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shamefulzombie · 1 year
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This suit and when he's covered in blood-
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fudgelling-away · 4 months
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The comic says it all, but you can check the tags for more context.
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omaano · 2 years
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Can I just say that I really like his face here and like this?🥺
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howi99 · 1 month
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A saint in Beacon Extra 4
Jeanne: My brother is supposed to arrive today.
Lia: So? My brother will be in his team and i don't really care about it.
Jeanne: Yeah, but last time you saw your brother was during lunch, last time i saw mine, he ran away from home to go train with my aunt. And all because of me!
Pyrrha: *the only one who doesn't have a brother or sister* I'm sure it will be fine.
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Jaune: *finally getting out of the bullhead* I hate vehicles. God damn devil invention. *See the people waiting for him* Yo, you must all ve my new team?
Weiss: *about to speak but being cut by Ruby*
Ruby: Hello! My name's Ruby and that's Weiss and Ren! Oooooh i'm so excited! What's your weapon? Your fighting style? Your favorite game!
Jaune: Woah! Calm down! *Laugh* i just arrived and you're already doing an interview?
Ruby: Oh, i'm sorry
Jaune: Nah, it's fine. You remind me of one of my sisters.
Weiss: *cough* Like Ruby said, my name is Weiss Shnee, nice to meet you.
Jaune: Ah! My older sister works with your own older sister i think. Winter, if my memory isn't to bad.
Weiss: *surprised* Your sister is a specialist?
Jaune: No, my sister is one of the Vale's knights. Though i guess they are indeed akin to the specialist of Atlas. They work closely together.
Weiss: I see.
Ren: And as you know, my name is Ren. Lie Ren.
Jaune: nice to meet you Ren.
Ruby: *fidgeting*
Jaune: *sigh while smiling* I principally use martial arts, my weapons are many and i like Street of Vale 3.
Ruby: *glowing*
Jaune: *scratching the back of his head* Should we go to the dorms? Or are we supposed to see the headmaster? Or Glynda?
Glynda: *arriving* It's professor Goodwitch when in school, young man.
Jaune: But we aren't? At least not for until the next 50 steps.
Glynda: You sound like Morg- i mean Vivianne.
Jaune: Well, i'm expecting Jeanne to sound like you, after you trained her. Maybe she's a bit more serious?
Glynda: *roll her eyes* Not at all.
Jaune: *shrug* Shame. Speaking of, i need to see her.
Glynda: *sigh* You will see her when we arrive at the dorms.
Jaune: Good.
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b3742864234 · 10 months
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Futa x reader, Futa x reader, Futa x reader. Please please. There aren’t that many out there, which is a shame~
Ok so for this I decided to do just regular relationship hcs (lmk if you want a pre milgram him xreader about how you got together as i already wrote one for current him) buut i included both pre-milgram fuuta and the fuuta we have now :)
Pre-milgram silly
he can and will be agressively protective of you
im talking like, if someone looks at you wrong he is not afraid to get in a fight with them
he's proud to show you his accomplishments (by that i mean. getting a whole group of people to bully others)
but also, he's be very proud of you
he's the kinda person that will show off his s/o at any chance he can get
annoying-couple style, he posts about how cool and great you are
he easily adapts to your love language, he treats your needs as more important than anyone else's
his love language is physical touch. so get ready
he plays soccer with you :)
if you don't know how to play/aren't that good at it, he teaches you instead
when he first asked you to play you were. surprised to say the least
smth smth twitter user goes outside !?
sorry
but still. he doesn't seem like the kinda person to enjoy sports all that much
if you're in any way artsy or just want to get out and do something, he's the one
like in backdraft's mv, i imagine he actually enjoys drawing graffiti
it's a nice way to destress, express yourself, all that
if you mess up it's whatever. who's gonna judge a graffiti drawn in some secluded place
he draws you at one point. it's not the best but you know he tried his best.?
you both take a few selfies in front of the art :)
it's Your Spot <3
.........
he found out about his victim's death when he was with you
and oh. oh
he didn't mean to do this
he just. stares there at his phone, mumbling excuses to himself
because he's not a murderer, right?
you wouldn't date a murderer.
he's okay. he didn't do anything bad
he just hopes you don't blame him
Milgram silly
he feels weird about this relationship
in a way that, he doesn't fully understand your reasons to date him.
but he's happy with you
he often says how you're "the only normal one here" and you "keep him sane"
he's joking. obv
half joking
if you're a prisoner, he fully believes you are innocent
honestly i feel like he wouldn't even date you if he thought otherwise
as in, he'd first have to know your story and then he'd judge you based on that
if you're a guard? that's a funky dynamic
the annoying loud angry prisoner becoming more and more calm around That One Guard
everyone is quick to notice, which results in him kind of avoiding you
he fails miserably. you are a guard. there is no escaping
either way he cares about you. a lot
he talks about you to haruka
it started kind of involuntarily. haruka just asked him about his opinion on you
and oh boy. he sure had an Opinion
he "offhandedly" complimented you a lot, noticed a lot more details about you than about other prisoners
haruka understood the situation. pretty quickly
he does not mind :) he finds it kinda cute
anyways
fuuta thinks about you. a lot
he likes to imagine you both in different scenarios, he has soo many ideas for you guys for when he's (or you both) released
speaking of which, you're his new motivation to get out of milgram
he now just wants to live with you, be free to do whatever he wants, all with you, without That Feeling at the back of his mind that someone is watching (other prisoners/guards)
:)
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muzzleroars · 4 months
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hmmhmfsgh I love all your work so much, your concepts for the lore of Ultrakill are so interesting, and I wanna eat your art style it's so good
I have a question regarding Lucifer: after everything has calmed down with all the archangels, would it be possible for him to be freed? If they realized he was put away unjustly, could Michael unbind him? Are the chains unbreakable, or would Michael be too afraid/stubborn to go back on the decision?
