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It’s 2am and I’m crying over Fate’s 2023 memorial movie…
#d0 stuff#sometimes it takes just a little bit#it’s art in itself but it also makes me feel so human…#I will never have enough time and resources to get into a deep dive but I’ll be forever grateful I’ve decided to get into it for as much as#I have#;w;#also the final frames of Frankenstein’s monster smiling and holding flowers… ;w;#it is Such an evocative thing#like the whole video is but#that one is etched in my brain
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surprise song o'clock is fun and all, but nothing will match the utter chaos madness confusion of the 1989 tour surprise guest each night. for one, she was at the height of her popularity up until then and would sometimes bring out the most confounding people, fully out of left field people she'd never spoken to before in her life and you could never predict who it would be. and another, there were no live streams so you were at the mercy of someone in the stadium barely coherent as they tried to post who just walked out. all you could do is read the most insane guest announcement from a url that looks like a swiftie bot and you think, surely, no... she didn't bring out fetty wap... this is fake. but the third thing is that text posts barely made it up due to stadium wifi being powered by a rat on a hamster wheel but photos or god forbid a video wouldn't make it, so even if a text post made it, you had no proof. which was even more chaos inducing given the wild shit people were claiming they were witnessing. you couldn't verify anything until 3 am that night when someone finally got home and uploaded a blobby, overexposed iphone 6 photo and you get confirmation that holy shit, it actually was fetty wap. taylor swift singing about making cocaine in her kitchen with mr. trap queen himself holy fucking shit, well okay then!! then you gotta do it all again the next night.
#this isn't even taking into account the style runway companions she sometimes had like WHO?!??!?#HOW DOES SHE KNOW THEM?!?!?!?#wildest shit ever just really amazing stuff and we all didn't sleep properly for an entire summer#not to mention my show which gave me an aneurysm i think#i cannot speak of the 1989 tour times without going a little bit insane
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omg it was so hard to pick butttt could i request 1 and 2 from the smut dialogue list (list 3) with buck and bucky!
prompts | "i want to hear you beg" + "arch your back for me" + playing around with smth a little different for their dynamic <33 ~800 words of filth below the cut >:-) this was so much fun ahh thx sm for the request!!
“Oh, baby,” John rumbles appreciatively, sitting back to get a good look at Gale while he rolls his hips languidly into him. “Look at you.”
Golden hair frames Gale’s head on the pillow like a halo, blue eyes half hidden by heavy eyelids, doll–like lashes fluttering each time John sinks his cock in deeper. Messy love bites mark a trail south, scattered across his chest and stomach and increasing in numbers where angular hip bones and soft thighs had just begged for John’s teeth to make themselves at home.
Gale rocks his hips down, dragging his kiss–bitten bottom lip between his teeth to muffle a needy little noise as John’s eyes rake over him. That just won’t do.
John stills, wrapping firm hands around Gale’s thighs where they drape over his own, squeezing gently.
“Keep going,” Gale breathes out, eyebrows knit together in frustration, still trying to fuck himself on John’s cock.
John purrs out a laugh, heart twisting in his chest at the glare Gale shoots him; it’s hard to look intimidating when he’s laid out pliant and pretty and cock–drunk beneath him, but John doesn’t tell him so. He just snaps his hips forward once, watching with satisfaction when the scowl leaps off of Gale’s face as flushed lips fall open to let out a gasp.
“John,” Gale almost, almost whines when he makes no move to continue, lithe hands coming up to wrap around John’s wrists imploringly, and John hums thoughtfully, stroking his thumbs over Gale’s thighs.
“You need something?” He tilts his head, feeling a little thrill at the huff he gets in return.
Gale levels him with an unimpressed look, but the light flush that creeps over his cheeks betrays him.
“I want you to ask for it,” John murmurs. He grants Gale with the smallest roll of his hips to egg him on when he stays silent, and he feels his hands tighten around his wrists.
“Want you to fuck me, John.”
And oh, that’s something– his cock twitches at the rare vulgarity, and judging by Gale’s sharp inhale, he feels it. But it’s not quite what John’s looking for.
“That’s good, baby,” he praises him, delighting in the way his flush deepens. He leans down, sliding his hands up Gale’s hips as he goes, settling them on his waist. He brushes his lips against Gale’s in a ghost of a kiss, trailing them along his jaw until he reaches his ear.
