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okay but like she’s not just some girl i’m obsessed with hating she’s literally my narrative foil.. a glimpse into a dark reality.. into what i could have become if i was just slightly more unstable
#guys i’m so sorry to drop the ball but this is not a homoerotic thing she’s genuinely a bigot#i wish it was it!!!!! but unfortunately she is actually deranged#nah but the parallels go crazy like we’re both the oldest of 3 girls. grew up with our grandparents. we have the same interests.#same job. all that stuff#she has the same middle name as my sister#mari.txt
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Imo the most impressive thing Leo’s done is hold this pose for as long as he did while covered head to toe in gold paint:
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#if you’ve ever had to wear body paint that stuff can be UNCOMFORTABLE#AND to hold that pose for so long - not moving a muscle even when they first started falling?#as humorous as this is it is no joke highly impressive#I also love the implication that they disguised Leo SO FAST that Big Mama JUST finished with item 1#this is why Leo grows to become the worlds greatest ninja#bro’s dedication to subterfuge is godly#also#Leo 🤝 Mario: being painted gold and tricking the villainess into thinking you’re a statue#side note but in this same episode leo makes a comment about being betrayed by his brothers all the time in a happy tone#and I wonder if that’s part of where his love for epic betrayals comes from#or if his bros partially did those betrayals because they know he likes them#also also#nearly all of Leo’s absolute best moments are contained within episodes that feature either Hueso or especially Big Mama#and I find that interesting#ALSO also also#Karai and Big Mama both embody different aspects of Leo’s key character traits and in this essay I will-#side note but as I mentioned in the notes LEO WOULD BE SUCH A GOOD CHEERLEADER AND SPECIFICALLY A FLYER#bc here’s the thing he has literally all the marks of a good one - the main one being what he shows HERE#the ability to LOCK HIS POSITION#plus his affinity for showmanship like#AND his literal JOB AS A MASCOT???#let my guy be a cheerleader plz#he and Mikey both would be so good at it
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if my stuff starts looking WILDLY different soon it’s because next year i’m planning on stepping out of my comfort zone more and experimenting to try and seriously level up my artussy because i’m stagnating and i hate it
#ramble#it’s not that i hate my art style bc i don’t!!!#i just want to try different things#drawing the blorbos is fun but you don’t really learn anything after a while? other than it helps you draw faster bc muscle memory#and now i’m out of uni i want to keep learning stuff#which means a lot of weird colour palettes and studies#the reason my job portfolio is so bad is because all my stuff looks the SAME
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#harringrove#harringrove fanart#steve x billy#I'm sorry for posting the same stuff twice all the time#I really wanted to draw vampires for Halloween but life is stressful right now and I have a creative block#I'm starting a new job in two days so hopefully the art block will go away once I settle there
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Nerdanel, the wise
#tolkien#silmarillion#jrr tolkien#nerdanel#i love her okay#shes strong shes big shes wise shes the man in the relationship#shes everything#i think she did a good job with her sons it was just the sudden situation they fell into that went wrong#and no that was not necessarily feanor fault#i think he was a good enough dad although towards the end he did some weird stuff#where some of it can be excused for all the things that just happen on top of each others#i think i found the braids for royalty that can match my noldor braiding system#its the ones on top that will be the one symbolizing royalty and then its just worn differently at times but same concept of a crown like s#im not sure if thatll be something that princse and princsesses wear too or only the eldest if that makes sense#silm art#tolkien art#digital art#my art#shes going to be a part of the dtiys which ill soon open
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i may be stupid
