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callmelola111 · 15 days

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i would love to write more but it’s so hard when i’m in art school and am constantly having to create. i literally have no creative juices to use outside of that. butttt summer is in a few weeks and then i’ll be able to write all i want and give yall some quality content 🤓🤓

#lola gossips 𖦹⭒°｡⋆

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callmelola111 · 16 days

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"is this too cliche?" who cares? bro, write what you have fun writing. stuff your manuscript full of your favourite tropes. the same themes you love. all inspired by things you grew up with. do it all. go off. load. it. up. be freeeee

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callmelola111 · 22 days

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this shit woke me up from my tumblr coma 😵‍💫 hiii

dads best friend!abby scenario cause why the hell not.

cw: sexual themes mdni, age gap, abby’s a cocky but charming asshole, power dynamics-ish? : ・ෆ・┈・┈・ᕱ⑅ᕱ・┈・┈・ෆ・ :

— "Oh and honey? Doctor Anderson's coming over for dinner" Everything felt oppressively hot and everything felt impossibly tight. The food seared your tongue, humid steam rising from the vegetables on your plate causing your throat to constrict and your eyes to sting with tears. Your right hand was clenched in a tight fist, left hand gripping your fork like it might grow legs and run away if you let go of your grasp. Your tights were itching relentlessly, tank top strap kept sliding off of your shoulder and built itself a home down your arm. Your lipgloss felt too sticky and your palms too clammy, you felt agitated, uncomfortable and way too goddamn nervous.

You felt consumed.

You didn’t know why.

Sure, Doctor Anderson was attractive, with palms twice bigger than yours. She wore a tight fitted muscle tee that had you squinting then turning your head around fast enough to crack your neck, noticing a goddamn six pack poking through maroon fabric. And yeah, she had an intoxicating scent of pine and wood and a hint of pepper that made your eyes nearly roll back inside of your skull, voice silky smooth, thighs firm and muscular, eyes icy blue, a smile that made you melt and all that stupid jazz,

but none of these things were a good enough explanation to why you were feeling this way — dazed, stupid, all bothered.

She sat down on the dinner table’s leather chair in a manspread as if she owned the place, and her thighs bulked up even more, veins of her arms becoming more prominent. She always knew what to say, and when you cracked a joke about orthopedic surgeons she cheekily told you to “watch it” — which made you thickly gulp and sheepishly smile down to the floor like your idol from age thirteen just told you they want to marry you and have you forever.

You needed an ice bath, but she also wouldn’t stop goddamn looking at you, even when you made it clear that eye contact with the surgeon, your father’s best friend, was a task that you apparently couldn’t manage to complete.

Her look made you nervous, and when she narrowed her eyes you nearly choked on a carrot, and when your father asked you “What’s wrong, kid?” you couldn’t even answer because what was wrong — was that you had to cross your legs together cause of some aching down there, and what was wrong is that his best friend made you feel like you were losing your mind at 9pm with a fork glued to your palm.

So you lied.

“M’just... tired, I guess” you murmured, then fake yawned, then internally cringed at yourself for performing the worlds fakest goddamn yawn.

“Already?” he voiced, shifting his gaze towards a visibly amused Abby. “Quite the night owl, that one... usually”

"What can I say, dad, loooong day" answered you, with a syrupy voice she wanted to stick her fingers inside and lick.

Abby chuckled, then smirked at you even though the response wasn’t directed at her. Then, she looked over to your father who was gnawing on some overcooked steak.

“She’s a kid, needs to get her sleep”

You scoffed, which made doctor Anderson poke the inside of her cheek with her tongue. “What...?” she murmured cockily, cracking a toothy grin. Your tights felt tight again, glued to your hot flesh, then you realized why they fucking call them tights because dammit they really are tight.

“I'm not a kid, can, y’know... drink, and stuff. Plus... M'busy, with... College"

You sounded like a damn idiot. All Abby did was chuckle and tilt her head back slightly, leaning further back in her chair.

“T'aw, I know, What'ryou studying again? Fashion science?”

You scoffed, crossing your arms. That bitch.

"Sorry I don't wanna go to medical school and spend seven years of my life sticking my hands down a corpse"

So you didn’t go to your room after that, caught up in a whirlwind of proving a point. You stayed stubbornly with your feet glued to the floor and listened to Abby and your father ramble and yap on about work shenanigans. Usually, you’d semi doze off at this point, go on your phone and occasionally throw a snarky remark, but this was different. She was different than any of his other friends. Abby was actually funny, she didn’t brag too much, and if she did it faded quick cause she really was that good.

