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callmelola111 · 11 months
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guilty conscience ☆ part two
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synopsis: it’s your first year at college and you’re 1,500 miles away from home. you’d feel completely alone if it wasn't for your attractive roommate ellie. will this attraction complicate already uncharted territory? or will she be the answer to all your problems?
      |✯| pairing & wc: college!ellie williams x roommate!reader. wc: 2.1k
      |✯| cw (by part): 18+ themes (MDNI), fem reader, modern au!ellie, HEAVY ANGST, some swearing, a hint of sexual themes, cat
a/n: this was so fun to write. i love causing drama <3. apologies in advance for how angsty it’s gonna get but i promise it will all be worth in the end !!
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Through the weekend you and your new roommate Ellie went to some campus events to kickoff the new semester and got to know each other better. You guys bonded over music and had even made each other playlists. It was sweet. Time flew when you were around her, and suddenly, it was Monday, and the first week of classes.
You woke up extra early that morning. Ellie was still fast asleep in her bed so you had to get ready in the dark, but you didn’t mind, she looked so pretty lying there. You finished getting ready and loaded up your green canvas backpack. As you reached for your keys about to head for the door, a groggy voice piped up.
“Not gonna say bye to your favorite roommate?”
“Ellie, you're awake! Good morning, happy Monday!!” you replied, a little too chipper for Ellie’s liking
“Damn, up at 8am and wishing me a ‘happy’ Monday? You’re crazy.” she teased. You giggled a little but then glanced at your phone to see the time and the giggles halted. 
“Listen I’d love to stay and chat but my class is in 10 minutes and I don’t even know where the building is…” You gave a slow, sarcastic laugh and opened the door to the hallway.
“Have a good day at class- if you actually make it” she threw her head back with a chuckle. 
“Ellsss, seriously? Stoppp.” you drug out your words with a whine. That's when Ellie’s eyes got wide and your face got red, realizing what you had just called her.
“Nicknames already?” A cocky smile spread across her face. She loved seeing you get all flustered. You were cute, almost in a pitiful way. 
“I- Ellie- I meant Ellie. Jeez, I’m sorry.” Your eyes locked to the floor, avoiding whatever face she might’ve been making in reaction to your stupid slip up. A string of “no’s” from Ellie quickly follows your apology. You looked up to meet her gaze 
“Call me Els, it’s cute, you’re cute. But you’re the only one who can. Got it?” she winked playfully. The red that filled your cheeks from embarrassment became even redder with Ellie’s shameless flirting. Was she like this with all her friends? You wished to stay home all day and weigh out the possibilities but there was no time to think now. 
“Okay, well uh, see you later Els.” You couldn’t help but smile ear to ear knowing how she felt about the name. 
“See ya hun.” And with that, you were off to class,  a skip in your step. You had made it just in time. You surveyed the rows of seats looking for an open spot to grab. You notice one next to a girl with short black hair, covered in sick tattoos. She looked like just the type of person you’d wanna be friends with so you made your way across the room to her. 
“Hey, is anyone sitting here?” you inquired. The girl looked you dead in the face, grabbed her backpack from the floor, and shoved it into the empty seat.
“Yeah. My backpack.” she replied with a straight face followed by a middle finger. You stood there, mouth open in shock. Like, what the fuck did you do? You were about to snapback until a voice coming from behind retaliated first. 
“I thought mean girls were just a highschool thing? Guess not. Hey, newsflash!! We’re in college now, so maybe you should stop being a cunt and grow the fuck up. Yeah?” Your jaw dropped even further this time. The pathetic excuse for a bully sunk into her chair, head down, knowing she just got ate the fuck up. Your new savior switched her gaze back to you.
“Hi I’m Dina! Maybe you’d wanna sit with me instead?”
“Of course I’ll sit with you, that was totally badass, you’re like my hero! I’m y/n!” You climbed over the row of seats and plopped down next to her. Before you knew it, class was over and you were exchanging numbers with your new friend. You hardly even remember what the professor was saying in class, as you were too busy whispering back and forth with Dina.
The evening rolls around and you finally head back to your dorm. You couldn’t wait to tell Ellie about the insane day you just had. You stepped out of the elevator onto the 4th floor and the sounds of music bellowed down the hall. It became louder the closer you got to your room. Once you reached your door, you realized it was Ellie. You walked inside to see her sitting with a sage green electric guitar propped up on her right knee. She slid her hand down the neck of the guitar, veins popping as she switched her fingerings to play a new chord. You could’ve watched her all day if she hadn't noticed your stare and stopped playing.
“Like what you see, pretty girl?” It’s like she knew how desperate you are for her. Of course you get red in the face and fumble for a rebuttal just as cocky as hers.
“You calling me pretty Els? How cute.” Your tone is laced in sarcasm and your eyes do a dramatic roll. 
Ellie was quick with it, “Yeah y/n, I am. You got a problem?” She was staring you down with persistence. The eye contact was getting intense, but you were too enamored to answer her question, despite it being a simple “no”. 
All you could spit out was, “uh, I gotta pee.” 
“Okay weirdo thanks for letting the audience know” she replied laughing, obviously mocking your odd public statement. That was your queue to quickly retreat to the bathroom. You pulled down your pants to reveal the obvious wet spot. It was getting embarrassing how aroused this girl could make you without even doing a thing. Luckily you actually had to pee because Ellie was right outside the door and could hear everything. And of course, she had to let you know. 
Mid-doing your business, she yells through the door, “damn girl, you really did have to piss.” Your palm hits your face like muscle memory. She was so stupid. 
You walk out of the bathroom and wash your hands while vocalizing your annoyance to Ellie. She turned the corners of her mouth downwards making the cheesiest frown ever. 
“Soooo how was your first day?” she asked, dragging out the “o” to fill the lull in conversation. 
You turned to her, brows furrowed, and replied “Good and bad.” Ellie’s curious, wide-eyed look turned sincere as soon as you said the word bad. 
“Bad? Already? Tell me about it. Are you okay?” She seemed genuine in her response so you spilled about the mean girl you had met in your class earlier this morning. She sat in silence, hanging onto every word you said. She wanted you to know she was listening and that she cared. 
“I’m so sorry y/n, that girl sounds like a total bitch. You did nothing to deserve that kind of treatment. You want me to go give her a piece of my mind?” 
You laughed, but you knew she meant it, “that’s okay, someone already did. That was the good part.” 
“Oh, who?” Ellie’s demeanor shifted, like her chivalry was being threatened. 
“This cool ass girl in my class, Dina.” The corners of your mouth upturned just saying her name. Ellie’s face remained neutral and you couldn't tell what she was thinking.
“When she overheard that girl being rude she totally whipped her head around and told her off. She even called her a cunt. It was so awesome.” you continued, eye’s beaming.
“Then she let me sit with her and we talked literally the whole class. Afterwards, she gave me her number so we could make plans! Totally worth being bullied by a random stranger.” You were so consumed by telling your story that you didn’t notice Ellie’s face completely drop. She almost looked pissed off. When you realized, your face dropped right with hers.
“You alright?” you questioned, not understanding what happened. Little did you know, your story stomped all over Ellie’s ego. She was envious of the way Dina seemed to make you feel.
“Oh yeah, everything's fine over here” she retorted with a hint of sarcasm that felt too minuscule to acknowledge aloud.
“So then, how was your day?” you said, moving on from whatever that was.
“Mine was good. I met someone too.” 
“How cool! We both made friends on the first day-”
Ellie was fast to answer, “Oh no, she’s not a friend.” Your puzzled look urged her to continue.
“She actually hit on me, so I gave her my number. She was sooo damn fine too.” All that followed was silence. Jealousy consumed you, just like Ellie wanted. 
“What's that? Cat got your tongue?” Ellie scoffed and then flashed you a twisted smile. Your feelings were hurt, you’d never seen her act this way before. Even behind her usual sarcastic remarks you knew she was genuine. This time you weren’t so sure. For lack of an appropriate response and the silence continuing to drag you tried to change the subject. 
“SHE? You’re gay?!” you exclaimed, pretending to act surprised, but failing.
“Thought that was kinda obvious kid…” Kid????? Who did Ellie think she was? You were so over this conversation, but she kept on going.
“Anyways, do you think I should go for it?” she sat there smirking, waiting for your response. 5 minutes ago you might’ve told her no because you wanted her for yourself, but after this show of character, you just let her have it.
“Sure, I bet she thinks you’re ‘soooo fine’ too.” you said, completely monotone and pissed off. Part of Ellie felt disappointed you didn’t fight for her, but she realized she had no right to feel like that. She was the one playing games with your feelings, not the other way around. In an attempt to save the conversation she decided to bring up her gig.
“Hey, by the way, if you liked my guitar playing, you should totally come to my band's show this weekend.”
“Wouldn't you rather bring your girlfriend?” you remarked. Ellie felt ashamed for triggering this side of you. Everything she said was true, but she could've just kept it to herself. Ellie had hurt you on purpose, and all out of spite.
“I really want you there y/n. It’s important.” she answered, trying to recover. There was a softening in your eyes.
“Fine, I’ll be there.”
                                          ★,。・:*:・゚☆。・:*:・゚★
The week rolled by quickly and the usual flirty banter had died down ever since that conversation. You were too busy with school to stay angry at Ellie, but too proud to try and win her back. 
Soon, it was Saturday, the night of Ellie’s show. You sat in front of the mirror ridiculing the makeup you had just applied before she interrupted.
“You better put some pep in your step little lady. We’ve gotta go.” You broke eye contact with yourself to look up at her.
“I promise you look fine, don’t worry.” Ellie reassured, already knowing what you were thinking. You loved how she could read your mind. 
Soon, Ellie, her band, and you, all arrived at the venue. You found a spot in the back to sit and wait as they set up to perform. Everything is fine, until out of the corner of your eye, you see devil incarnate hanging around the bar. You couldn’t believe your eyes. You quickly whipped out your phone to text Dina about your rotten luck.
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After letting her know you looked up to see Ellie walking towards you. Perfect timing.
“Ellie, oh my god, oh my god” you said, antsy to tell her the news.
She met your energy, “What?? Tell me!!” 
“Guess who’s here.” you coaxed. 
“Idk who?”
“It’s that girl who-” 
Before you could finish, “that girl” was now part of your conversation.
“Ellliieeeee!!” she squealed, flying into her arms. (WHAT THE FUCK?!) They both turned to face you and Ellie could tell something was up. Your eye was practically twitching.
“Y/n, this is Cat. She’s my uh-”, Ellie proceeded with caution, “she’s the girl I was telling you about.” You were riddled with disbelief.
Cat interjected, “don’t be coy Els, we’re practically dating.” and then shot you a conniving smile. It was like a huge slap to the face. In fact, it was more like getting kicked in the stomach a couple times. You were winded just standing there. As you searched for the right words to say, your eyes began to well up with tears.
Ellie immediately noticed, “did something happen y/n? You were just fine?”
“Actually, you know what ‘Els’?”, emphasizing the nickname and the promise that came with it, “I was just leaving.” As those last words escaped your mouth, tears began to stream down your face. Feeling absolutely humiliated, you stormed out of the venue, not looking back once. This is the last time Ellie will make you feel inferior.
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keepdrivingrry · 1 year
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FLOWERS
summary: harry and y/n become best friends throughout the filming of don’t worry darling
face claim: raven lyn
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hsupdates Harry seen with y/n l/n on the set of don’t worry darling!
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harryfan1 OH
harryfan2 are they together?
