#so if i ever finish that it won't be their lyrics but OTHERWISE-
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If i ever get back intro writing fanfic for literally anything, I'm going to title everything exclusively with The Family Crest lyrics
#this is like half joking#Look i lowkey love lyric-titles and so many of their lyrics would be BANGER fanfic titles#actually the rw/by fic WIP I've had in purgatory forever has a lyric title from another band#so if i ever finish that it won't be their lyrics but OTHERWISE-#lee speaks
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Nobody Like You
Larissa Weems x Reader
Chapter 3
SUMMARY
2 months felt like an age, and even though you've been hoping for Larissa to show up at your door, you didn't expect it to happen now. You can hear her crying and muttering words you can not understand until you open the door.
2 months felt like an age, and even though you've been hoping for Larissa to show up at your door, you didn't expect it to happen now. You can hear her crying and muttering words you can not understand until you open the door.
"You are everything I never thought I needed and more." You heard Larissa say through her sobs.
"I'm such a fool for thinking otherwise. I'm sorry I hurt you and keep hurting you, for doubting you..." Larissa apologised.
You signalled her to come inside and sit on the couch. You offer her a tea, hoping it will calm her a little.
Larissa's tears slowly faded. "I miss you so much my darling. And I- *sighs* I don't know. I'm going crazy without you."
You cannot believe the words you're hearing. You've been thinking of begging her to take you back, but you didn't expect her to be the one to do it.
"Please. I beg of you to take me back." Larissa pleaded.
You are formulating words wanting to say the right thing. You want to take her back of course, but you're still too hurt... too broken, "I want to. I really do." You finally declared.
Larissa is sensing that you're not finished talking, so she urged you to continue, "but?"
"What will happen next? Are we back to our same old routine? Where you doubt me so much we broke up a lot? I don't want to be broken anymore... I'm afraid I'll fade." You continued.
Larissa moved closer, took your hands, and held it closer to her chest. "I'll spend every minute of every day making it up and proving to you that I'm worthy of your love."
You smile slightly at her and take your hand back to put around her body. You hugged her tightly and snuggled your face into the crook of her neck, and inhaled her essence. "You were always worthy, you just won't accept it." You whispered.
Larissa cling to you for dear life.
You both fell asleep on the sofa embracing each other and not wanting to ever let the other go.
It took at least a week before the tension pass, and now you were able to joke about it. And after three months your love for each other only grow and prosper.
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(My Love Won't Let You Down by Little Mix)
The sound of slow and soft music echoes through the house.
Larissa's hands are around your upper body while yours are wrapped around her waist tightly.
Your body swayed rhythmically. Even though it's freezing outside. You could only feel each other's warmth.
Larissa hummed the tune of the song. You both throw a kiss on the forehead or on the cheek, or any exposed skin here and there.
-I'LL BE THERE WITH YOU
ANYTIME THAT YOU NEED ME TO-
You locked eyes while closely holding each other, and mouthed the lyrics of the song you were slow dancing to.
-MY LOVE WON'T LET YOU DOWN-
Your foreheads touch, and you can feel each other's breath on each other's lips. When the song ended you passionately kiss each other.
The next morning you woke up with Larissa lying on your chest. You softly caress her head as you smile to yourself. You sigh contendedly.
Larissa looks up from your chest to meet your gaze, "good morning darling."
"Good Morning my love." You replied.
She moves and gives you a good morning kiss.
"Good Morning indeed." You quipped.
She chuckled and kissed your cheeks before she bury her face in your neck.
You stayed cuddled for more than an hour before you both decided to go have breakfast.
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The cold wind blows through the afternoon.
You both shift closer to each other and hold hands tighter to get warm. You gaze at the sky as you stroll down the park, and then you look at Larissa, who is already gazing at you.
You grinned and blush. "Enjoying the view?" You asked.
She answered, "I very much am."
You walked some more for a few minutes until you found an empty bench to sit on.
When you sit down, Larissa let go of your hand, but before you could miss the warmth she wraps her hand around you. "Better?" She asked.
You look up at Larissa and she leaned closer so you could kiss. You both hummed at the feeling and from the warmth the kiss emanates. "Best." You answered.
Less than an hour of comfortable silence passed, and you speak, "we should get back home, or else we'll freeze to death."
You look at Larissa and see a smirk plastered on her face. Larissa declares, "I'm already home."
It made you grin widely and blush profusely. "You know what I mean." You replied.
"You're my home too." You declared just before you went into the house.
You sat on the sofa and got comfortable. Larissa sets a hot chocolate in front of you before she sits down beside you. You both snuggle closer to each other.
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Larissa's laughter and shrieks can be heard from afar as you chase her on the shore. She shrieked and laughed some more when you finally caught her.
"You can't run from your destiny honey... it is written in the stars that you-- should apply my sun screen baby." You quipped.
Larissa chuckled, "you're so silly-- and dramatic... I love it."
You went under your umbrella, and Larissa applied sun screen on you... while breathing heavily on your ear.
You gulp and breath deeply. If she plan on getting you all hot and bothered it's definitely working.
"Close your eyes." Larissa commanded.
You look around you and gulped, "here?" You asked.
Larissa nodded to confirm, so you did.
After a minute of closing your eyes, you decide to peek a little, and then you see Larissa running off into the ocean. You chuckled to yourself and shook your head from side to side.
"Darling come on." Larissa shouted as the waves hit her body.
You shouted back as you ran to her, "seriously?"
When you got near to Larissa, she splashed water on your face.
"Oh my god." You try to cover your face with your hands because she keeps splashing on you. When you get closer to her, you lift her up and you let both of your bodies fall into the water.
After more than an hour of playing and swimming in the ocean; you both sat side by side on the shore watching the skyline.
Larissa admired the view and complimented it, "It's so beautiful."
"Indeed." You agreed while your eyes fixated on Larissa's side profile as she glows under the sun.
She moved to look at you, and then she realised what you mean, and it made her blush.
You give her a quick peck on the lips.
You and Larissa watched the sunset. Larissa's hands wrapped around you, and you can feel the warmth of her chest on your back.
It's dark now... and there's nobody else but the two of you. You stand up and begin to strip.
Larissa eyes widen because of your action, "what are you doing?" Larissa stands up and looks around the beach and tries to cover you with her body.
"What do you think I'm doing?" You had a devilish grin on your face, "come on, baby. It's just the two of us now-- plus you know you want to." You ran off into the ocean.
Larissa stripped bare and quickly followed you.
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Larissa regularly receive bouquets with a letter that sometimes consists a poem or something simple such as "I miss you." Or "I love you." She collects these letters, and stores them in her desk drawer, for when she wants to read them again.
Some of these letters are:
*
Your eyes reminds me of the stars
And when you look at me
I feel as if
I'm the center of the universe
But when you smiled at me
I am humbled and I know
You are the universe
*
All the music in the world
And your laughter by far
Is my favorite of all
*
I never once thought of forever
But your embrace made me think
And I thought even forever wouldn't be enough
*
Can't wait to be blessed
By your presence
My goddess I thank you
For giving me essence
On the other hand, Larissa would leave you little treats to find around the house. Every time you open the fridge or the cabinets, you will find treats that she had left for you.
Sometimes, you would find your favourite ice cream flavour, favourite cookies, or brownies. Rings or necklaces that she thinks you'll really like, and some other things that pits a smile on your face.
Most of the time when Larissa gets home, she has brought you your favourite food from your favourite restaurant. Which made you all giggly, and in turn makes Larissa happy.
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You heard the door open then shut. "Baby you home?" You stood up from the sofa and you see Larissa sauntering to you and smiling.
You hugged each other tightly. "I am now." She answered.
You smile, then you kiss her forehead, down to the tip of her nose, and finally to her lips, which lingers longer than the first two kisses.
You both simultaneously sigh contendedly matched by a smile on your faces.
After having dinner and asking each other about the other's day, you went to clean up. While you wash the dishes, Larissa dries them.
And when you finish washing the dishes, you dry your hands and hug Larissa from behind as she dries the rest of the dishes. She leans and hums in your embrace.
When she finished drying the dishes. You cuddled on the sofa, then binge watch your favourite show. After finishing at least three episodes, you both fall asleep in each other's embrace.
The T.V. that is still playing in the background wakes you up. You reach with your free hand for the remote to turn it off. You softly caress Larissa's back while she lies on top of you to wake her. "Hey, baby, we have to go to bed." You whispered softly.
Larissa hummed.
When you got to bed, Larissa quickly spooned you, and you both quickly fell back to sleep.
Every happy and hurtful moment that Larissa had with you flashed in her mind. How she completely went feral when she dreamed about you cheating on her and how you would tease her about freely now. A tear rolls down her cheek...
"You alright ma'am?" The clerk asked.
"I am," Larissa sniffles. "I think I found the perfect ring to propose my longtime girlfriend with." She added with a smile.
Larissa had realised that there's nobody like you. And she'll always be grateful that you never turn her away, so she thinks she has to marry you.
You never thought you'd want to marry someone or ever be married. So this is a shock and a surprise for you.
"I'll take this one." You said to the clerk as you point to the ring that you think would be perfect for Larissa.
#larissa weems x reader#larissa weems x you#larissa weems x y/n#larissa weems x female reader#sapphic#lesbian#wlw#x reader#larissa weems#larissa weems fluff
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Only Friends (book & show canon) Parallels with Hurt and Grieve but Don’t Suffer Alone (my fic)
So…I noticed a while ago that my Sandray fic and the canon of the show (and now the book) shared some very eerie commonalities, and I just needed to make a list to keep track of all the things that were happening that matched up between my canon and the show/book’s canon, because I don’t think anyone would believe me otherwise.
Obviously, if you haven't read my fic, then this post won't make sense, but in case you want to, you can find it here.
