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I don't know how to explain
The turmoil in my head.
Talking helps anxiety
But as I dip into the tepid waters
Submerging myself to where
Everything is the same temperature
And everything is black,
I become numb to the outer world
For this is all I see.
My eyes are shut to the happenings before me.
My body does not exist
When my mind is honed in on the burning
Flames that lick my thoughts.
So in silence I take my suffering.
Please do not think
My self isolation a bad thing.
The fire is inevitable,
A part of me.
Being alone is the best way
I do my healing.
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hauntedandwholesome · 3 months
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Rush to me, my darling
We haven't got much time
The world is ending
People betray you on a dime
We're all infected
We're all going to die
Rush to me, my darling
The world is ending
And I need your hand in mine
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*inspired by the walking dead (obviously)*
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hauntedandwholesome · 4 months
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I could never get enough of you
I'm addicted not only to your touch
But to our conversations too
Whisper sweet nothings
Obsessed with the way you look at me
With your eyes earthy green
I can easily drift away from reality
With every kiss
And every time you
Tell me how deeply you love me
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hauntedandwholesome · 4 months
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hauntedandwholesome · 4 months
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*dearly ♡,
found images of you moving on a scuffed vhs tape. i heard your voice sing sweetly something i never thought i’d hear again. the coffee buzzes my brainwaves and allows me to think clearly.
spotify playlist where i saved the serenades you wrote for me. every melody from the songs we ♡’ed from that concert we drove to Baltimore to see. we spent the night together in that fancy suite. we ate the world’s worst pizza and smoked the world’s finest weed.
i noticed how the girl in your songs had red hair before she had mine. how you thought your favorite color was green before you realized how dangerous were my eyes. i think you’re a liar. because you texted me last Thursday just to say. you didn’t wanna ♡ me anymore.        .  °
                                                                                              .                     vv.      ○
i don’t think it’s too funny how every time i try to write about you, all my poems ends the same way. you’re a cycle of never ending torment. an apocalypse where my ♡ seeks rest and the grief lasts for eternity. i would believe the gift of having you once, and the feeling of losing you, akin to losing everything is the punishment i get for believing god exists somewhere inside of me. in a place within my psyche i long for it to not be.            °                                        .    .                        .                           *
                                       .                                   :.                       .  *         , 
i’d stop writing about your café au lait eyes all together if the fondness of our encounters didn’t purr like the white noise of needles scratching vinyl records. i’d stop dreaming of you in color if you didn’t look just like a sunset. i would rue the day i crossed your path and askew the day you. crossed me. although you were the one to do me wrong, i am burdened with your memories. as you live a life that seems like paradise without me.. .
are you lonely? is this why every now and then you call me? do you long for my warmth the same way i long for your, ‘i’m sorry’. if you could go back to last ○ would you take back all the horrible ways you hurt me? would you have come to my house at all? begged for a last ♡ and the back of my throat? would you have fought for me? would you have let him have me so easily if you knew then what is reality this instant?
that i am a married woman, now.
.
.
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*♡
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hauntedandwholesome · 5 months
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Inevitably [You]
I love you.
Unequivocally.
Inexplicably.
Inevitably.
I love you
with the rage
and intensity
of a thousand suns
and the depth
and secrecy
of the deepest ocean.
I love you
with the madness
and passionate approach
of a gifted musician;
with the magical
and extraordinary eye
of an artist.
I love you
in your every facet:
in your brightest outlooks
and in your desperate times;
when you love me the deepest,
and when you don’t even want to try.
I love you.
Unequivocally.
Inexplicably.
Inevitably.
You.
Only you.
@twisted0limbs your wish is my command ;-)
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hauntedandwholesome · 5 months
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☀ I can see the sun ☀
Today As I wake up again A sweet and tender light caresses my face And for the first time in a while I can see the sun
Today As the night falls once more I can still feel its presence Like an undying warmth Not willing to let my heart go Today Following its path The sun rises again Bathing my skin with its light How good it is to be touched with such softness Today My sun came back And for the first time in my life I am certain it is meant to stay Like a never ending cycle of love After staying in the cold dark night for so long Today I can see the sun again The night seems less cold My heart seems less empty The sky is finally full
Today I watch the sun rise again I catch a ray of sunshine in my hand And keep it close Just in case my mind gets unmerciful again To remind myself it will always stay To remind myself I am not alone And I can't wait to write about tomorrow As long as it colors my sky every morning And as long as I crave it during the night
Tomorrow I want to see you again
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hauntedandwholesome · 5 months
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Love is more than just a feeling
It's a promise
It's intentional~
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hauntedandwholesome · 6 months
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Your soul is a furnace
In flux
Between smoldering
Embers
And raging
Fire
Open the grate
And set the world
Ablaze.
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hauntedandwholesome · 6 months
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But I still don't know how to hold your hand without reading the ugliness of my own, But I can't contain my soul from enveloping yours !
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Web weaving about holding hands an emotion
{quotes:Mary Ruefle/uk/Francis Forever Song by Mitski/The Hand Has Twenty-Seven Bones by Natalie Diaz/Hélène Cixous, from “Olivier De Serres- A Single Passion Two Witnesses,” Love Itself: In the Letter Box (Polity Press, 2008) /uk /Saadi Youssef, from ‘Solos on the Oud’, Without an Alphabet, Without a Face: Selected Poems (trans. Khaled Mattawa) /@fatimaamerbilal from her garden yearns more for visitors than water. }
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hauntedandwholesome · 6 months
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Keep underestimating me, darling
And watch me take over the world
Right beneath your nose 🤭
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hauntedandwholesome · 6 months
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Healing doesn't happen over night-
It takes patience and practiced self kindness.
But one day you'll wake up,
Realize how far you've come
And everything forward is different.
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hauntedandwholesome · 7 months
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- I Guess the Old You is a Ghost (#589: June 25, 2014)
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hauntedandwholesome · 7 months
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Careless with a purpose.
Intentionally
Lackadaisical with danger
In hopes that one day
The danger will destroy me.
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hauntedandwholesome · 7 months
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back to writing after a while
background picture is from the crystal bridges art museum, piece is titled "Trace Me Back" by Marie Bannerot McInerney
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hauntedandwholesome · 7 months
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After being knocked down
Time and time again
I stand onto my feet
Trembling
Not from fear
But from scorching anger
That boils my blood
As I'm ready to spill yours
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hauntedandwholesome · 7 months
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@januaryhoney // @naynawrites on Instagram // @sunflorally // @geloyconcepcion on Instagram // @lucidloving // @petrichara
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