aaaa thank you!! and i'm so glad i get the chance to talk about this...because i think this is ultimately how michael's redemption arc would have to end and how he could be released from the guilt he's carried all this time. it would come when michael has recalled his mercy, when he is at ease with gabriel's position in hell and has more or less taken up his role as prince of heaven to help what remains of his citizens rather than continue attempting to condemn hell and its sinners (including a very important apology to the ferryman). gabriel would know the time is right to show him to that testament, to reveal to him god's own shame at casting lucifer out and all the lies they must have been told since - he shows it to all the archangels, but it is michael's decision which matters the most. and i think, in feeling that ugly remorse he's carried for eons finally fall on his head, he would make the determination that lucifer's imprisonment is unjust. he must be released...the decision, however, is met with immediate opposition.
gabriel is the least opposed, though he believes in taking this much more methodically and being sure he and v1 aren't left with what might be a bigger problem than they can handle. raphael is outright against it, stating that lucifer is surely far too much now warped by hell to be trustworthy, even if he agrees the original binding was wrong. uriel supports his points, going further to put forth the idea that lucifer may not even be himself by now, instead more an avatar of hell instead given how it's connected to him so thoroughly. michael is staunch in his stance, however, impressing upon them the utter depravity of any decision other than freeing him as soon as possible - he was innocent, and he's endured unending torture trapped in a pit devoid of god's light. regardless of his state, keeping him chained now would be the most hideous act of cruelty heaven could carry out. unfortunately, they can reach no conclusion with raphael and uriel unswayed and gabriel not entirely agreeing with michael's admittedly emotional plan. so they end the discussion at odds, but that hardly matters to michael. he will go with or without their help.
v2 knows this almost immediately, when he comes to see it afterward. didn't go his way, it can tell. but v2 lets him know that hardly matters as it knows what he's thinking now too, and it will join him whenever he's ready. michael of course tries to insist it's unnecessary, but v2 counters that it's not all about him - lucifer is serving out a sentence that should never have been passed, and v2's nature can't abide by that. they will do what's right, even if it's so late, and v2 is proud of him. michael, in return, is greatly humbled and infinitely grateful toward v2 once more, like he has been several times now when it's saved him, yet v2 tells him he'll have to save any praise until they're done. they're both well aware of what they're about to do in the silent pause that follows, but michael leads them on when the moment has passed and he prepares to undertake his final penance. the one he's always been waiting on.
freeing lucifer proves to be just as brutal as he always thought it would have to be. satan in its suffering form, bound up into a dragon that wears his halo skewed and nailed to its face, bodies of angels twisted up into a hard carapace covered in scales of a thousand faces crying out to him. its belly cut open, pouring forth the flayed and decayed corpses of those that were lucky enough not to survive their fall, while michael's own spear pins lucifer to its chest. and hell itself growing onto and into them all, burrowing under shattered wings and into its grotesque frame, with lucifer now seemingly unable to hear michael. whatever it is fights autonomously against them, instinct ruled by agony and lashing out against anything that dare come near it. with each chain michael severs, it grows more wild, encased in ice that begins to crack with deep, resounding shockwaves that carry through all of hell. it alerts gabriel and v1, who move together without a word straight to treachery (gabriel knew this would be the outcome, so they're relatively prepared) and do what they can to support michael and v2. as more chains fall, raphael and uriel appear to plead with michael to stop, yet they too protect him in what ways they can even though he refuses to heed them. he hears nothing but the pain of the monstrosity before him, his own dead body numb to all the damage it does, yet able to feel it in white hot phantoms. he could be torn apart and he would never cease, he is already a corpse anyway. and when he has done away with all the chains, those that could only be unbound by his will, he finally pulls the central spear from its heart...and the beast collapses in a great flood of blood and cinder.
from without, a great sigh of relief rushes over them all, so many of the angels that had been held in that form dying instantly upon its release, and they are glad of it (there is the briefest, faintest sound of a hymn of many voices long since forgotten) stronger angels scatter almost as quickly, unused to a free form and so taken by it immediately to follow the howling winds of hell. only lucifer remains, hands buried in the ash around him and so very aware of every life lost, a name for each voice that only he now knows. only michael goes to him with weapons tossed aside, calling out to him finally once more by his own name that he has long forgotten. yet still, michael, he knows. michael has come and the world must have ended. this is his time, this is their revelation, and lucifer stands on the ashes of all the angels he led to death. he asks to be struck down just as michael reaches him. no more. no eternity of torment. no lake of fire. free him as he has all these other souls, and free the ones that escaped - they know not how they run, they mean no offense. they will surrender to michael as he does now, so long as he destroys them entirely. please. they have sinned and done wrong, now let it end and have your kingdom of peace. let the world be free of suffering within and without. let it be perfect.
