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#so then why do i have to do it? ugh. thats y its a hard thing to complain abt bc ppl r like oh it sounds like ur compulsive habbits make u
opens-up-4-nobody · 10 months
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#ay. looking forward to the future when im back in therapy#like i dont feel terrible rn. i dont exactly kno how to describe it. i feel like ive been tossed up onto the shore of a desert island#after a big storm. like im still lying facedown in the sand bc i dont kno what to do when i stand up#i guess im just still sitting in the desolation of 2yrs of burnout and i kno that things need to change but i dont kno#quite how to manage it. bc the thing abt me is that i have ambiguous handwave undiagnosed obsessive compulsive behaviors#and its like every. everything i do is. like its structure to the extreme. i have to do these things because. because why? idk just because#so im like ok i have to change things so i adjust to the change and the structure just becomes rigid again. the cage changes shape but the#volume stays the same. and its hard bc i cant run rn so its like i cant expell my frustration and its a compulsion i cant fulfill and its#constantly in my head. im also just tired. ive been sleeping more than usual and idk y. like i dont feel that depressed but i guess i do#feel bored and pointless bc im just doing computer stuff rn. and i also just feel like my brain is cloudy#like learning is a thing i like to do but im not allowed to spend time reading papers bc i have to draw bc thats the structure#but i want to learn abt those specific topics and i just feel like my brain is full of holes#like its a very specific feeling. like back after i 1st finished my masters i was taking carbon measuments bc thats#like the most useful thing for me to do in tbus lab but it destroys my brain and then my boss was training me in some culture isolation#stuff that i liked a lot and was more aligned with my interests but i hit this wall where my Brain was like ur not allowed to do that#anymore so i make the choice to let the project go and just do what was useful. idk y i did that but i do it all thr time. idk its just hard#when like everything feels so boring and bleak all the time but with this little glimmers of specialness that im not allowed to reach for#ugh. its just the hormones. bc it's becoming very clear i have high and low moods associated with hormone shifts. and the obsessive#compulsive behaviors. those r just ambient but at time exacerbated by the shifts#unrelated#also participating in trivia stuff triggers me feeling dumb lmao but idk i dont usually memorize facts. i usually go for vibes and like what#do u build with what youve learned. like who gives a fuck if u kno a set of facts if u dont do anything with that info#but thats just me being defensive bc i have a foggy brain full of holes
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star-girl69 · 3 months
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i think aphrodite kid reader x clarisse is simply just better??? like the trope is just superior??? like, we have clarisse who is tough, and mean and one of the strongest people at camp, then we have reader who is kind and compassionate and really doesn’t care all that much about fighting. so naturally, clarisse is super protective and treats reader like a princess?? how could people dislike it 😔😔
no exactly and i actually must write about this - basically this is just all about the little things clarisse does for her perfect princess angel daughter of aphrodite gf (me!!!!!!)
okay as payment for my absence please accept some shitty headcanons I LOVE YOU ALL BYEEEE
she’s just always DOING THINGS FOR YOU
she’s so perceptive and she always knows exactly what you want and need even if you don’t know it yourself
like if you like wearing high heels one) clarisse genuinely wonders what is wrong w you
she sees no practicality in them bc there isn’t lol
but also she’s like omg???? MY GF feels safe enough around me to wear shoes she can’t run in???? WHAT JOY!!!!!!!!!
and you’ll come back to your cabin being all ugh omg my feet hurt so bad laying on the bed and putting your feet UP
and clarisse is like “well i could have told you that”
excuse me????
“don’t get me wrong baby you look gorgeous and i love you wearing heels but it’s your funeral”
“DIE”
she just laughs and takes your shoes off
she’ll continue to bully you as she’s literally massaging your feet like ok girl yeah we see you
clarisse is also a MENACE about making sure you eat
“did you eat today?”
“babe you SAW me at lunch”
“just making sure….”
you’re just so kind and amazing and clarisse loves you so much but you are not the best at fighting!
she is constantly stressed when you’re not by her side
bc no one loves you like her who will protect you 💔💔💔💔
when someone takes advantage of you she gets so PISSED OFF
bc it’s not like someone is beating you up it’ll be like someone is using you as their personal therapist or smth and you’re just like “pls go speak to an actual professional wtf 😭😭😭”
and she’s so pissed off bc WHY IS THIS BITCH PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY TORTURING HER GIRL??????
she’s not afraid to beat people up for you and actually enjoys it!
anyways, clarisse is also a koala bear
and an emotionally stunted caveman
she’s not good with her words so these actions are all she has to show you that she loves you
idk if y’all have noticed but clar rarely saying ily to y/n bc it’s my personal headcanon that she has such a hard time saying those words. she shows you she loves you but for some reason it’s just so hard to get the words out. (…BC SHE IS AN EMOTIONALLY STUNTED CAVEMAN)
so she quickly adapts to do all these little things
if you’re walking down a flight of stairs trust she is holding your hand
QUEEN of opening jars for you
if you’re not feeling well or you’re tired or just feeling lazy she’ll bully someone into doing your chores for you
also this bitch is NOT afraid to stand up for you and make sure you get what you deserve.
like that one meme
“UM… she said NO PICKLES… you fucking dumbasses…”
“CLARISSE 😭😭😭”
also like in “better than revenge” she loves to watch you do your makeup
finds it so fascinating that you can only get PRETTIER
like she’s okay at makeup but you can do that shit perfectly like standing on your head
you make it seem so effortless
she’s not a HUGE makeup girly but sometimes she’ll let you just go crazy
so you can sit on top of her….. that one sapphic meme yes…..
also she’s constantly bragging about you
“yeah… i have the prettiest gf in camp… y’all are just losers what can i say”
ofc if anyone were to agree w her she would go insane
“yeah y/n is so pretty”
“um ok yeah you don’t have to say it i say it enough….”
even if one of your siblings gives you a compliment she’s like HOLD THE FUCK ON- then she remembers THATS YOUR SIBLING ITS OK and she’s like oh this is so embarrassing.
will she stop? no ofc not
she’s constantly telling you how pretty you are. beautiful. gorgeous. exquisite. all the words
loves kissing you all over
KISSES YOUR HAND 🤭🤭
anyways going back to the clarisse koala bear agenda that got away from me
she’s just always touching you
hand on the small of your hand guiding you somewhere
hand around your waist
SITTING IN HER LAP AT CAMPFIRES
no matter what type of hair you have she’s obsessed w it. if you have pin straight hair she’s so obsessed w the fact that you don’t need a huge curl routine like her, finds it fascinating
if you do have curls she loves doing a curl routine together
whatever whatever type of hair you have she’s obsessed with it and will wash it for you if you want
so soft and lovingly like a more of a scalp massage than a hair washing
will brush your hair for you, braid it for you, anything you like just OBSESSED
she loves when you like sit on top of a picnic table and then she gets to sit in between your legs on the bench thinks it’s so so fun and so so silly
she LOVESSSSS sleeping w you OBVI.
on top of you, you on top of her, she’s a koala bear. like entirely wrapped around you
partially bc she is as aforementioned a koala bear and partly bc she is overprotective even in her sleep
if you move in the middle of the night even just a little bit
she’s a super light sleeper i feel like
always on the guard fr ✊
a little bit better when you’re there tho
so if you move in the middle of the night she’ll just like caress your hair and kiss your cheek and try to shush you back to sleep
like bitch you’re still asleep have you never heard of ADJUSTING? MOVING? SHIFTING?
hope you’re not one of those people who has to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night bc with clarisse that will stop
you can’t abandon her even for 2 minutes even for basic bodily functions like you just can’t it’s so inconsiderate to her… 💔
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marlenesluv · 3 months
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Hello can you make lando x reader where landi first meet our reader as as drifting competition like someone tag him and he see reader one of contestant and he was like so shock when he he see reader do drift and be like fan-boy mode
Tokyo Drift. (LN)
hi! sorry this is a little late, i hope an smau is fine? lmk tho, i can make a little fic or hc too! i hope you like it!!
pairing: lando norris x drifter!reader!fem
summary: reader is apart of Formula DRIFT, and her fans ship her and lando. (sorry thats the summary, but enjoy!)
fc: emilia.nia
warnings: none
masterlist -> masterlist link
^ check my list for all posts! ^
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liked by: yourbsf, olliebearman, and 91,108 others
y/n.user: check my insta story/highlight for a new drifting vid in tokyo 🇯🇵❤️🤍
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driftingvids6: the car😍😍
user3: hi *louder than everyone else*
ln4edits: @landonorris needs to watch her vids! she’s so good
↳ f1fp11: frrr @landonorris she’s the best
y/nfp.88: guys, drift mom posted
yourbsf: can’t tell whats hotter, you or the car
↳ y/n.user: my tires 😮‍💨
↳ yourbsf: omg true 🤭
cschili55: she’s so pretty!! and the drifting??omg
driftqueen7: marry meeeeee
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
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landonorris: tokyooooo❤️🤍
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y/nsog.fp5: the red and white hearts? yeah, that’s our girls’ colors, we aren’t stupid mr. norris
user1: he went to go see y/n fr fr
f1updates: max and lando, our favorite duo!
maxfewtrell: i love it here
↳ landonorris: who doesn’t love tokyo
ln4quad4: cars cars cars 😍
driftingpage: who wants to bet that he went and watched y/n?
