just like a silly little rant bc I feel gaslighted sometimes

I seriously hate how like there will be the most bbgist, jaw dropping, toe curling, making me scream without the s, making me giggle and kick my legs in bed as I watch the screen, making me think I'm having a fever because I get so excited to see them on screen character just to go on Tumblr and search up the character x reader to see like almost no posts and the two posts I don't even like because the reader is so y/n coded... Like it makes me so mad bro 😭

I just spent all my remaining money on Loveless, Nick and Charlie, and This Winter. I now have the whole Osemanverse collection apart from heartstopper books one, two, and four (three is the best that's why I have it) I am super dooper exited and I want to do loveless for my english book report even though I go to a slightly homophobic Christian school BUT WHOS GONNA STOP ME

TW: Human trafficking, pedophilia

Okay, I need to do a silly rant RRRRIGHT NOW!!!!!!

LET'S BE HONEST HERE! AMERICAN MCGEE'S ALICE AND ALICE MADNESS RETURNS ARE THE MOST UNDERRATED GAMES IN EXISTENCE!

Just think about the games. Ama has amazing gameplay and it's actually decently difficult (or maybe I just suck)! Amr has SO MUCH lore abt Alice!! Like it actually explains her backstory and it shows how the fire actually happened! It kinda confuses me why the cat caused the fire in the first game, but maybe it's trying to show that Alice wasn't sure what happened and she just assumed it was the cat and since I'm assuming she was a kid or something when this happened (because of the fact she was reading Alice in Wonderland), so she wouldn't fully remember what happened. Also, the asylum was having her forget about her traumas so her memory was a bit different. She started realizing the truth in the second game. Like how she was like "Wait a minute, Dinah was in my room! So how could she have started the fire?" LIKE OMGG!! Honestly, Dr. Bumby was a good villain for the story. I think since this was the 1800s, women didn't have a lot of rights and they were treated VERY badly by everyone in society, so I think human trafficking would be a lot more common. It'd make sense for a villain in that type of game to be a trafficker. I think both games are also just beautiful. Amr especially. The visuals are just AMAZING! It gives such a weird but soothing feeling. Same with the OST! I don't know what it is, but the Vale of Tears makes me feel so calm and relaxed. Ama's OST is also BEAUTIFUL! Like, have you HEARD Wonderland Woods?! Literal masterpiece!! It gives you an eerie but nice feeling!! But some are a tad bit spooky. Like the song that plays in the chess map.. If you play that, I am RUNNING away. LIKE OMG?? It's so CREEPY!! LIKE THE BACKWARDS HOG?! NUH UH!! And don't even get me started on Time to Die... IT MAKES ME FEEL SO SCARED BUT IT'S SO FITTING!!! For those that don't know, Time to Die plays in one of the last parts of the game. You're at the Queen of Hearts' castle. Looking for her throne. Her card guards are chasing after you, trying their best to murder you. And when it's quiet and you can just hear the OST.. IT MAKES SENSE!! IF THAT WAS YOU, AFTER YOU DEFEATED A BIG GROUP OF GUARDS, YOU'D BE UNSETTLED!! SCARED!! ON YOUR TOES!! AND THAT'S WHAT THAT SONG MAKES ME FEEL!! IT ALL MAKES SENSE AND IT'S ALL SO POETIC!! LIKE I THINK THE MAIN MESSAGE OF AMA IS THAT SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO LOOK IN YOURSELF TO FIND THE PROBLEM! BECAUSE THE FINAL BOSS WASN'T EVEN THE QUEEN OF HEARTS, IT WAS ALICE HERSELF!!!! LIKE SHE HAD TO DEFEAT HERSELF TO FIX WONDERLAND!!! IT'S JUST SO AMAZING!! Also, just a little comment.. ALICE SLAYED WHEN SHE PUSHED BUMBY INTO THAT TRAIN! He honestly got what he deserved. That nasty pedophilic asshole. I think the main message of amr is to be careful who you trust and surround yourself with. I mean, THINK ABOUT IT!! She worked with a HUMAN TRAFFICKER!!! I also think it sends a message that justice is always possible no matter what. There's always a way to avenge somebody or something even if it's a bit immoral. Overall, I LOVE THIS GAME!! Sorry I ranted this much! This was like the first game I fell in love with in 2012 or 2013 I think!! BYEE!! :33

what is it with sapphics being obsessed with a severely depressed and miserable git from the dungeons with long oily hair and a questionable moral compass? it’s me, i’m sapphics.