I’m not saying anything with this post. I don’t think P’Den or P’Jojo have read my fic, and even if they have, the book and show canon were finished long before I started writing, but it just really is too uncanny, and sometimes very specific, in how my understanding of the characters/story match up almost exactly with theirs.
NOTE: All parallels listed are unintentional parallels I wrote/posted before canon in the book/show. Some aspects of the show/book are intentionally used in my fic — those are obviously left out of this list.
Sand with his back to ray in bed in ep 5 / his birthday; ray reaching out and touching his shoulder vs. ch 3 of my fic where he gets in bed with his back to ray during his withdrawals and ray hitting his back during his nightmares (posted before ep 5 ever came out)
Ray’s dad beating him in the novel version vs. “If his father knew he was eavesdropping, Ray would get a beating, for sure.” (ch 4, fic)
Sand researching rehab centers for ray in ep 10 vs. sand telling ray he’s already looked into rehab centers in chapter 3
Ray’s dad being the one to try and buy off Sand to force Ray into rehab in the show (ep 7) vs. Ray’s dad forcing Ray into rehab after his withdrawals in my fic (ch. 8)
jojo on ray (twitter): "but i think rayman should be more open with a doctor than with strangers" vs ch 10 when ray refuses to open up beyond his name at group therapy
Ep 10 when ray yells at sand saying "i'm the one who should be upset. you don't have the right to cry" (show) vs. ch 12 when ray says to sand (after seeing the photos of him and jane) “About what? What could you possibly need someone to comfort you about?”
Sandray hug / show pda at the therapist's office (ep 10 show) vs. when they hug for a long time / show pda on the lawn of the rehab center (ch 12)
“Why are you asking so many questions? Just say what you want me to do. You're wasting my time” (ray to his therapist in ep 10) vs. “Then you tell me, what is the reason?” He snaps, unable to hold it in any longer. “Aren’t you supposed to tell me what’s wrong with me?” (ray to his therapist in ch 13 of my fic)
"sand please understand me" (ep 10 show) vs. ray just wanting to be SEEN throughout this entire fic
“Like two stars caught in a gravitational pull and attracted to one another” (novel camping scene part 6) vs. ch 16 “It’s like he’s hyper-tuned to Sand’s body, moving and orbiting around him like a twin star.” (seriously what the fuck)
Ray being insufferable about being boyfriends in ep 11 vs. ray being insufferable about boyfriends/pet names from chapter 17 onwards
Ray pointing out the plum wine in ep 10 and it being sand’s main source of income / sand destroying a jar vs. sand hiding the plum wine from ray in the fic because it’s his main source of income (ch 18, posted after ep 9 but before ep 10)
Bostonray apology in ep 12 (non-apology/insults/easy forgiveness) vs. ch 18 of my fic boston calling ray and saying “i won’t apologize for it” and ray saying “fuck you” / “asshole” and moving on / reconciliation - just overall getting their dynamic and friendship on the nose
The use of Micro’s song เติมน้ำมัน and playing at the record shop / ray singing it in ep 11 vs the same lyrics/song being played over a record player in chapter 19 during Ray’s welcome home party - posted RIGHT before ep 11 came out (literally what the fuck at this one)
Ray telling sand “i’ve never loved someone so much i drove all the way out…” in the novel and indirectly being the first to tell sand he loves him / say i love you vs. ch. 20 of my fic ray almost being the first to say i love you (and he would have, if not for the interruption)
Just general character things that I didn’t fully expect to see happen in canon:
Ray only realizing he needs help through Sand and getting professional help in the show vs. ray only accepting that he needs help after sand tells him rehab will be good (and then getting professional help)
Nick confirmed as part of the friend group even without boston (show/book) vs. sandnick joining the friend group from ch 14 onwards in my fic
Ray realizing the full weight of his feelings for sand during therapy in the show vs. ray opening up and talking about his feelings for sand to Dr. Duangkamol in the fic
Sand’s subtle alcoholism throughout the show vs. sand’s subtle alcoholism throughout the fic
Sand not focusing on himself / taking care of himself at all throughout the show vs. sand not focusing on himself / taking care of himself at all throughout the fic (ok i know this is generally agreed upon but i started this fic from ep 2 and just..kept it going yall)
Top suffocating Mew with his presence in the show (ep 9 & 10) vs. the same in my fic
Boston distancing himself from the group after they shut him out vs. the same in my fic (literally posted the chapter sand punches him before even ep 5 came out)
Cheum trying (awfully) to be a good friend at the end of the show (ep 12) vs. cheum trying (awfully) to be a good friend in my fic (ch 15 onwards)
Sand and nick being friends since high school (book canon) vs. sand and nick being long time friends in my fic confirmed in ch 21 (this one is tricky b/c i was still writing the chapter when it was confirmed in book canon — but i’m going to count it anyway since i had already written this section before reading book canon)
Ray being protective and taking care of Sand in the show (during the whole Boeing thing) vs. Ray being protective and taking care of Sand in my fic (once they become boyfriends, e.g., when Sand is sick, during sex, and overall wanting to take care of / spoil Sand)
Sand and Mew actually getting along in the show (ep 12) vs. Sand and Mew befriending each other in my fic (ch 14 onwards)
I stopped tracking after the finale aired, so anything that happens beyond chapter 21 in my fic is unable to be counted as a coincidence, since the canon is complete. The book canon is however still being translated and released from multiple sources, and I haven’t gotten around to it all, so there may be more.
Anyways, I just think this is really freaky and deserves to be seen because I feel slightly crazy for how fucking close I got these characters to canon before it was ever established in canon??? And some are just a bit too on the nose??
P’Jojo and P’Den pls hire me
#ofts#only friends the series#sandray#ofts ray#ofts sand#ofts boston#ofts nick#ofts mew#ofts cheum#ofts fic#ofts fanfic#just me rambling about coincidences
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Rainbow Nails • G.W
Gerard's trying to mind his own business, but suddenly you attack him with several bottles of nail polish and demand that you paint his nails.
Gerard Way x GN!Reader
A/N: i've been addicted to painting my nails lately, and decided to project my own wishes with this ficlet. <3
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With North America's tour leg having ended a short while ago, Gerard was more than happy to take some time to relax before they had to return to the stage. Most of it was spent with you, whenever you were available, or he used the time to write more lyrics or draw, or plan the fourth instalment for Umbrella Academy.
Today, however, was different. You had a day off work, yet Gerard had not seen you since that morning, as you'd claimed you had things to do in the room you'd claimed as an 'emergency office' for yourself. It was only there due to you being forced to stay home when the pandemic was rampant, but now you rarely touched it. However, today, Gerard hadn't seen you leave it once.
So he remained in the living room, taking a rare look at the tags and mentions that came up on their social media. The joy from the fans only solidified the grin that settled upon his face and cemented the zealous feeling which had resided within him over the past few months.
"Gee!" They barely managed to react to your call before you bounded over and spilled the contents of your arms over the coffee table. Confounded, Gerard tucked his phone away and sat straighter, taking in the sight before him.
"Why do you have tons of nail polish?" He inquired, unable to contain the laugh that ticked his throat.
"I want to paint your nails, obviously," you replied with a roll of your eyes.
They eyed your own hands as you scrounged up the bottles which had fallen to the floor. "Don't tell me I haven't seen you all day because you were doing your nails."
You frowned, then glanced at where their eyes were fixed, and let out a soft laugh. "No, don't worry. I actually was doing some work I needed to finish, but then I got bored and dug these out from... pretty much everywhere. I didn't realise we were such nail polish hoarders."
"I'm not surprised by it," Gerard hummed, taking a survey of the colours you displayed in front of him.
"Now," you began, "I can keep it simple, if you want, or you can have a little fun with it and let me add some funky designs." You held out your hands, displaying the small pumpkin and ghost you'd added to your pinkies. "The only rule is that you have to chose more than one colour, otherwise it's boring."
"I have to?" Gerard faked a frown. You nodded, now frowning yourself, befuddled by their reaction. "Well, I guess you won't mind if I choose a colour for every finger then."
You grinned and slightly narrowed your eyes at your husband for concerning you. "Okay, you can pick ten, but do you want glitter top coat, holographic, or just a plain?"
"Let's just do plain for now, just so we don't overdo it." You nodded, accepting his choice.
"You know," you spoke up, resting your arms on the table, followed by your head on your arms as you peered up at Gerard.
"Hm?" Gerard hummed, glancing over to you as he began to select the colours they wanted.
"I really love you when you do this like this with me," you finished, your lips curling into a tender grin as Gerard's attention returned to you.
"Has anyone ever told you you're a sap?" Gerard teased, toying with one of the nail polish bottles.
"You, funnily enough," you replied, unable to bite back your amused smile, "all the time."
Gerard let out a soft chuckle. "Hm, probably because I love you for that."
"Gee," you cooed. "Okay, no, stop, before I start crying. I need to do your nails."
#gerard way x reader#x reader#my chemical gerard#gerard way#my chemical romance#mcr x reader#gender neutral reader#one shot#gee way#my chem gerard#my chemical romance gerard#fluff
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congrats on finishing a wip!! Whats ur secret!!!! lmao
This isn't my first WIP I've finished, so that helped me a bit. (There's a reason I don't talk about my Vampire WIP anymore, it's done, just sitting archived for me to go in and edit it, and do a new draft of it)
Knowing my limits, taking breaks, and shelving when I start to get frustrated. If I find myself dreading the writing process, it's time to take a break and focus on something else.
I also shelved other WIPs to focus on one, otherwise I wouldn't finish anything. Too many projects meant my mind is split onto too many things, and HEMLOCKS was already established with a few interested beta's that weren't on Tumblr or any writing server - just a couple of friends I could trust with the document and liking the synopsis.
