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dreamwritesimagines · 1 year

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okayyyy final scene here we come (and i have so many thoughts on this omg!! i literally had to stop reading like four times because i kept squealing lmfao)

starting off strong with “Hello there, potential murderer,” he teased you. “Is everything alright?” PLS HE HAS NO RIGHT BEING THIS ADORABLE!! also (and maybe this is just me) but i feel like he comes out with the "potential murderer" comment to lighten the mood because he knows if he immediately got all serious and asking if clover was okay then she'd shut down and panic because our girl does NOT deal well with serious emotional conversations lmao.

"You nodded again and took a step to walk past him but he caught your hand before you could walk away, your name leaving his lips again. You stopped dead in your tracks, sparks of excitement rushing through your veins before you bit down on your lip, then laced your fingers through his, your heart doing a happy flip. You could swear the simple gesture made his breath hitch and you stepped closer to him to rest your forehead against his hard chest, standing there completely still like a statue. His pleasant scent filled your nostrils, making you take a deep breath as discreetly as you could." OKAY THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO UNPACK WITH THIS OMFG

alright when i first read it i was low-key expecting her to panic and pull away the second he touched her because that honestly wouldn't be out of character for her but no??? she held his hand??? "the simple gesture made his breath hitch"???? stop pls they're too much, im so sensitive istg 😭😭😭 nah but you just KNOW that ben's brain is absolutely short-circuiting the moment she actually initiates physical contact with him. also i can't help but notice that he grabbed her hand instead of her wrist. now this could (of course) just be because it was easiest for him to reach but a small part of me thinks maybe he deliberately avoided touching her wrist (or maybe im delusional lol idk). and then she RESTED HER FOREHEAD ON HIS CHEST???? STOPPPPPPPP!!!! bro the mutual pining is too much for me istg between her "taking a deep breath" and him "nuzzled to the top of your head" they're practically inhaling each other and honestly im here for it.

“Can we stay like this for a moment please?” Benedict’s voice was soft; “We can stay like this for as long as you want.” i cannot possibly express how much i love this mutual need for closeness that they have. like they don't even need to talk they just need to be close to each other and have this kind of silent companionship it's so fucking sweet i could die of toothache lmao 😭😭 and the fact that ben asks if she's okay but then doesn't push her or try and force her to talk because he just knows her walls will come up if he does 😭😭

“Inside my head is not peaceful I guess,” you said. “It happens sometimes.” alright this is one of the things i love the most about clover. one thing i find in a LOT of stories is the main character has faults that are only really there when they need to be. clover's faults are always there, lingering in the back of her mind, and they're so real. (honestly she's so similar to me it scares me sometimes) her faults and insecurities aren't necessarily super dramatic or big, but they're constant. they never completely leave her mind and can be triggered by the smallest thing and that's honestly so realistic and i absolutely APPLAUD you for being able to write a character like that because it's not something a lot of writers can do consistently.

“Do you want to go back home?” “No,” you muttered. “I just…it helps. You being here.” “I’ll always be here,” OKAY THIS!! again it comes back to this silent companionship and need to be close to one-another that i find so adorable. the absolute safety and comfort they find in each other's mere EXISTENCE. like they don't need to be constantly making these grand gestures and speeches, they just need to be there and close to one another to be content and it honestly makes me want to cry (me & who fr 😭).

“Can you say that nonsense thing that I don’t believe in?” “I love you,” he murmured into your hair and heaved a sigh. “God, you have no idea how much I love you.” ALRIGHT WHERE DO I BEGIN!?!? THIS WAS SUCH A MOMENT FOR ME BECAUSE ITS SUCH DEVELOPMENT FROM THE SCENE WHERE THEY FIRST KISSED AND HE TRIED TO TELL HER HE LOVED HER BUT SHE WAS LIKE “don’t, don't say it." AND NOW SHE'S LITERALLY ASKING HIM TO TELL HER HE LOVES HER PLS THIS IS THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IM HERE FOR!!!

"your smile widened, his words washing away that small insecure voice in your head." nahhh but i love this line so so so much because she doesn't even doubt him. regardless of her insecurities, she doesn't for a moment doubt ben's words which again goes back to the scene when they kissed and he tried to tell her he loved her because it was said that she didn't want to hear if because she "didn't believe it". now she does believe it, and she believes anything he says just because it comes from him. for someone as distrusting as her, the absolute faith she has in him and his words is incredible pls i literally love them so much.

anyways that's all for today's pointless ramblings lol. thank you so so much for GoS your writing is incredible as always 🩷🩷

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Final scene, final sceneeee! 🥰

So first of all I had this picture in mind for the final scene, especially with Clover resting her head on his chest, kinda like a paintiiiing 😍

Loll oh he totally knew she would shut down and just walk away if he pressured her to talk ❤️

Benedict was so holding his breath the moment she took the first step on that ❤️ Like, especially considering he's overall a very physical person and Clover is the opposite 🥰 So it means a lot for her to take that first step❤️

now this could (of course) just be because it was easiest for him to reach but a small part of me thinks maybe he deliberately avoided touching her wrist

THAT SMALL PART OF YOU IS ABSOLUTELY RIGHT! ❤️ It was totally deliberate, he didn't want to scare her off or make her pull back by touching her wrist 🥰❤️ I'm so happy that you noticed that detail! 😍

Mutual pining is so so fun! ❤️ Inhaling each other awwww! ❤️

I also think it became a part of their whole dynamic, like they are honestly so comfortable in silence as long as they are with each other ❤️ It's so peaceful for them both ❤️

clover's faults are always there, lingering in the back of her mind, and they're so real. (honestly she's so similar to me it scares me sometimes) her faults and insecurities aren't necessarily super dramatic or big, but they're constant. they never completely leave her mind and can be triggered by the smallest thing and that's honestly so realistic I AM GOING TO CRY OMG THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME! ❤️

A character's flaws and how that character handles those flaws and how they take a part in their life is actually something I pay a lot of attention to, both while reading and writing ❤️🥰 I think it creates a huge part of the character's personality and their dynamic with the other characters and the rest of the world, and aaaaaaa it makes me so excited to hear that I managed to reflect it🥰❤️

