I wonder if I am ever missed

If it is worth still trying

To stick around

look at how you've grown

even without the sun

For anyone, not familiar with what 🪽 anon said in their ask, this is what they're talking about. The death messages and the back and forth we have to deal with. The DM messages are from someone who didn't want to block MY PAGE because they didn't want to see me in their block list, the other one is from one of my comment sections on a post of mine. I won't lie, I do cry from them, but I'm crying of strength, not of sadness cause I'm gonna remain strong.

Thank you 🪽 anon!! And to all others who support us.

"Between the breaks of small talk, sometimes I run out of things to say in our conversation. Because there is so much I actually want to say but I can't. Not now, not at night, not when it might just be a dream lived briefly or a mirage that clears up when the smoke is gone. I want to tell him that I've never stopped believing and never gave up. That all it takes is saying Yes and that's all it's ever been. I'd say that I am never sure about anything, but I am about us. I'd say, isn't it strange that we come back always? It's almost like there is a reality that still needs to be lived, a love that still needs to be felt, like I need to kiss your lips or else the world will always be lacking. But I can't. So I sometimes don't know what to respond to the small talks."

Reddit is fun stopped working 😭😭😭 I knew it was coming but I am still lost as to where will I read the news while drinking a cappuccino 🥺

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they keep asking me what I want to do in life & I just laugh (I’m researching PhD positions , I say).

I figure that students are still kids, and if I never reach adulthood I never have to admit that I didn’t plan a future because I never thought I’d have one.

mom, dad: i never thought i’d live past 22 || miscent. 

I want mind reading powers to see how people actually feel about me but I don’t because I don’t want to find out what they truly think about me yknow

the tides beckon and

over flo-

ws

the shore

of my waterline

pooling out of

•

my left •

tear duct and then

• my right

•

If nothing lasts forever,

why does the pain still persist?

If nothing lasts forever,

how does this love for you still exist?

𝚑𝚎𝚢𝚔𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚛0̷𝚌𝚔𝚜

There has never been a single time I’ve told you that I love you that I haven’t been truthful. And yet still, every single time I’ve told you I love you it has been shrouded in a lie. I think what hurts the most is that every single time you tell me you love me, I know you’re telling the truth. The whole truth. Nothing more.

i am so fucking lonely all the time

Should probably find myself, then I can hold on to the hope of someone else finding me

Absolutely wrecked me this morning