I also had Lyric's voice stuck in my head until I wrote her story and re-wrote it until I was mostly satisfied with it. I also did writ a lot of it when I was feeling low or in a bad state of mind, so some of it was just mostly vent works, drawing from my own past or a late partner's past (minus the "parent killed the other parent" part of it all), especially something that Lyric talks about that I and my late partner personally went through at different times.
It was also just reminding myself that there's no rush to finish it, perfection is never going to be achieved so I may as well just do it and write what I want to write and see in a story. It helped me that it is actually an entirely different genre than what I normally write, so I actually had to test myself and see where my limits actually lied.
Also, I didn't talk about it too much on social media so I didn't feel like I had to write a WHAM line every time or feel like I had to create, create, create and make every sentence and line meaningful and deep. It felt pretentious more than normal.
I also stopped complaining. I stopped complaining about the writing process, how I didn't know what to say or what to call it or what to do or how much I hated it, hate that, and jokes of "why can't it write itself" jokes. I stopped insulting it. It didn't feel good, I didn't feel good, it just made me hate what I was doing more, so I just decided to stop complaining about it, and started sharing what I was proud of with a select few friends.
If you speak negatively about your stuff, why should anyone else like it? Why should anyone else read it? "This story sucks and I hate writing it" vs "Some scenes are giving me trouble and I'm getting a little annoyed" are two incredibly different statements, one puts most readers off and the other is relatable. Like on A03, "I suck at summaries" won't net you shit. "This story probably sucks" won't do anything. And you'll also eventually start to believe that - what then? If you hate what you're writing it, why are you writing it?
Was it frustrating sometimes? Did I run into writers block? Yes, so I shelved it and came back to it later when I had some more inspiration. I wrote it in Google Docs entirely and would link my friends to get live responses, I wrote at home and not at work because if I wrote at work, I'd associate it with work.
If I wanted to stop writing it, I did. HEMLOCKS got put aside for awhile for fanfiction because I found not working with my own OCs for awhile genuinely helped me.
I stopped editing as I went. The best advice I ever received was, edit later, write now. Worry about mistakes and perfection later and then accept that perfection isn't possible, and that's okay!
I start writing it when I was awake and stopped when I was tired, I took breaks, I ate when I needed to, drank water when I needed to, etc. None of that, "I won't eat or drink or do anything until I write 5K words today!" Absolutely the fuck not, and I still see shit like that in writing spaces. TAKE CARE OF YOUR BODY, your brain needs that shit to WORK. A healthy body DOES equal a healthy mind, drinking some water does wonders, so does going for a short walk or focusing on something else. You need to listen to your bodies signals :/
...And I honestly stopped participating in NANO. Camp or Novembers. I honestly didn't like it, didn't like the pressure - it stopped feeling fun after awhile and started to feel like work. And I stopped talking about it altogether, except with a few friends who are close to my heart and may be the only ones to ever read it. Likely if I am asked if someone can read it, I will say no.
Lastly, I stopped posting on here. Like, I absolutely love writeblr, I've met some great people on here but - I found not posting in writing communities helped me a lot. Notes had become a big thing and I was too fixated on it, and then I realized that if it was wrecking my mental health, it's time to leave. I hate sanitizing things or writing for the masses, I like to write what I like and often times, that's WLW and not MLM. And sometimes even not romance and more something like HEMLOCKS. And I found that I was posting more about my WIPs than actually writing them or feeling motivated to write them.
I have plenty more, especially when it comes to HEMLOCKS but that's between me and the two people that know why I was working on it and what was happening like two nights ago that made me finish it.
SO this is Novel Number Two that is finished for me and I feel like I've only been able to talk about it with like three people. I am incredibly proud of myself.
#writing advice#ymmv#don't listen to people who have NY Times Top Writer on their twitter profiles#their advice is usually bad#except neil gaiman#always listen to him
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(threateningly) all the numbers
i have been threatened.
How many words have you written this year?
published total on ao3 is about 33k, but if i add all the unpublished stuff the total is just over 70k! i sure wrote a lot of stuff i won't publish this year LMAO
How many works did you publish this year?
4 (salute emoji)
What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)?
finishing steps v2...! it adds a lot of canon exploration and also fern character study which was fun to write and really satisfying to get out!
What work of yours has the most hits?
from this year it's steps because i didn't publish anything that wasn't unbound but is it cheating if like half of its 600 hits were from last year. haha. haha
What work of yours got more feedback than you expected?
i actually didn't get that much feedback at all from anyone who wasn't already a friend so i guess i'll have to work harder for that. nobody new commented on anything that i published this year and i didn't get a single reblog note so... (shrugs) but there was a nice comment i got about steps taking liberties with the post-canon which made me very happy...!
Favorite title you used
i'll post this later this month but 'one step at a time' as a half-companion piece to steps... if i can finish it in time.......
If you use song lyrics, which artist’s songs did you pull from the most?
let's just take a moment to listen to acacia by bump of chicken the fucking song ever the everything the fax essay
Pairing you wrote the most for this year?
Favorite pairing you wrote for this year?
8 and 9 are the same. fax. i only wrote fax. fax the ever
What work was the quickest to write?
respite took me about a day, which is insanely fast actually
What work took you the longest to write?
steps took me like 8 months to rewrite. it turned out pretty damn good so we're winning here
How many WIPs do you have in your docs for next year?
surprisingly not a lot... i have bodyguard to work on, which is pretty much a constant, but otherwise i think i'm done most of my wips. i want to take a writing break once i'm done with my current fics because i'm just. tired. but i have a bunch of ideas (some basic ideas and aus, some about aros with jax... i have reincarnation sitting in my notes... promised to do something w crime boss and syndicate too...)
What’s your longest work of the year?
stop making me say steps BUT it's 38.5k baby!!!!!!
What’s your shortest work of the year?
actually this unpublished micro study of fern which i find really sexy. i'll put it at the end so you guys can read it too!
What WIP are you taking into next year with you?
bodyguard (fernsleep) it's always bodyguard. augh
What’s your most common “Additional Tags” tag?
pov 2nd person because it's so fucking sexy but to be real it's probably fluff
Your favorite character to write this year?
i literally only wrote fax. so uh. i guess jax ? he's easier than fern
The character that gave you the most trouble writing this year?
SEE ABOVE. FERN IS HARD
What’s one pairing you want to explore next year?
not really pairing but once i get up to khux i have something in mind w ephemer! and also maybe some khml things because i can't just be faxing all the time (i can absolutely fax all the time and i will continue to if left unchecked)
Which work of yours have you reread the most?
probably steps again but i think hook, line, sinker gets privileges too
How many kudos in total did you get this year?
ao3 is telling me 27 on the fics i've posted this year of which like. 10 are from steps being from last year. let's do better next year. otherwise i get a ton from my old prsk works and occasionally from enstars but i haven't posted anything new for either for a while
Which work has the most comments?
please i literally wrote only for a ridiculously obscure fandom. please give me a break (it's steps.)
Did you do any collaborative works this year?
no :( i think it'd be fun to try but i'm kinda bad at working with people because of my specific vision and vibe for whatever i do (also perfectionism). i also literally don't have friends into the same things as i am
Did you write any gifts this year?
mage i know you're here. i hope you enjoyed your 13k of porn
Did you receive any gifts this year?
no. i don't expect to get any though
What’s your most common category?
what does this mean . umm. m/m G-T usually i think releasing porn this year was a bit new but it was good and i liked it a lot so ,
What do you listen to while writing?
whatever song i'm addicted to recently! this is how you get me listening to catchy idol pop while i'm writing about fern getting his sanity fucked out of him. the vibes don't really matter because the music is just there to stop me from getting distracted at everything
Favorite work you wrote this year?
this ask game really wants me to say steps again but it's literally my pride and joy. i hope you all play unbound so you can read my 38k monster oneshot
Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?
"It's cute, in a way, how his dishonesty betrays everything he wants to say."
Biggest surprise while writing this year?
i actually quite liked a lot of the things i did this year. they're not bad and i don't mind rereading them and i hope that means i've gained a bit more confidence in myself... also i wrote 13k of straight up porn that's new. i've never wrote that much goddamn porn before lmao
anyway that bit from (14) because i think it's really sexy thinking about fern in terms of his relationship with intimacy and how that relates to sex and romance in his view of things... y'know......
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all summer long - Asmodeus x GN!Reader
This was started like 8 billion years ago but 7am crying in bed had me in the feels, so I finished it. I’ll get back to my series, but might as well have smthn for you until then!
This small writing piece is based on and uses the lyrics of "Betty" by Taylor Swift.
Word Count: 1104
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Cheating
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Asmo looked at you with an ache in his heart. His heart only used to be filled with lust until he met you. And then when he had you. And even now, when he had lost you.
He wanted to write to you, to write something from his heart, the heart that could no longer feel lust, but only pain and sorrow for he had lost the only true love he ever had. And it was his fault.
“MC, I won't make assumptions about why you switched your homeroom, but I think it's because of me.”
You wouldn’t walk to class with him anymore. You wouldn’t go and wait for him, you wouldn’t even dare to be in the same classes as him anymore. You couldn’t bear to see him with the other demons, wondering, pondering, hurting, crying, just what he could have done without you knowing. You did switch your homeroom because of him, and deep down he knows that, but there’s a part of him that makes him want to think otherwise. But he’s wrong if he does.
“You heard the rumors from Inez, you can't believe a word she says, most times, but this time it was true.”
Quite the gossip succubus she was, so much that most demons didn’t believe a word she said, especially when it was by your beloved boyfriend. The one who devoted his heart, love, and loyalty to you. The one that promised you nothing but the world, the one that promised you everything he could give. The one who said that he loved you more than he loved himself, thought of you first thing in the morning and the last thing before bed, that you were the main event of his life and he would be the side character if it meant he could be next to you. Guess he wasn’t as devoted as you thought.