Yessss and that silent companionship is like...kind of what we said at the beginning of the fic where they have "black cat / golden retriever" energy 😂 Their dynamic is so like that, they're both in the same place enjoying each other's presence 😁

Omg yesssss! Like, from that moment in rooftop and especially when they kissed for the first time, Clover was so stubborn not to let him say it, she didn't even want to hear him say "I love you" but she craves it now! ❤️ It's not a threat about future or a manipulation tactic for her anymore, it is something that gives him peace and happiness and makes her feel safe 😍🥰 She trusts him so so much! ❤️

DARLING OMG-

I can't thank you enough for this, you've made my day with these! You're so amazing and I love youuuu, thank you so much! 😍😍😍

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forjongseong · 2 years

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NANA I AM FINALLY HERE AND AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH okay the way you described Jay cooking and his mom telling him to chill BRUH LMAO me tbh and then MR. LEE THE REALEST ONE OUT HERE approaching jay!!!!!!

Is this a goodbye set?

SHUT THE FUCK-

I don’t feel like pushing the trolley alone.

BRUH ME AF LMAO i always take my nieces and nephews to the store with me. i make them push the carts and carry the basket. lol they think im buying them things, WHICH I DO, but i make them work for me hehehehehehh

Each day you spend with Heeseung, you learn something new about Jay.

STOP IT! MY HEART IS BREAKING ALREADY.

“Do you see him in your future?”

NANA! not me listening to taylor swift and crying omfg I CANT WAIT TO TELL MY BF LATER AND CRY TO HIM T_T

You rolled over to the right side of your bed, where Jay used to sleep. You caught a whiff of his scent from the pillowcase and you froze.

omg nana, not me legit crying lol like idk what it is about me rn, but i am IN TEARS emo hours hitting hard lolol maybe because i was brought back to when my bf and i first broke up and i was missing him. ugh, we were stupid then but stupidly in love now. dhadhashsahahaah T-T

When ordering a drink at a café, he mentioned your favorite drink instead of his own

stopppppppp it omfg my heart is crushing i- i cant right now.

Surprisingly, Jinyoung did not fall back and instead retaliated, landing a punch on Jay’s face.

THE WAY I FUCKING SCREAMED but i need to stop screaming. my sister is asleep and she works third shift sfashdhajdsak

He let you move his face around, and although he looked serious, he was dying inside from having to suppress the feeling of wanting to just pull you into his embrace.

nana i am gushing here LORDDDD i can picture this all so well T-T jay just wanting to just throw everything away and hug her aaahhhh!!

Soon after, you stopped in your tracks and looked down, sobbing.

i wasnt gonna comment on this but I JUST HAD TO. i paused from reading and broke down crying idk why defghdjsakda maybe because i've been here before and i understand where she's coming from

“I’ve said stuff I didn’t mean that ended up driving you away.”

Jay chuckled softly. “If anything, I should be the one apologizing for leaving you all alone.”

me cryingcryingcrying omfg DO YOU KNOW MY LIFE, NANA? lmao jkjk

“Hey, Park, I just wanted to ask—Oh, shit.”

HWI I AM CRYING HERE OMG WHY DID U RUIN THE MOMENT SDFGHJKL

He didn’t need to walk through fire, for his fire was you.

my heart is so fucking happy right now, LIKE THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

OKAY NANA HERE IT IS LMAO i fucking love this series so much. SO FUCKING MUCH. their lil argument and jay being away got me in tears. when she slipped in the bathroom and called for jay, I CRIED. i paused again and broke down crying. like i said, relatable to when my bf and i broke up the first time. im in shambles, speechless, BECAUSE THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL, NANA. my heart strings were tugged and then i walked through fire with jay T_T thank you soooooooo much for writing this. <3

Man I'm sorry this relates to you so much I swear I wasn't spying on you and your boyfriend! akjsdhkjasdhsakjhsda what Taylor Swift song were you listening too? Did you tell your bf yet?

prepare for part 5.5 in which boss yn and secretary!Jay go on a trip (spoiler alert) with the rest of the hyungline!

#nanaanswers #from.genie #nanafeedbacks #fic: tusa

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kepamount · 1 year

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Ma’am that’s literally THEE best piece of LITERATUREEEEEE i’ve read in my entire fucking life i literally read it earlier today and haven’t stopped thinking about it all day. matter fact i took a nap after and had a DREAMMMM where mason was acting the way he was during the fic. i’m going fucking crazy i need that to happen to me so bad i am now about to get in bed and i just know i will be dreaming of mase ruining me and then being all sweet to me afterwards cuddled up in bed i absolutely cannot stop thinking that that’s actually my life you wrote about 😭 like PLEASEEEEE i will be reading it a thousand more times in a row that’s true! real! you should be making millions for this! it genuinely feels like such an out of body experience i’m going fucking mad thinking that he might ring on my door any minute now bringing me flowers like 🤨 maybe a little bit of wine next 🤝🏼 i am WAITING sir. but in all honesty i’m all up on that google search just typing how to stop fucking blushing and giggling over a MAN because there’s no way he’s got me (a city girl) (literally the baddest ever) (1000% heartless hottie) giggling all day thinking he loves me and wants to come over like how is that not my reality. why am i not on top of him right now like?? why am i not kissing all over him right now? so cheers just wanted to thank you for the mental illness that fic just provided me with xx i will be living in this delusional bubble for a while now in my clueless mason era baby thank you <3 i am fucking feral that’s literally my #1 fic ever ever ever you literally outdo yourself every single time you decide to post anything bc i know that if it’s coming from you then it’s going to be GOOOODDDTTTT

STOPPPPPPPP you're hyping me up WAY too much bae omg!!! 🥰

not the fic appearing in your dream pls that shit really had an effect on you 💀

i'm honoured you think it's worth millions (but lowkey you're right, tumblr needs to run me my money asap 🙄)

