I'm also working today, but also don't want to miss all the fun

So

Trick or treat? :^) 🍬

you see something under the fluorescence……

Hi rain!!!!

ok as a fellow tea duo enjoyer I have to ask what your tea duo headcanons are if you have any

-cas :3

HIYAAAAA!!!!!! Sorry it took me so long to respond to this I didn’t see it till now 😭😭

MY TEADUO HEADCANONS‼️‼️‼️

(Only cubitos obviously!! :3 )

I would like to preface that some of these hc have different variations of the characters (ex. q!Bagi as a cat hybrid)

- When they cuddle their tails intertwine

- Yknow how Bagi gives Bad a flower of the day?? She does that with Tina but writes little notes in addition to them :3

- They exchange little gifts so when either of them wake up they find a little trinket from the other!!

- q!Tina’s eyes glow slightly when flustered around q!Bagi

- Zeno absolutely ADORES Tina

- Tina helps Bagi with her makeup sometimes (their asses are NOT staying focused)

- After q!Tina first kissed q!Bagi she just sat in bed for hours trying and failing to not freak out (in a mostly /pos way)

- Tina fell first, Bagi fell harder

- Yknow how sometimes with hybrids that have tails people will draw their tails in a heart shape?? Yeah both of their tails do that around eachother

- Sometimes if Tina notices Bagi has been working for long periods of time she’ll drop by and leave her lunch or just hang out :] !!!

AHHHHHH I have more but that’s where I’ll leave it for now!!!! DROP YOUR HC’S TO, ID LOVE TO HEAR THEM‼️‼️‼️ :D

i wanna hear your thoughts maegor and rhaena

omg yes!! thanks for asking <3

Rhaena is so deeply interesting to me- I love her defiance and bravery after everything she went through! Her saying she tried to kill him on their wedding night, her fleeing King's Landing etc. Also love her being a lesbian and just living her best life after Maegor bit the dust, you go!!

Visenya really wanted Rhaena bethroted to Maegor, she probably told him as much; that they were supposed to marry, unite their claims. He probably thought of her as his key to the throne!

This is why I think he marries her, it's probably a power thing too; I killed your husband now you're mine. But the bigger part of it is his belief that by finally marrying her he would get his heir. It would end like it was always supposed to for him. She was his right.

I've thought about his reasons to have Aerea named as his heir- of course it was much more of a rejection of Jaehaerys than a choice for Aerea, but I can't help but think that he might have thought that her twins were supposed to be his anyway in the perfect timeline?

Her and Aerea fleeing with Blackfyre was probably the last straw for Maegor. This might be controversial but I think Maegor chose to die instead of being murdered. His defeat was imminent anyways and he had lost most of his supporters and also his claim to legitimacy by losing Blackfyre (and also the woman he felt entitled to and his heir!!).

Theirs is a story of a power hungry man feeling entitled to everything and everyone, and defiance right in the face of it.

11,20 and 25 for lovely Tav? :3€

11. What is your Tav’s go-to comfort food?

they love anything sweet! They eat far too much sugar anyway and can often be found munching their way through a box of caramels when stressed. Gale reminds them it’s bad for their teeth. Tav reminds him that so is eating magic items. Gale goes silent.

20. What is their relationship to touch? Do they shy away from it? Do they need it to feel present?

they love touch, but are always afraid to be touched due to the portal to the dangerous pocket dimension in their chest. they’re scared that they’ll accidentally hurt you. If you romance them, until the dimension is sorted, they’ll try and only go for brief embraces (they can be convinced otherwise though…)

25. What is something they would die on a hill over?

their family in the circus. They’ve grown up being mocked for their strange upbringing but love their family so much, they’d do anything to protect them all.

how is your fic going? do you have a favourite passage that you’re attached to?

I for one c a n n o t wait to read it ToT

omg thank you!!!! It's going really well, after my NanoWriMo progress, it's starting to finally feel like it's downhill to finish it from here!! For reasons that will probably be clear after you read it, it's been a very emotionally involved writing process but very therapeutic and I'm very excited to have it all come together.

My favorite passage so far is this bit towards the very end, which gets at the heart (ha) of what the story is about but is I think vague enough in terms of plot that it shouldn't really be a spoiler if I share it!