“The worst thing that I ever did was what I did to you.”
He cheated. On you. Something he knew was wrong but indulged in his sin. Usually, he wouldn’t care, he’s a demon, but it was you. You. The worst thing he could have ever done was break you. And he did just that.
But your birthday was soon. He wanted to fix whatever he could.
You had moved to Purgatory Hall after what he had done to you, something you never believed you would find yourself doing, but something that you ultimately had to do. He knew your birthday was coming up and all of his brothers were invited. Except him.
“But if I just showed up at your party, would you have me? Would you want me? Would you tell me to go fuck myself? Or lead me to the garden? In the garden would you trust me, if I told you it was just a summer thing? I'm only a demon who’s made of lust. I don't know anything about love but I know I miss you.”
And it was all because of the stupid ball. The stupid ball by Diavolo.
“MC, I know where it all went wrong. Your favorite song was playing from the far side of the gym. I was nowhere to be found. I love the crowd, you know that. Plus, I saw you dance with him.”
How absolutely stupid was he to believe that you would replace him. Though, he saw the way you smiled brightly at the dazzling angel and had this strange pang in his gut. Why? Was he guilty? Did that really prompt him to walk off with the incubus he found? Did that really give him permission to leave you again and take that summer to forget the friendship you had with the angel who only wished you well?
Maybe you deserve Simeon, he thought. The angel would never cheat on you for a summer due to jealousy.
“I was a figment of my worst intentions. He would say, “Amodeus, get in, let’s drive”. Those days turned to nights. Slept next to him, but I dreamt of you all summer long.”
He didn’t know if he said the right things. He didn’t send the letter. He knew what he had to do.
So, he showed up at your party.
“Asmodeus?” You opened the door to Purgatory Hall to see your past boyfriend, the one who both mended and shredded your heart. “Why are you-“
“The only thing I want to do is make it up to you.” He interrupted you.
“So you showed up at my party?” All Asmo could do was nod, with nothing but determination plastered on his face. “Well-“
“Will you have me? Will you want me? Will tell me to go fuck myself or lead me to the garden?” He remembered the words he once wrote in a letter never sent.
“In the garden, would I trust you if you told me it was just a summer thing?” You finished his words. His eyes widened. “Satan found the letter. He gave it to me.”
Asmo’s stomach dropped for a second. So you knew? “You know I miss you.” He whispered. All you did was stare at him with teary eyes. “I'm here on your doorstep and I planned it out for weeks now, but it's finally sinking in.” He muttered under a deep breath.
Asmo suddenly stood up straight with confidence. He is the Avatar of Lust. One of the strongest demons in the Devildom, and one of the demon Lords. He could do this.
“Yeah, I showed up at your party. Will you have me? Will you love me? Will you kiss me on the porch in front of all your stupid friends? If you kiss me, will it be just like I dreamed it? Will it patch your broken wings? I don't know anything, but I know I miss you.” He looked at your face to find any sign of emotions. To find any sign of the love you once felt for him. “Standing in your cardigan, kissing in my car again stopped at a streetlight.”
You only continued to frown with tears as the party continued to boom behind you.
“You know I miss you.” Were his final words before you made your decision.
Will you have him? Will you love him?
Or tell him to go fuck himself?
Or lead him to the garden?
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Empty ending so you can choose your own ending! Makes it open to interpretation. Possibility of actually writing the separate endings for you to choose and read, but I like the idea of an open ending to your imagination. I accept any suggestions tho!
thanky for reading uwuw
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me asmodeus#obey me asmo#asmodeus x reader#asmodeus x mc#asmo x reader#asmo x mc#obey me x reader#obey me x mc
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Get to know me!
Tagged by @alienfuckeronmain I love you!!!!!!
Relationship Status: Taken by someone so so amazing who I met on obikin tumblr and courted via 55k+ words of fanfiction. This weekend we're backpacking together so I won't be online.
Favorite Color: Brown, pink, yellow, grey (and I won't put them in any particular order or rate them... why would these beautiful women fight?)
Favorite Food: Ronto-Less Garden Wrap from Ronto Roasters in Disneyland
Song Stuck in My Head: Chiquitita by ABBA but with the lyrics changed to be about Pinocchio (this song parody does not exist, my mom made it up maybe 20 years ago)
Last thing you Googled: cetirizine/pseudoephedrine
Time: 9:46 AM
Dream Trip: I want to visit the Grande Ballroom in Detroit MI and take a tour (probably self-guided because I don't think anyone else is doing this) of Ann Arbor MI
Last Thing You Read: A blog post on talesofamountainmama.com about how to clean reusable cloth menstrual pads while camping
Last Book You Enjoyed Reading: I just finished The Defining Decade: Why Your Twenties Matter--And How to Make the Most of Them Now by Meg Jay and loved it. I also recently re-read Brave New World by Aldous Huxley which I love.
Favorite Thing to Cook/Bake: I like recreating my favorite food from Disneyland at home. Otherwise, right now I'm becoming obsessed with baking dessert loaves and last week I made an acai lemon loaf (something that I couldn't find a single recipe for online, I think I'm the first person to ever make it.)
Favorite Craft to do in Your Free Time: Chainmail!
Most Niche Dislike: I HATE when dudes say "I see."
Opinion on Circuses: I haven't been to a circus in a long time but I really enjoy the concept of them as long as the animals and workers are treated well. I would love to be in the RHCP Soul To Squeeze music video!
Do You Have Any Sense of Direction: Not a good one so I hope I survive this weekend!
I tag @jenarion @doperel @object-class-keter @sweet-cynic @hhhoarde
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12, 17, and 27 for the weird writers ask 😊
Thank you! ♥️
12. If a genie offered you three writing wishes, what would they be?
First, the ability to pause time where no one -- including myself -- ages so I could write as much I want for as long as I want without having to give up that time with family and friends (they'd be on pause, too, as would my need to eat drink, and go to the bathroom 😂).
Second, to be free of certain fears/doubts, which aren't related to my writing ability but aspects of the writing world.
Third, that my writing helps people in one way or another.
17. Talk to me about the minutae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won't make it into the text.
*cough* I see what you did there. 😅 Sharing any of those things about Those Who Play with Demons -- I might as well post the story. 🤣 It's so much about the lore, the history, the detail, and ALL the things that do make it into the text. They're intertwined with the present action of the story.
But I can (re)reveal a few things. Jackie's father is the mayor of Point Place, and Red Forman is his sheriff. A murder and disappearance sets off a chain of supernatural events tied directly to all the characters.
Kitty runs a boarding house while working as a nurse part-time at the hospital.
I write a heroic and complex version of Kelso again (first time since Beneath a Shattered Sky), but he's totally different than any Kelso I've written (while still in-character).
Fez plays a major role, along with the rest of the main T7S characters. It's a new take on him while still being in-character (S1-S4 Fez, pre-devolution into the perv).
Jackie and Hyde are deeply in love and together from the start.
I'm using as many characters from the show (S1-S7) in significant ways so that Point Place feels like Point Place. I dug deep into tertiary characters, so it'll be interesting to see which ones readers recognize: "Oh, that's so-and-so from 6x10!" 😁
OCs are used only when absolutely unavoidable, but I tried to connect them to the T7S characters. For instance, Lance Crawford's father plays a vital role early on.
Point Place itself is practically a character.
I made a movie-like trailer for this story, along with a ton of art, .gifs (comic art and otherwise), and have other plans for extras to go with each chapter (or specific group of chapters).
The idea for this story sparked up in 2014.
Lastly, I'm going through the many chapters I've written (though I haven't finished the first draft), and I'm organizing everything for easier revision and to help me finish this thing.
27. Who is the most stressful character you've ever written? Why?
Red. When I wrote Not Just for Show, it was the first time I wrote from Red's POV extensively. I didn't want his narrative voice to come across like Hyde's, but they have a similar emotional dynamic. So I didn't write him with Hyde's rough lyricism. Red's narrative voice is less emotionally contemplative and more matter-of-fact. I also made sure Red's lens is that of someone who fought in two wars. (And, of course, I used other techniques so Red's narrative voice would sound like Red, not Hyde.)
In my current WIP, I write from Red's POV frequently, but I'm very comfortable in it now. 😊
Ask Game
#that 70s show#that '70s show#Red Forman#Jackie x Hyde#Michael Kelso#Ask#that70sshowgoldencouple#Ask Game#TWPWD#Personalish
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December 19: Clarke/Octavia, First Kiss + Decorating Cookies
2022 Ficmas #2
Clarke/Octavia, high school AU, ~1200 words
For the prompt "first kiss + decorating cookies"
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Having lived fifteen years with a certified Christmas fiend, Octavia knows a few things about the holiday. The fiend in question is her brother, Bellamy, and he's taught her how to string popcorn garlands to decorate the tree; how to brew the best warm, spiced cider; and even how to safely hang lights along the roof of their house. She knows how to bargain shop for Christmas gifts and how to wrap them immaculately. For the last three years, she's been in charge of choosing the wreath to hang on their front door.
She also knows that the spirit of Christmas is one of generosity and community, which is why it makes perfect sense for the Blake family to all but invite Clarke Griffin to live with them this holiday season. Clarke's parents finalized their divorce in October. She's having just about the most cheerless holiday of anyone Octavia knows, and she gets the most pathetic hangdog expression on her face when she talks about how they haven't even bought a tree for her mom's house, or how her dad somehow lost the Christmas stocking she's had since she was a baby, and it's not like they ever went all out with the decorating, but this year it's been particularly grim...
So Octavia's mother insists that Clarke stay for dinner, and Bellamy invites her to help trim their tree. They teach her the lyrics to at least six new Christmas songs. On the night she gifts them a carton of store-bought eggnog as a thank you, she stays so late drinking it with them that Aurora insists she spend the night.