LMAOOOOOO no fr he has me fucked up too like i'm tryna be a city girl but i'm caught up over a MAN 🤢

it's really unfair but we can manifest it bae one day 🤞🏽

i'm so happy that you liked it so much queen, thank you for all your praise! <33333

#i love you fr this ask has made my day 🫶🏽#clueless 🎀

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wildwitchlady · 2 years

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i literally have a headache bc i can’t stop singing random bits from Fetch The Bolt Cutters - like i just want to sleep. please release me from the grip this album has around me. i need to rest i need to sleep. make it stopppppppp

#kick me under the table all you want i won’t shut up i won’t shut up #i spread like strawberries i climb like peas and beans #evil is a relay sport when the one whos burned turns to pass the torch #help me #alsooo the headache is partially from my TMJ but mostly this okay #fiona apple #it’s just so good

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konowhore · 3 years

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aoba johsai headcanons | watching a volleyball game with them

warning(s): spoilers from season 2-3, not proofreaded

a/n: these are,,, very long HAHA and i’m so sorry that these are like,,,,,, all ending with reader and bf sleeping LMAO...

prompt: you watch a volleyball game with your boyfriend. you didn’t realize that it was a game between the two teams his team lost to.

oikawa

PLEASE HE WAS SO BITTER IN SEASON 3 IT WAS SO FUNNY????

but anyways

he had dragged you to watch the shiratorizawa v. karasuno game bc ‘you’re my gf i need emotional support<3′

you didn’t really know much about volleyball, maybe the basics like positions, but you were still excited to watch

his ass would choose the seat farthest away from the court simply bc he didn’t want to be seen and he would make the snarkiest remarks while watching about how they played and you would just be like: .. yea.....

he’d realize that you’re a little confused abt what’s going on and then go:

“need me to explain anything princess?”

you lean into him and nod a bit, turning your head to smile up at him

his glasses reflect some light but he shifts them so he can look you in the eyes

cue you blushing bc the looks he gives you ?? <333 it makes ur heart cartwheel

anyways he rubs circles on the back of your hand with his thumb, explaining to you about the big play that just happened

you would just stare at him and take glances at the game because he was just so admirable

he knew so much, he played really well

you knew he worked so hard to try and get nationals, yet his team ended up not making it

out of the blue while you both sit and watch, you stretch up to kiss his cheek

oikawa, who usually isn’t too flustered, has pink-dusted cheeks when he looks at you

“yes princess...?”

“nothing, i just adore you.”

the growing smile on his face makes you giggle and rest your head on his shoulder

the game continues, oikawa continuing to make remarks about each team, observing the game

you get a little bored, hugging his arm and watch the ball go back and forth

oikawa pays really close attention tho bc he offers to take you home awwwwww

“if you’re tired we can go-”

“no it’s okay!! i like hearing your commentary uwu”

stop he’s so in love with you

like he would stare at you after that and just be all <3

and so you two stay for the whole game (you fell asleep some point,,,,,, woke up once to buy water LMAO)

watching volleyball with oikawa makes you realize how much he has a passion for it and you just admire him. so. much.

and oikawa would be so grateful that you’re so supportive and he’d tell you a thousand times after the game that he’ll do anything for you bc you tagged along and everything pls <3

matsukawa

you two hang out at your place and land upon the shiratorizawa vs karasuno game

you: aren’t those the teams you guys lost to

issei: yeah and what about it.

he’d jokingly pout and hide his face in your neck

“you’re mean </3″ he’d whine

you laugh and run your fingers through his hair

he grins, his hands going to rub your back as you two watch the game on the screen

you recognize some of the players from aoba johsai’s previous games, humming while watching them play

issei is only half paying attention

“well he’s cute,” you note, watching the camera pan through the karasuno members, only for it to stop on the captain

issei would roll his eyes and smack your ass a little LMAO

“he’s short,” he’d retort, chuckling soon after when you look at him and roll your eyes back at him

“okay and”

BYE HE’D JOKINGLY GET MAD AND GO “go date your new boyfriend then<3″

it’s all fun and games between you two tho and it’s soooo cute !!

he can be a little shit but

anyways you’re cheering for karasuno, occasionally going ‘look at their captain omg <3′

issei would sit up with you still straddling him and he’d just press kisses against your neck, making you giggle and try to push him away

“stopppppppp”

“not until you take your eyes off of him~”

you run your fingers through issei’s hair once more, smiling and leaning down to kiss him

“don’t worry issei, i’m all yours”

he’d lay back again, letting you lay on top of his chest

the game keeps going, you and mattsun sitting in comfortable silence while watching

your eyes are heavy and you don’t pay any attention to it

but then you wake up hours later, still on top of your bf’s rising chest

(pls i love him god i want to hug him and cuddle with him he’s so fucking cute <3333)

hanamaki

tbh semi was one of your old friends from middle school so he asked you to come to his game,,,

your boyfriend wanted to hang out with you so you asked if he wanted to go

HONESTLY he’d be like ‘since when did you talk to people from shiratorizawa’ but he’d be fine with it

maybe he’s a little bitter but lmao

you two go to look for your friend, and when you see him, you call his name and hug him

“eita!!”

makki: 🧍

semi: hi uwu

you would introduce them to each other all smiley

there’s tension and for what

semi: okay well i have to go warm up

you: bye eita ^^

makki:,,,

PLEASE????????

you two would sit close to the school section and holy shit is hiro glad that he didn’t wear his team jacket LMAO he would’ve gotten flamed

anyways not you cheering for eita even tho you have no idea what the fuck is going on lmao

hiro is amused and he just thinks you’re so cute tbh

he’s staring at you watching you yell out semi’s name even tho he wasn’t in the starting lineup help.

he’s such a dumbass tho pls

HE WOULD PURPOSELY BOO ONCE WHEN SHIRATORIZAWA SCORES THEIR FIRST POINT DAKJNDKJBJKD

not these girls staring at y’all um......

you’d scold him and he’s just :P

anyways you take a break from cheering and you sit, leaning on your boyfriend’s shoulder

“hiro are you doing okay?” you mumble, playing with his hand

“mhm, are you?”

you nod at his question and watch the game continue

“you sure you’re okay?? you seemed kinda tense, maybevenalittlejealous, when i introduced you to eita”

“i’m fine baby don’t worry”

him: me???????????? jealous>?????????????????? no.