Abby threw a reference to a book you thought no one else had read except for you. You timidly lifted your gaze and remarked, “Oh, i read that book, actually”

Abby smiled and flattened her hands on the wooden table. “Smart cookie, huh? Did you like it?”

You batted your eyelashes like a kitten seeking more strokes at the praise, not noticing that body language of yours.

But she did.

You talked about the book for a solid ten minutes. Your father was the one, surprisingly, to go on his phone and faux-snort when he felt excluded from the conversation ran by two intellectuals and a giant elephant who goes by the name of "Tension", in the middle of the room.

Abby made you laugh and she made you think and she listened to your anecdotes. It made you buzz with electricity, and it made you yearn for her attention.

it also made her long for yours.

Your father interrupted by showing Abby a picture from work. When her eyes lowered to his phone, she shot you a lingering gaze and a smirk. You, feeling a rush of heat to your cheeks, shyly looked away.

It was tight everywhere all over again.

So they talked more about work, Abby’s patients, their coworkers, Doctor Martha’s chicken pot pie, Doctor Johnson’s bizarre antics, the glass door no one bothered on calling to be fixed, blah blah blah, an endless stream of chatter.

And you listened, you listened with rapt attention, every ounce of your focus aimed at the prospect of another one-on-one conversation with Abby. Each time the older woman casted you with a quick glance, you flushed even harder. You waited, and waited and waited but your father was a blabber mouth, and you were oh so impatient,

you began mindlessly kicking the wooden table's legs.

Your sock-covered feet shifted restlessly from side to side, then you tucked them beneath your chair and resumed kicking, the movements gaining force. You curled your toes and continued to play with the table's handles. Abby winced, but you didn’t pay her any mind. You kicked again, with more force now.

You sighed.

Abby cleared her throat, and her cheeks suddenly bore a faint crimson blush. You couldn't help but notice, hm, must be the red wine finally catching on to her form. Ignoring, you kicked again, and the doctors back straightened and she stiffened in response. Your father asked her a question, and Abby… stammered.

“Yeah, that guys… uh— yeah”

You rested your chin on your hands and lightly tapped your fingertips against your cheeks thrice.

Then you kicked again, harder, you were bored and restless, waiting, give me some attention, Abby —

And then, you felt a pair of shoes encase your feet, ankles creating a cage around yours. It was then and only then that you had the startling realization: you hadn't been kicking the table at all. Instead, you had been unknowingly engaged in a game of footsies beneath the table with a goddamn world class surgeon.

And oh god did you want to die.

And oh god did abby sport a shit eating grin on her face that only you seemed to catch.

You froze, not even able to release your feet from her iron like grip. Unmistakably, she didn’t seem to release her grip either. So she kept them there, caged and locked.

“Alright,” your father sighed and cleared his throat. “Got some cuban cigars in the yard, shall we?” he gestured towards Abby, who was still holding your feet in her tight grasp.

“Yeah, go ‘head, I’ll just clear the table” she murmured absentmindedly. So kind and polite, huh?

You father chuckled and tapped abby on her shoulder, as he rose from his sit and straightened his back. “Nah, let the kid handle it”

Abby shot you a glance. Your pupils were dilated and your chest heaved rapidly up and down.

“She's not a kid, remember?”

Abby let go of your feet and you rose from the chair with such haste, you nearly had whiplash. When you lifted your plate, staying mute, looking like a deer caught in headlights as your father paced towards the yard, Abby gazed at you, and her eyebrow arched up in utter amusement.

“You uh, play soccer, by any chance?” quipped her, crossing her arms on her firm hard muscly chest.

You gulped.

“Huh?”

Abby lifted her wine glass to her lips, taking a sip that left a glistening sheen on her bottom lip. A chuckle escaped her.

“Jus’, y’know… with all the kicking, and everything. I mean, take a girl out for a drink before you do all that, yeah?”

You stood in shock, you didn’t speak, didn’t mutter a word, merely humming in response. Abby grabbed the plates from your hand, and then she grabbed the salt.

She furrowed her eyebrows and huffed. “M'just ’joking, smart cookie. If you wanna play, let's play"

Then you heard your father’s voice down the hall.