↳ harryfan3 they’ve only seen seen together once chill.
harryfan4 SHES SO GORGEOUS
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yourinstagram bestie took this
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harryfan1 not going to lie if harry’s dating her..he’s one lucky man
↳ harryfan2 I think they’re just friends
↳ harrystyles bestfriends.
harrystyles I’m bestie.
↳ yourinstagram you don’t have to end everything with a period harold
harryfan3 HARRY??
florencepugh WIFE
↳ yourinstagram I MISS YOU I’LL BE IN SET TOMORROW
oliviawilde pretty 😍
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dwddrama video proof of director, Olivia Wilde sending Shia Labeouf a video begging him to stay on the don’t worry darling set and calling out florence pugh and y/n l/n for not allowing him to work with them. more info in my bio 👀
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harryfan1 NOT HER CALLING FLO AND Y/N “MISS FLO AND Y/N”
harryfan2 who would want to work with a abuser?
yourinstagram I didn’t feel comfortable allowing someone I care about working with someone who has a reputation of being an abuser especially because of what the movie is based off of. I was told that my complaints were reasonable and were understood completely.
↳ harryfan3 oh poor y/n :(
↳ harryfan4 her protecting florence 🥲
harryfan4 literally so disrespectful of Olivia to disregard her feelings.
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yourinstagram oh my god..it’s on harry
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harryfan1 WHAT IS GOING ON??
harryfan2 stop why so many flowers?? 😭
harrystyles you started it.
↳ yourinstagram I only gave you 8 flowers!!
florencepugh a history event I’m witnessing
harryfan3 they’re giving each other flowers 🥲
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yourinstagram venice film festival
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florencepugh LOOKING GOOD MISS Y/N
↳ harryfan1 NOT THE MISS Y/N
↳ yourinstagram thank you miss floo can’t wait to see you!!
harrystyles that’s my best friend 😍
harrystyles also why do I have 30 flowers in my hotel room?
↳ yourinstagram it’s actually 36 but who’s counting..
harryfan2 I WAS WAITING FOR THIS
harryfan3 her not going to the press conference is a girl boss move😍
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hsupdates “me and y/n got really close throughout the filming of this.. she’s my best friend and uh she started a war with me which basically has us getting each other a bunch of bouquets of flowers..she’s winning right now because this morning she shipped 36 flowers to my hotel room, I’m planning on getting her back soon.” Harry talking about the flower war with y/n!
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harryfan1 AWW HARRY CALLING HER HIS BESTFRIENDDD
harryfan2 STOP I LOVE THEM
harryfan3 olivia’s face while harry was talking about y/n 😭
harryfan4 harry got so smiley after talking about herrrr I love their friendship
yourinstagram guys he’s so funny that he thinks he can get me back
↳ harryfan5 Y/N 😭
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hsupdates HARRY AND Y/N HUGGING DURING THE RED CARPET!
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harryfan1 STOPPP
harryfan2 I was there! when he was leaving he told her “I got you” do I know what the means? no but it was a adorable interaction and y/n’s looked so confused afterwards.
↳ harryfan3 MORE FLOWERS??
harryfan4 most of the cast avoiding olivia 😭
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ynupdates y/n Instagram story with the caption “now I know what you meant. harrystyles”
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harryfan1 STOP HOW MANY WERE THERE??
y/nfan1 there’s probably over 37
↳ yourinstagram close..60
harryfan2 HE GOT 60 FLOWERS FOR HER??
y/nfan2 the best friendship ever.
harryfan3 I’m so sad we’re not going to get a lot of harry and y/n content now that the film is out :(
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jahayla-parker · 2 months
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📱SMAUs: The 2 request limit for this applies to 2 of the same character (in other words, you can send in more than 2 SMAU requests so long as it’s a max of 2 per character) this can include fictional and nonfictional characters. Please include any side characters, events/details, or other information surrounding the SMAU request. If you want it to be with a specific type of reader, please be specific. You’ll get a SMAU fic with at least two posts from the reader and 2 from the character chosen.
oooooh okay hear me out- freddy carter x singer!reader (+ sab cast). where she has a new album to announce while the sab crew is announcing s2? and it's just the cast hyping y/n up and her hyping them up <3
Reflections and Renewals : Freddy Carter x Reader (& Platonic!SaB Cast x Reader)
Descr: SMAUs of Freddy Carter’s girlfriend/wife (unspecified) singer!reader and the Shadow and Bone cast supporting each other on their latest releases!
Warnings: few curse words, minor flirting, that’s all I think!
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yourusername: I did a thing… 🤭
My new album Reflections drops in late March! 🎵
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freddycarter1: So proud of you, my darling virtuoso ❤️
yourusername: My #1 fan❤️❤️❤️
jessie_mei_li: @/yourusername we’ll see about that, I’ll fight for that title ❤️🤺
freddycarter1: also, “did a thing” as if you didn’t record the most profoundly brilliant piece of art yet again 🙄
yourusername: ily ❤️
benbarnes: stoked! sneak peak for your mate?
yourusername: for THE Ben Barnes? But, why of course 😉
amitasuman_: You look stunning! Another album already?! 👏🔥
yourusername:🥹
archierenaux3: y/n, for real? Is this one going to make me cry again?
yourusername: if I say yes will it prevent you from listening? 🫢
archierenaux3: @/yourusername absolutely not! Are you kidding? No force on earth could prevent that xxx❤️
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freddycarter1 Still waiting on that crow emoji, @apple?
Season ✌️ March 16th
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yourusername: KANEJ!!! 😍😍😍
yourusername: honey, you look sooo good ❤️
freddycarter1: pot calling the kettle black there, my darling 😘
amitasuman_: 🪶 we definitely need a crow emoji, let’s get on with it @/apple
yourusername: I agree but while we’re at it, I also need a new phone in general cause I drowned this one with my tears over this beautiful photo of my favorite TV couple 😭
amitasuman_: @/yourusername stoppp ❤️❤️
yourusername: @/amitasuman_ can’t stop, won’t stop. You are both so talented and pretty 😍
yourusername: can’t wait to let my gifted man take over the television screen day and night as he so perfectly embodies Kazzle Dazzle once again 👀🖤
freddycarter1: you’ve lost it my dear 🤣❤️
yourusername: @/freddycarter1 for you & the rest of the S&B cast? 🤷‍♀️ I’m fine with that!
kittheyounger: let’s go! 🪶🖤
yourusername: I need more Wesper content Kit ⏱️
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yourusername: You have all been so supportive with me announcing this new album, so here’s a sneak peek into the contents 🥰
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freddycarter1: bloody hell, you’re radiant ❤️❤️❤️
freddycarter1: PSA: for those wondering, as amazing as the song titles are, I assure you the lyrics and tracks themselves are somehow far more enthralling 😉
yourusername: Freddyyyy 🥹 you’re too much ❤️
freddycarter1: @/yourusername I’m simply verbalizing your skillset, love 🙌
paddygibson: sounds incredible already y/n/n!
calahan.skogman: wow! I’m at a loss for words… all I can say right now is… wow!
amitasuman_: so very intrigued 👀
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shadowandbone: We all have debts to pay. Two days 'til Shadow and Bone Season 2.
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yourusername: 😍 these next two days better pass quickly!
freddycarter1: brick by brick 🖤
yourusername: When these aforementioned debts are paid… Can I be your next investment? 🫣
freddycarter1: @/yourusername 💀 love … 😂
benbarnes: This is one ace of a promo poster 🙌
yourusername: couldn’t agree more, but so is yours!
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shadowandbone: You’re not ready for S2. But it’s here! ☀️
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yourusername: Has it been even 12 hours since it dropped? No. Have I already binged all 8 episodes? Yes. 🙌 Will I wait patiently for S3? No. 🙅‍♀️ Am I in love with this cast? Yes. 💯 That’s all. ❤️
amitasuman_: … Did you truly?! 🥹
freddycarter1: @/amitasuman_ she did 😂
yourusername: @/amitasuman_ @/freddycarter1 course I did 💁‍♀️ you’re all so unbelievably and incredibly talented 🙌❤️❤️
yourusername: We finally have everyone together 😭 couldn’t have asked for a better cast for any of the Grishaverse characters 🤩 p.s. you all look PHENOMENAL ❤️
lbardugo: agreed y/n! 🖤
yourusername: @/lbardugo and a special thank you to the most wonderful person who made it all possible 🙌🖤
jessie_mei_li: ☀️🖤
yourusername: Love you trying to intimidate Nikolai! And looking stunning while doing so! 😍
jessie_mei_li: @/yourusername ilysm xxx
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yourusername: It’s here! I’m so thrilled to share these songs with you!
My latest album, Reflections, is officially available on Spotify, iTunes, Apple Music, Pandora, and wherever else you listen to music! It’s also set to hit stores this afternoon!
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freddycarter1: just when I think I couldn’t be more proud, you prove me wrong ❤️ just like this album, you are truly exceptional, darling. xxx
yourusername: 🥹❤️
jacktwolfe: unreal! It’s staying on repeat all day ❤️
amitasuman_: girl, you killed this! 🙌
archierenaux3: already crying… you’re so talented it’s unbelievable xx
longbrophy: I officially have a new favorite album 🥰
calahan.skogman: damn, you seriously have a way with words!
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wttcsms · 4 months
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What inspired you to write daylight? Are there art pieces, poetry, or songs that inspired or continue to inspire you? Daylight is written stunningly and I cannot get enough of it. You are a true artist and I’m so happy I discovered your writing!!!!!!!!!💛
STOPPP, this comment is so kind & to have someone (even if it's just to make me happy) sound interested in it is so fun. i could ramble about daylight forever!!!
just like its namesake, daylight was inspired by taylor swift's song!! the themes of that song play a major role in my fic, and she sums it up best by (paraphrasing here) saying that daylight recognizes past damage and pain but shows that it doesn't have to define you. both colt & reader have gone through a lot difficult, traumatic events, and they're continuously having to endure even now. you'll see me describe colt as a "golden soldier", or his "bright smile", his "sunny disposition", the way his eyes are flecked with gold, like little beams of sunlight are embedded — this is done purposely! for reader, he's her daylight. the sun peeking through the aftermath of storm clouds.
it's so funny that you would mention art pieces because there is a specific painting i was inspired by that i showed my friend!! it's "a huguenot, on st. bartholomew's day" by john everett millais. the emotions depicted on their facial expressions, i believe, relate to the emotions and personalities that reader & colt possess! i don't want to spoil the fic but there is going to be a moment inspired by this iconic painting. something about trying to save your love's life, and your beloved is so stubborn that they willingly put themselves in danger due to their resolve and sense of self — that's such a delicious concept to me!!!
black friday by tom odell is another one of "their songs"
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i think it's such a lovely song, especially when it comes to depicting insecurity in relationships. reader obviously feels like she doesn't "deserve" colt, and we'll get a good look at that in pt. 3. listening to black friday from reader's perspective, i think, would give you a good look into the reader's psyche
i don't want to make this post too long, but thank you for sending me asks abt daylight!!! i hope you do enjoy the fic :)
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seelestia · 2 years
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can't blame him, his intuition is v v good~
yes yes as a wise and incredibly good-looking man once said, "every journey has its final day. there is no need to rush." 😌
hskdjskdj if you provide me with the art or video of your oc then most definitely!!! but also if you wanna do something similar just for a post or for a series for your blog, do lemme know, i can code it for you! i have the base code so creating something similar shouldn't take too much work! i don't mind doing it for my friends hehe c:
a walk alongside the harbor sounds so nice... sighhh oh to walk arm-in-arm with such a refined gentleman.... yes yes feel free to openly gush about your faves too, i love it when people get all excited talking about their favorite characters hehe
"a jar of expensive candied petals" i'm-- slfjsldkdl you're making me blush stoppp 🙈 ofc, let us release the plot bunnies into the wild!!! or, well, i'm holding back from releasing them in my blog for now bc tumblr put me in shadowban jail- BUT as soon as they release me i'm releasing a hoard of them and no one can stop me >:/
xiao do be like that... but i think it's good cause i get distracted too easily sometimes!! so he keeps my attention on the game hehe and my gosh kazuha is my first character for crowd control ( i mean ig jean is too but i like kazuha more oops sorry jean ;| ) and he's so good!!!
