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Written for the @corrodedcoffinfest May warm-up round.
These Keys?
Prompt: Get a Job | Word Count: 1000 | Rating: T | CW: Language, Off-Screen Recreational Weed Use | POV: Gareth | Pairing: Steddie | Tags: AU, Gareth Fakes It Until He Can Make It, Car Dealership, Gareth & Steve, Meet Ugly, Eddie Only Tortures Those He Loves Most
Gareth is dozing at his desk, when a knock on his office door startles him awake, "Your two o'clock is here."
Gareth didn't remember having a two o'clock, but he stands up and tries to smooth out his suit. It's two sizes too big, and something Eddie found for him at a thrift store. It's ugly, but works, for now. He's just working this job selling cars, saving some goddamn money, until the band can start playing full-time. Hopefully. That's the dream, anyway.
He's not very good at it, not like Eddie would be, but Eddie was a no-go with his hair that he refused to cut to be a corporate shill, or whatever he ranted about.
There's a guy standing in the showroom, waiting. Preppy and coiffed within an inch of his life. Great.
But Gareth approaches him, because he looks like he has money. And money means the chance at a commission. So, Gareth tries to shake the cobwebs out of his brain.
"I'm Steve. We talked on the phone earlier," this guy says, and Gareth reaches out to shake his hand. He has no memory of this alleged conversation. Maybe he shouldn't have gotten so stoned with Eddie during his lunch break.
Rolling out of the van loose and faded after lunch, probably wasn't the best idea he's ever had.
But he hates this job. He can't sell cars. He knows nothing about them.
"What can I help you with, Steve?" Gareth asks, and Steve's just staring at him, definitely annoyed. What's his damn problem?
"As I said on the phone, my lease is up. I need to find out how much it will be to buy mine out, or lease something new."
"Cool. Cool. Totally, man. We can do that."
"How about this one?" Gareth asks, looking at a BMW he's never seen on the lot before. It's shiny. Really, really shiny. He runs his hand over the roof. "Pretty, right?"
"Uh, yeah," Steve says, but sounds less than enthused, crossing his arms over his chest, and it looks a little aggressive, "Well, how much? What's the mileage?"
Man, he's bitchy.
There's no sticker, but Gareth can find out how much they're asking. He'll just bullshit until then.
"It's new on the lot," Gareth says, and tries to pull up on the handle, but it doesn't budge.
"Locked, huh?" Steve asks. "Maybe you need the keys?"
Gareth presses his face to the window, to see if he can see the odometer from here, but can't.
"Yeah, I'll get the keys. I'll be right back. Wait here."
"Sure, okay. I'll be waiting," Steve snaps, and Gareth strides off towards the dealership.
When he comes back, with no keys, Steve is talking to Keith. Goddamnit.
"Do you know where the keys to this car are?" Gareth asks Keith, interrupting.
Steve pulls a set of keys out of his pocket, "These keys?"
"Where'd you get those?" Gareth asks.
"It's my car, Gareth. This is the car I drove here. The one I've been leasing from you guys for the past two years. The one I told you about, on the phone."
Keith shakes his head, disappointed, and points Gareth back towards the showroom.
He's been dismissed, and his potential commission, gone. Probably his job. A lease would have made sure they wouldn't fire him. Fuck. He didn't know that was Steve's car. How could he have known? Steve could have said something, for fuck's sake. Prick.
And now Gareth just has to stand by watching as Steve goes over the paperwork on his new car. The one Gareth definitely isn't going to sell him. Keith made sure of it.
Today's not his day.
At least it's winding to a close, and when Eddie pulls up in the van, Gareth walks toward it, relieved to be done with Keith, Steve, and this job for another day.
But then he notices that Steve is following him. Which, weird. Surely he's not gonna kick his ass over a dumb mistake. He was just a little baked. That's all.
Gareth pauses. And so does Steve.
"What?" Gareth asks.
"What, what?" Steve repeats.
"Why are you following me?" Gareth asks.
"I'm not following you," Steve says, clearly following him.
"You are."
"I'm not."