Octavia and Clarke have been best friends since they were three, so all this should be totally great. Except that Octavia has recently realized she's in love with Clarke, so instead it's all totally awkward.
Today, they're baking cookies in the Blakes' tiny kitchen while they wait for the promised snow to fall so they can go sledding on Wallace Hill. Bellamy's already warned them that probably won't be possible until tomorrow, but it's early yet—the sun still falling in flat, white-yellow rays across the sugar-streaked counter, lighting up strips along the avocado-colored cabinets, bleaching Clarke's blonde hair nearly white when she stands at the sink, her tongue between her teeth, carefully pouring vegetable oil into a measuring spoon. They're using great-grandma Blake's secret family recipe: right out of the back of a magazine from 1955, but it feels old and special because their mom wrote it out on an index card when they were little, and now the thing is dog-eared and stained. Clarke's wearing one of Bellamy's heavy knit sweaters, and striped pajama pants she borrowed from Octavia. She looks like one of them, like she's already home.
Makes Octavia's heart ache.
Being in love is the stupidest thing she's ever done.
"Is your mom going to kill us for what we did to her kitchen?" Clarke asks later, as they wait for the cookies to finish baking, and the clouds outside the window gather but do not yet break into the promised snow.
Octavia glances around at the carnage. It is pretty bad. Way worse than when she and Bellamy bake.
"Nah," she answers. "We're just breaking a few eggs or whatever."
"I think that's for omelets," Clarke murmurs and underneath the table, she bumps the edge of her foot against Octavia's foot.
The cookies come out misshapen but otherwise fine—"Not burnt at all," Clarke is happy to declare, as she pulls out the tray with a pair of snowman pot holders. "My first batch of cookies..." She sounds almost wistful, looks at them with a soft sort of pride.
"You've never made cookies before?"
"Nuh-uh. Jake and Abby were never into baking." Since the separation, she's taken to calling her parents by their first names. Octavia watches her, watching the cookies, but before she can decide what to say, Clarke turns abruptly toward her and asks, "So where's the icing?"
They have green, red, and white, and a little bit of blue hidden in the back of the cabinet, which has probably been there for years.
"We usually just do squiggles and stuff on them," Octavia says, as she lines the three not-suspicious tubes up in a row. "Sometimes Bellamy does polka dots but I think it just looks like he gave the cookie chicken pox."
"Just squiggles?" Clarke raises an eyebrow. "I thought you'd do like an elaborate Christmas scene or something."
"Me?" She mimics Clarke's expression, adds another layer of exaggerated surprise.
"Yeah, you're so into Christmas!"
"And my art skills peaked with stick figures!"
Clarke opens her mouth to shoot back another reply, then shuts it again. She's got that look on her face again, half determined and half nefarious, the look she gets when she has a plan and she wants to be in charge of it. Very carefully, she picks the tube of red icing, hands it to Octavia, and then selects the green for herself. "Everything you've done for me this Christmas," she says, "the least I can do is give you an art lesson."
Her voice sounds so much softer than Octavia thought it would be. Her smile is almost shy.
"Yeah," Octavia breathes. "All right."
If anyone asks, the stupid blush on her cheeks as Clarke leans over and guides her hand is just from the heat of the oven, the stuffy warmth of the old Blake furnace as it beats back the winter cold.
Together, they turn the cookie into an ornament, make another into a snowflake, draw a snowman on a third. Their chairs pulled close together, and Clarke's arm bumping up against her arm, and Clarke's familiar laughter in her ear every time they mess up—her laughter sounds so cute now, to Octavia's ears, and that's how she knows she's in this deep.
If Clarke were decorating the cookies by herself, her reindeer would look like a real reindeer, and not a bunch of red and green blobs. Octavia is really weighing this partnership down. She’s so consumed with this thought that she doesn’t notice as Clarke deliberately adds a dollop of icing to her finger—not until she says, "Oh, no, got some extra all over me," in her most deadpan voice, and then wipes it off on Octavia's nose.
Octavia stares back at her. "Griffin, are you trying to start a food fight in my mother's kitchen?"
"No! I'm trying to give myself an excuse to do this."
And she leans forward and kisses Octavia's nose, licks the icing off with a tiny flash of tongue.
It's the wildest and most unexpected thing that's ever happened to Octavia in her life, because this is Clarke, and that was a kiss, but she isn't sure what sort of kiss it was, and now Clarke is staring at her with a wide-eyed and open-mouthed expression that is a little hopeful and a little scared and a little excited all at once. Her face is as red as Octavia's feels.
So all in all, there’s only one thing she can do.
Octavia pushes the tray of finished cookies away, pulls her chair a little closer, and very slowly, very carefully leans in. Clarke doesn't pull away. She tips herself forward instead, meets Octavia's kiss awkwardly, sincerely, gently at first, her hands grabbing on to Octavia's hands. As they kiss, the frigid winter clouds converge outside the window, and flurries of snow begin to fall.
#the 100#the 100 fanfiction#octavia blake#clarke griffin#octavia x clarke#clarktavia#mine#my writing#the year 2022#2022: free write#ficmas 2022
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🛒✨🎶💌 ! and, are there any elements that you’d like to incorporate into your fics and writing that you haven’t yet (for reasons of time/opportunity)?
Omg sorry I am just answering this now. I didn't think I'd get any asks... And sorry this got Very Long. I'm an incredibly self-obsessed person who loves Being Asked Things About Myself.
Fanfic Writer Emoji Ask
🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.
Oh hm, let's break this into parts.
Themes:
Grief/longing, haunting as part of that, difficult family relationships, love but not in the way it matters
Feels
Somberness, intimacy, despair, fear
Scenes
Quiet moments between characters where they don't say anything, but let the silence speak for them as they try to understand one another. <- not great at writing dialogue
Cooking: someone cooking for another person or someone eating someone else's cooking, shopping for cooking materials. etc.
Someone looking out the window or something similar
Imagery
I'm actually not sure about this one, I guess I make a lot of references to the night and the sea, and also like blood and guts. I think it's stuff with internal organs after all? Or maybe I just like the imagery of things coming apart. Usually they involve the body in some way. Escape or wistfulness or fear and danger are usually portrayed through the waves or the night atmosphere. Or something. Sorry, I'm not a lit major so I can't really. word it much better than this. I am also lost. If anyone's ever read a number of my works, maybe they can tell me lol.
✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉
Ughhh this is so hard because I'm a very harsh critic on myself, but I guess it's cool that I'm like, trying hard or whatever. I may not write as much this days, but the few odd pieces of poetry and such do come out okay-ish even if they also look like something that can be written much better by like, 14 year olds or something and are also super angsty with no substance. It's like, cool that I can somewhat implement some stuff I've learned be it through theory books (which I've not finished.) or through assimilation from reading other works. Like woo I'm not super horrible at studying, or whatever. I've also been told my writing is pretty "evocative" and "emotive" so I guess it's probably true? I do write a lot of my feelings. And I actually do like how... filler-y all my works feel, how meandering they are. I know nothing about film, but I always think of my writing in terms of like, directing, as in how do I want these scenes to play out? And I know not a lot of people like this sort of writing style, but I do...... Maybe I won't write anything of substance or whatever, but I can write pretty things to please myself or something.
🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
Not really. I have something wrong with me so I can't really listen to most music when trying to write, because I'm easily influenced by the words being sung or I'd get distracted by the melody. I think I only listen to like, classical arrangements or white noise whenever I try to write. Because otherwise, my brain would be thinking of the lyrics instead of what I'm trying to write. It's the same thing with like, people speaking around me. When I can't fully tune it out, I end up... being too focused on the conversations around me and not on my actual writing lol.
As for what I've been playing on loop.... I'm told it's I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by MCR LMAO.
💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?
I love comments and feedback!! I always get so amazed whenever I get them because it's like, wow, you people actually care enough about my work to read it and show me what I can do to improve it??? It always feels surreal to me, I always go back to my comments section whenever I feel like shit to make myself feel better. Even the simplest comments make me happy... I get excited just by knowing people out there are seeing the stuff I put out...
But well, of course I'm also a bit wary sometimes when it comes to getting beta'd because I'm bad at not taking concrit personally and also because I constantly feel the need to be shaped by every input, like I have to follow everything to the letter, but I'm... slowly working on that lol..
Are there any elements that you’d like to incorporate into your fics and writing that you haven’t yet (for reasons of time/opportunity)?
Oh there are so, so many things I want to incorporate into my fics and writing, but I feel so, so terribly inadequate in both my skill level and my time to execute them properly:
childcare/childrearing
genuine, solid horror
sweet romance that's genuine and not one-sided or boring. And also good steamy scenes. I'm bad at these because I'm chronically bitchless and also evil and bitter and have issues.
comedy
more solid worldbuilding
better dialogue
more intricate prose
EFFICIENCY!!! I want to be able to be concise while still conveying a lot....
Sorry if I'm not getting this question right, btw fskdjfdsf
ANYWAY. THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE ASK ANON <3
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Romeo and Cinderella English Singable Lyrics
Don't you make this out to be the tragic love of Juliet
Let's be optimistic
Take me far away from here…
That's just how I see it
My dear parents, I tell them goodnight and sweet dreams
It's not right for them to tell the same things to me
After all, it's time the adults go to bed
Lured by the sweet taste of captivating caramel
Bashfully overlapping my two legs out of shame
Just how far are we going to go tonight?
Can't you see you're biting down, I want you to play nice
Remember, I'm not used to these kinds of bitter tastes
Wasn't it you who said Mama's homemade sweets had spoiled me sweetly rotten?
When you don't know something, it gnaws on your conscience
Until it's only natural that you would want to find out
Show me all that you hide, and I'll show you all of mine
Tonight's the night I will show you my…!