kazuha sees my simping and he's just like "nope" lol i love my anemo team it's so fun to have xiao-kazuha-jean <3 one day, i will build heizou... one day....
qiqi is so adorable i love her yes i'd like to adopt her thank you wait whatttt omg she's came home to me twice now... mona has yet to grace me with her presence... but tbh i played her on the gaa event and i... didn't really like her playstyle that much, so i'll take another qiqi if i lose another 50/50. or a diluc. i have his stupidly handsome outfit ready for him.
hubby is a good shielder and dps!!! try your luck and pull for him!!! i don't have him on my acc but i played him so much using my brother's acc where's he built as a dps- and hskdjsjdh he's so good ;w; oh is al haitham a 5-star character?? big oof, i thought he was gonna be a 4-star 😶 welp in that case he might not come home then... cause i'm prepared to spend whatever is necessary to bring zhongli home...... 🙃
also my day has been good so far!!! i hope yours has been great too <3
ty, zhongli, but we're like 12 minutes late and you're walking so slowly. (/lh) djwkkdkks ty, rin !! i don't have a genshin oc but if i ever need your help for similar things, i'll keep that in mind ;D
zhongli's voice is very calming, 100/10 would ask him to serenade me to sleep while he talks about cor lapis 🙏 aaaaa, me too !! when people talk about the things they love >>> nooooo, rin, have you seen the way i talk about those two??? i swear i word-vomit about them so much it's crazy 🏃 but ty tho! i'm terrible at holding back, hehe. just know you're always welcome to do the same about *cough* zhongli *cough*.
( discussions about banner leaks !! )
how dare tumblr put one of my fav writers in shadowban jail <//3 having to email them and then wait and then do a test post... it's definitely not a pleasant experience. please give rin's acc back and let her post more wonderful stuff??? i just saw that you moved blogs btw, so i'll follow real quick hehe! when you release new works, i'll be there to read and gush about them !!
ayato and al-haitham need company on my manifestation list, so i'll be adding xiao and zhongli to it >:) and oooo, if you build heizou, does this mean you'll be playing a mono anemo team??? 👀 that'd be super cool, people who build mono-element teams really have my respect 😭🤝
as a heizou main, the last part is so funny because i only recently got him to lvl 80 after maining at lvl 70 ever since i got him (but he still slays hilichurls like a pro) <//3 good luck with farming, rin !! go beat that ruin serpent to a pulp and as for the onikabuto's, i mostly search through the places we visited for the cleansing ritual, tatarasuna, and the thunder sakura trees! or you can search up farming routes~
the fact that you have no mona and c1 qiqi while i have no qiqi and c1 mona... ah yes, the contrasting destinies taste absolutely delicious here fjkwkdkskf mona is a good buff support, but i can understand why her playstyle isn't everybody's cup of tea !! at least, you got to a free trial for her from the event kfkwkkds >:)
DILUC <3 i have mine benched since i'm not much of a claymore enjoyer (maybe i should try to main him with klee artifacts for one day) but i'll be manifesting him for you !! his playstyle is super cool >:) i was busy fawning over his smile until i read kaeya's letters which was a cold angsty slap to the face <//3
from what i heard, al-haitham will be a five-star !! but dw, i think his banner is going to arrive later than zhongli's, so go all out for hubby !! hmm, maybe you might even have enough to pull al-haitham if you're not tempted by other banners??? 👀
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Cafuné
anon request: Hi! Can I request for a scenario where hyunjae texted his s/o whining about how he's frustrated from practice because he's not satisfied so you decided to visit him to cheer him up? Thank you! pairing: idol!hyunjae x non idol!reader genre: fluff warnings: n/a a/n: this was inspired by the latest Kingdom: Legendary War episode and for those who haven't watched it yet, I won't mention any spoilers but just be sure to show your support to The Boyz as the final round is coming up!
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"Why can't I get this move down?!" Hyunjae lets out a frustrated sigh, going back to the starting position before one of his members pressed play as he danced to the music. "What's wrong? You were dancing really well!" Changmin patted his back from behind but he didn't seem to take in his compliment as he clicked his tongue, turning to face the main dancer. "Could you go through this section again? I'm always a split second off from you guys." Changmin nodded as a few others joined where he went over the moves, giving them a thumbs up but Hyunjae still felt like something was off about his performance. As the rest of the members lingered around in the practice room, fooling around or cooling off, Hyunjae was dancing with his brows furrowed, sweat dripping down is forehead as he danced in repetition to only grumble every time.
"Hyung, forcing yourself to dance isn't going to do you any good. How about we just call it a day and head back home?" Eric suggested as the boys joined in agreement. "You guys can head out first. I'm going to practice a bit more before heading back." The boys left one by one before he was left alone in the dance room. He walked over to his bag to pick up his phone, checking to see how you were doing.
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He lets out disappointed sigh, missing your presence but it couldn't be helped since neither of your schedules match up recently as the only communication between the two of you would either be messaging or video calls. Especially when his team being on Kingdom: Legendary War made it even harder for the two of you to even just have a phone call. Frowning, he sets his phone down and went back to dancing. No matter how many times he went over the moves, he was just never happy with the performance he gave out, getting more frustrated at himself.
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Your boss actually let everyone off work early today after a week of an hectic yet successful promotional event. You were overjoyed by the fact that you could finally leave work early on such a beautiful day as you bid all your co-workers goodbye before heading to the elevators when you bumped into one of your friends. "Signing off early today?" She asked as you turned on your phone, seeing the text from your boyfriend. "Yeah, she wanted us to enjoy the start of the summer weather. Plus, after such a busy week with pulling all-nighters and promotions, I think it's very much needed for us to have some recovery time." The two of you laughed "Right, congratulations of the successful event! Employees from my department and I heard how you guys were working nonstop for it. I can say that the results were definitely worth it." You thank her as the elevator doors opened, as it was almost filled. You gestured her to take the empty spot for you pressed the button again, waiting for the next available lift. Your lips dropped as you read his messages, feeling helpless in your shoes since you couldn't do anything when an idea popped up in your head.
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You sheepishly smiles as you entered the elevator, walking out your company building before heading over to a couple of restaurants, walking out for bags full of takeout.
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After a long, repetitive and disappointing practice, Hyunjae headed back to the dorms, feeling restless and miserable about his lack progress as the performance day approaching closer and closer. He entered as his members asked for his suggestion on what he wanted to eat for dinner. "What do you want to eat tonight? We're going to order takeout." Younghoon waved his phone and asked his fellow member. The members were gathered in the living room, observing his actions before looking at each other, sensing that he wasn't at a happy mood. "Hyunjae, do you want us to order from your favorite chicken place?" Jacob kindly asked but he didn't bother answering as he went straight to his room, slamming the door behind before throwing his bag to go shower.
"He doesn't look like he's in a good mood." You spoke through the phone call after hearing a faint thud from his door. You originally called Younghoon to tell him your plan when he accidently placed you on speaker as all the members heard. The members were delighted by what you had in mind and decided on surprising Hyunjae as Younghoon would pretend to call a restaurant to see if he wanted anything in particular but actually had you on speaker as you remained silent when the plan didn't exactly go to plan. "Yeah he has been quite stressed over the choreography and upcoming performance. I can't blame him though, it is one of the hardest ones yet so he probably wants to do his best." Changmin added as your heart ached from not being able to be by his side. You told the boys that you're on the way to the dorm and keep it a secret from you boyfriend. Stopping by a few more stores, the bags around your hands starts to get heavy as your knuckles becomes white from holding so many boxes. You called a member down as you walked into their apartment, being greeted by their smile that you haven't seen in a while.
"It's been like years since I last saw you!" Eric runs to you as you struggled to walk straight from the amount of bags. "It truly feels like years." You laughed at his comment as helped you carry some of the bags. He peeked through, a huge smile forming on his face when he saw all the food that you bought. "It's a good thing you stopped by today. Hyunjae hyung has been having a rough time with practice." Eric spoke as the two of you stepped into the elevator. "I don't think I've ever seen him this frustrated before. He was practicing alone the other day and I heard him yell at himself when I was passing by..." Your heart dropped from hearing Eric's words. You bitterly smiled at him as he reassured that your boyfriend is trying his best to take care of his health and all but your heart couldn't settle. You arrived at the door when Eric told you to remain outside as he would get Hyunjae to open the door. You stood outside, nervous yet anxious from seeing your boyfriend for the first time in a while. You thought about what you would say when you saw him and how he would react.
"Takeout is delivered!" Eric yelled as he entered, rapid footsteps were heard as the members ran towards him whispering "Where's Y/N?" as he whispered back his plan. "HYUNJAE COME OUT AND EAT." Younghoon yelled from the living room as you giggled, hearing his voice from outside. "I'm not hungry." You pressed your ear to the door as you hear your lover's mumbled voice "We ordered chicken and it should be here any moment now!" Eric yelled as that was your cue to ring the doorbell, feeling your whole body shake from nervousness. "Hyunjae! Opened the door, your fried chicken is here." Sangyeon called as there was a short period of silence before you hear his door click opened. "Can't you guys open it? Why do I have to open it?" He snapped as the boys looked at him with a shocked expression before Sangyeon cleared his throat, trying to go with the plan. "U-Um, our fingers are all dirty? Just opened the door, we ordered from your favorite restaurant." His eyes lit up for a second before he groaned stomping his way to the doorway as your heart started racing, seconds away from seeing your boyfriend.
You eyes widen as the door slowly opened but stopped right enough for him to stick only his hand. He opened his hand, waiting for you to hand him the chicken when you reaching your hands into his, intertwining fingers before he retrieved his hand swinging the door opened. "What the f-" "Special delivery for the one and only Lee Jaehyun." You smiled, raising the bags in front of your face to hide your flushed cheeks. He took the bags from your hands before placing them down, pulling you into his chest as he wrapped his arms tightly around you, almost taking your breathe away. "Oh my gosh, I missed you so much." He whispered as you blinked back the tears that were blurring your vision. You looked into the dorm, seeing the faces of the members as some where happily munching and others had their phones out, capturing the sweet moment.
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"I thought you said you weren't hungry." you mocked Hyunjae's voice from earlier as he picked up another chicken leg, shyly smiling as he bit into it. You sat with the boys as they all thank you for the food that you bought. "You guys must've been too busy to even eat your meals so I decided to stop by with some food for you guys." smiling, you looked around as all the boys where eating their hearts away. You felt a little sad that they were so busy with the upcoming competition but you knew that it's what they loved to do. You glanced over at your boyfriend, as he rested his head on your shoulder, letting out a content sigh. "Wow, I think this is the happiest I've felt in a while. I have you guys, chicken and Y/N all in one room.... This must be pure happiness." he spoke out loud before everyone broke into laughter. After everyone was finished eating, they all went on to do their own activities as you and Hyunjae headed into his room. Once he opened the door, the scent of his cologne travelled to your nose as you let out a delighted sigh
"Wow, it's been a minute since I've been here." You looked around his room. Even though nothing has changed since your last visit, you felt yourself reminiscing that moment. You looked over at your boyfriend who as lying on his bed as he patted the spot next to him, telling you to join him. "It's been a minute since I saw my gorgeous girlfriend." He stated as your sat beside him, legs crossed as he plotted himself up with the support of his elbows. You surveyed your boyfriend as you noticed his eyebags were getting dark, his appearance looking tired, overworked and stressed as you felt your eyes watering. "Why are you crying my love?" His eyes widen as tears fell from you eyes. He sat up, hands on either side of your face as he brushed the tears with his thumbs, giving you a worried look. You shook your head before pulling him into a hug, him stroking your back. "I'm such a horrible girlfriend." You felt his movements come to a halt at your words as he broke the hug, you avoiding his eyes. "Why would you ever tell yourself that?" His voice full of love and concern only made you want to breakdown in front of him even more but you held back, wiping away the tears. "I couldn't by your side when times where difficult for you. I couldn't comfort you when you needed someone the most." You explained as he slightly frowned, hurt by your words.