“But I wanna hear you beg for me, Gale,” he whispers.
The immediate pressure around his cock as Gale reflexively clenches down has his head dropping into the crook of Gale’s neck momentarily, cursing under his breath. He can’t help but press his hips forward, needing just a bit of relief, sitting back up once he collects himself, determined to keep the upper hand.
“C’mon,” he rasps out, running his hands up and down Gale’s sides, fingers splaying over his ribcage. “I know you can do it, angel.”
Gale does whine this time, high and desperate in his throat, eyes slipping closed to hide from his own embarrassment. But–
“Please, John,” he says, barely above a whisper. “Need you.”
“Jesus, Gale,” John breathes, head spinning. “Good, so good, baby.”
John’s not going to push– that’s already a lot more than he’s usually able to goad out of Gale, and he’s going to unravel a lot quicker than he intends to if he keeps talking like that.
“Arch your back for me, pretty thing,” John prompts instead, beginning to shallowly fuck into him, and Gale does, tilting his head back on the pillow to bare his neck as his spine curves beneath John’s hands.
The sight nearly knocks the breath out of John, and he groans, sliding one hand under Gale to flatten his palm against the small of his back, feeling the way it flexes as he jerks his hips forward.
Gale cries out so sweetly when he really starts driving his cock into him, grasping desperately at John’s arms, face going slack as he finally gives him what he needs, and it gets to John like nothing else, forever dizzy with the knowledge that he gets to make Gale feel so good.
Dragging those pretty noises out of Gale and feeling him tremble because of him is what really does it for John every time, and it’s what inevitably has him tipping over the edge seconds after Gale spills over his stomach with a broken whimper.
John sinks his teeth into Gale’s collarbone just to feel him squirm beneath him as he fills him up, hands digging into his hips, rutting into him like he can bury his cock impossibly deeper, feeling nails scrabble at his back as the softest mewls escape Gale’s mouth.
He laves his tongue over the fresh indents in apology before lifting his head to capture Gale’s lips in a messy kiss, swallowing his gasps and sighs as he gives him a few more lazy thrusts, chest warm and fuzzy and lovestruck.
John smiles into the kiss, and Gale laughs softly, and god, he’s going to be the death of him.
#a bit of cheeky service!top john standing his ground for once because he wants to make his pretty thing beg? yeah <3#little headcanon that some nights when john's in control he still knows not to push too hard or he'll end up pinned beneath gale lol <3#sometimes it's a real effort to stay composed and in control because if gale wants to he knows exactly what to say to unravel john#but they both love the push and pull and the fight for control is half the fun some days mwah#buckbucky#clegan#johnslittlespoon asks#johnslittlespoon spicy#johnslittlespoon prompt fills#still taking request asks from the prompt list btw! just very slow at getting to asks atm bc i'm busy writing yad(iym) <3
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Hi. So, I saw Mikey feed Odyn a bottle of (presumably) milk, but what other things do the turtle tots like to eat?
It was indeed milk!
We don't truly know how exactly ronin Mikey grew up but I'm assuming that in like most iterations of the turtles, food and a place to stay were hard to come by when growing up, specially when Mikey and his brothers were babies. Because of this, Mikey knows what is like growing hungry and not letting any food they had the luck of having go to waste.