#(but im not sure)#a doodley#i am not going to lie to you guys i am insanely scared of anti depressants. and adjacent medication.#first of all like ive said i dont think i need them#im doing way better than last yr(s) despite being in the same circumstances. i did in fact will my brain to get it together.#i told my doctor i think my issues are a result of my environment and that is what i think it is.#i dont think meds cld help change my innate personality flaws#second of all sorry but my ****** is all i have i cant risk losing it to the side effects#idk! like. idk. you guys really dont get it it really is just laziness for me#since i was a kid i just didnt have Goals and its continued to my detriment#i was also raised to doubt all my decisions so here we are#im sure my friends think im lazy bc what ive described to them IS laziness#im like the only person i know without hashtag goals and life motivation...and all my friends have mental health stuff too#so its not that...! its personality. its laziness#its literally like the ''my son is 35 and refuses to get a job and does nothing all day'' reddit posts#with ''he's not depressed he's lazy you should just kick him out and refuse to keep providing for him'' comments and all
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So I go by Nick with most of my friends at this point and use any pronouns and theyre all very good about switching it up sometimes but one of my friends primarily refers to me as "he" which is cool i dont care but it didnt register to me as an issue until i met up with him and some of his straight friends a while back and on seeing me they all had identical looks on their faces like they were short circuiting and one even asked my friend "this is Nick?" At which point i realized they were probably expecting a cis man and not a fem person in a crop top with boobs and so on and now i eagerly await the day i meet more of his friends just to see it happen again because why have a gender if ur not gonna be funny about it
#nottrek#gender stuff#it was on the same level as when i was getting a tour of a new job#and the person was like 'and womens bathrooms are over there! ...and... gender neutral is... there'#because my hawaiian shirt threw them off#or when people would be talking to a group of girls and me and go 'and we all get boyfriends!' or whatever and then#after a moment 'or girlfriends'#that moment of hesitation where they realized they just said something Straight or Cis#and remember i am there and give off queer vibes#guess this'll be a lifelong thing then#hilarious let me at them
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People would call you communist for this (lol) but the solution for the housing crisis we have all over is to set a minimum and maximum price per square meter that you can rent/sell a place for and that maximum price per meter should be adjusted so that it never exceeds a specific reasonable percentage of local salaries. Also, governments should be tougher on places not being fit to rent. No, you shouldn't be able to rent anything less than 45m² as 'a flat', that's either a room or a storage unit.
#liveblogging my life#the actual communist answer is that we shouldn't have to pay for housing or food at all#and if we want to go on vacation there should be communal resorts that people can stay and do activities in#but since that's utopian and far-fetched#something else that i would do is to implement this same policies for food prices#food prices shouldn't be able to rise padt a certain amount#also each person should only be able to own 2-3 properties max#taking into account both stuff you buy and stuff you inherit#(idk how you factor split inheritances into that but we'd work it out)#and you should only be able to rent out one of them btw#and your rental income is split 50/50 with your local government AFTER taxes#no hoarding that money to yourself you hand some of it over to the community#you shouldn't be able to be a landlord like as a job#it should be like a side hustle that brings you some extra cash a month#but it's not able to buy you a whole house or several#oh there should also be a cap on the number of rental properties per town that are allowed to be rented out to tourists#anyway vote for me
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does anyone know anything abt interracial marriage/relationships between 2 ppl of different races who weren’t white in the US the early-mid 20th century bcz googles fucking useless
#specifically the legality of it#all the stuff i can find is abt white ppl marrying poc not anything abt if a middle eastern person could marry an east asian person or what#for context i’m writing a fic nd wanna know if id be able to make this character (who was 20 in the 50s) mixed and have her parents be#married#also wanna know if id have to make the guy she’s into/the girl he’s into the same race as her for the story to work#20th century america stop being so racist it’s making my job very hard#ryan shut the fuck up
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overhearing the students i was helping in class today say "she's so sweet!" as they leave and then the professor coming up to ask me if i'm going into education because he thinks i'm really good at teaching
