you want to save astarion from himself, from his fears and his destructive ambitions. you care deeply for him of course, but you also feel compelled to fix him because he is so dangerously like yourself. and in turn, in astarion's selfish and transactional way of looking at a world that has done nothing but hurt him, he tries to save you from the murderous tar pit within you that threatens you both. amidst the tragedy of his and your circumstances, a comfortable fondness grows. a deeply sincere adoration and respectful passion born of mutually-assured suffering. neither you or astarion has the vocabulary to express yourselves beyond painfully clinging to each other and a desire to be unchained from your very nature
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when Taylor swift said “the skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up” BUT when Pheobe bridgers said “all the skeletons you hide, show me yours and I’ll show you mine”
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baby youre a vampire / you want blood and i promised / im a bad liar / with a savior complex / all the skeletons you hide / show me yours and ill show you mine.
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Just figured out how to make my guitar sound like it has a rubber bridge I feel like I need to record something to commemorate this
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when phoebe bridgers said “you asked to walk me home but i had to carry you” and when katie gregson-macleod said “i carry him home while my friends have a good night” and when clario said “know we could use a break because i can’t feel my feet, carried you all the way upstairs so you can sleep” and and and
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plugging my tav x astarion playlist because I just finished the game 😭
it follows the narrative of the romance arc with spawn astarion :)
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🎶 i don’t know why I am the way I am 🎶
but I listen to the saddest music ever created on the face of the earth, the most gut wrenching, hair tearing, ugly crying music created by the saddest people to walk the face of this planet
but I listen to this stuff with a straight face like “light work.” like no,, I wish I could cry in a corner and sob to moon song but I can’t I’m too busy vibing.
and I recognize that it’s really sad and I listen to the lyrics but I’m dancing round my bedroom listening to my punisher vinyl and singing “you couldn’t have stuck your tongue down the throat of somebody who loves you more” like 🤗🤗
“but you know I’d stand on the corner embarrassed with a picket sign if it meant I could see you when I die” 💃💃
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