There was no rational thought at work in me then but something raw and visceral. I am inclined now to place it as the writer’s instinct taking over at the last. After all, what else does a storyteller do but whisper, with that peculiar mingling of confidence and shame: Come close, dear reader, I have something I want to show you. Hold out your hands for me, if you would be so kind. There you are. My throbbing, bleeding heart for all your horror and amusement, cut out so precisely that you can see each and every fault-line as it strains to keep on beating. Yes, it is rather grotesque, isn’t it? Believe me, I know that better than anyone. But there may be something beautiful about it too. You’ll have to tell me when you’ve decided for yourself, I fear that I am in no state to judge.  That’s my heart you’re holding, after all... Here, at last, I must unravel the web of deception I so carefully spun around myself. All that remains beyond this point is the pure truth, and nothing could be more terrifying than that. What will you think of me, I wonder, when you know who I really am? I dread your understanding almost as much as I crave it. There is only one way for us to find out. So hold out your hands for me, dear reader, if you think you can stomach it.

can i hear more about ur doll making??! i think it sounds very cool and would like to see it

Of course!!!! Hieronymus (the name I settled on) will be my first but I am happy to tell you about what I plan to do with him!!!

Read more for CW: doll nudity

So this is the body I have chosen for him! He is a Resinsoul Gang (61 cm or 1/3 scale) in the normal skin tone. The proof photos are in white skin tone, which is pure white by the way. (Sorry the photos are a little blurry, they're the only ones Resinsoul have.)

He has the generic face makeup on but I might change that up with some soft pastels and watercolour pencils! It was fairly cheap but it doesn't quite capture my OC. I also plan to give him a slight nose bump to make it look more aqualine! I loved his sculpt because of the larger nose (a lot of ball jointed dolls follow the anime small-featured aesthetic after all) but I plan to change the shape anyway.

For clothes, I have a set on order but I also plan to make some simple pieces with my sewing machine. I've brought him a pair of combat boots, leather trousers, boxers (unfortunately black clothing can stain paler resins), and a choker! I am thinking about getting him a hoodie or a crop top from Etsy. But yeah, I plan to make him a small patch jacket when I get better at sewing!!!

That's what he looks like by the way! That is quite old art but I will be adding more soon. (My sketchbook is at home right now) He is one of my older OCs and is the brother of Amber and Atticus. All three are kind of in seperate universes now but ignore that lmao.

But yeah! Please let me know if you have any questions about the actual doll making process, the hobby in general, or ways to get dolls legitimately! I'm happy to talk about this at any time as it has been a long term dream of mine (and hyperfixation) to make one. I've been planning this for years XD

Writers ask meme!

5, 8, 28, 38!

5. Share one of your strengths.

I think I'm pretty good at writing banter! It's fun when you have the character voices down and it becomes a hangout sesh in your head. All of the weird, snarky bullshit that you want them to say just flows really easily.

8. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

"

“What are your thoughts?” the man asked. 

He considered a moment. “The city is a singular miracle. Where else in all of creation does such peace and beauty exist? By walking away from the city, the people are not only fleeing paradise, but also disparaging the child’s sacrifice. Such joy cannot be bought without great mortification. One could even say that the child exists in a state of rapture from such total and holy suffering.”

The man smiled. “What a beautiful insight. And so well articulated. I am of much the same mind. For as Christ’s own suffering was divine, so too is the suffering of this child. So, were you a citizen of Omelas, what would you do?”

He said, “I would stay, and give thanks every waking moment to the one who allows me to experience such perfect bliss. It is as you said, Father; to walk away from this city would be to walk away from Christ.”

He thought, I would take the child and burn the city to the ground. 

The next day, the man shot him. 

"

I think I was really on to something with this one. The lying to save yourself, the true intentions despite it all, the religious dogmatism, the Knives parallels.

28. Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

(I still havent read your fic yet im so sorry!!!!!)

Lenipez literally got me back into creative writing after a multi-year slump. Their work is so evocative and cool in a way that grabs my spinal cord and doesnt let go.

procrastinatingbookworm did a factory reset on me i think? and now i have been Realizing things about myself for months. it's a tremendous writer.

ghosttopiary is a premier Wolfwood understander and writes some fucked up body horror. They also inspired me to get weirder.

38. Talk about a review that made your day.

one person told me that the way that i write wolfwood's intrusive thoughts made them realize that they had intrusive thoughts, and i just had to pretend to be normal after that. how.