↳ y/nsogfp: BROOOO he def did omgggg
user8: now that max has a gf, lando needs a new wag
↳ drift4ever: @y/n.user ….
↳ user8: @y/n.user
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
landos instagram story:
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seen by: y/n.user, danielricciardo, and 872,103 others
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
your instagram story:
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seen by: landonorris, carmenmmundt, and 103,293 others
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
Twitter:
Lando Updates @ln4updates • 3hr ago
Lando Norris is currently in Tokyo, Japan with Max Fewtrell and Max’s girlfriend, Pietra Pilao. Lando posted on his story with Y/n Y/l/n as well.
Y/n is apart of Formula DRIFT, she has been since 2019. She also drifts in Tokyo a lot with some of her friends!
Rumors are spreading that Lando and Y/n have been seen having dinner a few times this week🤔What do you think?
↳ DRIFT FanPage @fdriftfp • 3hr ago
I love Y/n and Lando so much, I think they would be a cute couple! My two fav drivers? Yes please!!
↳ Amanda @friendsenthusiast • 2hr ago
Y/n and Pietra content WHEN?!
↳ Landos Fits @ln4outfits • 2hr ago
They are really hard launching huh? But I’m here for it. I think they would be a power couple.
↳ Jackson Talks @jax99talk • 2hr ago
Sure, but…why do we have to ship them? I mean, I get they would be cute, but Y/n already has a bf. Me. So like, bye asf
↳ Gracie @gracietalksf1 • 2hr ago
LMAOOO you really got me for a second there, Jackson
↳ Jackson Talks @jax99talk • 1hr ago
Its not even believable, is it…?🤕
↳ Gracie @gracietalksf1 • 48mins ago
Nah, babe, it’s not 💓😍
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
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tagged: landonorris, maxfewtrell, pietra.pilao
y/n.user: new york outtakes 😉
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landonorris: 😏❤️‍🔥
↳ y/n.user: 🤭❤️‍🔥
↳ maxfewtrell: gag me
↳ pietra.pilao: getting freaky in the comments??
user3: THE EMOJIS?? THE COMMENTS?? HELOO??
y/ndriftposts: our drifting mom is j hard launching rn guys
carmenmmundt: fits are always so good!!
↳ y/n.user: ty carm <3
↳ carmenmmundt: <33
ln4edits: UGH i love them already
f1wags: we’ve arrived. so..do we add y/n to the page?
*liked by creator*
↳ user7: Y/N LIKED IT???? OMG CONFIRMED?!
ogf1fp7: needed this today tbh
alexandrasaintmleux: prettyyy❤️❤️
↳ y/n.user: you you you❤️❤️
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
your instagram story:
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.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
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tagged: y/n.user
landonorris: my home in three different seasons ❤️‍🔥
view comments…
y/n.user: i love my f1 driver bf
↳ landonorris: i love my formula drift gf
f1wags: WOAHHHH SHES SO PRETTY IM FLOORED
y/nfp8: MOTHER!!!!!!!
danielricciardo: finally got a girlfriend?
↳ landonorris: yes, the best one ever
↳ y/n.user: 😁
↳ danielricciardo: cheesing😁
↳ landonorris: of course she’s cheesing😮‍💨
↳ y/n.user: 🤭
user2: in love with their love
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
(reposts, comments, and likes are appreciated!^-^)
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aakariiiii · 5 months
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Hey💖
I have an request here (if u have time)
So the story is about
(Sanzu or mitsuya x y/n) ur choice
We are Emma sister so being her sister is a blessing but sometimes a curse like ,we are always her shadow, how she is prettier than us, how everyone prefers her more than us and how we liked draken first but draken ended up liking Emma this made us insecure about our self , so like I want how the make us feel good about our self and we are good in our own way
(Sorry for grammar error and sorry if its confusing)
hihihihiiii!!!!
I’m so sorry if this is extremely late, i took an unexpected break because of exams and bc a family member passed away :( but i’m okay now and I’ll try to be active again
also, to whoever requested this im sorry thats so late ugh im so mad at myself…but anyway i dont feel like this is good enough but here goes nothing
i hope you enjoy it (even tho its not that good) n im sosososos sorry again <3
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“What’s wrong?”
Hands on your thigh, worry laced Miitsuya’s voice when he found you sitting on a pavement in the middle of nowhere, tears cascading down your cheeks.
Startled was understatement. You tried in vain to rub at your cheeks in an attempt to hide the peppered trail of tears, but that was of no use as more tears were relentlessly flowing out of your eyes, betraying your attempt to conceal your distress.
Stupid eyes!
Mitsuya’s eyes narrowed at you with worry.
“Is there someone I’m gonna have to beat up?” He asked sternly.
“N—no! It’s nothing, Taka! Don’t worry about it!” you stuttered, feeling utterly exposed before the person you'd recently begun to admire, tangled in a web of unspoken emotions.
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y/n’s POV
I stutter, foot in mouth in front of the guy I recently caught feelings for. Well, obviously after moving on from Draken, the reason being that Emma likes him too. And he clearly likes her back, but who wouldn’t? Her happy demeanor would charm the unfeeling, her soft features would make anyone develop heart eyes. And then there was I, the less attractive, less important Sano sibling who’s been constantly devoured by Emma’s shadow.
Don’t get me wrong, Mikey is a great brother to me, he’s just…emotionally unavailable.
“Then why are you crying?” Mistsuya asks, softness caressing his voice as he moves to sit next to me instead of in front of me, a gesture of quiet support.
I hesitated, torn between sharing my feelings and shielding them. But his eyes were inviting me to confound in them, promising me to find solace within their depth. Pale, yet captivating. I could see myself swimming in them, in a sea filled with tranquility.
I turn my head again, facing front and look at the ground.
“I—I’m fed up, Taka. I’ve been living in Emma’s shadow for almost my whole life, and I get it, she’s pretty and pretty people are obviously…more favored. She’s just very charming and—I’m —I’m just the less important, invisible Sano sibling. I—I’m trying so hard to just break free…but it’s so hard!” I open up, tears flowing down my flushed cheeks again.
Mitsuya was silent. But his silence was comforting, it told me, in an unspoken whisper, to continue.
“I—I really don’t know what to do, Taka! I’m r—really—really trying! And I—“
I choked on my words, interrupted by Mitsuya shifting to kneel in front of me, meeting my eyes at eye level
His gaze spoke volumes—love, care, and a sense of belonging.
He grabbed a lock of my hair, gently twirling it around his finger and started speaking, his words laden with sincerity.
“Who said that you aren’t pretty, y/n? I think you’re absolutely gorgeous, hell, I find you prettier than Emma!” He grins as he releases the lock of hair and reaches up to my cherry-like cheeks, the pad of his thumb wiping my tears away, making my heart skip a beat. Or two.
“You don’t have to be like Emma, y/n, being you is what makes you stand out the most. I can reassure you that you’re liked as much as Emma is by everyone around you, yeah?” He smiles as he stand up up once more, stretching his hand out to me.
His gestures alleviated my burdens, and I grasped his hand as he pulled me up.
It was unexpected, very unexpected actually, but as soon as i stood up, his arms wrapped around my torso, embracing me with an infinite amount of warmness as clang on to him, wanting to melt into him as I’ve never felt so at peace before. I don’t want to ever leave his embrace.
The wind softly hummed as we stood, in the middle of nowhere, clinging onto each other. He pulled away, planting a kiss on the top of my head.
“Feeling better?”
“Yeah—thank you Taka,” I smiled at him.
“Of course, now let’s go get some ice cream—I’m starving!” He whined jokingly as he guided me to his motorcycle, handing me a helmet.
And with that, the both of us were dashing against the wind, as my hand were tightly wrapped around his torso.