"That's not true at all." He brushed the hairs at of your face as you looked up at him, eyes red and puffy. "You're the energy when I'm low and my light in my darkness. You may not know it but just the thought of you gave me the motivation, the encouragement and inspiration to strive and work harder" He smiled as you couldn't help but to do the same. "I know with both of our schedules it's hard to make time for each other but that doesn't stop me from thinking about you, missing you yet supporting you from afar because I know you do the same." He went on as you suddenly laughed, catching him off guard. "I came here today to comfort you... Why does it feel like the opposite." He laughed before he laid down on your crossed legs, hands playing with yours. "Didn't you tell me your boss wouldn't let you guys off work?" He asked as you caressed his face. "She let us off early today as a little celebration for the successful promotion and to enjoy the start of the summer weather." He narrowed his eyes at you, realizing that you were lying at him through text. "Congratulations on the event, it must've been stressful for you and your team to handle everything. I'm so proud of you." You cheeks tinted at his sudden praise as he hand touched your face, feeling the warmth of your blush. "I decided to surprise you since you were having a hard time." He hummed, closing his eyes.
"I would be lying if I said I wasn't having a hard time. All the members are doing so well during practice but I can't seem to follow up to them. It's like something was off or missing of me whenever I practice with them. I just want to do the best in my part so it'll be perfect for the team, you know?" He let out his thoughts as you nodded attentively. "Were you able to find what was missing?" You asked as he opened his eyes meeting yours as the direct contact made your heart skip a beat. "Hmm... I'm not sure but I guess it has been getting better compared to a few days ago. But today, it was just so frustrating. I was screaming and yelling at myself because I couldn't find out what was wrong." He pouted as you let out an "aw," sympathizing with him. "I'm so sorry, babe. If there's ever anything I can do for you, you know I'll always be there for you no matter what time of day it is right?" You ruffled his hair as he grinned, his eyes hinting that he had something up his sleeves. "I think I'm losing hair." He suddenly confessed as your jaw dropped, hands going through his hair as he laid on your legs, examining. "I think I pulled out a lot of hair from today's irritating practice." He whined as he rubbed his head, you cooing as you ran your fingers through his hair. "Could you massage my head for me?" he shyly asked, you giggling at his request "Anything for my mirae"
He let out a hum as you continued, seeing how relaxed he was. The faint music playing from his laptop along with his steady breath made you feel at home with your boyfriend who you could finally embrace. You fingers ran through the hair of his, as a smile would form on his face time to time, making your lips curve up into a grin.
"I think I finally found what I was missing." He broke the silence, eyes glancing up to yours as you stared into his big, bright orbits. "That's great. What was it?" You hummed in response, fingers still slowly working through his hair. "You."
cafuné (n): running your fingers through the hair of someone you love
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A ‘Sociopath’s Touch
Chapter Nine - The Fluff Before The Storm - Part Three
Words: ~7000
Summary: A fluff piece about your week with Kai.
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You grinned as you finally laid on your new bed, and looked at Kai with a smile. “Like it?”
Kai scoffed, “I mean, it is nice. Yeah.”
He sighed, sitting down next to you as he looked around the semi-empty room. You hadn’t had time yet to unpack, but it was pretty late. Jake was already knocked out in his room much to your gratitude.
“Kai…”
“(Y/N)...?” Kai looked at you, mocking a concerned face. He broke into a small grin and you smiled despite yourself.
“What did they… what did Bonnie do to you?” It had been bugging you since you turned your emotions on, but you were waiting for the right time.
Kai tensed, “Um… I don’t know if I wanna talk about that right now. I mean, I’m here with you now. I’m okay.”
“But-“
“I’m fine.” He leaned in quickly, pecking you before pulling away with a wide grin. “See?”
“You’re right.” You smiled, slightly blushing at his mischievous eyes. “I was just worried, you know? They can be-“
“Shh.” His lips met yours again, causing a grin to grow in your lips as he started to peck around your face. “Mm. I missed you.”
You laughed as he kissed your neck, you were a little ticklish, “I missed you too.”
“Also…” Kai leaned away, a determined look in his eye as his cheeks turned a little red. “I wanted to ask you something.”
You felt a little stunned at his sudden turn into serious mode. You nodded, feeling nerves pound inside your chest.
He let out a small exhale of relief, and held your hand with the same determined expression. You held your breath in anticipation.
“Will you be my girlfriend?”
You blinked. You were stunned. I mean, in a way you already were his girlfriend- even his partner. But you hadn’t even thought of him asking… of course you hoped, but you never knew if he would. So this was stunning, and it filled you with the utmost joy in the world. Your silence, however, caused him to panic and ramble.
“I know I’m not the best person, and I’ve made a lot of mistakes in the past, but I love you. And I want to be exclusive with you, and go on dates-“
You couldn’t help but grin, causing Kai’s eyes to widen before you clutched him close to you.
“Yes! Oh my god, a million times yes!” You pressed your lips against his, deeply kissing him. He moaned in surprise, kissing you back with no hesitation and pressing your body against his. You pulled away, teasingly biting his lower lip before pulling away and looking at him with a delightful light in your eyes. “Wait.”
He furrowed his brows, his gaze glancing to your lips before meeting your eyes, “What? What is it?”
“We have to make this official.” You smiled at what you were about to suggest.
“And how do we do that?”
“A date.” You held his face, smirking, “You have to ask me out on a date.”
Kai chuckled, amused and feeling joyous at your happiness. Not to mention, you said yes! You were his girlfriend, you were his. And he was yours. “So… (Y/N)... my girlfriend…”
Your eyes gleamed at him, and you played along. “Yes, Kai Parker, my boyfriend?”
“Would you like to go on an official date with me tomorrow morning?”
“Hmm.” You pretended to think about it, and laughed at his playful pout. “Absolutely. After we drop off Jake at school, we can go out for coffee and pastries.”
You clapped in excitement, absolutely thrilled about an actual date with Kai. And not having to bond while life threatening hijinks ensued. Just a casual, normal, very human date.
“Sounds good.” Kai smirked, leaning to suddenly kiss and suckle at your neck. You tried to withhold a moan to no avail, pulling away and placing a finger on his lips.
“Uh uh. I have a rule about sex before the first date.”
Kai raised a brow, confused and scoffing in disbelief. “Are you serious?”
“No.” You giggled at his relief expression, “But it was fun to tease you about it.”
“You’re annoying.” Kai gave me a playful glare, and you leaned in to kiss him with a small murmur. “Sorry, babe.”
He looked away, avoiding your kiss, and you huffed.
“Huh. I guess I’ll go sleep on the couch-“
You got up, only to be pulled down onto the bed by him with a small and playful growl. “You’re not going anywhere.”
You squealed in surprise and laughed as he showered you with kisses.
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Stefan panted for the millionth time, his breaths coming out shallow and pained. Caroline paced back and forth, having still not accepted her emotions and now only having one focus: Stefan’s safety. The early morning light hit her skin gently, a faint blue tint in her dorm room.
“Klaus, I know you’re getting these messages. And I know we made a deal- but I really, really need your help so please. Please hurry.” She hung up with a scoff. “When I don’t want him to call, he does, but god forbid when I need him he would actually answer.”
Stefan grunted, standing and holding her wrists with a determined look in his eyes. “Caroline, it’s fine. He’s not obligated to come running every time a werewolf bites one of us.”
“But it’s my fault your emotions were off!” Caroline exasperated, “And if you die- so does emotionless Caroline!“
“Caroline! It’s fine, okay?” Stefan swallowed. Even without emotions, he still knew this was a dire situation. It was eating at him, everything threatening to come through as he realized it could be his final day. So many regrets… no. No emotions. “I have until the day is over. I’m sure we’ll find a way-“
“You’re right.” Caroline nodded, a determined smirk overcoming her features, “We will. In New Orleans.”
“Wait, what?”
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You awoke with a pleased groan, turning around to see Kai’s peaceful face as his arm was wrapped securely around your face. You both laid under a warm blanket, naked, and you couldn’t help but stretch out your muscles. Of course, all bruises and such were healed… but you still felt a little stiff.
Kai stirred, pressing you completely against him in his half-asleep state. You couldn’t help but slightly moan at the feeling of his skin against yours completely, the stirring in your body coming alive. It reignited the fire in your body that never seemed to dwell, especially now that you were a vampire. Hybrid. Whatever you were…
The room was tinted blue in the early morning, and you still had time before Jacob had to get up for school. You closed your eyes, reminiscing in the feel of everything. In the feel of this bliss. Because you deserved it. And also because unbeknownst to you, to anyone, is that this would be the start of your last peaceful week with Kai.
There wasn’t even another hour that passed by until your alarm rang out. Annoyingly, at that. It even rang in your dreams…
“Make it stoppp.” Kai groaned into your ear, startling you awake again.
You groaned back, “But I don’t want to get up… you do it.”
“Ugh.” He simply dug his face into the croon of your neck, and you tried… TRIED to go back to sleep, yet the alarm persisted with success. You were officially awake. He felt you start to pull away and whined, “Don’t.”
“Jacob has school in an hour. And we have a date, remember?” You pulled away, ignoring his slight protest. You stood, listening for Jacob, hearing he was eating in the kitchen. You nodded, relieved he wasn’t anywhere near the two of you since you were naked.
He smiled, eyes still closed. “How could I forget?” He paused, sighing. “I’m still kind of tired though.”
You walked over to the restroom door, attached to only your room of course, and leaned against the door frame. “Well, I’m going to take a shower. If you’re too tired to join me…”
Kai looked at you, an eyebrow raised with squinted eyes. He looked adorable, and as tired as he was, he still looked at your body greedily.
“I completely understand.” You smiled, enjoying the attention he gave your body. It made you feel alive.
You turned into the restroom, leaving the door open to make it even worse as you turned on the shower at a hot temperature. You loved the way hot water made your muscles feel relaxed.
Kai sat up, leaning against the bed’s headboard. His mind was somewhat blank except for two things that rang through his mind: you were naked in the shower, and he had morning wood. Two plus two…
Four.
You were lost in your own thoughts when his hand softly grasped your shoulder. You jumped in surprise, and scoffed at how you didn’t even notice the way he had moved the curtain away from the tub.
Kai smirked somewhat sheepishly, “Hey.”
Your breath hitched, feeling slightly vulnerable. I mean, you’d had sex with Kai twice now, and you’ve been more vulnerable than this with him, but you still felt… slightly nervous. Like something was going to go wrong, or he was going to disappear. Or maybe that he’d suddenly think you weren’t worth all the trouble… or-
“What are you thinking about?” Kai smiled down at you, stepping very close.
“I’m a little nervous.” You breathed out, deciding honesty is best. “I feel like all this is too good to be true. Like it’s not real…”
Kai’s hand cradled your cheek, his blue eyes smiling as they twinkled. “I’m as real as they get, and I am not going anywhere.”