it is unthinkable, unknowable, when michael finally speaks after being stricken so still and silent, when he tells lucifer there is no battle, that he came only to free him. not for a thousand years to reign on earth, but for whatever they have left. he is sorry he couldn't save all of them, he is sorry he has come so late, he is sorry his spear ever pierced into lucifer's side and drew the first blood of god's creation. he is sorry he comes to him like this, michael already dead and lucifer a burned out husk in the blood of all those that should still be in paradise. lucifer doesn't seem to take in what he says, or, more likely, he can't, and so only continues to repeat his request, asking michael to at least kill the rest of them. even if lucifer must be left to suffer forever, let it be in solitude. michael only reaches him once he admits god's death, that everything done now is his own will and he releases lucifer from this place...a ringing silence, the whole of hell letting out a long groan. lucifer is what remains of him now, god's own fire still lifting to the dead air in sparks from his charred body. and he screams terribly, millennia of grief, of anger, of deepest hatred, tearing through the halls of hell as his fire lights briefly once more to illuminate a brutally dark, brutally cold cavern to see god's light for the first time. it can't last long, he can't bear it anymore, and he has much more to do if that hatred can no longer find a place. let lucifer bury his dead, let him divide out these ashes into all the angels he once knew even if it takes him one thousand years to make every grave. let him find those that ran, even if they have reached the four corners of the world by now, to offer his apologies for what he did to them. let him seek out the few left of the damned so they know how he regrets bringing sin into the world. let him be sure this can exist as a place where the love of god will never be known, let his own name be forgotten in every soul that managed to survive his tyranny.
THIS IS VERY LONG....but essentially, at least starting out, lucifer needs to actually largely be left alone. he is relatively unresponsive to outsiders, gabriel the only one of the group that can engage him at all in the beginning, and he is more often heard singing in hymns none of them can understand. he travels through all of hell, though he seems increasingly uneasy the higher he climbs and often returns to his place in treachery by his own accord. far from being the ultimate presence of evil they came to believe he was, lucifer is clearly a being broken, a being that's forgotten all his joy, all his memories of heaven, instead locked into mourning. raphael and uriel in particular feel great guilt over disputing his freedom, seeing how he buries each angel he lost, how he preserves their names and relates, to no one, their whole lives in heaven before they came here. he tells of the work they did, of the happiness they made, he eulogizes each of them in words that must have run through his head countless times, words he never thought he'd get the chance to speak. he needs a true grieving period before any significant progress can be made with him, yet there are always sparks of the old lucifer. something is lighter in him seeing the damned minos cares for, actually able to see the city they built here. he rejoices, in quiet, muted ways with each fallen angel he retrieves, and he wishes to make hell a place they can all share in with him. even hell itself. it has suffered too, after all.
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cutieeeszn · 10 months
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Hobby’s to pick up:
Okay, if I’m being honest. I am very inconsistent with my hobbies. I end up dropping them all. But having hobbies and activities really help you in multiple ways. Finding new friends, learning new things, disengaging from electronics. (I see y’all) so here are a few hobbies to look into. Some of them ive tried/been trying to get into. And these are the ones I’m most consistent with. :)))
Crochet
Crochet or knitting is so calming. And really not that expensive. It’s simple to learn. And you can do it over playing some music. Let me know if there’s any crochet tutorial accounts you’d love to know!
Drawing
- ah. This one is simple. Many tutorials available. I’d say, begin with finding out your art style. Experiment. Go crazy. You can trace some drawings first, as practice. Slowly move on to actually drawing. And remember, be creative. Finding your own art style is so important and influences how good your drawing may come out.
Learning a new language
This one is fun. Duolingo…my best friend right now. I’m doing French. It’s a beautiful language, and after a while of learning French. (3 weeks) when I’m listening to songs I can understand some parts. I also find it so entertaining comparing them to English words and how they link. 21 days forms a habit. So, doing duolingo. Kind of an habit now.
Embroidery
Again, calming. It’s beautiful to see how the images end up. And it’s more fun when you draw your own images. Really cheap I believe, varying from where you’re from. But making pillows, frames and little pieces is so lovely with embroidery.
Writing/ Poetry
This one is good and interesting as a hobby, personality trait. And for your mind. Training your brain to express its thoughts in different words, sequences and hidden under other meanings. Is so beautiful.
Digital scrapbooking
My instagram is filled with these. Actually, I only have one post. But it’s a digital scrapbook. Using CANVA and 17v28 to make these scrapbooks are so fun. Not messy, and so easy.
Dancing
Not only does it look snazzy. Dancing has so many health benefits. Hip Hop to ballet to jazz. Now I think about it, I miss being a dancer.
Reading
Be a book warm, have no shame about it. Really. Let me know if you want some book recommendations. Books take you into another world, let you view things. It’s trust beautiful when you find the right kinda book.
Creating a tumblr blog
I just started this. It’s fun though. That’s all I can say.
Fashion Designing
I sewed a shift dress. Well, kind of. It’s so fun making clothes. Although, fashion design was a school subject. It’s very fun to do. You can remake clothes at home. Turn an old skirt into a shirt. Go crazy. (Btw, when you take classes you start noticing fashion design features in your clothes. I noticed seam allowances, overlocking.)
Learning to play an instrument
I’m guilty of picking and dropping instruments. Currently, it’s guitar for me. I was really good at clarinet, and eh and piano. But now, I’m going back to guitar. Learning and instrument has many benefits. Study wise, talent wise, im pretty sure mentally too!
Normal Scrap Booking
Same thing as digitally. Just pulls you away from the screen ;)
Photography.
Capture those moments. Cherish them. Post them. Print them. Annotate them. Write about them. Just capture them.
Sincerely,
bliss5tar.
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yukidragon · 11 months
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Do you have a theory or headcanon concerning the post Sauce had made featuring Sunny Day Jack in an '06 Anime-esque style?
Considering how many cutesy yet gory anime came out around the same time I thought it would be an interesting analysis.
Oh, you're talking about this picture, right? There's not much to theorize per say about an art style, but perhaps it can spark an AU~
I will admit I got Higurashi vibes from the way Jack looks here, and I was really digging the anime when it came out during this time period, so perhaps I can craft an AU along those lines. Plus it's been a while since I played with a story about an infinite bloody time loop with a murder ghost.