In the comic Mikey is shown growing his own crops and harvesting them So in the au Mikey grows his own vegetables and fruits making it easier for him to prepare food for the babies. He tries his best to make a large variety of dishes for them because he wants them to try as much they want and never go hungry. Since Mikey is a turtle mutant himself he tries to makes dishes that would appeal to their turtle cravings too, like algae! In addition to this, in the au Mikey sells his harvest to nearby towns to manage with money or stuff he and the babies need for the house! (like ingredients to make homemade pizza :] )The people from the towns he usually visits don't really mind him or the babies because they are aware they are Hamato clan members and the people from the towns actually like having the little turtle family around! (Since Mikey can't really leave the babies on their own yet (not like he wants to either), the towns knows of their existance and they love them)
#mikey farmer arc basically#mikey also wants to have chickens and some more farm animals around to have more resources but#hes already busy enough witht the four babies#let them grow up a bit more and mikey is getting chickens and a goat#also! i think that out of all the babies odyn is actually a vegetarian!#in one of the future issues the artist of the cover drew them eating pizza and odyn and april are the only ones who grab a vegetarian slice#so theres that too!#if i knew what specific turtle species the babies are i would have put their diet there too but honestly i have no idea yet lmao#mikey does his best tho since he also turtle so he Knows#no mutant racism in the au sorry not sorry also not gangs that just suddenly exist int he mountains#leave the little turtle family alone#i wont take no for an answer#ADDING TO ALL OF THIS#its the future so mikey also just orders takeout sometimes#parents be tired#THIS IS MY AU I CAN DO WHAT I WANT LIKE FUTURE MOUNTAIN TAKEOUT THEY ARRIVE IN DRONES OR SOME SHIT#peepaw and babies au#my art#doodles#tmnt#tmnt the last ronin#the last ronin lost years#tmnt mikey#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt odyn#ask
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batman and catwoman have a primal kink thing going on so when she commits a crime and he chases her it's fine, it goes against his supposed motivation (stopping things like what happened to his parents) but I forgive him, it's CLEARLY a sex thing. but when any other superhero of that calibre troubles themselves with her it's just like. seriously?? a JEWEL thief?? aren't earthquakes happening right now, somewhere, at this very second, superman? is this really the best target for your brainwashing powers, zatanna? how about we leave that shit to actual law enforcement and focus on supervillains beyond their scope, natural disaster relief, minimising systemic issues, and preventable violence?
#(sorry to shed a light on ''conceits of the genre'' sometimes i like to take things seriously do u still think i'm sexy etc.)#comic books be BUT CRIME!!!! CRIMMINALSSSS ALL THE SAAAAME#(and look realistically catwoman-type crimes *can* branch out into something that's actually damaging#when you involve fences and money laundering -and the people who'd need it- and so on#but that's... rarely the point whenever a superhero goes after this type of crime#there's little examination it's just -as i said- ''it's bad because it's ILLEGAL''!!#and frankly i just think superheroes-are-actually-law-enforcers stories are like. the lowest form of entertainment in the genre. to me#i just happen to prefer other set-ups. which makes some of these stories a bit irksome to me lol)#talking to the void#my thoughts#dc#dc comics#batcat#catwoman#selina kyle#dc thoughts#tropes
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#study#listen ive been having like a very chaotic time trying to balance life and work and excersie and art and it’s very hard sometimes#I would like to have had opened commissions a few weeks ago but im scared im just going to be too stressed to actually perfom correctly doi#doing them so I haven’t really opened yet#im not sure if there’s any of you guys waiting or if it’s even ok for me to like take my time to figure it out and like actually rest a#little bit#anyway here’s the situation#I honestly feel like this
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Don't you dare question her perfection //
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(based on a silly conversation about gif 1 and 2)
#Audrey Hall#Siegfried Farnon#ACGAS#All creatures great and small#ACGAS 2020#crack!set#Just a little bit of fun#please do not take this too seriously#the meme one was there first and the pish one followed#but Siegfried would never question that she is perfect#sometimes I make gif set that make absolutely no sense
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Expect clip posting to slow down due to irl nonsense.
Also from the 11th to the 18th I won’t have any computer access and very little internet access but I’ll schedule a couple clips beforehand for that week 🫡
#idk how often the posts will be. maybe 3-4 a week#12 hr workday + no real privacy in my room#means I could only edit late at night#or on the weekend#and it feels like such a waste of my tiny bit of free time#to be sitting at my desk pretending to do something as I wait for my mom to gtfo of my room#I think all the typing makes her suspicious idk man#it made what should have taken 45 mins take up to 2 hrs sometimes#so I will be attempting to do all my editing on friday/saturday and queue the posts#what I’ve been doing is scheduling 2-4 days of posts at a time#but like I said. doing it during the weekday is extremely time consuming due to being watched :p#on the weekends she’s less nosy and I can just wait for her to be asleep lol#if tumblr didn’t have an audio upload limit then I could just go all out for like 3 hrs and have a big queue lined up#it will actually take me less time to edit on a friday/saturday just cause I won’t be interrupted at all at nignt. lol.#tldr: I have very little free time and am interrupted constantly during the week#it will be easier for me to edit late at night on the weekend#and schedule the posts throughout the week#at the cost of no more daily posts (blame tumblr audio limit)#non voice post
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I’m always a little bit baffled by the pearl-clutching about Mace attempting to assassinate (nvrmind that he went there for an arrest and Palpatine attacked first) the head of state because *gasp* how terrible
but like, considering what Palpatine did afterward, (and it’s not like it was actually in response, it was the plan either way) (and also nevermind that he was already a dictator at this point, not the democratically elected head of state) and “I sense a plot to destroy the jedi,” a line said by Mace beforehand, it’s really. . Imagine you’re at the head of a small religious order, charged with the protection of not only the democratic state that guy just usurped but also, crucially, the protection of every single child in your monastery and every single knight or student in your order, and the head of state wants to destroy your people, and even belongs to a secret cult committed to the cause of killing your people, and has access to the full might of the state to do so, unopposed by anyone except you- well, what would you do, i guess? What is a reasonable course of action, there?