You smiled as he nuzzled his nose to your jawline, humming appreciatively. “You promise?”
“Not without you, at least.” His hands circled your waist, pulling you flush against him. You slightly flustered, but ignored your shy instincts to envelop his lips in yours.
This was all so blissful. You could see it: a future with Kai. A life with him, with your brother, with a pet or two. Board games, video games, endless parties, and even school events. That was, until they aged… it would still be a worthy life.
“Kai.” You hummed, slightly pulling away.
“Hmm?” He kissed your lips again, making your mind go all fuzzy again.
You smiled and kissed him back deeply with a murmur, “I love you.”
You two stayed there for a couple minutes, his hands lifting you flush against him, your chest against his as your hands dug into his hair. His tongue traced patterns against yours, practically making you dizzy with lust.
You couldn’t help but slightly laugh as you pulled away again, your train of thought returning promptly. “Kai, we can’t spend too long in here.”
“And why not?” His kisses went to your neck. You withheld a moan as you closed your eyes in concentration
“Jacob. Breakfast. School. Date?”
“Mm.” He somewhat ignored you, nibbling softly against your neck. For some reason, Kai was obsessed with marking you, especially when he knew it wouldn’t stick.
You opened your eyes, glaring at the wall as the fire returned. This was different than anything you’d ever felt before- yes, you had heightened emotions and such. Yes, you had let go with Kai and unleashed yourself before, but this… under the hot water, his hands massaging your waist, and his teeth nibbling at your skin… it all made it so much… more. You felt it in your primal instincts, in your vampire and wolf instincts… everything that you were wanted to practically jump him.
You used your speed and strength, pushing him against the wall as you gave him a bruising kiss. He was slightly startled, but kissed you back with just as much strength he could muster nonetheless. That’s when you had a brilliant idea… You couldn’t be marked, but he could. You travelled to his neck, suckling and nibbling in a certain spot. His groan rang out from his pink lips, driving you further as his hands continued to grip the curve of your waist.
You went back to kiss him again, slowly, sensually… before you’d ravish him-
A knock rang on the bedroom door. You could just barely hear it over the shower.
“Hey (Y/N)? Kai? You up yet?” Jacob stood at the door, a sigh of slight annoyance escaping him as there wasn’t a response immediately.
You pulled away, breathing heavily with Kai, and you couldn’t help but grin at his dazed and lustful expression as he looked up at you. His hand tucked a stray and wet hair behind your ear, looking at you like you were the world. “We’ll continue this later.”
He nodded breathlessly, swallowing a lump in his throat. You got out of the shower, wrapping yourself in a towel as you walked to your bedroom door. You opened it just a smidge, smiling at Jacob as he looked at you with his tired eyes. He still had his pajamas on...
“Oh, okay. Good. I was going to make breakfast for you-“
“Oh- Kai and I are going out for a little breakfast date after we drop you off. But a coffee would be great.”
“Coffee it is, (Y/N).” Jacob rubbed his eyes, half-smiling to affirm his words.
“Thanks.” You closed the door, breathing a sigh of relief as you went to your dresser. You got the basics after drying yourself, a bra and underwear, before dressing in a sky blue plaid skirt and a white long sleeve crop top. Your midriff barely showed, but you knew this cute outfit would make Kai a little stir-crazy with the way it showed off your legs.
You could still hear the shower going, and were determined to dress before Kai finished up in there. You went to the closet again, grabbing some wedges with white straps before grabbing your purse. You were a little stumped about how to dry and brush your hair, but simply just took out the hair dryer and brush to the living room.
Jacob, now dressed in his casual jeans and shirt, looked at you funny as he placed your coffee mug on the small table in front of the couch you sat at, “What are you doing?”
“Getting ready, duh.” You brushed your hair out as you dried it, styling it with a slight curl to the ends.
“Don’t you have a restroom for that, though?”
You huffed, pausing and wondering what to respond. “Well, I wanted to get ready out here.”
“Are you and Kai fighting or something?”
“No.” You scoffed, thinking the idea ridiculous. I mean, if you two ever did fight over something it’d probably be something like killing someone or not killing someone.
“Then… what’s Kai doing?” He frowned.
“Oh, he’s in the shower.” You said without hesitation, not thinking much of it.
“So… you two showered together- OH! EWW!” Jacob cringed away, and you cringed as he said it aloud. Your brother knowing that was definitely cringe-worthy. “You couldn’t wait until you dropped me off or something-“
“Jacob!” You exasperated, “It’s actually none of your business.” You frowned, continuing to finish up your hair.
“It’s also my apartment and it’s gross to think about you guys doing that with me in here.” He made a disgusted face.
You sighed, “Listen, Jake, you’re right. It is your apartment too, so we won’t do anything… if you promise you won’t either.”
“Wait, what-“
“Did you forget I have super hearing? I hear everything.” You raised a brow. Of course, you were bluffing. You heard nothing, but still, he was a teenage boy. And it was still gross.
“Seriously? Okay, okay. Just forget I said anything.”
“No, no. I think you’re right. When the other person is home, no funny business.”
“Well, yeah. Unless-“
You scoffed, disbelieving you were having this conversation with your brother. “Unless what?”
“Um…” This was beyond awkward. “Nevermind.”
You nodded dismissively, finishing up your hair and unplugging your hair dryer. You pulled out your phone, evaluating your appearance.
Kai let out a low whistle, “Well, don’t you look nice?”
You smiled up at him, seeing he had some casual clothes on. A long sleeve shirt scrunched up to the elbows, and skinny jeans. He smiled down at you when he noticed you were staring, “Don’t forget we need to go shopping after we drop off Jacob.”
“Oh, yeah. I forgot you need new clothes.”
“Plus, I wanna look appropriate for our date.”
You stood, pulling him forward by the waist as a playful show of your strength. “I think you look fine.”
“I’m gonna go wait in the car.” Jacob got his backpack, walking out the apartment door. Kai smirked at your brother’s reaction. You chuckled before grabbing your coffee mug, slinging the purse over your shoulder, and leading Kai out of the apartment and downstairs to the parking lot.
You pulled out of the parking lot with ease.
“Wait, so what school am I going to?” Jacob asked. You tensed, realizing what time it was. You could probably make it in time.
“Whitmore High. It was pretty much the only one close enough and willing to take you in the right way without compulsion.” You shrugged. “Besides, I got all your school records and stuff from dad, he emailed them to me.”
“Cool.” Jacob huffed, “It’ll be weird, but refreshing. Being at the same school my whole life is kind of…”
“Annoying.” Kai finished from the front seat.
“Honestly, everyone is big gossips because there’s nothing else to do in a small town. And everybody knows everybody, which is totally boring.”
“Romantic interest for someone you’ve known all your life? No thanks.” Jacob grumbled to himself.
“Then what happened with Bella? You don’t talk to her anymore?”
“Bella was just… an experiment gone wrong.”
“Wait, what do you mean?” You frowned, confused.
“She liked me, but I didn’t like her.”
“But you slept with her?”
“We never slept together! You always say we did-“
“Then what did I walk in on?” You scoffed.
“Well, it wasn’t sex!”
“Ohhh.” You said, “Huh. Poor Bella.”
“When was this?” Kai looked at you with an eyebrow raised.
“Around last Christmas break, I think.” You hummed in thought.
“When he was fourteen?”
“He’s about to turn sixteen, so, yes. But he turned fifteen right after, so-“
“Huh. Nice.” Kai turned to look outside the window.
You turned up the radio a bit, everybody still a little tired. You relaxed yourself a little, driving with one hand on the wheel and the other on the middle armrest.
Kai’s hand went to yours, softly grasping it. You glanced up at him, seeing his cheeks slightly redden as he continued to stare out the window. How weird… to think he was finally your boyfriend. Yours. His. Oh wow.
You got to Whitmore High just ten minutes before the bell would ring.
“Have a fun day at school!” You yelled as he ran out the car, and Kai chuckled as your brother chose not to respond. You laughed as you started to drive away, “I am so gonna embarrass him by blasting some music when I pick him up.”
“Can I pick the song?” Kai smirked.
You smiled, “Of course. Now, what store would you like to shop?”
Kai hummed, “Um… I don’t know a lot of stores. Is… Spencer’s still a thing?”
You tapped on the steering wheel in thought. “Hmph. Well, yeah. Wanna go there? I also know Zumiez has some good stuff too.”
“Zumiez? I think I heard of that once... let’s try there first.”
“Sure, but first- let’s go get a milkshake from Jack.”
“Ooh. Haven’t been there in a while. I love their strawberry shakes.”
“Even more reason to go.” You grinned.
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You sighed, waiting in one of the food court’s tables for what was an hour already. Kai had wanted to surprise you with his new set of clothes from a store he found online, and you were glad he was being meticulous about what he would wear for your date- but still. You were already missing him, which somewhat annoyed you. Plus, there was some guy staring which made it worse. You hadn’t fed in a day or two- how loathsome.
“What do you think?”
You turned around and your breath hitched Kai’s attire.
He wore a light blue button up dress shirt- like the type someone would wear to the office or at an expensive restaurant- with the sleeves rolled up at the elbows. Plus you could see the definition in his body... His jeans were black- and he had black boots on. It was such a big contrast to what he usually wore- but it was a good one.
You couldn’t help but redden at the sight. You stood, slowly approaching him with slight bewilderment and awe. You were on an official date with Kai- and he never looked so good. I mean, he always did… but it was just… he’s hot, period.
Your hand met his chest, slowly traveling up to his neck as you leaned forward on your tippy toes for a kiss. He slightly moaned into the kiss, his hands grasping at your waist. You pulled away with a smile, and Kai grinned.
“I assume you approve?”
“Of course.” You bit your lip, loving the way his body looked with the slightly tight fit of the shirt. “So how do you like your coffee?”
“Black, of course.”
You raised a brow, “Have you never tried Starbucks?”
“I think I heard of it once or twice… is it good?”
You scoffed, “Oh honey, you’re getting a frappe right now.”
“Is that a coffee?”
“Basically. But like a milkshake coffee.”
“That sounds awesome-“
“And there’s different flavors!”
He smirked as you started to lead him through the mall. You were full of life, just enough energy to keep up with him. Perfect.
-
Kai’s favorite frozen yogurt flavor? Apparently, he liked them all. But he loved cheesecake, mango, and especially pistachio. And he learned what your favorite flavor was too.
You two strolled the mall, happily eating at your frozen yogurt.
“So…” Kai spoke up, grinning down at you.
“So?” You coyly retorted, walking slowly and playfully as you two walked.
“Um… what’s your favorite color?”
“Easy. It’s (F/C). I just think it’s really beautiful, especially when you paint with it or see it in nature. How about you?”
“Well, it used to be red… for obvious reasons… but I guess now I would say…” He stopped, looking at you for a second. You waited patiently, somewhat confused at the way he stopped and stared at you. “You.”
“I’m your favorite color?” You scoffed, “But that doesn’t make sense-“
“Doesn’t it?” Kai challenged, his hand going to caress your cheek. “I mean, your hair color… your eye color… the color of your skin, and the slight pink your cheeks and body becomes when it’s flustered or pinched or nipped at-“
You swallowed, feeling the familiar burn in your cheeks as you realized others heard what he was saying. Not to mention, it made your heart palpate in the weirdest ways.
“Or even bitten. It’s all… my favorite color. It’s you.”
You managed a raised brow, smiling at his declaration. “Well that definitely beats my answer.”
“I don’t think so. Your favorite color… it’s mine too now.��� He turned, continuing to eat his yogurt as you walked beside him, still somewhat flustered.