They're still arguing, this childish back and forth, when Eddie gets out and leans against the van.
"Soooo, I see you've met," Eddie says.
And they both turn to look in his direction.
"You know him?!" they both yell, in unison.
And Eddie just cackles.
"You set me up!" Gareth accuses, pointing at Eddie.
"Well, maybe. A little. But it was mainly Steve I was harassing."
And then Gareth gets it.
"This is your Steve?" Gareth asks, pointing at the preppy-looking motherfucker standing next to him.
Eddie nods, pleased with himself, clearly.
"Eddie! You lost me my commission!"
Steve is rubbing his eyebrow, "Gareth. Shoulda realized. How common could that name be?"
He's muttering quietly and Gareth is scared they've broken him.
Eddie must be pretty sure about this one, if he's already picking on him this goddamn hard.
Steve snaps out of it, suddenly striding over towards Keith.
Gareth follows.
"Hey, Gareth was helping me first. He's the one I had the appointment with, so I'd like to finish this up with him. See it through."
"But, are you, I…" Keith splutters, not wanting to let this one go, obviously, and Gareth just grins and holds out his hand for the halfway filled-out lease.
Keith hands it over, and Gareth leads Steve and Eddie back to his office.
Steve signs on the dotted line, and Gareth will be able to pay his rent for another month. And he hit his monthly bonus, right at the end of the month. Hot damn.
"Thanks, Steve," Gareth says, "Sorry we got off on the wrong foot."
Steve just lulls his head towards Eddie, "Now, we had a little help with that, didn't we?"
And Eddie just cackles, like the shitty troll he is.
If you want to write your own, or see more entries for this challenge, pop on over to @corrodedcoffinfest and follow along with the fun! 🦇
Notes: Inspiration for this one, was I saw this video a couple months ago, and had to track down the original on TikTok to share it here. But: Graham, Gareth. It made sense. (And I found there were updates to the Graham debacle!!)
#corrodedcoffinfest#may warm-up: get a job#gareth stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie fic#corroded coffin fic#ccf warm up: get a job#thisapplepielife: short fic#thisapplepielife: corrodedcoffinfest#meet ugly#gareth & steve harrington#gareth and eddie are bffs
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I'm trying to catch up with BSD s5 now that I have time and I'm less than 2 minutes into ep 2 and already I'm going insane and shaking someone's metaphorical shoulders because, because -
"I trusted my soul."
"Actually, I had no way of knowing if they'd believe me."
That's how a story WORKS. The story only has power over you so far as you give it power over you. And if you are a reader or the author of a story, you have that choice to break free from the narrative that's entrapping you. It's like when we get so invested in a piece of fiction and it starts taking over our lives and we have to take a step back and go, right...this is fiction. I know what reality is because I am an individual soul, not a narrative's character and plaything and this story only have power over me as much as I give it power. The characters in BSD might be the characters of the BSD narrative, but they are not the characters of the Book. They are people. Unpredictable, beautiful people that even Ranpo - who CAN predict everything that follows the pattern of a story - cannot fully predict. Because you cannot predict a person's actions or thoughts or future, you can only trust in them
#AJGSEIOARJEIOWAJEIROJWEOIRJEWIRJWEOARIJWREW#that's just gonna be my tag rant right now#anyway wish me the ability to watch for 40 minutes#i love this story#it really is for those who needs stories to live in a way#because its also telling you maybe youre more powerful than the stories you claim to need#bsd#bsd s5 spoilers#bsd season 5#spitting nonsense#bsd ranpo#bsd minoura#bsd spoilers#bsd musings#the orv codedness of it all too....
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Goncharov (1973), dir. Martin Scorsese / Volcano (Shake 'Em Up) - My Chemical Romance
#1k#goncharov#volcano shake em up#long post#yeehaw#ill be honest i was gonna go on this whole long rant in the tags about katya's character and how much she's done a disservice both by fans#and the film itself but guys. WHAT am i doing right now.#also sorry for font size inconsistency i made these on my phone i just had to get it out of my head#unreality
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THE BEST OF SHENKO 1/?