“Sweetheart?” he paced closer as Abby walked towards the sink. He leaned over the wall,

“forgot to mention it to you but, Abby’s staying over for the weekend”

#lola rec’s 𖦹⭒°｡⋆

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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the whole “community” aspect of tlou tumblr has completely disappeared and it makes me very sad. my feed is just a big mess of writers throwing insults at others and trying to win the woke wars instead of posting actual content and it makes this app absolutely insufferable. i rarely even see fics anymore, likeee this is tumblr not twitter,,,

i just cannot stand the influx of negative posts. i understand that there are times when ppl should be called out about their behavior but half of the time its just blogs trying to start unnecessary discourse about shit that does not matter. and these dumb arguments being made lose all basis anyways when you try and make examples out of fan fiction (emphasis on the fiction part) you read on fucking tumblr. go conquer the sa themes in colleen hoover books or the actual porn industry and its dangers instead of random girls on the internet who aren’t authors and have little to no influence on anything or anyone. or idk maybe go donate money, go to protests or actually make a difference instead of hiding in your little corner on the internet if you genuinely want to be a good activist. must i remind you that we are all writing fan fiction about pixels and posting it on the internet,,, you are not above anyone else here so drop the superiority complex <3

#lola gossips 𖦹⭒°｡⋆#ellie williams #ellie williams fanfic

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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belle you ate this up like crazy. perfectly said

The way ppl write Ellie sometimes…ugh like she’s not a woman, she doesn’t get her period or would wanna be taken care of sometimes, like she wouldn’t cry at 3 am midst watching a random ass documentary and have an existential crisis and end up calling you just to go off on a tangent about it at fucking 3 am just because she isn’t traditionally feminine more masc presenting honestly I think she’s just a practical person in general she just kinda wears what’s comfortable isn’t the type to follow latest fashion trend or anything but it’s hard to say if she would be masc presenting considering she’s fighting for her life in a damned world

that misogynistic roles/traits/attributes are assigned to her like she’s some kind of sexist alpha het male and not a lesbian who loves women more than anything would wanna treat them as equals AND be treated as an equal??

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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I hate when I crave and want and desire like girl if you don’t shut the fuck up and stare at the wall

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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Guys, please stop telling people to write things that they don’t want to write, or discouraging them from writing the things that they do like— such as certain tropes or sexual role dynamics (consensual ones ofc) It’s happened to me and it made me not want to write anymore. I definitely will keep writing, but you might drive away an extremely talented person who, mind you, writes for free! It’s just something to remain mindful about. Let people express themselves freely

This comes from a place of love btw 💗💗

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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If English is your first language, you do not know Arabic, but you want to understand the videos coming out of Gaza, there’s a really good Instagram account called ‘Translating__Gaza’:

The page do a word for word translation of what is being said, which is both important for people to engage with and understand, and aids documentation of the atrocities happening in Gaza. We highly recommend you stay in the know and witness what’s happening in Gaza with your own eyes, keep sharing and engaging with such content. It’s strictly important that the world sees this.

Give them a follow!

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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want a girlfriend i can melt into

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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KOSA AFFECTS US ALL

there will be no room to call for a free palestine, congo, sudan, or yemen when imperialists control what stays on the internet.

there will be no room for sharing queer joy, safe binding and tucking guides, or tutorials on how to safely navigate kink when queerphobes and puritans decide what kinda of relationships and identities are "acceptable".

there will be no room for anticapitalism, protest organizing, pirating, or sharing anti-establishment resources when the establishment can erase whatever ideas are too threatening to them to stay.

there will be no room to be someone who doesn't conform.

DOWNLOAD ALL THAT IS IMPORTANT TO YOU. CALL YOUR REPRESENTATIVES. PROTEST AS LOUDLY AS POSSIBLE. SIGN PETITIONS. BUILD ALTERNATIVE COMMUNICATIONS FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS. AND DO IT NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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a guide on palestine: resources all in one post

if i was to offer you a guide on where to best fetch your information and updates on the current israeli genocide against the palestinian people from, i would advise you to look into these pages.

there's no excuse to keep sitting on our asses and pretend like we don't have all the necessary tools at our disposal, in order to get educated. that train has left the station five months ago.

these profiles are all pages you can find over on instagram. i would've loved to reference every page, but tumblr has been giving me a hard time just processing this post into my drafts, making it impossible for me to add all the links, that could lead you straight to the source.

yes, some of the users i mentioned are listed repeatedly, solely cause they belong to multiple categories. also, three informative accounts are only available on tiktok, so i marked them as such.

just copy paste these usernames into instagram's or tiktok's search bar and you're good to go.