You figured it was your turn to ask a question, “What’s your favorite spell?”
“Ooh. I love the illusion spell. Making people see something or someone that isn’t there? Absolutely golden.”
“Not to mention it has a pretty high success rate.” You laughed, “You’d think they’d learn how to beat you by now.”
“Damon’s too arrogant sometimes. But definitely fun.”
“Hmm.” You mused, taking another bite of your yogurt.
“So… how many kids?” Kai asked, causing your eyes to widen and for you to slightly choke on your yogurt. You coughed, and raised a brow.
“What?”
“How many kids do you want?”
You blinked. You didn’t expect him to ask that. Well… “I can’t have any kids.”
Kai shrugged, “If you could, how many?”
“Three.” You didn’t even hesitate to answer. Of course, you were nowhere near ready for a child. But if it was the perfect timing… but when was there any perfect timing, really? “Maybe four. So no one’s left out.”
“Siblings can be fun…” Kai smirked, “Four’s a little much to handle, though.”
“Oh please. A siphon coven leader and a hybrid? I think we’ve got it covered.” You silently panicked as soon as the words escaped you. You’d just implied… kids with him. On a first date, no less. Jesus Christ-
“Yeah. We do make a pretty good team.” He smiled at you, before looking away and continuing to eat.
Oh my fucking god. Oh my- wow. Did Kai just say that? You were over-fucking-joyed at that. It felt like a dream. It was your turn to ask a question now.
“What’s something you never tried?” You lightly bumped your shoulder against his, looking up at him and waiting for his answer.
Kai’s eyebrows furrowed, “Hmm. Never tried? Or avoided?”
You lightly giggled, “Um… both?”
“Karaoke.” He grinned, “Seems fun. But also mortifying.”
“Really?” You asked. You’d always go to a Karaoke Bar with your aunt- and sing wildly.
“Yep. Never been.”
“Would you… wanna go with me?” You asked softly, wondering if he would even consider it. You glanced down at your small bowl, looking at its emptiness.
Kai took a moment, finishing up his bowl of yogurt and stepped aside to throw both of your bowls away. He returned, his hands suddenly going to your waist. Your arms automatically adjusted, your hands grasping his shoulders as you looked up at him.
“I said I’d follow you anywhere, didn’t I?” He smirked, leaning in before you could respond and kissing you deeply. You smiled into his lips before kissing him back with just as much fervor.
-
You pulled up to the Karaoke Bar grinning as Kai grinned back. Everything was just more fun with you…
“Okay, so you have a song in mind?” You asked, grabbing your phone and purse as you got off the car.
“Not really. Just excited to hear you sing.” Kai walked to the other side of the car, taking your hand in his as you made your way inside the bar.
“Well in that case, I’ll gladly go first.” You went to the front desk, booking the room for twenty minutes just to start out, then gladly went to your guys’ designated room. You locked it behind you, and grabbed the mic happily.
Kai sat down, arms behind his head as he sat back and simply watched you as you scrolled their library for music. You wanted to pick a song that was meaningful, sexy, and loving. But what song would be appropriate- what song could possibly tell him what you couldn’t say? Maybe you should do a whole different song instead- one not so intense...
Of course- a duet from an epic disney movie! You looked up the song, and luckily they had it! You adjusted it so the actual singers were faint. You went over, dragging him upwards with you to the small center stage and handed him a mic.
“Wait! Wait, I thought you were!-“
“I changed my mind.” You laughed, and pouted when you saw his hesitant stance. “Please! It’s a duet.”
The music started, and Kai still looked like a deer in headlights. You raised a brow, waiting for him to do his part. The lyrics showed up, and you couldn’t help but sing as if you were actually a star on a stage.
“Wake up to the blue sky. Grab your shades, let’s go for a ride.” You pointed at Kai with a smile, somewhat serenading his awkward self. Kai was usually an extrovert, but maybe this was too much of his comfort zone? Did he think it was lame? You continued, a little less confident, but still enjoying the beat and lyrics of the song. “Breakfast by the ocean, we’ll do lunch by Sunset and Vine.”
The beat shifted, and it was the pre-chorus. You were about to sing when Kai’s somewhat hesitant voice rang out from the speakers. He harmonized lovingly without even knowing it, his eyes shifting a little as if there were a million people in the room. “Every day’s a dream in California. Every night the stars come out to play.”
With each word, he got a little more into it. You grinned at him as his own formed onto his lips, both of you finally joining into the duet properly. “Wish that I could always feel this way!” Your voices together were like a sweet melody, “There’s something about the sunshine, baby! I’m seeing you in a whole new light! Out of this world for the first time, baby! Ohh, it’s alright.” Kai smirked as he stopped and you continued for the small background voice, “There’s something about the sunshine… There’s something about the sun-sh-shine!”
You sang the rest of the song together, only failing for the words when you would laugh at each other’s expressions or antics. At one point, Kai took your free hand, and started dancing with you as you both continued to sing. Kai laughed, falling back into the couch as he held his stomach.
“Okay, that last part was a little pitchy.” You raised a brow, playfully chastising him.
He scoffed, “I can only sing for, like, a minute max before my voice runs out. I need a break.”
You chuckled, “And that’s where you and I differ, my love.”
“Oh yeah?” He challenged you.
You smirked, “Hell yeah.”
“Pick another song right now. If I hear so much of a crack, you owe me. Especially from this morning.”
“Owe you, or owe daddy? Your voice was like wax on his skin, warming him up and making him want more.
“I think you already know who, princess.” His head cocked to the side, and you suddenly felt as if you needed to win this little wager at all costs.
“If I win, you owe me. Deal?”
“Deal, babygirl.” He winked, and you almost melted. You didn’t care if you lost; the way you saw it, it was a win-win. Then there was another part of you: the stubborn part of you that wanted to see him on his knees. You scrolled through the library, wondering what exactly would fit. A sexy song, for sure. Just to tease the prideful man who owned your very being- but which one? Ah. You found it.
As the song started, it was like your voice was velvet and your body slightly swayed along as you sang. “I caught it bad yesterday. You hit me with a call to your place, ain’t been out in a while anyway. Was hopin’ I could catch you throwin’ smiles at my face…”
The beat dropped, and your body’s dance moves were almost rough in contrast to your smooth voice. “Romantic talkin’? You don’t even have to try. You’re cute enough to fuck with me tonight.”
Kai’s blue eyes, trained on you this whole time as if in some trance, suddenly darkened at that line. It was as if there was this thick tension in the room between you. It was like electricity waiting to be connected by that one nerve just so it could go off.
“Lookin’ at the table, all I see is weed and white. Baby, you livin’ the life, but honey, you ain’t livin’ right.” At the sudden and pronounced beat, you put a leg on the table in front of you. Kai’s jaw clenched, and you grinned as you sang. You teasingly slightly moved your leg in the way that he could see something more, but closed it as soon as you got into the chorus.
“Call me when you want. Call me when you need. Call me in the morning, I’ll be on the way. Call me when you want. Call me when you need. Call me in the morning, I’ll be on the way like~ Mmm, mmm. Mmm.” You raised your arm at the bass’ drop, dropping your leg as you swayed your hip to the song. You could hear the faint voice Lil Nas X humming along, and you loved Kai’s reaction so far. You saw his fist slightly tighten on his jeans and you smirked to yourself.
“Hey, hey. I wanna sell what you’re buyin’. I wanna feel on your ass in Hawaii. I want that jet lag from fuckin’ and flyin’. Shoot a child in my mouth, then I’ll ride ya.”
Those lyrics were putting thoughts and positions into Kai’s mind like crazy. It was almost too much, but he had composure. Through the whole song, he had the best composure he could muster. That was until you sang out the last lyrics so… sensually.Your eyes, the way you looked at him as if truly desperate for him just made him snap.
“Oh, call me by your name. Tell me you love me in private, call me by your name. I do not care if you’re lyin’.” Your finger traced your collarbone, looking away before giving him a desperate and pleading look of longing. “If you want me, call me. I’ll drop everything-”
Kai suddenly stood, taking the mic away and enrapturing you as he kissed you sensually. His tongue danced with yours, his hands going to your waist as he pinned you the wall with his body. You gasped, kissing him back without hesitation. That whole song had you buzzing with that beautiful and familiar fire. But rationality fought you.
You pulled away with a small gasp of air, “Cameras-”
“Magic.” His mouth went to your ear as he lifted you by your thighs, your legs wrapping around his waist. His lips grazed your ear, making you feel even more breathless as he sensually whispered, “Invisique.”
You couldn’t help but shiver at the way he said it. Again, you two would have sex in public. How scandalous. The sensual music only made it worse as he grinded against you, his lips and teeth nibbling at the croon of your neck.
———— I literally used all the text blocks so come back for part 4!!
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arobandhan · 3 years
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night alone - for hannah
hiii @balenciagastones, enjoyyyy xx 
Hannah and Alex gained their families trust early on in their relationship, they never really broke any rules that were set when they were left alone. Were they sneaky? Yeah, but to their families it was as if they hadn’t done anything but cuddling together. But normally the two of them kept their teenage hormones at bay. But tonight didn’t seem like that was happening. 
Hannah was laying in Alex’s bed, wearing one of his hoodies, Alex coming out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist, hair still wet and all Hannah could do was stare at him. 
“Take a picture it’ll last longer.” he winked making her blush and direct him to come closer to her on the bed. 
He crawled over to her once he reached the bed giving her a passionate kiss, she moaned into his mouth and he pulled away smirking and began to kiss her neck mumbling, “No one’s home tonight.” she couldn't help but let her eyes roll back in pleasure, knowing they could be as loud as they want and just have that intimate moment together, but she was promised a disney movie night and ratatouille was already ready to play on the screen. 
She pushed him by his chest and looked at him deep in the eyes and pouted, “but what about disney movie night?” and he couldn't help but groan, her puppy dog pout a weakness of his no matter what mood he was in. 
“But we can watch disney movies any other night…. Mamas cmon i need you,” he looked at her hoping she would give in but alas the pout was still prominent on her face, “okay fine, I can’t say no to your pretty face but you owe me.” he said quickly letting her peck his lips before pulling away to get dressed in some joggers. 
He came back and she was immediately pulled to cuddle into him, the movie starting and the two of them just having small talk as Hannah recited the words to the movie like usual. Though the mood went out the window Alex didn’t mind just being all snuggled up with his girl, he loved it because he felt protective over her when they cuddled. Her head rested on his chest while his right arm was around her shoulders, his left arm draped around her waist and his left hand settled on her ass like always. 
And though Hannah insisted on them continuing their movie night plans her mind wandered off to thinking about how amazing he had looked coming out of the bathroom, freshly showered, abs on full display, how he kissed her neck slowly, how she wished he would’ve left one mark on her, and now how his left hand would subconsciously squeeze her ass ever so slightly as if by instinct to him. 
She needed him and she needed him bad. 
So she faced up making him look at her and smile, his nose crinkled as to ask her what was on her mind so she brought her right hand to his face and pulled him in for a kiss, deepening it catching him off guard. He immediately got into the kiss, the two of them moaning into each others mouths as their lips moved perfectly in sync with one another. 
He pulled away breathless, chuckling, “What was that huh?” 
She wanted to be a bit of a tease, “Nothing,” she shrugged, “just wanted to kiss ya.” she finished, turning her attention back to the movie smirking a bit, thinking of a plan. 
“Mhmm okay totally believable.” he said eyes on her, then turning his head back towards the tv. 
If Alex knew anything, he knew his girlfriend was up to something, looking down at her as she watched the movie but he could tell she had a small smirk on show. He shook his head and began to poke at her sides making her giggle. 