The end of the world has a way of reminding you of all the things you forgot to say do.
Mass Effect: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#kaidan alenko#sophie shepard#EDI#shenko#fshenko#mass effect#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#OTP: you're real enough for me#i learned i am physically incapable of creating less than like 20 gifs at a time#but shenko stonks are up right now!!#gif’ing my favorite bisexuals gives me joy 🥹#even though ME2 is dry as shit for shenko content like it’s literally the sahara desert#like a whole ass 10 minutes max of cutscenes between shep and kaidan like come on#like 2 minutes in the prologue and like 8 minutes of cutscenes on horizon#and then an email and looking at the picture in your cabin before the suicide mission#i'm so sorry y'all ME2 shenko canon is absolute shit (besides kaidan being rightfully angry on horizon) which is why we ✨ignore it✨ 🥰#but i rant about ME2 VS treatment too much so i will not write another essay about it in the tags#i will say the EDI line isn't the exact quote from the game but i think about it a lot tbf#same with the quote i borrowed from anderson too lmao (which is also a tiny bit paraphrased)#i just love EDI asking shep for relationship advice when you get to follow shep and kaidan's relationship/struggles across 3 games#and anderson's quote about all the things you forgot to do in relation kahlee to is just *chef's kiss* when you think about shenko#like whether it starts in ME1 or ME3 shenko has some really fantastic moments across the series#two characters with strong morals who realize that they're falling in love and literally start to become each other's strength??#their soft place to land?? their support when they need it?? shenko will always have my heart#also the shenko quotes you get are the most fire thing in the world#you're real enough for me?? you make me feel human?? i want to be your strength- your soft place to land?? shenko you will always be famous#I FORGOT IM GONNA FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THE CHANCE TO HOLD YOU AGAIN TOO LIKE??#but i’ll stop ranting now bc i do that wayyy to much in my tags lol. have a good day wherever you are! <3
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okay I got feelings out of my system. I'm a changed man now.
#lack of sleep and annoying opinions on twitter is an awful terrible mix#nothing annoys me more than peoples insistance on things (right or wrong) and go online publicly to argue about it#i think fandom#i think what im trying to say is fandom in a lot of aspects just annoys me#ppls insistence on what canon is#not letting ppl just have fun and talk about hcs or whatever#not letting ppl breathe#idk like i know i say a lot of stuff on here#but no matter what i say or do i never ask or want to be the end all be all of a character or a property or smth#because yeah i know im wrong sometimes i know ive got hcs that dont match up with the intendes vision or whatver#i just like having fun#and sometimes fandom spaces make me want to blow something up#honestly I'm just gonna take a break from twt#maybe even tumblr until i can play reload#i need to go back to limiting my social media to only tumblr and stuff.#small circle. no tags. just screaming into a void#its perfect#okay rant actually over now#I'm a changed man
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anyway love to think about the fact we canonly get lunar a good eclipse brother
like the just said ‘yknow what. canon now’ without actually having to remove the good ol villain asshole eclipse we have. love it
#our eclipse sitting there calling lunar a thing and enjoing scarying him like buddy ill fight u#still sad bloodmoon and lunar content was never developed further because the way those two interacted was fun#lunar just went 'im gonna pick him up call him a baby and now hes my other brother im actively hiding eclipse from'#like... then the whole time sun and moon worry about bloodmoon lunar .... doesnt do anything#MONTY AND LUNAR DID NOT ARRANGE ALL THAT BLOOD FOR NOTHING#also bloodmoon literally has nothing against lunar??? like at all???? they never mention lunar again#AND IM LIKE??? HELLO???? what was the purpose of teaching bloodmoon magic anyway#killcode what were trying to DO?#anyway i love seeing the au where sun just keeps bloodmoon under his bed and claims its a cat he Does Not Have#(hes right but also i think its so funny.)#bloodmoon fans holding onto the hope hes alive somehow#look at him. hes so gremlin of course itd make sense he would be#sun and moon show#i ranted in the tags again but its fine
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doodle experiment #1 in an attempt to redeem myself for drawing Ray so horrendously but I'm not colouring this cuz I wanted to just get this thing outta my system as fast as possible (not fast enough though considering that... it took me hours still).