This is not a pure SDJ x Higurashi crossover, it's just inspired by Higurashi. The core of this AU is a time loop, a horrible horror time loop situation. Much like the song Heat Haze Days, the Amnesia otome game, and other horror time loops like them as well. MC is, well, the MC of the time loop. Their life was normal up until they found... Jack.
Was there a tape in this AU? MC can't quite remember. Just one day he was... there. Jack is their friend, keeping them safe and happy...
It's a shame that he can't seem to do the same for others.
Things start off normal. MC wakes up from a nightmare they can't remember. They go about their life, Jack brightening their life even as they try to grapple with the idea whether he's real or they're losing their mind...
Someone they know dies gruesomely. Maybe it was in front of them, maybe they came across the body. An accident? A killer? Either way MC is horrified, traumatized.
Jack fortunately is there to help them, redirect them away from the body, keep them calm... but MC is shaken, terrified. He promises he won't let anything happen to them. He won't ever let anything happen to them...
More incidents happen and MC seems to be nearby when they do. They're more shaken up by it and Jack... Jack seems to be suspicious. Not enough to make it seem like he's behind it, but he seems... off. He's especially concerned by MC's wellbeing, sometimes guiding them in ways that help them escape accidents.
Jack is there for MC always, supporting them through all their trauma. Would they even make it through this nightmare that their life has become without him?
Unfortunately MC winds up in a dangerous situation where they too die horribly.
...Only to wake up in their bed before everything happened.
At first... they're willing to chalk it up to a nightmare. Something long and just... insane. Jack, like most mornings, asks MC what they dreamed about. They usually don't remember and mention as such, but this time don't want to talk about it at all.
When the day goes the same way it did before on the same date they "dreamt" about, MC starts getting more alarmed. The first body they found... they hang out with that person all day to prevent their death. Sure they might be crazy and it was only a dream, but they've got a ghost spending time with them so they're not taking chances!
The death MC "dreamed" about doesn't happen and they can breathe a sigh of relief... only for another death to happen in another place and time where they find the body. More horrifying events unfold, and MC is desperately trying to avoid dying or others dying. Jack will protect them... even if it means someone else getting into the accident meant for them.
More horrors happen, more deaths, and MC dies horribly again, only to wake up in their bed... on the same day they woke up from the "nightmare" the first time.
Maybe it's on this loop, or a future loop, that MC lets it slip that they're reliving the same period of time. Jack is shocked and feels awful for them... but he believes them. They're best friends after all, so why wouldn't he? Something feels a little off about it, but his concern for them is real.
Jack helps MC avoid the deaths that happened... or at least he phrases it in a way that sounds like he's trying to make sure no one dies. In reality, Jack has been through far, far more time loops than MC has... and despite all his best efforts, death has come for MC every time. It's like a supernatural entity stalking MC, trying desperately to kill them in gruesome gory ways. Maybe it is an actual entity like Jack... only this entity wants to snuff out his sunshine's light and make them miserable as they die a horrible, painful death.
The deaths that happen around MC are Jack's attempts to deflect death from them. An accident intended for MC winds up targeting someone else. Jack isn't exactly okay doing it. He feels bad about it, really! But he's going to save his sunshine this time. He has to.
Maybe for a while MC wonders if Jack is the one doing the killing, maybe they almost lose him in the process, but they wind up dying trying to run away from him... and Jack has to calm them down when they start another loop, prove to them that he only wants them to be safe, happy... alive.
A supernatural thriller, full of paranoia, gore, and death essentially. Maybe the entity makes other characters lose their sanity at times so they try to kill MC. Maybe they turn yandere in some time loops and other times not.
How sane MC and Jack would be at the end of the story is debatable. Jack probably isn't sane by the point that MC started remembering the time loops.
Jack has seen his sunshine die far, far too many times, in so many cruel ways, and he's willing to let the entire world die if it means saving them. His love for them has gotten to the point that it consumes everything. He will save them.
How MC will handle this scenario and a Jack that is more desperately yandere because of it is up to the individual MC of course. Will they cling to Jack just as desperately because he's the only one who remembers the time loop and is on their side? Will they become scared of him being so possessive and willing to let others die to save them? Will they take advantage of the time loops in less than savory ways? Will they fall into despair?
The climax of course would be figuring out why the time loops are happening and why this supernatural force wants MC dead so badly in order to end this loop once and for all. Maybe even it's tied to Jack being attached to them in the first place in this particular AU.
With my MC personally... Alice is going to be horrified and clinging to Jack right away. After the first "dream" she would confide in him since she would be pretty traumatized and need to spill her guts. She can trust him with a secret. He comforts her, telling her she doesn't have to think about it anymore, letting her believe it was only a bad dream...
On the next loop Jack does admit that he's been living through these loops. He hoped Alice remembering that one would be an anomaly that maybe it was a sign of the loops ending and she would be okay... He never wants her to suffer with seeing deaths and dying... let alone over and over again.
Alice does believe Jack. She becomes more dependent on him, but she wants to keep everyone from dying... solve the why this is happening in the first place. Jack will help her, but if it's her life or someone else's...
Not that Jack will tell her of course. Alice is traumatized enough without knowing that someone died to save her life! He'll try to keep her from seeing it... cover her eyes if he can't steer her away in time at the very least. He'll comfort her when she finds another body... sees another friend die gruesomely in front of her.
Jack can't die. Alice at least can take comfort in the fact she won't see him die a gruesome death. The loops make her pull away from others, avoid other people besides Jack so they won't die... all the while trying to uncover the mystery so that no one has to die. Her friends, of course, are worried about her avoiding them, and a certain ex is being so persistent to see her...