“Baby stop.” she looked up at him 
“What? I’m not doing anything.” he said before poking her sides again. 
“Alright. Thats it!” she exclaimed turning around and began trying to wrestle him, his hands went straight to grab her forearms pushing her up. The two of them laughing loudly as they playfully tried tackling each other. He ended up taking control and pinning her down on her back, his hands going to her sides as his fingers moved against her skin tickling her. 
Shouts of her telling him to stop mixed with the sounds of her laughs, “baby stoppp it ticklessssss!” she exclaimed 
“That’s the point baby girl,” he laughed still going, making her limbs flail, his hand catching her leg that shot up, “did you just try to kick me?!” he mocked hurt. 
“Maybe i did, what're you gonna do about it?” she smirked and giggled but stopped as she saw her boyfriend’s pupils dilate. 
“There’s quite a couple things i can do about it right now..” her stomach flipped at his words. 
“Go on then.” she smirked, her lips being captured by his lips in a hungry kiss, her hands immediately going to his hair. His tongue swiping across her bottom lip getting her to open her mouth so he can slip his tongue in her mouth. The two of them fighting for dominance, both knowing Alex would win. His left hand cupped her face as his hand slid underneath the hoodie and cupped her breast, groping it, making her moan into his mouth which made him groan, the hoodie she had on ripped off her and thrown onto the floor. She slipped her hands from his head to grab the waistband of his joggers to pull them down, making him pull away from the kiss and grabbed her hands and pinned them above her head and darting his lips towards her neck, leaving sloppy kisses up to her jaw whispering in her ear, “patience baby girl, i’m not even close to being done with you.” a shiver going down her spine from his words. 
She raised her hips hoping to get some friction but that just made one of his hands come and pin her hips down too, a defeating look in her eyes accompanied by a huff that passed her lips, making him chuckle and pull away from her neck.  
“Tell me what you want baby girl, use your words.” he grabbed her chin and looked deep in her eyes. 
“I want you to touch me..” he smirked 
“You might have to be more specific baby, cuz i can touch you here,” he said as he kissed in between her breasts looking up at her as she whimpered, his lips trailed down her stomach stopped at the waistband of her shorts “i can also touch you here,” he said as he shimmied her shorts off her body, kissing over her panties stopping right above her heat, his breath fanning over it making her squirm, “but something tells me you want to be touched here, is that right princess?” he kissed her clothed core before looking at her, her head nodding like crazy, “i told you to use your words baby.” he said, the air on her already wet core sent her into a frenzy, her hips going up to reach his face but he backed off, tutting at her moves as he ran his hands up and down the sides of her thighs. 
“Ughhh fuck, I want your mouth on my pussy alex,” she huffed out throwing her head back on the pillow. 
“Your wish is my command baby.” he said pecking her lips before his fingers pulled down her panties from the side, his body immediately fitting in between her legs, his lips dangerously close giving her folds a delicate kiss before divulging his tongue inside of her. The feeling making hannah immediately grab his hair and pulling at it as he moved his tongue up to flick her clit and start sucking on it, his eyes on her face the whole time as he saw her face contort in pleasure and he couldn’t help but moan himself at how amazing his girlfriend looked just because of his mouth. The moan sending a feeling up her spine making her moan his name. 
His fingers ghosting her entrance, eventually sending his two digits into her making her arch her back at the feeling inside her. His fingers moved in rhythm with his mouth, the sensation becoming to much as he legs began to shake and her whines and moans were spilling out of her mouth uncontrollably. 
“Baby i’m so close…. Fuck!” he felt how close she was and he moans were a bigger indication she was about to come undone. With that he pulled away from her pulsing core and slipped out his fingers right as she reached the edge. 
Her eyes went wide open, lust filled and dark, glaring at him because he ruined her orgasm. Her chest heaved up and down from her ragged breathing, caused by the previous activity. 
“What the fuck alex?!” he couldnt help but chuckle and lean in close, their lips so close but not touching. 
“Youre not cumming til im inside you,” the tone in his voice making her whimper and nod, he reached over to his bedside table and reached for a condom inside of the drawer, he leaned back on his knees making her lift herself on her elbows, he the rubber protection over his hard on and all hannah could do was watch and dribble over his erection, impatient for the feeling of it stretching her out like it always did, he crawled over her bare body again making her lean back and spread her legs, chuckling before his lips captured hers again, one hand right beside her head holding his weight, the other grabbing his hard on and running the tip through her slick folds, the moan eliciting from her mouth making him slip inside of her as her head went back and she screamed his name, “ just like that baby, i want to hear how good i make you feel.” 
His thrusts eventually picked up pace and he had her moaning his name louder with every movement, it was music to his ears and brought him closer and closer to the edge as time went by. Her hands had moved to his shoulders, her nails digging into his skin making him groan, his face dropping into her neck, kissing and sucking on her soft spots, making sure to leave a mark to remember the nights events. The feeling of his lips on her neck, and him bottoming out every time he thrusted in her made her clench, making them both get closer to their edge. 
“Fuck gorgeous do that again, im gonna cum.” he growled in her ear making her moan. 
“Me too, fuck go faster.” when the phrase left her mouth he snapped back, his hands going to her hips and he began thrusting at a godly speed, it made her clench harder around his cock and made her legs start shaking uncontrollably. 
“Cum with me babygirl, finish all over my cock, be a good girl.” the last phrase sending her over the edge as her eyes rolled back and let go, feeling the twitch inside of her and his thrusts halt. He leaned down to kiss her again before pulling out of her. 
“Cmon mamas, let me wash you up.” he pecked her lips one more time before picking her up to take her to the bathroom, sitting her on the toilet so she can do her business before discarding the used condom and grabbing a washcloth and wetting it. Going back to grab hannah and pick her up, sitting her on the bathroom counter, he started gently wiping in between her legs, kissing her lips and cheeks as he did, whispering sweet things in her ear making her blush and kiss him back. 
After she was all cleaned he carried her over to his closet to give her a clean shirt of his, it appearing as a dress on her from how small she was compared to him, him sliding on some boxers, his head turning to her to see her standing in front of him with sleepy eyes and her arms extended in front of her wanting a cuddle which he gladly accepted, picking her up and laid her on the bed kissing her forehead before sliding into the bed next to her, throwing the covers over the both of them and wrapping his arms around her, her face snuggled into his neck leaving light and gentle kisses on his skin. 
“I love you alex.” she whispered closing her eyes, sleep taking over. 
“I love you too hannah.” he said with a smile on his face, kissing the top of her head before closing his eyes as well, the two of them falling gently asleep. 
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swearronchanel · 5 years
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the durrells finale
Reporting live (not really) and simultaneously crying from Disneyland Paris!!
I’m literally not Fucking ready to say goodbye to this show! My heart hurts
but here goes nothing right
Louisa gracefully opening the window
MY SON LARRY IS BACK!!
Louisa’s sunglasses yes queen 😍
The family is all back together MY HEART IS MELTING
“No you’re too white” me @ the American government
“I did bring you all on an epic Greek journey, which we are still on” YEA BUT NOT FOR LONG 😭
Larry causally brining uP the war
“We’re not going anywhere” GOD ya really just want to be ironic and hurt me
fuck them nazis
HOW IS THIS THE END UGHH I CANT TAKE IT (meanwhile it’s only the credits)
SPOON MAKING LMAO louisa really needs to hook up with spiros she’s losing it
FETUS PIC OF THEO AND GERRY IM CRYIN ALREADY
stop the years pls!!
Aw Galini is back too
Margo has an announcement
“I’m less stupid than I thought I was” LMAO ME AFTER DOING A SEMESTER ABROAD
LOUISA CRINGING AT MARGO LMAOO
“I DONT REALLY REMEMBER” LMAOO LOUISA SKKSKSKS I FELT
Les showing up with the bottle of wine
HE’s living out of his car STOP
LOUISA COME RESCUE HIM PLS😭
“You’ve loved my mother ever since you met her” FUCK YEA LES IS RIGHT
SPIROS PLS MY LOVE COME BAck to MRS DURRELLS
this play is gonna be a shit show I love it
LMAO NIKOS
I need me a Greek babe
“You’re a siren” “obviously” wow I missed Florence 😂
SPIROS IS BACK😭
“I’m realizing that precious things end” THE PAIN THIS IS CAUSING ME
SPIROS IS SO IN LOVE STOP
“LOUISA.. LOUISA..LOUISA” JUST KISS ALREADY !!!
LUGA DAMN IT STOP COCKBLOCKING LMAOO
Theo don’t come with the bad news already please
“Look at me” fuck Theo is so serious and it’s paining him to say it 😭
also not the time to say but I love that he has a pimp cane
Theo can’t even tell Gerry the truth this is so subtly painful
SEX WORSHIP
I love how everyone including Florence knows Margo is planning to have sex LMAO
THE CYCLOPS MASK LMFSO ITLL BE IN MY NIGHTMARES
oh shit here comes the fascism fuck
THE TYPEWRITER TOO?
ya have to blast, just take spiros with u
“AND THE EGG WOMAN AT THE MARKET” LMFAOOOOO STOPPP SHE TOLD EVERYONE
hide your kids hide your wife hide your wireless
“You’ve been so good to me Theo” stop Gerry 😭
They’re Setting animals free I can’t deal with this
i am so emotional
Louisa is in such denial that they’ll have to leave and honestly SO AM I
“Like you and Spiros” RIGHT!! THEYRE SO IN LOVE
4 seasons later and I still want white pants like Louisa’s
Florence really said ill expose your medical records LMAO
“Louisa” GET A ROOM YOU TOO
LOUISA WTF WHY SAY NO? GO TAKE HIM TO BED RN
"Where do you want to go? .."To heaven"..”I know the way.." Im going to have some type of aneurysm I can’t deal like  GOD THIS IS ALL IVE WANTED!! THEYRE SO LOVEY AND HAPPY AND UGHSH WHY CANT THIS LAST FORVER
BUT HERE COMES ANOTHER COCKBLOCKER ..OF COURSE
BASIL WAS KILLED? OH SHIT WHAT
oh my I didn’t expect that 😭
“I’m afraid we have to leave Corfu” 💔 knife in my heart
“Come with us” PLEASE DO
“We still have a future” her heart is breaking and so is mine !!
SPIROS NO! COME BACK! PLEASE
I feel my heart literally throbbing in pain
AUNT HERMONIE’S GHOST!! BASIL’S TOO! STOP THIS (I knew ThTs the only way she could’ve been in this but still!! Shook)
Louisa is going to run after her man now right
.. or not
Margo says some secretly wise things every now and again
“The house.. breathing”
They’re all restless in bed & so am I right now bc this is too much for me
I literally have CHEST PAIN RIGHT NOW JUST BC I KNOW WHATS COMING
Larry as a spy is killing me lmao
All these people came to see the play😭😭
Even Pavlos!
LMAOO THIS REMINDS ME OF WHEN MY BROTHER WAS IN THE ODYSSEY FOR SOME EVENT IN HS - ISSA SHIT SHOW AND IM LIVING FOR IT
FUCK IT’s HAPPENING NOW
CONFRONT YOUR MAN LOUISA !!  
THE RUNNING ! THE WHITE CLOTHES ! THE BEACH ! THIS IS BEAUTIFULLY CINEMATIC
FUCK SHE JUST RAN UP AND KISSED HIM GOD SHSJSJWMS OMF FF
HE’S LIFTING HER OFF THE GROUND!!
WHAT A PERFECT KISS
“I LOVE YOU” ..“I LOVE YOu” I LOVE THIS!
