world