please share this far and wide! free palestine 🍉

palestinian journalists currently on the ground:

mansourshouman7

lama_jamous9 (palestines youngest journalist, she's only 9 years old)

hatem.h.rawagh

wizard_bisan1

muna.elkurd15 & muhammadelkurd (based in the occupied west bank)

saleh.aljafarawi

hindkhoudary

ismail.jood

mohamed.h.masri

abod_bt77 (also one of the youngest palestinian journalists, he's only 17 years old)

princekouta

alijadallah66

belalkh

hani.aburezeq

ahmedhijazee

anasjamal44

hossam_shbat

almajd_free

abd.sabbah

joegaza93

journalists that have been on the ground, but were forced to evacuate:

abed_h90 (wasn't necessarily a journalist, but a palestinian-german citizen reporting on what's been going on before he was able to evacuate)

byplestia

motaz_azaiza

wael_eldahdouh

eid_yara

first hand information on the indiscribably awful medical & sanitary situation on the ground:

palestineredcrescent

gazamedicvoices

medicalaidpal

doctors & medical staff that have been on the ground, but were forced to evacuate :

dr.ghassan.as

myzfrancois

news outlets to stay updated:

aljazeeraenglish

eye.on.palestine (latest footage directly from on the ground)

translating_gaza (latest footage directly from on the ground translated into english)

palestine.pixel (latest footage directly from on the ground)

palestineredcrescent

gazamedicvoices

doctorswithoutborders

theimeu

ajplus

trtworld

btnewsroom

middleeasteye

middleeastmatters

redstreamnet

almayadeenenglish

muslim

doamuslims

criticalanalysisworld

diem25.org

mondoweiss

palestinian activists, intellectuals & journalists i follow (mostly diaspora):

walidalwawi

anat.international

gazan.girl

susanabulhawa

mariambarghouti

mufastamo

yayakityara

sara.alsharif_

daliaskitchen

sbeih.jpg

wallyrashid

tawakul.sabr

sofiasamarah

dianabuttu

nurse.conner (queer palestinian)

yumna_patel_

iampalipina

jenanmatari

nouraeraket

palestinevoices

palestinianmartyrs

filastinyat (palestinian voices from on the ground)

mohannadaburizk (palestinian voices from on the ground, only on tiktok!!!)

palestinepromise

important insider information on israels crimes & debunking myths around israel-palestine:

propagandavstruth

israelcrimes

breakingthesilenceisrael

october.truth

almayadeenenglish

aljazeeraenglish

ajplus

btnewsroom

theimeu

cjwerleman

nicgford

thenames_ahmad

ahmedeldin

anat.international

wallyrashid

freepalestine_ffm

rathbone_

talkthirtytome

metrasglobal

yumna_patel_

remikanazi

wissam_gaza

lowkeyonline

disorientalizing

richardtmedhurst

chriskmiddleeast (he's got much more up to date posts over on his tiktok page & is overall way more active on there)

edwardmliger & jamesgetspolitical (actually only on tiktok!!!)

important & informative accounts reporting on palestine & palestinian history:

letstalkpalestine

landpalestine

translating_gaza

palestine.academy

theimeu

metrasglobal

eye.on.palestine

filastinyat

activist pages & daily informative posts on palestine:

walidalwali

ahmedeldin

anat.international

gazan.girl

susanabulhawa

nouraeraket

yayakityara

sbeih.jpg

mufastamo

daliaskitchen

zein_rahma

wissamgaza

chriskmiddleeast (he's got much more up to date posts over on his tiktok page & is overall way more active on there)

obaddar

littleyegg (she's got much more up to date posts over on her tiktok page & is overall way more active on there)

remikanazi

lowkeyonline

savesheikhjarrahnow

daliah.lina.vk

disorientalizing

drsabreena_gs

bintmeetsworld

greg.j.stoker

twitchy.witch

wearthepeace

theslowfactory

majastar_7

rosypirani

k.w.bogen (jewish activist for palestine)

michael_schirtzer (jewish activist for palestine)

omarsamra

alan.r.mcleod

ricbardtmedhurst

thenames_ahmad

fababs

caityjohnstone

cjwerleman

nicgford

final.retreat

talkthirtytome

cointel.hoe

direct information on the bds boycott against zionism:

bdsnationalcommittee

peoplesresistance

since israel attacks other countries in the region, like lebanon, relentlessly as well:

eye.on.south.lebanon

southern.lebanon

south.lebanon.archives

german (palestinian) activists & journalists for the german perspective:

vincentllt

lfebraro

tarek_bae

diem25.org

letstalkpalestine.de

freepalestine_ffm

migrantischewut

ahmad.neu (a palestinian activist based in germany)

abed_h90 (a gazan, who was once on the ground, but was able to evacuate)

aggressionsprobleme1

nedal.nib

muslimawithattitude

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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@palestineasdiqa on Instagram and Twitter is a collective of Palestinians and allies that has been sharing verified fundraisers that support Palestinians in Gaza, either with survival needs or evacuation costs; as well as one fundraiser to help a Sudanese family. Their linktree has a whole list of fundraisers to support. If you have Instagram or Twitter, please follow them on their accounts there.