“S-slow down, Taka!” I yelled, scared for my life.
A chuckle came out of his mouth as he sped up.
“Whatever you say, m’lady!”
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slut4els · 1 year
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Old Flames 2
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omg before i start this second part thank you guys sm for all the support on the first part i love you guys sm and i tried my best to get this out asap!!
contains: !meanellie x !shy/scaredreader, angst, some fluff, some smut, sexual thoughts, alcohol, weed, and i think thats it! lmk if i forgot anything and as always 18+ !!
enjoy lovelys <3
You and ellie barely spoke since saturday. After confessing and hugging for a while you mutually decided to let eachother think in silence.
ellie couldnt stop thinking back to all the times you guys had hung out. what signs did she miss? could she have done something differently? maybe if she told you she was attracted to you maybe you would be together.
You were having similar thoughts, facing the opposite direction as ellie but you decided to text dina.
Dina
12:34 am
y:guess whos my fucking roommate
d:who?
y:ellie.
y:and thats not even the worst part
d: uh oh
d: please dont tell me you did something stupid
y: yeah about that…
y:i kinda told her i used to be inlove with her and thats why i ghosted her.
d: WHAT????
y: I KNOW I KNOW IDK WHAT I WAS THINKING EITHER BUT SHE WAS SURPRISINGLY NICE ABOUT IT LIKE WE HUGGED FOR A WHILE
d: omfg
d: ok whatever just come to my dorm tomorrow morning and we can talk about it while we get ready for the party which you agreed to go to by the way
y: ughhh i forgot about that do i have to go??
d: you promised!!
y: fine ill come over at like 7
d: thank youu and gl with the whole ellie thing.
y: thanks
(end of conversation)
You sighed and put your phone on the charger before deciding you should get some sleep before going to dinas.
you woke up and looked at the flashing red numbers on your alarm clock that read 6:18 AM
you got up and put some sweatpants on along with a hoodie before putting your laptop charger phone and a dress to change into for the party that night into your tote bag. you grabbed your shoes and began tying then when you heard shuffling on the other side of the room
shit you thought to yourself. you really didn’t wanna have to face ellie this morning but she was your roomate after all.
“where are you going this early” she said rubbing her eyes. her voice sounded so raspy, you felt the same butterflies you tried so hard to get rid of senior year but now they were back.
“shit sorry did i wake you up?” you said standing up to look at her ignoring her previous question.
“yea kinda but you didn’t answer my question, where are you going?” she said a little harsher now. “just dinas, ill be back pretty late too so dont wait up” you replied. “oh? and where are you going thats keeping you out so late” ellie replied standing up crossing her arms. she was just wearing a tanktop and sweats, her muscular arms on full display. trying to divert your attention so you wouldnt stare you tried to reply. “just some stupid frat party”.
“oh? well im going to a frat party myself tonight so i guess well both be back late” she said smirking slightly. you rolled your eyes. “yeah ok” you replied turning around and walking to the front door. you opened it but before you closed it again you heard ellie say “you cant pretend nothing happened, y/n” after you heard that you quickly shut the door and started on your way to dinas dorm.
“you need to have an actual conversation with her y/n” dina said. you had spent the last hour and a half talking about your situation with ellie.
“but how i cant even say hi to her without feeling like im going to throw up from how nervous i am” you whined. you could tell dina was tired of listening to you but you didn’t really have anyone else that would put up with it.
“well its gonna happen weather you like it or not, but for now lets focus on your outfit for the party” you knew dina was trying to be helpful by changing the subject but you weren’t completely ready to stop talking about the situation between you and ellie but you complied with dinas request.
“ugh fine, hold on let me get my new dress i bought like two days ago” you showed her the dress. it was black with some glitter and off the shoulder sleeves.
“oh my god it looks amazing! you have to try it on for me” you rolled your eyes before going into the bathroom to change. when you walked out to show dina she opened her mouth slightly with a shocked expression across her face.
“holy shit y/n you look fucking amazing.”
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you walked into the party with your hair and makeup done by dina. you made a beeline to the drink table dragging dina with you terrified to see ellie sober. you poured some alcohol from a bottle of straight vodka into a small shot glass sized solo cup.
“jeez slow down” dina said with a slightly concerned look as you downed the first shot and started pouring your second one.
“she said she was going to be here and i cannot be sober when i see her” you said after drinking your second shot.
“well how about you come dance for a bit before you get to wasted” dina spoke as she grabbed your wrist and dragged you into a crowd of sweaty bodies all dancing with the music. after a couple of minutes of pure uncomfort you told dina you were getting another drink. you walked over to the table and poured yourself a cup of vodka and punch and decided to go outside to the patio to get some fresh air.
you stepped outside closing the sliding glass door behind you. it was completely empty which was good. it made it easier for you to think. you sat against the wall and closed your eyes taking a sip of your concoction every once and a while listening to the slight beat of the music coming from inside. you thought about a lot of things, college, classes, but mostly ellie. you knew you couldnt avoid the subject forever, but you wished things could just go back to normal. you both being on speaking terms with no romantic feelings for eachother, but it was a little late for that now, and you couldnt keep pushing ellie away, she was your roomate now but you also missed what you used to have. maybe talking to her would be able to do that, but you still wanted to put it off for as long as possible.
you were deep in your thoughts when you heard the sliding sound of the glass door open. you thought it was dina looking for you so you just said, “yeah yeah i know dina just give me like five minutes and ill go back in” however the voice that you thought belonged to your best friend sounded nothing like her, instead it was ellie. “well im not dina but you should probably go back inside” she spoke.
you were pulled out of your thoughts at the sound of her voice looking over at her as she made her way to sit down next to you.
you already being somewhat drunk you responded to her with a little attitude “what do you want, did dina tell you i was going to be out here or something” “well for one i wasnt looking for you, i didnt even know you were going to be out here, i just came outside to smoke, but it’s probably a good thing i found you, we need to talk” she says pulling out a joint from the back pocket of her jeans. she was wearing acid washed dark blue jeans and a maroon tshirt with a sage green flannel over it. she had her hair in a half up half down bun style and of course, her black converse.
you watched intently as she placed the joint between her lips and lit it, the smell hitting your nose as she inhaled and exhaled the substance.
“you shouldve said something, senior year, i might’ve even felt the same”. she started to speak again. “but what if you didnt?”. “then thats it, atleast we wouldve gotten it out of the way”. you wished that what she was saying was true but you knew better. “dont act like it wouldnt have been a big deal ellie, you and i both know that it would change our entire friendship, plus what about cat?”
there was a moment of silence before ellie spoke again “me and cat broke up after a few months but we werent even dating when you cut me off. we couldve tried it out. we couldve gone on dates and shit. We couldve made it work, even if we decided to just be friends.”
after another moment of silence you decided to say something. “what if we tried just being friends again, we cant really avoid eachother anymore you know since were roomates and shit” you proposed. you didn’t want to be just freinds but after months of not talking you couldnt just ask her to date you. Ellie however wanted you to ask her to be more.
“so just friends? nothing more?” ellie said as she turned to look at you. occasionally glancing at your lips.
“well i mean i just thought-“ you were cut off by ellie. “you thought i wouldnt say yes if you asked me to be more?”. you felt heat rise up to your face as ellie moved slightly closer but enough to the point where your shoulders were touching. “i mean, i-i guess?” you were able to stutter out.
“well what if i told you i wouldve said yes?” as she spoke she moved her face closer to yours to the point where you could slightly feel her breath against you.
“i-i dont” before you could finish you were cut off by her lips lightly pressing against yours. you were shocked for a moment but eventually gave in and kissed her back as she flicked her joint elsewhere. the kiss became more lustful when she slightly bit on your bottom lip and entering her tounge in your mouth when you gasped. you put your hands on the sides of her face to pull her in even more. she pulled you onto her lap and her knee pressed slightly onto your core making you gasp and pull away from the kiss for a moment. you felt your arousal growing as your underwear slowly became wet. you wanted so badly for it to go further but you knew you couldnt do it on the patio of a frat party.
ellie tried kissing you again but you held her shoulders to stop her. “ this is amazing but i think we should go back inside, dinas probably worried by now”
“hmm ok but remember we’re roommates”
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A/N
Im so sorry this took me so long to publish but here it is!!! it might be a bit of a longer wait for part three because of school but i will keep you guys updated!! again thank you all so much for the support on the first part im so happy you guys like this series as much as i like writing it!!
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chrissbitchhh · 24 days
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BAD IDEA
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briefly based of bad idea by girl in red. this is kinda short and mid but that ok ig.