YOU WOULD TEASE HIM SOOOO MUCH AND HE KEEPS DENYING IT EVEN THO HE VERY SECRETLY IS

after the game, you drag your boyfriend along with you to tell eita he did a good job

he’d give you a really big and long hug in which hanamaki is just standing there

you gush about how great eita was, earning a big smile from him

when you leave the gymnasium hand in hand with hanamaki, you cling onto his arm, your smile never leaving your face

“soooo did you like the game?” you ask, looking up at your unusually quiet boyfriend

“mhm”

“did you like meeting eita uwu”

“yeah-”

“were you jealous??”

“no comment.”

cue you teasing him while his cheeks become the same color as his pink hair

he’d just remove his arm from your grasp and then wrap it around your waist to pull you closer to him

(SORRY I GOT SO CARRIED AWAY .......)

iwaizumi

i know we all know this but iwaizumi hajime best bf idc !!!

he honestly wanted to go see the game bc he just wanted to see how the teams would play against each other

he had asked you if you wanted to tag along so you agreed

in all honestly, he didn’t think you would want to because you don’t usually seem interested in it whenever he talks about it, but in truth, you listen to every word he says abt it pls TT

he loves u so so much and u love that he’s passionate about volleyball HE JUST,, DOESNT REALIZE THAT YOU LISTEN

like he thinks it’ll bother you if he talks about it too much <//3

he’s the one who is genuinely surprised when you point out a strategy karasuno had used

“y/n i didn’t realize you liked volleyball??”

“you talk about it all the time silly”

and you give him a kiss on the nose and he just :0

“hajime cmonnnn you took me to the game you should tell me more about it uwu”

STOP. he literally,,, loves u so much

he holds your hand, his little smile never leaving his face

you lean your head on his shoulder, watching the game on the court

when the tall blond blocks ushijima’s block, you flinch a bit and stand up to look closer, seeing the tall blond yell and his teammates following suit

you cheer along with them, your boyfriend finally standing up to stand next to you

his eyes are on you only, your hair bouncing with you as you jump in excitement, your eyes shimmering with excitement

his smile just grows as you grin , turning to him in excitement

“did you see that hajime?? :D”

STOPP HES SO IN LOVE HE JUST STARES AT YOU .

and u just :D

“hajime..???”

YOU HAVE TO SNAP YOUR FINGERS IN FRONT OF HIS FACE AND HE JUST SNAPS OUT OF IT AND LOOKS AT YOU

“you’re very beautiful princess, did you know that?”

that alone makes you go pink and you playfully push him by his arm

“baby stopppp”

and you’re both just laughing and watching the game together, spending the whole day with your hands intertwined

(he.. hajime best boy)

yahaba

you had started watching the game a bit after the first set started and your boyfriend was busy taking a shower

you knew a lot in all honesty, since shigeru happened to be on one of the powerhouse schools in terms of volleyball throughout miyagi

if he was gonna be honest he wasn’t expecting you to sit down and actually watch a game of volleyball intently

so walking into his room seeing you focusing on the karasuno v. shiratorizawa match surprised him a bit

“you watching the game?” he’d ask

“mhm!! it’s really interesting uwu”

he finds it absolutely adorable but then he tries to flirt and flex his muscles like “babe look i just got out of the shower” AND YOU JUSt,, KEEP LOOKING AT THE TV

yahaba: baby *bites lip*

you: babe get dressed and come watch with me

goodbye he just throws a shirt and some shorts on and basically jumps on top of you in which you yelp and go “shiGERU” and his mom is ON HIS ASS !!!!!!!! she literally comes in and she’s like “shigeru stop jumping onto your gf” and you rlly stick your tongue out at him

him: you’re acting like a child

you: you STARTED IT.

and you guys bicker a little and you just go “well you made me miss half the game” and HE GETS SO MAD HELPPPP

“BOOOOO”

him: clinging onto you, asking you to cuddle him

you: watching the game

eventually you give in and hug him, kissing him which makes him go quiet

“are you happy now you baby?” you ask him

“.......maybe.....”

and he just gives you a quick kiss, smiling and also giving you a slight eskimo kiss

the game becomes an afterthought as he brings up the beach volleyball game the third years organized for tomorrow all day, asking if you could help his team out

(he insists that since you’re the ref, you should help his team consisting of kyoutani, kunimi, hanamaki, and another first and second year win bc kyoutani will just keep spiking outside the lines but you tell him it’s cheating LMAO...)

watari

(btw he’s so underrated i mean he’s not one of my faves but he deserves the world like y’all sleep on him and for what)

he’s super observant and he had been watching recorded games for a while to learn and make sure he plays his best next year pls </3

he had invited you over to his place to hang out and you really wanted him to take a break from watching all of those recorded games

you emphasized this when you told him you would come over lmao

but alas.........

when he opened the door and you looked at the tv to see what he had put on, you saw the shiratorizawa v. karasuno game

watari: I CAN EXPLAIN.

you: .... sir..

PLEASE he’s taking your hand and pulling you to the couch while saying he’ll relax and just watch for fun

you sigh and follow him, letting him pull you down to sit next to him on his couch

you throw your legs over his lap, smiling while looking at him

he would give you quick, soft kisses all over your face and you both just fall into a fit of giggles

stop u literally love watching him gaze at the tv so passionately and observe how they play </3

YOU GIGGLE AT HIM AND HE’S LIKE “what are you laughing about?”