Right now, as of 2/22/24, these are the fundraisers on their linktree.

Help Eman Get Surgery 🚨 URGENT

Help a Critically Ill Mother Evacuate from Gaza 🚨 URGENT

Help 2 Disabled Palestinians and Their Family Evacuate 🚨 URGENT

Help A Mutual Aid Organizer & His Family Escape Genocide

Help a Family in Gaza Reach Safety & Rebuild Their Lives

Help Orphaned Gazan Children Relocate to Safety

Help a 9 Months Pregnant Woman Evacuate

Aid Baskets in Gaza

Help a Family in Gaza

Help Mosab & His family in Gaza

Help a Palestinian Family in Gaza Evacuate

Help a Doctor & His Family Evacuate Gaza

Help Evacuate Mahmoud’s Family from Gaza

Help a Family in Gaza Eat and Survive

Gaza Family Rebuilding Fund

Help a 9 Month Pregnant Woman Leave Gaza Safely

Help Hassan’s family trapped in Gaza

Sanabel Team Mutual Aid Project in Gaza

Help a Family of 11 Flee War Zone in Sudan

Please support and share.

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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reminder 🇵🇸

hey, i hope you guys are aware and not forgetting about the global strike that starts this 18 FEBRUARY until 25 FEBRUARY !

there’s still couple of days left ! just a reminder!

and please participate and do what you can, it still counts even the littlest things you do!!

please check this out first, it’s only takes a few seconds !!

donation

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free

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callmelola111 · 2 months

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Just a small reminder

Do not stop talking about Palestine

Do not stop boycotting, do not stop protesting, do not stop speaking out. Be the voice for those who had their autonomy stripped away. Be the voice for the people, the parents, the grandparents, the children, the infants. Be the voice for the animals, the trees, the buildings, the very soil that has been desecrated. Stand up for what is right in whatever little way is possible, but do not stop talking about Palestine.

DO NOT STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE

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callmelola111 · 3 months

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please take everything you read with a grain of salt. misinformation spreads everywhere like wildfire, and i've been having major trouble wading through false journalism to get actual updates on everything. some resources i've compiled for myself and anyone who's interested:

fact sheet: israel and palestine conflict (october 2023)

live updates - intense israeli bombardments strike gaza as the war rages on

live updates - israel plans to step up attacks on the gaza strip

little light, no beds, not enough anesthesia: a view from the 'nightmare' of gaza's hospitals

what international law has to say about the israel-hamas war

a dangerous new phase in the israeli-palestinian conflict - expert commentary by the foreign policy research institute (FPRI)

the global conflict tracker (israeli-palestinian conflict)

the arab-israeli war of 1948

the 1967 arab-israeli war

the 1973 arab-israeli war

dr. ghassan abu sitta is a doctor on-site who's also been reporting about the atrocities transpiring in gaza.

also some palestinian aid orgs to donate to. if you have some money to spare/know anyone who does, please consider donating/spreading the word:

palestine children's relief fund

palestine red crescent society

medical aid for palestine

gaza emergency appeal

donate to arab.org with one click

the middle east children's alliance gaza emergency fund

help UNRWA USA reach their palestinian aid fundraiser goal

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callmelola111 · 3 months

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So I got a message a few days ago, and I'm not one to air out messages or anything, I feel like it starts unnecessary drama so I'm just gonna say that I thought I'd made it pretty clear that I'm not shaming anyone for liking TLOU. You can like the game all you want, hell, it's essentially become a special interest of mine. What I am saying is that continuing to buy things in relation to the game when Neil is very openly a zionist that has donated money to Israel is deplorable.

You can enjoy certain media and be critical of its themes/understand why you shouldn't further financially support the creators of said media. No one is telling you to trash your game that you already spent like $60, let's please use our brains for a minute.

Mind you, I'm referring to those that already purchased the games before the news of what is happening in Palestine became more widely known. Those that went and bought the remaster anyways with the knowledge of what that man supports/helps fund can go fuck themselves.

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