WARNINGS: allusions to FWB?, making out but no smut, thats kind of it !
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This is probably the worst idea I’ve ever ever had. And it’s way way worse that I’m about to act on it. 
Me
Hay.  
I click send on the one word text and instantly put my phone face down on my chest, I don’t know if he will even answer, plus its 11:00pm on a friday he’s probably busy. Should I have done that, I should go and delete the message and block him and pretend this never happen-
Chris❌🚫
Oh hello sweetheart whats up :) 
I roll my eyes, of course he’s already all pleased I even texted him.
Me
Nothing wrong person.
Chris❌🚫
Rightttttt, no need to be worried, I’ve been waiting for your text.
UGH.
Me 
Uh uh. 
Chris❌🚫
Aww come on baby don’t be like that. What u need?
Should I do this, I could just not answer and Never talk to him again right? I don’t need him? 
Me
U busy?
Chris❌🚫
Never for you ma ;)
Me
Come over? need to talk.
Chris❌🚫
See was that so hard? Omw. See u in 5.
this was such a bad idea. Me and chris had a…thing going on for a while, it was basically just a big game of cat and mouse, of who would give into the other first, we would meet at a party or go over to the others house and then would go silent on each other for sometimes weeks, before one of us gave in. 
I sigh as I turn my phone off and stare at my ceiling. I don’t know why I keep going back to him, I Mean he’s not bad to me but he can’t commit and is so far up his own ass its honestly concerning.
I lie there for a few minutes before I heard rapid knocking on my front door. Hes here. I get up from my bed and walk out of my room towards my front door, I stop infront of it and take a final sigh of pure disappointment before reaching for the handle and pulling the door open.
“Hay” is the first thing he says as I open the door, his eyes trailing down my body and a smirk on his face. His brown fresh love hoodie, camo pants and his messy brown hair making him look a bit to good. This is why I always go back to him.
“Hello chris” I say moving aside from my door so he can step inside of my apartment which he does very quickly, making himself at home very quickly on my couch. 
“You want a drink?” I ask him as I walk over to my kitchen “yeah sure” he replies I nod to myself and grab two Pepsis out of my fridge and walk back over to him and hand it to him, he nods his head to the side signalling for me to sit next to him.
“I was thinking w could go to my room” I said and he nodded getting up “whatever you want ma” he smirks as he starts walking to my room me trailing behind him. The two of us sitting on my bed comfortably. The two of us just looking at each other in since for a few minutes.
“God” he sighs out loudly “your so pretty it hurts Y/n” he says quietly as if he was 7 and sharing a secret in the playground, I smile at his complement as he leans in towards me. I quickly reciprocate and meet him in the middle, our lips meshing together messily but easily, as always. 
Chris quickly moves onto his back and grabs my hips pulling my to straddle his lap, I sigh into him as his lips slowly move to my neck. 
“Chris” I sigh as I feel his lips sucking gently against my neck, my hands easily finding home in his brown curls. “Its ok ma” he mumbles against my neck. I whine and reach my hands to tug at the bottom of his shirt, signalling to him I want it off, he nods his head telling me he wants me to pull it off, he removes his lips from my neck and leans backwards giving me enough access to pull his shirt off his head, his chain falling back down against his collarbones. His chest illuminated by the purple lights on my ceiling.
I run my hands down it as I pull him back into a kiss, I feel his hands running up and down my back, sending tingling feelings through out my body, as it always did when he touches me. He slips his hands to the bottom of my shirt and quickly tugs it over my head leaving my in my black bra and shorts as he he sits back to look me over.
“Fuck… so so perfect” he says before kissing against my collarbones.
I knew it was a bad idea to start this whole thing with chris, I knew what would happen, and I knew it wouldn’t happen to him. And I was right, it has become more than just hooking up to me, he’s become more than that. Which was the whole reason I invited him over today, I need to end this whole thing, I wont be the reason my own heart gets broken, because its not his fault I’ve practically fallen in love with him
“chris” I try and get his attention 
“You ready for more” he asks and I shake my head which causes him to quickly remove himself from me and sit backwards against the headboard. I look down at my lap in embarrassment which is still stretched across his lap. I can tell he’s confused.
“Hay…” he places his hand under my chin and pushes my head up so I’m looking at him again “you ok?” He asks, concern laced in his eyes. I lightly shake my head, getting nervous as I look into his eyes.
“Whats wrong?” He asks quickly, tucking my hair behind my ears so he can see my face, I don know how to tell him we have to stop because I’ve caught feelings, I’m so lost in this whole thing. And completely and totally fucked. 
“Um…” I awkwardly chuckle, his hands lightly come to rest on my thighs, lightly caressing them, telling me to take my time and that he’s here and waiting.
“I need to tell you something, kinda important” I say as I climb off his lap and sit awkwardly next to him, the feeling of his hands too much for me to deal with right now. “Ok..” He says the confusion obvious. I just sit there for a moment as I prepare myself, I don’t know how he’s gonna react, I don’t think he could ever be cruel to me but its still scary that he could be mad or even disgusted.
“Alright, I need you to not say anything till im done ok?” I look at him seriously and he just nods “yeah ok” 
“So basically, I think we need to stop doing this. And its not you! Not you at all. Its actually all me” I let a dry, humourmess chuckle “Ive realised that I’ve started to feel…more things towards you, and know I need to end it because thats not fair on you” I take a breathe in and close my eyes waiting for a reply.
“Not fair to me?” Is all he says as e looks at his hands in his lap. I furrow my brows out of everything thats what he is questioning.
“Yeah, you didn’t sign up for feelings and I get that I don’t want to make you feel like you owe me anything just because we fuc-“
“Y/N’ he quickly cuts me off “your right, I didn’t think I wanted anything real or feelings involved” he starts, stopping to clear his throat and looking over at me.
“But I think..no i know that im in the same boat. I’ve completely fallen for you and it is scary, completely terrifying to bee honest  but if you want to….I would want to Maybe try something real with you..”
I just look over at him with wide eyes at his statement. WHAT? 
“Are you being serious? You don’t just have to say that-“
“Shut up.” He chuckles as he leans over and kisses me softly, the kiss doesn’t last long due to both of us breaking out into small giggles.
“I would really like that” I nod and he just smiles widely and nods his head “me too”.
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okkotszn · 2 years
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RACHEL GREEN. THATS ALL. UHM PROMPT COULD BE THAT NEW YEARS EPISODE WHERE THEY ALL NEED SOMEONE TO KISS AND Y/N CHOOSES SOMEONE ELSE AND SHE GETS JELLY AND THEN THEY HAVE AN INNOCENT KISS?? FLUFFFFFFF
new years
character: rachel green x gn!reader
cw/tw: a little bit of kissing but really it’s all just fluff
omg i love this idea sm hello???? anyways hope u enjoy! honestly did NOT think id be getting any friends related requests…also sorry that its a little short!
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everyone gathered in the living room of monica’s flat, facing the tv as they waited for the countdown to start.
“ugh, everyone looks so happy.” phoebe grimaced. “i hate that.”
“i hate it too.” you said.
“i can’t believe that ‘no date pact’ thing worked out,” joey scoffed.
“you know,” chandler started, “i’m no mathematician but i do believe there are seven of us so one of us is getting double the action!”
everyone rolled their eyes at his remark.
“i’m so tired of this- someone just kiss me.”
everyone groaned as chandler continued persisting.
“come on- come on alre-”
“oh alright alright!” you put both hands on the sides of chandlers face and brought his lips to yours in one swift move.
“there, happy?”
“just glad it wasn’t joey because he looked like he was getting ready.”
joey frowned at that.
you looked at rachel, noticing there was a slightly irritated look on her face. smiling to yourself, you excused yourself and took rachel’s hand as you led her away from the rest of the group.
“you alright?” you asked.
“yes, why wouldn’t i be?”
“i might’ve kissed chandler, but there’s someone i would have liked to kiss even more...” you put your fingers under rachel’s chin, raising her eyes to meet yours.
“may i?”
your lips met, a little bumpy from her encounter with that crazy woman at the airport. she tasted like alcohol, but in a good way. it was soft and you felt yourself getting drunk off the taste and feeling of her lips on yours.
oh, how long she’s waited for this moment.
once the two of you parted, rachel smiled as the apples of her cheeks turned a light pink.
“i can’t wait to spend the new year with you.”
the two of you were smiling so hard it hurt.
“finally!”
“shut up ross!”
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spookyserenades · 3 months
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THIS IS FOR 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF TROUVALLE 🎉 🎊 🍾
Readers answer this Prompt- what is your fav moment between y/n and each of the members? (posted by anon).