Only I could pull off the look of Cinderella
While running down the sidewalk, I could feel my shoes fall
Magic, oh, please, won't you buy us some time?
Before the villain comes and ruins all our fun
We'll run like that fair maiden Juliet had done
But won't you please refrain from calling me by that name
We must survive. We must be happy for evermore
There must be a happy end, otherwise where's the fun?
Tell me, when faced with death, could you bear to live on?
I went a little crazy with the mascara
I promise I will be a good girl when tomorrow comes
It wasn't in bad taste. I hope you believe me
This black lace acts as a barrier to our love
But would you look at that? No one's on duty this hour
If you were to cross, just how far will you go this time?
Breaking my own rules, I bite down. I know it hurts, but
You remember I'm the one you fell in love with, don't you?
I grew up thinking my Papa would never do anything like that
Hands outstretched towards me. You say it's for my sake
You know I see the chains. I'm sorry, I must refuse
Please take me far away, my darling Romeo
Just far away that they beg us back…!
The bells will sound soon, bringing back Cinderella
And she will leave her glass slipper behind on the ground
Of course you'll have to go looking for her right now
Or else she'll fall victim to the guilt-dreams of her past
Definitely, that is how it happened
Of course it was a lie that it was "accidental"
And yes, that's right; it's the exact same case with me
Seeing as though, I'm not finished with your love
Hey, I'm right here. Just tell me you want me more
If you wish to fully know me, then all it would take is one peek inside
My heart is unable to fully suppress the desires held within
There's plenty more room to spare, please fill it completely until it is filled
Yes, even after it's full, I want you to stay near. Just to prove you were here
But even so what would even be the point?
They say happiness comes in small packages
But even if that's true, how does that mean it's over?
Why do I keep trying new things that all don't work?
Well, if this doesn't stop, you're going to really hate me
Mom and Dad are as greedy as ever
It really seems as though they are the only constants
You're totally right, I should just come out and say it
Okay, the axe I dropped was an axe of gold
Cinderella couldn't lie so much and not get caught
The lies they got her caught and eaten by the wolf
But if I keep trying the things that all don't work
Well, I guess that means I'm going to become his dinner, too
No, I can't. You have to run and save me now!
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Halsey:
Artist Deep Dive #1
Hey, guys! I finally finished my very first Music Library entry featuring Halsey!
Here are my final results:
Favorite Song:
killing boys
(Runner Up: 929)
Final Album Ranking:
1. If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power
2. hopeless fountain kingdom
3. Manic
4. BADLANDS
For more of my in-depth information on this week-long process, I've posted each album review below the cut (mostly because otherwise this would be a post of insane length).
I'll be starting a new one soon, most likely, because this really was a lot of fun.
~ toribookworm ❤️
First Song I Remember Hearing: Control or Colors
First Song I Loved: New Americana
Have I Deep Dived Before: No
Playlists Featured On: She May Be Little But She Is Fierce, Apple Red As Blood (Maybe That's Why He Likes The Taste), Let The Anger Gnaw At Your Bones Just A Little
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Time Stamp:
First Listen: 12-11-22
Subsequent Listens: 12-12-22, 12-13-22, 12-15-22, 12-18-22
Final Decision: 12-18-22
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BADLANDS
Songs Added: 12/16
1. Drive
2. I Walk The Line (such a wonderful cover)
3. Gasoline
Lyric Contenders: Strange Love
Sonic Contenders: Hold Me Down
Lyrics:
"But we don't feel like outsiders at all." - New Americana
"Bouncing off the exit signs I missed." - Drive
"You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece." - Colors
"With his educated eyes and his head between my thighs." - Coming Down
Lullabies: Coming Down
Bangers: Castle, New Americana, Colors, Control,
LGBTQ Honorable Mention: N/A
Added: Castle, Hold Me Down, New Americana, Drive, Colors, Colors pt. II, Strange Love, Coming Down, Haunting, Gasoline, Control, I Walk The Line
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hopeless fountain kingdom
Songs Added: 15/16
1. Sorry
2. Angel On Fire
3. Heaven In Hiding
Lyric Contenders: Devil In Me
Sonic Contenders: Don't Play
Lyrics:
"Every single one's forgotten in laundromat machines." - 100 Letters
"With the same damn hunger to be touched, to be loved, to feel anything at all." - Strangers
"I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire." - Angel On Fire
"I won't take anyone down if I cry tonight." - Devil In Me
Lullabies: The Prologue, Sorry, Good Mourning, Hopeless
Bangers: Eyes Closed, Heaven In Hiding, Walls Could Talk, Bad At Love, Angel On Fire, Devil In Me
LGBTQ Honorable Mention: Bad At Love, Strangers
Added: The Prologue, 100 Letters, Eyes Closed, Heaven In Hiding, Alone, Sorry, Good Mourning, Lie, Walls Could Talk, Bad At Love, Don't Play, Strangers, Angel On Fire, Devil In Me, Hopeless
Character Songs: Lie, Walls Could Talk, Angel On Fire
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Manic
Songs Added: 16/19
1. 929
2. you should be sad
3. killing boys
Lyric Contenders: clementine
Sonic Contenders: Dominic's Interlude
Lyrics:
"Because in my world, I'm constantly having a breakthrough, or a breakdown, or a blackout." - clementine
"I'm so glad I never ever had a baby with you." - you should be sad
"Soft and slow, watch the minutes go, count out loud, so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself." - 929
Lullabies: clementine, Forever... (is a long time), Dominic's Interlude, finally // beautiful stranger, More, 929
Bangers: I HATE EVERYBODY, 3am, Without Me, Alanis' Interlude, wipe your tears, I'm Not Mad,
LGBTQ Honorable Mention: Alanis' Interlude
Added: Ashley, clementine, you should be sad, Forever... (is a long time), Dominic's Interlude, I HATE EVERYBODY, 3am, Without Me, Finally // beautiful stranger, Alanis' Interlude, killing boys, More, 929, wipe your tears, I'm Not Mad, Be Kind
Character Songs: Finally // beautiful stranger, killing boys, 929, I'm Not Mad
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If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power
Songs Added: 16/16
1. Lilith
2. you asked for this
3. Nightmare (Reprise)
Lyric Contenders: 1121
Sonic Contenders: people disappear here
Lyrics:
"I cannot take it, I love it, I break it." - Girl is a Gun
"You could have my heart and I would break it for you." - 1121
"she's mean and she's mine." - honey
"A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing." - Nightmare
Lullabies: Darling, 1121, Ya'aburnee
Bangers: Easier than Lying, Girl Is A Gun, you asked for this, honey, The Lighthouse, Nightmare, Nightmare (Reprise)
LGBTQ Honorable Mention: honey
Added: The Tradition, Bells in Santa Fe, Easier than Lying, Lilith, Girl Is A Gun, you asked for this, Darling, 1121, honey, Whispers, I am not a woman I'm a god, The Lighthouse, Ya'aburnee, Nightmare, Nightmare (Reprise), people disappear here
Character Songs Acquired: The Tradition, Lilith, you asked for this, 1121, Ya'aburnee, people disappear here
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Collabs:
1. Eastside - benny blanco, Halsey, & Khalid
2. Eastside (Acoustic)
3. Life's A Mess - Juice WRLD & Halsey
Remixes/Acoustics:
1. So Good (Stripped)
2. So Good (Orchestral Version)
1. 1121 (John Cunningham Demo)
2. honey (John Cunningham Demo)
3. Lilith (John Cunningham Demo)
1. Without Me (ILLENIUM Remix)
2. Graveyard (Acoustic)
3. You should be sad (Acoustic)
4. Alanis' Interlude (Stripped)
5. Without Me (Stripped)
6. Graveyard (Stripped)
7. 3am (Stripped)
8. You should be sad (Tiesto Remix)
9. Be Kind (Stripped)
1. Colors (Stripped)
2. Colors (Audien Remix)
1. Castle (The Huntsman: Winter's War Version)
1. Alone [feat. Big Sean & Stefflon Don]
1. I am not a woman, I'm a god (Gazelle Twin Remix)
2. I am not a woman, I'm a god (On-U Sound Remix)
3. I am not a woman, I'm a god (Underworld's Drift Mix)
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Final Album Ranking:
1. If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power
2. hopeless fountain kingdom
3. Manic
4. BADLANDS
Favorite Song:
killing boys
Runner Up: 929
New Character Songs Acquired:
• I Walk The Line
• Lie
• Walls Could Talk
• Angel On Fire
• Finally // beautiful stranger
• killing boys
• 929
• I'm Not Mad
• The Tradition
• Lilith
• you asked for this
• 1121
• Ya'aburnee
• people disappear here
• So Good (Orchestral Version)
• Graveyard (Acoustic)
• Graveyard (Stripped)
• Colors (Stripped)
• So Good (Stripped)
#chronic playlister#music library#music deep dive#artist deep dive#Halsey deep dive#Halsey#killing boys#if i cant have love i want power#bouncing off the exit signs i missed#every single one's forgotten in laundromat machines#im faded away you know i used to be on fire#i wont take anyone down if i cry tonight#im so glad i never ever had a baby with you#you could have my heart and i would break it for you#a moment to say i dont owe you a goddamn thing#bookworming
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Top 10 Loustat Taylor Swift songs and how they each relate to them.
Anon, I'm in love with you for asking me this. I kiss you. I've selected my top ten songs with the utmost care and placed them in no particular order alongside what I think are their Loustatiest lyrics + an explanation. Doing this was my reward for finishing a research paper.