#personally i'm not opposed to a little bit of mild assasination as a last resort but whatever#look#if the avenues of democracies are shut down people have no choice but to take to streets#if the law stops you from leaving your abuser sometimes kicking the stepladder out from under them is just what you gotta do#if a dictator's term is for life then i guess they might have to die prematurely#if you leave people zero options except the radical one you can hardly be surprised if they're radicalized#............................................where was i going with this#anyway#mace windu
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Remus with longer hair would be pretty <33
Another version of the picture thingy!!! Cause I'm indecisive lmfao
#broooo idk how me thinking 'omg what if i made Remus with longer hair and in a skirt' would turn into all this#and ofc at the end it got turned into moonchaser#😭😭😭#lowkey a bit hesitant to post this but we'll see#anyways SKIRT WEARING BOYFRIENDS!!! THEYRE SUXH BOYFRIENDS AHHHH#also also james is also wearing one causeeee you know when you wanna do something but you feel scared so sometimes someone else ALSO does#it with you so you wont be all whveusbrhdbejshd ??? yeah#i dont make sense 😭#anyways#this is all just a bunch of imagines HHWHSBEUDBD#james potter#remus lupin#moonchaser#wolfbucks#this was fun i wish remus was my boyfriend#UMMM pls don't take this seriously it was just a fun thing to do ahh#ANYWAYS I LOVE THEM I WANT THEM TO KISSSSS#AHHHHH#wait also i forgot to show their height difference (its only a bit) hwhsheksie so just pretend that james is a little taller
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i might actually post the rough of this because the first scenes are just enough info to keep u guessing and introduce the actual plot and like, 99% a ridiculously fluffy, sans-centric character study of theway he feels about frisk post pacifist that's been rattling around in my head forever
#IT'S JUST!!!! this really quiet moment of uninterrupted flow of consciousness where he's like. woah. just silently metabolizing#how important this kid's become to his happiness in very much the same way that tori and papyrus are. and like sitting with that feeling#i keep putting my phone down to put my face in my hands i need to take breaks. bc I'm feeling too much#what if he was dad. what if he was. a little bit dad. like teensy little bit. just a pinch. as a treat.#IIII WANTTT to show you so bad there are some PARAGRAPHS there. that i am so proud of#props of having a brain (sometimes) that can write (SOMETIMES) is it's specifically engineered to write the kind of shit that makes u insan#FOR FREE#(sweat and tears not included)#ANNIEHWAY
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i saw your halloween post and immediatley thought of someone posting one of those photos like "be careful this halloween!" where there's razorblades or weed or something except they're just gripping a zoroark disguised as a child by the scruff and holding them up to the camera
Check for fox ears and tails this year !!