AND YOURE JUST LIKE “you’re so cute uwu”

so y’all are really just out here giggling at each other huh.......

he??? pulls you into his lap and hugs you tightly

he’s literally so in love with you pls

so you guys just sit there and watch the game while you occasionally ask him questions

he’d be happy to tell you and he’s holding onto you the whole. entire. time.

honestly the game kinda slips away from you because you’re suddenly asleep on his chest, his arms around your waist, a hand gently rubbing your back

and he’s so grateful that he has a girlfriend who cares about him and worries about him :((

he’d turn off the game and then take a little nap with u <3

kindaichi

tbh you spent so much time with him after the game his team lost bc he kept beating himself up for it which is >:(((((

him: i could’ve-

you: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DO NOT BRING YOURSELF DOWN COME HERE LET ME KISS YOU

as you should !!

and when he tells you he’s gonna be watching the shiratorizawa vs karasuno match after school at his place, you tell him you’re watching with him too

“i don’t want it to bore you y/n-”

“it won’t bore me yutaro dw uwu”

no bc the way you’re both in love !!!!!

you would do anything for him tbh but you genuinely thought his passion for volleyball was cute :D

he was always striving to do his best and you think he’s absolutely precious

he’d turn on the game and then immediately come over to sit with you

you lean onto him, clinging onto his arm and smiling

“y/n are you sure you wanna watch with me??”

“mhm!!”

he gives u a very soft kiss on the head and you can’t stop smiling bc you know he gets kinda shy abt showing affection

but he feels very warm and you start feeling very sleepy

YOU TRY YOUR BEST TO KEEP YOURSELF AWAKE

you think him making comments abt the game or what he finds interesting is really cute but youre just,, tired ya know

he notices and he’s like “you should sleep-”

“noooo yutaro i’ll watch with youuuu”

“y/n cmonn”

you pout and lean turn to lean your forehead against his arm

“i don’t wanna </3″

“it’s okayyy you can sleep if youre tired”

you look at him and he smiles, leaning forward to kiss your forehead

you can’t help but melt and you’re just,, staring at him dreamily

he’s like “..baby..?”

and you just lean forward and kiss him

“you’re the best bf ever <3″

and he chuckles and goes “and you’re the best and cutest gf ever”

he has you lay down on his bed, your hair sprawled about his pillows

he lays with you, the two of you facing the tv and your back to him

he puts an arm around you, smiling

you slowly fall asleep, smiley and snuggling back towards yutaro

he kisses your head again, telling you that he loves you and hopes you sleep well

he’s so<333

kunimi

he acts like he doesn’t give a rat’s ass about the game but you guys are chilling at his place and you flip to the channel that has the game on

at first he’s like “you’re interested ?? in this ????”

you: babe,, of course i am,, my bf is a volleyball player,,,,,?

PLS? he’d be like ‘oh ok’ and rest his chin on top of your head

it’s so chill between the two of you guys he’s literally just playing with your hair, humming a bit

you ask him smth but he asks you to repeat what you asked because he spaced out

and when you ask again he just stares at you and is like ‘yes’

YOU JUST LAUGH AT HIM AND HE THINKS YOURE SO PRETTY so he just continues to listen to you ramble abt the game

eventually, he finds himself dozing off and you take notice as his chin starts feeling heavy on your head

“baby c’mon let’s take a nap-”

and he’d shake his head and go “we can finish the game-”

but you can tell he’s tired, especially from practice earlier today

so you turn off the game and turn so that you’re straddling his lap and hugging him tight

he wraps his arms around you and hums, kissing you

you smile and lean back to look at him, his eyes droopy from exhaustion

“sleep bby”

“mm only if you do too”

“i will dw <3″

and you just cling onto him, arms around his neck

he hums, nuzzling your neck and you giggle

eventually, you two start breathing slowly, falling asleep

(tbh you didn’t rlly even care who won you just watched the game bc it was on LMAO)

kyoutani

you guys were hanging out in your room, his head in your lap while you sat up against your pillows

you were both occupied by your phones atm

he put his phone down, looking up at you curiously

you smiled as he reached to intertwine his fingers with yours

he had been at the gym more often, playing volleyball and practicing

especially after their loss against karasuno :(

today was one of the days that he decided he would spend his time being with you

he doesn’t voice it often, but he appreciates how much you support him and care for him

(you picked him up from the gym the other day with some of his favorite deep fried chicken bits with the cute chicken packaging and he didn’t know how else to show you how much he loves and appreciates you other than by cuddling with you all night pls i’m </3)

anyways he’s just staring at you, admiring you, thinking about how much he loves you while you’re watching some tiktok your friend had sent you

you had asked if he wanted to watch the game with you on your phone but he had been occupied thinking about you

“what’d you say-?”

“i asked if you wanted to watch the game with me..? if you don’t want to it’s fine-”

“oh sure”

and he’d adjust himself so that he’s sitting with you, shoulder-to-shoulder, leaning his head so that it lays on top of yours

you’d just be all smiley, leaning into him more while playing the live stream of the game

he seemed focused, watching the game intently

you tried to focus on the game, but the only thing you could think about was the way kyoutani was holding your hand, rubbing the top of it with his thumb

eventually, as the game continues, he huffs a little, making you look up and smile at him

“you okay? we can stop watching if you want-”

“it’s fine-”

and then he adjusts himself, scooting away from you to lay his head in your lap

he reaches for your hand and puts it on his head, looking up at you

you oblige, gently rubbing his head and smiling

his eyes are closed, a slight hum coming from him

after a while, you realize kyoutani had fallen asleep, so you turn the game on your phone off

during this, kyoutani grumbles, reaching for your hand

you can’t help but giggle a little, rubbing his head while humming a little

“get some rest baby~” you croon quietly, staring at him lovingly

he opens his eyes a little, giving you a small smile

“you too okay..?”

“mhm-!”

when he closes his eyes, you smile, mumbling a little ‘i love you’ to your boyfriend

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taechnological · 3 years

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um hi yes i just want to publicly express how much i appreciate you and how much you make my life better??? like: I love you like Joon loves crabs, I love you like Jin loves RJ, I love you like Yoons loves coming out, I love you like Hobi loves Yoons, I love you like Jimin loves flirting, I love you like Tae loves Yeontan, I love you like JK loves banana milk. I love you soooooo much and I want you to always remember how grateful I am to have you as my friend 🥺💙💙💙

RED STOP! STOPPPPPPPP!!!! S TO THE T TO THE O TO THE P!!! JUST HAJIMA!!!