“..A bed not too big so we’re always touching”
SOMEONE CALL 911 I AM NOT BREATHING JAJSSJJS FUCKKKKKK
“ I can’t go with you to England” I AM WEEPING
THE WAY SHE FELL I CANT
I KNEW IT WAS HAPPENING BUT IT HURTS SO BADDDDD
“You’ll be beautiful and complicated “ FUCK ME I WANNA JUMP OFF A CLIFF
“You’ll go on and spread the magic and I won’t be here”
“You will Be here” I THINK I AM HAVING AN ANNERYUSM
“Has it all been for nothing?” CAN U KILL ME
“Would you change it for us never having met..?” JESUS LORD PLEASE TAKE ME NOW I CANT TAKE THIS
THEYRE HOLDING EACH OTHER ON THE BEACH AND CRYING
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
NO ONE IS HOLDING ME AND IM CRYING 😭😭
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
YOU CANT JUST BREAK MY HEART AND GO
 ZOLATN PULLED UP
IM WEAK LMAOO HE CAME FOR MARGO I LOVE IT
BUT THE LAUGHS WONT REPAIR MY SHATTERED HEART
THERE’S NO COMING BACK AFTER THAT LOUISA AND SPIROS MOMENT
but Margo and Zoltan are actually cute
LMAO THEY ALREADY HOOKED UP IM PROUD SJSKKS
But deadass my heart is beating so fast and I’m in pain I can not and will not recover
Larry throwing the script is a mood
Louisa’s monologue I literally want to fling myself into the sun
“For us this has been quite a journey..” 😭😭😭😭
Sven and the damn accordion
“There’s been a lot of messy love since we got here” YOU THINK
! ! they’re all sitting angelically in the Ionian Sea and this is killing me ! ! ! !
Larry isn’t going 😭 spiros will protect
“To the future” PLEASE LET THERE BE A FUTURE ONE DAY ITV I NEED IT
LUGA KISSING LESLIE’S HEAD BROKE ME FURTHER ..HER FAV CHILD
Spiros and Louisa Hugging I just can’t
I can’t do this
I need an inhaler and I don’t even have asthma
I’m drowning in my tears 😭😭
This isn’t fair how can it just BE OVER NOW?$/!/‘s?!?!?
I felt like they weren’t going to show them leaving and now I can continue life in denial and pretend they don’t leave and everyone lived happily ever after !!
I’m not okay at all obviously
I just-
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The Choir Angel (Part 2)
Like I said, this story was fun to write. I like to write a wild ride, be it good events or bad events.  Part 1 
The bullies tapped their feet losing patience with Alex. Alex’s foot tapped, as he was losing patience with his desperate bladder. Veronica’s feet were stepping side to side lightly to the song the choir was singing. Either way, they were all on the move in that still atmosphere. Alex sucked in a breath next to one of the boys. “Oh, what’s the matter?” the boy whispered next to him. Alex bounced his leg and clutched himself. “You know what the problem is.” he whispered back. “You have to pee? But that can’t be a problem! Look, Veronica’s singing you can’t miss it! You wanted to see her. You wanted to not use the toilet!” He whispered. Alex gulped, really beginning to sweat. At first his body was almost starting to numb to his bladders signals, but now it was alarming and he could feel himself starting to lose control in his seat. Warm spurt after warm spurt snuck out of him under his hand, its tight grasp growing useless. Tears formed in his eyes. “I can’t hold it…” He whispered fearfully. “Then don’t.” The boy next to him answered. A wince cracked in Alex’s throat as he shot up in his seat and took a big step past the boy. The boy grabbed his arm. “Hey! Hey! You can’t miss the show! Veronica is singing come on!” A lady behind the boy swatted the boys arm with the show pamphlet. “I hope you aren’t about to fight because I will call authorities.” She threatened, her voice in a hissing whisper. A blush broke out on the boys face and he let go of Alex’s arm and Alex jet forward toward the doors. Suddenly another boy at the end of a row towards the back shot out his foot and tripped him. Alex fell forward to the ground and winced under his breath, feeling heat escape him into his pants. “N… No…” he whispered under his breath. He turned around and looked at Veronica fearfully as warm urine flooded his pants, causing a dark patch to grow down to his knees. Faint hissing and pattering could be heard from where he sat on the floor. His whole body trembled and he couldn’t help but breathe heavily, his face and arms turned warm and pink. This went on for a while and when Veronica’s eyes could make out what was happening she turned pale and quiet. Heads turned  in the rows near him to see what was happening. A teacher left to call a janitor. Some snickered quietly and whispered to each other, especially those who recognized him. He was fortunate that it was dark, but sadly, it wasn’t dark enough. When the rest of the choir noticed that Veronica wasn’t singing and was staring quietly, they noticed as well and even paused in the performance. The conductor tapped the podium frustrated to get their attention back and they continued. Veronica sung but still stared at Alex, who covered his face with his hand, looking down. Veronica blushed and put down her choir music and walked offstage. The conductors eyes widened but she hastily returned to conducting, flipping the page to the next part. Veronica made her way down the dark aisle. Even though she was in school uniform and there wasn’t much light, she looked like an angel. Alex fearfully looked up when he heard the faint steps walking towards him. He was speechless. She stood above him, quietly, in the middle of the song she was supposed to be singing in. He opened his mouth to speak but couldn’t find words. He stared down at his soaked pants and bit his lip briefly before looking away, feeling the urine begin to get cold. Despite the performance still going on, many eyes were on the situation in the aisle. She stretched his hand out to him, looking at him. He looked up at it in front of her. He looked down at his hand that was unfortunately in a puddle. He couldn’t. He shook his head at her and glanced quickly to his hand and the situation. She swallowed, about to draw back, but put her hand forward again after it twitched. People’s whispering grew excited. He clenched his eyes shut and reached his hand up to grab hers. She grabbed his clammy hand and tightly jerked him to his feet, making his eyes open wide as he stood inches from her, and there was a tension between the two as the nice smell of her hair his his nose and she felt his breath on her face. She could almost feel the steam from his pants evaporating off him, giving her nose a slight touch of scent. She blushed. His blush deepened. He quickly backed away from her awkwardly before turning on heel to leave. She just stood in the aisle, looking out the door before a friend of hers tapped her shoulder and encouraged her to finish the show with the choir.       Later that night, the parents of one of Veronica’s friends were out that night. Which meant the liquor cabinet was open to her and all the other girls from the choir. Veronica hesitated to drink but with the stunt she pulled in the second half of the concert she knew she’d have to down some nerves. She mixed a drink for herself as her friends talked around her about the show. “So I know the solo was awesome but we’ve got to talk about what happened with Alex Field!” “I know! I almost felt bad for him!” One of the girls said. “So what were you doing getting off stage? We never leave the stage!” She downed her drink and began another one. “You know… It didn’t feel right to just leave him,” Veronica said, humbly. She was acting casual, but deep down she was very, very worried, and it showed in her drinking habits. Alex looked so afraid at the time that it looked as if he thought she would harm him.   “Please, you wouldn’t just leave the stage for anyone! Is he your boyfriend?” One of them asked. She almost choked on her drink. “Wh-What? No! I just… Worried…” “Oh? You were just worried when you stared at him in front of you before he ran off?” One of the girls giggled. She grabbed her drink and began to chug. “When you came back you almost looked like you were turned on.” “Amy!” Another girl hissed, bewildered and giggling.       Veronica took a bottle of rum now and began to drink from it. A few girls mentioned that she should slow down as the night progressed, but she was trying so hard to get rid of her worry and of the memory as a whole. Some physically restrained her after a while because she was already a lightweight, so she was hammered. When they were distracted enough she snuck out the door and started stumbling to Alex’s house down the block. She needed answers. Her friends panicked a few minutes later when they noticed she was missing and began calling and texting her, but her body was numb to the phones vibrations. She gave a sloppy knock on the door of Alex’s house.   “Aleeexxx!” She slurred. “Alex OPEN UuuuhP! It’s cold!”   Alex opened the door nervously. His hair was wet from the shower and he was in a shirt and sweatpants. “Quiet, you’ll wake up my parents! What are you doing here? And- Woah…” He said, pausing when he noticed her state and the smell of booze on her breath. “You are… Very drunk... Are you ok?” “I neeeeed... Answers.”  She said, poking his chest and slouching her head to the side. “We can talk about it tomorrow, but I’m going to call your mom because it’s not safe for you to be walking outside like this.” “No... Jus’ lemme in.” She demanded, weakly flopping herself unto him. “You need to go home. Here, I can take you home.” “No.” She said proudly. “I’m going to come inside. And you’re going to tell me why you did that at the concert.” He blushed and swallowed. “It’s very late. Please listen to me…”   “Heyy. I gotta pee too. So lemme in. I don’t want to have an… acc…cident too.”  She managed, looking him in the eyes. He sighed and backed up, pointing to her where the bathroom was as she stumbled down the hallway before walking in and closing the door behind her. He wasn’t going to take his chances arguing with her. He’d experienced enough urine for the day. She got out, throwing the door open and slouched against the wall outside with a smile. “Better?” He asked with a light smile. “Mmmhm. So why… Why did you pee your pants at the concert. You like… Peed all over ‘em. With peeeee.” He blushed. “I-” “I mean you SOAKED them! In front of eeeeeveryone! There was a puddle!” His throat was closing up at her bluntly and loudly reminding him, with no hesitation in her drunken haze. “I really can’t tell you, but trust me, it was an accident.”     She scowled tiredly. “Oh. OH. So youuuu can know I had to pee when I came over,” (she swallowed a sick urge in her stomach) “Buh I cann’d know why you thoroughly soaked your own pants in urine in the middle of a concert! Ok! Ok! I’s cool!” She waved her arms, dismissively and loosely. “If I tell you will you stop bringing it up?” She swallowed, rocking slightly back and forth, her eyes barely focused on him. “This group of guys at school… They…” He sighed. She crossed her arms. “They wHAT.” She asked. “They tried to stop me from seeing you. Or using the bathroom.” Her eyes widened. “No way! That’s so rude! How ‘they stoppp you though?” He lifted his shirt to show the faint bruise on his lower abdomen. Her eyes widened again. “Whatta buncha DICKS!” She said, tears forming in her eyes. “Why’d you trytta stay iff they’re gonna hurt you…?” She asked, worriedly and grabbing unto him. “I wouldn’t miss a concert of yours for anything.” She slightly swung at his shoulder, fist turning into a flopped hand. “Stupid. Stuuuupid. You got hurt cause of me.” Tears ran down her face. “Cause of mE!” He sighed. “It’s ok. It... was worth it.” “No!” She protested. “What’s gotten into you?” He asked. “Why did you drink so much tonight?” “Why Eeelssssseee! I love you DUMMY-DUM!!!!” she said with another light slap to his shoulder His eyebrows raised. “An’ you went and got hurt!!! How’m’I suppose’to hanuhl that...” She slurred. And with that she passed out unto his lap. He was frozen for a while, staring at the warm passed out girl in his lap, unable to believe what just happened. This night was already crazy, but now it upped it’s level. He sighed, realizing he’d have to hide her from his parents and he picked her up in his arms and gently placed her on the bed of a guest room. He layed her down and propped her head up on the pillow and drew the blanket up over her. He looked down at her and gave a gentle flattered sigh before walking out of the room and closing the door behind him. He slept on the couch in the living room that night, paranoid that something would happen to Veronica. She stayed in a deep sleep through the night, until about 5 in the morning, when he heard faint crying from the room. He walked in cautiously, and she looked over at him in the dark. He walked to the bed and saw her crying state, then looked down and saw a puddle in the sheets of the bed. She looked at him in the dark, looking down at her. He reached out his hand to her.     
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