Relic!! Hope it isn't a little too late; I just woke up 😔 fandom ask : 9 and 13 for megsy (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

It’s never too late Ikko no worries!!!! Hope you slept well :3 you didn’t specify which megs so I’ll go with tfp for this one! I have slightly stronger thoughts about him that’ll make this easier for me to answer hehe

9. Write a recommendation of someone else's fic you enjoyed!

Without question it has to be We all go up in flames (going out in style) by SolainRhyo!!! I’ve mentioned this fic so many times before but god it’s so good. We’ve only spoken through ao3 comments but I will plug my girl SolainRhyo’s stuff at any opportunity. Just the g/t content is fucking impecable in the first three chapters. Literally goals in terms of the descriptiveness of how big he fucking is it’s incredible. And in general Solain’s fics are all written beautifully. The chapters after the first 3 are also great if you like body horror! Not personally my thing but it’s still very well written :)

13. What's a character or ship you haven't written/drawn yet but would like to some day?

Ooooo to my amazement I haven’t written any canon ships with tfp Megs either, though I definitely have had ideas. A long time ago I had the idea for a fic where Megatron accidentally got mass displaced to be tiny and was captured by the Autobots, under Optimus’ constant watch. This is just all a big set up to say I wanted to write a megop fic where Megatron was tiny 😀 BAHAHA. But I never got around to it sadly 😔

favorite movie/tv show? or most recent movie/tv show you watched and really enjoyed? i need something to watch im bored lol

I don't really watch movies or TV a lot!! But Tecas Chainsaw Massacre 2 is my favourite movie cause it's so fucking wild compared to the original, just an absolute 80s romp

An actual reccomendation would be Blue Eye Samurai if you haven't seen it, that show is amazing. It's super gory and has sexual content tho, as a warning

favourite scent and why?

okay so I am very prone to migraines actually so I'm not a huge scent person and can't wear perfume or anything of the sort, sadly. with that said, I think my favourite "scent" is either freshly brewed coffee because coffee <3 or raspberries which I like because they have a very nice but very mild scent

what's yours? 🫶🏻

Ok your reblogged post asked for one thing ppl want to know about you, so I’m curious: All time favorite Merlin-being-sassy moment?

omg!!! that's a great question and i'm SO incapable of making such decisions, but to compromise i'll choose up to s3 which is where i've gotten in my rewatch:

am very tempted to say the s3 ep1 "i've seen better" to arthur's blindfolded fighting, because he WAS impressed, but just refuses to say it and that's so funny of him. but i just watched that so. other than that, i don't know if this counts, but his "there's just no pleasing you sometimes" line???? adore it more than words can explain

ask me things you want to know about me

haiii mace!!!

how are you feelin today!

like this

✗, ♔, and ☼ for the lovely daisybell for the character appearance meme!

IT WONT LET ME COPY AND PASTE THE SYMBOLS BUT UMM

What (if any) scars does your character have?

Daisybell has two bullet scars on her forehead (caused by a certain you-know-who) that are typically hidden by her bangs, and a lot of miscellaneous scars on her body (mostly her arms, but some on her torso and back as well) from her days as a courier. She wears gloves to hide the ones on her arms, and her typical attire usually hides the rest.

What (if any) jewelry does your character usually wear?

She’s always wearing an assortment of bracelets/bangles, rings and earrings. Some inherited, some given to her by Benny, some acquired from who-knows-where. They’re usually either black or pink, since those are pretty much her signature colors.

How does your character usually dress in daily life?

She loves to wear fancy pre-war getup (something that’s actually possible when you’re one of the most powerful people in Vegas) and refuses to wear anything else. Her wardrobe starts formal and only gets fancier from there.

excuse me sir sir hello *holds mic to ur face* whats ur favorite thing about baldurs gate (act three spoiler free pls bc i havent finished it)

oooo good question!!! my favorite thing while playing is the dynamics between the characters! i get so invested in everyone and it's cool seeing how different characters react to different situations and to each other. i also love the soundtrack so so much. the music for the fight with ketheric???? so awesome.

17

Did any books surprise you with how good they were?

First of all answering this on my phone from the mandatory work holiday party so thank you for the brief moment of respite.

Yes!!! Many books did honestly. I think my biggest surprise was The Murderbot Diaries. YES THE ONES I JUST FINISHED and maybe there’s some recency bias but they just swept me off my feet.

7, 25 and 100!

7. Coti x Coti by The Tyets

25. Want You Back by Maisie Peters

100. Outdoor Pool by Maisie Peters

spotify wrapped is HERE! send me a number 1-100 and I’ll tell you the song it corresponds with on my top 100 playlist