Of course... if Alice avoids people completely, death will come for her, and Jack can't risk it...
Since I'm a sucker for my OTP to be happy in the end despite horrifying circumstances, I'm going to headcanon that they do figure out a way to stop the loops and horrible deaths. Of course, Jack and Alice are going to be super messed up mentally and very much trauma bonded, but, at least they'll have each other to help them cope with a time loop hell.
Though if Higruashi could have a happy ending where the kids (for the most part) don't remember the horrors they faced, then maybe Jack and Alice could have that sort of ending too. Maybe it's too fluffy an ending for such a horrifying premise, but, well, I did say I'm a sucker for my OTP to be happy in the end didn't I?
@channydraws @earthgirlaesthetic @sai-of-the-7-stars @cheriihoney @illary-kore @okamiliqueur
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lyranova · 24 days
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Hiya Lyra! 3, 7, and 23 for the excerpt asks please? Thank you!! 💕
Hiya Acacia! Of course you may, and I answered all of these with Zerilliam since I know you love them so much 🥹! I hope you enjoy~!
3 that encompasses my style
Tbh I don’t really know what my style is, i’ve been writing for many years and yet I still don’t know what my style is ahwjwhsjw 😅. But I guess this little Zerilliam snippet from an upcoming chapter of “Mocha Dreams and Earl Grey Realities” encompasses my sillier style 😆!
“ WHAT ARE YOU THINKING VANGEANCE?!” He mentally shouted at himself as his cheeks burned even hotter at his inappropriate thoughts. “ ZERA IS INNOCENTLY TRYING TO TEACH YOU HOW TO APPLY EYELINER AND THIS IS WHERE YOUR MIND GOES?! HAVE YOU NO SHAME?!”
“ Penny for your thoughts, William?” Zera suddenly whispered warmly into his ear, her voice sounding a little more seductive than before. William felt his heart, and his body, jump in surprise.
“ I-It’s nothing, don’t worry about it.” William tried to tell her as he cleared his throat and looked away, Zera hummed, sat back a little, and tapped the eyeliner pencil against her cheek in thought.
“ Hmm, don’t tell me,” She began after a moment, a mischievous smile suddenly worked its way onto her face. “ Were you…having naughty thoughts about me?”
“ Absolutely not! I’m a gentleman.” He quickly and firmly denied, his face turning even redder (how that was possible, he wasn’t sure), and he quickly looked away from her.
“ Ooh a quick and firm denial…that means you totally were!” She teased with a chuckle, only making him clear his throat again.
“ I…was not.”
“ You were!” She squealed in delight, making him sigh and shake his head, but also cause a small smile to tug on his lips.
7 that i nursed in a daydream before finally writing
This scene from “Dandelion Wishes” chapter 6 is a little daydream I nursed after coming up with Zera, and I was going to make it a oneshot, but instead added it to Dandelions 😁!
‘That’s it. This is where and how I die. Rika always told me my mouth and bullheadedness was going to get me in trouble one day!’ Zera thought dramatically as she closed her eyes.
But instead of feeling a spell hit her, she felt the man let go of the front of her dress. She fell right onto the ground and opened her eyes as she heard the men shouting.
“ C-Captain Vangeance?!” She shouted as she watched the man use his World Tree magic to grab the men and tie them up.
“ Get your hands off of my wife.” He told the man in front of him calmly as he used his magic to hold him off the ground, but as Zera and others noticed, despite his calm demeanor, there was a fiery anger burning in his eyes.
“ ‘W-W-Wife’?!” Zera nearly squeaked as her face turned a bright shade of red and her heart skipped a beat.
Wait, her heart skipped a beat? Just because Captain Vangeance called her his wife? No…Zera’s face burned an even brighter shade of red. This couldn’t be happening!
She couldn’t be having feelings for the Captain of the Golden Dawn!
23 that was inspired by a work from another medium (music, visual art, dance, etc.)
This Zerilliam request from my 600 event was inspired by the song “By Your Side” by Jonas Blue and RAYE, and it’s what kicked off the Gods!AU brainrot 😆!
“ You…want me to come back to you? Even though I lied and hid my identity from you?” He asked, the surprise in his eyes going into his voice, and she nodded.
“ I’m not happy you lied and hid it from me, but deep down…I think I always knew there was something different about you,” Zera muttered with a small shrug. “ And it doesn’t matter, even though I still find it hard to believe, it doesn’t matter. Because…you’re still you, and I still love you.”
William blinked when she suddenly rushed towards him and wrapped her arms around his middle and buried her face into his chest, his body stiffened a bit in surprise before he relaxed and wrapped his arms around her as well.
“ So you can leave, and take care of what you need to, and I’ll still be here,” She told him, the tears in her eyes slowly seeping through his shirt, leaving a trail of wet spots. “ Just not tonight. I’m gonna hold your hand and keep you close, and I won’t let you go, not tonight. So please…keep me by your side.”
Williams heart beat rapidly in his chest as he heard Zera’s words, she wasn’t angry, she wasn’t pushing him away like he thought she would. Instead, she was holding him closer, silently asking for him to stay with her, by her side, for at least tonight. And for now he would take it, and just relish being with her tonight, since he wasn’t sure when, or if, they would ever get the chance to be together again.
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gloryride · 4 months
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WIP WHENEVER
I was tagged by @alphanight-vp @chevvy-yates @just-a-cybercroissant @rosapexa thank youuuuuu !
I have things but not visuals, just ideas and talking.