#part of my job is attending class days for the course i'm tutoring for even though i've already taken it#so students get used to having me around and i'm up-to-date on where exactly they are in the material and can make announcements and stuff#most days are just kind of whatever since i still have all my notes from doing this last semester for the same course#and it's not a very interactive style course so i don't get to talk to students a whole lot#but today was just sort of a free period for them to go over their study guides#and so the professor had me roam around and help people as needed#and it was really fun!#this semester students have been very reluctant to actually come to tutoring/review sessions outside of last minute exam prep ones#so it was nice to actually get to feel useful again#assorted work nonsense
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[ID: a coloured and shaded digital sketch of Luz and Lilith from the owl house. They're depicted with their designs from For the Future. Luz is tackle-hugging Lilith, ugly crying and exclaiming "I missed you so much". Lilith braces for the hug and smiles with tears also in her eyes. The background is a pale yellow colour and previous versions of the sketch can be seen at low opacity behind the full drawing. End ID]
When you see your cool aunt (actually a loser but you love her) for the first time in months and she has a badass apocalypse makeover but still somehow looks like a librarian
#the owl house#toh#luz noceda#lilith clawthorne#I have a distinct feeling they won't reunite until the last episode (which I'm cool with#we're kinda busy rn)#but that won't stop me from imagining self-indulgent scenarios!! I love their relationship so much#luz really went from calling Lilith a bitch in the only way the disney channel would allow to being like. okay she's pathetic#in the first few episodes of season 2 and then by elsewhere and elsewhen when Lilith is visibly doing better luz is so supportive#of like. her new job and hobbies and stuff#and Lilith is still the same cringe fail slug woman we all know and love but she cares about Luz!#she wants to help her and share her interests with her!#they're so lame together and I adore them soooo much. adhd and autism best friends forever (real)#this was a quick doodle that i put way too mucn effort into colouring and posing wise to not post#I'm proud of the shading not bc it's especially intricate or pretty#but because the process was entirely me colour picking each individual colour and futzing with it until i got coherent shading#it's not something i do often but i love to practice it cause i feel like it improves my colour sense#and also allows me to micro manage the palette#like how Luz's azura outfit and the inside of her mouth and Lilith's skin are all the same shade of off-white#BUT i gave Lilith's a warmer shading tone (bc it's skin and has blood beneath it) while Luz's teeth has a yellow shading cast#(since that's the colour teeth turn w/o enamel and most ppls teeth is a yellowy off-white anyway) and then Luz's outfit has a teal cast!#bc i wanted white fabric to look different to pale white skin or teeth#that's such a niche thing to have fun doing and appreciate abt my own work but like. it's there!#I'm not a master of colour by any means it's just nice to be able to do that
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the way i have absolutely flooded the kubosai tag is crazy😭most of the recent posts are mine.. my bad..
... anyway, im thinking about kuboyasu picking up different hobbies as a form of anger management, teaching himself coping mechanisms and to use his hands in more gentle ways and let himself make mistakes without taking his anger out in unhealthy ways..
knitting, crocheting, art (he already draws but he wants to do it more and start painting n stuff too), or even scrapbooking or journaling ?? he also already stress bakes/cooks lol.
and since he does it so much, he has so many little pieces of art and he ends up gifting most of them to saiki.. because kubo thinks theyre crappy, but saikis eyes lit up in a way kubo doesnt get to see often when he caught sight of kubos crocheted little pink cat with a suspiciously saiki-like grimace on his face.
so now saiki has all kinds of little knitted/crocheted blankets, pillow cases, stuffed animals, gloves, sweaters, etc. (he made a lot of scarves, bags, hats, coasters, etc. at first since those are easier for beginners, and at first he was keeping them for himself and his mom but the house has too many damn coasters and they do not need that many accessories and sweaters.. so the whole friend group started getting them, but mostly saiki.. and saikis mom started receiving some too).
and little paintings of cats (because kubo definitely loves cats but also saiki just reminds him of one so he draws/paints them for him a lot.. he doesn't know if saiki actually likes them, but he says he doesnt mind so..) and some cute paintings of their friends.. he makes a lot of vent art but saiki obviously does not receive that stuff☠️.