Though I'm counting this as a success anyway cuz it's my first time drawing my OCs a liiiil bit full body, I'm still not satisfied with his goddamn HAIR! WHY IS YOUR HAIR SO DIFFICULT??? IT'S SO SHORT?!??!
#aria rants#ariart#his eyes and mouth are the only ones i can easily draw. everything else makes me suffer. ray cmere im gonna shake you#also i think i figured out what kind of lines i can do that makes it easier for me (sharp lines)#so now i gotta figure out how to draw in that way where its like-- stylized for sharp lines cuz im too used to round lines#but i can draw easier with sharp lines esp once ive reached my ''fuck it we ball'' phase where i just throw out lines#all willy nilly and hope that it looks good right after and then im back at it again with the ''actually lets slow down'' phase#which just turns everything a mess again so im like: ok what do... i gotta mold this thing in a way that fits mainly sharp lines#was thinkin of addin new tag but yaknow what. ill put this in my ariart tag cuz well it is my art-- begrudgingly...
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Here's the thing about the Huntlow Antis, they're all Hunter stans first and foremost and Hunter stans are literally the most basic kind of stan in the book. Found the cute skinny white boy with a sad backstory and turned him into their poor little meow meow and then turned around to instantly make his biggest most popular ship one with another pretty skinny white boy (or in this case a skinny white boy and girl who are literal twins) all while happily ignoring the majority cast of color and even rewriting the show to put him in the main character spot instead of the bi afrolatina girl who they've been looking to replace with her white love interest from day one too, then someone threw a wrench in their perfect little white boy/white boy ship by giving him a fat Asian girl as a love interest instead and so now they all throw temper tantrums in the ship tag because they once again let themselves get baited by something that was never there and are making such a fuss about an interracial ship with the fandoms favorite white boy and a woc. It's such a fandom cliche at this point, "fans obsess over sad little white boy, begin shipping sad little white boy with another white boy characrer he's never even met, turn sad little white boy into an honorary main character before the show does, show decides instead of the gay crack ship fandom created they were going to make his love interest a woc, fandom freaks out because their poor little meow meow isn't with the white boy they wanted him to be with, flood the ship tag with hate and irrational reasons the ship is bad because they're bitter little white favoritists who can't let woc exist in fandom spaces without reminding them who the space really belongs to"
Get a different script this ones boring and played out, I'm tired of reading it
#huntlow#ignore me#i just wanted to rant a minute as a huntlow stan whos a willow stan first anf foremost#and as someone who is fat and asian and could honestly pass as willow park the way this fandom treats her#really rubs me the wrong way in a very personal kind of way like i look at her and she could be my cartoon twin#and yet it took her being the love interest of the fandoms poor little meow meow for anyone to look at her twice#hunter got the right fandom for him willow didnt#im gonna tag this now because once again im in my bitter hours and fuck the antis yell at me if you must
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#i think this is just my irritability from my meds#so i’m putting my rant down in the tags#im going to delete this later but i just needed to get this out bc i’ve seen it quite a few times now#but if i see one more fuckin person say something along the lines of ‘stop drawing the iterators/slugcats in this way because it’s boring#or wrong or doesn’t match up with MY HEADCANON’#im gonna fucking lose it. if you want to see slugcats or iterators drawn how YOU like them. why don’t YOU draw them. or YOU pay other#artists you draw them for you?#the fact that some people are so god damn entitled to fanworks that passionate people are making FOR FREE#this isn’t about any of my followers or anything and i block people who say shit like that on sight but for real.#your interpretations of characters and designs are not the end all be all. i interpret sigs shape language as pointy! a lot of the fandom#sees her as square! you know what i DONT do? make posts about how artists should stop drawing him square#you know what i DO do? draw her pointy MYSELF!#i’ll delete this later bc it really doesn’t matter and it’s NOT directed at any of my followers or moots it’s just a general thing ive seen#you do realize that most of what we have to go off of are 10 pixel tall muppets right.#going crazy stupid with designs is FUN! im beginning to think some of y’all take this shit WAY too seriously lmao#anyways.