>> VP
I have anything to show, the last big project was the CP Birthday and took all my energy. I cleaned up my vp idea and i have ... 72 lines XD If you want an idea (sorry it's in french) :
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>> WRITING
I'm in mood for writing, but it's chaotic, i have many MANY drafts on my phone and pc with some paragraph, just idea, a dialog, nothing full. But i can show you one of them
So, just another snippet of Virgile/Eve fic, i really need to finish this chapter, but translation takes lot of time (i can't full write in english)
"You never asked me what's my job." He coughed several times under the glare of the other disdainful customers before catching his breath, avoiding her look. This must have made him suspicious in the eyes of the woman in front of him; he always looked like a child caught at fault when confronted with moments like this. Virgile remained silent and Evelyn resumed, resting her elbows on the table, not giving up. "Because you're not interested? Or you know and you don't want to talk about it?" More than red, he was turning crimson. His gaze was on the restaurant's décor, the sleek modern style, the chrome accents to underline the white walls where hideous gaudy pictures were hung to make it look like art … everywhere but on her. Unable to escape, trapped by his chair and his lunch, he finally took a breath, and whispered, "I already know". She didn't seem offended, quite the opposite. "Thanks to NetWatch or…?" He cut her off with a firm gesture, finally turning his gaze towards her. "I would never use my job to get information on someone. We're adults, we can… talk." He sighed, his leg trembling and his hands twisting as if he were telling a shameful secret. "Because I've been to Clouds before and met you there." He thought he'd never have this conversation, Evelyn talked little about her private life and he'd hoped she'd continue to do so without having to justify anything. His heart raced and his hand caressing the back of his neck betrayed his nervousness. For her part, she continued to smile, almost amused, then took on an air of conspiracy as she moved a little further forward. "And you're ashamed of something?" Her steady voice sought information, perhaps she was imagining what they might have done. Virgile had difficulty swallowing before answering, his gaze shifting. "I don't know," he replied. "Is it wrong to take advantage of someone's unconsciousness to get rid of problems?" "By get rid of your problems, do you mean … sex?" Virgile's face froze and he opened his eyes wide. With a sudden movement, he almost spilt his drink. "What? No! No ! " He saw her laugh as he tried to calm down. "I never wanted to… with a doll."
>> MODS
I have ... 5 XL mods waiting to finish XD 2 old mods i port in XL, 2 clothes and 1 thing. I don't like to talk more about it bc they're not finish, not much pics And now i'm done with npv commissions until february, i can mod for myself. So i need to :
update NPVanessa (new tattoos, new clothes, new hair)
update NPV Oscar (new clothes - young version)
redo NPVirgile (with his style i created for him)
redo NPV Isao (i borked him and now he has a wardrobe)
redo NPValentin (new body with Gymfiend, new clothes)
finish NPV Mieko
Would like to finish Enzo's scars on his hands too, and so update his npv too. I also want to finish my custom npcs for Eve for example (maybe release it ? idk) i want to learn to do props, i failed for CP bday, i found a plan B I want to learn to port clothes, i bought some because they were on sale but that's it I want to learn custom poses bc i have ... 3 sets in mind ! ... i will never have time until february XD
tagging (no pressure of course !) : @breezypunk @medtech-mara @cybervesna @nananarc @mhbcaps and anyone who wants !
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shamefulzombie · 1 year
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He crazy I love him
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loonaticskr · 8 months
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Loonatics KR Bios - Koale Hypaethral
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Art created by @segamarkii and character written by @mysticinternetdinosaur
Disclaimer: This character will soon be updated for the fic. I'd like you to please do not use or draw this OC without permission first to @mysticinternetdinosaur
Name: Koale Hypaethral “A.K.A. Discorded/Dracon” (Armadillo Lizard)
DoB: February 11, 2751. Aquarius (Age: 22)
Nationality: American
Relatives: Aprina (Mother), Flint (Absent Father), Elio (Pangolin/Uncle)
Personality: Calm, mature, and clear-headed. Sort of sloppy and careless. Can be in moods of depression.
Appearance: He has a slim brown-scaled body with some muscle showing and a tattoo on the right side of his chest. Like his species, his body is covered with spikes and he has a spikey long tail.
Outfits: 
(Casual Outfit): He wears bohemian-styled clothes which mainly consist of a beanie, a shawl, sunglasses, a white long-sleeve pocket tee, and gray jeans with ripped sides, all of which have holes because of his spikes. He sometimes wears sandals.
(Hero Outfit): His clothes have a medieval look to them. They consist of a gray high-neck sleeveless top with purple patterns, black torn jeans, and Roman sandals under a blue cloak. The color of his scales changes into a mix of light blue & silver. 
Powers/Skills:
[Greatest Hit]: Koale can create music powerful enough to use for many attacks.
[Encore]: Koale can gain different abilities by listening to or playing different kinds of music.
Types of music and their effects:
Any intense or loud music (e.g. Rock, Metal, Pop, Punk) would be considered an attack.
Any music that sounds calming or quiet (e.g. Acoustic, Country, Blues) would be considered supportive.
Weapons: He carries his electric harp-like guitar named Crescendo which can sound like both an acoustic and electric guitar. He uses a chipped piece of the meteor to play Crescendo like a guitar pick. 
Other info:
He was born with Plum-ombre eyes.
His voice became scratchy from his habit of vaping. 
He can impressively pull off rocker’s growls & screams.
He’s attracted to anyone (Pansexual) & crushes very easily.
Similar to his species, Koale can bite on their tail.
He joins Top Voices Got Talent, a TV Music Competition so that he can get his life back together.