HERE IS MY RESPONSE!
Jungkook- at first I thought my fav moment would be his 1st scenting scene but after reminiscing on it for awhile I feel like my fav moment with him so far was the bench scene. I don’t know why, but theres something about her reassuring him that she has no favorites that just warms my heart ❤️ also when he thanked her for his b day celebration it was so SWEEET! (Ik thats two moments but i cant choose between then :,(
Taehyung- The moment when tae back hugs y/n at his first art exhibit while they look at the photo he took of her 🥹 that moment is tied with the moment y/n said she trusted him after he told her what happend while he was trying to escape. 
Jimin- Gonna be honest it was hard for me to think of a specific moment between them, I could be wrong but I haven’t seen my mans in a while (besides little tiny moments) 😭. My fav moment has to be when y/n gave surprised him with visa 🥺 she literally shipped a HORSE for him omg 😱 he’s just a manly country man and any time y/n gets the hots for him (like when he was working on the roof of the barn 😉) is always fun lol. Also after his scenting scene (which obvi I love duh) when he talks abt his family and sis 🥺😔
Hobi- The moment when hobi whistles after jin and y/n enter the house after hobi called them when they were sitting in the trunk. He whistles and gets nervous that she gets annoyed by it but she calls it charming and says that its a great way she can find him when hes lost at the grocery store 🥺🥹 sorry i know im rambling but its so cuuute. His scenting scene is also super intense and one i really enjoyed 😉 
Yoongi- The scene during his first basketball game where she ran into his arms!!! He was looking for HER and it is so heart warming to read over and over again. Anytime they tease each other in the kitchen as well!
Joon- Ok, I dont know why but the scene where y/n looses to joon in chess is just so funny to me! And when she throws the chess piece at him and he’s like “you wanna do that again? Hm”. Also when he gave her that opal (i think some stone) after she gave him his b day gifts to show his true appreciation 🥺🥹
Jin- When jin wants to go to the cooking class with HER. 🥹 Also anytime they’ve held each other in their arms while sleeping, like after jin talked about his past with her. This ones short bc honestly they have so many little moments together and so does yoongi and y/n so its hard to pic 🥺 also maybe when she gives him the lord of the rings book, my boy was in his feels 🥺🥹 
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TY SO MUCH DANA FOR THIS MASTER PEICE IT IS MY FAV COMFORT FIC PLZ TAKE CARE OF UR SELF AND I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK FOR THIS YEARRRR!!!
HAPPY FIRST YEAR OF TROUVAILLE AHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE IT BESTIE 😭😭😭😭😭
SQUEALING over all of your choices UGH I'm also a HUGE sucker for that moment with the chess match between Y/N and Joon 🥵 There's so many little moments to choose from, maybe I should pick my faves too? 🤔 AH
I LOVEEEEEEE this prompt so much and I'm so grateful to everyone who's joined me on this story's journey so far😭 Thank you for everything, and thank YOU bestie for reminding me of some of the sweetest moments between the characters so far 💕💕💕💕
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filthforfriends · 4 months
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next chapter of TSITCOE is halfway done, but I haven't made much progress the past few days since pulling a bank job is easier than getting my Adderall refilled which means writing sessions go like this:
👩🏻‍💻okay we've finished the kissing scene, what next?
👹 FINGERING
👩🏻‍💻 no. they need to have a big, momentous conversation, but I have to figure out what comes in between and -
🙋🏻‍♀️a sequence where they end up sleeping in the same bed!
👩🏻‍💻 we just did that. it would be crazy repetitive
😈 they don't care!
🙋🏻‍♀️ and you already wrote it!
👩🏻‍💻 shut up! as I was saying, we need to figure out what comes in between and how much should come in between. which is why I 've mapped out all major and minor plot points -
😈BOOORRRINNNGGG go on your phone
👹 write a sex scene!
👩🏻‍💻 how does that fit into y/n being at work, like at all? in any way?
😈 just skip to it! you already set it up anyways.
👩🏻‍💻 I can't just skip! I've been building up -
👹 he walks in on her riding her new Vibe Pad and he's all sweaty because he was just at the gym and she was supposed to be done masturbating by the time he got back but she's so horny that -
👩🏻‍💻 that is a one shot that has nothing to do with the plot.
👹so he just sits and watches and she doesn't notice. and she's just fantasizing about him in a way she's only been able to do quite recently, since before the grief of loosing him hurt. Like picking back up on the fantasizing about earning his raw cock. Like what if they were playing and he wore a condom as punishment because she was being whiny and she had to beg him to take it off and fuck her raw.
😈 see? PLOT
👹getting off the way she can only do alone since it wouldn't be fair to fantasize about him with someone else, but she also can't fuck him. so its really satiating to relive those memories and really getting her worked up simultaneously because y/n just wants to ride his cock so bad
👩🏻‍💻is this going anywhere besides horny?
🙋🏻‍♀️ her horniness is a large part of the plot, to be fair.
😈you've edged your readership long enough they're gonna unfollow, dumbass.
👹and she's trying not to fantasize herself into little headspace because she knows going through subdrop alone will hurt, but at the same time she can't help it. so she starts saying "Daddy" out loud since she's so into the fantasy and Damiano gets up and -
🙋🏻‍♀️ actually we clarified early on that "Daddy" is an honorific she rarely uses so she'd have to be using "signore" here.
👹UGH FINE. grinding for so long made her sore, reminding her of times they'd played with pain and she starts fantasizing about those. so she needs to cum once more but its hard so she says "signore" out loud to get herself really into it and Damiano kneels behind her and says "signore is right here."
👩🏻‍💻 so this isn't going anywhere. just as I anticipated. Cool.
😈 your definition of plot is so closed minded you know that?
👩🏻‍💻 you have the attention span of a beetle, you know that?
👹but it FULFILLS this primal need/fantasy. Since he wasn't there before, but now he is.
👩🏻‍💻 fine, elaborate on that.
👹 thats all I got actually.
🙋🏻‍♀️Damiano just being these is a fantasy after so many months dealing with her submissive side alone. Simply having a Dom to catch her is deeply satiating and healing since the emotional consequences of sub drop made her less vulnerable as a person and a partner out of fear aversion.
👹which created a fantasy about this in particular! yes! YES!! she fantasizing about masturbating, thinking of him, and him randomly showing up to be there and do his role.
😈 which is healing or whatever
👹so they she gets off the Vibe Pad, which was really just a placeholder for Damiano anyways, and rides his cock right there on the bedroom floor, crying because she's already over-stimulated but she needs it so bad and is mentally so turned on that she starts shaking because her hormones -
👩🏻‍💻no. sex. YET.
👹GRRR. FINE, BITCH. He collars her and has her sit between his legs while playing with her clit and its one of the collars thats half chain, so you can loop your finger through it and pull it tighter.
👩🏻‍💻anyways, BACK TO THE PLOT. She's at work and maybe one of her colleagues tells her a heartfelt story about their grandparent passing and she feels like shit for lying.
😈literally falling asleep from boredom
🙋🏻‍♀️use the lady with the berry nail polish so we don't have to establish a new character.
👩🏻‍💻thank you. SOMEONE is being helpful at least. Then they go home and cuddle on the couch. Maybe a sweet moment where Cheeto sits on Dami's lap for the first time?
👹then a sexy massage!
👩🏻‍💻Maybe...
👹NAKED
👩🏻‍💻 No.
👹CUM PLAY
👩🏻‍💻 BACK IN YOUR CAGE! BACK!! NO BITING!!
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kynrki · 2 years
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LOVE IS (NOT) EASY!
027. — time to shine🤞🏼🤞🏼
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yn arrived at the beach, jus like kaikno said to. honestly, the girl might’ve had a feeling that the girl kaikno was talking about, was her. but that could also be her ego whos jus talking. as she walked towards the sand, she saw something and.. someone?? in the distance. she was confused but walked over to that person.
meanwhile, niki was stressing. like bad. he set up a nice picnic that was y/f/c themed and got all your favourite treats her learned about over the time. he waited for you, he wanted a chance for him to explain everything properly before you fully make you decision. though it took him a while, he came to the conclusion that if you were set that you didnt want him back, he’d be okay with it. obviously sad aswell but happy with the fact that he at least got to explain himself.