#mailbox#hoof draws#replacement ingo au#<-it would be kinda fun if just normally. zoroarks sometimes take their puppies to human neighborhoods for halloween#get them some human candy !!#even if people can see that some of the kids are clearly zoruas. they still get a little bit of candy
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ive been thinking a lot about how adrien was supposed to be disabled during his concept development and how much of a missed opportunity the whole thing was, like. on one hand I honestly respect the writers for backing out of a topic they thought they wouldn’t be able to handle well; not to say the representation in miraculous is anything great but it shows they do care about it at the very least, which is more than most media can say. I also know this was a decision that came way before the show even started, but I feel like Tomoe Tsurugi is proof that they can write disabled characters and do it in a way that’s fairly decent, so i feel like they could still incorporate it in now since their prior concern is pretty much ruled out (they’re never gonna do this).
and narrative wise I think it would add very much to the entire Agreste family arc, like idk. you could have his disability be a result of the peacock’s damage, or damage to his Amok. have it be part of the reason why Gabriel is so controlling and isolating (ie; viewing his son as frail and made of glass now) and distant/abusive (viewing his son as now “less than perfect,” at least in terms of what he’d envisioned for a perfect child, and blaming Emilie’s sickness/death on it). Adrien’s modeling career is entirely just inspiration-sensationalism with a “hopeful ray of sunshine” public persona. it can even be important to cat noir, too! it’s still an escape from his home life and career, but it’s also a chance for adrien to show that he’s not as fragile as gabriel thinks. It’s his own way of having independence and autonomy and for once being someone that isn’t constantly pitied or made to pretend he’s a docile ray of sunshine constantly.
I’m also deeply autistic enough to say it could match with him being the holder of destruction; half of his life is centered around preserving him and, again, treating him like he’s made of glass. so why not give him the power to literally crack and shatter that glass? poetic cinema and all that. additionally it adds to both why he’s so unserious with his role as a superhero and why he values his partnership with ladybug so highly—he’s indulging in this new freedom while also recognizing that the partnership it comes with is about the only one where he’s genuinely treated as an equal and trusted to take his own part in something. that’s not to say I think all of his friends would instantly change personalities and baby him (especially not Nino) but let me tell you, even as someone who’s not physically disabled, the distinct feeling of being othered or unequal is there no matter how much support you have.
everybody knows this already but there’s just so much potential in everything that the writers don’t do reagghhhhhghhhh
#I could take it a little bit further and say he’s autistic because of the damaged peacock/amok/whatever but that feels weird so I won’t#could it have affected his nervous system developing?? maybe. idk. but overall . what if he’s just like that#cal.txt#adrien agreste#cat noir#miraculous ladybug#disability representation#yes I am very spiteful about the entire ray of sunshine characterization he gets#him and jack too. like they’re literally just nice. Literally that’s it#and not even that they can be HUGE cunts sometimes 😭😭😭😭#if I said that the ray of sunshine trope is vaguely ableist would that make me a keyboard warrior ……#idk
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examining your relationship with your art can be fun
but watch out
#examine too hard and you'll have a crisis#or *another crisis if you're like me#sometimes yeah i think about it too hard and then i get the intense prey instinct#to chuck my tablet into a field and then take off sprinting in the other direction#though i know id just come creeping back like a cautious but curious deer. get a little closer. run away#closer. jump back. poke the tablet and run away. come back and poke it again.#its the 'what am i doing? am i doing what i want to do? am i enjoying this? is it hurting me?'#will admit i have these thoughts every other day#ill have like a good bit of fully enjoying art & what im scribbling#and then suddenly ill wake up the next day and its terrifying and Too Much and huh??? HUH???#i want to draw but im so so scared <3 but im being sooooo brave about it <3#anyway i think we should all destroy our electronics and run screaming into the woods#OH MY GOD SOON I CAN DO THAT.#not the electronics - i mean the running into the woods part#oh im so excited. when its all too much i can just walk in nature with no one around#that Will fix me! for sure!#when the Art Fear™️ comes back i can just... go away for a few hours and touch some motherfucking grass#AND MAYBE FORAGE SOME CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. I AM DYING TO HARVEST WILD CHICKEN OF THE WOODS.#LITERALLY HAS BEEN A LIFE GOAL FOR YEARS NOW#when the Art Fear™️ creeps in i can get some big chickeney mushrooms and cook em up. refresh my soul....#absolutely unprompted#but yeah sometimes i wonder if im drawing for myself or others. like drawing for others is fine but... i think there's a fine line#am i balancing it? am i Indulging enough? am i doing what i want to do enough???#are my people-pleaser tendencies consuming me again? am i feeling Pressure? hm. yeah its crisis time#am i living how i want. am i enjoying how i want. am i interacting with welcome home the way i want to.#i think im going to go do the dishes....