*turns around and sobs*

WHY ARE YOU SO AMAZING WHY i demand answers 🥺🥺 pls this ask is so heartwarming i'm 😭😭😭💝 also u took me out at "like yoons loves coming out" shsjsjsjhdhshsj how do i tell u that i love u too 😔 like army love bangtan and like bangtan love army 🥺💕

thank u so much for this super sweet message red imma take a ss of this and keep it in my gallery forever ♡

#mwah ♡♡♡♡#uwu tag #littleredassassin

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the-one-blog-to-rule-them-all · 6 years

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kristian liveblogs rogue one

i liveblogged it for jamie and i literally want to fucking die

so i totally forgot to start livebloging until like ten minutes in oops but literally bodhi and that other guy are so cute starts with a c i think whom is this big tall droid boy i love droids spoiler alert CASSIAN that's his name he is too damn cute k2 is my new son i love him holy fuck i love k2 why do i love all the droids so goddamn much and his cgi looks crazy good bodhi's puppy dog eyes are everything to me, god he's so lovely why does this old man, tarkin apparently, look like he's cgi??? it's so uncanny valley i'm gagging k2 is me as a droid KRISTIAN2 i love it BODHI STOP BEING SO IRRESISTABLE OMG i've seen enough hentai to know where this is going lol at the stormtroopers being so loud and unneccessary with force at these randos THIS ASIAN GUY IS EVERYTHING TO ME WHAT'S HIS NAME HIS SMILE OMG PLEASE THIS POOR LITTLE CRYING GIRL KILL ME SHE'S SO CUTE "did you know that wasn't me" BYEEE LMFAO god i love this droid "there's a fresh one if you mouth off again" i'm literally in love with this droid he's my favorite omg my cool guy is ack holy fuck there's no reason to be this cool ever holy FUCK "is your foot alright?" BAD ASS "no hostiles..... ONE HOSTILE" "are you kidding me i'm blind" FUCK i wish i knew what his name is but i didn't understand him the first time he said ITTTT this guy has a fucking spaceballs helmet i swear to god BODHIII BABYYYY oh nooooooo baby what did they do to u bodhi is out his fuckin mind NO IT'S NOT BEAUTIFUL YOU FREAK UR KILLING THEM ALL god damn this thing really is a planet killer i'm sorry but this cgi guy is fucking me up bodhi you are my moon and my fucking stars, i love You i hate that this is becoming my letter to bodhi, but i really truly love him, and he is so cute and precious and sweet looking like a little angel cassian literally never touch bodhi again if i ever see u shove him i swear to god i literally refuse to watch thems shoot these old men for being traitors i literally refuse noOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MADS YOU'RE SO BEAUITFUL why is chirrut so fucking badass holy god god this music is so powerful wtf is this eye of sauron lookin ass building what kind of lord of the rings ass vader u a fuckin mess "be careful not to choke on your aspirations, director" BAD AND BOUGIE THAT'S MY ANAKIN "i'll be there for you... cassian said i had to...." k2 you're my fucking bae yo cassian is tryna fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhk they got palm trees on this little island, my kind of place there is such a highly militaristic vibe this movie is giving me more than any other star wars movie ugh chirrut your such a beautiful force of nature 3P0 OMG AND R2 ALRKGJALKRGJLARJGLAKGLKARJGKL ALL MY BABY BOYS IN ONE MOVIE OMALRKGJALK Chirrut are u okay bodhi you are everything to me did ODHI JUST GET HIT k2 is taking a lot of hits and it's making me raelly nervous K2 NO STOPPPPPPPP I DON'T WANT THIS THE FIRST SET OF TEARS God i'm so nervous this music is amazing oh chirrut no see this is why i didn't want to watch this fucking movie because i alreayd know how this ends for everyone fuck me bodhi that smile my god you really are my fucking angel NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I HATE THIS MOVIE FUCK THE EMPIRE FUCK TE EMPIR yes YES KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER I'M SICK OF HIM THISS SCORE IS SO BEAUITFUL I'M LITERALLY SOBBING BUT THIS SCENE WIT VADER IS REALLY FUCKING COOLL HEY REAL QUICK THIS MOVIE RUINED MY LIFE AND I KNEW THIS FUCKING THING WAS GONNA HAPPEN WHICH IS WHY I DIDN'T WATCH IT AND NOW I DID AND I FUCKING HATE THIS MOVIE IT WAS REALLY REALLY GOOD BUT I SINCERELY FEEL SO DEEPLY AFFECTED BY THIS I'M DEAD OMG

#it's a really short one bc i was super engrossed in the movie #but there's my general thougts #today in kristory

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harryfeatgaga · 2 years

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why would Harry be so endeared if you woke him up in the night bc you were hungry 😭 maybe it's one of your first times staying over at his house and you're sooo nervous to wake him but you also don't want to just get up and eat his food without asking (even though he would def be ok with that) so you wake him up as gently as possible 😔 he sits up saying "what's the matter honey?" and his voice is sleepy and he rubs his eyes 😔 you say "I'm hungry and i didn't know if I could just go get something-" and he cuts you off to say "of course you can, you can have anything you want here" so you nod and say "I'm sorry for waking you up I'll be right back" and start getting out of bed but he stops you saying "no no I'll come with you" and you thank him but say he can just stay in bed but he says "I don't want to sleep if you can't, and I sleep better with you next to me anyways" and gives you a little kiss on the cheek 😔 then in the kitchen he's pulling things out to make you whatever you want, he has you sitting on the counter and he can't stop looking at you because you're so cute and he loves you so much 😔

STOPPPPPPPP 😔 THIS IS SO SWEEEEET AND SO SOFTTTTTTT 😔

#harry concept

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supernaturalimagine · 7 years

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Carry on My Wayward Daughter

Title: Carry on My Wayward Daughter

Author: fanofandomz (previously faneristic)

Original Imagine Link: Imagine being Sam and Dean’s older sister and coming back from hell.