“niki?” yn called as she walked closer, bumping the boy out of his thoughts.
he looked up and let out a sigh while a smile was forming on his face. “i- uhm- hey” niki said nervously as he stood up from the blanket. you looked down and saw all your favourites. you looked back at him. “where’s kaikno? she said i was supposed to meet her here??” you asked looking around. “i actually asked her to ask you, because i know you wouldn’t have came if i asked. niki said rubbing the back of his neck. “really?” you asked unimpressed, you scoffed and started walking away.
“i didnt kiss her yn.” niki shouted. you hauled in you steps. “what?” you said while turning around to look at the boy to see if he’s lying or not. “i said..i didnt kiss her.” niki said looking into your eyes sincerely. you kept quiet. “you walked in on the wrong timing, i wouldn’t do that to you yn” niki said as he sat down with a sigh. “how do i know that?” you asked softly as you walked a little bit closer to him. “because i like you yn. is it really not that obvious? god, im in love with you, everything about you. the way you’re always kind to your members even if they’re mean to you, how you always look out for them and theres more.” niki said as he put his hands in his head. you were shocked. you stood there, mouth agape as you took a moment to take all that in.
“but then why was that girl there with you?” you asked softly as you sat besides him. “ugh i hate her so much, she’s always in my business. after the performance i went back stage because i wanted to confess to you, and before i was about to walk out, she walked in and when you walked into the room, she leaned in to me which made it look like we kissed but i promise you we didnt.” niki said as he looked at you. you nodded, things finally making sense. “but still doesn’t explain why you and na-rae were out together?” you said raising an eyebrow. niki laughed. “baby, shes been helping me with you. what you like, what flowers you liked” niki said smiling as he took your hands in his.
“you know, these past few days has been terrible for me, and to jus have you here, in my presence is more than enough.” niki said looking at the ocean infront of him. “im sorry, for not letting you explain, its hard especially when you see that the night you decided you’re gonna confess.” you said lying your head on his shoulder. “im sorr- wait you were gonna confess to me too that night too?” niki asked. “yeah, thats why i came looking for you” you said as you laughed softly. “wait holy shit, im soo sorry then, i can’t imagine how you must’ve felt during that moment” niki said seriously, looking at your face once again. “its okay, besides, we’re here now” you said laughing. “yeah” niki said as he gave you snacks.
“hey niki” you said after a while of laughing and catching up, while eating snacks. “yeah” he hummed. “i hope you know i like you too.” you said softly. the boy looked at you with literal heart eyes as he laughed. “you’re cute, you know that?” niki said squishing your cheeks playfully. “hey! that hurts mother fucker!” you said as you slapped his hand away from your face. “boo hoo” niki said sticking his tongue out before running away. “oh is it like that? its on nishimura.” you said as you started running after him while laughing.
unbeknownst to you two, kaikno watched the scene un fold as a tear fell down her face. she had been looking for you since it started getting late and you didn’t answer your phone. the girl harshly wiped her tears as she decided to walk back home, because she finally, she realised she had lost all chances she had with you. all because of nishimura riki.
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A/N — gave niki some freedom of speech💀💀neways SORRY KAIKNO MY LOVE😞 also sorry about no updates and shi, ive been heavy unmotivated to write lately:(
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PAIRING — idol!Nishimura Riki x shy!idol!fem!reader
SYPNOSIS — y/n has never been in love. craving the feeling to feel special and worthy to someone, she dreams about falling in love and having someone love her back. what happens when she bumps into a cute boy, and doesn’t realise he’s under the same company. not to mention he finds her cute too. but as they all say, love is (not) easy!
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ih4tnonie · 2 years
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sub scoups cause why tf not
CW// Smut!!, Sub!SeungCheol x Dom!Reader. Dom! & Sub!, Edging, CumPlay (a little), Begging, a lot of use of the word C*M.
His eyes are beady and he’s biting his lip, you can tell he’s getting close again.
“M-more” he says grabbing unto you. For a big man he’s not that heavy , so you have no problem with him doing that . “you haven’t been good, so… no” you say smirking. He whimpers after hearing you say that and he’s now gripping the bedsheets harder than before after your palm speeds up on his tip.
“ill be better please… just let me cum”
“let you cum” one of your eyebrows raise and you look dumbfounded “you’ve been bad seungcheol , and your getting punished so wait a little longer, okay?” you kiss his forehead and then his cheek, where his tears are falling to and he nods so you continue.
You continue jerking him off, then stopping constant, where his whines, pleads, and moans are filling the room and maybe the rooms below you guys. But when YOU feel its enough you make sure you let him know.
“are you ready to cum my love?” you say to him slowing down a bit for him to respond. He nods and you lightly slap his face, “i need a response darling, can’t have you faking now”
“ugh i want to cum so-so bad miss, p-please” he moans in between, because even though you slowed down , it doesn’t mean you stopped
“ughh so mu-” he can barely even finish his sentence, before you jerk him off harder than before and he’s squirming around and his belly and chest are moving in and out like he’s hyperventilating or something.
“im gonna cum miss, im gonna cum sooo much” he says with a whine that soaks you (like you couldn’t be soaked more) immediately and there’s light in his eyes thats telling you. He’s cumming. With the continuous “good boy”, “im here” and “your doing so good” he cums hard with himself getting on you, him, the bed and maybe even the walls behind you.
After he calms down a bit, he lays up and you kiss his beautiful lips “good boy” you say between the kisses and he hugs you and says “thank you, i love you y/n” he goes back to your regular name. “i love you too beautiful” you say back.
you look down at the mess he made and you take your finger across the top of your breast where his cum laid and you hold it near you and seungcheols face “m’so much” and licking it “and also so good”.
After cleaning him up you and him both take a bath together
“so how was it ” you ask him hand on your chin staring at him.
“it was amazing , but why was i being punished?” he asks washing himself off.
“the outfit you were wearing on stage was turning me on, and that means it was turning other people on and i didn’t like that” you say to him kind of embarrassed you said all that and he looks up at you and giggles a bit.
“you were turned on” he says getting cocky. You splash water at him and say “don’t get cocky on me, ill make sure you never cum” you get out of the tub and grab a towel “and if you do cum, you’ll be coming until your dry”.
i hope you liked it <33 didnt take me that long and i only proof read once so i hope its good :))
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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#theres a quote somewhere abt an adviser of a religious leader in... maybe the middle ages? where the adviser is like: we need to convert X#group of people gently. if we force our beliefs down their throats they may just expell it back up#and im thinking abt it bc thats how my brain engages with things. like: oh i like a thing. i must consume as much info abt it as possible#right this very fucking second. and then suddenly its very stressful and my brain tries to reject it#but i cant bc the fucking metaphorical evangelical in my brain is like: no. u fucking listen to me#and im just like 😵‍💫#which is to say that i didnt sleep much last night and overdosed on 0ne piece. which was not a good move bc now i just feel terrible#which i knew would happen bc i was like hm reading this fic sounds like a bad choice. lets fucking gooooo#and then i fucking trigger myself lmao. partly bc of the material in the fic and partially bc the last time i was reading 0ne piece fics i#was a lot more fucked in terms of my lack of self awareness. so it kinda inherently makes me think of back then and im like oh yea i used#to do X bad thing. i should go back to doing that lol. and its like No. stop. fucking. no#make better choices for the love of god. ugh fuck ive got too much i didnt sleep enough energy#im sure ill burn out way hard by the end of the day. channel that energy. channel that energy into finding an apartment in a fucking city#with a fucking housing shortage 😭 i dont wanna go back to having roommates. nooooooooo 😭😭😭#bleh. im procrastinating going to work. work that i am voluntarily doing for no fucking reason except thst i have issues with#compulsive behavior lol. not lol. sad face 😭 hhhh im vibrating. i wanna run around in circles. why cant i be like this when i actually go#for runs >:-[ im always to fucking brain saturated by then and its a ll static and bees in my head#whatever. time to get tf up and take measurements#unrelated#lmao y did i start this with allusions to a religious quote i dont fucking remember hahahaha#ah its bc i find the contrast of serious academic and philosophical topics funny when i go from thinking abt them to fucking anime and#my petty bullshit. idk i habe a weird sense of humor maybe
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ase-trollplays · 16 days
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The Need For Space
Vvv Can I call ya Thiomi instead a Mimi from now on? vvV
..aww... why don't you want to call me 'mimi' anymore?...
Vvv Same reason I started sayin' Dan instead a Danny. I'm six sweeps now. I ain't a wriggler anymore, an' sayin' Mimi is a wriggler thing. vvV
...if thats how you feel... then its okay with me if you call me my full name instead...
Vvv Thanks, Thiomi. vvV
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Vvv Can we go ta the city tonight? vvV
...oh... uh... s-sure...