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#bandudhfuwufhrbdjvhsbbgbfndjeybfnzuchdndhdbdbgbsjfyskiwurbrbcjdbfnskayfis8 ch dnbcje I fyebaichfnduwjfnoxuend hai fudbsja#i fucking hate being a system#i hate it here#i dont want to be here anymore let me out#let me out or take me out back and shoot me in the head#blah blah the SAME SHIT I KEEP FUCKING COMPLAINING ABOUT EVRTY SINGLE FUCKING YIME INCOME HERE AND CRY AND SOB AND COMPLAIN I JSUT ALWAYS#FUCKING XOMPLAIN HUH? maybe i should jsut shut thr fuck up forever#i dont even want. to yell about it anymore#i screamed for help last time and no one fucking helped me no one actually fucking listens and im tired#if you dont give a fuck about what im ACTUALLY saying and feeling dont just feel pity for me#im not a kicked dog i m asking for HELP#but okay . thats fine .#ill jsu t go bash my head on a wall.#this is just great too cuz youre gonna see this and assume its you and youre right! its partially you im going fucking insane#and its mean for me to be like this and do this but i cant#i just give up now i literally am . giving up i dont have the energy to try and keep fucking foing yhis#i front once every 2 months to everyones distain and sob uncontrollably for hours and then go to sleep and eventuallly find someone else#to come here and front so i dont have to look myself in the mirror#i dont even know how started this rant anumore jone of this makes sense#if you see this and you know who you are just dont even. mention it i dont want to talk about it#its always the same shit ans the same shit keeps fucking happening and i keep getting worse so whatever .#yeah ur gonna feel bad and pitiful and im gonna feel like a piece of shit even though i do this ervery fucjing time#id off myself atp if that was a fucking option#whatevrr . im not tagging this shit on who it is if u dont know play a guessing game akd if you do then congrats go finger ur ass or smth#I will regret this in the morning but wt v .#stnkkkk if u read this then thank u for sloppy jane req i sobbed quite hard while lsitening to it 10/10 /pos#youd yave to be reading pretty far atp to see this but wtv .
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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much#it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with#i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown#friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any#close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it#would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely#i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with#other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too!#it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes#it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know#like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk#to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that#i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that#it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have#more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i#don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so#they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine#wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine#and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom#which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn#anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed#i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight#shut up hanna
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feeling like a total asshole today 👍
#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night#i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know#so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD#but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying#and i felt absolutely nothing#idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel#like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just?????#that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car)#and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow#and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago#i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back#not right now#not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week#but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go#and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now#and all i can think about is that i'm anxious#i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know#i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it#bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has#but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality#why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain#like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings#i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it#i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it#i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly#so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language)#is easier than talking in spanish#and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind#but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/#i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit
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had the most braindead repetitive conversation/argument with my parents. buzz cuts are too masculine but if you dye a design on it it become effeminate which is bad because then you look weak and if youre weak then society falls apart (all societies ever that have fallen apart for any reason are actually because of feminine men) and we start sacrificing babies. and also all mental illness is invented because only 4 people had anxiety in the 90s and covid was made up so that we would all become gay and trans and then the government can control us better and be joe biden's little sex slaves. and also i need to keep my hair long because my father finds it attractive. what