Word Count: 1,715

Warnings: some graphic descriptions of torture in hell

Fic:

It was too far, and yet I walked. The stairs were too many, yet I climbed. My hands were too tired, yet I knocked. Because all I wanted was to run away from here… there… anywhere… And yet, when they opened the door, and I wanted to hug them, my body failed me. As my back singed with the fire burning through my skin, my world went black.

The next thing I knew, I woke up to huge tongues of fire piercing my eyes. My feet were stuck in molten lava and I was slowly melting into the river of fire. In spite of the experiencing this a million times before, I screamed my lungs out. I could feel the blood mixing with my tears, as I could taste the saltiness trickling down my cheek. I clenched my teeth to bear the pain, as something sharp dug into my shoulders. I opened my bleeding eyes, to meet them with a pair of black ones.

“How does it feel?” it asked in sickly sweet voice, “Is it painful enough?”

“Please…” I choked, unable to form a sentence.

“Not enough.” He shook his head, displaying his razor sharp teeth, “Let us take it up a notch, times a hundred!”

Even when I was in pain, I was ready for whatever he wanted to hurt me with. But, I was not prepared for what he really had in mind.

He stepped aside, making way for someone else to come ahead. And when I saw who it really was, time stood still. I shook my head, begging him to stop, to realize that he was wrong. It was heartbreaking to watch a loved one getting hurt, but to watch a loved one hurting you…

Blood spluttered from my mouth, along with my screams, as he kept ripping my skin slowly. I did not realize how long it took, but when he was down to the last bleeding tissue, he dug his dirt-and-blood caked nails into my raw flesh, making me shake violently.

Stop! Stop! STOPPPPPPPP!!!

I opened my eyes, breathing heavily, feeling a pang of pain n my shoulder, as I looked around, dazed. No tongues of fire, no molten lava, no demons torturing me, no…

This was just a room, with a simple table and chair, a simple bed with the right amount of comfort and soft pillow to support my head, a wall light with a soft yellow glow, and two worried faces frowning at me, both of which I recognized only too well.

“Hey, hey.” The one with the green eyes and bronze hair, who I knew was Dean, frowned in concern, as he helped me up to sit, “Careful, buddy!”

The other guy, Sam, with the long, brown hair, placed the pillow behind my back. “Comfortable?”

I nodded and gave a little smile.

“How did you find this place?” Dean frowned.

“I was told that it was the safest place to be…” I said, looking at a small flame lit in the corner of the room.

“Who are you?” Sam asked, giving me a reassuring smile. Typical Sam and Dean.

“You will not believe me if I told you.” I shook my head, smiling to stop the tears from streaming down.

“We will do our best,” Dean said, nodding towards me.

I took a deep breath, “You do not know me, but I know you.”

“What does that mean?” Sam was puzzled. I did not want to tell them, but I saw no point in hiding anyway because they needed to know…

“My name is Henrietta,” I said, “Henrietta Winchester. Your sister.”

It took an awkward silence of ten minutes for someone to say anything.

“Older or younger?” Dean asked, not meeting my eyes.

“Older to you!” I shrugged.

He nodded. Not saying a word, he got up to walk away. Sam stopped him.

“Dude!” he said, “Wait!”

“You do not believe her, do you?” Dean pointed at me. I felt hurt, more by his words, than by the small river of lava pouring into the room through the fire. But, the fear of the spreading lava did not waste time in washing me over, as it approached my bed, climbing up the bed posts and touching my feet.

“Get away from me!” I shouted, kicking it away, which made it worse. The bed began to melt as metal chains wrapped around my wrists, the rust cutting through my skin. I gritted my teeth, wondering when the pain would go away. The vision disappeared as soon as the sharp pain of my shoulders resumed.

“What happened?” Sam asked, with a knowing expression, “What was that?”

“Hell!” I said, gritting my teeth. I did not realize that I was shivering violently, till Dean calmed me down and offered me a beer. I broke down.

“It was terrible… too terrible…”

“W-we can understand…” Sam said, not taking his eyes off me, “But, how- whe-”

“I was born two years before Dean. Mom and Dad were very happy, till someone visited them when Dean was born. She fought with them, something about a pact of ten years, and he told her that he needed her second born, and he would take him whenever he wanted to. Everyday, she and Dad would keep watch on the both of us, and when I turned four, I was taken away from the both of them. But, the family who took me, took great care of me and brought me up like a normal kid. But the memories of John and Mary being my parents never left me. You know, Dean, there were times when Mom could not come to put you to sleep at night, so after I was three, I would sometimes sing ‘Hey Jude’ to you and put you to sleep. And you would hold my finger and smile…”

I did not realize that Dean shed a tear, till I felt it on my hand. I continued.

“My mother was suffering from bone cancer, which was terminal. I could not bear to see my mother fall sick, and so, I made a crossroads deal. My mother got better, but I had ten years to live, and ten years later, they came and took me. It was on the same day you died Dean!”

I looked at my brother, hoping that he would get the hint. He kept staring at the ground, rubbing his forehead.

“Down in hell, I found out that Mom had given me to them because they could protect me from that visitor, who was Azazel. I was angry at them for giving me away. I never realized that with me out of the picture, that… Dean was saved of the demon blood and Sam…”

Sam gulped, trying to calm himself down.

“You know Dean, I am surprised that you did not recognize me!” I looked at him now, giving him a second chance. He looked up, looking at me for the first time since I spoke, and frowned at me. I continued.

“The reason why I was kept in that special part in hell was the very reason why you were too, Dean. Since Sam was already chosen by Lucifer, Michael had two options to choose - me or you. I heard everyone talking about the Righteous Person breaking the first seal and escaping hell. I wanted to let go, so bad, but I saw you, next to me, screaming for Sammy, and remembered all the nights that I took care of you and kept you safe. I made a decision. The only way to get you off the rack was to get you angry. And so, I began to tell you about killing your little, our little brother, though it broke my heart seeing you that way. And that was when you broke off and…”

“…skinned you,” Dean said, closing his eyes tight.