Vvv ... Yer still sad about yer face, aren't ya? vvV
... ...y... yeah... ...i am...
Vvv Havin' scars ain't somethin' ta feel bad about. Scars mean ya survived what tried ta kill ya. Me an' Dan an' Corali are covered in them. You even have other scars, and they don't make you feel bad. Why are the new ones different? vvV
...i dont have these s-scars because i s-survived... ...i have them because s-someone wanted to hurt and upset me...
Vvv Well, what about the scar on yer arm I gave ya when I was little? I was tryin' ta hurt ya, an' yer not worried about people seein' that one. vvV
...thats different... ...you didnt know better when you did that... ...the person who cut me up knew exactly what s-she was doing to me...
Vvv Well, that's just more reason not ta be upset. You bein' afraid ta let other people see you means she won! vvV
...varoll... please... ...its not that s-simple...
Vvv Why ain't it?? vvV
...can we s-stop talking about this??!...
Vvv !!! vvV
...i... ...im s-so s-sorry... ...i didnt mean to yell at you...
Vvv 'S fine. I'll ask Dan ta take me instead. vvV
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...you want to go alone?...
Vvv Yeah. I ain't a wriggler anymore. I can go ta the city by myself. I know what the streets an' stuff are an' how ta get ta places, and I always keep my knife in my pocket an' my arrows in my strife deck if I gotta fight. vvV
...but youve never been there without me or dantli with you... ...are you s-sure you dont want one of us there?...
Vvv Yeeesssss, ugh, you don't have ta act like I'm still a little kid. I can take care a myself. I live all by myself in the swamps an' I been just fine--
...because you have your lusus to protect you... ...s-shes never more than s-shouting distance away from you...
Vvv Yeah, okay, but I also like, hunt and kill things way bigger than me! An' ya don't gotta problem with that! Why's goin' ta the city by myself such a big deal?? vvV
...because trolls arent like animals... ...trolls are a lot more dangerous... ...animals dont use weapons... or lie to you to hurt you!...
Vvv An' I killed trolls, too! Plus, I'm the highest blood color, so I'm allowed ta hurt or kill people lower caste than me anyways! vvV
...you s-shouldnt be thinking like that!...
Vvv I'm not! I'm just sayin' if I get in a fight I ain't gonna be in heaps a trouble like Corali! Why're ya makin' this hard?? vvV
...im just worried!...
Vvv An' I'm tellin' ya not ta be cuz I can take care a myself! vvV
...varoll kaydur... do not take that tone with me!...
Vvv Yer the one yellin'!"
...im not--!... ...im not yelling...
Vvv Yeah ya were! If yer gonna be mad about it, then fine. I ain't goin'. Happy now?! vvV
...of course im not... ...youre angry with me...
Vvv I just want you an' Dan ta stop treatin' me like I'm still little. I can do stuff without y'all, ya know. I don't need ya glued ta me all the time anymore. vvV
...youre right... ...i guess im just having trouble letting you grow up...
Vvv So... I can go? vvV
...ill talk it over with dantli... ...if he s-says yes... then you can go on your own...
Vvv Yes!! vvV
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morphogenetic · 10 months
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Mediaposting 2023, #35: Banana Fish (anime)
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[said while vibrating very quickly and typing out like 20 different bullet points] i like this series a normal amount
okay so. non-spoiler thoughts:
step 1 YOU SHOULD READ/WATCH THIS. it does have content warnings for literally everything you can possibly think of as needing a common content warning (drug abuse, sexual assault, racism, and thats absolutely just the tip of the iceberg) but my fucking god. no wonder it's been such an influential piece of media on literally every jp anime/manga crime story (especially the BL ones) written since
for a series that is literally one of the early genesis points of BL as a genre i was ABSOLUTELY expecting more actual BL than was in this LOL. not that i'm really upset, bc honestly i really like the way that ash and eiji's relationship is written in a shoujo-y "they obviously care about each other a lot but it's not going to be outright romance" kind of way. bc like, honestly? that makes it way more emotionally satisfying (and devastating). i think it would actually make less sense if anything more happened In the story (though more happening in the epilogue wouldnt hurt LOL)
how the FUCK was this published in a shoujo magazine
the time period change to modern day from the mid-80's has both helped and hindered this series bc like. on one hand. much easier to do everything with a phone. also the update to shorter's character design was excellent,10/10 no notes. on the other hand. the Everything About It makes it so obvious that it was written to be a product of its time.
speaking of ^ ash turning from A Guy Who Knows How To Use A Computer into a hacking genius is so. why. i mean you can update it for sure but Why Like This
god i wish this had more room to breathe sometimes bc the exposition goes WILDLY fast sometimes. why did they try and do 19 volumes in 24 episodes. the 39 episodes that the director wanted would have been so nice to have
that said: the emotional moments that i actually give a shit about and that make up the core of the weight of the story are given what they deserve. at least up to volume 5 they are. gestures at ep 9? and 22 with a pained smile
i literally could write an essay about why it works so well as a spin on the american-style gangster story even while it definitely has flaws. and how its influenced so many fucking things. my god.
it has flaws for SURE but the rest is so good that i don't care. which is rare for me (gestures at nirvanai/neo twewy being other examples)
spoiler thoughts under the cut (like full-very-ending-of-series spoilers) but YEAH UH I LIKE THIS THING CAN YOU TELL BY HOW MUCH I WROTE ABOUT IT.
it does kind of annoy me that literally all of the canon-MLM (probably gay but you know) guys are horrible people lol. like wow love how the gay predator stereotype is on full display here. feeeeels baaaaad. i know i know asheiji homoeroticism i am ON THAT TRAIN
however yut-lung being feminine out of a wish to carry on his dead mom's legacy is kind of a slay. ive seen people go "ugh it sucks that one of the villains is a feminine man' but while he is definitely not a good person hes one of the less terrible villains, just like. as a person. hes also a teenager in shitty circumstances just with way more power and sway
here's the part where I admit that I was spoiled on the ending so it didn't hit as hard for me OOPS. however. the anime DOES leave it open-ended and it fucking irritates me that anime-only people are like "boo i hate the ending bc ash dies!!!" when it is LITERALLY AMBIGUOUS. i have heard that the manga is less ambiguous about it but :') oh well. anime-onlys what are you doing
speaking of ^ i actually like the ending. like i think a lot of people who absolutely hate it must not have a lot of familiarity with gangster movies as a genre bc it is a genre convention that the Main Gangster dies in the end. granted this was a hayes code thing which the manga definitely did not have to do LOL but its definitely supposed to feel unfair bc ash's damn LIFE is unfair.
however i'm glad the anime makes the ending ambiguous bc that feels like a more fitting end. like ash's life was always in limbo, considering what he was doing, so making his life in limbo at the end too? Good. Yes. Do That
the fucking. everything with shorter and the sa-yo-na-ra bit. i die. that shit is so emotionally painful
i know this sounds weird but i kind of wish they dragged out the "what the hell does banana fish mean" thing a LIIIITTLE longer but by that i mean like, halfway point of the series. like they could have used a little more time to figure out what it is. also that would have let shorter live a little longer ay lmao that said this criticism also almost definitely applies to the manga soooo. you know
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wileyfern · 11 months
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sims tag
i got tagged by @akitasimblr & @wastelandwhisperer ❤️
1. What’s your favourite sims death? death by flies!
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? maxis mix! I like alpha-y clothes but mm hairs
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? nope
4. Do you use move objects? it’s permanently turned on in my game thanks mccc
5. Favorite mod? oof this is hard i like the health, eye care, and dental mods those add some fun little gameplay things
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? i got get to work, cool kitchen, and dine out all at the same time
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? LIVing idk why lol i think it’s aLIVE but i say the opposite
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? you want me to choose!? Ugh idk Ce is one of my fav ocs
9. Have you made a simself? I do kinda 1 & 2
10. What sim traits do you give yourself? loaded question lol. geek, clumsy, animal enthusiast, loves the outdoors, and outgoing
11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? ooo the red is nice but the new neutral dusty white swatch is my fav
12. Favorite EA hair? i literally dont know 😭
13. Favorite life stage? i play with YA the most but probably infants or toddlers
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? i mean i mostly do gameplay but i will be in the mood to build from time to time its only residential tho i cant make a community lot at all
15. Are you a CC creator? i have made a few recolors for personal use but thats really it. ive made conversions too but nothing ive released or plan too unless i get more free time
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? lol yeah i have simblr friends ive been SUPER inactive tho lol
17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) 3 is probably my fav but i really do enjoy 4. 2 will always amazing that’s how i got introduced and i will always love it
18. Do you have any sims merch? not that i can think of
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? nope
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? I USED TO USE ALPHA HAIR. thats all thats how its changed. i went really mm after the alpha hair and now ive been more mix the last few years
21. What’s your Origin ID? oh um wileyfern i think i dont actually know
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? lol uhh too many
23. How long have you had a simblr? 2017?? maybe 16. it was active in spurts when i first started
24. How do you edit your pictures? RESHADE, lol that does all the work. oil paint, smart sharpen, and increase/decrease brightness when needed
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? at this point i dont even know. horseys please ❤️ just more worlds actually thats what i want
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? island living, cottage living, uhh idk i like a lot of them
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How the mercs are when you pull their collar/tie for a kiss. (maybe a full kiss maybe a cheek kiss it depends) (I got this idea from youtube idk I was browsing when just a cool animation with an oc or something and had a tie pull kiss part and then I was like huh...yep let me use this idea for my writing, also so sorry I don`t have a link for the video since I just skipped passed as soon as it ended so yeah. enjoy) (Sorry not gonna lie this is a bit suggestive maybe, there is a lot of flirty crap) It seems like the s/o (reader) are a bit cheeky today~!