BRO IF U ARE 13 YEARS OLD AND DONT WANT PPL OVER 18 INTERACTING WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU IN THE FANDOM OF A CARTOON MADE SPECIFICALLY FOR ADULTS (or 16 y/os at least). Worst of all, why are YOU following MY BLOG, my bio literally says "nsfw sometimes. 21 y/o"

Adults should not insert adult themes in places meant for minors, BUT ALSO, MINORS SHOULDNT INSERT THEMSELVES IN A SPACE THATS NOT MEANT FOR THEM AND THEN DEMAND TO BE ACCOMODATED. GET TF OUT

i LOVE "monster" themes in media/books

characters realising that others will only ever see them through the eyes of preconceived notions

that everything these characters can do, will, in the eyes of others, only prove that they are a "monster"

characters that have decided to "accept" the role they were forced into vs those who try and prove others wrong

the symbolisms, the allegories, the common themes of oppression and societal imbalances

HOLY SHIT I JUST WATCHED EMESIS BLUE AND IMMGONNA EXPLODE. IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING, MIND BOGGLING THING EVER I LAID MY EYES UPON. WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW FREAKING JUST..IDONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO TYPE RN?? i am SO damn glad i decided to watch it and if you havent YOU NEED TO CHECK IT OUT!! but also like its pretty violent so like if you arent into that…maybe dont. anyways i just wanted to rant about this somewhere because i am so soso just full of emotions rn!! i am gonna draw fanart AT THIS VERY SECOND. 11/10 amazing sfm

i hate it when people make fun of me for forgetting things easily like SORRY I DIDNDT REMEMBER TO FEED THE GODDAMN CAT I STILL REMEMBER HOW YOY DROPPED ME AND I HIT MY HEAD AS A BABY MAYBE THATS WHY BITCH /aimed

Ok weird opinion incoming;

I never really liked the concept of genderbend stuff for characters but imagining those pieces of art as like a pre- or post-transition makes them cool to me.

Also I know genderbends are usually just fun little drawing prompts instead of like full concept on how they'd work in an au. Them being trans is still more fun for me to imagine.

im gonna be honest i saw people doing all sorts of bingos and predictions for this leg of the tour and some of them had gerard in a dress or skirt and i would always Always roll my eyes so hard whenever i saw it. in a Why Are You So Unserious Please Be Serious kind of way. not that i didnt want it to happen, i just didnt think it was a possibility. like at all. not at this point in time. anyways i just wanted to say that you guys won. (and ive never been happier to lose)

i hate nostalgia bait youtubers they just ride the quinton reviews 8 hour long victorious video meme high and theyre not even giving any insightful commentary most of the time theyre just explaining the plot of every single episode or movie maybe with a bunch of lols and wtfs thrown in. and like, they dont even have any special connection to the things they're talking about maybe they vaguely watched it as kids in passing but they're clearly only going back for the views which sure okay but literally the lack of love and care is really present . and i dont know who these videos are even for? like you're going to recap every single episode of wizards of waverly place for me? i already KNOW what happens in most episodes of wizards because i actually watched it and cared about it? they barely offer anything NEW, dare i even say an OPINION, like i watch these videos and the recapping ends and im like okay finally i can hear your thoughts and criticisms beyond the cinemasins type of thing they do during the recap (which is annoying for normal movies, let alone for kids television that is supposed to be silly and whimsical? theyre even failing at the nostalgia part of all this) but then i see and the video is about to end? and i compare it to youtubers who have been making videos on nostalgic kids media forever before it was a trend (caitlovesdisney, thedisneybrain etc) and it's clear that they actually enjoy and have a connection to these shows and want to share their love with the world and have something to offer to the fans.

Dammit, I was planning to do this big personal drawing marathon today where I’d just draw the entire day but nooooo both my parents have to go out and do something together and left me to watch the dogs so they dont try to steal food from the counter or whatever. Yeah mhm okay THAT plan is ruined >:(

It’s not an important matter or anything, and I know im being petty lol. Just a little salty! 🧂

my taste in men has developed from childhood. "But oh, tired, what's your taste in men?" Oh, you know. Raphael from tmnt (2003 and bayverse versions). Big and angry but actually teddy bears who love their family and are perfect and the best and need a hug that I can provide and i'm so tired but i love raph so much

Its so stupid, but it bothers me when ppl pair kindred with random champions (and they dont even pair both Lamb and Wolf with someone ITS ALWAYS JUST LAMB, KINDRED IS BOTH OF EM YOU COWAR-) They're the type of character that doesnt really work with a partner bc they're their own partners. Kindred is one and two at the same time, they're platonic soulmates.

Completely on their own but never alone, they're content being with themselves. You can fight, get angry and break up with a partner, but you can never get away from yourself.

Being someone who is a people pleaser bc i fear everyone will leave me when they can't get what they want from me, I have to love myself. The person that will always be there for me, when no one is, is me. So I'll learn to live with and love every part of me, even the parts that I don't like.

I guess that's why this character matters so much to me?

i was studying, trying to get this done, and then gonna take a nap before work

and then my moms like oh u need to go watch the kids in the pool (i mean i don’t want them to die but it’s bad timing)

so now i’m outside trying not to fall asleep and trying to write my paper but the sun is so bright i can’t see my screen

Cringe culture can suck my dick

I will do my silly little dance to my silly little music on the street while mouthing the silly little lyrics

Live your life like it's a god damn music video