“That was the only way that I could pay for it! I was tortured in hell for, I don’t know how long! It was only a week back that I got out and found you, just as the demons whispered,” I said, not stopping the tears. I looked at Sam, who did not meet eyes with me, “I am sorry! I did not mean to-”

But Sam simply stood and walked away, not saying a word. Dean sat down with me for some time and left the room quietly. I sighed, realizing what was going on. Everything that they had been through, I was responsible for it in some way. I did not deserve to be with them.

The next morning, after a restless night’s sleep, and trying to hold my calm in my vision induced mind, I tried to climb up the stairs to leave, but missed my footing, only to be caught and balanced by Sam.

“Where do you think you are going?” he asked me, still frowning.

“Away…” was all I could tell him.

“Why?” he frowned.

“After all that I did, I don’t think I belong here!” I shook my head, tears welling up again.

Sam was quiet for a long time. He looked up at me, “It time for breakfast, and it is better if we have our food at home!”

“What?” I frowned, the tears flowing down stronger than ever, “After all that I did?”

“Dean and I have done our fair share of crap too. We betrayed each other, almost ended the world so many times for each other, but never gave up on each other. And an old friend told us, ‘family is supposed to make you miserable, supposed to break our hearts, that is why they are family!’ And well, we would like to give you a chance, and you to give us one too.”

I smiled, and he returned it. I hugged him tightly. My little brother, whom I had never had the chance of meeting, had decided to give me a family. I walked to the kitchen along with him, where Dean served us pancakes.

“I hope you love some pancakes!” Dean said, nodding at me.

“Sounds perfect!” I said, digging in.

It may not have been a perfect start, but looking at my big little brothers, I hoped that we would one day have our perfect life, as a family…

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musicandpeople · 5 years

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The “Audition” Take Over

I have a growing concern surrounding kids, auditions and teachers who are either intentionally or unintentionally creating anxiety- ridden, toxic environments in their music classrooms.

Namely: Musical theatre programs, exclusive choirs and select groups.

Anxiety and auditions have always been there. And competition is competition. Not new. Some of it is just the natural consequence of bringing a talent pool together. Everyone wants to belong. Everyone wants to feel like they are talented, respected or at least no publicly embrarrsed.

There is a pecking order. The people who are deemed the ‘best’ get the most attention and are the most loved or popular. For kids, this social heirachry creates an extra reason to compete. They want to survive their lives at school and being on the top, simply means they are socially safe, as an almost psychological safety.

But they are NOT psychologically safe.

What concerns me, is that I see teachers, who likely went through this type of competitive rigor themselves, turn and create environments that pit students against one another. Or environments where they are now the top of the food chain, and where everyone will align to their version of what it means to be the best and the brightest at music. Which may or may not be in the best interest of that student and his or her personal music goals.

I see this largely among vocalists.

Usually, the only social opportunities for voice with a school system is going to be musical theatre or choir: two very DIFFERENT types of musical study, each complete with their own cultural worlds. Neither of which have anything to do with modern day popular music like we’d here on the radio, which if we’re honest, is a large part of what most younger people are actually wanting to accel at.

Students do not realize (nor do the parents), that musical theatre world, choir world, concert music world, opera and all the various genres of popular music ARE NOT THE SAME. They barely even collide. They are usually different departments in colleges that barely interact with one another, often each thinking the other is the inferior study. Not even to mention commercial music departments (who don’t usually even see the relevance of traditional music study in a modern world). The styles CAN be compatible in a vocalist with some solid scientific understanding of how the mechanics actually work. I hold that singers can enjoy and sing all the styles (I do this!)

But.... most music programs, that involve kids, aren’t thinking about this. Honestly, there is a lot to be done. The poor teachers are running around busy preparing students to be able to hang in THEIR program based on the type of performing that will be needed there! It is so much work to get kids aligned in this way. Way beyond what people would know or think. It’s a really hard job and most teachers I think are both just surving and trying their best to bring out the best in the students they have in front of them.

These skill will be great for the future, yes... but they are not the ONLY skills that could or will be needed in a person’s musical life depending on his or her goals. Yet, so much time, effort, emotional chaos and drama can surround students ‘making the cut’ in one of these groups that I have to sit back and wonder at some point if it’s all worth it.

Enter artsy, often dramatic personalities.

We have to remember that students are not in power in these situations. And they are at a very emotionally vulnerable time in their lives will they will do absolutely ANYTHING to make the cut, where or not this ‘thing’ is even going to help them into a musical future they hope for.

The teachers here have all the power and they’re not often recognizing what they’re doing to these students.

Like the musical theatre director who calls students back for lead roles and doesn’t even cast them in the chorus.

Like the choir director that pigeon holes a voice type and gives no opportunity for a student to show his or her development over time (or makes them so nervous they crack under the pressure of trying to prove themselves). Recasting the same voice type over and over again, with no real opportunity for solo.

Like the teachers who are hosting mandatory auditions with mandatory materials, but are not themselves prepared enough by making any of these materials available with enough advance notice for students to properly prepare in a non-panicked manor (think 12 hour turn around stufff just honestly makes me mad... they have homework!).

Especially, considering that most of these programs are no where near professional level (even if they tout it to be so) and that the reality is that MOST all of these kids will not be headed for performances related careers (not because of talent, but because its so dang hard).....I sometimes want to shake everyone: teachers, parents and students and yell “STOPPPPPPPP. Just everyone stop it. WE CAN ALL DO THIS BETTER.”

We can. We adults can do better here. We can lead better. We can ask for more. We can take reaponsibility if we are the teacher or parent creating this pressure without a relevant relationship to a students REAL and meaningful goal. We can pull the plug and teach them a new way. We can pull our kids out of programs that are creating this and help them find opportunities elsewhere.

Most importantly. Let’s just be aware this is happening now more than ever. And the cost is high: the emotional well being of students who are cracking under this pressure.

We can be better.

#music teachers #music #nashville #music parents #beginning musicians #music lessons #music teaching #parents #teaching #being a musician

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