I also just happen to already have a playlist of Loustat TS songs which I will gladly leave right here as well
(I can't take full credit though, the song selections were a collaborative effort between myself and @sofipitch)
Anyway here's a full meta breakdown of TS x Loustat because I've lost my mind
1. hoax
Okay so not only is this whole song perfect for Louis' POV of the Interview era, it also includes those references to blue which match his fascination with Lestat's eyes AND it's the color he's most often described as wearing. I just love the motif of desperation as mortal peril for them, loving someone who's painfully dishonest about who they are/their feelings. And then the imagery of someone being destroyed and broken down by a horrible love?? Perfect.
2. I Almost Do
This song gives me 90s Loustat energy, particularly from Lestat's POV maybe post-Body Thief? Anyways, I can totally see Lestat having these kinds of feelings about wanting to surrender and be with Louis for real, but he's so emotionally constipated and things have blown up so many times that he won't be the one to reach out. He's too proud and too scared. But wants to SO bad and daydreams about trying things again and making it work this time. Having it be different this time.
3. Afterglow
K I am always on about Lestat and BPD, but this works so well for him!! Though it could be both of them. They're each so impulsive and mean and always assuming the worst. There's about a million times in VC where they escalate dumb shit for no reason and then come crawling back to each other. They say the worst things in the heat of the moment but hardly ever mean it deep down, and then they're just lovesick and lonely after, forced to admit that it was, in fact, stupid. The mental illness jumps out sometimes, but they always come back to each other in the end.
4. this is me trying
HNNGG TVL REUNION. Louis is in such a bad place before he finds out that Lestat is alive, so the very poetic suicide reference in the opening really hits for him. I'm sure he was terrified about seeing Lestat, wondering if he'll be furious, even attack him, but he still goes. He literally does what the song says, showing up at Lestat's house with all his chips on the table and GOD.
5. The Way I Loved You
Classic Taylor, classic Loustat. I imagine this about Louis when he's with Armand. All the stuff he says about missing Lestat and only being able to think of him no matter where he is or who he's with. Things are good with Armand, but it's hollow and almost robotic. It's...fine. But it's not the passion he had with Lestat, the depth of feeling that makes being in love worth it isn't there. Louis is a fucked up little guy who misses his fucked up little relationship.
6. Renegade (with Big Red Machine)
OKAY this is technically a Big Red Machine song but Taylor sings the whole thing so it counts. This gives me big late canon vibes, maybe early Prince Lestat era when Lestat is on the verge of letting Louis in for real (we don't get to see it in the book but IT HAPPENED), or it could also be during Memnoch when Louis is trying to convince Lestat to stop running and acting out and come home with him. In either scenario, they're so close and Louis is ready to be the person that Lestat needs, he just has to give in and accept the love (tough and otherwise).
7. Wonderland
This is such an IWTV bop. The green eyes bit is perfect Lestat's POV, how Louis caught Lestat's attention and how he was so desperate for what what was being offered. Louis falls into his arms and they have this wild, intense romance, but then he's betrayed. Their dynamic that was this pain-pleasure insanity that consumed them and it's so well represented here. The last line is pretty much exactly how Louis talks about Rue Royale.
8. gold rush
I could see this one as Louis thinking about Lestat at pretty much any point. He's this quiet, reserved figure who prefers to observe and exist in the shadows, but he's so in love with this gorgeous, outgoing, almost unreal object of desire. Lestat loves the attention and loves the spotlight, but Louis just has to watch and pine after him and fade into the background while Lestat goes on his adventures and has his torrid romances. AND the lines about blue eyes work perfectly, as does the gold motif in reference to his hair as well as his allure.
9. illicit affairs
Another Interview era song! I think the song is supposed to be about cheating, but for Loustat it makes me think of them having to hide the nature of their relationship in the 18th/19th century. It must have weighed on their minds, especially in happy times. Plus just, the whole toxic aspect of their relationship must have made it feel forbidden in its own way. They're so dysfunctional and destructive to each other, but so in love they're ruined for anyone else. The colors thing also makes me think of Lestat quite literally giving Louis vampire vision so there's that too.
10. Better Man
This is perfect for any time between IWTV and TVL, whenever Louis is thinking back and starting to regret what he did to Lestat or wishing things could have been different. Logically he knows why they did what they did, but sometimes things were so good he can't help but miss what they had. Again, tie back to Louis' iconic line about laying awake thinking of Lestat. The good news is that he gets the wish granted eventually!!
Everyone congratulate me on narrowing it down to ten it was hard
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MAKES ME WONDER [4/40] The Escape
→ Synopsis : Your dream to attend a Seventeen concert was finally coming true but you weren't prepared for the events that were going to follow after Joshua made eye contact with you and chose to make you his partner for the mini game and take you out on a date as a winning prize.
→ Genre : fluff, slice of life
→ Type : Idol x fan au
→ Word count : 1.9k
→ Taglist : @mngyuheart @vannie24 @uglyratlmao @rjsmochii @dwcljh @noniesgirl (let me know if you want to be added to the taglist)
→ Pairing : idol!Joshua x fan!reader
→ Main Seventeen Masterlist
→ Makes Me Wonder Masterlist
You started walking towards where Joshua was standing, his back facing you as the cameraman told you to start. You stopped when you reached a proper distance and politely called him just the way the cameraman explained you to.
He turned around shyly smiling at you as he bowed and you did the same following his lead.
"You look good."
He smiled at you nodding his head unlike earlier when he just showered you with how beautiful you look.
"Thanks, but I can't compare to you, you always look really good with or without makeup."
Joshua wanted to laugh at how the conversation was going, it felt so foreign, he had to bite back his smile to not appear too happy with your company although he was aching to scream just how alive he was feeling in your presence.
"No no, all the carats are really beautiful, I hope you're ready for our date."
"Yes yes please lead the way."
You were a shy person but the cameraman had asked you to be really flustered all the time and behave exaggeratedly everytime he did something and you wondered if they asked every fan to do this since you always see the other carats being so flustered in their presence.
The cameraman had told that you were exceptionally calm about all this date thing and that you had to act flustered around him to which you reluctantly agreed. Maybe it was just you.
Joshua opened the cafe's door for you like the gentlemen he was and you thanked him shyly before going past him to choose a seat.
You chose a seat which was near the door, there weren't many people in the cafe since it was booked prior for the date.
The waiter came asking what you wanted to order and both of you gave him the orders before turning towards each other to talk about things till the time your order came.
"So y/n what's your favorite seventeen song?"
"Ah this one is hard, I love all of the songs but vocal units songs hold a special place in my heart."
He grinned widely at your answer, feeling a sense of pride that he was a part of the vocal unit and somehow finding relief in the fact that you indirectly hold a special place for him in your heart.
He mentally cringed at his own thoughts.
"Is that so? Who's your favorite member then?"
He didn't know why he was feeling so edgy about your answer, he could see your ears getting red as you fidgeted with your fingers.
"I really adore BooSeokSoon."
You look up to see his face being an epitome of disappointment as he looked sharply at you before laughing at you. He wanted to keep being bitter about your favorite member being on the gag trio but he remembered that he was being filmed so he couldn't be as free with you.
"Which is your favorite unit?"
"Hiphop unit of course, they are so cool and they always have some of the most inspiring and savage lyrics to jam on."
He narrowed his eyes at you again not feeling happy with your answer and you just laughed.
"I see you're a fan of the Hip hop unit, what about your favorite song to dance to since you're so good at dancing? Is it rocket?"
"No it's swimming fool, the song gives me a different sort of adrenaline rush and I can't do anything but feel happy when it's on."
"Yah, you say you adore the vocal unit but your favorite members are Seokmin, Soonyoung and Seungkwan but then you say your favorite unit is hip hop but your go to song is swimming fool which is of the performance unit."
You just laughed at him, pausing for a second since your drinks were being served.
"Shall I tell you a secret?"
You whispered him but loud enough so it would get caught in the mic attached on your shirt.
"What is it?"
"You can't choose a bias in Seventeen, it's either take all or none, seriously, I want to give standing ovations to each of the carats who only have one bias in Seventeen."
The laugh which escaped his lips after that was like music to your ears and you couldn't help but be proud of yourself for being the reason behind it, you actually wanted to make him laugh more.
"I feel bad for the carats then but happy at the same time."
You just smiled at him finishing up your drink when the cameraman informed you two have a 10 minutes break before continuing the filming again.
"I'm so proud of you, you are doing great."
"Is that so? I'm really nervous though, I'm glad that I don't have to be surrounded by the cameras all day, I feel bad for you guys sometimes."
Joshua smiled at you but it didn't reach his eyes like it did, it was almost as if he was agreeing with you that it was indeed hard to be surrounded by cameras all the time.
"Sometimes I feel jealous of others who live their life the way they want but I kind of signed myself up for this so I can't complain plus I love being with the boys and I love that we can be the inspiration for so many carats out there."
He wasn't sure why he was telling all of these things to you, he needed to be happy in front of his fans all the time but he didn't feel obligated to do so in your presence which eased him up and at the same time burdened him too.
You were just a fan, this date was all a setup, nothing was real and he wouldn't see you ever after this or spend time with you the same but he still felt as if he wasn't doing anything wrong talking about his tension with you.
You reached your hand to pat his which was on the table and give it a little squeeze, smiling a little at him.
"It's hard and I'm so proud that you have come this far and not given up."
"I'm happy that I didn't give up too, otherwise how would I have met you?"
You felt blush rise up on your cheeks again at his remark and he couldn't help but feel his heart doing weird things looking at you.
He leaned back on his chair, looking at the ceiling before looking back at you.
"I do wish I could have just one day where I could live life as freely as possible, it's just an impossible dream but I want to if I could."
You weren't sure if you would sound creepy or crazy but you couldn't help yourself and playfully suggested the first thought that came into your mind after hearing his wish.
"Why don't we do that then? Let's escape."
He looked at you, eyebrows creased without saying anything, he looked like he was contemplating.