Koale always had an unusual knack for composing music. Whenever he performed music, the most astonishing sounds would overflow his listener's heads. It was marvelous. So much so that he got contacted by music producers promising him money and a wealthy lifestyle. The first thing he did after graduating was to work under their terms. The musician named Discorded was born, as he created music under the company’s name.
What Koale didn’t know was that he was making less money than they intended for him. The company was secretly taking a percentage off of his salary. Koale wasn’t keeping track of his money for his equipment, outfits, and the backstage passes he got… to add more salt to the wound.
Eventually, the producers cut all deals from him and made him broke. Almost all of his deals from the studio were given to someone else because they had “more talent and money.” When news about his partnership spread, everyone that he knew left him. So you could say that he lost everything. His house, money, friends, family, and career were all gone.
As soon as Discorded vanished from the world, so did he. Koale had decided to drive from his home state to Oregon to cover his shame. He could make it through by busking with a guitar he still had. He still played music, but it just wasn’t the same.
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pascalsbby · 8 months
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Oh Kat, let me start with I love you. I love you deeply and desperately for giving us Carnal.. the same goes for TDAHB. There appears to be no end in sight for how much this grows with each lyrical masterpiece I read and reread. How do I even start to compliment my favorite series and such a ethereal writer. Nothing I say can do either justice. But I am going to try.
The thing about it is that I not only relate to Birdie but you write in such a way that I also relate to this completely feral Joel.. the mental torment and torture they both go through is so palpable. You do such a beautiful job of bringing dark desires to life. It all feels so real. Something (everything) about Birdie is so deeply personal to me somehow. Like sure some of the details are not my exact lived experience (hitting close tho) but who she is at her core speaks to my entire being. I love her and want to hold her and never leave.
The dialogue, the set up, the internal monologue, real, real, real. Your style of writing gives some of the most visceral imageries I have ever experienced while reading.
I repeat almost every single line, paragraph over and over while reading. Letting the words roll around in my mouth and mind. I love the way they sound, feel and taste on my tongue. It is so poetic and deeply moving. My brain and body respond to your art in a way that has me on my knees for you, truly. It is such a hauntingly beautiful experience to read you work.
Thank you 💓
a gift for you "the warm, guts and roaring blood of me"
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Sincerely, Carnal Mary 🫠
Mary, I love you back. Deeply. Here is my attempt at expressing what all of your love has given me.
I always sit and think about what I want to say, for far too long. Not because of any other reason besides the one where I want you/every who has commented and shown love, to feel how grateful I am for your feelings and thoughts. “I hope that they know when I say thank you I really mean: YOU’RE PROUD OF ME? YOU LISTENED AND LIKE WHAT YOU HEARD? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME?” Being seen and feeling heard feels good. It’s an understanding that I haven’t encountered too often. You make me feel seen, heard, understood, listened to. 
I haven’t written before this, in a really long time. I haven’t painted in a long time, either. Sometimes I think of high school me– she was familiar with far too much, far too soon, yet still believed in some sort of magic that is hard to pull from now. I’m terrified at the pace it's retreating, but it resurfaces every once in a while. It feels like an innate overflowing. The kind of warmth you can only get from sitting directly underneath the sun’s eyeline. I feel like that whenever I'm thinking/writing Birdie. She is a thousand different versions of me and you, of them, of him, whoever. But in this story, she is paid attention to… hated, discarded, loved; even in the name of love/lust/want/yearning. Yet she isn't shamed for any of it here. I’ve felt the overflowing the most when writing this, and even more so when reading what people (you) think about it, how it makes you feel, what you think about when reading it, too. 
Whenever I sit down and write, sometimes it hurts and I can’t get it out. Other times it feels like a warm hug. Regardless, I feel like I dug the heaviness out of my chest and sat it beside me for a while. This is the calm that I would sit on my bedroom floor and cry for at 14. This silence can’t be as loud as the deafening pull of someone else's forced anger/sadness/despair. This is mine, and yours, and whoever reads it and feels it in their chest, too. To hold the warmth, guts, and roaring blood of you is a privilege. Thank you for sharing your poetry with me.
Love forever n' ever,
Kat
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Random Trigun OC ideas
Let's be honest, a lot of this is random theft from various other anime. But hey why not add them, it's allowed not gonna care about details.
An OC with a highly advanced armor suit. Lost tech type basically grafted onto their body / is nanotechnology that does graft onto the body. Think that exoskeleton armor scene from the 1998 Lost In Space movie.
An OC that is super calm and chill and will just sigh and jump headfirst into whatever with armor on and ready to smack down. Like puts Roberto to shame on stoic and laid back someone can be.
An OC that is highly skilled in mechanical things. Vehicle needs fixing? Done. Vash's arm needs adjusting? On it. Need to learn how to help with maintenance on a sand steamer? They got it and will work for reasonable wages when the subject comes up. Means Vash can easily get in a sand steamer if their OC buddy can do repair work on the steamer.
An OC that can play a harmonica. Just sits and plays tunes as the group sets up camp or to help Vash fall asleep. Also helps to get spare cash in towns.
An OC who gives zero shits about appearances. They take no time to style their hair or what clothes they wear. Functional and comfortable over all else who cares what it looks like. Means Vash doesn't have to hide his scars after that point is made.
An OC that is a surgeon / experienced medical professional. Means the group gets tended to when needed. Also means they get into towns and cities easier for people to trust them. Like who would believe the Humanoid Typhoon is traveling around with a surgeon or doctor? Not many.
An OC that has visible scars on their face or arms. Like a hole in their left ear and a huge gash over their cheek. They don't think anything of it and will talk about the subject to Vash if he needs to have that one on one.