Scout
You felt very cheeky today and wanted to revenge on scout for kissing you during a mid-conversation with your best friend. Revenge time baby!! You were thinking of ways to get revenge... Hmm Oh, I shou- Nah... hmmm. Then! You saw scout talking with the other teammate, *Ding!* Oh! I got a gooood idea~! You walked over to him, and you suddenly pulled his collar and kissed his lips. Oh and then- Wh-WH-WHaT!? BANG! That was a critical hit! He was red in an instant. He looked like a lobster. ''Scout that`s what you get for kissing me mid conversation~ you then gave a smirk and left. He was so red he cant even think straight. U-Uhh Um I. The teammate he was talking was laughing so hard, ''Haha scout! Y-Your face is so fucking red I cant *wheeze*'' '' SHUT UP! Ugh...s/o...you are so unfair sometimes...''
Soldier
You just felt like pranking him you dont know why. You just wanted to see his face of pure shock. You were curious. Hmmm....What should I do... Then you saw soldier sitting at the table reading something. While approaching him you got the idea, oh thats perfect hehe... He then saw you. ''Oh! hello-cupca-'' *you pulled his collar and kissed him roughly* !? w-what. His face was red. (Oh~so thats what he looks like when he is pure shock, hehe its so cute!) He then dropped his book, and you picked it up. ''Oh, soldier what are you reading? It looks interesting'' He was still bright red. He couldn't even for a sentence. ''Well, I, um, I'' Then engi called for you, ''Oh gotta go! See you later soldier~'' This is one of the rare moments when he stutters and is just speechless. By the way, he got revenge by kissing you even more rougher the next day. I guess you are both even now :3
Pyro
You were just bored, I am booooooorrrreeeed! Then you saw pyro hmmmmmm oh. Yep you the idea out of the blue, sure why not try it out. You approached pyro secretly, (luckily pyro was focused on doodling something) Hey pyro! *Looks back* mmph? you then gently pulled his their suit thing and kissed. !!! Hehe how are you, sweetheart? *pyro still in shock* Hello pyro? You ok? *realize* Pyro covered their face with their hand. AWWW That`s so cute pyro!
Engineer
You were looking for engi since you asked him to repair your weapon You walked into the workplace damn its messy he must be really busy these days. You saw engi working seriously on something he didt even hear you walk in. You then suddenly decided to give a reward to him. *tap on his shoulder* Huh? *pulls his collar for a kiss* !!!! Hi, engi~! You ok? He was beet red. Even with his helmet covering his face, he still was beet red. ''Oh h-hi s-s/o. Did y-ya just...'' ''Yep! I just wanted to reward you with a kiss since you work so hard :)'' Bang! Y-You have done it again, a cute attack. For the next few days, he was not able to look at your face without blushing madly. Damn it!
Heavy
...I am sorry but you really cant even if you push/pull with full force he aint gonna budge even with three people he ain`t gonna move. But! That aint gonna stop you either! :3. You wanted to surprise kiss him...that is no easy task....hmmm....what should I do...!. Oh, I got it! You walked to heavy with a smirk, he was laying on the couch. He was awake just tired. You then purposefully made noise (idk like whispering his name, making loud footsteps, etc) when stepping close, so that you let him know that you are approaching. You then look at him face to face. ''Hello s/-'' You then bent down and gave him a smooch, (sorry this might be hard to imagine) !!! He was surprised...pleasantly surprised.
Demoman (Just don`t say anything about the end, it is so random help)
He was always such a cheeky boy!!! It was your turn now! hehe. Then you planned for the ultimate surprise kiss! hmm, what should it be what should it be oh! *the biggest smirk ever* You two were drinking some scrumpy or just chilling in general in the living room. He was drunk you were waiting for the moment hehe... *yawn* I feel like I am dreaming right now~! Oh, you do? *pulls his collar for a kiss* Are you still dreaming sweetheart? hmm? *smirk* *demo blushes but becomes okay quickly* hehe, you are so cheeky s/o~I think this is the best dream ever~! Oh, look a star! Wait what there is no- *He then pulls your collar for a kiss this time more deeper...* I gotcha my star! You are my star *blush* You got me again... *sigh* Haha! Ya but you also got me too so we are even my little star~ :)
Sniper (oh boy)
This is interesting. You were very curious about his reaction. You had this idea for quite a while now...I gonna try this today. It gonna be so cute. You both were heading to the base you both just finished some private missions yey! You guys were walking...holding hands...his hand was so warm damn. You guys were quietly walking slowly approaching the door. Before sniper opened it you stopped him ''Hey sniper bend down, I have to show something'' ''Oh ok.'' When he bent down you took his collar and gave him a big smooch and then whispered in his ear. ''Oh~I just wanted to show my love for you, my dear~'' You then opened the door, ''we`re back!'' He was standing the mad red, (what just happened!?)
Medic (A bit flirty and long just saying)
He was so cheeky, no. the right word should be flirty. But! Sometimes he was off guard you know~ That means its your time to shine :)). He was about to go to battle, he was just preparing at the medic bay for some stuff. You could't go saddly you injured your right arm baddly and needed to heal properly. Medic was a worried little doctor. You were walking around looking for him. You just wanted to say bye before he left for battle. You then saw him, ''Oh hi medic!'' ''Oh hi love...!!! You got out bed!? It is dangerous!'' ''Medic my legs are fine you know? Just my arm.'' ''Still I am worried you will trip over something!'' ''It's fine medic!'' ''NO, it is not.'' His face was so cute right now. (I mean it is always but anyway) He was currently bending down to talk to you face to face. You then took the chance. ''S/o be good an-'' *you pulled his collar and give him a kiss* !!! ''W-What!?'' The mission starts in 1 minute. You then decided time to shine even more and whispered in his ear. '' Fine~ I will be a good~ So you be a good boy too okay? If you be a good boy in battle then I will reward you a kiss ok~?'' He blushed red, then you letted go his collar. ''Lets see how this goes~♡'' You then headed to the hospital bed. The mission starts in 30 seconds. He headed to battle red as a tomato. ''You ok doc-'' ''I am FINE!'' So the question is, was he a good boy during battle and help everyone? Yes~ You know what that means~ Did he get his kiss from s/o? Of course, he did~♡
Spy
He was focused on the book he was reading. You didn't feel cheeky or anything you just wanted to surprise this man. It would be so cute~! He always did fancy and romantic kisses. You wanted to try too :3. You have been thinking about what to do, then you got the idea. You tried your best to hide the smirk on your face, luckily spy was focused on the book so he did not notice. Good. You then got off your chair and walked toward his chair. He noticed but didn't bother to look. good. You then walked next to his chair and watched. He was just about to look back! CHANCE!!!. You gently pulled his tie and kissed him softly on the lips. He had a face of shock. You smirked, ''hehe, Did I surprise you, love?'' ''W-wh'' Somebody called for you. ''Oh! I will be right back.'' As soon as you closed the door after you left. *Floof* He was a little red, not bright but just a bit red. (S-S/o`s smirk was so cute, goddamit. They got me...) When you came back he gave you another fancy kiss! ''Oh, mon amour~'' *The room was soon full of giggles* :)
This was fun. This is like the kissing hc but part 2 and a bit different. Wooo I am now fine by the way who asked! I love you all! Hope you enjoyed it. Until, the next post bye! :3
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