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don't you love when you're like, okay now I'm going to leave this sorrow in the old year so I don't turn into a crotchety bitter person over it, and then you walk on feeling all refreshed and bright no longer carrying it on your shoulders, but then the sorrow wanders after you like a child who was lost in the supermarket weeping its eyes out and it says to you where did you GO I was lost! I was lost and I missed you!!! and you can only sigh and take it by its hand and say to it very well. here's your seat. I'm sorry I left you behind, I promise it was with the best of intentions, but I want to do my best by you, so let's sit together and try to figure out what you're saying to me.
#thinking out loud#i'm truly like. ok i'm mostly fine i'm a little bit going through it because it's harshest month of winter and it's always weird this month#but i just think it's so funny that i have to be like OH you don't suddenly stop....hurting over something because you decided to!#if you were missing someone who was important to you two months ago by golly you probably still will two months from then!!#weird how that be! anyway#it's funny to me because it's like the opposite of object impermanence#i used to think i was all heart no head and that there's a part of me that went hard in the opposite direction to counteract that#but i am still as much as heart as i ever was except now i have my logical side going yip yip girl we gotta go!!! let's go!!!#and the heart is like holding up a shakey hand going oh lads you go on without me...i just need to catch my breath for like....15 years#anyway anyway. the narrative is indeed kind but that doesn't mean that it doesn't sting sometimes#but! we can do the best that we can and take our troubles by their hands and learn what we can from them and it will all be okay in the end#(i hope this post isn't too complainy or miserable. i may take it down later but i feel the need to say it somewhere.)#regardless of that. happy Friday my friends I love you all dearly bless you for being near me <3 <3
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Tender ZoSopp moment after a big fight with a wounded Zoro resting on Usopp's lap, and he's giving him a light massage to his temples and neck and Zoro wakes up to Usopp smiling at him because he protected them all again
"You look... safe... " Zoro says
And Usopp laughs a little "I am safe, thanks to you"
"I mean... you... safety" and Zoro falls asleep again (Chopper nearby still treating his wounds probably)
And Usopp's words caught up on his throat because being the protector's safe place means so much to him
😭😭 I'm not a writer, if you or anyone else wants to expand on that, pls do, I just always get really emotional to the thought of Usopp being (any of the Monster Trio)'s person they feel safe with, specially after a big fight
Oh this is so😭😭😭 Usopp being Zoro’s safe space is everything to me omg!!! That’s so!!! Just thinking about Usopp never having thought about Zoro romantically until that point not until getting hit with a line like that and being thrown completely off kilter like wtf is that supposed to mean?? That was a joke right right? he was just joking around he couldn’t really have meant that he Usopp was making him Zoro of all people feel safe?? But then he remembers the utter sincerity in his voice as he said it. Zoro doesn’t lie. So what does it mean??
Usopp’s heart is just a mess after that and he cannot stand being around Zoro. It might just kill him. Just a brush of their hands was almost enough to send him into a cardiac arrest and then there’s his laugh.
Usopp fears it might be enough to end him.
You would think a stoic serious guy like Zoro wouldn’t laugh that much if ever but he does and it’s often at the stupidest things. And those stupid things sometimes happened to be him. Usually Usopp wouldn’t stand for that but now he thinks he can afford to be a little stupid if it means he gets to hear Zoro laugh.
Even if it kills him.
So he cannot be around him. And so Usopp does what he does best. He runs away. Not completely. He’s still there at the fringes. Has his foot just inside the room so to speak. He will still see Zoro at the dinner table, in their room and other places on the ship as long as others are around. They just can’t be alone.
That just means that he won’t be working on the grassy deck of the sunny and suddenly find Zoro leaning into him asking him what he’s up to or just falling asleep against him. Nor will they nap together under the shade of a tree. Nor will he let Zoro use his lap as a pillow. Nor will they be shooting the shit late at night looking up at the stars. Nor will Usopp get to laugh as Zoro tries and fails to map out constellations. Nor will he get to tell him how hopeless he is and that it doesn’t matter if Zoro doesn’t know his left from his right because Usopp will always be there to find him.
He will lose a lot of things but he thinks that what he’s protecting is more important right?
It’s after another fight. Zoro is lost again. No one can find him. Usopp isn’t worried because why would he be? This is par for the norm. But then Usopp does find him and his heart drops out of his chest.