"Let's do it."
You straightened your back as soon as those three words left his mouth. Was he serious about it? You suggested it to him in a playful manner.
"What if you get punishment for it later? The last thing I want is for you to go through any rough time because of this."
You looked in the direction of the cameraman and his assistants who were busy going through the clip which both of you had filmed earlier.
"Well it would be adventurous and I don't mind getting a handful of scolding in return of my wish, I would be smiling from ears to ears even if I'll get the scolding."
The excited look which he wore on his face was enough for you to oblige to this mundane idea, you wanted to see him happy and if you had to help him for that, you didn't mind getting into trouble, at least you would be happy to make his wish come true.
"Okay, if that's what you want, let's do it."
He smiled widely before getting in the stance of running before you stopped him.
"On the count of three and we will make a run towards the left side of this cafe since I know some small streets which will lead us to a different part of this city and others won't be able to track us down for a while."
He nodded his head at you already feeling the adrenaline running in his veins way too exciting.
"One, two, three, run."
He took one look at the busy cameraman and his assistant before holding your hand and making a run outside of the cafe and into his one day freedom.
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"What do you mean by he ran away from the filming set with his fan?"
Seungkwan heard his manager yell behind the door as he motioned the rest of the members to come towards him and listen to the conversation going on behind the door.
"So you want to say he was talking with that fan and you were busy monitoring the clip and then when you went to explain to them about the further scene they disappeared and you tried looking for them but no one could find him or the fan?"
The members looked at each other, their eyes widened unable to believe what they heard was true.
"What am I going to tell PDnim? Of course I'm not going to tell him about this, he will cut my head off this isn't funny, he doesn't even has his phone with him, I know he'll be back all we can do is just wait, but I swear will give him an earful when he returns, I didn't expect this from him."
There was a long pause as the members exchanged looks with each other worriedly, what was going inside Joshua's mind to run away like that? Didn't he care about his image? Sometimes they couldn't understand their own member's antics.
"I won't let this matter go up to PDnim, let's just tell him that we only shoot a short clip for the documentary because we were going to show a very little part of the date so it wasn't necessary for them to have a long date."
The door opened as all of the members stumbled inside the room and onto each other.
"Yah Boo Seungkwan get off me!"
"Sorry Jeonghan Hyung but Jun Hyung is on top of me I can't."
"Lee Seokmin stop kicking my face!"
"I'm sorry I'm just trying to get up."
The manager just sighed before helping the members up, giving them a tired look as they waited for him to say anything.
"Joshua ran away from the cafe he was supposed to have a date with the fan but both of them ran away and now everything is just a mess, he doesn't have his phone with him so we can't contact him, I know he'll come back soon but I'm going to scold him, he's one of the eldest he should be responsible and Seungcheol I want you to talk with him about this too."
"What goes inside his mind?" Seungcheol mumbled massaging his head, all of this information already giving him a headache.
"If I was in his place I would have run away with her too, she's beautiful."
Everyone just glared at Seokmin who suddenly found a newfound interest in his shoes.
"Let's just ask him about his adventure when he comes back, we all know he may have taken the chance to ease up his mind a bit, Joshua is responsible so he wouldn't do anything to ruin the group's image, let's go and relax,we don't get such free time frequently."
Everyone nodded their head at Jeonghan's word, retreating back to their respective rooms.
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Zara! I just got back from a short trip. In a perpetual state of i want to do fuck all 😑 but I really should focus n do things. How are u? Anything random u want to share? My face n upper body r quite sunburnt lol so I've been a hermit trying to recover 😂 thanks for the well wishes on the job hunting. My mood on that journey is like ⬆️↗️➡️↘️⬇️↙️⬅️↖️🤣
I revisited hades after u replied! N spoilers: I got past elysium n then died to the Chambers (items got so expensive n it's multiple pathways to find cerb's treat lol n the poison...) butttttt I came back like next run n got hades to like 1/3 of his health and then died!!!! I'm pretty chuffed tho. I know now heueueue. And I MET THAN! GORGEOUS SOFT DEATH BOI. His voice man 🥰 BTW r zag n than half brothers that share hades as their father? But he cute that ain't no lie. I um am assuming u finished at least one complete run so I hope I ain't spoiling anything? I'm really sorry if I did. Third fury sister met too heueu.
Lololol I'm not really shitting on luci's yukata haha. Tbh I've been into kpop n Korean shows for yearsssss so I feel like nothing really fazes me too much? It's funny seeing ppl shit on Satan so much but I'm like honestly it doesn't hurt my eyes that badly. N his Pepsi yukata looks pre good. Not the worst by a looooooongggg shot. I hope the devs fix up the wonkiness of obey me cuz otherwise they will keep losing players n awesome content creators. V understandable tho. That's also why I probably won't play om and genshin cuz gacha, too stressful n it's kinda nice just evolving the charas by headcanons n imagination alone. The lore is v noice tho. Have u read the genshin manga?
Hahaha it's a good thing I thought of u. The fic does have some grammatical errors (I went back to read it again hehe) but it's just so soft n realistic to me that I thought u might like it. Probably ooc for Thea tho sorry. It's alright if u never get to it or don't like it!
Aww my ask got ate up huh. I sent it in the morning after u recommended achilles to me. It just said that the song is so fucking good. So cathartic n would've been such a help several yrs ago when I was going thru some shit. I love the lyrics, the sound...it's very soothing n I love it a lot. I hope to find more English songs that have such beautiful n haunting lyrics. I'm trying not to make the ask too long so I've dumbed the original ask down a lot. It's going to be long anyways 🙃
I asked about any personal hcs u wanted to share? Mine were that I would call Lucifer: Luce Luce or Luci haha. N I would greet him by saying Luci....fer after making eye contact with his brothers above his shoulder but he would be glaring at me anyways. Ever perceptive Luci. I would like to mess around Belphie by calling him Moo Moo 🤭 I hc that once close, I would go around the dining table every morning n give each bro some individual loving. Some nuzzles, cheek kiss ya know n get to Belphie like wut up moo moo? Lplolol thanks for letting me ramble haha this is sort of embarrassing. Can u tell my love language is physical touch 💖
Haha no worries about ur messy blog tho. I love the stuff u reblog. Some legit quality content n it's so amusing seeing the juxtaposition between the sfw n the NSFW. Ur duality zara never fails to make me laugh. If u want u can guess my height. What vibes do I give off? I have a feeling my answer will make u v happy ☺️ ALSO DUDE UR FIRST LANG AIN'T ENGLISH? WAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY? THAT'S SO FUCKIN IMPRESSIVE. KUDOS TO U SON. Wow. damn. U. R. So. Cool. 🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️ Ahem finally much love to Luci anon. Better reinstate their rightful emojis hehe. Thanks for letting me visit again 💙 - (not a) worker lurker
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hey there!! sorry i took so long to reply shsjs but anw hope you’ve been doing well. i have been doing alright too? i guess? lol i have no idea. i’m simply just vibing. i hope the sunburn’s not bothering u as much anymore though! and still wishing you lots of luck on the job hunting front!
oooh, glad to hear that you’ve made some progress on hades! you’re not spoiling anything at all so don’t worry hehe. i wish you luck on your future runs, you can do it!! (side note: those stupid rats. i swear. i hate them so much 😭) AHH THAN!! isn’t he just so precious? 🥺 like i realise he is death but he’s so. soft 🥺 and no!! afaik they’re not related lol i think nyx might have just. made him and hypnos? they grew up together tho, i think. oooh, love the fury sisters. they’re very interesting hehe. definitely missed playing the game but i’m still not in the mood to play it unfortunately. i miss zag tho. and hypnos. ugh one day i’ll pick it back up again 🥺😭
shdjd same tho. and ur right. after seeing all the kpop idol outfits, nothing fazes me anymore. plus i don’t think their outfits are the worst thing ever tbh :’) ugh, i agree. the main route itself is getting harder to play and the non-stop events are tiring. i want to hope that they slow down a lil bit but idk. kinda doubt they will. and the obm gacha rate is terrible but at the end of the day, it is gacha, right? :’) genshin is horrible gacha wise but there’s always a lot to do, and places to explore. plus they’re still updating the game so i’m sure it’ll remain relevant for a little while longer. i haven’t read the manga fully but i have seen bits and pieces, and some screenshots. diluc and kaeya look amazing in them 😭
oof yeah, i still love listening to achilles come down. it’s so good!! definitely very cathartic. i’m glad you enjoy it too. 🥰
ahaha, ngl i just always call him luci tbh. i know he probably doesn’t like it. but like lucifer is just a mouthful to say sometimes hehe i just know he’ll get his revenge on u for calling him that tho. belphie moo moo shdjd that’s kinda cute?? hmm. i don’t think i have nicknames for them tbh? :0 just kinda. shorten their names lol. and there’s nothing wrong with having physical touch as ur love language!! hehe i think that’s cute. i’m sure they enjoy the show of affection anw. i think i would just be way too shy to do anything like that tho :’)
ik people tell me they enjoy the messiness but sometimes i scroll through and get so embarrassed 😭 like i would like to not be perceived, please and thank u. but i’m glad that u enjoy my blog, regardless 😭 your height? :0 oof that’s a bit tough. you don’t radiate short ppl energy. wanna say ur probably average height shdkd and no, that’s definitely not me projecting my own height onto other people :’)
yeah, english isn’t my first language shdjd 😭 but i have been speaking/learning it for a while now. doesn’t matter tho, i still makes mistakes occasionally ahdjd but i’ve stopped caring lolol luci anon has yet to pop up again but it’s okay hehe they’ll get back their rights eventually hehe oh, and thank you for dropping by!! much love 💖💖💖
#oof this was long shdjd#but thank u tho for the ask. always nice catching up w u#answered#lurker anon#long post
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