he also tried to learn yoga.. but he learns quickly that he just isnt very good at keeping his hands still and unoccupied for too long.. he might revisit that later, but for now hes just trying to at least learn slow and calculated motions with his hands..
he probably also starts helping kusuo and kurumi with their gardening (because they definitely have a garden). i doubt arens mom has a garden but i bet he could convince her to help him start one after enjoying it with the saikis so much.
the scrapbooking/journaling he mostly keeps to himself.. its mostly pictures of him and his mom, his friends, and him trying to document his feelings in messy pages of writing/doodles/choas..
i love the idea that he starts collecting stickers+fun pens+washi tape to use, which is something he totally would not normally fixate on but he starts getting really excited about it..
tbh it's probably mostly silly stickers from anime he likes, like one piece and dragonball.. a lot of his other interests like the yakuza movies wouldnt have stickers he could get so he just doodles the characters.
but he starts branching out into sillier and more colorful stuff, mostly thanks to chiyo, kokomi, kusuo, and shun. chiyo+kokomi have lots of girly stickers and glitter pens that they give him when they catch wind of the journaling..shun has lots of silly stickers from comic books and theres a surprising amount of harley quinn+poison ivy along with the mcu stuff(mostly spiderman).
chiyo+kusuo have like vocaloid+prosekai stickers, but kusuo mostly is just the reason aren has lots of bright pink+green on a lot of his pages hehe..
anyway, a lot of the gifts he gives to kusuo start getting really.. obvious ? he once gives him this crocheted pink cat with a blank expression and a purple dog whose taller and smiling, both wearing glasses, that are permanently knitted together holding hands☠️and kusuo just.. accepts it. and a lot of the stuff he receives along with their other friends are suspiciously more detailed than everyone elses and there are a lot of hearts and the cat+dog thing becomes a frequent motif and theres so many coffee jelly stuffies and keychains its insane
shun will get like.. a black and red sweater, meanwhile kusuo gets a purple sweater covered in pink hearts+matching gloves+a scarf+socks+a tote bag+a headband ??? aren are ur hands okay seriously
kusuo keeps every single gift obviously, and the first dog+cat plushies along with some other gifts are on his desk so he can look at them literally all the time..
yet somehow they arent dating yet😭aren basically professed his undying love with all the hearts and romantic ass offerings but neither of them have really said anything out loud yet☠️☠️
#i know this is a lot of different stuff but i feel like thats also what he wants.. to keep himself and his hands busy#prob also has to get a job during this time to fund all his hobbies PLUS his bike fix ups#kusuo does wear the silly cutesy clothes aren gives him but not very often because its.. embarrassing.. but still cute#he wears that zebra cardigan and is fine and likes it but is also a little self conscious and this would prob be the same#aren probably calms down and starts making more normal (but still gay as fuck) stuff for him after the initial wave of his new obsession#this is a really long post for right after i said i post them too much#so sorry for the long post i thought about this for a long time#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#kuboyasu aren#kubosai#meows post
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Love the thought of Leo just casually being well traveled to absurd degrees. Like one day they’re facing their new Big Bad of the year and like, Draxum or whoever says that the key to their fight is located somewhere in, like, Latvia or some place, but no one knows where to start.
Then Leo’s like “oh I know a place” and when asked how the heck he could know of one it smash cuts to Leo falling through the ceiling of said place due to a portal mishap.
Also love the idea of Leo, being as accidentally (and then later, purposefully) well traveled as he is, sometimes taking his family on outings to different places all over, maybe to some new Yokai spots he found along the way.