“Zoro?”
He’s on the ground looking badly injured completely still. It almost looks like he’s napping. Almost.
Usopp kneels down beside him and tries to shake him awake.
“Zoro?”
He does not answer.
“Zoro this isn’t funny open your eyes…” Usopp’s hair is loose it’s all in his face. “You’re supposed to be the strongest of us what are you doing.” He tries to brush his hair back but it keeps falling back clinging his face. “You can’t just let a chump like that take you out.” Great now it’s getting all in Zoro’s face but Usopp lets it maybe it’ll annoy him enough to make him wake him. “You haven’t become the world’s best swordsman remember? You still haven’t bested Mihawk yet so you can’t just not… Wake. Up!”
Usopp does not want his last words to him to be… when was the last time he actually talked to Zoro?? Had he been avoiding him for so long that he couldn’t even remember?? Was his last words just… nothing?
Usopp doesn’t realize he’s crying until he sees his tears splatter all over on Zoro’s face. Fuck.
Usopp regrets so much.
All the moments they had are overshadowed by all the ones they didn’t get to have because he was coward and so so afraid. Of what? Of being found out? His stupid feelings shouldn’t have prevented him from just being his friend. Just being his friend had been enough and should been enough. But now he’ll never even get that. Now all Usopp gets all the things he is left with are those moments that could have been, the ones that should have been and all the ones that will never be.
He gets nothing.
Usopp crumples. He gathers Zoro up in his arms holding him and placing his head in his lap just like that moment so long ago. And says “please don’t… not yet…”
He feels a hand on his cheek sweeping away his tears and his eyes snaps open and he sees Zoro looking grouchy and confused and so very awake and he screams.
“Zoro!”
“Argh don’t be so loud I’ve a headache.”
“Stupid you don’t get say that after making me think you’re dead!”
Zoro cracks a smile. “Is that why you’re crying? I was wondering who I had to beat up.”
Usopp grabs the hand that still on his face. “Don’t be stupid. You’re not beating anyone up the way you are now.”
Zoro just hums as he closes his eyes and just nuzzles closer and gets more comfortable. “I missed this.”
Usopp ruffles the green his hair and smiles. “Me too.”
“Finally gotten tired of avoiding me.”
Usopp’s grip tightens in his hair but he immediately lets go once Zoro bristles with pain. “Sorry.”
"Sorry for pulling my hair or sorry for avoiding me?"
“It’s not you.”
“What is it then?”
When Usopp doesn’t answer Zoro just pulls him close until their foreheads are almost touching.
“Tell me.”
“It’s stupid.”
“I want to hear it.”
“It doesn’t matter-“
“It matters. To me.”
Usopp twists his lips. But there’s only so long he can lie. So long he can withhold the truth. So of course it comes gushing out when he least wants it to. The dam that’s his lie finally gives. It has been breaking for a long time now. It just takes just one nudge from Zoro and that look in his eye and that hand that’s still wiping away his tears. And he breaks.
“I love you.”
Zoro’s eyes widens and Usopp knows he’s made a mistake but then they soften so maybe not and oh he laughs and maybe just maybe this is worth everything.
“Took you long enough.”
Usopp’s eyes well up with tears again. “I fucking hate you.”
“No you don’t.”
Then he kisses him. And they kiss again and again. Because they’re happy to be alive. To be here together and with each other and in love and because when Usopp isn’t busy being a coward he can brave. Usopp can be brave. And he gets to have this and all the moments that could be, going to be and will ever be. Now and forever.
“Oh before I forget.”
“What?”
Zoro smiles so softly and also so smugly because he’s a bastard and yet Usopp can’t help but love him because he’s stupid and also the smartest man alive.
“I love you too.”
Usopp smiles.
He gets to have it all.
#reading this ask actually made my heart squee omg#and please don’t say you’re not much of a writer no one is until they decide they are#just this little bit you wrote was enough to move me#just write it might suck in the beginning but it’s going to get better I promise#take this from someone who didn’t start drawing until their twenties#also thank you for sending this it was awesome!!!#asks#zosopp#i write sometimes#I might enjoy writing like this too much so please keep sending me these little hcs and I might try to turn them into a little something🥰
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