An OC that is basically a prestige rogue with maxed out espionage skills. The group gets into trouble in a bar or something, the OC can literally bluff them out of the entire situation without any real effort shown. Saves their combined asses on the regular with their sublime mastery of the ancient art of bullshitting people. (Meryl's words)
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isaksbestpillow · 1 year
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Hi Siiri! So I often watch stuff when I see it on your blog because you honestly have excellent taste. This time I watched Sangatsu no lion after I saw that post that had the Bump of Chicken video. I'm obsessed with that band and the show sounded perfect for me. I finished the entire anime today and I loved it so much!! I wish there was more. So anyway I just wanted to say thanks for reblogging that post lmao. Also what other anime/manga do you love and recommend?
Hello!! Omg another Bump of chicken listener in the wild!! I love them though I haven't been vibing with their last few songs as much. Fujiwara Motoo has a genuine talent for writing profound lyrics using mundane words, he's great!
I've become such a boomer regarding anime that I really don't know any of the titles currently relevant, but I can recommend some of my forever faves!
Natsume yuujinchou/Natsume's book of friends: My beloved, my dearest, my most favourite. Natsume Takashi is an ordinary, introverted high school boy who lives in rural Kumamoto prefecture with his foster family and a fat cat. Except that his cat is no cat at all and Natsume is no ordinary boy because he can see youkai (spirits). Some of those spirits are angry, some sad, some funny, some lonely. What they have in common is they've all got beef with Natsume's late grandmother who has sealed their names into a book. The episodes revolve around Natsume and his cat sidekick setting free the trapped spirits they encounter one by one. It's the best anime!!! It's so calming and melancholy and nice. With 29 manga volumes out, the story is still on-going.
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Chihayafuru: The best sports anime ever!! Chihaya, Taichi and Arata are three childhood friends brought back together by competitive karuta, which is an agility and memory based sport that uses ancient Japanese poetry. There's friendship, romance, sport, poetry, what else do you need! I love it so much. The characters are great, they all have their strengths and weaknesses in karuta and outside of it, especially Chihaya who is super likable without being a Mary Sue type. With fifty manga volumes out, the story is still on-going. I just wish they'd go polyamorous because even after all these years I can't decide whether I ship Chihaya more with Taichi, Arata or her idol/nemesis Shinobu haha.
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Shouwa genroku rakugo shinjuu: Freshly out of prison, a yakuza discovers the world of rakugo (traditional Japanese story telling), but his mentor is haunted by the ghosts of his difficult past in this stunning queer period piece.
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Mushishi: A guy wanders around the country in search of supernatural powers known as mushi that can possess and harm people. This is what would happen if Natsume Yuujinchou took up drugs and smoking.
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Heike monogatari (2021): A stunning feminist retelling of the birth of one of Japan's oldest epics.
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Yojouhan shinwa taikei/The tatami galaxy: A guy tries to restart his freshman year at university over and over, each time failing to get the outcome he desires regardless of what he chooses or changes, steadily snowballing to a mental breakdown and existential crisis. This one is a classic with a very unique style in art and direction and the most amazing line you must accept that you are the person here now and you cannot become anyone else but that person.
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No 6: This anime pales in comparison to the book series that's such a vivid, visceral portrayal of the indomitable will to live even when dying would be easier, but it's still nice viewing. Queer teenagers take on an oppressive government and some killer bees. The books though!!!! They are so great!!! It's a shame they aren't available internationally, but then again I'm not sure how well they'd work in English because so much of their rhythm and tension tempo is achieved in ways that disappear when you remove Japanese from the equation. Pov is an especially tricky area because Japanese doesn't have personal verbs or mandatory grammatical subject which allows for shifting pov and narrator and time.
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I'm probably forgetting something, but these are some of my forever faves!! I didn't mention Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood because I think everyone knows it already, but it's my most favourite favourite.
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4 + 5 for Beat and 9 + 21 for Neku!
4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?
A physical comic that i can carry around with me and read on the train or at coffee shops and not have to look at a screen (cause I spend wayyyyy too long online as it is). I love books but Beat's character design is so cool I feel like it'd be a shame not to use it, and twewy's art style as a whole is a huge draw for me. It sucks that the non-digital format would eliminate the possibility of music though. Either way, I think comics would be a perfect way to get across specifically Beat's inner feelings. He's creative and loving and angry and sometimes a little broody. The more abstract artistic direction that comics can take in terms of expressing those feelings would lend well to him--he doesn't need words to show how much he loves people, he's practically bursting with it so much you can see the aura around his body. A comic can actually depict that, just like it can depict his other emotions in a more visual, visceral way that emphasize how he feels over how he speaks.
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?
Aside from his canon themes, Come Out Swinging by The Offspring is the first song on my Beat playlist for a reason, babay!!!!
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9. Could you be roommates with this character?
With Neku? Oh yeah. He's quiet and calm, but likes music enough that me playing guitar or uke probably wouldn't bother him. I'd let him share use of my record player. It's also a plus that he likes graffiti, cause it'd be really fun to go tagging with him if he wanted to hang out. My only big thing when it comes to roommates is that I fucking love cooking and if he's gonna live in my house then he's gotta accept that I will be making his food. That's how it is.
21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?
Hmm... well, my current WIP is the first time that I've written Neku at length, and so far my favorite thing to do with him has been to put him through a metaphorical paper shredder for the sake of character development and Themes. He was practically made for that. My least favorite thing about writing him (at least in my current work) is that I feel like I need to do calculus to decide how he reacts to stuff, but I think that's mostly because I'm extremely serious about my longform writing and I treat it like I'm trying to get the damn thing published
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