#lolaa.txt#what do i even tag this with . my mother wouldn't let me leave and i kept asking for sources and she kept saying 'i'm your mother!!!'#'i wouldnt lie to you!'#okay. say that to someone maybe who doesnt know you lie to them all the time.#its tiring going around in circles with her.my father is better because at least he admits when he doesnt have a reason for feeling some wa#also what got me. she said 'do you own research if you want!! but im right!!!'#yeahh not seeing anything about anything you just said. i think you made that up.#i have a theory that my mother secretly hates herself because she believes all women are weak and must serve strong men#and my father has so so much trauma and anxiety that he cant be that strong man#so now she feels like shes betraying her very biology when she has to step up.#and also because i am stronger than her now and my hair is long and far far denser than hers and i have a younger face#that she feels that im wasting my precious femininity that she could be using. does that make sense.#shes so miserable trapped in her idea of what makes a man and a woman what they are. once you stop caring about what makes someone somethin#you dont have to worry about anyone else.#im queer because i dont really feel that connection to biological and social ideas of gender that my parents seem to#never really have#im not gonna theorize 'ohh shed be happier nonbinary' or stuff like that because it is up to you and you alone to define who you are#if you spend your whole life trying to fit a box for the sake of fitting the box#then when would you have any space for self discovery#youve invented personality traits to go along with your box. now you can never ever change or grow as a person. congrats#and you know what? one day she will die. and that will be the end of that.#and i will live and i will probably shave my head a thousand times. and come up with new names#and new ways to be a better person that makes me feel happy#and i will dress like a boy because its all made up anyways. who cares.#and if you care? that much about what im wearing or how i look?#then thats your problem and i wont be responsible to maintain your happiness.#SORRY RANT OVER.#im just so flabbergasted. what a sad life someone can lead poisoned by jealously and reactive rhetoric.#tw homophobia#tw transphobes
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i suspect i come off as cringe, try-hard, over-the-top, or even fake, but i assure you i am absolutely this effusive and excitable and it's entirely genuine. i've accepted that i'm just a weird old lady who overthinks and rambles too much, oversharing my thoughts, and heaping praises on people. some might think it's excessive, but it's just who i am, and i always mean it with a good, pure, and honest heart
#having stupid excessive thoughts and just putting it out there#i won't change any minds i know if you think i'm cringe or too much then that's fine i long ago learned to accept that#but just in case anyone doubts my compliments to them i really do mean what i say#overthinking is all i do i guess and makes me too much#anyway i'm exhausted so i'm going to try to take a nap#will get back to tackling tags as soon as i'm coherent again#apologies for falling down about it but oof my brain is a mess#i love you all <3#(is it nearly 11pm? yeah. did i just say nap? yeah. welcome to insomnia hell. this is fiiiiiinnneeee#gonna flop over like my cat who is making good arguments right now#fable rants and rambles
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Girls will have one thing throw their schedule for the day off and then the rest of their afternoon ruined
#i am still at work#i would like to go home#and never come back#this was never what i wanted to do with my life anyways. i want to be an artist#i want to make art for a living but its just not viable#and so im gonna end up working this minimum wage job for the rest of my life#sorry for the tag rant im just pissed right now
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#my hate 4 solomon is festering bc of that post bc its infuriating that#every1 was so scandalized that he was doing shady shit 2 lucifer from before but bc its asmo suddenly its okay#like- he's fine as a character ig but im tired of the hypocrisy in this fandom. if you're gonna b pissed off at him dr*gging lucifer#then be angry at him taking advantage of asmo while he was drunk too. its bullshit#ik hes a fictional character and its not a real issue but come the fuck on#its also bs that suddenly theyre all scary demonic demons who are evil and need to be contained and controlled#bc one second ppl are treating them like just some guy but when they need to make excuses for why bad things happen#to the characters its all 'well they're bad people sometimes and they're strong demons so its okay to treat them like shit'#its not. absolutely fucking not okay.#suddenly they deserve to have their basic rights taken away from them bc they do bad shit sometimes.#idc if theyre not your favorite character or what species they are or if they aren't a good person 24/7 NOONE should get taken advantage of#like- im more angry about the hypocrisy than i am the actual game content now. solomon does shady shit all the time#but when its done 2 golden boy lucifer its a fucking outrage for everyone#but when its asmo hes suddenly this violent hostile murderous creature that should be chained down or tamed#its just fucking UGHHHH#im not putting this in the main tag bc im not gonna have 10 different ppl tell me im fucking stupid for being upset abt this again.#elliot rambles#rant in the tags
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