In these places, Leo 100% lets his bros get scammed by tourist traps.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rottmnt headcanons#bro was so excited about buying stuff that he didn’t realize it was a scam until too late#so now he’s super sus of all that BUT super willing to laugh at his fam for making the same mistake#anyway yeah I love Leo being well traveled because it honestly makes sense? why NOT use your teleportation to travel if you can do it fast#all his portal mishaps in the series as well as that time he accidentally went to Paris (+ once a diff dimension?) live in my head rent free#Leo destroying the stall of some random family’s restaurant in Paraguay and having to work it off the rest of the summer#he’s just like ‘hey guys I’m heading out’ but doesn’t mention it’s for a part time job in a different country#he only knows like English and Spanish BUT he’s picked up on a lot of other languages too due to his misadventures#tho he mostly knows a whole lot of various swear words#leo about to tease donnie for getting banned from witch town only to remember HE’S banned from a place in Turkey: 😬#he keeps trying to find where he accidentally put his brothers in Tahiti but he can’t find it and he’s so salty about it lol
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i'm sorry i'm not being fun enough on my personal blog which is the only place on the internet i get to just be a person and not have to be professional because it's the only place my colleagues and employers don't follow me but also i'm not sorry because sometimes being grumpy is part of being human and i'm so goddamn tired of having to perform perfection on the internet
#personal#like. yeah. on a good day i would have given a longer and more thoughtful response to the arthuriana ask#but also sometimes you hit a point where you're like. i've said this. i've written this post. it's in the tag already#i don't know what more people want from me that i haven't already given. i can't keep writing the same essays again#i'm not mad at the asker but i also can't do Free Academia On Demand at all times you know?#particularly when arthuriana isn't even my area of research specialism#i am pretty much always happy to answer ulster cycle asks because i always learn something from researching the answers#(or i already know the answers so they're very easy)#but stuff outside of that just feels like work after a while and sometimes i do not have the spoons#i am very glad of cicelythereaper's response. i recommend reading that one.#i'm sorry i couldn't be the one to give it on this occasion but lads. i am so fucking tired#i have so many jobs i have so many chronic illnesses i am so behind on everything in my life
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The only people who benefit when black people and jews are divided are white supremacists
#research at my job rn is focused on the time frame at twitter immediately after kanye said all that stuff#so im having to read the absolute worst takes ever#about bs that he was saying at the time#and a lot of people were really exposed to these antisemitic conspiracy theories through kanye#and it just makes me really fucking sad idk#we are stronger when we are together#like jews have always been at civil rights rallies and fighting for equality of all kinds#we both experience discrimination and persecution from the same people#it isnt a competition white supremacists hate us too#a lot of the antisemitism im seeing from this sample set is the same conspiracies that have been around for thousands of years#about jews controlling minorities#so that they can... idk control the world and oppress white people?#but i cant recall a time where minorities actually started to believe they were being controlled by jews before this sample set#it hurts it really does#anyway ill always support black people and jews and i dont have to choose between the two#i took a course with some incredible professors that are like the forefront academics of african american and african diasporic studies#called the intersectionality of jewishness and blackness#our histories arent just parallel#theyre intertwined#anyway ill get off my soapbox i just have to read this bullshit for my job and it made me upset lol#jumblr#judaism#frumblr#jewblr
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idk what people expect when they comment "other ship better" on my art. like ok? youre blocked now and im laughing at you
#so stupid so goofy like...ok? bye#now u dont get to see my non ship stuff#like i dont care. byeeeee#especially when i think vi is such a strong love interest like do you want me to feel defensive? i dont need to be :) shes perfect :)#like no notes. good job team u made me eat crow on my 'theyll never be able to write a good LI for clem so they should stop trying'#best crow i ever ate tbh#actually when people comment that 'my ship better' stuff it makes me think Theyre being defensive like its silly and sad#like do you feel better now? small moment of power for you?#we all only have so much time on this earth and youre using it like this#i get these comments a few times a year and they always get the same reaction out of me. an eyeroll and a laugh. and a block#like bro we are all here to have fun. just move on. its ok you dont have to say anything rude i promise go pet an animal or something#it speaks
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